#I have zero (0) time
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zero's pressure
#running out of gas. running out of money. out of time. out of energy. i'm running out of everything#and ofc my solution is to. avoid it. ignore it. do nothing productive.#zero's pressure turns into zero pressure#i'm trying to be kind to myself. i really have been trying. but it's hard when youre still headed to 0 on everything with no solution#because of yourself#i cant get a job. my art doesnt bring enough. i cant keep producing new products on the regular. i cant finish major comms on time#what CAN i do?#vent#just some adhd things#and maybe anxiety. and bad stress management#sorry for being so raw on main. its therapeutic even if it doesnt really lead to anything. it does force me to confront my feelings ig#i tend to get a burst of motivation after hitting a low like this but its a constant cycle that in the longterm really doesnt improve.#ill probably get some products done and do some quick comms. just one of those alone can cover gas for me#anyway some positivity to toot my own horn: i love the palette of this piece. went harder than i thought
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And then they all lived happily ever after and Phillip definitely didn't murder his brother then cloned him then murdered him again :)
#the owl house#wittebros#I love this trio's dynamic! (they have had a grand total of 0 seconds of screen time together)#(one of them was shown as a ghost for 6 seconds)#(another one has been shown Zero (0) times.)#(the last one is a murderer attempted genocider child abuser and currently 400 year old virgin)#toh#phillip wittebane#caleb wittebane#evelyn toh#evelyn clawthorne
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Do you ever think about the fact that Ted is hypersexual due to his childhood/teenage traumas or is that just me?
Like not only did he associate losing his first love forever with not being douchebaggy enough, but he also experienced the Lumber Axe and survived. With how quickly Peter was about to be murdered for looking at Ted’s old magazine you KNOW Ted probably had to deal with narrow escape after narrow escape himself. Ted literally suppresses the memory of the Lumber Axe entirely until bringing Peter to camp reminds him, and he doesn’t even take Peter with him as he runs away. He is FUcked up.
My guy went for the cat lady who cut off his fingers because sex is inherently dangerous to him in his mind. He goes for the worst options on purpose because sex isn’t safe unless there’s risk, and he goes for the best options just to lose them on purpose so they don't leave him first, as many times as possible until he's single and lonely at the wedding reception. He’s a sleazeball as a coping mechanism, and he keeps dying for it. One single safe relationship would decimate this dude, and it also wouldn’t fix him. Therapy would do wonders if he actually accepted how messed up he is. And tbh, if TInky wasn’t around there might’ve been a chance for him to recover.
Anyway another reason this dweeb is doomed by the narrative and fucked up beyond belief
#sorry to psychoanalyze the loser of all time again#starkid#hatchetfield#ted spankoffski#just a thought I had all of a sudden#this guy deserves as many days where he realizes he's traumatized and cries over it as it TAKES#and canonically he gets zero of those forever so#tbh I don't know what form of the Lumber Axe he'd have to deal with since the specifics are kinda shady but if the Axeman is 20 n he#grew up fast due to the forest then a 15-17yo Ted would be dealing with a teenage-YA Axeman (0-2 years old but magically influenced)#hey melissa#hucklefixation
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Shout-out to @amtrak-official for letting me travel quickly & cheaply so I could affordably take this small picture of Hozier without paying for parking
#he is so shaped in this image#i got zero (0) good pictures of him but thats ok bc i had a good time#and i didnt have to drive home after when i was exhausted#thank you amtrak for saving me lots of money#parking was $90 ?!#a few of the other ppl there were taking the train & we were all complaining about the parking price
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hello Yu-Gi-Oh fandom
#hiiii im late to the party but im loving it#my friend got me into the series and ive been watching it for the past two days#im almost finished w season zero so my interpretation of yuugi/yami come solely from the vibes im getting#they may change in the future as i keep watching but this is it for now#all i have to say is that yami is cool as hell and i love yuugi very much. hes so kind even if it is frustrating some times#and PLEASE can ppl stop hitting him??? 😭😭😭 why do they keep hurting and kidnapping him!!!!#yu gi oh#yugioh#yugioh season 0#yugioh season zero#yuugi mutou#yami yuugi#prachelley draws#yugioh fanart
