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xx-thedarklord-xx · 1 year ago

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I'm cleaning out my garage and I found a box of my aunt's stuff, the aunt that my mother told me is eccentric (I only met her a handful of times). In the box was a photo album that was gifted to my grandfather for a birthday. Instead of photos of her kids or husband, the entire thing was filled with professional photos of her. Only her. Every frame was her in a new pose and I'm kinda living for it.

#I just find it so funny #that she would give him #a photo album of just her #for HIS birthday #cracks me up #lmaooooo #I kinda miss that aunt #but all I remember from her is that #she got paid to enact star trek #and she was a fuctioning alcoholic #I think she's a professor now #which way to go eccentric aunt #got that all figured out

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noxious-fennec · 1 year ago

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A redraw of an old thing because exam season is the only time i get creative energy ig

#but no fr i just came home from 2 consecutive exams. like consecutive as in one after the other in 2 hours #next week is all finals and theyre all like 2 hours 1 in the morning and 1 in the afternoon like bro #whatevs tho medical update THE MEDS ARE WORKING alhamdulilallah i feel im getting way more energy :)#2 years on immunosuppressants and at least 3 months of corticosteroids which means no salt :( BUT we are getting thru it #im cooking again :')#ok enough my life is not what you're here for. idk if cbeeduo at the end of 2023 *is* but idc #i just rly missed them yk and the vibes and the place i was in plus i have fun drawing them so suck it #i hope my good cbee mutuals enjoy this love yall #my art #dsmp fanart #cranboo #ctubbo #cbeeduo #fashion notes for the cool peeps still reading is i am dying on the hill that cranboo was decked in a 70s aunt wardrobe argue with the wall #also tubbo cowboy cus. like. look at him.#will probably draw tommy next i rly miss him. nothing big as always im a doodle kinda guy at heart #anyway xoxo love yall still here <33 #fennec.art

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miusato · 7 months ago

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Loitering after school like they don't have 5 homeworks due tomorrow 🥴🥴🥴

#*sigh* i missed drawing 😔😔😔#anyway hhh i kinda prefer without the bg maybe because it just looks clearer to me #but this was fun to paint akdjekaoqljdoqd I just want them to hang out and like air out all of their frustration in their life #like since both of them are orphans I know they both just shares the same pain and frustrations with the home they lived in #i like to think of kotone living with a chill but promiscuous aunt so most of her grievance is her dealing with her aunt and her men talk #-and of course seeing her bringing different men back home #and shinji living with a foster family that clearly brings him in just for the money so he has to take part time jobs for school money #i swear i need to sit down and actually think about their backstory in this au akdjdksiapa helpspslsks #asukart #00s highschool au #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #persona 3 portable #shinjiham #shinjiro aragaki #kotone shiomi #minako arisato #persona 3 femc #foolmoon

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coolauntlilith · 1 year ago

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So I finally watched Sense8. I regret not watching it sooner for a couple reasons. But I'm so glad I finally watched it.

#i dont know why it got canceled #but it ended well for being canceled #AND ITS SO QUEER. ITS SOOOOO QUEER #two confirmed bi women. amanita had bi colored hair but being exclusively wlw the whole show she could be lesbian. a trans lesbian!!!!#all the men are queer. they are. i love how comfortable they are with each other. and RAJAN IS A GODDAMN KING. ID DIE FOR THAT MAN #sun and mun 🥺🥺🥺 omfgggg i love them. i kinda headcanon sun as demi- or gray-aroace and mun 😭 HES A FUCKING KING TOO #and diego 🥺 and felix 🥺 and Rileys dad 🥺 and Caphaes' mom 🥺 and amanita's parents 🥺 nomi's sister 🥺 and Kala's parents 🥺#SO MANY CHARACTERS WERE AMAZING!!!!!#also lowkey still in awe that there was a polycule through the whole show and then in the end theres a second one??? whaaaaat!!! amaaazing #ALSO ⚠️ BEFORE ANY YELLS AT ME FOR MAYBE MISSING A DETAIL ⚠️ Im human. maybe i got up for a drink and didnt pause.#bc thats a crime i commit often lol. so if im misinterpreting something dont chop off my head ok? i saw polycules you didnt have to #i saw an aroace reading. i dont totally know if i sit by that any more bc i think sun x mun is built well. like dont attack me over musings #ok. done for now #sense8 #aunt posting

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itz-pandora · 15 days ago

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Huh. If my life was a quote, it'd be "one of those sad ones with a deceptively happy tune"

