#I needed to scream
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HE FELL IN LOVE WITH HER AFTER LEARNING SHE WAS JUST A BIRD
The whole show. The whole show. We have this long running character beat of Duck beloved she, as she truly is, is unloveable and once people see her to her very core they will abandon her. But simultaneously!!!!! We have this subtle plot building of fakir, fully aware the girl has feathers, falling in love with her! And it’s so slow it doesn’t come to the forefront until the very end and AAAAAAAAA the amount of times Duck laments how no one would care about her as a bird meanwhile fakir looks at her with the most adoring eyes shut up!! Shut up literally shut up!!!! People will love you for the things you hate about yourself and you’ll have no goddamn idea because you’re so wrapped up in how YOU see yourself!!!!! HE LOVED THAT LITTLE BIRD MORE THAN SHE HATED HERSELF
#going insane I need to go to sleep#not a coherent meta post sorrt#I needed to scream#as I do#constantly#wait I have a smarter post to make in the morning#i have thoughts about needing other people to boost your low self esteem vs genuinely growing to like yourself more because of others#positive impact on you#if that makes sense#idk I’m sleepy#I may have made up a straw man#but I feel like there are people out there who are like well why should she need some guy to feel better about herself#which! yeah she should be able to feel confident with or without him#but she was at such a low point she needed a friend to pull her out#we don’t see her given time to heal#lea talks#princess tutu
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also I need to underline just how awfully scary zarina's acting skills are because she can become a completely different person. different mannerisms, different dialect, different fashion, different perfume/scent, different shine in her eyes. there is no shame, no pride, no embarrassment over what must be done. if it's for survival and for her own goals? she'll pretend like it's real and make it seem too real.
she can fully "erase her own self" (not exactly, but lie/act and make it a bit too real) to play a role because she's a perfect liar since... it's connected to her apathy and her 'void' in her emotions and her survivalist mentality that was brought up from her youngest days.
however, despite this ability to act so well, she has the strongest understanding of herself, her core and that's why she will never lose herself in a character/personality she plays.
IT'S ESSENTIAL TO UNDERLINE, that zarina can be deeply unsettling ESPECIALLY in verses where it's... more slice of life because her issues aren't disappearing and her skillset isn't change too much in terms of acting. she's terrifyingly good at it. so in verses where slice of life is more important, she still has the same criminal family background that's left unknown either forever or if you are someone she clearly trusts/wants to know like if ur her lover or smth. so that's why like... haikyuu? same shit. she's scary. she's UNNATURAL. that's NOT changing no matter what genre of fandom I'm throwing her in.
zarina remains a damn fucking scary bitch no matter age or genre. she is still unsettling in her own way and honestly would love some characters to be like 'you're fucking scary what the fuck is wrong with you' because some ay call her view of life as 'edgy', she simply says that it's her upbringing and that's how it is. if you consider criminal world 'edgy' well damn? good for you that you've never been a part of it or saw scary shit since you were a kid.
#❄ ― RAMBLINGS & SCREAMS. ╱ discussions of life and the beautiful under the sun.#i needed to scream#yes i aint changing her bg mostly until 16 years old in like haikyuu#like the younger zarina is the worse it is actually#like her being 18? in haikyuu? she's learning how to be more approachable and thats why she's more funny and outgoing and actually real fun#funny* she slowly grasps the 'elegant' aspect of herself and doesnt have it fully mastered yet#anyways i just wanted to scream because damn if i get into blue lock lord save me from making verses
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Yes I know I haven’t logged in for like 5 years but, I’m replaying ACIII and there’s something driving me completely and absolutely crazy.
PITCAIRN’S NAME IS NOT JONATHAN.
If anyone exists who has more of a special interest in Major Pitcairn than I do can provide me actual evidence that I am wrong, I will accept it, but... IT JUST ISN’T...
(Source: https://www.flickr.com/photos/100273623@N04/9583038824/in/album-72157635211721334/ )
UBISOFT. WHY. DID. YOU. RENAME. A. REAL. PERSON. I HAVE RECEIPTS.
