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“Kindly consider the question: what would your good do if evil did not exist, and what would the earth look like if shadows disappeared from it? Shadows are cast by objects and people. Here is the shadow of my sword. Trees and living beings also have shadows. Do you want to skin the whole earth, tearing all the trees and living things off it, because of your fantasy of enjoying bare light? You’re a fool.” - The Master and Margarita
#aaaand here we are with the ship moodboard#I think I’ll call them wolzebub#yes I can tell that they’re rotting my brain that I’m like my 4 year old self smashing my dolls head together screaming ‘now kiss!!’ but#but they’re truly a refreshing dynamic ngl#I usually write my ocxcanon ships with an underlining opposites attract kinda thing#like opposing values opposing characteristics opposing concepts and such#and the ship itself is basically a particle collider when it comes to writing interactions#but this girlie and woland are different parts of the same thing they’re both the devil#the seven deadly sins are basically the seven faces of the devil because all cardinal sins come from pride#yesterday I spent a lot of time to somehow figure out which sin woland represents because even tho the novel calls him satan#satan and lucifer are not the same entity they don’t even represent the same sin#satan is the sin of wrath while lucifer is the sin of pride and woland is rather proud than wrathful#his goal throughout the novel is basically exposing cowardice and false knowledge which is much more fitting for lucifer to do#anyway back to these two#shipping them is like shipping unohana with kenpachi but they’re old money and doesn’t want to fight each other to death#I mean they do fight a bit but it’s just play fighting and bickering#bc I apparently can’t ship anything if there’s no throwing vicious insults wrapped with a coquette bow and said in a loving manner#there’s still some respect for each other buried really deep like REAL deep#ok maybe not that deep#bc as I said you say something bad about one of them you’re dead you’re dead meat#I can make such a cunty yet hella gothic playlist for them#also I wanted a quote from the tragedy of man but the screenshot fucked up the whole thing I had to scrap it#my moodboards :3
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guy who so desperately tries to find god. who wants to have faith in a higher authority to guide him out of the hole he's in. from the weight of guilt from simply existing, as the person he is. but every time he thinks he's answered his higher calling it turns out he's made the Morally Incorrect choice and his path to goodness and holiness was the road to the devil all along
#now trusting god will give you a way out? there's your real crime!!!#guy betrayed by the protestant promise of a direct connection with god. but is also somehow. joan of arc.#see he never achieves actual martyrdom tho bc he's not allowed to stay dead lmaooo#sam somehow the most unintentionally catholic AND protestant character of all time#dean the atheist who sees religious predestination as the curse it is from the get go. framed as the narrative's Real Moral Authority#but also in the process reifying patriarchal familial power n authority. very very important Value of the Church#i don't think it's that deep. the show's attempt at critiquing christianity. but the way it reinforces christian cultural values???#'religious predestination and absolute faith in a higher authority...bad'#nice nice ok tell me more?#“so you should put your faith in family. in your patriarch (big brother)”#?????????#the thematic incoherence of it all. it's like the world's stupidest puzzle box to me. i can't leave it alone.#sam = maybe i can find god thru following my destined path. wait oh shit.#cas = maybe i can find god thru rebellion and seeking my own destiny. wait oh shit.#dean = god is fucking dead and me i also feel not so good#the “guy who so desperately wants to find god parallel” <- me coming out as a secret sastiel fan#both of them...finding god in de-[sniper on the roof kills me in one shot]#spn bible studies#j.txt
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Might be a hot take as a bkdk and tgck truther here, but I find izuocha endlessly fascinating, beautiful, but also tearfully tragic.

I see their love for each other as something representative of their innocence and naivety when they only knew so little about who they were, and what was to come.
I think the main barrier of their relationship is that its rooted in how they see each other very idealistically, specifically that they're attached to the image of their Best Heroic Selves, and not the deeply selfish, destructive, freaky, and egotistical parts of them. To each other, they need to keep fulfilling that image or else that same person they looked up to would almost die in front of them, and that would be too cruel. Although that hero is still there, that same person they looked up to is not the same now because of...well...everything.
