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I hate clothes so much
#If it’s not the texture it’s dysphoria#I have like 2 outfits I can wear on a regular day out somewhere#I have one fancy outfit and I’m lucky to have that#I hate buying new clothes because I feel guilty and hate fast fashion with a passion and it’s expensive and ugly and feels bad on my skin#op shops are wonderful but then I feel like people will think I want to shop there because it’s “trendy”#I don’t like repeating my outfits but if I don’t wear the exact same thing I feel Bad and Weird and Wrong#And I don’t have time to go to op shops and nothing is open anyway because it’s Easter#Anyway 👍#I hate shopping#i I hate clothes#I hate shopping I hate everything#Tw vent#I guess it’s a vent#Even though I feel stupid because it shouldn’t be something I worry about this much
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i am not immune to sidestep hg sibling au
The truth of his actual relationship with HG is kept secret and is only privy to Jake and Nocturne. Same old broody yearner, but his brother makes him put up an act of an affable and charismatic lieutenant to get in the good graces of their accomplices and keep them in check.
He makes sure his brother's threads' integrity remain intact for threaded individuals, and tempts unthreaded ones with ideas of sedition/treachery/etc. to test their loyalty and dealing with them properly if they fail.
I'm imagining a rivalry of sorts for HG's favor between him and Jake with some underlying sexual tension (flirting on each other to get on each others' nerves, the works). HG finds it amusing but, ultimately, it doesn't really go anywhere (Jake's threads makes sure of that).
Damien himself has grown tired of the his life and wanted to break free, but it went horribly wrong the first—and last—time he tried* almost a decade ago. He's practically resigned to his fate until he meets Charge once more who thought he was legitimately planning to betray HG and proposes a partnership between them.
*sidestep days (never showed his face); heartbreak; kidnapped by the farm; eventually escaped and found by HG
(idrk where i'm going with this i just wanted to draw wearing something fancier than a pair of jeans lol)
#fhr#fallen hero#sidetep#damien becker#my art#art#fhr au#?? i guess#he hates his clothes#it's all so tight and stiff but he gets paid more if he keeps putting up appearances#he needs the money to keep funding his coffee shop after all#YES A COFFEE SHOP THAT ALSO SELLS FLOWERS NEAR THE DOG PARK THIS AU HAS EVERYTHING#jk jk#who the fuck is chamber valorant (jk again)
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If you're in need of judaica, you can not sleep on going to thrift, antique, and consignment stores. There are some things you just won't be able to thrift, but going to these stores has given me pretty much every bit of judaica that supports me. I feel like it's a great good luck omen to get these things that are (often) older than you - it's magical.
Anyway, I just got a bread box for my challah and shabbos candlesticks - almost everything in the background was also received secondhand, too!
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#i really want to stain the bread box because i have ideas about making it beautiful and jewish#my most boomer take is that i hate online shopping and only use it when i have no other options#it's not the same to buy judaica that's brand-new or the latest model or whatever#i don't know the dates of everything i've got but i know my chanukiah is over twice as old as me#and it's likely older than my father is#and that's what i love about getting judaica in this way. there's something more holy about getting something like this with a story#suddenly i feel it's a solemn privilege to own something so old and beautiful#plus the antique store i got this from had SO many candlesticks and rotary phones???#yes i dialed numbers on those phones. it's really fun and satisfying#i'm asking my dad about wood staining because i really want to make my ideas reality#i want it to be a nature/mountain aesthetic but with jewish motifs
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They’re together now 💜💙
Thank you @tukimi-no-tango ✨
#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#rain code spoilers#master detective archives spoilers#yuma kokohead#makoto kagutsuchi#makoyuma#sadly don't have a good place to put it right now#but I'm happy I finally got motivated to put them together#they arrived like 3 weeks ago I just couldn't build it ;w;#anyway I'm so happy to have my first raincode merch!#had to repost bc tumblr hated me before w the tagging -_-
