#I promise I’m having a good time
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#talks#rant#ugggh it’s so exhausting to talk to someone online#I love my moots and other artist#but just talking hurts and I just hate being online all the time#especially when I don’t have anything necessarily to say#also I forget that I can talk to people online so I just stopped#I promise I’m having a good time#I think I just get anxious talking when I don’t want to#and it looks like I’m inactive#that’s why I prefer talking over here#this type of text format helps me not to go crazy#cause I don’t want my thoughts to be on public display for anyone to see#so just imagine a weirdo just lurking in a shadowy corner in an alley way#just drawing while looking at art#I do wish I can talk to people here#but it’s just so hard unless I’m brainrotting atm#I hope my moots understand#I still see what we did and how fun that was#I’m sorz I’m not talkative#I just get r anxious when I talk to someone online now#there was a shift a few years ago#and I just struggle to be online now#I hope u enjoy my dummy post tho 💚#vent#not really but might as well add the vent
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Team Blue (Day 1)
#Yes I know I forgot lenay rivers and luzu and Mariana#I’m so sorryc#the people on Twitter have turned me into soup over it#I apologise I really forgot ;_; I was so sure I got everyone but judgement is not so good at 2am#I promise next time I draw all of them I will make them look so badass#qsmp#badboyhalo#qsmp fanart#tinakitten#nihachu#tubbo#polispol#aypierre#missasinfonia
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The thing about Bells Hells is that asking their opinion on anything is like setting up a political survey at a rave under a bridge or in some sort of especially niche genre specific goth club or backstage at an off-off Broadway conceptual show; you’re going to get really interesting answers! They are not going to be representative of the general population in the slightest. There is a faction of people who think we need to solve this by introducing one Designated Average Relationship With The Universe Dave to the polling sample, ruining their beautiful natural diversity of guys-who-could-be-in-the-musical-RENT. To which the wise man says: “Never!” This is the little freaks with half baked philosophies and unresolved personal issues party. More pressingly, it has been noted that Bells Hells doesn’t seem to realize that their relationship with power writ large is bafflingly different from the average Exandrian. This is an problem, but it’s one that could be in-character, one more extension of an admirable commitment to trauma-informed alarming theological opinions.
#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#critical role#bells hells#yes I’m including Orym in this#That Boy is Not Right (laudatory)#their pro god opinions! weird! their anti god opinions! weird!#their grasp of life for the average Exandrian? incredibly tenuous#I do think there are third options (as laudna and Ashton have hinted)#and I have vague thoughts about the gods and what the divine gate means#what it could mean if it were something reinforced again with mortal might instead of enforced unilaterally by the gods#a covenant with and by not a promise towards#but my sweet cheeses? my good time boys?#I love and respect them but if I was a regular Exandrian I would not want these guys negotiating the fate of the cosmos#padraig the farmer who leaves oatcakes for the Dawnfather every harvest#and his neighbor who invokes the changebringer for tarot readings do not need to be at the rave#but that does mean the rave cannot claim to speak for them
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hi—
so i’ll be saying farewell to foli this year. as much as i’m proud and so in love with what i’ve created here, she’s starting to give me major stress headaches and i simply can’t deal. this started out fun and sweet, but it has increasingly created bigger and bigger issues for me and it’s no longer a space i find comfort and peace in, so i think it’s time for me to move on.
i thought about deleting this blog, or slowly morphing away from what i’ve been doing here, but it didn’t feel right. i know it’s just a blog, but it still means something to me.
should you still wish to visit/follow little ol’ me, i’ll now be living over here. i’ll still be the normal unhinged foli that loves talking filth, just now under a different name with a shiny new corner of the internet/main blog.
this blog will stay up so you can still read my organised pile of trash that i know some of you enjoy, and i’ll probably still continue to write because i do love it, but it won’t be promised or often, and it’ll mostly be ao3 focused in other fandoms, and not so much surrounding the pedro fandom anymore.
