#I didnt mean to get weirded out man

[jaywasablindpirate]

I got teaumatized by fic for the first time.

okay okay okay so its currently like 5am rn, I havent slept, and I just found something that broke me out of my internet trance and I have to speak it into the void somewhere

I used to read youtuberRPF, right? We all used to be 13, right? Right. So im laying in bed, and I my mind wanders to an old fic that i enjoyed and that lead me to think "Does anyone write for jacksepticeye anymore?" So, im curious, and i search 'Sean Mcloughlin' on Ao3. And I found not only were there recent posts, BUT SEAN MCLOUGHLIN/TOMMYINNIT

Tommy. INNIT. TOMMY INNIT. PEOPLE? HUH?

im baffled. I click on the tag, and there are THIRTY SIX WORKS UNDER THAT VERY TAG. A N D

There was A SMUT WORK. WHAT THE RUCK EHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK

One of the BIG reasons why Im so shocked by this is the fact that I, myself, am the same age as tommyinnit.

I couldnt help

But put myself

In the situation

WHERE I WERE TO BE SHIPPED WITH A THIRTY YEAR OLD MAN.

I dont read any of them, I do, however, want to leave a comment expressing that uh, this feels weird. It looks weird.

I do my research

I find out, that, the author of 90% Of the THIRTY SIX WORKS is someone with DID. And they got like the fiction alters that are centered around, you guessed it, Sean McLoughLin and TommyInnit.

So now, I dont leave the comments because now I feel bad about Hard Core Judging.

But hey, this is the internet and they lut their works on the internet so i can find shit weird and i found shit to be VERY WEIRD and its the first time anything fanfiction has made me UNCOMFORTABLE.

[dykedvonte]

I hate the stretch lines in the front of Curly's uniform because that means the devs rushed to make a model in like a month or so and thought "They gotta at least know he has huge knockers, gotta know he's got back pain." Cause like what is the thematic importance of his tits having overhang?

What responsibility is that representing? Breast reduction? It shows an inherent greed in his character due to the excess and heshouldletmeholdone and that he clearly is blinded cause if he tries to look down his damn ladder all he's seeing is his own cleavage.

[im-smart-i-swear]

can you remember being born? were you born at all

[peppermintpegis]

netflix one piece live action feels a little like fanfic in that it makes sure it hits all the important notes but doesnt do all the work to make them hit which works in fic where the reader is supposed to bring all the emotional story investment from the original but doesnt work in a multi million adaptation that is supposed to be able to stand on its own or even serve as an intro to the series. it even does this in service to have more koby and helmeppo gay moments in this essay i w

[dishesoap]

does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

[lucalicatteart]

Poll adventure (paventure? lol) Day 3: read the small story tidbit below the poll for more details, OR just vote based on initial impression

(✦ see past poll results + further information HERE (link) ✦)

The winning option of yesterday's poll was that the adventurer should throw a coin into the mysterious well ….

"After nearly ten minutes rummaging through the disorganization at the bottom of his backpack, he finally approaches the well once again, meager coin pouch in hand. He meticulously balances a little golden coin on the tip of his thumb, positioning it just so for an elegant coin flip… With a flick of his hand, the coin wobbles off, anticlimactically dropping into the darkness.. He pouts, leaning in to listen for a plonk as the coin hits the water but… nothing…. silence.. A few minutes pass and he shrugs, moving to pick up his bag and just continue his journey elsewhere, when suddenly a faint noise echoes from the well.. an almost cartoonish plopping sound, like wet feet slapping against stone..? The pitter patter grows closer and closer…then stops abruptly. The adventurer cautiously slinks over to the well, only to find.. a creature of some sort, clinging to the walls, staring up at him blankly. - What should he do next?"

[captainshyguy]

i do wish that people hadnt been so rabidly critical and vicious towards steven universe back in the day, because now it feels like u cant discuss any parts of the show u didnt like without getting lumped in with those guys lol

[infizero]

every time i so much as think about that scene where light looks at porn magazines while scowling i go into hysterics its genuinely the funniest thing i've ever seen

[3416]

Your tags - omg yes. The insanity over the extensions is just cruel. It's just HAIR. It also doesn't matter one way or another if Tessa wore the jacket or not but have you seen a picture of her wearing it?

i think i was mistaken seeing her in one, i thought she was in the bg of a pic bc i was scrolling fast, but EVEN STILL.. PEOPLE HAVE BEEN SUCH FREAKS. seeing someone launch into an essay abt why that makes her an independent thinker compared to the rest of the wags who are just leaning into patriarchal norms or some bullshitjs-- like ???? can you guys be normal about women for once in your lives? wearing jackets to support your athlete husband doing smth impressive is not...... like........ that serious.

the extension thing pissed me off to a new degree bc all the insinuations that everyone around her is evil and out to get her for not pointing it out to her in a random candid photo that they posted to their personal stories while they were on the move like hello?????????? clearly so many women online need help bc they project their own toxic and fucked up friendships onto random women attached to random hockey players like this, it's so batshit. i know wags are like known/expected to be the epitome of femininity and luxury and Know everything abt beauty and whatnot but they're also. just women with their own normal lives.... not everyone is so hyperfocused on their own aesthetic as it appears on the internet to us freaks, esp when they have their own social lives and families like holy FUCK. cannot believe how many people were thinking like that yesterday, i actually gagged.

