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I've been off of hyperfixations for like? A week now? And I'm literally more ADHD than ever this is a nightmare
#indi's night talk#like you would think I'd be able to do more when I don't think about The Fucker 24/7 but No#I constantly forget things#little tasks I need to do#I will literally forget what I'm doing in the middle of doing it#can't fucking keep track of anything and the executive function does not exist#yeah hyperfixating bad and I'm likely to waste time on it instead of doing something useful#but I'd rather be drawing Characters for the millionth time in a row than this utter hell
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I feel bad for neglecting Hazel so much, I do have many thoughts about her.. and also a mermaid au that im probably not going to do anything with
#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#hazel wells#fop hazel#fop dev#dev dimmadome#art#digital art#doodles#I wish Hazels parents were more flawed tbh...#Like I get why they wanted to have them be good rep so that young people could know what a good family is supposed to look like#but it felt like every time there was an opportunity to have them do something genuinely flawed-#they would perfectly sidestep it before it even became a problem#I really enjoyed the first episode because it showed a hint of a very unique emotional issue Hazel had related to having a therapist mother#The idea that she has to be mature all the time#constantly living around therapy speak makes her feel like she isnt allowed room to breathe#Feeling unable to express her emotions without someone there giving advice that she isnt ready for yet#just small things!#She feels so pressured to be emotionally mature all the time BECAUSE she gets praised for it#maybe im projecting everyone always tell me I was so mature for my age...#But like I really really wanted to see that from her!!#And then after that episode it doesnt even come up again#The only other episode that features the moms job as a conflict is the one where she wants to spend more time with her#which is a fine conflict I guess but it still ends with her saying all the perfect things#I wanted Markus to be more of a genuine threat too. even if he didnt actually do anything having him be more looming would have been nice#I feel like they mostly forget hes a para scientist most of the time idk.#I just felt like his interactions could have been more unique#Maybe he will be in future seasons idk
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fairly oddparents pixie oc. his name's sigfried and he's as old, if not only a few hundred years younger than kira. he used to be stoic, deadpan, and married to his job like every other pixie but he became more expressive when he was dating kira. he even dreamt of the day he’ll stop being a cubicle slave and become a proper godparent because of kira's stories and encouragement
things did not end well between them because of the circumstances regarding their existence (fairies are much more favored than pixies, fairies use magic however they want while pixies need approval from HP just to use only an ounce of it, etc) and also kira’s extreme visions of wanting to “fix” fairy world. now sigfried is left with intense emotions and wishes that he's "emotionless" like he was before… but things may change for the better for him.
#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents oc#fairly oddparents a new wish#sigfried (oc)#kira (oc)#tsubaki (oc)#senjart#sorry for constantly inserting old men yaoi in my works. they have my family trapped in a lemonade factory#I was thinking that sigfried was moved by kira's visions on godparenting and changing fairy world for the better#and that's how they got closer.... but then something happened and they broke things off...... hmm hmm#ALSO I DIDN'T FORGET!!!! IT'S FRIDAY THE 13TH!!! I might have something special planned tomorrow.... or in two days!
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Man, I feel like every clip I see from Pints with Aquinas lately Matt Fradd is demeaning women. Really sad to see it, I used to love his interviews :/
#lilac rambles#pints with aquinas#matt fradd#catholic#if anyone knows of anyone who has adressed this (not a paid substack. im very broke rn and only looking for podcast type things)#please let me know about it#honestly it feels like every other day someone i really admired turns to our polarized culture of hate#i was watching his recent interview with jason evert and jason is saying all these beautiful things about how the women he's encountering#who are dressing immodestly or being promiscuous or engaging in the culture are deeply wounded and matt just keeps jumping in with all these#reminders that yeah thats great and all but dont forget women suck too#and like. we know! we know the ways we suck! the entire red pilled manosphere spends a lot of time pointing it out to us!#but if you dont want women constantly pointing out the ways men have failed us then for the love of goodness please stop taking every moment#where someone is talking about female woundedness to talk about Why All Women Except Your Wife And Friends' Wives Suck#im just feeling very let down
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One thing I love about Hayward in s1 is ya, sure, he's a cop. But most notably, he's not even a good cop.
