#MY BABY COUSINS I GOT TO SPEND TIME WITH THEM 😭😭 I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
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Resurrection day and cc!Tommy’s birthday and a good writing day and getting to spend time with baby cousins?? All on the same day???
#this was a very fun day :D#THE KING IS RISEN!!!!!!! YES!!!!!#listened to Christ And Christ Crucified earlier today—absolutely amazing song fantastic just wonderful just incredible one of my favorites#I actually heard it for the first time a year ago exactly! it was during the Easter service my church does :)#but yes amazing song amazing DAY Jesus is ALIVE!!!!#I actually didn’t realize it was Tommy’s birthday until today XD#can’t believe he’s 19 now oh my gosh :0#hope he had a good day :)#and writing okayokay; this past week has been pretty busy for me so I didn’t have as much time to write as I usually do#which has been a little frustrating#but I ended up writing over 1K words in about an hour (which was surprising sjsvsjdbwksvsi) and it felt… really really good#especially because I worked on two stories that I’ve been stuck with for a while. it was soooo nice to have inspiration for those again#me and a ton of family members all met up today to celebrate easter/hang out#MY BABY COUSINS I GOT TO SPEND TIME WITH THEM 😭😭 I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#the youngest wanted me to read him a book (twice!!) and held onto my finger as he looked for plastic eggs outside and he just apsgsiagsskshw#and the oldest wanted me to play with her and she gave me a flower and said it was a BFF flower 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#my heart exploded#I love my baby cousins SO DARN MUCH#but anyway allll this to say: today has been good. really fun and kinda busy but really really good#my post#rambling in tags#I AM FILLED WITH SO MUCH HAPPINESS AND LOVE AND JOY
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Okay but imagine Leon having a hispanic/latino s/o? Like him being introduced to their family at parties and having to memorize all the cousins, him falling in love with all the aspects of their culture. Also i feel like he would love gustavo cerati???? Coming from a latina (boricua y dominicana) this has me kicking my feet and giggling!! Ly 💗!! - 🐚
Hi! This is the first time someone claimed an emoji! I feel so excited, hehe.
And I just noticed I often reply to these asks with just my thoughts not knowing if any of you want a whole fic 😭 If you want one let me know ‘cause I'm dense.
Regarding Gustavo Cerati… you're so real 🐚 anon. In fact, I'm preparing a post which is basically hispanic music I think Leon would like. And let me tell you, there are A LOT OF Cerati's songs. If you guys want to share your thoughts/suggest some artists or songs you're welcome to do so. 🙏🏻
Anyway, I could definitely see Leon being overjoyed dating someone hispanic/latino.
The term itself is really broad, so I'm going to leave the details of the culture as ambiguous as I can so everyone can imagine their own.
leon kennedy x gn reader (reader speaks spanish)
Leon himself isn't someone who actually got to spend his childhood and younger years next to a family, or at least a loving one. So, when he met you, he slowly discovered your upbringing and how beautiful your culture was.
It started with little things. When you first mentioned Leon where you come from, he'd search for one thing he really enjoys—music! He fully believes art is the door to a culture, so there's nothing better than getting to know your country by its artists and songs.
He'd need to translate them, though. He barely knows how to say hello in another language. But then again, he tries his best to actually engage in your culture and show genuine interest.
While he navigates through the songs, typical dances, and festivities, the next step is obvious. As your relationship gets more serious, you'd tell him that your family wants to meet him. He isn't scared, not all. He's actually really excited at the prospect of meeting your relatives and taking such a serious step with you.
However, he is nervous about something.You had previously told him that your family was big, and while it didn't bother him, he isn't confident about his ability to remember names.
Poor boy would be the target of your family's teasing. As soon as he enters your home, some of your relatives would give him a pat on his back, seeing how nervous he is. The whole experience would be overwhelming but in a good way.
You'd introduce him to every family member. He'd say his name as best as he could (He asked you to teach him a bit of Spanish, to at least impress some of your relatives).
Very basic and broken Spanish: “Hola yo me llamo Leon, ¿Cómo estás tú?” Baby is trying his best, and everyone could see how much respect he holds for their culture and language.
He's really respectful in every aspect you could think of. When the little mingling comes to an end and hunger starts to brim in each one of your relatives, Leon would be delighted to try everything.
As soon as he starts eating, there are two outcomes. A) He really likes the food. B) He doesn't like it. For the first scenario, he'd devour the plate. Having something prepared with so much seasoning and love was something foreign to him. He'd whisper and ask you to tell your mom if he could fetch himself another serving. He's too shy for his own good.
For the latter, he'd still remain as respectful as he could. It's okay not to like certain things, and while he tries to finish his plate your family would joke about how he couldn’t handle the spice (even if it wasn't spicy in the first place.)
His favorite activity to do with your family is to see your childhood photo album. They would pull out embarrassing photos of yourself, but he'd think you look lovely. In moments like these, he gets to bond with your family even more, feeling himself blending with them and being part of a family he always longed for.
Overall, Leon would find himself falling in love with you and your culture. No matter how different it's from his own upbringing, he'd be honored to share moments getting to know everything about your country.
#I imagine re2r leon for this one#leon kennedy x reader#leon kennedy x you#leon kennedy#leon kennedy fluff#leon s kennedy#resident evil#— ࣪ ⊹ 💌 ruby's askbox#: ・ 。. 🐚 anon
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babiesnownetwork The series premiere of The Pulse aired last night on sim.TV. It's an all new talk show hosted by Orange Bailey-Moon who, until now, has been out of the spotlight. The network put a lot into hyping up this show and getting everyone talking about him, but unfortunately, his debut was greatly overshadowed by excitement over his first guest, Nick Wilkinson, who is not a fan of this network. In the interview, he said, "you'll know when you know," regarding when the couple will have children. Will that stop us from gathering evidence? Absolutely not! We'll be seeing you, sir!
delperro Don't be salty, BNN. I've been asking them for years to give my poor children a playmate or two. I've just come to terms with them being teenagers by the time Melany has her first baby. 😭
blue-eyed-diva It was a good interview. Nick is an affable guy. I think him and his wife are co-dependent though. The amount of time they spend together is unhealthy.
nissanissa YOU GOT ONE MORE TIME!! KEEP ON!
noreallyimkaren I watched that show! It was so enjoyable. This actor is getting really popular I see.
rubberbandshan he kept mentioning being the only child but what about cousins?? i feel so single when he's on the screen...but i love seeing him on my screen...in a completely respectful way!!
sweetsexy He's so dreamy. I'm still on cloud 53 after he recognized me on national TV. 😍
nissanissa HE DON'T KNOW YOU!! The only thing he recognized was how desperate and ignorant you are!!
klassy Nick is such a cool cucumber. I don't want to be another person rushing them, but I too can't wait to see their babies. 🤭 #sorrynotsorry @themelanyp
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Could I request a one shot.