The government is not known for calling people by their nicknames and most people don’t sign their nickname on formal documents. I cannot find a single source of this man’s actual existence that has anything other than John. It’s on his grave ffs.
(Source: The Sandwich Papers, Vol 1. No digital copy of Vol 1 can be found so scans it is.)
(Source: https://discovery.nationalarchives.gov.uk/details/r/C2154028 Emphasis mine)
WHY. Worse still, eventually they stop doing it. So did someone catch it and just never go fix the earlier sequences or what?
If it weren’t a real person, I wouldn’t feel this strongly. BUT HERE WE ARE.
I’m not back, I’m not gonna be logging in or anything regularly, I just needed to scream. This was the only appropriate place to scream.
#John Pitcairn#ACIII#I needed to scream#Someone please manage to prove me wrong because this eats up a stupid amount of my brainspace#I am very neurodiverse and it's reallllllly showing
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
(Really needed this, things have been crazy lately... •_•)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
Reblog if you need to scream
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"We have a new AI feature!" "With the power of AI..." "Our AI..."
I am going to abandon technology and start only inscribing things on clay tablets
#fuck ai#i hate ai#anti ai#google docs has an ai feature now and i want to scream#dont touch my writing bitch#i need to bite AI and give it rabies so it becomes afraid of water and dies horribly
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the scene people keep screaming about from chapter 5 of theseus' guide
#gravity falls#gf theseus' guide#billford#stanford pines#bill cipher#stanley pines#mabel pines#dipper pines#m.png#THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO TAKE ALL WEEK AAGH#cool thing i did where i took these characters who i cant draw from any angle but the front and then have them turning around CONSTANTLY#not just views from different angles either! active turning! im a genius!#i feel like you can tell which shots were drawn on different days sadkfhlgljaskg this killed me. i was gonna clean up the bgs but fuck that#theyre functional on a basic level and that is all we need#anyways can you believe the notorious line is only in the fic because an eagle eyed editor (not myself) caught it just before it was delete#and started screaming until it got put back#also the way stump came over while i was making this and was like 'oh right. i ship them' at the way i made bill flirt lmao#it hits different in the visual!#alright now i gotta fucking haul ass on the chapter 8 one
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These are from the DA animators tweets ((who may have worked on Emmrich's scenes???))
I'M---
I'M NOT WELL?????
#emmrich volkarin#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv spoilers#datv#dragon age emmrich#I NEED THAT SENIOR CITIZEN NOW#MY BRAIN HAS NOTHING BUT THAT NECROMANCER PEEPAW#*SCREAMING*
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y'know every time i feel guilty about bothering someone by singing along when i'm listening to music, i just remember that i have to tolerate my dirtbag brother screaming at his ps5 for hours every day so listening to muffled off-key fall out boy is probably preferable
#ramble#it's not loud btw it's just like. singing along in the car volume#not to get on my soapbox but there's a literal dent in his wall from his controller. and we're in the uk you CANNOT punch through walls#idk about anyone else but i've NEVER yelled at a video game?? like i'm absolute dogshit at 80% of them#and i've never had a PHYSICAL reaction beyond maybe 'ughh' then turning it off#if you're getting that angry maybe you just need to play different games because you're clearly not having fun#also added bonus that i didn't realise until adulthood. as a former daughter#cis son privileges are CRAZY#i don't even swear in front of my parents and my dude is just screaming actual slurs next door with NO consequences#like you wouldn't do that in public why is it ok to do it here#i think i've said fuck in front of my mum ONCE and i literally couldn't look at her the entire day#this is a box i am not ready to unpack yet akdhdh#is this just a my family thing or is this common
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[Toon x Mobster] A tender moment.
[Animation timelapse here!]
[AUDIO USED:] Chet Baker - Almost Blue Sound Effects edited by me!
