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#Tags from bisquid to true to be left in the tags#I always got in trouble for the reading assignments#Because by the time we were at chapter four#I had read the book four times#If not more depending on how bored i was#Meaningby the time the rest of the class reached a certain chapter#I had read that story weeks ago#And was both fuzzy on the details and when what happened#One time i accidentally spoiled my whole class#They were not happy#Or the dreaded 'everbody reads one paragraph' to ensure we all paid attention#Theres only so many times i can reread one page of text before i die of boredom#In 7th grade (i was like 14) i read through our whole textbook in the time it took the rest of the class to stumvle#Stumble through two chapters#But yeah i always was in trouble for not paying attention#(says the teacher to the undiagnosed ADHD child)#I got lucky with kne#One of my teachers#He tried tk get me with 'gotcha' questions just fo realize i actually had read the material just at a different speed#And whenever we had book assignments handed me the thickest most complicated book he could get away with handing to me#In an attempt to keep me occupied#It was very effective#Was one of the few teachers that recognized that it was the best course of action to just let me be#During writing assignments he gave others detailed instructions#And me just a vague theme#Bc otherwise i would simply Not Do Anything#I lost my point in the rambling#But i do need to add that i was the only child at my school that got detention and a note home for.... Reading in class#I think most of my teachers were just glad that i had chosen to do a silent thing#And let me get away with it
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Winterfell
#asoiaf#jonsa#jon snow#sansa stark#asoiaf art#my art#funny story actually#I read the books years ago when my dad borrowed them from the library#started shipping jonsa for a bit then totally forgot about asoiaf for years (I was aware they made a show but…yeah. never bothered)#fast forward to a week ago I’m lurking in the Oregon trail tag on ao3 and run across a great jonsa fic that got me thinking about them agai#this is how I envisioned them when I first read the books (I need to redo jon a bit lol)#bby me thought book!jon had a rather gangly crowish bearing/look and honestly I still like him better than the show version :P#character design
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#I had to go to a high school friend's funeral a couple weeks ago#the guy was like an older brother to me#he was only 23#I spent an hour alone in a room with his coffin just crying#wishing I had gotten to spend more time with him#Now because of that#I'm making sure to live my life exactly how I want to#I've had people tell me to “do the smart thing” and build a career#travel in short spurts etc#fuck that#I want to be the unemployed friend in all those memes#the guy who you don't hear from until you get a video from a glacial lake in the middle of the wilderness#and then a week later a picture from atop a mountain#I want to do cool shit#I want to have DAD LORE#stories to tell#people to tell them#mid life crisis at 22 is crazy but FUCK IT WE BALL#anyways my rambling is over if you're still reading this I'll give you a smooch
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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??
#okay incoming rant about this series#i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized#the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock#and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them#anyway#flashforward to a couple of weeks ago#i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it#and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it#to find out what the fuck happened afterwards#long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days#and i haven't stopped thinking about them since#it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book#i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards#i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence#truly character of all time#but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series#rather than before#make it a true enemies to lovers#and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it#like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong#i think it would have been very interesting to read#although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough#gallagher girls#okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series#my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it#and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi#nothing really happened#and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after
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At this point I've been prioritizing asks over my own ideas for so long that my post ideas list is starting to just be words that confuse me. What did I mean? What elaborate post was this going to be? I used to know.