James and Dave have been together for a long time. James is ready for children and wants to talk to Dave about adopting. But Dave comments about not wanting any children when they're out for dinner with friends. Which makes James wonder if he should even bring up the conversation.
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Pairings: Dave/James
Note: this got me thinking about the boys as dads and omg my heart 😭🥺
James isn’t usually the one that babysits.
He’s usually working or busy; he’s never been the default.
But a frantic call this morning from Lars on his day off had him hopping in the car before he could even think.
Lars doesn’t work anymore since he got Rosa, Kirk is the breadwinner in their house, so it was unusual for Lars to call up and say he needed a babysitter.
But James doesn’t mind.
He bounces his knee as the television whirs in the background, the little toddler giggling on his knees as her chubby hands hook into his tshirt.
He pulls a face at her, sticks his tongue out, and she laughs some more, cheeks going red.
It makes James’ heart flutter, and spending the day with her has made him realise how much he’d like his own children.
He thinks he’d make a great dad. Dave definitely would.
He can already imagine a little boy or girl curled up in Dave’s arms as he sings them a lullaby, making sure they knows he loves them. James knows he’s ready for a kid. He’s fucking thirty two. But he and Dave haven’t really spoken about kids for a while.
It would be a big step, and James knows it would take a long time before they even adopt - Kirk and Lars had to wait over a year before they adopted Rosa.
She giggles again and he gently pinches her cheek.
“You’re cute, aren’t you?” he says, watching her eyes widen as he speaks, her hands gripping harder into his tshirt.
He bets she’d like a cousin. He thinks they’d get along well. He really hopes for a boy, but knows he’d just be as happy with a girl.
Sometimes he doubts himself, that maybe he’d end up like his father, but it reminds him of the many conversations he’s had with Dave. Dave always tells him he’s a better man than his dad ever was, that there’s not one instance where Dave has ever doubted that.
“Da?” Rosa says, and James laughs, pulling her onto his hip as he stands up.
“No, your dads are out. They’ll be home soon,” he says before putting her in her high chair.
She babbles happily, slapping her hands on the tray.
He bends, boops a finger on her nose to make her laugh.
“Can you say uncle James?”
She blows a raspberry at him, and he sighs. It was probably a long shot anyway. She’s not long started talking.
He grabs a pot of baby food out of the fridge and a spoon, the domesticity making him swoon.
God, he just wants this to be his life. He wants waking up at three am and warming up milk bottles and changing dirty diapers.
He so desperately wants a kid, he knows he’s ready.
He gets some food on the spoon before bringing it to her face, but she scrunches her little nose up, turning away.
“Well we can definitely tell who your dad is, huh?” he says, laughing as he tries again, only for her to make a few unhappy noises, pushing his hand away.
James sighs, instead trying to use the spoon as an airplane.
That grabs her attention, and she watches as he soars the spoon through the air, plane noises rumbling from his chest.
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They go to dinner the next night. A double date they’ve not done since Rosa was born, and Lars spends the whole time checking his phone.
Dave sits next to James, their shoulders brushing as he gives an amused glance. They’ve mostly finished their dinner, just picking at the last few bits, and Dave’s got his hand slung around James’ back, keeping him close.
“Lars you need to lighten up,” Dave says, taking a swig of his soda.
Lars scrubs a hand over his face, glancing at his own husband before saying “I just worry. You’ll understand when you have kids.”
Dave laughs, moving to pat James’ thigh softly. James sniggers, popping a fry in his mouth.
“That won’t be happening any time soon.”
James blinks. It takes him a moment to realise what Dave just said. Maybe Dave isn’t ready yet. He guesses he could maybe wait a bit longer. He doesn’t like Dave’s tone though. Why is he talking about it like they’ve already discussed it?
“D’you not want kids then?” Kirk asks, whacking at Lars’ arm when Lars attempts to look at his phone again.
Dave shakes his head, not even bothering to look at James.
“No way. I love my life the way it is. I don’t want kids ruining that.”
James stares intently at the table for a moment.
Dave doesn’t want kids. How did he not think that was important information to tell him?
The last time they talked about it, really talked about it, Dave just said it was something he had to think about. But that was when they were like twenty eight.
“You don’t want kids?” slips out of his mouth before he can stop himself, glancing up to watch Dave’s expression startle.
Dave just looks back at him, his hand falling away from James’ leg, and James suddenly feels cold.
Silence claims them, and James can feel his heart twist as it drags on. He never thought Dave would say no. He never thought Dave wouldn’t want more with him.
They could have a little family. It’s all he’s ever wanted, and he wants to share that with the love of his life.
He watches Dave’s adam’s apple bob, his eyes flickering over James’ face before James finally looks away.
He wants to go home.
He doesn’t want to look at Dave right now.
The rest of the dinner is awkward as they split the bill and go their separate ways, and the car ride home is silent.
Dave drives home, hands white knuckling at the wheel, and James keeps his eyes out the window.
When they get home, he’s out the car before Dave can say anything, unlocking the door before stepping into their empty house.
Their empty house that’s too big for just the two of them. The weight of Dave’s words settle heavy on his chest and his eyes feel suddenly wet.
Fuck he really needs to get himself together.
“James-“ Dave says, but James just shakes his head, and he doesn’t know if it’s the anger or the alcohol, but suddenly he’s talking and he can’t stop.
“Why didn’t you ever tell me?” he says. “Why did you make that decision before you even spoke to me?”
“It’s my decision,” Dave spits back, closing the front door. “If I don’t want kids, then that’s up to me.”
“But it’s not just your decision, Dave,” James cries, running a hand through his hair. “This is our life. Ours. You can’t just make decisions like that for me. We have to want the same thing.”
“So what? Because I don’t want kids you’re gonna break up with me?” Dave roars, stepping forwards, face red.
“It’s not that simple,” James says, shaking his head. “I just wish you’d talked to me about it.”