Hear me out. This isn't saying Hayward does not have the intuition one would associate with your typical, glorified cop from tv shows (in chapter 40, Hayward is absolutely right in that he immediately figured Carpenter out the moment he spotted her in Marcel's Crossing) and other instances, like chapter 43, shows that he has good reflexes for moments under fire (is the first to notice Brother Philly and co. at the door and pushes Carpenter out of the way). Not to mention that Hayward was on the force since he was 19, and to survive on the force for that long means he surely had plenty of solved cases under his belt, regardless if pressure has slowly built up by the time we're introduced to him.
No, when I say he's not even a good cop I mean in the sense of: he's not good at what cops actually do.
One of the very first things Felix reminds him is to not "forget his gun this time." Implying that this has happened before, enough times for Felix to sound audibly tired about it (and he does have to go back for his gun at least two times in season 1). When Mr. Finch points a gun at him, he sits on the ground for a conversation. When asked, Hayward is confused as to why Daggler would need a knife when they find Carpenter and Faulkner's abandoned car, the thought of slashing the tires never even crossing his mind. And instead of immediately taking her into custody with no warrant whatsoever aside for his hunch, he sits down with Carpenter for an amicable conversation and a meal; only later showing his hand long enough to warn her that he's a cop and he's on to her. He's a cop and he has the Stink on him; because s1 Hayward is a bad cop. Because he does not immediately resort to violence.
(And this isn't to dismiss his role as a cop entirely, something we're never fully privy to; chapter 3 alone shows us how his mere position as a cop was enough to cause a death that could have easily been avoided, because that role prevented Hayward from providing Mr. Finch with the actual help he needed.)
Daggler is such a ridiculous, exaggerated character but he's also the picture perfect cop. The Lieutenant-Colonel sends Daggler of all people, when they think Hayward can't solve the case. And, look, we don't really know what Daggler's position on the force is compared to Hayward, but he's clearly trusted enough to be sent, to be the exception to personal gods and keep a rhetorical god. Clearly trusted enough to close the case efficiently. Yes, Daggler is utterly ridiculous when put next to Hayward but that's because Hayward is a bad cop. Daggler is the ideal: he gets results quickly (by losing patience and immediately assaulting the bookseller), he takes perps to court and wins (with the use of The Coiling Speaks, not a liar's god btw), and he knows how to tell a compelling story (because of course Carpenter tried to attack Hayward. And of course the Good Cop shot and killed the Heretic to Protect His Partner). Good publicity all around.
S1 Hayward shows that there is no "good cop;" because being "good" is antithetical to what's expected of cops. There was no way he could continue being good and being a cop, it's why the Stink was beginning to creep up on him. "You're one of them nice coppers." says Mr. Finch. Nice. Not good. Because so-called good cops are probably the first to get sacrificed; because these institutions are not built with morality in mind.
