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KINGDOM OF ASH SPOILERS
“YOUR PARENTS ARE… THEY ARE SO VERY PROUD OF YOU. THEY ASKED ME TO TELL YOU THAT THEY LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.”
“And that the debt has been paid enough, Fireheart.”
— Sarah ARE YOU TRYING TO SEND ME TO THERAPY Maas
… WAIT WHAT THE NEXT LINE IS WORSE WHAT THE F—
“My name is Aelin Ashryver Gala—”
#Sarah J. Maas#Kingdom of Ash#no spoilers please#first read#read with me#read along#reading reacts#Kingdom of Ash spoilers#Chapter 94#screaming crying throwing up#Aelin Ashryver Galathynius#ow my soul#fangirl problems#WAIT SECOND THOUGHT PAID ENOUGH DID DORIAN AND THE KING HELP IS THAT ENOUGH
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How much sad — did you — think I had — in me?
— How much tragedy? —
#so long London#tortured poets department#taylor swift#lyrical poetry#i feel it in my soul#oh the tragedy#ow my soul#ts ttpd#ts 11#the tortured poets department
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I hope this reaches to either of you so you can witness the pain you have unleashed upon my soul @somerandomdudelmao @kathaynesart
Seriously though I love your guys art and your crossovers always get me, I really hope I'm not coming off as annoying and I hope this makes you giggle or smile quq
Have a good day
#save rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#unpause rottmnt#ow my soul#why muscles hard#to draw#cass apocalyptic series#casey anxiously by himself#sobs#replica au
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#if anyone has a good caption for this lmk#EDIT: soul-teller I literally owe you my soul bless you#submas#elf2024#subway boss emmet#subway boss ingo#pokémon#haha#imagine coloring this in with a fine tip pen *sweats*#edit 11/5: seeing how yall are liking this I may redraw it digitally we will see#Ty all
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The hardest, but most important, part of my transition has been untangling what my personal dysphoria is, and what is more a result of cissexism.
What I mean by this is that I learned that I am not dysphoric about certain aspects of myself, my body, and my life, but my discomfort in these aspects was influenced by the cissexist culture I live in which told me I couldn't exist as myself.
It's definitely a slow process, but I have found that it helps me self-actualize and actually see myself instead of what others demand of me.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#dysphoria#and what makes this really tricky is that often it isn't clear-cut as to what makes you dysphoric...#...versus what makes you uncomfortable due to your culture or environment...#...i still experience dysphoria but now i find that my motivation isn't to please the people around me...#...if i truly wanted to please the people around me then i would cease to exist altogether...#...and once i truly recognized that and came to terms with this reality i stopped feeling like i owed the world everything...#...i stopped feeling so disconnected with myself...#...i don't think this will be useful for everybody but i want to offer a different approach to it...#...by no means do i think that this is a 'cure-all' in fact it's not even close...#...because what i found that this has done is bring me *closer* to my trans body and my trans soul...#...i have found that my dysphoria has narrowed (especially since going on testosterone) and i feel more at peace
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...in the heart. Jesus the detail made me feel things. Well done❤👏
Eddie had faced a lot of things in his short life. Never had he thought he was so close to dying as he was now.
"...excuse me?"
He was bright red. Something was happening inside of him- a knot that he didn't remember was there had just snapped, and everything within his chest had gone loose. The knot had been made of barbed wire. The bundle had started to tighten when he was a kid: cold, lost and alone. It had tightened the first time someone called him freak. When he heard the first laugh behind his back. It tightened when everybody but him had gotten an invitation for the first big high school party of his generation, and every school dance he hadn't attended. When all his classmates had graduated and he had stayed behind. When he had been called murderer.
Somewhere along the way, he developed the ability to ignore the scratching of the barbed wire against his insides. But now you had taken away the metal, the sharp bits, the tension, and all that was left was relief and open wounds.
There you were, beaming at him, small but infinitely bigger than he felt, all soft and kind, like you hadn't just left a mark deeper than any scar he had.
"Good boy, Eddie. You did amazing."