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Wake up somewhere better, maybe (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#Harvey Dent#ZEX#Blood#Ask to tag#Stepping back even further - I'm sure you can understand needing a little extra time on this#For multiple reasons haha#It took such a while to finish the first one and not just on an editing front! Honestly that didn't take very long at all haha#There's a frame somewhere that's bothering me - I ''animated'' that movement frame-by-frame myself so if it's a bit strange it's my eye#At least it's mostly like what I wanted! Mostly like what I saw in my head! The three overlapping and then drawing back to show the depth#It really was such a strong mental image for me - it's amazing how simultaneous things can be despite being described separately#The dog - Harvey - ZEX - all moving at their own pace! A split second can be so expanded like a slow-mo shot ah#It's honestly a very beautiful medium#Hhhh ZEX's death was very affecting to me ;; I so very much wanted him to go out the way he wanted to#Befitting his Admiral status - strong and confident and surrounded by his crew#But by that point he was so tired and ready to rest - it would have been sadder to watch him continue to barely scrape by#Not even killed by his Beauty! Just one good chomp from one big sick dog :'0#The others trying to protect him - they didn't know him just out of whatever empathy they had for their fellow!#Zero was a hero so that kind of character is easy enough haha but even Harvey! Even after ZEX made him uncomfortable with his long looks lol#He was still willing to help in whatever way he was able ;; And it still ended the same#His last word being just ''pain'' hhhwehhh ;;#It is always the saddest-saddest to me to have such an articulate and eloquent witty verbose and silly character reduced to singulars#Something so simple and still so expressive hh </3 ZEX dearest hweh#But loving also means letting go! Death was a release he needed even if it's sad#I'm a real sucker for Meet Me In The Afterlife kind of stories so I may or may not have batted that around as an idea down the line#He has plenty of loved ones that have seen the other side - even from the Institute specifically!!#It's not exactly a happy ending but it's something <3
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you know you really dont want to work when the fact that the waters off makes you think... hmmm... tonight must be canceled...
#i have a lecture in 10 days and my prep work has been 0 so far JDSKDJKSFS#its a repeat subject ive had a few times so mostly i think i can speak out of my ass and still be correct but ykno. i cant NOT make prep wo#k at all. that feels illegal DJAKSDA also theres been some new studies and info i wanna include for the people coming to learn#but motivation is ZERO#the water will be back on in 6 hours :/#nohr.txt
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honestly missing ur zb1 audios💔
Thank you for liking them that much 😭🩵 I just feel like I dumped a lot within a certain time frame and didn't wanna bombard you guys. But I do have more! I'm just saving those for the holiday times <3
(spoiler alert, halloween is a holiday 😉)
#deerheadlightss#no bc sometimes i feel like my audios suck 💀#i have zero (0) confidence as a content creator (am i even a content creator? like? do i fall under that??((prolly not actually))#moving on#i may or may not drop one sooner if i can find one to take its spot in the drafts if that makes sense?#but i haven't had time to browse the webs (nsfw twt) so maybe i'll do that today and we'll see where we stand on that 👀👀#i just like having my backups y'know
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i am so fucking certain i'm getting these calc questions correct but i'm still getting zeros on everything and i am going to fucking s c r e am
#OK so i KNOW i /technically/ got 1 problem wrong#bc i forgot to finish it out#bc i was rushing bc there was a time limit#but i swear to GOD that i got the other 2 fully correct#but she says its 'not properly denoted bc i'm missing dy/dx'#but that is fucking THERE#WHY am i getting ZERO on this its fucking CORRECT#other than the one thats only 90% correct bc i didnt do the last step bc i was rushing#and once again the fucking class itself is so. goddamn. confusing#just make it a fucking normal ass math class i stg#lea speaks#also you get multiple attempts on things#but only if you get a 0#if you get 3 then you have to do something else#so you have to wait for it to be graded#but she didnt grade them until /after/ the deadline#so i cant do the fucking make up#i hate this fucking class dear god
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#curious observation time#not trying to point fingers or invoke any level of drama#and please someone point out if i've missed something#but i do think it is a tad odd#or at least very telling#that....zero (0) people in kpop have#commented at all on liam from 1D dying#when people are crawling out of the woodwork left and right#to give tributes and condolences#i'm sure there is a lot less overlap there#with people who ever actually interacted with him#but the silence feels extra loud when every global non-korean boy group#from the last....3-4 decades at this point#has said SOMETHING#again i know it's not really how kpop operates#to comment on current events or really....anything outside of loving their fans#and maybe it's the drug connection#or all the commentary about consequences of making kids into celebrities#that makes them not want to touch it with a ten foot pole but#it's really kind of driving home what a bubble kpop lives in for me#like this alternate universe where nothing else happens in the world except kpop#which i think is why i got sucked in during the pandemic#but now that the world has gone back to normal#it does sometimes feel like a weird place to be#but also#if dating and smoking and a tipsy scooter ride is the epitome of scandal#where do you even put larger world problems#sorry this has taken a turn#the escapism of kpop is one if it's draws#but sometimes it feels bizarre to be in here and realize how much you're ignoring
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hey guys I just wanted to let you all know that a lot of my most liked art posts are now available to buy as a sticker ! :D
have you ever wanted to stick my 'horrified damien karras' drawing on your computer? well now you can!
