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This is a genuine question, why do you think that Hawks’s appearance in the vestige realm is bad story wise?
Ok this is probably my bad for verbally vomiting over these leaks. I’ve had some time to calm down so I think I can put it into words now
I don’t think his appearance is bad story-wise. Yet.
It feels more like.. it could potentially be bad. Though there’s no way of knowing until MHA ends.
First fear: he’s dead.
A little weird to me that he’s able to talk and has visible pupils while nobody else does. While it’s possible AFO’s stolen quirk vestiges operate differently than OFA’s. Or maybe it’s just special main character privileges. We haven’t seen Ragdoll yet, either. If Hawks is dead and this is the last moments we get of him. I think I would die. I feel like I don’t need to get into why this would suck.
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While I think people are pretty harsh whenever Hori does sudden tonal shifts (COUGH COUGH MIRIO MOONING, which I will defend until the day I die.) I just felt like it was a wild choice to have him show up big-dicked out of nowhere, especially while he’s bleeding out a field facing his own hubris. It was definitely funny, and nice to see him not dying. And yeah, of course Keigo would charismatically get all those vestiges to turn on AFO. Speaking of, curious as to why the vestiges didn’t rebel while AFO was fighting All Might..
But MHA is wrapping up and there’s literal infinite possibilities as to what could be focused on/addressed at any given moment. And while obviously Hori hasn’t forgotten about this particular side plot (weird how people will say that whenever the perspective changes for longer than 2 chapters) I am anxious about this loser. There’s a deep ingrained fear that a lot of things that could be addressed but haven’t, will never be. He isn’t the main character (but FUCK does he get treated like one.) And because I’ve grown to focus solely on this character, I have a list of unrealistic expectations. But he’s had a massive impact on the story. I mean, HES STILL RELEVANT. Which is more than I can say about my other favourites from when I started the series back in 2017.
GOD THATS A LOT OF TEXT. Anyways. I’m probably wrong. I hope I am.
#basically what I’m saying is; what makes or breaks this scene depends entirely on what happens next.#I just don’t want him to be dead ok#bc YOU ARENT DON YET BITCH#Anyways moral of the story: don’t put hawks inside yourself#does that make sense or am I crazy#I wrote this at 2 in the morning posting now#not gonna proofread bc I neeed to clock in but wanted to post sooner than later#a little incoherent I’m not very good with words#sorry#stale ramble#stale asks
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well that’s one way to come out i guess
#can u tell i hate drawing tattoos#lmfaooooo#stan getting slammed by his past now that he’s going places instead of being in the same middle-of-nowhere town for 30 more years#i think he’s certainly unlucky enough to run into exes who want him dead (and out him in the process)#i don’t think stan was ever exactly like… in the closet… he just didn’t feel the need to come out until it was relevant#ford IS in the closet he’s just figuring out a good way to bring it up 💀#he happens to find out stan likes guys and he’s like Ok Well. I Guess Stan Wouldn’t Care so he decides to mention that he’s gay soon after#probably gives stan an It’s Ok to Be Gay speech like …I Would Know#anyway#bisexual stanley pines#u are real to me#🙂↕️#probably dated this guy for a bit then stole his money & ran off or something#not even the gays are safe from getting robbed by stanley pines 💔#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#gravity falls fanart#my art#rystiart#don’t mind the quality of the drawings randomly shifting over the panels idk
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just finished malevolent relisten. needless to say the obsession has been rekindled tenfold its previous magnitude
#im so fucking isnane about this podcast#ok notable reactions:#john.. Oh my god. It’s so insane to go back and hear how much he’s changed in the way he talks and reasons and treats arthur#i love you john doe malevolent#fav trans allegory ever!!!!!#definitely relate to him a normal amount (liar voice)#and then. S2. I really need to make that animatic with lonesome dreams#godddd i forgot how painful the ep18 divorce was#and then!!!! the canna mentions helping noel escape!!! completely forgot about that part#s3. oh my god. absolute fav season. soooo many crazy moments.