[bmpmp3]

I NEEED to go back to making art that makes it ABUNDANTLY clear that theres something wrong with my brain BUT NOT in a cool or stylishly interesting way. i need to do it in a way that makes people say "hm." and walk away

[skrunksthatwunk]

found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

[halforcdad]

ncis hawaii and writing then deleting meaningful tennant/lucy one on one scenes every season, name a better duo ill wait

[thecherrygod]

man knowing that there are parents out there controlling what their kids watch and read is. wild to me. like as soon as i was able to read subtitles i was sitting in the living room with my family watching whatever the fuck my parents wanted to watch. the first tv series i watched was sopranos i think, to the point its been long enough that i dont remember a lot of it. like. i feel im at the opposite side of the spectrum there

[akkivee]

bat’s spring lines!!!!

this cd i borrowed from jyushi’s got a nice sound to it. makes me wanna get up and take a walk.

it’s warm out, nice!! since i got the time i’ll go and buy some dango and invite jyushi and hitoya out for flower watching training!!!

a gale that blows so mild thick attire isn’t required, and it gently carries the petals along its breeze…. the new season’s blooms that harken an old world’s end….. oh what joy, for this is the time that i have been waiting for!!!

i got an invitation to kuukou’s flower watching party!!! there’s going to be dango and karaage…… and i’m sure there’ll be some drinks too!!!! it feels like the season’s really here, this is kinda really exciting!!!!!

since the weather’s been nice this spring, people have been pretty absentminded lately. even during my trial today, the opposition’s argument barely had anything together and was full of holes, so it was easy money.

oh, kuukou’s holding a flower viewing party……… it’s been a while since I’ve taken a moment to watch the sakura bloom. i can’t bring any alcohol for those two but i’ll buy something tasty for the outing

[ourladyoftheflytrap]

I hate that women are made to feel guilty and afraid of being gold diggers for accepting gifts and free dates from men because there is something super sweet about a broke ass middle class motherfucker paying for Your broke ass' lunch 😤

[aaronymous999]

I’m sure this has been talked about to death but the third X-Men movie ( I believe it’s The Last Stand-? ) is such a blatant disability metaphor to me especially with the talks about “curing”. Some of the conversations are directly what I’d expect to hear from this discussion and it’s kinda interesting.

For example, characters like Storm insists that there’s nothing to cure, but characters like Rogue who have a mutation that makes it very hard for her to live has a different outlook. I really like how the movie makes it clear that it was her choice and she wasn’t just doing it for Bobby by the way. To me this storyline does not work with a racial, jewish or LGBTQ metaphor, and if you assigned those metaphors to this storyline it would make zero sense. I think the X-Men are more than a racial metaphor like some assume and I think honestly the metaphor changes depending on the storyline. I think most often it’s a Jewish and racial metaphor, but sometimes it’s a disability or LGBTQ metaphor and I enjoy the variation :3

Also not saying this is the best way this storyline could be handled the way it was written just reminds me of conversations I’ve seen before, this is your friendly reminder that a lot of disabled people don’t want a “cure” and have been living the way they have for so long that it would actually be detrimental to suddenly change to a different way of living! Some disabled people would like a hypothetical “cure” and some don’t and both of those are okay! Generally though the idea that ALL disabled people want “cures” is very prevalent in media and it’s kinda annoying which is why in writing advice you often see that you shouldn’t “cure” your disabled characters.

To clarify I’m not disabled- ( physically at least- technically mentally but it doesn’t impair my life enough that I’m comfortable calling it a disability, that’s me personally though however someone wants to label themselves is up to them! ) and this opinion will forever be bare bones until I hear the opinion of a disabled person and their thoughts on the matter. I think this movie didn’t actually handle it as poorly as they could of, because unlike other media it’s a complex issue. Mutants against the “cure” are very right in a lot of ways and the government is certainly being predatory here, but the Mutants on the other side of the coin do have a point for them personally. Because for a lot of them, as seen in the comics, mutations can literally be life or death and ruin all their relationships because y’know. They kill the people they touch. But there’s also more complex things in between here, like Angel being forced a “cure” and having non-mutants speak for his needs. And I imagine there’s also mutants who want a cure solely to be accepted by society. Lots of little interesting things in here, and to a lot of Mutants this could also be seen as straight up genocide, which may seem odd for me to bring up but in the perspective of a character like Storm, the government views Mutants as a DISEASE. And wants all of them to no longer be mutants, which could also be seen as a jewish metaphor as well. Just in this case they aren’t killing mutants, they’re removing a core aspect of them. It’s just a muddled issue in this movie because some mutants legitmately want the “cure” while others view it as drastic as genocide.

Idk it’s just an interesting movie viewed on a metaphorical lense, I’ve always been interested in minority metaphors and issues because well I am a few of them lmao- so this movie had a lot for me to chew on! If I’ve gotten anything wrong though please correct me! My mind is always open! :D

( Also want to clarify that again not disabled- the X-Men franchise is not very good with disability representation as it is so take this with a bucket of salt. Charles Xavier in particular, at least from the opinions I’ve seen online is often a genius wheelchair user stereotype to a lot of people- and also he’s NEVER played by an actual wheelchair user or physically disabled actor. Not all characters need to be played by an actor that shares part of their identity but here it’s kind of annoying because wheelchair users are NEVER played by wheelchair users and Charles Xavier is arguably one of the most iconic wheelchair users in fiction. Also Magneto is never played by a jewish man which BOTHERS ME SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA… )