#the spider sully reader story one had been confusing me for weeks now#because i hate reader storys#and then i realized it msutve jsut been a snarky post about me hating reader stories#anyways heres a peak into my brain and my process#right under this screenshot are notes for chapters of stories I have to finish because dear god#that last one though is from two days ago cause i was reading top gun fic again and thinking about the bar scene#god i love a found family top gun fic i could devour them 24/7 all the damn day#there is a military base near my house and it never usually affects life much because it's for research mainly but on my plane back#this week the whole of the us military got on the bus from the airport with me#and one of them had a cowboy hat strapped to his army bag and he told the bus driver they were here from texas and i sIGHED#pulled out my laptop and typed jake hangman seresin into a03#miles spider socorro#spider socorro#kiri sully#neteyam sully#nocorro#jake sully#tommy sully#miles quaritch#neytiri sully#tuktirey sully#norm spellman#tsu’tey#tsu'tey x norm#trudy chacon#melissa og#melissa on avatar (cameron)#melissa bullshit
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so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr 2.2#hsr spoilers#hsr leaks#the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am#i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before#but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one#so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days#it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me#but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and#gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it#and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story#not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know#but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game#anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :)#and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream#pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we#i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see-#-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out..#the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!)#i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!?#they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing#Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it#and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet#also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow.#that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!!#not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good#Seven.txt#viddy game stuff
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I’m currently very upset about the American healthcare system. Like I hope they know that they are making people actively sicker 🫶
#don’t read the tags if you don’t like skin related stuff although I’m not going into major detail but I felt like I should warn people an#anyway*#autumn rambles#so basically I had a regurlar cyst on my lower back which isn’t abnormal for me and wasn’t causing me any pain until like a week ago when I#say down on my bed but I did it in a way that I think made this minor cyst burst inside my skin and now it’s definitely infected because#the skin around it is swollen and red but my cat also recently got put down so I felt like such a burden that I didn’t want to tell my#parents but eventually the pain got so bad I caved and told my mom on Sunday night and today she called to try and figure out if I could go#to my primary care this week but since I haven’t been in three years (which I know sounds bad but I see my other two doctor every six#months PLUS I have my double infusion every month so I’m fucking burnt out on seeing doctors so yeah I’m not going to go to my yearly#appointment like I’m supposed to because I’m fucking tired of it PLUS my primary care goes through doctors like crazy and I was tired of#having to explain my life story every time I go to get a regular check up)#but anyway since it’s been 3 years I have to fill out a new patient form in their office before they can even let me know if they have an#appointment available this week like how fucked is that??? why can’t I fill it out before my appointment???#also they had the audacity to say to go to urgent care when the whole reason I called my doctors office is because my info is all there in#the system where as the urgent care people are likely going to have no access to my medical history and they won’t know anything about my#chronic conditions#I’m just so mad because the cyst hurts so fucking bad right now#I had to put a bandaid on it because it’s slightly beginning to burst and I’m terrified of taking the bandaid off#I’m just so torn on what I want to do#like I need to suck it up and go to urgent care but we need the car to get there and my dad has plans tomorrow night and Wednesday is#thanksgiving prep and I hate feeling like this huge burden#it’s the middle of the night rn so I can’t do anything about it and I’m just sad#like I should have stopped being a baby and went after supper but the cyst didn’t hurt as bad then
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and btw im in my hater arc rn. as time goes on the more i find a lot of 'fandom' stuff insufferable (i like art n stuff. just the way that fandom refits every media to fit a single mold and set of boring archetypes is exhausting.)
i just get really easily annoyed lately. and have been unfollowing people on a whim a lot. its not personal i promise
#fandom culture has made me actively dislike shit i was fixated on a year ago. looking at your ninja turtles#its not even like what they were doing were particularly offensive it was just exhaustingly boring#im sorry i just really dont care about ur 2 million fics about leo being a sadboy. or one million seperated aus.#theres definetly a part of the whole situation in general which has been me coming to terms with my own internalized misogny#actively re-examining my tendencys to gravity towards male characters#idk maybe its making me dislike art more. but idk. ive always analyzed why i react certain ways to certain things. this isnt new for me#anywaays. i had been following a bunch of ninja turtle blogs and they sorta kept messing around with shows like ninjago too#and at some point i was just like. i dont know if these shows are actually that good guys. i think youjust like shows for little boys#and fandoms tend to shaft female chars so it sure helps that their casts are 98% male .#maybe theyre not your blorbo maybe theyre just Guy McAverageMan. thats not inherently bad but you have to consider it.#guys rottmnt is isnt even that good . its not that good ok. its alright/pretty good. and the movie does a few neat things#i feel like ive become one of those people that turn 18 and then immediately go 'minors dni'. im not there yet but i just.#we're watching kids shows. its ok . you can say it.#you may have noticed ive been reblogging a lot of dungeon meshi stuff. i read it all over the past week.#but here's the thing. i thought it was mid/good for like 70% of it.#i think its got some really really cool worldbuilding ideas and stuff#but i think a lot of the writing was sorta. uninteresting to me.#my discord friends have been raving over izutsumi for months.#but i found her presence in the story to be weird and underdeveloped. she felt out of place and her introduction felt clumsy#i felt when the story was ramping up the manga got a lot better. because again theres some rlly cool ideas at play#all the shit with the lion? incredible. the way all the infighting led to more problems bc the elves refuse to explain anything? rlly good.#marcille landing in power? reallly good shit. (i still thought it was a lil undercooked still tho)#i cant stop thinking about laios in that climax scene. i think he shouldve been feral a lot more often#uhh. i got distracted. fandom bad and annoying.#saw a post talking about marcille realizing izutsumi is only 17 and then describing how 'omg shes a mom now' and i wanted to throw up#im done. i swear. im done talking for real. aagh#text
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The company i fly with has free wifi but Only to send messages so i could only connect to whatsapp and ask my roommate to entertain me. I asked them to send me enstars song lyrics lmao. Until the pain from the altitude pressure hit and i couldnt do shit anymore...
