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ihearthes · 1 year ago

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mustasekittens · 3 months ago

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i'm back in the fucking building

#i caved and installed rivals #finals have been absolutely kicking my ass and wasn't gonna install till after they were over but i literally started tweaking #and i had a shitty day so. treating myself with my favorite white boy #this game is SO mcuh easier to pick up than overwatch #i wish i coudlve gotten into OW but it was too overwealming to me ;-;#also my guy is here...i mean not My Guy my guy but....same VA so its close #the designs and aesthetics and VAs are such a treat I'm literally losing my fucking mind playing #like almost all my favs??! in ONE GAME???#god its like christmas came early #anywasy enough yapping #marvel rivals #peter parker #spiderman #the bombastic bagman #marvel rivals fanart #mustasekittens #rivals spiderman

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buglaur · 1 year ago

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simself college fits

#nothing will ever seperate me from the giò ferrari jumper i found in a charity shop #these past few days have been tough as fuck but i'm going to treat myself next weekend by going to a record fair #and i'm going to buy a carhartt patchwork jacket i've had my eye on for months #hope everyones keeping well i haven't been around here much #my friends and i started a minecraft server which we've been obsessively playing #so i haven't really played any sims..#inspiration to do anything at all has been sparse lately i won't lie #side effect of doing a creative course i guess..#college starts up again today.. getting up at 6am was a joy 😐😐#see ya simblr

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vargaslovinghours · 15 days ago

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Happy Vargas Day! Stop saying 100%

They are truly Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde-ing it up around the Institute ♥ The role(s) was made for them!

Doctor meme!Edgar is here to assist! Scriabin is also here, to make quips at Edgar’s expense, equally important

He’s swooning! Catch him! Hold him in your weak noodle big strong arms!

Not an MD. Maybe. The text on his certificate is blurry, it must’ve been printed weirdly. It’s totally legit, don’t bother checking, just trust him

#💟#I have made just this one meme ft. my own art in the whole year since the last anniversary....weh ;;#I did at least have a few Damned!Edgar/Scriabin saved back! Small somethings! The tiniest sketchdump haha #Doodles #Art #Edgar #Scriabin #Sketchdump #They're still plenty on my mind <3 Music has been attacking me of late lol it's still a trial to keep them out of my muse box haha #Holding strong tho >:3c Well outside of extenuating circumstances <3 Seeing them is too much a treat to avoid hehe ♥#I love Scriabin saying silly things to get on his nerves <3 He's not even saying anything any bad! Well the 100% isn't the bad part lol #I love Edgar's put-out face as Scriabin leans against him in that first one ahh <3 Cutest lads #All of Scriabin's annoyances are my favourite as ever ♪ His sadism and spooks ahh #I'm just repeating myself but to repeat myself further: I'd stop if it ever stopped being true #I have plans.......not just for April but also of course for April haha #Further plans.......#Let's see if I get to them :3c #Haven't had a sketchdump proper in a heck-while hm? Or a new playlist part or incorrect quotes or anything been Very quiet......#Well for now ♥ Happy Birthday Vargas <3 <3 #As many happy returns of the day! 💕

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pegasusdrawnchariots · 20 days ago

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Every day, I wish I knew Japanese so that I could read Cyrano de Bergerac in Japanese