Dave scoffs, pulling his boots off. James longs for a beer, but he knows more alcohol isn’t going to fix this. He needs to be adult about this. He’s got to stand his ground. He sits down on the couch, swallows thickly.
“Don’t you ever think about it?” he says, his voice softer now. He doesn’t look at Dave but he can feel eyes on him.
There’s a long pause before finally Dave sighs, sitting down next to James, though there’s still an air of tension that causes a distance between them.
“Of course I do,” Dave replies eventually.
“Then why are you saying no?”
Dave scrubs a hand over his face before turning to James, tries to meet his eyes, but James keeps his gaze on the floor.
“Don’t you think our life is perfect just the way it is?” he says.
“I love our life,” James says, wiping at his eyes before any tears can slip down. “But I want more.”
“Am I not enough for you?” Dave says, his voice close to a sob, and James’ eyes snap up with panic.
“It’s not like that,” he says, reaching over to tentatively tuck a piece of hair behind Dave’s ear. “You know you mean everything to me.”
Dave sniffs, searching James’ eyes.
“You want a kid that bad?”
James just nods, his throat feeling raw and closed off.
This is it. This is gonna be a dealbreaker. But he can’t let Dave go. Maybe having kids isn’t worth it.
Dave gives a stuttering sigh, head tilting back as he blinks rapidly.
“But we both work? How could we make that work?”
“You can still work and have a baby,” James says.
“Well Lars doesn’t,” Dave points out.
“That’s because Lars made the choice not to, not because he can’t. We can still keep our jobs. I’d just go part time or something,” James says.
Dave nods, and James tries to grasp ahold of him before he slips away, quietly putting a hand on Dave’s knee.
“And we have a spare room,” Dave says, to which James nods quickly.
“But don’t you think I’m gonna be an awful dad?” Dave says after a moment, breaking eye contact.
“Is that why you don’t want a baby?” James asks, not quite believing what he’s hearing. Dave would make a great dad. He’s soft and caring and incredibly kind, he’s already amazing with Rosa when she comes to stay with them.
“Yes and no,” Dave says, rubbing at his eyes.
“Dave,” James starts, watching as Dave’s eyes flick to his. “There’s no one else I’d want to do this with. You’d make a great dad, I don’t doubt that for a second.”
Dave gives a small smile, and James moves his hand to instead encircle Dave’s waist.
“Okay,” Dave says, leaning into James’ touch, resting his head against James’ shoulder. “We can look into it.”
“You mean that?” James asks, tries to get a look at Dave’s face.
Dave nods and gently reaches up to kiss James’ lips softly. James makes a surprised noise but kisses back.
“I love you,” Dave says when he pulls away. “And I want you to be happy.”
“I don’t want to force you. You mean more to me than adopting,” James says, because he doesn’t want to twist Dave’s arm into something so serious. Dave has to want this too.
“You’re not,” Dave says, thumbing gently at James’ chin, keeping him close. “Sometimes I can picture you with a baby in your arms, and it makes me happy.”
James smiles, arms moving to wrap around Dave’s neck.
“I guess I just didn’t want to face us growing up. And I didn’t want to make a definite decision,” Dave says.
“That’s okay,” James replies. “I’m not asking you to make such a big decision right now. I just want you to be open to it. We’re not getting any younger.”
Dave laughs.
“Speak for yourself.”
James cackles, and Dave quickly shuts him up, kissing him hard.
#metallica fanfiction#asks#dave/james#james hetfield/dave mustaine#james hetfield x dave mustaine#metallica fic
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Pinky promise I will write more for the concept of turning homophobic dude into your puppy and breeding bitch as soon as I have time. I also wanted to write you something for your birthday but I genuinely don't have time at all 😔
Since my co-worker is on vacation and we only work one shift (aka mine) I am swarmed the entire day and I have cried from stress nearly every day this week and I basically never cry. Also I had customer yell at me and threaten me two days ago and I was certain he would attack me?? He might've if another customer didn't walk in and it was for his mistake too. And when I tried to tell him that and offer to correct it, he got worse. Thankfully my manager is really nice and he told me I could've called him and police and that I should next time.
I really miss being here and every day and interacting with people but like...I barely see my dog because most of them home is spent sleeping. And the play I'm in is in like two weeks and I didn't have time or energy to properly learn my lines yet and we're supposed that have rehearsals before work next week and ngl I feel like throwing myself off of the building. (And I didn't even start with my final paper for college). Also I had bit of a cold and hell of a sore throat, I could barely speak and it hurt to swallow :((
There was so much I wanted to talk about and comment on but I literally don't have energy to type and I wish I could psychically send my thoughts to my phone. I hope you're doing better than I am though ✨🫶🏻 I'm on a hunt for less stressful job, hopefully something online so I can do it when I start college again this year (after two years).
(and side note but I love the idea of period sex but in reality because of my pcos and other problems, I am in way too much pain to do anything irl which sucks. But there are fanfics and roleplaying 😌 and the anon who mentioned this and said they have vampire thing are so real, me too bestie. And thank you for providing links of my husband, trans Simon is elite)
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Dw sugar bee!! You pop in whenever you have time!! And besides I appreciate the fact that you wanted to write me something sweet in the first place as we say down there it’s like you already did it so thank you lovey!
Sugar bee :(( that sounds absolutely horrible I’m so sorry angel customer service can be hell on earth especially down in the Balkans they really should have security work alongside cashier bc that’s what they do here you never know what can happen you know it’s okay to feel upset about it and cry it out just rmr that it was his fault and customers in general can be devils my cousin worked at a store for a short period of time and she says every time she passes it she gets physically sick bc ppl can be so nasty
And again like I said pop in whenever you can I understand you’re very busy rn and I hope things become less stressful so you can get some rest and spend time with your baby and of course to pop in here but I also have to say I admire you for balancing a job school and hobbies bc personally I wouldn’t be able to withstand this 😭
I also hope you get a much easier job so you don’t get burn out no offense but isn’t life crazy like you’re doing everything that’s expected of us have a job do school hobbies and you’re on the verge of getting burned out every day I am reminded of the hell on earth this is our society
Fanfics and roleplaying are definitely a good way to go about it! I mean might as well take the chance and have a vampire role play with your partner I mean who said that :/
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Would there be moments where the members hang out with Jennie’s family?