#like coda??? “You want him back.” “I want him safe.” You want him baaack.” “I want him back”#KAYNE I FUCKING HATE THAT RAT BASTARD.NEED TO BASH HIS HEAD IN WITH A ROCK BUT HES A FREAK AND HED ENJOY IT SO I CANT#piece od shit#and then 23/24??????? arthur’s happy cry-laugh???? dead#part 25. “I killed myself. For a voice in my head. Do you know how mad that sounds?” what if IIII killed myself#26. god. Then 27. And 28. Literally my fav season ever#followed closely by s4#ohhhh my god i forgot how hot the butcher is like genuinely#i completely forgot prelude somehow???? giggling kicking my feet twirling my hair the whole time#i need to be this homicidal gay irishman hes so hot oh my god#the 29 divorce. with the movie lmaoo#i need to draw them going on a night out and seeing a movie and getting dinner and drinks and dancing and (gets shot)#gooddddd i remember listening to 31 for the first time and being so fucking confused#PART 33. HIT ME RIGHT IN THE EMOTIONS. OH MY GOD. BELLA SALTZMAN I COULD’VE TREATED YOU SO MUCH BETTER#34….. i can’t speak about 34 without barking and howling like a rabid dog#dog. Is that a butcher refere(gets shot for the third time)#NOELLLLLL MY DARLING WIFE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#this has just inspired me to keep writing hofth with ella tbh#lowkey don’t even get the obsession with oscar tho i can’t be talking#to each their own or whatever
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Sleepover shenanigans
#drawing#steve harrington#stranger things#robin buckley#stobin#they were in her room arguing like old married couple#listen steve just doesn’t understand how she can’t do it bc he thinks she can do anything#he said what tf do you mean you don’t have abs and rob was like bestie I don’t work out they aren’t strong I’m a limo noodle#and he was like well girl get on that I don’t want you to die bc you didn’t keep your body healthy istg your worse than Henderson#and she was like HEY I do plenty of things such as ride my bike and he said ok then why are your thighs the size of my forearm#and he keeps yelling at her to use her core and she’s screaming at him that she’s trying#and he’s holding her leg#but we’ll rob flails and her heel whacked him in the eye so he feel back#hit the wall thought he was dead#dropped rob to the ground and shes cursing like an d man that had to get up from his chair#and she’s like why’d you drop me and he doesn’t respond so she looks over#and my man is out for the count with another black eye#she thinks she killed him and worries that after years of demogorgons and Russians the thing that kills Steve Harrington is#Robs sharp ass heel#she pushes him under the bed and covers him with blankets and then goes to sleep#except he wakes up at like 2am and she screams worse than when she saw a ud creature for the 1st time and whacks him back down and BAM#he is out again and now Robin is freaking out more bc omg she killed her platonic soulmate and he came back to life only for her to kill him#AGAIN#she wonders if she can be tried for double manslaughter on one man but how would they know? then rob realized she can’t testify bc#she’ll tell everything if she gets up on the stand and she won’t just be sentenced for life she’ll be sentence for TWO lives#but then she’s like omg I deserve two life sentences to honor Steve even though he wouldn’t be in jail she just assumes he goes with her#even her own prison sentence for his murder#the next time Steve wakes up he inches out and flips on her to tame her flailing limbs and she starts crying saying#I killed you twice but my love for you is so strong it brought you back a third time and steve is like you knocked me out shithead you didnt#murder me Jesus Christ and she’s like how do you k ow and he’s like omg how do I know
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Never thought I’d be feeling this defensive over Buddy Dawn but here we are
#For the most part people seem sad that he died even if they don’t like him#but I honestly don’t understand why people dislike him so much when he’s literally so similar to a younger version of Kristen#I’ve seen some say he’s had ‘evil’ or bigoted moments but I honestly don’t even know what they’re talking about#I’ve only ever read buddy as a misguided but well intentioned and extremely sheltered kid who’s also probably an unwitting pawn#I’ve only ever felt pity and fondness and hope for buddy that he’ll see the more harmful parts of helioic practice and denounce them#I don’t even care if he stays a cleric of helio as long as he doesn’t agree with their more directly harmful beliefs and practices#and I really hope he still gets the chance to combat all of that whether it’s as a cleric of helio or any other god or no god at all#he was just a kid and he still had so much to learn and experience and now he might never get the chance#all because he was a little too sheltered and a little too naive#I’m not ok you guys#like fuck all the other rat grinders he’s the only one who I want to have a redemption arc#and now he’s fucking dead#😢#buddy dawn#fantasy high
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New art for the Bitter Rabbit Café coming in August!!