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Hot take Christian Borle Orin isn't that good
He sounds so. Bored :(
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#dw you’re not alone#look i got a tag for it n everything#cborle hate#little shop of horrors#confession#lsoh stage show
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anyone else hate long distance relationships and lack of consistent feelings on their part
#this is gonna be long in the tags sorry#and for the record. everything im going to say in here is on Me and not on my girlfriend and i know the solution is TALK TO HER#but can i have a minute to just. say it#okay. so im long distance with my girlfriend and we've been long distance (5hrs drive) the whole time#we've been together almost 9 months and in that time we've seen each other 4 times.#once in may once for halloween once for thanksgiving and today/yesterday for NYE#the longest trip of any of these was a tuesday night- sunday morning. so like. four full days of being together#but interspersed with family bc it was thanksgiving#okay. so just setting the stage#i love hanging out. i love hanging out on the couch or doing random shit like walkin around a town or grocery shopping with her#like i love being introduced to her friends and family as her partner and doing likewise to my people#like i love hanging out with her forever#but like. UGH my issue is like. any. kind of intimacy beyond literally like cuddling and holding hands?#like lack of consistency on my part. like okay sometimes kissing is fine and we're talking like a peck on the lips and then sometimes#im like. no i dont. want to do this. and obviously im not being Forced to if i asked her to not she would respect that!!#i like the Idea of kissing and sometimes i do enjoy a little peck but sometimes im like not. into it.#and then like. we've been together for a while we've Talked about sex and stuff but we have not had it yet. haven't gotten anywhere close#to it yet#like i like the idea of having sex with her but if i was faced with the reality of that right now i would freak out like just get. really#stressed? panic??? and there's no trauma in my past. i haven't ever had any kind of sex i have no trauma associated#with anything. like i would just. freak out a little. and we wouldn't have sex and that would be fine but. idk.#i dunno if i'm like. ace or something or it's just still too New of a relationship to do that? because despite being togehter for 9 months#when you've had literally less than two weeks of full days together in that time#it feels really fuckin new#i dunno man.#i'm just afraid that im just. idk not built for a relationship.#she was drunk and wanted to snuggle when we went to sleep last night and it stressed me out because i hate not being able to move when#im asleep. i told her this she gave me my room that was fine. but like man. i am never gonna want to snuggle like that#i still dont love kissing#like. for my house. okay i have very specific ideas of what i want my space to look like and feel like
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My current job is seasonal just below full-time and ends Dec 31st, with my hours being cut down starting in November. My boss recommended that I apply for the office manager position a couple towns over which is up to a $5/hr pay increase but also a lot more responsibility, and I’d have to move. I don’t want to throw away the progress I’ve made here but this organization also has its fair share of problems and I’ve never had an office manager position before.. kinda freaking out because this is my shot at moving up the ladder and getting out of my parents house. Also idk if they want me to finish my term here or start the new position asap, in which case I’d have to commute back to my current location to finish up some craft fair responsibilities. I’m afraid to make a mistake and stretch myself too thin, or to let this opportunity pass me by.
#auaughgugh I mean if I’m endorsed by my boss and her boss my chances are pretty good right???#but what if everything goes wrong and I hate it#it’s a lot of responsibility I’m used to being told what to do#it involves managing a gift shop visitor center and campground
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can argue to death with me about how age restrictions on youtube are necessary but i will be DAMNED before i say Hinds Hall deserved to be age restricted. average american child on youtube can listen to H*rbu D*rbu (censoring in hopes to avoid algorithm engagement with the song) which is IOF praising genocidal propaganda, and- big fucking shocker- its not age restricted. i’m 100% sure the only reason Hind’s Hall was restricted was to deliberately suppress and avoid the spread of the song.
