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edenfenixblogs · 1 year ago

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I’m low on hope today. If you’re a goyim (ie non-Jewish) leftist of any religion or lack thereof, and you stand up to antisemitism, interact with this. I literally don’t believe anyone actually cares about us at all.

Jews DNI.

I genuinely want to see if any goyim who are loudly decrying all other forms of hatred are willing to be the ones to spread this message.

And this isn’t a “if you have a heart, you’ll reblog this” point scoring thing I’m trying to get. I am actually truly feeling like most people don’t have the balls to share this. Most people hate Jews this much.

#antisemitism #leftist antisemitism #I/p #I feel so abandoned #Israel #Palestine #this is so scary #you have no idea how scary #Jews dni #goyim only #islamophobia

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courageinthelight · 1 year ago

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Having a friendship dissolve into nothing the second they get into a relationship is a different kind of pain. One second, I meant something to you and the next, you won't even acknowledge me

#I feel so abandoned #like at least fucking communicate #i'd rather she told me to go fuck myself than to just leave me hanging like this

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emberfaye · 9 months ago

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You know what?

I love you, fics that take months to update. I click on the newest chapter and have no memory of this place and get to go back some chapters and rediscover how much i love everything about this story.

I love you, fics that take years to update. I think of you fondly, and know your names, go search for you and see an update from this year and scream, diving in uncaring of any missed details (i will finish the update and read you in reverse because this is a treat you have bestowed)

I love you, fics that probably will never update again. Thank you for being a roman empire for my mind, thank you for teaching me about the ephemeral fandom experience, for inspiring a thousand million what if-s, for being a comfort read and a nostalgia read and a reread.

I love you fic writers, who jump into projects and stories with enthusiasm. I love you when you succeed in pumping out those chapters and that love doesn't go away when you stop.

I love you fic writers who post and then get in your own head and never feel confident enough to update, whether it's at all or whether it's just that one story.

I love you fic writers, who have a fandom or media hurt you to the point of abandoning or having a hard time with their WIPs.

I love you fic writers, who lose interest or have life changes or illness or bad memory. Thank you for being part of the fandom, a core part of the fandom. Thank you for the time spent in the fandom.

I love you, fic writers who try out something new and then stop. You're so valid.

I love you, WIP fics that may or may not ever get finished. Thank you for brightening my day in the way only you could have.

#fandom #fanfics #fanfiction #fanfic writers #wips #abandoned stories #a lot of people feel so much shame for this #but that's not for this post #we are celebrating the lifeblood of the fandom here #the pages and pages of fic #celebrating the passion projects of writers who do this for free #and if I see anyone in the tags saying “well actually” or “with the exception of” bullshit #vacation or not #i'm gonna not be happy

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hinamie · 2 months ago

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can't believe im saying this but long time no megumi

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #fushiguro megumi #megumi fushiguro #jjk megumi #jjk art #am i getting my speed back or am i just procrastinating what im Actually supposed to me doing the answer may surprise u #regardless i realized i havent drawn megu properly since waaaaay pre-halloween and i was feeling the withdrawals #i wanted to get a handle on this newish render style with yuuji first bc i think the lighter hair forces me to know what im doing #vs with black u can hide things a lot better so its easy to play it safe and revert 2 usual habits #so im rly happy i did yuuji first bc these bruise-y colours on megumi's hair look SO good i cld cry #im rly enjoying this thing where i put whatever colour down wherever without worrying abt being too precious with it #the bright neon salmons the dusty purples the olive greens these r all colours i would not normally turn to #esp fr skin #but its so FUN it makes the lighting so fun and saturated and interesting to look at #overall this ws nowhere near as meticulous or 'clean' as the yuuji draws but i didnt needit to b so its ok #this ws just an afternoon #n i just needed to draw megumi :'> i abandoned my boy..........#yall im having fun drawing again pro tip if u feel stuck Do New Things #yet another lesson you think i wld have Retained after 21 years of drawing

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contactlessdrivethru · 1 year ago

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there is something unique and deeply special about monkey d luffy as a protagonist. he’s overwhelmingly ADORED by the fandom. he’s consistently the most or at least top 3 most popular characters in the whole series. peoples takes about him are gushingly positive. and that’s… really uncommon.

