#I hate this body

[aurademortt]

[gravestormsys]

Why the fuck am I the one always dealing with the body’s disfortune??? Every fucking time I front we are either sick, in intense pain, or on our period. I just want to front sometime when I can get wasted and fuck my boyfriend without worrying about the rest of that shit. ~ F🔪

[dddemigirl]

Me, currently low on spoons:

[mutant-blogging]

Pots attack happy birthday to me 🎈

[npdlangley]

let's all suffer

[vdvstuff-yes]

I haven't eat anything today, but if I'm gonna eat I'm going to gain weight again

I don't wanna

Why it's always 105 pounds instead of 88 or 77?

[marcelinesghost13]

[puppetboysx3]

I had plans today but now im stuck in bed because my heart is giving me issues and if I stand up ill faint

[dominioncharael]

I feel like recently I’ve just been trying so hard to ignore this part of me, and it has NOT been doing me well. I thought if I ignore the issue, maybe it won’t be as bad. Obviously I was wrong. I feel like it makes me so sensitive to the smallest things and I just end up looking like some idiot. I don’t know what to do, I apologize.

[babiezomb]

being so tired that caffeine wont do anything.

being so tired my eyes feel like they're gonna fall out.

being so tired i can feel my body falling asleep while im standing.

being so tired i grit my teeth to the point i feel they might crack.

being so tired im stuck in a daze and cant snap out of it.

being so tired and nothing can help.

[local-mechanical-monstrosity]

Sorry I'm not gracing you with a response, if I utter a word I'l be reminded how disgustingly gravely and deep my voice is

[lemememeringue]

been feeling bad lately

[ilikeyoshi]

guuuuuuess whooooooooooo cant sleep again because the warmth of my bed makes my goddamn foot itch like hell :)))))))

[vamprisms]

i feel like a lot of the 'i hate kids' crowd would be more tolerant if they understood that due to a kid's limited experience of the world that 4 hour flight might just be the longest they've ever had to sit still for or that trapped finger might literally be the most pain they've ever felt in their short life or they might not have ever seen a person with pink hair ever so of course they want to touch it or nobody's told them yet that they can't run around the museum and they only just learned cheetahs are the fastest animals so of course they want to put that to the test. how were they supposed to know etc etc.

[watasemasaru]

i'm tired but the fear

[honeypoms]

I am having a very bad day

The things that I was excited for disappointed me and now im overstimulated and i don't even have energy to cry and have tantrums even though i feel like i need those

And also my friend, that is kinda a father/big brother figure, my safe person (who also calls me his son) told me that he has other "kids" besides me and that made me irrationally sad because I wanted to feel special at least once, be someone's "THE person", someone to feel the same "I could never find another you" like i feel with them. And. I know that Im stupid for feeling those things, but im so upset and I hate myself for that and I don't even have anyone who can calm me down amd I feel so alone and sad and I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this!!!!!!!!!!!