#toon x mobster#jack desmond#gavriel huffman#original character#original characters#original character art#oc#ocs#oc art#oc animation#oc animatic#I made a little animation about them because I was craving it#I needed to see these two being soft and very loving towards each other#HEY YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS REMINDING ME#it's like one of those videos back in the early internet years with fandom characters being animated by fans kissing each other HAHAHA#2012 aesthetic <3 two anime/game characters being animated kissing and everyone either screaming from loving or hating it#ooohh those were fun times..#again. I had so much fun with the sound effects [YAAYY I MADE THEM REAL ARE YOU SEEING THAT I DID THAT]#I'm so proud of myself [took literal hours browsing through sound effects with tears slowly sliding down my face]
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Gravity Falls when i was 11: i wonder if Stan really does have a twin brother
Gravity Falls when i’m 19: what do you mean Stan’s twin brother fucked the triangle
#but what if i were to tell you i’ve been a billford truther since day one#anyways this gravity falls fixation is driving me insane#i need to scream about them into a void#billford#standford pines#bill cipher#gravity falls#the book of bill
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we're in a bit of a rush here
(ko-fi)
#bee scribbles#dead boy detectives#i may not be able to carry the ring mr frodo but i can carry you#no waiting a tick!! there's a spiderbaby on the loose#(drawing the poses for this had me screaming crying and throwing up but i did it)#there was dialogue but it doesn't need it
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Imagine how hurtful it must have been for Crowley to see Gabriel, the person who literally took an active part in the process of traumatising the man he loves into the mindset that he cannot be happy and free, get a happy ending. To see the man, who was one of the reasons Aziraphale haven't even acknowledged their relationship for such a long time, because they were on "opposite sides". The man who was one of the reasons they couldn't be together, even as friends, for 6000 years. The man who wanted to execute Aziraphale with a smile on his face and "shut your stupid mouth and die already" as his "goodbye". Seeing this man getting what Crowley has always dreamt of: being able to run away with the person he loves, leave Heaven and Hell behind and just be together with his beloved - in Soho or on Alpha Centauri, literally wherever, because "Heaven is wherever Beelzebub is". Crowley seeing Gabriel get it so... so effortlessly, while he has worked for it so long, nearly died because of it and still haven't been able to get that, to get the happy ending and sever all the connections with Heaven and Hell. It must have hurt like hell (most literally).
#pls someone do the humane thing and put a bullet in my head#i need to be locked away or sedated#preferably both#good omens spoilers#good omens#good omens 2#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#crowly x aziraphale#screaming crying rolling on the floor#anthony j crowley#gabriel#beelzebub
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happy pride :3 i offer religious trauma
#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel#chaggie#charlie morningstar#vaggie#zenta draws#cw religion#hooo boyyyyh i would happily talk about vaggie all day#so much potential in her character… i need to know more about what goes on in her brain#like you can’t tell me she isn’t chock full of religious trauma#and confusion#and like#[waves arms]#SCREAMING#i judt know that the first time they did the horizontal hokey pokey#she stayed up all night questioning her enture existence
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hmmm "stuck in the ghost zone" no one knows au thoughts :)
#danny phantom#everlasting trio#zilly art#danny <- looks murderous but is just panic screaming on the inside#i need more 'no one knows' aus where ghosts are inherently malevolent and danny does NOT contest that in fear someone will get hurt#PUT them in the PEAR WIGGLER
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steve you can't just casually confirm one of the wild little theories i believed in was correct right after the show is cancelled my emotions can't handle it
#TORN BETWEEN SOBBING AND SCREAMING RN#i need to know the Plot though. how steve. tell us how.#dead boy detectives#niko sasaki#steve yockey#save dead boy detectives#my dbda posts
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"it's really me. is it really really really you?"
some yj19 konbart for @superfamilyweek day 2: across space or time/friends & teammates (kind of ended up fulfilling both??)
#❝i ran back and forth and back and forth in time to find *you*❞ okay well what if i screamed#bisexual sunset reunion beloved <3#sometimes i think about kon never being able to return to his home reality and then i need to lie down#this look was so banger for him btw. he needs some spikes and patches on his newer superfam jacket tbh#god i love him god i miss him#i haven't drawn them in soooo long. i'm ready to return guys...#kon el#conner kent#superboy#kon kent#kon el kent#young justice#bart allen#impulse#impulse dc#young justice 2019#konbart#superpulse#bartkon#dc comics#superfam#superfamilyweek#fanart#young justice fanart#young just us#art#my art
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