Yeah! I forgot to add this to the list of future chapters but I have a family cookout chapter featuring BTS going back to America with Jennie and spending time with her family in the summer. A family cookout with Jen's family is going to be so fun! I'll hook it up! And have more moments with the members and her family. I found the idea in my notes:
I can see Hobi having the time of his life, dancing around, surprising her family members. Bangtan have big appetites, so I can see the members getting a lot of plates since the soul food is good af. I also want the members to bring in some Korean food. Her family would think it’s really good and would want to learn more about their food, mispronouncing the names of the food they were eating. They'll teach them the right way and so on.
Lol watch all the Korean food be gone 😭 especially that Korean fried chicken. I want Jen to make the members feel as welcome and comfortable as possible. Give them some things to expect like waiting to eat until after they say grace 😩😩 I also would like some other family members (besides her parents and sisters) to surprise them with basic Korean when Jennie asks them to, months before. Sure they might not pronounce everything right but the members would appreciate their efforts.
Jen would keep a close eye on the members, making sure they were ok. I can see Yoongi playing basketball. Jimin is cute as always. Taehyung too, spoke in whatever English he could. Lol Hobi being the lightweight that he is still drinking even though Jen advised him to just drink a can of soda. People stared at Jin after he told his jokes before vibing and laughing at the joke, the members got comfortable and did some embarrassing things (in Jen’s eyes) but her family was amused and enjoyed it.
I’d like to write a rap battle! Some cousins asked Jen about her learning rap from Yoongi and asked the rap line “What they know about rap? Spit something.”
Jen would request them to bang on the table and drop a beat real quick. Hm…also some family members getting nosy about her dating Jungkook, some sitting JenKook down to give an educational talk about relationships, Jen becoming a bodyguard for the members when some female cousins attempt to shoot their shot 💀
Jen will quickly explain that some words may sound like the N word or something else and will make sure they don’t begin to freak out and get upset. She will firmly explain beforehand that some words may sound like something else. Another idea was one of Jennie's cousin's with a baby who is several months old and Taehyung offering to hold the baby. Once he gets to hold the baby, everyone would think it's cute how the baby loves him and would enjoy being held by him. I also see them doing well with hanging around the kids and dancing and playing with them.
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Okay so my week is only getting less conducive to reading & posting so here’s some reaction spam of random round ups throughout ToD & KoA as fast as my thumbs can type them & whatever my brain recalls cause I’ve gotta squeal this out before I implode & then go try to sleep so I don’t fully make tomorrow miserably impossible & long😂
The line in ToD about Nesryn’s nieces & nephews being the light of her life gets me every time🥹😭 I love how we got to see & meet her family, I love how that led to her further connection with Sartaq, I love how his family was close enough to stop with the whole ritualistic murder thing
Chaol’s arc was so well done I have so many thoughts but mostly my old CoM self is just glad to be back here AND YRENE TOWERS MY WYRD I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER literally just I LOVE HER and I want a Baast cat
Inaccessibility being one of the biggest issues is such a relatable real world problem like how have people with magic not figured this out yet I wonder the same thing everytime I go somewhere that doesn’t have ramps handicap parking sign translators etc
Chaol recognizing Celaena’s handwriting and then telling Yrene the story will forever be such a 🥹 moment
The way he healed was beautiful too, the chapter facing Aelin, the discussions with Yrene
And again just AGAIN everything about Yrene
And Nesryn who is so underrated and I just want the world for our Empress queeeeen
The tiny Easter eggs leading to everything essentially rounding up the series to Aelin doing small acts of kindness that come full circle and save everyone is so beautiful
I hate Maeve, I am now claustrophobic, and having my old Peeta days come back to me from HG
Those were some of the most painful chapters I’d ever read
Aelin def knows somethings up with Maeve and the Valg
Dorian planning to take the price is horrifying and yet also comforting and yet horrifying and the two of them plotting it out is making me nervous
KALTAINS GHOST
Dorian and Manon are absolute gold
Them and the thirteen — I mean this content is just fantastic — we’re getting some great Vesta moments
The new power is also interesting & cool
I know Aedion’s hurting but wow could you be anymore of an asshole towards Lys? Look what she did was horrible (mostly cause the whole let’s make the world think you married your cousin thing is wrong on so many levels) that aside she was just doing what HER queen said she loves Aelin she didn’t want this either and he needs to deal with his own shit and stop putting it on Lysandra I mean LYSANDRA OF ALL PEOPLE CAN THE WOMAN GET A BREAK
Darrow I hate you still
Nox I’m still not over you being back thanks buddy I missed ya
Lorcan finding Aelin first and sobbing in relief has so much depth to it I’m gonna have to discuss later
Even their bickering it’s a bit of a relief to have the spark and almost normal… not forgiven just better I guess
And then him saying he already thought Elide was powerful and he crawled for Aelin not Maeve
And all the I CARE ABOUT YOU scenes with SO MANY OF THEM we got Manorian we got Elorcan we still got Rowaelin now we got platonic stuff with Fenrys the list GOES ON
Curious what Rens figuring out cause someone’s gotta be figuring out the whole isn’t Aelin thing and I have a feeling his Lysandra obsession is more than that
Glad to see sweet Evangeline again… I’ll feel better when we get so safe Fleetfoot comes home
Anxious over my war side babies cause there REALLL deep in the bad stuff
The one thing I CAN thank SJM for is not making Fenrys hurt Aelin I spend half the time terrified that was gonna be the next play though the freaky dreams were a whole new level of fucked up not to mention the fact they stole her scars because that’s how mutilated she was and now she’s foreign to herself and my heart hurts
Also the do not yield scene😭
And Fireheart being my new fav all time term of endearment
And their (Fenrys & Aelin) blinking code … honestly I need to put it on a bookmark for frequent translation
And again Fenrys who btw BABE WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME I ABOUT LOST IT WHEN I THOUGHT HE WAS DEAD BUT HE BROKE THE OATH FOR HER AND THEN THEIR HUG AND ALL OF IT AND ALSO
I started wondering the same thing about could you double oath it and cancel it out so I finally got my oath answer and lost it again because the iron “take it off” scene… idk which even came first just ow and then LIVE.
The moment Aelin realizes it’s really Rowan
And then he says can I hold you
And then that he’d love her even if she never got back to who she was
And then she’s still storing power away and a half living inferno and probably gonna go save the day
and she’s trying but she doesn’t know what’s real but Fenrys reminded her and she’s trying so hard
And she got the rings
And the I’m so tired Rowan line that broke me again
And the beautiful things glowworm starry night
Then there’s again Elide and Lorcan
The impending Morath
Dorian and Manon shenanigans
All these sub plots I’m sure are gonna be a big deal
Chaol hasn’t even caught up yet
And Yrene is PREGNANT?!