#tauto talks#i know damn well that it doesn’t matter that it’s songs in different languages shit in arabic is not free from age restrictions just because#it would not take a kid much leg work for someone to find an english translation if they wanted it#pop culture has an inseparable impact on the public perception of so fucking much and it sucks to say but i bet some people hadn’t had#everything delivered in a way that made them care#macklemore has a weird history of social activism in his music i apologize every day for making fun of him in highschool for thrift shop#like his song kevin does a lot to tackle americas overprescription to addiction to jail or death pipeline#it is sympathetic to the experience of an addict in ways a lot of people generally in society are not#this song did a bit to turn perspective to industries at fault and not the individual suffering#so watching hinds hall be age restricted? feels deliberate. as every move of suppression has felt#feeling particularly full of grief and hate today because i graduate soon#i can only think of every writer like me who did not get to see the stage like i will and it aches#stories the world will never see because it removed the chance#it’s almost like the youth of america are some of the most vibrant and opinionated and energetic parts of the population. youth affords time#change spreading like wildfire cannot be put out as fast as it grows#keep burning#free palestine#palestine#gaza genocide#free gaza#eyes on rafah#eyes on sudan#eyes on congo#eyes on darfur#liberate the world#hoping a swift but painful death to colonization
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The air in the back of the flower shop was thick with the earthy scent of soil and the faint, sweet aroma of blooms. Light filtered through the single high window, casting warm golden streaks over the workbenches and walls. Davout worked methodically, his steady hands carefully transferring love-in-a-mist into terracotta pots, patting the soil down around the delicate stems. Each movement was measured, precise, and practiced.
On the other side of the room, Murat was hunched over a bouquet in progress, his lips pressed into a determined line. The table before him was a chaotic display of blossoms, white poppies with their silky, papery petals; sprigs of laurestine; clusters of pale primroses; and a single peach blossom resting at the edge of the arrangement. Murat's brows were furrowed deeply, his fingers dancing over the stems as if the fate of the world hinged on their placement.
Davout finished with the love-in-a-mist, brushing soil off his hands and onto his apron. Straightening, he glanced across the room. His sharp gaze softened as it landed on Murat, his partner so consumed by his work that he seemed a different man entirely; subdued, almost fragile, as he stared at the bouquet with quiet unease.
"Murat," Davout called gently, not wanting to startle him. He took a step closer. "Are you alright?"
Murat barely glanced up, his usual vibrant energy muted. "I don't know.. I'm not sure if it looks good enough," he muttered, his voice low and edged with uncharacteristic doubt. His eyes flicked back to the bouquet, scanning the interplay of white and soft pinks, his hand hesitating over the peach blossom that sat apart from the rest.
Davout watched him for a moment, considering the arrangement and then Murat's expression. The subtle slump of his shoulders, the way he gently tapped his finger against the table— it was rare to see him like this. Murat's flamboyance and confidence were like a second skin, yet here he was, vulnerable in a way Davout didn't often get to see. Murat glanced over his shoulder at Davout momentarily. "It has to be perfect," he insisted, a faint quaver in his tone.
Wordlessly, Davout's gaze drifted back to his own bench, to the freshly potted plants. His eyes lingered on the yellow carnations for a moment before he moved on. Instead, he selected a stem of ambrosia and a sprig of arnica, finding that their textures and colors complimented the bouquet's softness.
He crossed the room with quiet footsteps, tucking the ambrosia into the arrangement with practiced ease, its delicate blossoms filling a subtle gap. The arnica followed, its golden hues bringing warmth to the cooler tones of the laurestine and primroses. Davout adjusted the stems slightly before using his free hand to brush a stray lock of hair from Murat's face. "You're overthinking," Davout said gently, "It's beautiful."
Murat's eyes scanned the bouquet, lingering on the new additions. Slowly, his furrowed brow relaxed, and the tightness in his shoulders eased. He looked up at Davout, a faint, sheepish smile tugging at the corner of his lips. "You always know how to fix things," Murat murmured, his voice soft, almost teasing but filled with affection.