Izuku had barely even talked to girls when he first met her. She was Izuku's first ever real friend (Sorry Kats, everyone and him knows he was terrible), so he saved her in that entrance exam even if it was so dangerous. She gave a new meaning to his derogatory nickname just by being a friend that believed in him. After that, she saved him several more times (Blackwhip and Megaphone are the biggest samples iirc). It makes perfect sense that she is Deku's hero.
Ochako hardly knew what it meant to be a hero when she first got into UA. Just by reaching out to some kid tripping, she made a new friend who would then save her in that exam, then save him again in return. This boy then became someone who was always working so hard to save everyone in trouble, and she realized she wanted to be just like him too. "I want to save people"
But...Deku changes. The weight of One for All is on his shoulders and he needs someone to carry this burden with him. He continues to want to save other people at the expense of himself, still not letting his true selfishness and ego ever show- and it only grows more and more unbearable.
Then...Ochako fell in love with Himiko. Truly, relentlessly, selfishly and devotedly in love with a girl who then dies giving her blood to her- the greatest expression of love Himiko could ever give.
Not that they can't love each other because of this happening (and...so many other things oh god), I'm honestly not sure how to explain it- But them ending up together after losing that innocence and naivety? After Ochako will forever grieve the girl who showed her love in its most beautiful and ugly form? After Izuku changed so fundamentally as a person that the butterflies of a nice girl talking to you doesn't exist anymore? After that simple image of being a hero and being in love has completely changed for them both?
Even so, I believe they still love each other. There is no label I know of that can properly describe them though. They are each other's image of being a hero when it comes to saving people. Aside from Shoto, no one else can grasp the grief of the person you tried to save dying in your hands. They would no doubt try to cope with these losses together, and just try to get better together...but so much has changed. They've changed. The world changed. What are they now? Who are they now?
"What happened...to us?"
#I just think the tragedy of falling out of love for the person who represents who they Used to be is so...so painful#Kacchan isn't even here yet and it's already so complicated.#also. Izch healing together after all this would also be really nice#if u like them ending up together thats also perfectly fine too. im just a bkdk and tgck truther myself. thats kinda my whole thing#but izch forming a deep bond from their experiences and saving eachother#and maybe later on trying to date too...oh boy#and them being able to just...be more casual again. talk abt their lives and dreams together too just so they know they have each other#oh itd be so healing and beautiful#im so glad izuku talked to ochako on that cliff man oh man...#izuocha the underrated tragic love that they could've been if ppl werent so close minded abt them#only the real izch fans understand just how much these two actually mean to each other. god bless yall I swear even if I dont ship ship it#thank u to that person who wrote abt them being characters than run in parallel#that narrative structure for them is permanently in my brain. I love these two so much its no joke#my Extra hot take is that izch wouldve been treated better by the fandom if it was gay.#but we'd still agree on bkdk as the endgame after all that happened. maybe. idk this is a hypothetical.#if you switch ock and kats genders...this wouldve been a very different story and fandom. insane food for thought with this one.#ok thats my yap for the night oh god i have so many feelings about them...#evelynpr bnha#bnha#mha#my hero academia#izuocha#actually confidently putting this tag now. sorry for the angst you guys...and maybe being seen as a traitor#im a strong girl I could take on potential haters hahaha...#izuku midoriya#ochako uraraka
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star tyrek.... ugh....
#im not sure how much i like this idk#it makes me kinda mad 😭#i finished it at like 2am because i woke up for no reason so maybe that's why idk#i also feel like garak doesn't look enough like garak#which is stupud because i literally made him lizard guy and i've never drawn him before idk there's something freaky with me#but they're cutie it's ok...#i like them so much#i haven't watched ds9 since i was little#but they're so important to me#bashir was my favorite character lmao... top ten baby lilah autism moments#fruit toasts cool art tag btw#garashir#elim garak#deep space nine#deep space 9#ds9#st ds9#star trek ds9#star trek#star trek fanart#ds9 garak#julian bashir#dr bashir#ds9 fanart#ds9 bashir#star trek deep space nine#star trek deep space 9#garak x bashir#garak ds9#bashir ds9
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Here's an interesting hetalia concept. If you ever wondered how it feels like to be in those humanoid countries's shoes and live an immortal life, in theory you don't have to, cause you technically already do that.
