#i swear ive felt like a fuckin child who suddenly cant find their parent and i dont like that bc that hits an inner child wound (or several)
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Yknow no one ever tells you that when you temporarily separate from an entity in your practice that you may find yourself absolutely ugly crying over it
... big fuckin ugly cried today bc I miss Asmodeus
#astar speaks#now like. i knew it was a thing that was gonna happen bc my aunt had the single condition of like no demons in the house#and she has no issue w me goin into the woods on the property to do it and shes been very chill#however its been too hot too rainy always too fuckin something to do anything so just#i miss him#i miss him a lot and i fucking ugly cried about it todau#and i find myself kinda tearing up again writing this out but here we fuckin are#swear im making a nice meal and getting a bottle of the og wine we drink together as soon as i can get this trailer of my own on th property#welcoming that man back with a bang#even if there is a day before that that i actually can fuckin do smth out in them there woods#new space gotta celebrate!!#i swear ive felt like a fuckin child who suddenly cant find their parent and i dont like that bc that hits an inner child wound (or several)
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