#i started writing down the outline for some oc stories#read a few more chapters of the novel i started a few weeks ago but had to put on pause due to school#it was a really long flight lmao
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"As fate would have it, Cusack had fallen in love with a tall, laconic actor called Jeremy Irons, who was starring in Godspell just down the road. It was a case of opposites attracting. 'He was so elegant and refined,' she recalls. ('She was so Irish and wild and seemed to embody everything I wasn't,' he said.)
[...] Sam was born less than 10 months after Cusack's mother died of heart disease in 1977 ('I think he was conceived the night before she died. I like the thought of their two souls mingling'). 'The combination of all those emotions was just too much to deal with,' she says quietly. She recognises now that, for at least six months, she suffered from severe post-natal depression, undiagnosed at the time. Her work and her husband got her through — 'Jeremy has always been my greatest support'".
Sunday Independent, 30 July 2006
#they are not real#their story is the plot of a movie or a play or I don't know what but they are certainly not real people#'I think he was conceived the night before she died' oh why do you hate me so sinead cusack#tears are literally streaming down my face as I type this#like#her call my bluff clips from 1977 were uploaded on youtube a week ago#you cannot force me to watch that little bubble of joy#and then remind me of all the suffering and pain she would go through in less than a year's time please lord I am not strong enough#my baby girl#and JER#he was on the radio in may going on about waterland and what a hard shoot that was#because she had to ugly cry in front of him during a scene and he. could. not. stand. her. pain.#he just BURST INTO TEARS EACH TIME and had to call everything off#JUST IMAGINE THE THOUGHTS IN HIS LITTLE HEAD#ooooooooh he knows sooooooo much#I know no one's reading this but I had to free my soul from the angst and what better way to do it than pouring it all onto tumblr.com#'I like the thought of their souls mingling' and of course jeremy said something very similar about max and his dad#opposites and yet the same person you know what I mean??????#yes I'm totally normal about a pair of 75-year-old luvvie actors who spent their best years cheating on each other#these people will be my ruin
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#after a week of searching they found the body of a 22 year-old woman who was abducted by her ex boyfriend and killed.#she was supposed to graduate a few days ago#this whole week we had to read the media telling a disgustingly romanticized version of this story#reading the news is horrifying#journalists don't fucking know how to approach the subject the misoginy is so blatant#more than a hundred of women were killed in italy since the beginning of the year and no one is doing fucking anything#a woman gets killed every three days#and politicians aren't batting an eye#im so tired of this shit but most of all so angry#i was having an okay day now i feel like blowing something up or else I'll explode#worst thing is the men that keep going on with their bullshit 'not all men' rethoric#its exhausting#tw violence#tw femicide
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The people who were arguing that Trystan was an asshole for assuming MC would stay in Drakovia forever 🤡🤡🤡
#choices CoP#choices crimes of passion#choices#choices stories you play#playchoices#like I’m sorry but this is why I stay away from a lot of fanfic y’all write and also in general#bc y’all prove time and again that you can’t accurately understand or portray characters#I said that Trystan knows this - is unselfish - and wouldn’t ask MC to give anything up for him weeks ago#but so many of y’all were acting like you didn’t read book 1 and didn’t know who Trystan was at all#but maybe I’m being a bitch for pointing this out 🤷🏽♀️#guess I can’t squash the urge to say I told you so lol#that argument they had was stupid and MC was in the wrong idc idc#no one can convince me otherwise#and Trystan sweetie I’m so sorry no one deserves you ❤️#you deserve whatever you want and I hope you get it babe 😘#choices app#pixelberry studios#pixelberry
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#hello everyone how are you?#I hope everything is doing alright! from my part I can say life is treating me well lately#and I feel very light and okay#I am here mainly to get things straight#I saw an anon going around some other blogs talking about me#saying I am an hater and I shouldn’t be writing larry fics#I think this is the same anon that I blocked some weeks ago#because they told me I should not use Harry for clout (????)#and I want to say only one thing because I don’t care of defending myself on this website anymore and that is#it’s not clout and it’s not easy#being a (new) writer here is not easy because people don’t care what you do and there is definitely not clout around me#im not using harry to gain anything#if anything I am constantly questioning whether I am somehow good at writing silly stories and putting myself out there for people’s judg#*judgement. and I promise you it’s not always nice#especially when this place doesn’t like people who you don’t always agree with#especially when you are blocked by half of this side of fandom (larries because I had said something in the past that they didn’t like)#louies because im a larrie ergo I hate louis (???) and harries because i dont care about Harry as much as they do#so no I am not ashamed of writing and I am not ashamed of writing giving my characters#(that rarely have anything to do with H/L irl) thei#their names and physical features#and honestly people like you anon should definitely stop to play this stupid game of fandom police#deciding who can read what and who can write what#because this actions only affect new writers in the way that#they will be alienated. they will feel alienated#and this whatever this fandom is shouldn’t be about that#ever. you don’t know what people go through every fucking day#you definetely dont know how this sort of silencing mission you have going on#will affect people on the internet and their mental health#stop defending the imaginary people you think H/L are and start treating people in this fandom as actual human beings#and since you probably would like to know this: I am not currently working on any project because i am fucking scared of reaction like this
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Kweemon's evolution line.