All of the Bitter Rabbit shop items are so cute I could screeeeeam
#kuroshitsuji#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis#black butler#grell sutcliff#undertaker#y’all the hats with the bunny ears are seeeending me that’s sooo cuuuute#do we even need to talk about grell I mean my god she’s drop dead gorgeous?!?!!!!!!!!#and undertakers braid is making me love him when I don’t want to lol#their bitter rabbit personas should all be for sale I mean grells is adorable!!!!#and is that who I think it is in the background 👀#as always ciel’s got THE most amazingly stylish outfit on jesus he’s such a style icon#Sebastian getting some gold accents on his suit is wonderful 10/10 he should always have that#also they’re matching bc of course they are lol#Sebastian’s like the parent at Disney that makes you wear matching homemade family tshirts#he thinks it’s cool but really it’s just drowning ciel in embarrassment lol#ok I’m done now! I absolutely love every part of this 🤗#tbh if that’s all the merch we’re getting it could be better tho#mainly talking about the mug here and I can’t see the bag well enough to make a decision on that one#of course I’m always here for any edition of bitter rabbit we can get tho#thinking about flying back to Japan just to sit in this cafe and never move again and also spend all my money lol
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wallpaper is insane like u find a product w an ugly print ? wallpaper it. just multiple uncoordinated things put together ? wallpaper it. ugly door ? wallpaper it. ugly wall ? landlord won’t let me wallpaper it
#stream#tumblrs aging demographic etc but this was actually abt diys#the years of getting very stoned & watching the sorry girls & not even remembering what the original video was have prepared me to diy#everything#like ALSKALSKALSKLAKSLAKAA i love pullin shit out the trash like u don’t want it ? i do ‼️#i can REPURPOSE IT#i think it’s so funny#like the way i was raised was to recycle or whatever but my father also raised us to save everything bc what if u need the parts u know dads#so i just do. one of my core memories from ‘a child’ i was probably in like 8th grade at this point was when the hubcap of my fathers car#fell off his old as dirt hunk of junk older than me automobile & he was too cheap to pay like 25$ for a new 1 so he took my brother & i to#this like drainage ditch expecting US to go poke around in there & get it & i said absolutely fuckin not#bc this same man would tell us - bc we had to buy our own toys so like we u know saved whenever we got money from bday or christmas or u#know manual labour in exchange for money bc ok yea at least he taught us to demand what ur worth w that but it was like 5c ea pinecone 1c ea#stick or like ‘help me repair the roof’ ‘pressure wash the fence’ i was like 9 ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAAKS - he’d take us to the toy store &#we’d bring our money but instead we’d go to the hardware store & do all the errands & force us to do everything w him then he’d just say#‘yea it’s too late for that sorry’ like it was just. captive audience. this man is the reason i don’t go anywhere unless i know i can leave#on my own or when i want somehow bc girl …. I DONT TRUST ANYBODY HES A LIAR & A SCAMMER LIKE#but that’s just family heritage it’s genetic we’re a long line of liars & scammers but the buck ends here bc i’m not having bio children#or any children#lord knows i’ll be dead long before the chance could arise#i shouldn’t say things like that but ALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA WE KNEW WE’D DIE YOUNG#this started w wallpaper#i’m so high#also very very bored#i’ve to do dishes & i absolutely 100% do not want to i hate dishes so fucking much i hate doing them i hate being around them i hate seeing
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(JJK 236 spoilers/leaks)
now that there’s been a main character sacrifice this means nobara can come back!
#all these theories on how gojo isn’t dead when I haven’t forgotten how nobara is quite literally suspended in her state#like if ANY character has a return that’s set up it’s her 😭#I’m so sad over gojo but I need all the kids to be able to move forward and actually change things#and for all I love gojo he WAS a complicated character#and he tried but also he was stuck in a place where his strength kind of contradicted the future he wanted#don’t get me wrong I would’ve been ok w him surviving but losing his technique/energy#since that’s interesting as hell too imo#but I just think if anyone deserves a whole comeback it’s nobara ahfjdjdjjf#jjk spoilers#jjk 236#also nobara returning would heal me#idc for anyone who says she should stay dead idc idc#I think the writing left it very open even if that was just gege not knowing what to do w her#so it literally would Not bother me writing wise if she came back#yea the wait for the reveal was toooo long but I would be 100000000000% ok and unbeliably happy about it 😃#yesI’m making gojo dying about nobara. I’m trying to move on (still devastated over gojo rip)#jujutsu kaisen#kugisaki nobara#gojo satoru
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Saying gay Mike would be hated by the ga bc that would mean that he used El all those years, is homophobic, just like saying bi-Mike would be hated by the ga bc that would mean he could have just stayed with El if he is also attracted to girls, is biphobic.
