#I needed to scream
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HE FELL IN LOVE WITH HER AFTER LEARNING SHE WAS JUST A BIRD
The whole show. The whole show. We have this long running character beat of Duck beloved she, as she truly is, is unloveable and once people see her to her very core they will abandon her. But simultaneously!!!!! We have this subtle plot building of fakir, fully aware the girl has feathers, falling in love with her! And it’s so slow it doesn’t come to the forefront until the very end and AAAAAAAAA the amount of times Duck laments how no one would care about her as a bird meanwhile fakir looks at her with the most adoring eyes shut up!! Shut up literally shut up!!!! People will love you for the things you hate about yourself and you’ll have no goddamn idea because you’re so wrapped up in how YOU see yourself!!!!! HE LOVED THAT LITTLE BIRD MORE THAN SHE HATED HERSELF
#going insane I need to go to sleep#not a coherent meta post sorrt#I needed to scream#as I do#constantly#wait I have a smarter post to make in the morning#i have thoughts about needing other people to boost your low self esteem vs genuinely growing to like yourself more because of others#positive impact on you#if that makes sense#idk I’m sleepy#I may have made up a straw man#but I feel like there are people out there who are like well why should she need some guy to feel better about herself#which! yeah she should be able to feel confident with or without him#but she was at such a low point she needed a friend to pull her out#we don’t see her given time to heal#lea talks#princess tutu
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also I need to underline just how awfully scary zarina's acting skills are because she can become a completely different person. different mannerisms, different dialect, different fashion, different perfume/scent, different shine in her eyes. there is no shame, no pride, no embarrassment over what must be done. if it's for survival and for her own goals? she'll pretend like it's real and make it seem too real.
she can fully "erase her own self" (not exactly, but lie/act and make it a bit too real) to play a role because she's a perfect liar since... it's connected to her apathy and her 'void' in her emotions and her survivalist mentality that was brought up from her youngest days.
however, despite this ability to act so well, she has the strongest understanding of herself, her core and that's why she will never lose herself in a character/personality she plays.
IT'S ESSENTIAL TO UNDERLINE, that zarina can be deeply unsettling ESPECIALLY in verses where it's... more slice of life because her issues aren't disappearing and her skillset isn't change too much in terms of acting. she's terrifyingly good at it. so in verses where slice of life is more important, she still has the same criminal family background that's left unknown either forever or if you are someone she clearly trusts/wants to know like if ur her lover or smth. so that's why like... haikyuu? same shit. she's scary. she's UNNATURAL. that's NOT changing no matter what genre of fandom I'm throwing her in.
zarina remains a damn fucking scary bitch no matter age or genre. she is still unsettling in her own way and honestly would love some characters to be like 'you're fucking scary what the fuck is wrong with you' because some ay call her view of life as 'edgy', she simply says that it's her upbringing and that's how it is. if you consider criminal world 'edgy' well damn? good for you that you've never been a part of it or saw scary shit since you were a kid.
#❄ ― RAMBLINGS & SCREAMS. ╱ discussions of life and the beautiful under the sun.#i needed to scream#yes i aint changing her bg mostly until 16 years old in like haikyuu#like the younger zarina is the worse it is actually#like her being 18? in haikyuu? she's learning how to be more approachable and thats why she's more funny and outgoing and actually real fun#funny* she slowly grasps the 'elegant' aspect of herself and doesnt have it fully mastered yet#anyways i just wanted to scream because damn if i get into blue lock lord save me from making verses
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Yes I know I haven’t logged in for like 5 years but, I’m replaying ACIII and there’s something driving me completely and absolutely crazy.
PITCAIRN’S NAME IS NOT JONATHAN.
If anyone exists who has more of a special interest in Major Pitcairn than I do can provide me actual evidence that I am wrong, I will accept it, but... IT JUST ISN’T...
(Source: https://www.flickr.com/photos/100273623@N04/9583038824/in/album-72157635211721334/ )
UBISOFT. WHY. DID. YOU. RENAME. A. REAL. PERSON. I HAVE RECEIPTS.
The government is not known for calling people by their nicknames and most people don’t sign their nickname on formal documents. I cannot find a single source of this man’s actual existence that has anything other than John. It’s on his grave ffs.
(Source: The Sandwich Papers, Vol 1. No digital copy of Vol 1 can be found so scans it is.)
(Source: https://discovery.nationalarchives.gov.uk/details/r/C2154028 Emphasis mine)
WHY. Worse still, eventually they stop doing it. So did someone catch it and just never go fix the earlier sequences or what?
If it weren’t a real person, I wouldn’t feel this strongly. BUT HERE WE ARE.