#Cyrano de Bergerac #Japanese #translation #the things that language does with 2nd person pronouns... *drools in linguist*#can we talk abt the tu/vous distinction in translation pls Mac I've been dying to talk abt the tu/vous distinction in translation all day #BIG L TO ENGLISH for losing that distinction!! yes it pushes translators to try out other tricks to convey the same register switch #BUT STILL. I WANT IT AS A TOOL IN MY KIT #but Japanese... oh this play in the hands of the right translator could be a DREAM #adding subtleties of changing register & address that Rostand couldn't have imagined #I was reading an article on the nuances of 'anata' & apparently will be thinking of little else for a while! :)#anyway. I'm mainly talking abt the collateral impact to pronouns due to Cyrano's being mad with love around this part:#'...je vous aime‚ j'étouffe‚ // Je t'aime‚ je suis fou‚ je n'en peux plus‚ c'est trop...'#there are SO MANY DIMENSIONS OF IDENTITY to play with in Cyrano & Roxane's relationship!#the class/nobility aspect. the distance (respectful) aspect. the distance (yearning) aspect.#the friendly intimacy aspect. the silly playfulness due to having grown up as childhood friends aspect. the familial aspect.#I can't imagine this translation bc idk Japanese #but I know enough ABOUT Japanese to imagine myself imagining it & I'M GOING CRAZY. EXPLODES #the things he says! or means to say! or slips up on! or hides! or reveals! simply in the way he addresses others!!!#the Le Bret tutoyer free pass! the 'ouais ! 🙄😒' to Christian! the respect vs teasing towards the nuns!#the moment where he interacts w a waitress & the stage directions say he treats her like a princess! aaaaaaaaah!

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the-heron · 3 months ago

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they were right about the sunday scaries. because sunday nights are indeed scary

#the heron speaketh #been running around tidying up all day ive tired myself out #and now that ive slowed down My Brain Is Going bc theres much to worry about always #cant find anything to listen to to keep me distracted so its just me and my thoughts and my various piles of things i have to put away #maybe if i finish cleaning without my brain eating itself alive ill treat myself . to. something idk yet #ill figure it out by the time im done

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deoidesign · 9 months ago

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#ok finally making a post about meds #I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset #so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but #it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways #so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone #like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus #my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night #sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired #it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted #but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too #but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared #so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow #anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING #that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up #I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world #and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on #and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!

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bonetrousledbones · 2 months ago

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ok so. i was cleaning out my pictures folder today. and i happened to come across a sketch from 2021 that may or may not be related to the same concept as this. but like a. darker, edgier version. if you catch my drift.

but the thing is i do NOT see myself finishing it, seeing as it's already been nearly 4 years since i sketched it out and i'm still fighting the burnout demons from hell and all that. but it IS very silly to me and frankly very good timing for me to have found this sketch right now

so basically what i'm wondering is would any of y'all be interested in like a dtiys / open collab type of thing with underfell papyrus as shadow the hedgehog

here's a hint of the sketch if it helps

i've admittedly already tweaked it a good bit & i'd probably clean it up a lil more just for clarity if i actually go through with this but for now i just wanna see if i can rope anyone else into being insane with me. its actually pretty fun messing with the design & proportions to try and fit the silhouette of a very cartoonish hedgehog and i'd love to see other ppl's takes on it

#trousled rambles #if u guys would be interested in this pls pls let me know!!!!!!#it seems like fun to me but if i dont get a lotta responses i'll prob just post the sketch on its own anyway bc it's still a funny concept #but it could be a whole lot more fun if i can get other ppl to join in >:3 #i'd have it as both an open collab and a dtiys thing so u can choose between just finishing the sketch or doing your own take altogether #either one would be awesome to see methinks!!!!!!#btw u can definitely tell it's been 4 yrs bc ohhh god this is so very much not my sketching process anymore #abandoning lineart has made my sketches wayyy cleaner lol. like for reference that last one i just posted was barely cleaned up at all #plus the light purple default textureless circle sai brush feels soo weird to draw with again. thats not who i am anymore...............#i will not be redrawing this tho. that is probably not conducive to treat burnout if i had to guess #(<-- the artist says 2 days after drawing & fully coloring a fullbody sketch with no warmup bc they wanted to draw a skeleton in pajamas)#i really do just have full conversations with myself in these tags to stall hitten the post button huh. ok posting now u get it lmao

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knifebaby3000 · 1 year ago

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the wind has carried us too far, it's blown the moon down

#artists on tumblr #illustration #art #oc #digital art #my art #tian #happy bday to zhu's man tian tian we luv u tian tian a man for the last day of the year #''i won't be able to do anything for his bday bc i won't have my graph display'' false i love him and technically i have an ipad #''okay i'll just do this quick'' false i've been agonizing over this for 24hrs. the procreate timelapse is hilarious #''OKAY i can't look at this anymore i am DONE'' false we're adding chrysanthemums #this is the first thing i've actually forced myself to do in procreate start to finish........... many things i want 2 fix but not bad #973963747347525000% diff from doing in photoshop. learned many funny things abt my [ checks notes ] process #funniest thing was finding out i know exactly what t looks like in photoshop but in procreate...... whuh. huh. sorry to this man #anyway happy new year's (eve)!!!!!!!! i hope 2024 treats us all so well pls take care!!!!!!!!!!!!