#the silt verses#nothing to say here just i love tsv's world building#sorry i love going back to s1 and hearing sounds of footsteps coming back to the car. don't forget your gun hayward#james hayward#constantly thinking how in ep 3 after mr finch dies and hayward is leaving the place#he mentions how if the police can't find a solution for the problem they'll probably go with the rabbits#literally the thing mr finch was doing to satiate its hunger#the exact same solution and for what#also thinking how daggler had so many cases and complaints against him#but is obviously still on the force and his personal god is licensed by his station#and any cops that complain about him find themselves in trouble#obviously getting the preferential treatment#purposefully saying hayward is a bad cop instead of saying he's bad at his job btw
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Everybody has voting power! I have my own preference, but I'm really curious what would you chose! Let me know in the poll and don't forget to share so we reach 40 bundles sales! We are not that far!! If anything is unclear just let me know <3 Also, I imagine the button pin would do great on a grocery bag, I think it would associate for me with the calendar bundle, and therefore remind me to take the grocery list (written on the Klance seasonal to-do lists XD) mmezzy.bigcartel.com
#klance#laith#talking about reminders and all#i always thought of myself as an organised person - not very aethetic kind or organization but i always thought of myself as diligent#but apparently my methods to remember are unusual like leaving a bag in the middle of the room#like forming one habit and then attaching things to that habit (ex closing doors so things i need with me land next to the keys so i see it#i leave hints for my brain that will make it go 'huh weird'#literally if id be scared to forget something id change my phone wallpaper or leave a open book on the counter#but it does not happen THAT often i am constantly reality checking anyway#i just like to be prepared
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#poipole#this doesn't look like a pokémon at all. this looks like some alien from a kids' cartoon that's like. trynna take over the world or smth#once again i know NOTHING about this thing and constantly forget that it exists. fake pokémon fan etc etc#side note: if anyone is looking for a super awesome and talented voice actress to voice in your things… well… heh… me#or if you know anyone who happens to need a voice actress. i would love to Have a job and you all have heard my voice. i can voice good#promise. i'm famous too i have 4500 followers on this blog#genuinely i need a fucking job. help. hire me to voice in your shit i'm begging#i'd been suggested to look for voice acting positions by someone else and i figured this would be the easiest place to go#of all places. just. because there's a lot of you here#so!
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Really fucked up that two ppl can care about each other and make their best efforts to communicate and still end up hurting each other so badly they cannot stand to be in the same room.
#my stuff#i feel soooo bad talking to my therapist about the same topics over multiple weeks#like i feel like they're sooo sick of it like damn can this bitch get Over It alreadyyyy#hi yes actually can we talk about the near catastrophic sense of betrayal and loss that has haunted my soul for over a month?#can we talk about how I overcompensate for other's possible feelings and emotions to desperately mask my terror at feeling out of control#can we talk about how even when I know ppl acted with logical reasons necessary for their situation it still hurt me?#and that this pain fills me up with so much anger and frustration that I'm powerless to put anywhere that won't hurt someone#so it just cooks me inside and makes me grind my teeth constantly for weeks#im so angry i did not deserve to be treated like this it's not fair and I have no capacity to fix it or control when it feels better#i just have to survive and wait until i forget about it and hope they don't decide to reach out and fuck it all up#cause i can see that happening#i'll finally be free of thinking about them and generally going about my day unbothered and they'll ask to get coffee or something#and I have no idea what I should do in that scenario. because I don't think we can be friends.#and you have not treated me with the compassion and warmth I treated you#i would want to say mean things. hurtful things. I would want to bite back for once.#and that's not me. that's not who I want to be.#i don't wanna see you. go away. don't talk to me if you're not going to make the pain go away.
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i get a lot of furries/therians on my shorts feed and there’s a lot of them saying stuff like “an antifurry/therian said they dont usually like furries/therians but they said they like me! i win”
and it’s like. that’s not winning. that’s them basically saying “i dont like these people but i tolerate you.” you are a “token furry” in their eyes. not like the “other weird ones” when the “weird” ones are just as valid as you.
and it’s eerie as shit how much this parallels what happens in the queer community (and im sure other communities!) too. “oh ill watch blaire white because she’s one of the ‘normal queers’” like if you act “too weird” you suddenly don’t deserve basic fucking respect.
furries, therians, you don’t deserve to be shit on just because you wear an animal mask or do quadrobics. you deserve to be respected.