Bylers using either of these as the basis for why their interpretation is most likely to play out in canon, just makes me cringe bc why are we even wasting time giving validation to homophobia/biphobia as having the last word for how the show has to play out?? Is that what it all comes down to then? Appeasing bigots??
Gays aren’t evil or trying to intentionally hurt others, least of all gay kids that are figuring out their sexuality. Let’s not act like being gay wasn’t seen as being broken or needing to to be fixed, meaning that going along with what society views as normal, was and still is seen as the only option for queer people in general. And I say queer people in general bc you don’t necessarily have to even be gay to experience questioning your sexuality and feeling like you have to do things because everyone else is. Arguably we all go through that! But especially gays in the 80’s bc for a lot of people back then, it was a matter of blending in to survive (for many it still is).
Bisexuals aren’t evil or trying to intentionally hurt others for falling out of love, losing feelings, or just merely not being attracted to/compatible with someone of the opposite sex. Straight people are capable of recognizing that they aren’t attracted to or compatible with every person they meet of the opposite sex. Does any of that make them less straight? No. So why is it so hard to understand it’s the same way for bisexuals and even queer people in general? Nobody, bisexual or otherwise should have to stay in relationships with someone they no longer have romantic feelings for, just bc they’re attracted to them or even were just confused and thought they were but it ended up not being enough?? Attraction is important, yes, but feelings are arguably even more so (especially when you have something else to compare it to, causing the dilemma in the first place). I mean look at Stancy/Jancy? Is Nancy viewed as problematic for being attracted to Steve and having deep feelings/being attracted to Jonathan, and having conflicting feelings about that? No! And so why should it be problematic for Mike?
The reality is, homophobes are going to hate Mike if he comes out as queer, regardless of whether he is revealed to be gay, bi or unlabeled.
This is why basing Mike’s sexuality on the backlash of bigoted audiences’ is a moot point to me.
I mean, as it is, most of the general audience already hates Mike as a result of his behavior in s3-4, and this is straight Mike we’re talking about! I’m obviously not referring to milkvans or Redditors, bc they only make up a minority of hardcore fans who hate byler and will defend Mike to the point of demonizing El. I’m talking about viewers that have seen the show once through each time a new season releases and then move on afterwards without being in online spaces. That is the majority. The majority of the general audience, homophobic or otherwise, does not like Mike anyways at this point. So, who the hell cares what they think about queer Mike in the end??? They’re already anticipating going into s5 and continuing to dislike him, so the argument that the show can’t do this or that bc those same people won’t like him?… That ship has already sailed.
If anything I could see the non-homophobic majority accepting queer Mike, regardless of what label he ends up identifying with, bc then at least it will finally give them some clarity about where that resentment they had for him was coming from, ie misunderstanding him completely and now finally getting some answers.
At the end of the day, bigots will do what they do best. They’ll make up any reason they can think of for why queer Mike is wrong. And so why should we base our interpretation of things on what will be more palatable to those that the show was never intended for in the first place?