Good boy.
No one had ever told Eddie he was a good boy. No one had ever said he was good, period.
And now he had you in his bed; your hand caressing his unworthy curls, your taste in his tainted mouth, your... You. He had you.
Eddie was lucky he was already laying, because his knees weakened instantly. His brain- that already had a hard time when your eyes were on him- had stopped working altogether. On the other hand, his heart was going at full speed.
All he could do was let out a strangled whiny noise. The lightnings in his belly grew when he raised on shaky arms and felt his crotch rub against the bed. The fact that he had cum in his pants after hearing that sparked in the back of his mind, less than an afterthought. He moved on top of you and fell in the crook of your neck, body limp, chest shaking.
"Good boy?"
There was this white, warm, big thing inside of him that he didn't know what to do with. Eddie wasn't sure if he felt pain, happiness or tears in his throat.
"The goodest boy."
Eddie made a little noise again and put his arms around your waist, as tight as he could.
"Say it again. Please."
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…so if Maeve’s power is strong enough to make Rowan believe Lyria is his mate… what does that mean for when she makes Aelin think Rowan’s dead? — Daily episode of I hate my brain & OW SARAH WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME I HATE MAEVE MOST OF ALL
#Kingdom of Ash#Kingdom of Ash spoilers#SARAH WHAT ARE YOU DOING#read with me cry with me#fangirl problems#reading reacts#thoughts while reading#first read#no spoilers please#Rowaelin#Lyria#I hate Maeve#ow my soul#soulmates#its Wings and Ruin all over again
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halsin 100% knows she's looking
#no song lyrics so sorry to my brand but this surpasses ALL.#the drawing to close the summer. now time for cosy cold once more!!#tism archive#bg3#karlach#halsin#is there a ship name for these two? I am too singularly deep in bloodweave to know#another drawing on the AGENDA of karlach is THE BEST CHARACTER IN THE GAME and deserves PEACE AND JOY FOREVER#i owe my soul to aimryax on nexusmods
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Batlantern hc: Hal doesn't so much keep a secret identity to protect his family from his enemies (because his enemies are mostly in outer space anyway) he does it because he has ZERO interest in becoming famous. He does not want anything to do with that.
And then he falls in love with a billionaire and becomes famous anyway and he hates it so. Fucking. Much. And it's not even for something cool. But he loves Bruce enough to put up with the media circus.
This is basically like every FabulaRasa fic ever (lovingly). Hal is always trying to reckon with fame in those. And I eat it up every single time.
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YOU FUCKERS HOW DARE YOU TEAR MY HEART OUT SO BRUTALLY NOOOOOO /aff
As a young kitten, Narinder often had poor dreams. Dreams of being abandoned, left behind by his family, turned into an orphan once more. But his worst nightmare, a premonition in retrospect, was being locked in the temple basement by his family. He found comfort in a small stuffed sheep, the only thing he had when living on the streets, though he cannot remember who gave it to him. The doll is sadly as lost to time as everything else that the god once owned, another faint memory of a different era.
Millenia later, Una found herself with similar night terrors. Her family lived on the run, staying in squalid camps nestled deep in the woods. From her youth she knew the story of the bishops, who for some reason were on the hunt to capture and kill every lamb. The story filled her with terror, only warded off with her faithful stuffed kitty who was sworn to keep her safe. The object served its owner well, until one day it was lost in a frantic escape, another facet of her life taken by the bishop's hunt.