I’m not back, I’m not gonna be logging in or anything regularly, I just needed to scream. This was the only appropriate place to scream.
#John Pitcairn#ACIII#I needed to scream#Someone please manage to prove me wrong because this eats up a stupid amount of my brainspace#I am very neurodiverse and it's reallllllly showing
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
(Really needed this, things have been crazy lately... •_•)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
Reblog if you need to scream
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the scene people keep screaming about from chapter 5 of theseus' guide
#gravity falls#gf theseus' guide#billford#stanford pines#bill cipher#stanley pines#mabel pines#dipper pines#m.png#THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO TAKE ALL WEEK AAGH#cool thing i did where i took these characters who i cant draw from any angle but the front and then have them turning around CONSTANTLY#not just views from different angles either! active turning! im a genius!#i feel like you can tell which shots were drawn on different days sadkfhlgljaskg this killed me. i was gonna clean up the bgs but fuck that#theyre functional on a basic level and that is all we need#anyways can you believe the notorious line is only in the fic because an eagle eyed editor (not myself) caught it just before it was delete#and started screaming until it got put back#also the way stump came over while i was making this and was like 'oh right. i ship them' at the way i made bill flirt lmao#it hits different in the visual!#alright now i gotta fucking haul ass on the chapter 8 one
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These are from the DA animators tweets ((who may have worked on Emmrich's scenes???))
I'M---
I'M NOT WELL?????
#emmrich volkarin#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv spoilers#datv#dragon age emmrich#I NEED THAT SENIOR CITIZEN NOW#MY BRAIN HAS NOTHING BUT THAT NECROMANCER PEEPAW#*SCREAMING*
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[Toon x Mobster] A tender moment.
[Animation timelapse here!]
[AUDIO USED:] Chet Baker - Almost Blue Sound Effects edited by me!
#toon x mobster#jack desmond#gavriel huffman#original character#original characters#original character art#oc#ocs#oc art#oc animation#oc animatic#I made a little animation about them because I was craving it#I needed to see these two being soft and very loving towards each other#HEY YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS REMINDING ME#it's like one of those videos back in the early internet years with fandom characters being animated by fans kissing each other HAHAHA#2012 aesthetic <3 two anime/game characters being animated kissing and everyone either screaming from loving or hating it#ooohh those were fun times..#again. I had so much fun with the sound effects [YAAYY I MADE THEM REAL ARE YOU SEEING THAT I DID THAT]#I'm so proud of myself [took literal hours browsing through sound effects with tears slowly sliding down my face]
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Gravity Falls when i was 11: i wonder if Stan really does have a twin brother
Gravity Falls when i’m 19: what do you mean Stan’s twin brother fucked the triangle
#but what if i were to tell you i’ve been a billford truther since day one#anyways this gravity falls fixation is driving me insane#i need to scream about them into a void#billford#standford pines#bill cipher#gravity falls#the book of bill
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we're in a bit of a rush here
(ko-fi)
#bee scribbles#dead boy detectives#i may not be able to carry the ring mr frodo but i can carry you#no waiting a tick!! there's a spiderbaby on the loose#(drawing the poses for this had me screaming crying and throwing up but i did it)#there was dialogue but it doesn't need it
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Imagine how hurtful it must have been for Crowley to see Gabriel, the person who literally took an active part in the process of traumatising the man he loves into the mindset that he cannot be happy and free, get a happy ending. To see the man, who was one of the reasons Aziraphale haven't even acknowledged their relationship for such a long time, because they were on "opposite sides". The man who was one of the reasons they couldn't be together, even as friends, for 6000 years. The man who wanted to execute Aziraphale with a smile on his face and "shut your stupid mouth and die already" as his "goodbye". Seeing this man getting what Crowley has always dreamt of: being able to run away with the person he loves, leave Heaven and Hell behind and just be together with his beloved - in Soho or on Alpha Centauri, literally wherever, because "Heaven is wherever Beelzebub is". Crowley seeing Gabriel get it so... so effortlessly, while he has worked for it so long, nearly died because of it and still haven't been able to get that, to get the happy ending and sever all the connections with Heaven and Hell. It must have hurt like hell (most literally).