And I still can’t wait for them all to meet
And then AGAIN with the little folk
And the crown of Mab though now it’s kinda got bad vibes tbh
And all the queenlyness Aelin STILL is
And the scene where Rowan sees what would’ve been his children and her seeing how he would’ve been her mate either way
And then her hair being too long and the tattoos gone and this terribly long list
And him coming for her And her thinking he wouldn’t and his words on that
Aelin telling Rowan she didn’t break
Rowan calling Fenrys brother
Elides wisdom always saving the day
Lysandra becoming Wivern and so many things to save them all
Finally meeting the bane
Chaol going back to Anielle
Connall who we barely got to know and idk what was even real
And now no one knows where Maeve or mystery last cadre is
Ugh I need more time but alas this is the round up to shortly delve into more cause I do have annotations lol
Okay this has been fangirl screaming in Wyvern
Ps ABRAXOS HAS A MATE SITTING IN A TREE LOL
#read with me#reading update#fangirl problems#reading reacts#currently reading#first read#no spoilers please#more to come soon#ToD#KoA#spoiler alert KoA and ToD#OW MY SOUL#I LOVE THEM TOO MUCH
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no joke tho like putting the homophobic remarks and concerning behavior aside, i found him so cute and endearing YOU CAN HATE ME ALL U WANT BUT I DID!! 😭😭 he won me over the moment he mentioned spider-man 😭
that said, how does fritz see the reader? just asking cuz we mostly saw our pov of the “relationship” and i wanna know what his thoughts are
Yeah Fritz definitely needed therapy for them anger issues😭
Good ask! Fritz hadn’t been in a serious relationship since his ex who cheated on him (with his cousin), and had pointless flings since then, so Reader coming into his life was definitely a breath of fresh air! He’s obviously very clingy and it’s because he’s never really had a strong connection with girls, and once he feels like he has something genuine, he’s scared to lose it. It doesn’t help with the fact that his mom was defo saying stuff like ‘You’re my baby boy/Girls are just after your money, but I’ll find a good one for you etc, so I think he’s got secret mommy issues…
Which leads to Reader, who was in his English class and just really nice to him without fan-girling and stuff. So, since he has these secret issues, he was attracted to Reader’s calm, honest, genuine vibes - Someone who could treat him like a human, rather than a potential trophy husband, and someone he viewed as an equal, rather than a girl he’d have to spoil and baby for the sake of appearances. (He basically doesn’t want the stereotypical jock x spoiled rich girl cheerleader relationship) (Also why he and Cassidy could’ve never dated 💀)
Initially, he was pretty confident about you being together! He was in a cool friend group, and had someone mature and different (with Reader not being from Utah), which is why he was so desperate for you to meet his family.
But, when Michael started being more of a friend than an enemy to you, he definitely got upset, especially knowing that you babysat his siblings, which meant you could spend more time with him. I imagine Cassidy had mentioned something in an offhand comment about Reader/Michael having chemistry/Reader liking him, and it upset him because you weren’t his focus. His ego was definitely bruised, since he’s used to getting what he wants, and that’s when the macho/toxic masculine side started coming out, and he got more aggressive. (He also didn’t like the fact that Michael was lying to you about the Bite)
EDIT: Cassidy would’ve probably said it out of spite 💀 She and Fritz are definitely frenemies
I imagine at the time Reader broke up with him, he was already on edge and didn’t want to accept that the relationship was over, and was genuinely really upset about it (whether he was upset with himself, we’ll never know). Showing off his sister and *almost* trying to convince you with sex was his final attempts before he lost it…And then his life💀
Overall, he definitely loved you, but saw you as a means of ‘fixing’ his life (perfect family, perfect gf, perfect life etc) and because he’s just a rich, attractive jock at the end of the day, he was his own downfall. He’s kinda delusional though so he’d probably say something like “I’ll get her back😏😎”
:)
#omg not the analysis#but yes the analysis#they’re real to me!!#the normal people au#my asks#florence_nomachine
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Ok currently on my luck break and had to write about the new WOTC Chapter….first things first not Felipe and Letizia being the actual king and Queen they are. I can truly imagine Leonor going to them for something like this in real life. 🇪🇸 got a great way of really taking some of there true qualities and putting it in writing form. I have to say I agree with you on the whole Peter Townsend aspect. I was actually wondering if there was going to a big but at the end. Not Leonor being an absolute legend and just telling her parents like it is. I love the father daughter relationship that 🇪🇸 added in the writing. Letizia giving the mother advice and truly asking Leonor the real question 😭 Felipe just being such a dad and is like “sure that’s great!” And Letizia bringing the mother aspect. The “are you 100% sure about this?”. Leonor’s characterized is again so well done! And I love how respectful the writing is. Sofia being emo about not being invited to the family meeting made me laugh. We all know if the girl had been there she’s be like “that’s wonderful and great but it’s boredom town in here”.
I KNEW LEONOR DID NOT DO IT ON PURPOSE!!! She was just doing her part and being a good daughter and taking her parents advice 😭😂 but I love the small bits we got if Leonor and Sofia. We love the sister duo in fictional character and realistic just the same. I knew as soon as Leonor called to give a message that something would happen. This whole time I was yelling at my screen, “ST JOHN HOW DARE YOU!” But the call dropped so it’s not the poor guys fault. Still not sure why nobody mentioned it to Alix though 🤔 as someone who loves government I think it’s interesting to see how parliament and everyone will react once the news is out…and how will the girls feel?
Not Leonor being such a responsible dutiful heir that she spends all day running around campus for Alix 😂 like girl please rest. But I do love the slight undertones of the protective Leonor we got. The way she immediately turned to Lacy for all the deets. I also love Lacy 😭 is it bad that I feel like she just genuinely sometimes doesn’t even care how she speaks to Leonor. Like girl is respectful but once Leonor starts talking about Alix she’s like “let me help you both love sick fools” 😂 the way she reprimanded Leonor who was about to go break the rules just to see Alix. The whole “sit down Leonor you can see her tomorrow” I can just imagine her all dead tired and still having the audacity to be like “sit down girl” 😭
Why do I feel like Lacy will be invited to the wedding? 😂🤔
Alix and Leonor need to get there communication skills in check 😂 this while relying on the staff is not working for them. But I do love the whole miscommunication tripe.