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juls-art · 10 months ago

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i had a revelation

#here have an extra meme as a treat #Mitsugi #paradise bl #paradise vn #helga g. pataki #meme #JAST BLUE please translate Musubi so I can witness this in real time 🙏😭#ive been laughing crying about this connection ALL DAY #im burning for this fandisc more than ever #ITS TOO FUNNY I HAVE TO SEE IT FOR MYSELF #and honestly will rescue my opinion of mitsugi from the Negatives

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daddy-long-legssss · 6 months ago

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i took a sick day and took myself out to breakfast and baby waved me. life feels good again.

#im very lucky to get paid sick days (which is fucked that people don’t get paid days to begin with) but they don’t carry over #and work has been so stupidly busy and it will only get busier #and im changing roles at work which is nice (i guess) but its just a job and more responsibility #and im trying to always not treat my job like it’s my life or something that defines me or the only place where i give value #cause that’s not true but that’s what the corporate world WANTS YOU TO DO #and feel guilty when you take time for yourself cause if you aren’t around things will fall apart #but all of this to say: if you get paid sick days please take them. even if you aren’t sick or just need a break.#it’s so needed. life is so crazy busy and weekends are enough time to do everything #so taking a day to do the things you need to do or (like something I need to learn how to do) do nothing at all and just chill #my dream sick day is having the house to myself and i can take a bath and then go back in bed and read fic all day #and eat pasta #but one thing at a time

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queenofbaws · 5 months ago

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i know it's 2024 and i have no doubt this point has been made a million times before by a million people more eloquent than me, but here i am again, wishing there had been an

"okay, and...?"

dialogue option during blackwall's big reveal, like...........................what if my inquisitor truly did not care???????? the drama in that!!!! the drama!!!!!!!!

#queenie rambles about dragon age #i know there are SO many bigger and more glaring issues w the dialogue choices in dai and how youre railroaded into treating certain charas #i dont want to minimize those in the SLIGHTEST #but like????????????? idk dude like my inky was a mercenary/sellsword for a hoT MINUTE before the conclave like #she would narrow her eyes like edgar allan poe in that kate beaton comic #idk all the veilguard talk has me thinking about dai again and since im a blackwall girlie i find myself returning to that scene a lot #and i GET that HE feels wracked with guilt and can't live with it - THAT part i get!!! but my inky would just be like ????? okay????#and wouldnt THAT have been a crazy reaction to explore??? he's beside himself w guilt and getting this horrible thing out in the open #only for the inquisitor to like shrug and act like it's a normal tuesday???? idk i'm deep in it tonight lads

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monkee-mobile · 5 months ago

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Don’t you know that Tork is a wifebeater?

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#guys i’m sorry i don’t need this right now #i’m done being ‘funny’ and trying to make it lighthearted #yes. i know. i have very conflicted feelings about peter and ive been really upset abo it it especially this week #i have had a horrible start to the school year. can we not get really heated about the monkees right now PLEASE #i am sorry to be rude this is just like the fiftieth anon ask i’ve got in the last few days and idk what i did wrong #and people seem to be really mad. we all know peter was not the saint right? i’ve said it like fifty times. i made the whole post about it #i deleted the post that seemed to get people angry where i talked abott it my dislike of torksmith #people treat peter like he’s so innocent. i know that he was not. i distance myself from real life peter. are you happy?#i am tired #please stop spamming me with asks whoever you are

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tetzoro · 8 months ago

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good morning friendz & happy tuesday ! ! i hope today is a great day for everyone ! please remember to do something sweet for yourself because you are doing your best and that’s more than good enough !