#‘but what if theyre a zoo-‘ i dont want to fucking hear it#because that implies zoos and furries/therians are one in the same#zoos can be furries but not all furries are fucking zoos#apologies if i sound a little peeved. one of my communities is constantly under fire and i dont especially appreciate it#and yes ‘i dont usually like furries but like you’ may indicate that that person is beginning to realize that maybe furries/therians are#actual people with feelings#but it still isnt a ‘win.’ that person still doesnt have full respect for you.#ALSO sometimes i forget to say therian i know furries and therians are not the same thing. just shorthanding because my hand is tired#worf opens their big mouth#// negative#furry#furry community#therian#therians#20#30#50
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I think it's really funny when people say I'm converting them either to "korkie is a kenobi" or "korkie is not a kenobi" truthers. You don’t need to be a truther if you don’t want to. Join me in the middle with Schrodinger's Kenobi, where Korkie both is and is not a Kenobi until I figure out which option makes the plot funnier.
#chit chat#korkie kryze#in my personal life i actually lean a little more towards korkie is not a kenobi#simply because satine doesn't really seem the type to lie about that and because of the whole#'it doesn't matter who your father was only the father you'll be' thing with mandos#but i switch it up depending on the story im writing#obi wan getting mistaken for his own grandson bc he looks just like korkie? hilarious#korkie being force sensitive with no jedi involvement and satine not believing that's force sensitivity bc bo katan does that? hilarious#korkie being a young diplomat who gets into fistfights constantly because everyone THINKS he's the illegitimate son of a jedi? hilarious#Korkie’s parentage is based exclusively on my sense of humor#oh yeah. can't forget galidraan#very obviously a kryze hates being called kenobi but now due to force bullshit has no other choice but to INSIST he's a kenobi? hilarious
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maybe the real voltron was the friends we made along the way
#so i finished. feels like they did not put a lot of thought into shiro or hunk's epilogue lmfao#overall i dont think it was Bad. it could have been better yknow. but again. it feels like they just needed a little extra time to breathe#in development. it's just bones.#i do think perhaps some of the criticisms i have seen of it are just from people pissing on the poor#i could fix her!!! ough i really do want to rewrite this sdnfksjfd but that would unfortunately require. having to watch this again#and i cant do that in 24 hours#im so sad this is disappearing. this is the only show for which i ever stayed up for the midnight PST release#back when only season 1 and maybe 2? were out i used to watch them constantly. sometimes in spanish to practice#like i wouldnt have ever finished without the threat of it leaving but this is the worst timing to reawaken my affection for it lmao#grateful for it. wish i hadnt waited so long#i did need time to forget the insanity tho bc if i had made myself keep going and finish at the time#it would have poisoned the ending i think. nice to finally watch those last 4-5 episodes with a fresh perspective#but at the same time this is How Many Years ive missed out on being able to talk about it lmao#maybe there is a renaissance. idk i havent looked into it too much but i guess i should now huh#we'll see if things are any different or if it's just the same shit i got tired of the first time around#but anyway. the show is still fun and i enjoyed it for the most part. very sad to see it go#mine#voltron
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It’s even worse that most of the GA doesn’t like him now because he’s played by a horrible person like i remember when the GA were praising him during season 4 and empathizing with him and they were the same ones that began the phrase “The show started with will it’ll end with will” now almost everyone in the fandom and the GA combined hates him and it’s sad to see because he’s literally the most unproblematic character in the show.