Alix is a shy baby around Leonor and I live. Like same girl 😂 Leonor is a sun shine baby and I love how she just dotes on Alix. I can’t wait for the next bit! I know you just gone reading it and said your thoughts, but as always I would like to know more. What was your favorite part, I think you said the beginning. But what did you specifically enjoy about the bit? And did Leonor and Sofia make you laugh as much they did for me 😂 (also Alix formally meeting the Spanish royals…imagine the press) 😂 also girl! I took the time to read your cousin Ella fic..🇪🇸was right you are a talented girl!
STOP!!! 🤣 THIS IS ALL SO TRUUEE!!!! 😭🤌🏻😩
Luke literally the government not relaying the message and how u said that that’s like what the government does is SO FUNNY!
I specifically enjoyed the Sofia interjection during the family meeting and just all of the little bits of fluff and how it completed half of the story. I love how it finished Alix’s perspective of the events but in Leonor’s perspective and how it wasn’t Leonor’s fault. A+++++++++ work
Thank you for sharing!
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In not writing related news, I've been doing the world's laziest (and therefore unofficial) version of the not-so-berry challenge in the Sims, and... Well this has been a learning experience for me for certain lol.
If anyone cares, I'm going to go into a little more detail below a cut here. Spare the rest of you lol.
First, with regards to my play style: I am insanely impatient. I play fast. I also rush my Sims into the first relationship I can get them into and then curse them with massive families because I love character creation and also drama.
Second, the reason that I am firm on this being a loose/unofficial version is because I am that impatient and while I do my best to keep everyone's needs up natively, I am prioritizing my story over the strict challenge rules and thus am absolutely cheating needs when necessary. I am not, however, cheating skills or money (beyond the game start when I used the money cheat ONCE, and I have not used it since) or career/aspiration requirements. I'm doing all of that manually.
So with that said... I have become wildly invested in this family. And I have favorites, 100%.
Mint Gen (Julep) was alright, definitely fun to play with the scientist track which I don't think I've messed with much. And I never play jealous Sims because a bitch loves poly, so that was new to me. But she was just straight up vibing with her chef husband and their six kids and her clone lol. I definitely should have moved them into a bigger house but meh lol.
Rose Gen (Jasper) was hard for me on many levels. I love poly, but I don't love players. I also didn't love being restricted to one child, but it did give me time to get all his skills up early so there was that. And also the politician track was legitimately difficult for me lol. I hate having to carve out time to go socialize. But this gen was when I really started finding a story, and like... it was genuinely such a little soap opera lol. Either way it made Yellow Gen (Midas) grow up in such a chaotic environment, as intended lol.
And when I tell you that Midas was my favorite... Literally my golden boy. I had so much fun with his story, and all the drama and the complicated family dynamics and the ANGST and I was actually legitimately sad when he died. Like he had finally kicked the juice habit, was happy and thriving, took his first day off from work ever just to spend time with his grandkids and mind his late wife's garden, and then... Boom. Right at the mailbox as all his kids came home from work. I knew it was coming. I was watching for it. I set him up for a good last day. And I was still devastated. He deserved the world. I could go on forever about him honestly. My sweet baby boy. 😭
His Grey Gen child (Gris) has been fun, too, but while she's 100% the hot one, and the messy one, she's... IDK. Maybe now that she's getting into her post-dad, get-out-of-the-house-and-settle-down era I will vibe with her a little more. She's got a lot of opposing bits going on but I'm really leaning into her fame to try and give Plum Gen a boost.
No idea what that is going to be like, because it's another one that runs very counter to my usual style lol. But Iris is doing great on her skills so far so we'll see what happens lol. Lots of first born AFABs in this family.
Anyway, that's just the main line. The eldest child of the eldest child, etc. The secondary lines have been out there WILDING. I check the tree every so often to get the latest tea and like. Midas' cousins were doing some INTERESTING partner swapping, and then his half-brother (Mom's son) married their mom (his dad's brother's widow) lol. Not my circus, but still damn fun to watch from the stands lmao.
IDK. I'm way too invested in this lol.
Here's some pics of my good lad during his briefly happy youth and also deep in his depressed-widower-passed-out-on-the-couch era
He had a perfectly good bed (his bed!!) that was entirely open. What a goober. I miss him already. 😭
Also if anyone does want to know more about the story, I will be more than happy to share in detail lol. I am also tracking the ENTIRE family tree using Plumtree, so I can uh. Show that too lol. Just let me know.
#sims 4#sims 4 challenge#not so berry#kinda#I'm in this for the story#and the character creation#and my sweet baby angel who i stupidly forgot to save 😭#IDK why i didn't do that. big dumb.#lp sims
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enhypen reaction to their s/o loving kids
gn!reader x ot7
genre: fluff
wc: 647
warnings: none for this piece of writing but life advice wise, if ur gonna look after kids take nascar race earplugs and an american football helmet
requested!! tysm
- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Heeseung ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌
i feel like he loves kids but isn't the best with them
but he's so in love when he finds out that you love them too
y'all were at a christmas party or smth (idk smth to do w your religion) bc your families are close
and he saw your aunt hand you her baby as she went to the bathroom
and you were such a natural at taking care of it, you were having so much fun
he just watched you play with the baby, gaze filled with adoration
he's in awe of you and loves how much love you have to give
- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Jay ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌
bff i'm sorry but he Does Not relate
like,,, he can be around them and play with them, and he likes babying and taking care of people
but he doesn't love them as much as you
but he loves the smile on your face when he sees you playing with kids at the nursery ☹️☹️
and he thinks that maybe he will love kids if it means spending time with you <3
the more he sees you around them the more he adores both them and you (if that's possible)
- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Jake ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌
he also loves them so he's so excited that you do too
he'd pay more attention to them than he would you 😭
he's singing wheels on the bus right with your little cousin
does it get tiring after the 4th time?? maybe, but it's still a sweet sight
you're like,,, actually jealous at this point bc why does he get along so well with them while they won't pay attention to you
you end up both saying hi to every baby you see and playing with then whenever you can
people who take care of kids together stay together amirite m8s
- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Sunghoon ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌
at first he claims to not get your fascination with young kids
but the second one asks him for help at the ice rink you see him melt (haha get it i'm so funny)
he invites you to watch Yeji with him when his parents go out 🥺
you and Yeji are TIGHT like rip to Hoon ig but he just got replaced as older sibling
but it's okay bc he's just happy to see y'all getting along and he gets the feeling
- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Sunoo ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌
he thinks it's so sweet that you like kids
until he looks after one with you
after the first ten episodes of cocomelon he's done (i'm writing this on my 20th while playing hide and seek (send help))
no matter how much you try to convince him that they're good he won't believe you
but he supposes your look of joy while watching them play makes up for his burst eardrums
- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Jungwon ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌
Wonie has those Leader Instincts to care for people, esp you bc he loves you 💞💞
so when he sees you caring for babies at a family gathering his heart is about to burst
he does get kinda jealous of the kid tho 💔
like give him some attention wtf??