i will be wrapping everything up here, so don’t worry about any unfinished series’—i wouldn’t do that to you lmao. thank you for the good times here, angels. i appreciate each and every one of you. hope to see you over on the new side. ily 💖
#a long time coming i think#my brain just doesn’t have what it used to#and i’m sorry for disappointing you for so long#i know i promised so much and delivered so little#the love was there#the mentality wasn’t i guess?#it’s lonely and isolating being a fic writer now#but things change and it’s okay#it was good while it lasted
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A completely normal marriage portrait
#I LOVE THIS FIC SO FAR GUYS#BUT I MADE THE MISTAKE OF NOT READING THE WORD COUNT#IM SIX CHAPTERS IN I CANT STOP NOW#SAVE ME#I am weary with contending#goodtimewithscar fanart#grian fanart#desert duo#scarian#hermitshipping#I’ll do something with mumbo for this fic i promise#I just had a vision and needed to draw what I thought their portrait would look like#the mumscarian is too strong#I have a larger vision for this specific drawing but we’ll see if it gets done#scar good times is a very smart man and would never marry an assassin#and his wife is absolutely human and definitely human and also is not planning to kill him#and genuinely no one knows what’s happening between him and her bodyguard#but it’s definitely something#i’m having so much fun#pigin is artistic
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CAIUS TREBONIUS AND MARK ANTONY, MARCH 15th
The Hetairia of Cassius, Luciano Canfora
Cic. Phil. 2
(taps mic) so as we all know, conspiracy is a kind of seduction, and actions not taken can be just as loud as the ones that are. so. uh. fellas! hey fellas. heyyyyyy.
like, I was looking at the Dolabella-Caesar-Antony mess yesterday, but something really fun and vicious happened here and I will be rotating it around in my head at maximum volume for the foreseeable future
the red panels are the Assassination of Julius Caesar by Vincenzo Camuccini (the pen and ink drawing, not the painting)
#gaius trebonius#like the last three times ive posted him. his look will probably change. but i have never once promised consistency on this blog#what's a consistent character design. you only achieve that when you get main character status in a comic#mark antony#drawing tag#komiks tag#roman republic tag#ides of march baby!#new tag for ides of march art. i'll retag everything later#also I’m going to kill dolabella myself. I love him. I want his head on cassius’ sword.#all these people are so MESSY good grief#also! two conspiracies: one from Cassius one from Trebonius. also sexy. much to think about#anyway test run for an idea. we will be revisiting this scene again#I have a better idea about how to do the red panels. what I don’t have is (checks notes) the patience mostly#I want to draw trebonius’ lip scar origin story#anyway they definitely got drunk and made out in a spectacularly sloppy kind of way at least once#beware! the ides of march!
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snape deserved everything he got and worse. he was an incel creep and james was ALWAYS the better person by far.
gonna say something real crazy here, buck wild, just balls to the wall insane – but what if they were both bad? what if it’s bad to join a fascist hate movement and be mean to children as a fully grown adult and teacher, but it’s also bad to bully someone and threaten to take off their underwear in front of a crowd? and it’s bad to try to manipulate a girl into going out with you by saying you’ll stop bullying her friend if she accepts? what if that part when james says he doesn’t like snape because of “the fact that he exists” is in there for a reason? i know this is a really bonkers take, just cuckoo crazypants, to imagine that two people can be bad at the same time. and it’s probably even crazier to suggest that it actually doesn’t even matter who is better than who, and that this whole argument is a pointless endeavor, and that trying to play judge jury and executioner with fictional characters is an unproductive and frankly dumb way to engage with media
#sorry for really going in on you anon but jfc please open your mind to the possibility#that it’s fine and even good and interesting for characters to do bad things#stop fixating on what you think these fictional characters ‘deserved’ and start thinking about whether their actions make the story better#i promise you’ll have a better time#asks#my posts#hp#severus snape#james potter#pro snape#<- so dumb to put that. i’m ‘pro’ both characters because i think they’re INTERESTING not because i think their actions are justified!#actually i’m starting a new tag for this#the great snape debate
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The man truly can’t take a genuine compliment 🙄
#my art stuff#digital art#baldur's gate 3#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#this is part of a series I like to call “I’m never settling on a singular detailed artstyle”#I have no consistency in drawing realistic people/characters other than my shapy cartoon style#but I truly don’t get enough opportunity to properly shade anything with art in that style-!!! it always looks weird to me-!!!!!#I think some rude lil worm in my brain is wriggling around telling me it’s a futile attempt at still doing realism#cus I’m one of those “gifted” artists that grew up promising his parents he’ll end up among the big names or whatever#constantly training to become better at art but with realism oil paintings as the goal#you know how it is 😔#I wanna shade my lil funky designs but they never feel good enough to really put energy into or whatever so I compromise with stuff -#- like this where I try to draw characters more accurately while still stylizing them and shading them however I feel like it#which is great and all but I should really learn to give my more relaxed and less perfectionist art a chance#I deserve to enjoy the process and the result without working myself dead#it’s so much easier and rewarding to copy cartoon styles - stylizing realism makes me too anxious of doing it “wrong”#at least cartoon styles give me a goal to reach or a reference to strive towards#man I really should just cut myself some slack altogether#either way - this man is a flustered mess and he’s embarrassed about being called adorable in public or something#being teased in an affectionate way about his sweeter side and stuff#don’t ask why he’s shirtless - anatomy is just a lot more fun for me to draw sometimes#tasteful nudity and all that is extremely gorgeous to me#i need to practice anatomy more cus I just kinda did some shit and went with it this time with a BIT of consideration for muscle structure
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them: is this the hill you want to die on?