a LOT of fandoms i’ve witnessed or been in have a tendency to favor characters other than the main character. especially in anime. the main characters are often written as a blank slate for readers/watchers to project onto, but that makes them not as interesting and so they don’t get the fan attention.

but luffy is so far from that. and he’s ALWAYS been this way. we love him so much. he’s the heart of the story and the heart of the fandom in every single way. and i think that speaks to how well-written he is as a character. he’s fun and charming and complex and interesting and he makes us laugh and cry and cheer and hope and love. he’s able to inspire so much joy in people, both in his world but also in this one. and i think that’s really special. i feel so grateful to have found this story that means so much to me, and i’m so grateful that luffy exists.

#i’m in a very emotional mood tonight and i was just. musing #about how wonderful our best boy is #and how much true and genuine joy and hope and wisdom he has given me #i feel like i’ve learned so much from him about how to love people #and that’s. freely. enthusiastically. easily and without abandon.#love you monkey d. luffy. you saved my life #one piece #monkey d luffy #one piece meta #personal

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the-purple-possum · 7 months ago

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When I say I really want a Jason adopts tim fic, I don't mean I want him to become a parent at 19 to a teen like 2-4 years younger than him, I want Jason to meet Tim and decide that he wants Tim on his side.

I want Jason to adopt Tim as his Robin, like he decides that he wants to recruit this 15 year old that is some how the smartest and snarkiest person in Gotham. I don't want infantilised tim, I want a sorta Nani and Lilo sibling dynamic, but with a smaller age gap.

Like sure, Jason sees his little brother as some sort of soggy kitten that he must protect, but also a Tim that is very capable of looking after himself.

I want Tim to look at Jason, see Bruce back when he first donned the Cape and traffic light colours. And then in true Tim fashion decide to fix him, B was being too over protective since Red Hood showed up anyways.

Like imagine, Jason meeting Tim instead by accident when he drops in on a drug trade. Tim says some quip that throws him off his game while fighting. Jason basically losing to a very deadly fifteen year old who's not slept in 29 hours, and he thinks 'f it, I like the kid'. Then trying to recruit him consistently until Tim goes 'why tf not'.

I want enemies to caretaker, but they both think they're the caretaker

#could also add an appearance of JJ #for angst #cuz we love angst #basically #i want to utilise Tims unconfortable feels around people putting him first #and Jason's inability to see Bruce as a person who can learn from his mistakes and be a semi decent parent #and then let it somehow force a brothers buddy comedy #also #lets face it #tim isnt like totally with the no killing rule he just lives by it so he can monitor batman #also defo tim having to sit down jason and ask him to trust that tim wont just suddenly break #basically we need tim to work through his issues of deciding to be a emotional support child #and jason needs to work through his abandonment issues #obviously this idea needs work #but like #its funny #batman #bruce wayne #jason todd #red hood #dick grayson #nightwing #batfam #clark kent #tim drake #batman and robin #robin #red robin

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bluerosefox · 6 months ago

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Saying Sorry Will Never Be Enough

Feeling a bit angsty so I had this idea.

Danny is dating one of the Bats/Birds, and everything is going great, amazing even! They know each other secrets (from powers to everything etc), they have a wonderful place to live (even if its in Gotham), Danny is in college on the way to becoming a space engineer (and he does side jobs for unrestful ghosts), he's actually getting sleep again since leaving Amity Park, gets along with their friends and family (those who Danny or his partner still talk to, up to the writer), there is even talk about marriage and perhaps adoption/kids in the future between Danny and the Bat/Bird he's dating!

Everything is setting up for a good life in his future, something Danny didn't think could have after his accident. He was happy finally, and currently packing up his old apartment because he's moving in with his partner in a few days.

So he felt like his core was being pulled out of him when he opens his apartment door one day receiving a knock to find his parents, who had hadn't seen since they kicked him out of the house after coming clean about being Phantom (their words of anger and denial that their son was 'dead' and now a monster, still hurt)

Sure they didn't attack him or proclaim he's dead but still their last words and anger HURT.

Danny didn't give them a chance to open their mouths, both looking nervous and guilty, before he slams the door close and turns invisible, grabs his phone, and fly's out of his apartment to his partner's place in a panic attack.

His partner, isn't happy.