he gets over it tho not really
he loves you to the moon and back and this just added to that
- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ Ni-ki ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌
he is right there with you bff
did you see the Hello82 video 🥹🥹 he's so sweet
i wouldn't be surprised if y'all babysat together tbh
he is definitely the one that aunties hand their kids off to at family gatherings
they probs also cry when he has to leave (same thing with me 💪 stay jealous)
but basically he is the best partner for baby lovers bc have you seen this boy he is amazing with kids
a/n: cocomelon actually slaps but so do small children
©️ bearseulgs 2022
#enhypen#enha#enhypen fluff#enhypen reactions#enhypen headcanons#heeseung#jay#jake#jaeyun#jongseong#sunghoon#sunoo#sunwoo#jungwon#niki#ni-ki#riki#enhypen x reader#kpop
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I would like to hear more dad ian and mickey thoughts from you 🥺👉👈
oooh boy ok ok wow alright hmm gosh oh man. This is a high pressure ask for me because so many people have so many great thoughts about them as dads and they all make me soft and sappy and I accept them all as my headcanons! But these are a few of the thoughts that I have.
under the cut because I apparently have quite a lot of thoughts???
So I feel like they're definitely gonna have a chonker. Even if it's not biologically related to either of them, it just, in my head it's a fat baby. Everyone kind of makes jokes about it and pretends it's really difficult to lift it and whatever. Ian is just unhappy about all the joking, and Mickey tells him don't worry about it it's just jokes and everyone loves the kid, but Ian makes sure every night when he has a minute alone with the baby, to let it know that it is beautiful and perfect and valid and so so loved, because he doesn't want his kid to grow up thinking about its weight before it even really knows what that is.
I think Ian is the dad that they want when they're overwhelmed or having a tantrum or just can't. cope. They just want to climb into Ian's lap and have his big arms around them and hear him murmur soothing nonsense against their temple (as do we all I'm sure). He smells like home and comfort and he lets them take as long as they want to calm down, and he wipes their teary cheeks with his big thumbs and makes a little joke when they're ready and they need him for that. No one makes them feel better like Ian does.
But I feel like Mickey's the one they go to when they have a problem they want to figure out for themselves. Ian always wants to help. He wants them to feel better. He wants to fix things. And Mickey wants that too, but he's also just, less of a Gallagher. He didn't grow up with the team mentality that Ian did, if a Milkovich kid had a problem, they fixed it themselves. And obviously he's not gonna leave his kid to fend for itself, and if some little shitface needs a beatdown then he'll be there with his knuckle dusters and a shovel, but also he doesn't think it's such a bad thing for the kid to work through things for themselves every now and then. And the kid likes that. They like that they can tell Mickey something and not be immediately told what to do, or have input from a whole bunch of aunts and uncles and cousins, none of whom really have any idea what the situation is really like. Mickey sits with them, asks a few questions, makes a few suggestions, but ultimately lets them get there by themself. And if he helps them plan a couple of pretty awesome and borderline violent revenge pranks every now and then, well, Ian never has to know 😏
This child is obsessed with 80s culture. Halloween costumes include Jon Bon Jovi, the fortune teller machine from Big, Rambo, Segal obviously, Hans Grueber, and Pat Benatar. Ian helps make them all. Mickey gives out copious high fives and takes a lot of pictures. There are lots of selfies of them wearing bandanas and making rock hands 🤘
They love family bath time! Mickey creates elaborate scenarios with plastic submarines and helicopters and gunfights and 'splosions, which the baby thinks are hilarious and makes the little squealy happy noises every time Mickey makes the AK47 noises. Ian does lots of sensory splashing and making sounds with the water and playing peekaboo, which the baby also loves. They amass so many bath toys it's ridiculous. But every time they talk about getting rid of some, they can't pick any that they can bear to part with.
They just love their kid a lot man. And they're both obsessed with making sure it's eating enough, and is always warm and has spending money and shoes with no holes in.
Ok that's all I have 😭😭😭 Greatest tragedy we never got to see them be dads. They're gonna be the best fucking dads!
#drish ilysm thank you for letting me unleash!#I didn't even know I had all these feelings about this but apparaently I do!#howlin atcha#🐶🐱#galladads
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1. Amazing but not perfect
2.my nephew
3.Way to much can't even count
4.Especially abt my body/face u can tell me beauty doesn't matter and shit but ye
5. Always single had a srs crush was both fun and painful
6.I don't really care how but no one whobi care abt shd feel hurt becuz I died
7.gobi
8. I played a lot of cricket and volleyball but I played manyyy sport with my society friends
9. A LOT :)
10. 4-5 months ago
11. Yes 🥲
12.nah max 36 hrs
13 Myself/my life but srsly this one guy in my school
14.Yes 😭
15 yes:)
16. Actually have no idea why am I living feels useless and like a burden to others. Living cuz don't want to hurt my parents atleast