Davout leaned closer, his steady hands finding Murat's jaw, his calloused fingertips warm against Murat’s skin. He tilted Murat's face up slightly, his thumb brushing over the curve of his cheekbone. "Only when it's you," Davout said quietly, his words carrying an intimacy that needed no further explanation.
For a moment, The bouquet lay forgotten on the table between them. The warm, muted light of the shop seemed to fade into the background as the world shrank down to the two of them. Murat slowly moved his hand over Davout's, fingers brushing against the rough skin before settling. His touch was gentle, almost reverent, as if savoring the warmth of Davout's hand against his own. Davout, still cupping Murat's jaw, tilted his head slightly, leaning in to close the small gap between them. His breath warmed Murat's face, and their lips met.
#louis nicolas davout#joachim murat#murat x davout#murout#napoleonic era#napoleonic wars#my writing#i love yaoi#i write too much#why not post it#god this sucks though#flower shop au#oneshot#i dont fucking know#do we fw this#i hate everything
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i’m not crazy abt youtubers but like the 1 person that i just SEE & UNDERSTAND like 🤝 is drew gooden & its for the sole reason that he will Always find a way to feature runescape in a video, be it explicitly talking about osrs or slipping in a song from the soundtrack as background music
#runescape#stream#like ALSKALSKALKSLKSLAKALAJSLA#it’s soooo fucking FUNNY to ME bc ONTY OTHER DWEEBS LIKE ME WILL PICK UP ON IT IMMEDIATE#like i saw the fucking whatever video like ‘why does everything waste ur time now’ last night & i heard it come in it was like newcomers#melody or one of the ones from the falador area specifically like maybe more north east towards varrock but i Clocked It#like i haven’t actually played runescape w the sound on in girl idk YEARS like probably around rs3 / eoc release bc they made changes to the#old songs & i HATED it & i STILL DO but i loveeeeeee osrs#osrs <333333#‘i had to quit runescape’ so where did u get the video of u playing runescape in ur new house#BC U NEVER QUIT RUNESCAPE#still thinking abt brent from teahouse that literally brought in his lab top & would actively play on the clock#girl we were a bubble tea shop w 0 downtime but king was still going#i still see him log on sometimes it’s so fucking funny#he was also the 1 that told me that DI (DAVID) WANG IN HOUSTON TEXAS HE LIVES IN SUGARLAND FIRED ME & he was too much of a PUSSY to do it#HIMSELF or even TELL ME like he tried to shake my hand when i picked up my last paycheque like girl u were fully skimming me & i had to yell#at u to fucking get me my money like i hope he’s DEAD OR DYING !!!!!!!! FUCK U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!#all i know is he’s a landlord#he DEFINITEYL don’t got teahouse anymore 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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do you ever just. read other people's work and realize that your writing is shit? because that's where I'm at right now and it's debilitating.
not to be dramatic. i need desperately to get out of my own head.
#harringrove#this fandom is full of so much talent#it's hard not to compare yourself to others#and it sucks even more when you know that you've got your own flavor#your own feast to bring to the table#it just sometimes feels like other people are baking pies from scratch and I'm showing up to the gathering with something from the shop#idk#at this rate none of my WIPs will get finished because I just hate everything I'm writing right now#nothing is good enough#SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME OMG
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do you think I can live off of monster energy and the handful of blackberries I collect on the walk to and from school?