#quote from MLP:FIW #sorryyyy been kinda angry about my step family all day #sorry but im so tired of my Stepmom acting like she raised decent kids #my step brother is like 25 and living in my dads home. hes unironically an andrew tate fan and treats his very disabled girlfriend like shit #step sister always got compred to my sister who's the same age and put step sis in the light every time EVEN THO MY SIS WAS LITERALLY BETTER #<- like grades n shit #also both step sibs are gross. never cleans up ever. step brother and his gf are banned from the basement #step bro went to juvy when he was 16 and step sis had a trial last year and almost went to jail #also step sis has mono and would rather die than cover her mouth #i feel bad for SB's girlfriend because she has no other support system and sometimes it feels like SB or SS is trying to kill her?????#my dad threatened to kick out the adults if the house is dirty (adults being SB. SBG. SS. My sister. Aunt.)#My sister does SO MUCH HOUSEWORK and nobody cares and im mad #also bullshit rules recently have made my potential eating disorder worse #i don't think its healthy to rather starve than wash a dish but i actually have cried several times over this #not to mention how much i accidentally starve myself #also our food has been less and less because I don't know what I'm allowed to eat anymore because of my step family #also i have to share the smallest room with my sister. its okay tho ilh and i wouldn't want to get rid of her #sometimes it feels like my stepmom doesn't like me or my sisters because we're “weird”. childish interests and artistic #she lectured me about having missing assignments and I started crying #i said i just forgot to turn in some before the deadline and she called me lazy #<- Oops! so close. its actually THE MENTAL ILLNESS #my sisters and i feel like shit #i feel like my safe space is with my oldest sister.#and you all too! i love you guys #i just feel trapped. trapped by my step family. trapped by my own mind.#i was just starting to feel free from the burden of school and she just made me feel more stressed.#i didn't want to study because she killed the little motivation I had #Spanish exam is now “Fuck it we ball”#sorry for the personal post

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astrxealis · 7 months ago

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i love final fantasy so much i might go insane

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#urgggfhfgfh listening to distant worlds 6 ... battle theme medley. i heard the ff1 and started Crying already oh fuck this #i can listen to cosmo canyon (i loveu red) and then just start cryying it's insane actually. what reason do i have to cry from that #i am Ignoring the #. the uhm.#the eternal wind one bcs i will be uncontrollable (in sobbing) ..... Man!#idk man i missed this :( haven't been self-indulgent w any interests aside from acads for the past months (which is cool but also) !!!!!#ff1 to 16 and then the spin-offs and sequels and prequels and other games i love you all #will always rmbr my super cool adoptive-tito (he is. american LMFAO gay friend of my super cool aunt so he kinda got adopted into the family #when he went w her on vacation here) who is insane w the piano and played. mario and ff songs for us.#aerith's theme.... oughhh....... rufus' welcoming ceremony and esp uh #the battle theme i forgpt the name of atm. Insane! amazing

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lemonynuggets · 23 days ago

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trick or treat! >w<

treat 💥 here’s some chocolate milk for you

#Im not Italian but I can’t stop thinking about Alex latte al cioccolato #When I went to Venice I didn’t want to eat pizza (bc I hate pizza and it makes me wanna throw up) but my mom and aunt did #So they let me get something to eat at the grocery store and stay at the hotel while they went to a restaurant #And I found Alex latte Al ciocollato. Alex I think about you all the time please come back #I miss you Alex #I don’t remember exactly how it tasted like but the packaging made me so happy for some reason #I am like if a child was grown up kinda #inbox trick or treating #halloween 2024

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magnoliamyrrh · 2 years ago

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i think that whole "never felt safe growing up and most of my life" thing did real damage to my psyche lmao

#......... whole damn childhood of not feeling safe. i think... the one place i can even think of where i was truly comfortable was my aunts #house. and id see her rarely and not get to stay w her that often/long...#.... apart from that?.... just constant fucking fear and wanting to escape and be left alone #... when i got older like middle high college id feel somewhat safe at friends houses. but i always dreaded having to go home #when i lived at college was... the first time i actually lived somewhere where i felt kinda safe and at home. but my parents made sure to #remind me that it wasnt my actual home lmaoo and that they could take it away at any moment #just like how after we moved from romania i had to hear all the time. while i was stuck in a foreign country as a kid. that my room isnt my #own nothing is my own i owe them everything privacy wasnt allowed etc etc #...... after college i lived w my partner in the ghetto. like shots outside 7+ times a day sorta ghetto. i literally felt safer and more #comfortable and vibing and chill than i did at home with my parents?? lmaoo jfc i actually miss it #apart from that... probably the second time i was in the psych ward lol #and after i come back from romania its gonna be months again of having to stay alone w my stepfather whose like. weirdly sexually attracted #to me and loud and agressive and it just. triggers me so fucking much. god. i hate all this. i hate all this #twenty two fucking years of knowing little else than fucking fear and loneliness. i just. want. to feel safe.#for fucking once #so often i just wanna curl up in a borrow and never come out. thats all i want. im so tired. im so tired of this

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fappellmoan · 11 months ago

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went on a walk with my cousins :-) that was nice

#much to say there. but we shan’t it’s interesting to kind of see who they are now…#and talking to my whole family was ok #nice to talk to some of my other cousins aunts uncles etc. was over honesty faster than i expected #kinda miss the days where it was just someone’s house #abby talks

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fooltofancy · 2 years ago

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i don't miss living near most of my family, tbh, but i DO miss terribly the recovered meth addict uncle.