me: no, but it’s where I’ll leave your corpse
#back on my bullshit#anyways#almost sliced part of my finger off with a knife today#it must run in the family#bc my grandfather once got his finger chopped off by a chainsaw#they never found the finger btw#also it was his ring finger? we aren’t entirely sure how he did that without getting any other fingers#I am actively crying#I think I’m in shock#I do not handle blood well#OH YES#I fainted#that is very much also a thing that happened#lol#delete later#this is how I handle inconveniences now I guess#straightupchaos#more like straight up LOSING MY MIND#but everything is fine. triple antiseptics. if it’s still a problem tomorrow superglue fixes all#yeah this family vacation is going GREAT#seriously: I am having a good time despite the injury#does this count as a life update?#I think it does#no promises what fics are getting done LMAO
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When idk what to draw I always know this stupid shark thing’s got my back🙏🙏🙏
Oh and the other ones but…..THAT’S NOT THE POINT
Also Bee n Puppycat reference bc it’s sooooo good (Marie launched them into the stratosphere for messing up the easiest task ever)
#splatoon#shiver splatoon#shiver hohojiro#frye splatoon#frye onaga#big man splatoon#big man#goober art#I’m the biggest man im the biggest man😼😼#guhhhhh#also before anyone asks Shiver isn’t high I promise they just look like that💔💔💔#also I’ve been thinking abt Biggest Man a little lot lately#he’s so 𐌔𐌉𐌋𐌋𐌙#I love it when he does WAWAWAAAAA#silliest guy ever 10/10 would 𐌔𐌉𐌋𐌋𐌙 again#bro I just realized how much I use the word also kms#IM REALLY GONNA DO IT THIS TIME!!!!/j#anywho….#listen to Erica Kane by Aaliyah#(the Aaliyah propaganda continues)#do ur daily click#annndddddd#have a good#(ˆ▽ˆ)
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idk if anyone even wanted to know but this is my clip studio setup :) my best friend bildad watches over me painting for luck <3
#clip studio paint#posting this for shuhite sunday#bildad the shuhite#shuhite sunday#i promise i’ll post art soon#i’m just working thru a really tough artblock rn#:(#uhh i read coraline recently! for the first time!#it was incredible#highly recommend#umm anyway if ur reading this i love you! have a good day/night!#mwah mwah
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i love this website because every time i come on here i get shown a post that’s like “i just started reading frankenstein and it’s gay as fuck?” like buddy. you don’t even know how gay it is Going To Get
#it makes me so happy bc i would genuinely give everything i have to be able to go back and experience it for the first time#sitting in english literature class going 👀 at my friend because damn these bitches gay good for them#writing silly notes in the margin of the penguin classics edition they gave us#i still have it ten years later and its so beat up from use but i love her sm… prized possession#anyway these posts just make my heart smile and if you’re reading for a class i hope you get good grades 🩷#frankenstein#excited to see which of you will make this book your entire personality for the next decade#it’s sooooo fun i promise pspspspsp#i too once thought hey i like that gay little polar explorer guy#and now i’m. here#it’s a slippery slope
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I’ve been so caught up thinking about the fight sequences and the animation styles and the writing and the antics aand the everything about Spy Family Code White that I forgot about the Ferris wheel. Oh my god oh my god oh my god the Ferris wheel.