#danny phantom #danny fenton #crossover #dp x dc #blue rambles #danny phantom dc #writing ideas #random idea #dpxdc #Who Danny is dating is up to the writer/reader #Danny is happy only to feel dread when he sees his parents at his front door #Jack and Maddie have come to try to make amends #does it work? idk again leaving it open for people to play with #they didn't attack him after finding out he's Phantom or proclaim him dead but they said some nasty stuff #Danny booked it out of Amity after that though not wanting to risk it #Danny's partner isnt happy to find their boyfriend in a panic attack after getting a sos text #its been a few years since he and his parents have seen each other #Danny and his partner relationship with their own families/friends are once again left open for the writer/reader to play with #Is Danny still friends with Sam and Tucker? Or have they grown apart after Danny left? Was Sam upset he 'abandoned' Amity Park/her?#Was Tucker upset too? Idk again leaving it up to anything #Is he still in contact with Jazz? Or has she been pushing him to try to talk with their parents only it keeps rubbing Danny wrong #IDK I felt angsty today and wanna make some people join me in my sad corner. Join me. Join me. Join meeeeeeeeeee -pats seat next to me-

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biblically-accurate-dca · 4 months ago

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painting test with a limited color palette

here's the sun equivalent!

#my art #daycare attendant #dca fandom #moondrop #this one's moon. no ambiguity here i prommy ♡#i've been getting into a new thing recently... it doesnt feel like a hyperfixation just yet but im wondering if i should try and fully #switch gears and try to make myself super obsessed with it.. or if i should stick with my current interest #alas... idk! lol #i do have a habit of making a fandom centric side account and then abandoning it once the interest fades #so... just a warning... hehehehehehe

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tcustodisart · 7 months ago

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Whenever I drew Connie with a single dandelion behind his ear this scene was playing in my head like wii channel music.

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vaguely-concerned · 5 months ago

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the fact that irving canonically survives through the end of asunder to be at wynne's funeral is so fucking funny to me. nothing but love and respect for MY unstoppable cockroach morally grey machiavellian mage dad!!! he's survived in his position through multiple attempted rites of annulment and blood mage plots popping up left right and center around him. the chantry keeps trying to stamp him out but his dodge game is simply out of this world, divine. civil wars, political machinations and minefields, chantry atrocities, this wily old motherfucker is dodging and weaving his way through it all, not-quite-no-hits-taken-running-it-but-honestly-close-enough-under-the-circumstances style. if solas does succeed in tearing down the veil I would fully believe that one of the like three people still alive at the end of it all would be a very weary 90 year old first enchanter irving going 'oh this shit again huh'. the maker has cursed him for his hubris and his paperwork is never finished (affectionate, it's fine he canonically loves paperwork)

#we should have had the option to leave him in the fade instead of hawke or a warden #he would've just annoyedly shuffled his way back out of there a week later #dragon age #dragon age origins #first enchanter irving #he must be SO annoying to the chantry because it's heavily implied he's made his playground #out of tirelessly finding technicalities and loopholes to exploit that they can't *quite* call him on without domino effects going off #I think first enchanter in the circle system at origins times is a position that invariably and inevitably leaves you morally compromised #but I feel he really does his best within the rules he's given to play with and personally i love him a bit for that. and also #for being an unkillable lil shit. insufferable. inconquerable in his 'I'm about to be such an annoyance to you' impish spirit.#the I'm going to suffer but guess what. so are you of it all. traumatize the chantry back #I just imagine sophia sending letters home right before the vote for independence like '...dad I am hearing some INSANE rumours out here #what the actual fuck is going on back home???'#and he's like 'nothing that you need to worry about sweetie just keep living your best life and have fun killing darkspawn <3'#(there's something that makes me feel So much about how consistently his stance is like... 'you'll always be welcome here #but the circle doesn't *need* you; go be a warden and live your life'. he managed to fineagle freedom for you somehow and won't let you #turn and glance back. not even once. I feel somehow both so abandoned and so incredibly loved it's wild)#oc: sophia amell

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doctormori · 4 months ago

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hey wanna see a silly fucked up headcanon I had

HYPOTHETICALLY him drawing these triangles is a mindless cry for his parents, that maybe, if they weren't entirely gone, they'd be there watching him.