do you miss the karrasdyer pony post that was only up for like a second? I got you!
all that and MORE can be found at my shop >:) I am going to upload even more designs because i've wanted to stickers FOR SO LONG now....
here is the link ↓ :)
https://www.redbubble.com/people/kadyjerry/shop?asc=u
#this is all for fun of course#I hope it comes across as silly and not as me !!!!demanding you go buy a sticker NOW!!!!!! >:0#idk I get shy this is the first time ive ever done something like this#redbubble#kadyjerrys art#my art#damien karras#karrasdyer#I might buy the damien karras sticker myself because honestly I have like zero merch of him because there IS NONE........#crying emoji
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#periodical life updates#eurgh. hiiii im so tired just got home from the family gathering thing im. exhausted hkjfh. and i still gotta draw the eca#still gonna be quiet for a while sorry gang <3 anyway lets not talk about any of that hdkjf ARTFIGHT THEME REVEAL!!#you'll never guess which team jace ''kellystar321'' starlight is choosing for seafoam vs stardust hfjkh#*gestures at my oc list* but also. what if i dont CARE anymore hfjkhf obviously i want to draw for people! its my favorite part! but like.#GODDD i dont care about my ocs anymore!! :') ive always been more of a fandom guy i dont... /want/ art of my ocs?#like yeah obviously agent my beloved! alexandria my beloved! eca has a whole daily blog! but my actual interest in them is sooo low.#there's so many people on artfight who LOVE their ocs like their children. their ocs are their blorbos!! but my ocs are like nothing to me?#i like fandom characters :'0 i would not be as excited to see art of my characters as someone else would be who actually likes their ocs!!#people should focus more on drawing art for people who CARE about their ocs. because if /I/ don't care about my oc and /YOU/ don't care#about my ocs then WHOS FLYING THE PLANE HJFSD no but theres ZERO ENJOYMENT coming out of it you get me? it doesnt make sense to draw for me#BUT ALSO. for silly ''i dont like seeing them all greyed out/hidden :('' reasons i dont want to archive them and hide them from everyone#/BUT ALSO./ i DON'T WANT ART OF THEM. ATTACK SOMEONE ELSE PLEASE. SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT THEIR CHARACTERS hfjkfh urgh.#like hey sorry i dont? care enough about the guys i made up? can you draw reader or kim k!tsuragi instead? thank you. hdjhfg;;;#also ive been. so tired :'> how much will i even be able to do this year? every year i gain more targets to attack because i keep meeting-#new friends all the time. i have some people from lgbt club im attacking this year! my stickmin friends. avm friends. my hell gang hkhg#my hlvrai friends and my longtime mutuals and MY BUREAU OF BALANCE GANG... not to mention revenges from last year :'>#its a lot. and im so tired;;; so. im not sure. i'd still like to join for my 8th year of artfight but damb. i dunno. :'> <3#okay thats all GOTTA DRAW AN ECA GOODBYE I LOVE YOU!!
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Hrmm... put together a roommates quiz finally after years of thinking it would be an interesting idea lol.. Though obviously not meant to be taken super seriously, I just like thinking about this aspect of personality compatibility. Like yeah, maybe you could get along with someone just chatting with them, but living together is such a different thing. .. curiouse...