#yesterday was soooooo not it i’m ngl #but today is a brand new day !!#and it’ll be a good one <3 #🫂🩷 hugging whoever needs one rn . the world can be scary sometimes but we will find joy in the little things !#you’ll put on your fave show or eat your fave treat and the world will seem a little less harsh ᰔ #give it a lil time and you’ll start to feel okay again . . slowly but surely <3 #<- using this as a lil reminder for myself as well 🙂‍↕��#going to queue up a lil zoro blurb that’s been in the drafts for far too long #idk if it’s rlly my best work or anything but it’s done & feels good enough so we move #need to stop hoarding onto stuff !!!!#reminding myself it’s not that serious and if it’s not 110% the best thing i’ve ever written then it’s okay bc i had fun writing it #and if i don’t post now it’ll just be endless edits for the rest of my tumblr days … shivers .#FHDJDDJDJ #i hope u all have a great day & remember to stay awesome mhm <3 #sending out lots of love #₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims #ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.

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fluffs-n-stuffs · 1 year ago

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"For a self-proclaimed researcher... I thought you'd know by now that Psychic-types are weak against Ghost." "Morty-ehehe! B-But I'm nohohot a type specialist!" "Maybe should've thought of that first before deciding to wake me up so early."

A spiritual successor to this lil doodle of mine 🫣💖💕

#sacredshipping #morty x eusine #morty/eusine #gym leader morty #morty pokemon #eusine #mystery man eusine #eusine pokemon #pokemon tickle #'tis the season to be giggly or however that song goes askjdasnd//////////////////#pretty much a self-indulgent treat for myself this holiday season SDKJFSNKDFNS it's been real quiet this time 'round #I honestly don't usually look forward to christmas anyways since I have some bad memories tied to it :'D though it has been exceptionally--#--all over the place this year; partly on the busyness and errands being run on my household's side--#--though mainly on my own headspace and how I haven't.............. been great- these past few months #December in particular has been a time of reflection for me and it's just--been a lot - to grapple with #I needed to distance myself from things to try to make sense of myself---and still - I'm not quite sure where to go from here just yet #but I'll figure it out - one day. I finally do have a schedule with that new psychologist so that's something to look forward to #and I'm trying to get my bearings where I am now so--that's at least something to be grateful for I feel ❤️#got a bit sad there so I deserve to draw my sillies being tickly as a gift for myself yes yes akjsdajsknd #I've always wanted to draw a lee!Eusine ever since he's been implanted in my mind graaaaaaAAAHHHHHHHHHH /affectionate #let them be soft and sweet and domestic and silly with each other it's what they deserve 🫵🫵🫵

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thatone-churro · 7 months ago

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chat. chat i have a question. i know ive always had guilt when it comes to getting things for myself, but like. would it be stupid to drop like $116 on the special editions of two games ive been wanting for a while (now because one of which is on sale)? i mean, ive been saving my money literally all summer to use for myself like i haven’t bought anything i didn’t need and i KNOW im not gonna blow through all of it in school because i don’t go anywhere & dont do shit and i know it’s my money and i can do what i want with it but. idk. it feels stupid. is it stupid or is my brain stupid??

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#i mean i got paid like $700 last week and i get paid one more time next week before i’m off for school but still :/#like. like is thinking it’s stupid reasonable or should i. ahem. ‘treat myself.’#the two games in mind have a TON of content so i know they’re gonna keep me busy for a LONG time so that’s kinda why i wanna get them;m #so i can have long grundy games to keep me occupied and not really want to get anything else for a long time you get me?#i know $116 won’t be a lot from my $3000 account but like. still. idk. :/#ofc i have to jump through the many hoops of setting up a paypal to use in the nintendo eshop #or i could just. ask my sister to help me unlink & relink her card so it doesn’t charge hers instead (because her card’s linked for NSO)#but aside from that i could have that shit like. tonight.#not like i play games a lot on the days i have work because i get home so late but still y’know?#i think it would be a nice ‘good luck back at school’ gift for myself #because i love skyrim & pokemon i really do but that’s literally all ive been playing for like over a year now i need to spice it up :/#anyway chat should i or should i not?#grace being stupid #text post #personal

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