Not "immortal" per se but you do have a longer lifespan than MANY other creatures on earth when you think about it. How many pets you had around that you lost due to old age? How many generations of hamsters or birds have you've been through? Cats and dogs? To them you pretty much are a giant "immortal" being, they age and you barely do, they don't age faster in their own eyes but they pass in a flash through yours and after the first time, that feeling always lingers around the more you see them grow old again. If you get attached enough to a pet it becomes a friend, a family, so losing them due to old age kind of gives you that experience already on what countries experience on daily.
What about the culture shift trough years and generational change? And evolution? How do you experience that? Well if you asked me like about 30-40 years ago then I'd have a hard time answering, but not now though. Our current times are quite bizarre when you think about it, now it feels like we experience changes constantly and too drastically. The tech era gives us so much info out there, our gran grans couldn't had even dreamt of, we can experience so many stuff happening ALL over our countries, in the world, without being there, all at once. A generation can think SO differently from another that's only 4 or 5 years apart! We experience "revolutionary" inventions like every month, and how many "historical events" have happened in just the first half of this decade??? It's not even done yet. How many times you've thought of the 2000's or the 80's and how they felt like "ages ago"? (As in they feel way more apart from us than they actually are, like say 100 years?). If you were born in the 80's and living trough the 2000's do you think the changes in that time gap can compare from the 2000's to now? Or even 2010's to now. It feels like we skipped at least 2 decades. Like It took at least 100 and some years to go from the first phone to the first tv, now we went from flip flop phones to virtual reality, smart houses and artificial intelligence?? I'm deviating but you get my point. Tech evolution is happening faster and faster, along with it comes drastic cultural change too, so we kinda do go trough that experience as well, at least the last 3 or 4 gens (and maybe that's the reason we feel like the time passes too fast too).
One thing you can't experience is dying and re-spawning/resurrecting but hey, if we advance fast enough to regrow limbs in the future then that counts about 40%. Two out of three not bad, and the overall sentiment is depressing but live, laugh, love I guess.. (that's how they cope)
#hetalia#hws#aph#hetalia world stars#hetalia axis powers#how many existential crises do they get in a month?#ok maybe I went too deep with this one#you can ignore it
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nickel and balloon would be so much more interesting if people explored the way nickel became everything awful that balloon used to be but so much worse ironically all in the name of "protecting" everyone from that history repeating. and not softboy tsundere yaoi or whatever is going on in those tags rn
#meeple.txt#inanimate insanity#iii they could so easily make me hate you.#nickloon arc was the worst thing to ever come out of iii#unnecessarily long and stupid and hilariously poorly written#i actually feel insane seeing how many people just accept it at face value as The Canon#i know it Is canon but i dont care. Heart❤️#we need to bring back the fandom energy of collectively rejecting the shitty writing#nickloon arc did not happen its ok. take my hand#in my heart nickel digs himself a deeper hole of denying he did any wrong and everyone at most tolerates him#fits his character built up by s2 so much better and parallels other characters too#somewhere deep in his head i feel like he knows hes wrong. but by god it should not have been that easy to ''fix'' him#hes going to deny it until it kills him bc that means facing any regret or deeper feelings he doesnt wanna deal with#and that means admitting he made mistakes which is a huge blow to his ego#and his Cool Tough Leader personality#hes not gonna give that up so easily#and i dont think its in character for him to change within the timeframe of the show tbh . at least with the time they have left now#thats like a post canon Maybe to me#the only way ill accept it really
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i'm so sorry but-
#IT CAME TO MY MIND IMMEDIATELY#i mean the field tae is in is only ankle-deep but STILL#our brains have a funny way of linking things together#ok maybe just mine#rants
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Megastar 🤝 BillFord 🤝 Japis
My holy Trinity of childhood toxic ships
#but maybe I'll draw them all interacting its gonna be a shit show#I have alot on my plate rn so i dont have any time to draw and i wanna work on other things first#shoutout to the fujos who supported japis content more then anyone else#Ok billford was only when the book of bill came out cause i wasnt as deep into gravity falls as i was with Transformers#but mmm is it still great#megastar and japis were there from the begining tho#im just talking tag#future ideas...#megastar#billford#japis#crossovers
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The Kiss, but make it Erisona :)
#girl help my gearbreakers hyperfixation is coming back again#at this rate i will never be free#gearbreakers#eris shindanai#sona steelcrest#erisona#gearbreakers fanart#my art#the kiss#you can tell how deep in the sauce ive become based on how needlessly elaborate the fanart i make for these two has become#...ok well maybe not based on the stuff ive posted but if you scrolled through my files you could#i kinda wish id used more direct parallels between the details from the original painting and my designs#but i couldnt be bothered thinking too hard about it lmao
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while obviously my stance is: if you think bg3 was in any way complex, pillars of eternity will knock your socks off. but also i think pretending pillars is in any way like bg3 (or da for the sake of big fantasy rpgs) is a lie (its better) because it is very different gameplay wise and lore wise and tbh my advice for the first game really is just stick with it. you'll be surprised at how much sticks in your head, and its actually perfectly fine to not pick up on every bit of nuance and worldbuilding on a single playthrough - you're not less of a fan if you find out a piece of lore from someone else. enjoy the game for yourself and if it gels with you, you'll naturally want to replay it and from personal experience pillars 1 becomes next level on a second playthrough when you're more familiar with it.