#byler#gay bi mike discourse#just another Thursday in the byler tag#being a ‘remains to be seen’ truther is hard#so many are dead set one way or the other#and I just can’t defend ppl that have to shit on one to defend the other#like I’ll see a bi Mike take and be like I LOVE THIS but then it’ll end with something homophobic and it’s like ok nvm#like I just don’t see a need to tear down gay mike to get back at the problematic gay mike truthers#leave him out of it 😭#seeing homophobia/biphobia doesn’t mean you get a free pass to inflict that hate casually#two wrongs don’t make a right in this scenario#I’m an I love mike wheeler no matter what he comes out as truther till the end#and I’m willing to entertain evidence that exists out there for both#but it’s hard to support both sides when at times it comes with this cloud of homophobia/biphobia#bc I just can’t subscribe to that#and when/if mike is revealed to be gay/bi/unlabeled#please don’t be hurtful to others that ended up being wrong#like… it’s just so gross out here sometimes#we’re all real people outside of this space let’s try to remember that#let’s make this space one that’s worthwhile for those that want to be apart of this community#otherwise it’ll cease to exist bc no one will want to be here
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#my dad is starting shit with me again and just continuing fights and bringing up shit that has nothing to do with anything#and even when I try to calm the situation he just gets worse and keeps berating me#I want to get out of the house but my partner hasn’t talked to me all day or even checked our message chat#so I don’t want to bother them or just show up without them saying it’s ok#not that they’d have much problem with it probably but if they don’t acknowledge it I don’t want to startle them or something#and idk what if they are mad at me and that’s why they haven’t talked to me today? or if they’re having a bad day too?#they’re not gonna want to deal with my bullshit if they’re not having a good day either#so that’s another problem to contend with#and I’m also really tired and fatigued already because of some recent health issues and just packing my go bag is wearing me out a bit#I don’t really want to pack up the whole car and drive an hour to their house after midnight when I’m already not doing great#so I know I should just stay in my room and get some distance or do my own thing until I fall asleep#but God I just don’t want to be here anymore#tbh I do kinda wanna be dead and I wish I could do something about that#idk if I’m fully suicidal or anything but it’s like… I want to make my dad see how much he needs me and I want to get a fucking break#I want someone to take care of me and worry about me for once instead of giving up everything to him#I wish I killed my self at 16 like I wanted to so I wouldn’t have ever had to deal with any of this bullshit#I sort of wish I could kill myself now just to be done with all of this#but suicide takes too much planning and hassle these days so what’s the point anyway#I guess I’m just depressed and lonely and all that#I’m sure I’ll be fine in the morning#but right now I just really wish I had someone to talk to and cry on and tell me it’ll all get better soon#personal
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“Kindly consider the question: what would your good do if evil did not exist, and what would the earth look like if shadows disappeared from it? Shadows are cast by objects and people. Here is the shadow of my sword. Trees and living beings also have shadows. Do you want to skin the whole earth, tearing all the trees and living things off it, because of your fantasy of enjoying bare light? You’re a fool.” - The Master and Margarita
#aaaand here we are with the ship moodboard#I think I’ll call them wolzebub#yes I can tell that they’re rotting my brain that I’m like my 4 year old self smashing my dolls head together screaming ‘now kiss!!’ but#but they’re truly a refreshing dynamic ngl#I usually write my ocxcanon ships with an underlining opposites attract kinda thing#like opposing values opposing characteristics opposing concepts and such#and the ship itself is basically a particle collider when it comes to writing interactions#but this girlie and woland are different parts of the same thing they’re both the devil#the seven deadly sins are basically the seven faces of the devil because all cardinal sins come from pride#yesterday I spent a lot of time to somehow figure out which sin woland represents because even tho the novel calls him satan#satan and lucifer are not the same entity they don’t even represent the same sin#satan is the sin of wrath while lucifer is the sin of pride and woland is rather proud than wrathful#his goal throughout the novel is basically exposing cowardice and false knowledge which is much more fitting for lucifer to do#anyway back to these two#shipping them is like shipping unohana with kenpachi but they’re old money and doesn’t want to fight each other to death#I mean they do fight a bit but it’s just play fighting and bickering#bc I apparently can’t ship anything if there’s no throwing vicious insults wrapped with a coquette bow and said in a loving manner#there’s still some respect for each other buried really deep like REAL deep#ok maybe not that deep#bc as I said you say something bad about one of them you’re dead you’re dead meat#I can make such a cunty yet hella gothic playlist for them#also I wanted a quote from the tragedy of man but the screenshot fucked up the whole thing I had to scrap it#my moodboards :3