#Not that I think that many people would really care since I barely know anyone on tumblr in real life and would never live with random#internet strangers lol but... idk.. I made this to give to friends from time to time and thought... why not post it here too#just out of sheer curiosity if anyone takes it what the most common results would be and etc.#My initial assumption is that most people would probably fall into the 'maybe' category and that either extreme of 'best roomates'#and 'worst roomates' would be the least common#very long also since I like to be thorough I guess#THOUGH... upon second thought... tumblr is home of the like Weird Introverts Who Sit Inside All The Time.. so maybe it's more#likely to come across compatible poeple on here. given that many of the questions are about how meticulous#people are with their scehdules or how often they invite friends over or if they like to mostly stay inside etc.#(since personally I think having a roommate coming and going and bringing random people over all the time would be too chaotic#lol... I need a peaceful quiet household)#Also I kind of don't like the way uquiz seems to do results. I was hoping it would be a number tally? I used some sort of quiz making site#before where you weight the question responses with a number (so the 'Best' response is worth a 0#The worst is worth like 5 points. and all the in between are like 1 - 4 points or something). So then it is actually possible to have a#''perfect score'' category (someone who gets a literal 0 points). and also you could weight some EXTREMELY bad answers#to add like +10 to the score instead of just +5. And someone who got the MAX possible points would be the WORST compatibility. etc.#But uquiz seems to just be like ''which category did you score towards the MOST'. So someone can give some pretty bad answers#that are VERY non compatible. but as long as MOST of their answers landed in a 'compatible' category#then they would still be listed as compatible despite still actually having some dealbreakers in there. Which is also possible with the#'every answer is a number amount' ranking system too. but I feel like that one does allow for a little more customization#and accuracy (like making the dealbreakers add like...+40 to the score or something so that#there's basically NO way that someone could answer with one of those and still get a good score. Or the ability to have a literal#'perfect score' (getting a zero) etc.#BUt anyway lol... inchresting.. inchresting... curious to consider maybe making a uquiz#for the characters in the gameI'm making like.. which npc are you type quiz or something#now that I've made one and seen how it works.. hrmm hrmm....#(< game will not even be done for like another year but still thinking about nonsense like this lol)
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Humans, Dracula thinks, are nearly all the same.
Only nearly, because he can't condemn them all to the same judgement without remembering the woman he loved. Lisa was a human too, and when he had met her for the first time, he'd expected her to be just like the rest - an assumption very quickly proven wrong even within moments of their first meeting. It's not like he's forgotten that.
But humanity... they never deserved a miracle like Lisa to live among them. Yes, she was a miracle - shining warmly and bringing love and life to his world; a world that had once been so devoid of them. And yet, just like a candle's flame, that light of hers was extinguished too quickly - and so easily by the hands of the humans she'd always believed in.
In the end, they let him down just like he always knew they would. The nature of humans is by and large the same wherever you go... So you see, rarely does Vlad Dracula Tepes encounter a human who he doesn't know what to make of. She was the first. And now... this boy.
"You look to be remarkably unaware of the situation you've found yourself in." Vlad's voice, unimpressed and imposing, resonates throughout the room as he speaks. "But I suppose that holds it's own kind of fun in it, too... Tell me, boy. Who are you?"
@reincarnight ( starter! )
#ic#reincarnight#c. dracula.#v. mainverse // unspecified era.#the time has come!! and i am SO ready to see these two interact; ohohoho >:)#i admittedly have zero (0) confidence in my ability to characterize drac right now so apologies if he's kind of. inconsistent for a bit otl#i'm hoping i'll get the hang of him as i write; but! ty for your patience with me getting to this! <3
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first of all the math teacher who was supposed to be scary is hot and teaches well
second of all i don't know what to think about all my fave subjects not being closely uni related lol
#0 notes to me#but hey im learning mech eng i will learn parts of the car one day#i learned that they are kinda interesting trough my friends car always having some kinda problem#and he fixes it himself so im like okay it might not be lame#although the only reason i ever thought they were lame was bc for some time you had to be nerdy or “tomboyish ” about cars in order to be#taken seriously in stem so i obviously rebelled abt that by having zero interest in them bc nobody gets to tell me how i will enjoy my stuf#but then i also had a girl friend who can and will outwit any guy abt cars and also will be in car races 100/100#so then i realized that i might have given up on cars too soon#especially since engines are really cool#unlike screws and mechanical parts who are boring as fuck but hey you can't be interested in it all
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so sad having only enough week to get sleepy but not silly :(
#drugs#mor talks#at least is numbed me to the pain of chris prat pratting around in jurrasic world#it’s so interesting how in jurassic park#the screamy one is the oyung girl and for most of the film she just follows men around#then in jurassic world that roll is filled by an adult women#who is showen to be a high power business woman but chris pratt is still meant to be cooler for his stupid jokes about haha business woman#can’t jungle haha were are your field skills idiot#hate let me tell you how much i’ve come to hate chris prat s acting human if he word hate was etched onto every millimeter of my billions of#kilometers of wiring it would not express how much hate i have for chris prats acting in this one billionth of a second#and sexism is mentioned once in the first film and 0 count zero times in jurrasic world (4th one)#because in this modern era we clearly don’t need feminism#we have a high power business woman who makes two (poor) decisions in the film
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