#spy x family#spy family code white#spy family#spy x family code white#babbling and spoilers beware:#LIKE???????? that was so intense in the best way#my man got on his KNEES. ON HIS KNEES. and said no stop my oh need to hear this.#you need to hear that you matter and that I chose you and made a promise to you#that you are a mother and a fantastic one and our lives are better with you in them#he got on his knees and skipped past proposing and said let me restate my wedding vows#and I genuinely think if he had been allowed to keep going he would have told her he loves her and wants her to stay.#bc my dude had MOMENTUM and just kept going. he showed no sign of stopping.#he started yammering about how wonderful his wife is and couldn’t physically stop#he won’t admit it to himself but he loves his family so much#he won’t admit it to himself but the moment either of them starts to doubt that they are cared for he will drop everything and remind them#fuck I love spy family it’s so good#I’m so excited for more#I should read the manga finally#ALSOOOOOOO#The cute little teaser at the end that was like ah well time for a family trip this time to the south!!!#LIKE PLEAASSEEEE CAN I GET A BEACH EPISODE#A BEACH MOVIE IF YOU WILL#I want Spy Family Movies like Hercule Poireaut stories. throw those guys in an episodic mystery or mission for 90 minutes and give me 46 plz
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it’s all the rest of what i want with you
connor dewar/brandon duhaime :: 8k
Summary:
“Brandon,” Connor says with a sigh. “There’s no baby in there.”
“Not yet,” Brandon says. Connor feels his stomach twist, almost like what he would imagine a baby kicking to feel like.
in these trying times of dewvorce, may i offer you 8k of pwp inspired by @stillfertile’s wonderful art which i had. several breakdowns about 🫶 anyway please enjoy!!!
#OFFICIAL FIC ANNOUNCEMENT 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️ i wish i had pretty fic graphics but alas i have No Skill and also. so much work i should be doing bu#HI SHE’S HERE i would love to say this is a complete surprise drop except i have Anxiety & i needed to ask you guys about it beforehand#in my defense i started writing this in like. january far before any tragedy occurred#because square asked about my tags on their dewey2 art and she spawned like. a million more thoughts about it#including the part where i got absolutely kicked in the face with the lightning vision of those two lines.#like those two lines are the first actual lines of the fic i wrote ajdhkwdiowdjiw ANYWAY please be nice to me i know i am always like#‘this is not the first real fic i ever thought i’d post’ and if i had a nickel i’d have three but this is the first pwp i’ve ever posted#and it’s 8k and it’s not a fic for an exchange (although technically i did very much write this for the dewey^2 hivemind so.)#i have SO many things to say i have so many comments on this doc also i couldn’t pick a title for the LONGEST time and i finally decided on#this one but the full quote was too long:#all the rest of what i want with you that scares me shitless#so. i was angling SO hard to make a yung gravy lyric as a title bc i saw the video of him at a wild game but i couldn’t find a good one#and instead y’all got a very sentimental title l m a o.#liv in the replies#shout out to the extended universe this lives in and also my unhinged comments in the docs.#if you liked fun fuck a baby in him friday i’ll be here all week i promise i am the exact same in the comments as i am in the tags 🫡#the NUMBER of times i wrote something in this by pulling it out of my ass and then actually went back and did the research & was RIGHT is.#far too high. also the amount of coincidental things that dropped while i was writing this (yung gravy song about pregnancy AFTER i wheeze#laughed myself into a yung gravy title the athletic player poll confirming my restaurant & bar choices from googling ‘st. paul good bars’…)#also if anybody got advice on formatting for these little announcements. help. this is different from my miro/luka one &i’m still not happy
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xxx.
#( ooc . mun speaks . )#i have been feeling. so not good lately.#i PROMISE it’ll be the last i talk abt this for awhile lol#i just cannot get the feeling of being replaceable or unwanted out of my head.#i keep feeling like . . . i’m not good enough#like. my writing isn’t good enough & my portrayal isn’t good enough.#& like i’m annoying or too much ooc.#ik ppl come here to get AWAY from yuckiness so im sorry to spread that.#i am just in a bad way i fear. just sad & anxious & feeling awful abt myself all the time.#there are such wonderful & kind souls here & i dont want to discredit their sweetness#ive just overall been having a rough time w/ my mental health. ill be okay though! just struggling atm.#tw vent#tw negative#tw negativity
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it may be a controversial take but some of you guys really need to get laid. whatever
#yes this is about the charlie asking chat who’s the moral superior blorbo#i’m saying you wouldn’t go through all this trouble if you could just get fucked#i’m sorry if it’s offensive but i promise you it’s fun having some time OFF these screens#go have a wank i beg you#go get a HOBBY also if wanking isn’t your thing#f1 discourse#was talking to my friend about this and they just asked me ‘why aren’t you that angry you’re THE carlos fan i ever met’#and i just stopped everything and thought#no bc i get laid regularly. i have MANDATED time off this hellsite where the last thing i can thing of is charles leclerc#also following other sports is also good for your 1 sports mentality. which you clearly don’t have and 2 times off#but what do i know
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