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Me, after literally hate-watching bnha for four seasons, dragging my way through it in the hopes that I’d one day understand why people liked it at all, having just finished season 6:
#literally seasons 1-4 were just. a big nothing burger with a side of dookie#and then it’s like the studio told them ‘ok guys if you don’t start getting serious we’re cancelling you’ and then they DID#bnha#ITS LIKE IM AT THE SPOT EVERYONE WANTED US TO GET TO#BAKUGO APOLOGIZED. AIZAWA IS HUGE DAD ENERGY. DEKU IS HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN (same)#like. is THIS the show you guys were talking about all along??? because I fucking GET IT NOW#ITS SO GOOD AND NOW IM SO SCARED#THE CARDS GHE CARDS WERE IN THE CLOSER#THE CARDS. BAKUGO IS HOLDING ONE IN THAT SHOT I ALWAYS SEE OF HIM BEING. DEAD#NOOOOOO
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whoever said Dead Money isn’t fun was lying to me, I’m straight up vibing. Love these companions especially, and I want to help them all reach some kind of resolution with their issues cause uh
hooo boy do they need it
#dead money#fallout new vegas#fallout#I don’t know if I like Christine or dean more#Christine seems nice but it’s hard to understand her#Meanwhile dean is easy to understand but he’s a bitch#and I kinda love him for it#and I just want God/Dog to be ok ):
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i’ve reached terminal level brainrot w/ leverage and that is the “insert remortal tony into a plot even if it makes no sense”
#first i was like. ok let him get shot by a mark that would be fun#(he’s not in on it he’s just Here and intervenes re: bullet)#but then i remembered hardison’s fancy EMP gun#and now i’m thinking that they should be stalling him for some reason#mark is a rival company. tony’s on his way there. they need the mark to think tony’s backed out of smth#i don’t know or care why#but like. he gets in his car and hardison pulls the trigger like no car no go#and tony almost IMMIEDIETLY keels over#everyone in the van at the scene starts freaking out (i think it’s parker eliot hardison. for reasons)#and nate just asks. hey hardison. what would happen if you pointed that thing at someone with a pacemaker#AND WELL YEAH ABOUT THAT#hardison is very upset. he didn’t mean to do this! it was an accident! he doesn’t want to be a murderer#they all try to help but by the time they even get across the parking garage it’s too late#anyways eliot takes him into the van bc they need to figure out what to DO about this#while nate and sophie continue with the con#they can’t just drop it. too suspicious. no one wants hardison to go down for murder but!!! tony is dead! hardison did do it! it’s a mess!!#if they’re lucky it might get chalked up to natural causes if someone finds his body#pacemaker failure. if he’s already had a bad heart (and he’s have to to keel over that quick from an EMP)#it’s not impossible.#anyways they’re all yelling about this meanwhile tony is just being Very Very still on the floor of the van#like ‘’pls just dump me in the river so i can Leave.’’#he can tell how freaked hardison is abt it and feels a bit bad for him gkskdksksk#like yeah he knows he killed him but it was an accident!!! and honestly what he’s hearing abt their con#well. he’s not opposed. he knows enough about whatever mark this is#he just wants to be dumped somewhere so he can go home#make some sort of appearance so he gets on the news so no one thinks he’s dead#but then they start talking about assumptions abt the mark and the job and. fuck.#he can’t help himself but he sits up like ‘’you’re wrong that won’t work’’#and everyone in the van screams
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sometimes I just think about how Nico grew from a scared 10 year old who ran away from the corpses they accidentally summoned in their anger to arguably one of the most powerful demigods who controls the shadows & raises the dead in battle if necessary & I’m just- 🥹🥹
#tbd#I just love him so so much you don’t understand 😭😭#listening to the playlist & having feels but at least it’s distracting dudndjdjdksk#OK BUT ALSO: so much of his strength comes from necessity?#like they ran away & they literally didn’t have anyone else so ofc they had to learn to defend themself & use every advantage#also we don’t talk about the mental drain that comes with talking to the dead that much that’s an entirely different post :)))#just seeing how comfortable they’ve become in who they are has me in tears tbh 🥹#also I swear I don’t want to ignore anyone who messaged me#but I only really have the energy to talk to one person (my partner) rn I’m so sorry 😭
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#sorry you should probably unfollow me for a while unless you’re ok with me crying about my dead cat#idk how i’m supposed to keep living without him. like. i don’t want to :(#he was not just a cat to me and i can’t explain the way i feel but#we made him a little casket and buried him with all his favorite things in the world and wrote him love notes#we read him poetry and got to bury him ourselves#we met the nicest fucking people this weekend too. the director/owner of this cemetery. the vet who came to our house#pet death tw#i’m never gonna be able to listen to jubilee by japanese breakfast again unless i skip in hell#i held him in my arms on our couch while he died and idk how i’m supposed to get over that
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