Old art under cut
Kweemon's sea horse fairy evolution thing was inspired by the digimon I drew in the lower right corner. I drew these ones back in middleschool. the only real carry overs were the transparent fins and vaguely the head shape.
#digimon#digimon art#fan digimon#my art#artists on tumblr#I whould have scanned in the old drawing but i have no idea where it is owo“ the only thing i chould find of it was this image owo”#i really wish i chould find the page cuz i cant read their names in the image... i only know pekomon's name is pekomon cuz they were my#favorite xD#i drew the kweemon evolution line about a year ago... i just did it right before school so i never got around to posting it x'D#old art#redraw#kweemon's story is that they got seperated from their human partner in a cave in. kweemon waited at the cave in for days and weeks and#months. evenollty they left to care for themself with the conclushion that their partner had died. they ended up forming a camp for digimon#who lost their partners in the story i made for them. at one point thier partner who exited the cave from another exit and has been romeing#the lands ends up falling though the sky from being droped high up but their digivise reconects to kweemon and#kweemon fully digivolves to save em. it whould be a whole animatic if i chould xD
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(pitch voice) Do you like character-driven fantasy with bittersweet romance? Well, then the Shattered Kingdoms trilogy might be something for you! (pitch end) Jachad, Lahlil / The Shattered Kingdoms (c) Evie Manieri
#illustration#book art#evie manieri#blood's pride#the shattered kingdoms trilogy#shattered kingdoms spoilers#jachad#lahlil#jachad nisharan#jachi#meiran#the mongrel#manieri is a highly underappreciated author (in my opinion)#I borrowed the first book from the library several years ago and really really enjoyed it; but they did not have the rest of the series#so I thought to simply buy the full story for myself - only to learn that it was basically impossible to get a hold of in my country#and thinking the missing books might come back in stock I decided to wait; cue me finding out the situation got even worse after a few year#so in the end I had to order second-hand versions from overseas and then the first package got lost and I had to order again and then#the first package showed up (sigh) but I figure it's better to have two books too many than two books missing#but anyway I got 'em and I finished reading them a few weeks ago but now I just keep pulling the books off the shelf to stare at them#I even have one on my desk right now 'as reference' but I'm considering letting it stay there as a calming factor#I don't know what's wrong with me. maybe waiting and wanting to finish a series for several years finally broke me.#it's not a perfect story or anything and I was a bit disappointed that some story lines were completely dropped#but I still got what I wanted from it so. count your eggs or whatever that saying is.#also I'm so sick and tired of this image#'let's draw something easy and fun!' I thought. 'let's make something colourful!'#'let's make everything ORANGE'
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whispers go watch blue eye samurai on netflix
#i will say there is lots of gore and a good handful of nudity and sex so dont watch if you're not into any of that#like it is def an adult story but of course using animation as a beautiful way to tell it#animation is a vehicle for storytelling!!!!! and is suitable for lots of things!!!! especially this one which is amazing and wonderful and#they do so will in linking things together and using japanese traditions and costuming and settings and storytelling for such vivid#and expressive imagery and character arcs and everything aaaa just go watch it#it has a lot of themes that i really love exploring and reading/watching so i was drawn to it when i first saw the trailer weeks ago but#i finally had the time to sit down and watch it; i watched it with my partner who enjoyed it a lot as well#day in the life of the lamp
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