#I don’t like noah but whatever happened to separating actors from the characters?#will byers is NOT noah schnapp#noah just so happens to be the one that plays will unfortunately#and will shouldn’t be getting hate just because over a ship like he literally saved mileven and he’s constantly getting hated on#will isn’t running around praising byler he’s literally mileven’s number 1 shipper#and yet he still gets so much hate over a ship and gets called homophobic slurs over a ship#it’s ridiculous#the show wouldn’t even exist if it weren’t for him#one of the reasons why this show used to be so good was because of him#ever since they sidelined him after season 2 that’s where the duffers went wrong#and one of the reasons why the show fell down#i’m tired of all the hate will gets and it’s true#how are you gonna be a billy apologist and hate will at the same time lmao#how are you gonna like steve which don’t get me wrong i love him but let’s not forget his roots and how he was an asshole#in the beginning of the show and he literally insulted will#will should be the last character to gain so much hate#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#byler
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i've always adhered to the idea that termina isn't a real place but rather a representation of link himself. and it makes me unwell if i think about it too much. to be quite honest with you
#mm#talkin#definitely not an uncommon theory but it makes me soooooooooo crazy i need to go lie in a landfill for a bit#the main conflicts all relate to things link has had to deal with in oot. things that likely affect him deeply#you control time and yet you're constantly running out of it......everyone forgets you and your actions continuously#you change shape repeatedly against your will. your body is always foreign to you like it was after pulling the sword#you can't save everyone despite being the only person with the ability to do so - if only if only if only#even skull kid's struggle with being lonely and forgotten parallels link's after being sent back in time#it makes me SICK!! SICK I TELL YOU!!!#don't even get me started on the mortality stuff#the whole game is like. fear and uncertainty contrasted with silliness and hope#and i'm sitting here like hmmmm. i think i shall interpret this as a metaphor for link himself#his personality memories and fears taking physical shape perhaps#delightful game!! makes me feel normal
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can't believe people are still out here accusing real ass people of queerbaiting. at this point just admit you like forcing people to come out before they're ready because that's what the result of this continues to be. coming out to anyone isn't an obligation for any queer person and people shouldn't have to alter their behavior or personality or presentation just because you personally think they're cishet. that is literally your own personal problem to work on. keep it to yourself
#anyway i can't believe i actually saw - in my pride month - someone accusing onlyoneof of queerbaiting#and using gayness for 'clout' like. 1) if any of them actually came out it would probably end their careers. casually#like why do kpop fans constantly forget that queerness isnt a globally accepted thing#2) the fact that they even do these gay storylines in their mvs is insane to me and they already got so much hate for it#like literally what clout are you talking about. this was honestly a risky thing for them to do#and the only reason it paid off at all is bc they have a pretty big supportive international fan base#but otherwise libido literally could've been the end of it for all of them#3) despite getting straight-up hate instead of pretending like it didnt happen and trying to just move on they doubled down#like idk how ooo of all groups is getting ridiculed by gay people like you are sooo online like#meet a gay person from a different cultural background than yours im begging you#you can't say that gay people have to come out without compromising our autonomy#you literally sound like a homophobe forcing us to be categorized and this is why this mindset is not fucking safe#im talking again
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Man....... tma episode 170 actually made me fucking cry like
MARTIN NOOOOOO AAAUUUUUU 😰😭
#FUCK.......................#martiiiinnnnn auuuuugghhhhhhhh#HATE THE LONELY HATE HATE HATE :(((((#god that was so fucking sad and painful to listen to#i wanna hug the man so fucking much#the magnus archives#tma podcast#tma#martin blackwood#genuinely really good.... the way the place makes him loop constantly the way he forgets and remembers and forgets and thinks him self low#and each time goes back to the tape recorder#man good thing that manifested there otherwise it might have been nearly impossible for him to figure it out it definetly sounded like he#needed to say things out loud to make sence of them and remember jon and what happened#fuck.............
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I was tagged by @indoorghost in this post to make a moodboard on my OCs based on what comes up on Pinterest when I search "name-core", I did Heathercore for my OC Heather Devlin ^_^
Tagging: @lady-grace-pens , @writing-with-melon , @imbrisvastatio ... very loose tag, anybody else that wants to do it, feel free and say I tagged you! :-)
#wiz.txt#97#oc: heather#tag game#i am never sure who to tag in these things but!! hope you like#i am actually happy with the pics that came up#i wasn't sure if it was all gonna be heather flowers#and i constantly forget that there are 3 very famous characters with the same name#from the same movie also named after them
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