#idk i feel like maybe i understate how unique pillars feels and like it's ok if you spend a playthrough learning about the world instead of#immediately having deep meta written for it#also its a series that really thrives in the grey areas of making choices and not having obvious good/bad#so its fine actually if you're not aware of every political faction policy when you make a choice#i believe that's intentional#text
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I used to spend my time on another tumblr blog doing extremely dumb incorrect quotes from characters. Also because I was too terrified to draw or do any crazy edits. I think that blog is like a decade old and has so much cringe in it-
How about I try to make some incorrect quotes to remember the times 15 year old me was shitposting ✨
Roper: Caz, I'm too tired to babysit you.
Caz: Too bad, I'm staying.
Roper: *pulls out the police letter*
Caz: ... I'm going-
Muir: I'm so tired.
Gibbo: Don't you.. want to go to sleep?
Muir: *looks at Gibbo*
Muir: No, fuckyou. Wecontinuethegame...
Gibbo: *throws dart at the board*
Muir: *grabs dart* watch..
Muir falls to the ground and starts snoring
Rennick: You should smile more. It would suit you.
Roper: Careful Rennick, you might wake up bald tomorrow.
Rennick: He loves me.
Roper: I hope your ego makes your head explode.
Alex: You know, I collected bugs as a kid.
Henderson: Okay, but please remove that huge moth from my room I'm terrified-
Sunil: Erm, his name is Jeremy and he's a magnificent moth! Excuse you
Finlay: The math is not mathing
Addair: There is no math, only McLeary throwing broken fuses into my fucking engine.
Addair: I'm going to obliterate him.
Muir: Clearly, we can open a luxurious mud bath down here for our visitors.
Roper: Sure, might even help Innes grow his hair back.
Innes: *almost chokes from his cigarette smoke*
I'm too eepy to write more, can you tell I'm tired, because it's very late here yes
Gooooodnight
#rope...#still wakes the deep#swtd#incorrect quotes#I'm so eepy#ok idk when I started the old blog#maybe I was 12/13#I don't remember where am I
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"fandom discourse isnt that serious" yeah duh but i feel like i should be allowed to talk about things like people being misogynistic or justifying abuse without being told im complaining too much or something, when these are such extremely prevalent issues in fandom 😭
#also idk about you guys but complaining is fun to me#like. being super negative and focusing solely on that isnt fun but that isnt me#maybe thats how some people might see it but thats not how it is from my perspective#i like to enjoy lots of fandom content and then when i see something that rubs me the wrong way i like to get my feelings out#so i block then post about it and then move on#its really not as deep as people make it seem#you dont have to follow me and can even block me if my page is too negative for you <3#other things i complain about are usually me talking about not having good experiences in the fandom#like being told my characterization of saiki is wrong by people who literally didnt understand a word of saiki k#which i feel is valid of me to complain about lol#ok whatever the point is. literally just leave me alone LMAO#this is kind of a vent i guess#someone irl said this to me and i felt inclined to talk about it here because people have said this on here too#also im autistic so a lot of it truly just is that serious to me LMAOODODNDKEKD#meows post
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it sucks to be me
#leafpool#squirrelflight#squirrelstar#rrr......... that still doesn't feel right#she is blonde in my head sorry ginger girls#i still think about them all the time i just can't draw cats anymore. it happens when it's all you do for 11 years!#94#i did start scripting a video for squirrelflight set to a fiona apple song so stay tuned. maybe i'll do something with it#i don't think i'm ever making that mountain goats amv so i'll stash that one away in the deep parts of my brain...#unfortunate because i wanted to make it really bad when i was 17 but i still can't fill in the blanks#it's ok though it'll stay in the playlist 4ever#warrior cats
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honestly, seeing the splatfest results made me cry. not like a “woe is me my team lost” or a “wah wah im a bad sport” type crying, cause gg you do you, but I just cried for… like Deep Cut themselves. this is their debut game, where they were introduced and ment to be the main stars of, but in the finale of THEIR OWN GAME they’re overshadowed by the idols that have existed for longer than they have.