#pls someone do the humane thing and put a bullet in my head#i need to be locked away or sedated#preferably both#good omens spoilers#good omens#good omens 2#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#crowly x aziraphale#screaming crying rolling on the floor#anthony j crowley#gabriel#beelzebub
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y'know every time i feel guilty about bothering someone by singing along when i'm listening to music, i just remember that i have to tolerate my dirtbag brother screaming at his ps5 for hours every day so listening to muffled off-key fall out boy is probably preferable
#ramble#it's not loud btw it's just like. singing along in the car volume#not to get on my soapbox but there's a literal dent in his wall from his controller. and we're in the uk you CANNOT punch through walls#idk about anyone else but i've NEVER yelled at a video game?? like i'm absolute dogshit at 80% of them#and i've never had a PHYSICAL reaction beyond maybe 'ughh' then turning it off#if you're getting that angry maybe you just need to play different games because you're clearly not having fun#also added bonus that i didn't realise until adulthood. as a former daughter#cis son privileges are CRAZY#i don't even swear in front of my parents and my dude is just screaming actual slurs next door with NO consequences#like you wouldn't do that in public why is it ok to do it here#i think i've said fuck in front of my mum ONCE and i literally couldn't look at her the entire day#this is a box i am not ready to unpack yet akdhdh#is this just a my family thing or is this common
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happy pride :3 i offer religious trauma
#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel#chaggie#charlie morningstar#vaggie#zenta draws#cw religion#hooo boyyyyh i would happily talk about vaggie all day#so much potential in her character… i need to know more about what goes on in her brain#like you can’t tell me she isn’t chock full of religious trauma#and confusion#and like#[waves arms]#SCREAMING#i judt know that the first time they did the horizontal hokey pokey#she stayed up all night questioning her enture existence
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steve you can't just casually confirm one of the wild little theories i believed in was correct right after the show is cancelled my emotions can't handle it
#TORN BETWEEN SOBBING AND SCREAMING RN#i need to know the Plot though. how steve. tell us how.#dead boy detectives#niko sasaki#steve yockey#save dead boy detectives#my dbda posts
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MY EGG ???????????????????????????
#stardew valley#stardew valley alex#alex stardew valley#stardew alex#alex stardew#sdv alex#alex sdv#sv alex#alex sv#stardew#sdv#sv#my art#sdv farmer#stardew valley farmer#WHYD HE FUCKNIG EAT M EGG LIEKT HAT WHATS WROMNG WITH HIM?????I SCREAMED#nvm i need to study him in an enclosure behind the bushes#also i havent drawn a comic in so long. sorry im so rusty i gave up so i can go back playing stardew sorry
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I 100% believe Lois Lane requested the presence of Bruce Wayne in her delivery room.
Nobody, not even the League, understood until it was time to give birth and Clark froze up at her bedside. Bruce was there to coach them both through it, as Clark’s friend and as Lois’ human reinforcements.
(Bruce flew to Metropolis in a helicopter when he got the news. He found Clark ashen and trembling at Lois’ side, eyes clenched shut as she screamed. He slid into place like he’d never been missing, talking Lois AND Clark through it like he delivered babies every day of the week)
#rambling thoughts sorry#bruce wayne#batman#Clark kent#superman#Lois lane#clois#dc#dc comics#I just hc Clark can’t listen to Lois scream#or be in pain#because with him around she’s never in danger she doesn’t have to be#but this is another beast#he just has to sit there and watch it happen#Lois knows this#so she called Bruce#also she needed the satisfaction of breaking someone’s hand from squeezing#Bruce breaks his fingers every other patrol so this barely fazed him
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Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.
Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.
#IT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY TO ME HOW DELIGHTED B GOT ??? FOR VIOLENCE?#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#like okay you have d17/megatron okay#d17 got consumed by vengeance. iconic of him. you SEE him grow more ruthless/ violent........AND THEN YOU HAVE B 127#he got knife hands for 0.00937 seconds and immediately KILLED PEOPLE SO EASILY IM SCREAMING SDJKJSDS#did by accident and then did it gleefully. AND SO WELL TOO LIKE ???? bro got that hunger for violence ig. got that delight.#i wish we got to see d17 and b127 interact more cause imagine b got his knife hands early and d17 was like.... alright start stabbing#and b127 is LONELY. mf is deprived of interaction and CLEARLY clingy. i see him telling d17 to stand down so he isn't hurt.#not necessarily because he has the SAME morals as orion/optimus#like look me in my eye. tell me if d17 didn't say something like “needing an ally not a leader” (friendship bait)#AND UR TELLING ME BEE WOULDN'T FOLD AND HELP HIM? HM? HMMMMMMMM?#like i feel like b's morals are mostly match whoever he's around. if he was around d-17 more? WELP? let's assassinate together bestie!#anyways optimus and elita gotta watch b fr cause mf is already an incredible ally on the battle field SDKJKDSS#like just tell him where to go and that place would DESTROYED. NO WITNESSEES LEFT. LIKE HELLO#transformers one my beloved#d 16#megatron#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one b 127#b 127#transformers one fanart#never know how many actual tags to use istg.#imagine being isolated for years and all that shit went down like what is going on in b's brain rn. mf got 3 friends and then lost one#SO QUICKLY
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