#he and my aunt are the kindest just like #they have a house (my grandpa's old house) full of kids whose parents are in the system #they always have #my aunt has a cleaning business thay almost exclusively employs folk recovering from addiction or domestic violence or any number of other #things #for which montana just does not provide the resources to deal with #this woman has brittle bone disease and is never not broken in like four different places but you can NOT keep her stationary #she is doing things and she is doing them because she's too fucking full of love to stay still #my dad is also very full of compassion so like it does happen in that family but where for him religion has closed him off from the world #god just means love for my aunt and uncle.#unconditionally #i grew up in the church and ive NEVER seen christianity like that #like for the record i still think theyre wrong lmao and the system they work in is harmful #idk theyre the only people ive ever known who actually prioritize folks' needs over their salvation #and that's really important #it's real missing the members of my family ive more or less lost because i had to fuckin run from the rest of them hours #he's the first person i told abt the tattoo im gonna get for my grandma someday #i have almost no memories of her where she wasn't just wreathed in smoke #even when she said she stopped smoking she never did lmao she was just. an absolute chimney of a woman #anyway she collected v kitsch strawberry things so im gonna get a kinda kitschy botanical halfsleeve at some point thats just #strawberry plants woven through with stylized cigarette smoke #anyway i was like this is probably irreverent af and some family members will NOT like it and he like LAUGHED and grabbed my arm #just like losing his shit #NO YOU HAVE TO

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notagaybastard · 1 year ago

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I think I am finally In love

#this is kinda weird but whenever i had a crush on someone it was just like #i would only think about them when i was almost falling asleep at 4 am and during the day they mesnt nothing to me #and now i dream about him and i think about him during every period of the day #and when he says bye to me after class or just look at me and say “schmidt :D” or stands in front of me #in a line i have to hold myself so i won't start crying and hug him because we don't have inyimacy at all #and i miss it so much when we did every project together and everyday he asked me if i was allright and i should have told him the truth #and months ago he asked me to do a project with him again but that one friend of mine who i recently stopped talking with told him that #i was already doing the project with her #an obviously lie #and he never texted me again #and i have never been jealous but i noticed hes been talking a lot to her and he barely talks to me and he doesnt know she lies all the tim #about everything and he doesnt know i wanted to accept his feelings last march but i couldn't even get out of bed that would've hurt him #and i still think i would hurt him but i want him more than ever #and hes everything i want and everything i want to be and look #and he is smart as fuck and he is funny but never offends anyone with his jokes and he never offended anyone actually #he is the sweetest person to ever exist #and my mom and aunt adore him #and who doesnt?#it hurts so bad that he isnt in love with me again and i want to work out things and i want to be good for him #last year he dated like 3 people but hes been single for almost the whole year and if he starts dating someone again #before i manage to get better ill be so sad #and i need him i need him i love his thin arms and i need him to wrap me with then and i need to rest my head on his shoulder #and i want to play minecraft with him like we used to and i want him to know i like him but i cant do it all of sudden #i need to be friends with him again but i have no idea how #i need him to like #i changed so much in the last year he probably thinks im weird and stupid but he won't say it because he is the coolest person ever #and he is so pretty and i want to adjust his glasses and kiss his hands #and i want to ask him if hes ok too #and i want to make him feel better #and i want to sit next to him

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beanmaster-pika · 2 years ago

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You ever think about traditions that died on your birth

#like. okay for example. on both sides of my family the women sew and embroider #moreso on my dad’s side I think #(if my mom can embroider she’s never shown me)#and they’re really skilled because they’ve been doing it their whole lives #when we visited my dad’s family grandma gave my brother a handmade and hand-embroidered shirt!#and it’s like. all of them can do it. my grandmother and great-aunts and aunts and cousins.#but I’m estranged from that. aside from simple mends I don’t touch needle and thread.#and it’s kinda saddening?? that there’s so much culture and history that I’m missing #because I did not care about it as a child and feel that I’m too old to ask now #edit: I left this in my drafts to stew and today my dad showed me a video of a traditional instrument of the ethnic group hes from #and asked if I thought I could learn it (we do not have the instrument and my woodwind background is useless for it)#so even though it’s not really a family tradition THAT TOO.#pika’s ramblings #gah. idk my dudes. I feel like. a longing for these things and at the same time an aversion #because I know it won’t be the same as if I’d grown up with it all and it makes me feel like an imposter #frankly I feel like an imposter in even claiming my own damn identity because of how distant I feel from my heritage #also *shakes duolingo* at least let me learn my parents’ mother tongues you bitch

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sugaroto · 1 year ago

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The bad thing about having a sleepover with my lil cousins is that they woke up at like 7:20 or something but the good thing is that we watched megamind last night