they didn’t get anything really special. other than being the primary boss fights in story mode and bare bones information about their clans, that’s it. other than dialogue during the news that you can easily skip. no dlc surrounding them, no sunken scrolls that go into their personal backgrounds, nothing.
and ON TOP of everything, one thing that made the splatfest headache inducing… was the tryhards. on all teams, ESPECIALLY past. the difficult power imbalance between me as a defender going against like ruler +20 is insane.
but, other than my previous complaint, i had fun. the music was amazing. the venue was beautiful. the tricolor stage itself was fun. seven wishes made me tear up. every team member on team future tried their best.
i could be salty and bash those on team past, but im not gonna.
congratulations, team past. and for those on team future and team present, we tried.
#idk maybe it’s not that deep but i had to get my thoughts out#ok im going to bed now#splatpost#splatoon 3#splatoon#haxard’s rambles
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A (very random) observation
#honestly though i think there's something to be said about this sort of feeling of closure that ILF has as an album#with the bleak subject matter and some of the lyrics implying apocalyptic scenarios almost#i'm pretty sure i saw some opinions on last wave about how it COULD work as a last tmbg song whether written or performed#it just has this final sort of feeling. and rhythm section want ad is the rare self-referential song so idk it just feels kinda significant#in a sense that both songs stand out a bit from their usual in terms of lyrics. maybe? eh idk#and there is a bit of a 'book-end' type of feel with both songs all things considered#ok i might be entering tmbw interpretations tab levels of looking too deep into it now. sory#but still it's funny that they did this twice (as far as i know) and both times it's the final song on the album#asking questions and screaming are both pretty tmbg things to do at the end of the day though#so maybe this isn't all that odd actually#tmbg#they might be giants
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very sad still see the saria/silence divorce headcanon still going around
have you ever tried to consider that they never dated before lone trail because it would be unrealistic with the timeline and the events and also because it would be overshadowing the actual truth of why they couldn't get along
#i'll elaborate#firstly it's ok if you headcanon this i don't want to invalidate what people think#it's just that I think it's a fanon joke that have been going around for way too long#and I can't help but shed a small tear when I see people really headcanoning it#I personally think it's way more interesting if we consider that they never had something going on before Lone Trail#mostly because it's weird that they started dating in like some months when they barely knew or saw each other#but also because it adds nothing but just makes things even more harder for them#my personal headcanon is that Silence was maybe having feelings for Saria but like#you know these very premature feelings#like just “oh wow she's pretty and nice”#but nothing like really deep#but they never had anything going on before the diabolic crisis#and after lone trail after they made up and saw each other's true person#they start to actually get real feelings#I'm just complaining but I've been still seeing it around somehow and it's sad to me that this joke became a fact for many people#there's still a lot of fanfics about how they had been dating and now they're on bad terms#I think that going on the “they're exes” route is way too easy and actually hides the potential and interesting reason#of why Silence was mad at Saria#it's not because she hates Saria or blame her#it's because she's mad at herself for being so weak#really making them appear as exes just hides this really interesting truth and makes it all seem to be a sad love story#consider that they never had any of this and that this tension between them is because they blame themselves!!#their story is not a love story but above all a story about self love and acceptance#just my two cents enjoy my rambling i go back to bed now#(not putting this in the main tag I don't want to start a war I'm just rambling)
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