#AHHHHHHGGG#YOU COOKED#BUT THE MEAL#THE MEAL WAS HOT AND IT BURNT ME#ARGGGGHHHHHHH#ITS 9AM I DON'T WANNA CRY BRUH#CAAAAAAAAAKE#GEEEEEEEEM#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#THANKS FOR SHARING#OW MY SOUL
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Honestly I'm glad that the aro community is moving from "we still love our friends and family we're not heartless!" to "we don't need to make up for our lack of romantic attraction with other forms of love" because yeah, our platonic and/or familial relationships are not romance-lite or a substitute for romantic love and a lot of aros reject the idea of love altogether. So yeah fuck trying to appeal to alloromantic people with the whole "we swear we're normal" thing. I don't need to make sense to anyone
Either you accept me as I am whether you understand me or not or you leave me the fuck alone
#aro#aromantic#arospec#not to mention my already existing struggle with connecting to people which was a problem before i even knew i was aro#and probably isn't related to it and has more to do with my history of rocky friendships full of dissapointment and letdowns#so my lack of romantic feelings are not to blame for my antisocial tendencies#of course there definetly are aros who are lonely souls like me and their aromanticism is connected to that but guess what#they don't owe you shit either and are not ''proof'' that aromanticism is miserable and lonely#those of us who are alone are not ''proof'' that we're incomplete without romance
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i can’t wait two more days actually. sleeping until the episodes drop
#RAHHHHHHHHHH I STAY WINNING!! I STAY WINNING!!!!#THANK YOU TO THE PERSON ON TWITTER WHO ASKED FOR PERCAHLIA SCREENSHOTS#I OWE YOU MY ENTIRE SOUL#vex’ahlia#percival de rolo#perc’ahlia#tlovm#critical role#vox machina#SCREAMING CRYING YELLING THRASHING
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Why is it never an angstless day in this hell hole of a fandom
okay so i’ve just been reminded that after all that time avior spent waiting for starlight he’ll still end up alone.
but this time he won’t have a way out. no button to press that’ll bring them back to him.
he’ll be alone for real this time, and there’s no way out of that hell
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silly guys who are both hampsters
#my art#svsss#svsss fanart#mxtx svsss#shang qinghua#hamster shang qinghua#hamhua#omniscient reader fanart#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscient reader#kim dokja#hamja#thank you again to nib . every post now is a thank you to nib . i owe you my life and soul and motivation#hamja and hamhua they are both pocket sized so their boyfriends can carry them around
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Day 672- The Immortal Snail
#Rendog i owe you my heart and soul I shall rip them both out and mail them to you#daily-pp#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#inthelittlewood#martyn inthelittlewood#life series#wild life smp#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#inthelittlewood fanart#solidaritygaming fanart#ethoslab#rendog#renthedog
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I think the best possible time travel fic would be to slingshot Harrow from the end of Harrow the Ninth back to the beginning of Gideon the Ninth. Highest hilarity potential, highest angst potential, highest pining potential
Things Harrow knows now that she didn't before:
Who Alecto was
The names of God and his lyctors
The secret of lyctorhood
That the lyctor trials are a death trap
Gideon could be easily persuaded to die for her
Gideon dying for her is the worst thing possible
She would do almost anything to prevent Gideon from dying
Gideon's sword is haunted by a very angry and oddly familiar-looking woman who bears a remarkable resemblance to Gideon
Things Harrow still doesn't know:
What Alecto is
Gideon's parentage
Jackshit about BOE
Mercy and Augustine are both traitors
Things Harrow knew then and still knows now:
Gideon—this Gideon here and now—hates her
She owes a debt of two hundred lives and a future to the Ninth
The survival of the Ninth depends on her becoming a lyctor
#like. what does she DO??#Gideon isn't going to listen to her without some MAJOR legwork to win her trust#she doesn't even know how she did it last time and she can't afford to wait until canaan house to replicate the successful scenarios#should she even bring Gideon with her this time?#what are her alternatives?#let Gideon go to join the Cohort and die gloriously for the empire?#leave her here on the Ninth alone with Crux who wants her dead and has killed before?#should she even go herself?#stupid question she owes it to Pent and Quinn and the Sixth and everyone who risked their souls for her#most of all tho#I really really wanna make pre-canaan house Gideon have to deal with Harrow in her 'first flower of my House' 'saving the last dance' era#like. harrow basically got snatched by a pod-person who cares about strangers and looks at Gideon like a dream she expects to dissolve#gideon would lose her MIND#the locked tomb#gideon nav#harrow nonagesimus#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon the ninth#harrow the ninth#htn spoilers#time travel#peggy sue fic#op
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