17. Didn't even get a kiss bro...
18. See if spider's legs are thin no but thick legged spiders are scarry
19 YESSSS I WANT TO FKING RESTART MY LIFE
20.like I told I'm like the truest virgin alive all I got are hugs
21. Tutions get back on track as I kinda lost track with my nephew as he is living with me
22. Like not really but if I hve 2 ik ppl complain abt their sisters/brothers but being a single child is boringggggg and lonely as f
23.No piercings
24.Computer/ AI Maths physics chemisty I'm that dream baccha of every indian parent
25.Actually not rlly
26.Love like friendship love included
27.well never was in a relationship
28.Bro like not even one relationship 😭😭
29.I FKING NEVER WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP WHY U MKE ME SAD
30. right now these relationship ka questions 🤣 but in general like the uselessness for living
I need some one that I can live for and parents are not enough I need someone of my age doesn't need to be relationship wala like can be a bestie
31. Like my parents and hopefully my friends ig
32.RED
33.not actually but like behind the scenes I'm like can I trust them but I still trust them
34. Me living in an alternative world where MyLife is how I want it to be in my head
35. Bro I cried so much recently but I cn tell a few ppl my nephew my mom and one friend of mine
36.yes totally
37.forgive
38. No fking way
39. No first kiss yet alrdy almost 16 see parents don't count and me kissing someone else as a 2 yr old baby or thg doesn't count
40 nahh
Btw 10 q missing
51 chicken biryani and pizza
52 no
53 talking to my nephew
54 If u wanna take revenge and they like deserve it but 99% of the time no
55 I feel I may have been mean at times and regret it a lot but mostly hopefully I'm kind
56. Like as a child manyyyy but like after getting little old maybe 5
57. Yes 🥲
58. Hmm clear skies good amt sunlight but cool weather
59.Yass
60.Hmmmm depends if I find some one
61.like Mostly it's soo cringe but like uk once in a while if called prprly itsssss soooo sweeeeeettt
62 quality time with friends those midnight talks.... Those trips those moments in school/ apt
63 Nah not rlly
64 like the last person I kissed is my mom and it's gonna be easy to kiss my mom 🤣 as I told no kisss in "that" Way
65. Like I'll listen her out wht she exactly feels and even though I might not feel like that fr her I'll just spend some time with her seeing if anything is possible and if I can catch feelings fr her if I do like all is well but even after spending that time I feel ntg I'll try to console and tell her cuz ik how it feels to hve a crush on a close friend it's sad..
66.Hmm yesssss I can say many friends like there were some incidents that are like holding me back a little frm sme friends but ok becuz like the besties are also like sooo close that I can't act normally cuz I overthink like the close friends of opposite sex who aren't so far yet so close I cn be Myself
67. My apt friend. If chatting counts my nephews best friend (I was socializing)
68 my nephew
69 Yes kinda.
70 Many pplss :)
Btw fr the ppl who are confused my nephew is only one yr younger than me and more like a cousin 🤣
70 horrible questions ... Fuck it
01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?
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good day
we went to the europa park, the greatest theme park in south, if not all of germany, just me and my sisters, what more is there to say, it was great����
i did get a little sick of them at the end but thats just natural, i did feel like there were still comparably many people (mostly swiss and french we noticed bc indeen down here school started again) and we barely had to queue for any time at the rides. c:
well the big popular ones a bit more, of course but that was pretty good too, the one nearest to the entrance called silver star we got to in SixtEEN MinUTes (instead of like, am HOUr) which was cRAzy,
thats the one btw, or just the first short bit looming over all buildings, it is in fact 73 metres high at that point (dont ask me about feet or yards who even uses those) and it was gooood
my baby sister also absolutely loved it and it was nice to just spend the whole day doing something we all liked and seeing hee get excited about everything😍😊
shes an adorable little thing, except for when she starts moping around and giving attitude about having to walk
dear god i sound like a parent YiKES
but yeah so we did that and it was fun and all, but aaactually it wouldve been a lotttt more fun to go with *someone* else; i saw two guys walking around holding hands and i was like whyyy😫 cant😥 that😖 be meee😭
and the answer of course is because i am single and insecure with baarely any social skills or idea how to talk to another guy, or even properly make FrienDs with them😒😒
i really do need to work on that....
but then i would like to bring him, or them, if magically id somehow manage to acquire a squad.., down here for some time very much
and i am already loosely planning going here with my friend whos nails i did all fancy on easter when she was with me, im sure i told all about that already, but yeah
i want more boys in my life
pretttty boys..
need to work on that
but so yes anyways, by the end of it i was a bdit sick of my sisters and their.. being a bit annoying and my feet and legs were killing me,
nevertheless, like i said i would, i had my grandpa drop me off before the tedi and i went and got meself the remaining colours of mixed buttons that i didnt have yet, which were green, yellow, brown and pink; to my great sadness they still didnt have any blue (or black/white) bc that wouldve been *amazing* but ayyy i still am reeally happy with what i have now😊 😏😏
camera of course isnt showing all the niceness and the colourdness, but i spent the evening half heartedly (im sorry all that walking really got to me) listening to one of the twins recite her geography homework to me while organizing three of the bags content.
i like organizing things😏😏
and i like HAviNG things, especially artsy craft supply things even tho i *technicall* dont have a need for them _yet_
but i MeaN, 2 bucks for 100g is NOTHiNG, normally you get a giant one inch button for around that price and i have like tWenTy at least now😊
i did ask myself if those hoarder tendencies are somewhat a sign of a bad thing but pshhh, even practicslly speaking it makes a lot of sense to have a lot of stuff, especially if you are really creative and do lots of different things with diffeeent materials, even more so if you get it for cHEaP, and in any case its better to have and not need than to not have and need;
and i do infact use or find a use for all my lovelies, theoretically at least anyways, and it is always the beSt if you need something vague for a piece and then you find the PErFECT thing😍😍😍
(and to calm down the worries about becoming a hoarder i can throw away useless or old stuff with ~emotional value~ without any remorse so theres that.
and as my cousin so wisely observed earlier, if a zomvie apocalypse breaks loose at least ill have enough buttons for everything now😜
oh that gives me an idea, imagine in a post apocalyptic world with most humans dead all the pretty craft supplies up for grabs and all the things you could do with it😏😏
because i mean even then you should makr some time for fun or beautiful things and if you can just take evrrything you could literally surround yourself in a pile of riches😍😍
evem if theyd be worthless.. theyd still be spArkLy😏
unless the apicalypsw destroyed all sparklyness😨😵😢
that would be tErribLe😭
but i digress)
and then when they went off to bed i went back downstairs to the regulars table with my aunt and the last waitress (bc there were still like two people in the back) and we were talking and it was nice.
and i really am feeling how theyre starting to treat me, or are already treating me, like an adult rather than a child, which is really really nice c:
bc you just get... like a lot more _person_, ya know, as a child you get like Aunt, and Presents, at Family Gatherings and Being Excluded From The Adults Table, and now its just like yes, here i am, i belong here now, yes i too am adult thank you, yeSSS taLk to Me and teLL me tHiNGs😍😆
#mags speaks#so far for i never want to grow up eh#but it just happens#slowly#it creeps up on ya i tell you#and before you know if youre done with school with a car and your own house or whatever#and maybe thats not such a bad thing#more on that as it develops
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