#asking bc my family is so broke rn i might not even get my allowance (for lunch) next week#and i used my allowance for last week to pay for my art class fee#its a school class i mean but you have to pay for supplies#and we have like... ketchup and milk and coffee and frozen fruits at home but i hate strawberries and pineapples#also im not buying any new monster to be clear! we got a flat last time we went shopping but its lasted longer than everything else#since im the only one who drinks them and im only allowed one a day (parents count)
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Sometimes i scroll thru a bunch of hate comments on an insta post trying to find at least one person saying that all the hate is insane but instead i just feel like i'm the one who's gone mad
#so i saw a vid of a 4'10 (!!!!) girl talking ab jeans that drag on the floor and she keeps stepping on them!#and it was like supposed to be a short relatable vid to push for engagement/reach bc her entire account is outfit inspo and style advice for#short/petite girls and like#tell me why all the comments were making fun of her and calling her a pickme and a y/n and the whole ''ooo you're so special''#like ????? hello. am i insane. am i the one who's insane here.#why all that hate for a girl who's just trying to find other girls who would relate to that and who would then#follow her and give her posts engagement.... like ? hello ????#are you guys aware short girls actually exist and they do in fact find it difficult to shop for clothes bc a lot#of brands will make clothing in proportion and so if you need a smaller size for your height#everything else will be smaller too and sometimes we need to sacrifice those jeans hems so we can pull them over our hips💀💀#also someone straight up said they're hating bc she ''makes being petite her whole personality and that's all she posts ab''#!?!??!?!?!?!?! THE POINT OF HER ACC IS HOW TO STYLE FOR A PETITE FIGURE ?!?!?!!?!?!??!!??!?!
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binghe is literally just whiny, dramatic, and lazy. like. the abyss is a BREEZE compared to going grocery shopping
#grocery shopping when everything fits into a tote bag: yay :3 yippie ^w^#grocery shopping when you need to get a paper bag: this time i'm really gonna do it#especially since the reason why it was so heavy was because i bought FLOUR and CHEESE#what am i a fucking MEDIEVAL PEASANT#ugh i hate walkable cities i wish i was an american driving a ford f150 everywhere#lbh#svsss#miao
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tomorrow is my first day back to work and I'm a lil nervous
I haven't been able to get anything written for here bc I've been trying to get a couple other things written (updating my Bill Cipher redemption fic and starting a Gyutaro x reader x Daki because I make poor life choices)
but I'm on light duty for a month, basically just sitting at the register checking people out, unable to do any stocking or anything bc I'm not allowed to lift anything over 15 pounds so I can't lift totes, bend much, or reach much, so I'm allowed to bring something to do in between customers... maybe I'll get some writing done? I feel as if I'll be slacking off bc that's how my brain works
but you know what, I kill myself for that store normally, I don't work full time simply because I can't afford medical insurance if I did, but even working only part time I give my all while I'm there, I'm not someone who slacks off. so if I'm healthfully and approvedly permitted to slack off and take it easy for a month, I guess I'll take it (... plus, I mean, I'll still be working, just light duty, it's not like I'll show up and get paid to do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, I'm still gonna be ringing out customers)
ANYWAY MY POINT IS-
get those last requests in! after I get home from work tomorrow, I'll be closing the askbox and won't open it back up till this batch is finished and I swear I mean that this time 😂
#mod post#should I have ordered Jessii Vee merch knowing I am not getting paid for two weeks bc I didn't work for two weeks ? maybe not#BUT DAMMIT THIS IS WHY I HAVE SAVINGS#'weirdness all the way ' button and YANA 'be kind' button and squishy pink gummi bear COME TO ME#... been uh. been doing a lot of impulse online shopping while I've been sitting at home bc idk it scratches a certain itch in my brain#and my mama has been nice enough to be buying most of my food when I usually buy my own just bc it's hard for me to walk around much rn#but I'm feeling a lot better physically I just get tired easily so hopefully I'm gonna be back to buying my own food soon#like I appreciate everything my mom and lil bro have been doing for me but MAN I don't like being UNABLE to do shit myself you know?#I took a shower this morning and it exhausted me and Mom had to be in there to help me the whole time in case I lost my balance or smth#it's better than it was the first week but I still hate feeling like I've temporarily lost some of my independence#I can't wait to shower by myself again and for it not to drain me#which is such a small thing to want and miss but like#OKAY TAG RANT OVER THIS RECOVERY IS JUST DRAGGING#I'm getting old tbh that's what it is I'm 30 and don't bounce back like I used to 😂😂😂😂
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