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I've been off of hyperfixations for like? A week now? And I'm literally more ADHD than ever this is a nightmare
#indi's night talk#like you would think I'd be able to do more when I don't think about The Fucker 24/7 but No#I constantly forget things#little tasks I need to do#I will literally forget what I'm doing in the middle of doing it#can't fucking keep track of anything and the executive function does not exist#yeah hyperfixating bad and I'm likely to waste time on it instead of doing something useful#but I'd rather be drawing Characters for the millionth time in a row than this utter hell
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I feel bad for neglecting Hazel so much, I do have many thoughts about her.. and also a mermaid au that im probably not going to do anything with
#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#hazel wells#fop hazel#fop dev#dev dimmadome#art#digital art#doodles#I wish Hazels parents were more flawed tbh...#Like I get why they wanted to have them be good rep so that young people could know what a good family is supposed to look like#but it felt like every time there was an opportunity to have them do something genuinely flawed-#they would perfectly sidestep it before it even became a problem#I really enjoyed the first episode because it showed a hint of a very unique emotional issue Hazel had related to having a therapist mother#The idea that she has to be mature all the time#constantly living around therapy speak makes her feel like she isnt allowed room to breathe#Feeling unable to express her emotions without someone there giving advice that she isnt ready for yet#just small things!#She feels so pressured to be emotionally mature all the time BECAUSE she gets praised for it#maybe im projecting everyone always tell me I was so mature for my age...#But like I really really wanted to see that from her!!#And then after that episode it doesnt even come up again#The only other episode that features the moms job as a conflict is the one where she wants to spend more time with her#which is a fine conflict I guess but it still ends with her saying all the perfect things#I wanted Markus to be more of a genuine threat too. even if he didnt actually do anything having him be more looming would have been nice#I feel like they mostly forget hes a para scientist most of the time idk.#I just felt like his interactions could have been more unique#Maybe he will be in future seasons idk
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Was there any classes you had to take to be a storyboard artist? I’m thinking of going into a field like that!
I took an online course (Not telling which one because their whole thing significantly dropped in quality over time)
and that was pretty much it. But to be fair - I had decent amount of experience of drawing comics beforehand. It helped significantly because I was already familiar with the concept of visual storytelling through composition and expressions.
I was like. CRAZY passionate about learning to storyboard so I was doing all the homework and watching aaall the lessons and then they were giving optional homework for people who wanted to really lock in and optional-optional little things that no one even expected us to draw. But I was making ALL of them. All the time.
So when the course ended my teacher was like goddamn you got a lot of energy in you huh? And he contacted one producer he knew and basically went "hey I have one student who has zero experience but will work and learn really hard"
And that producer went "Okay I trust you" and hired me without interview haha
#never regretted becoming a storyboard artist#it's the perfect job for my adhd brain#you draw fast. you draw a lot. the things you draw constantly changing#the mood is also constantly different. today I draw comedy. tomorrow I draw someone losing their parents. fun stuff#and another fun part#you literally can convert all the shows you're watching into experience#I never forget how after half a year of working at that studio my boss went#yeah you need to ease a little bit with your expressions and make them more fun#Here's a document. It has a “ go watch Teenage mutant ninja turtles” in it. and a link#ahahah#oh also one of my producers kept sending me Naruto references to throw in the animatics#great job#fair warning - you will be expected to draw A LOT. And not just draw but also like. being creative constantly#if you like just being told what to draw and not thinking about it maybe you need to consider being an animator or layout/background artist
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I know that the headcanon of Soren being the one pining is very popular, but I personally think that it's not like that at all.
Ike said it himself, Soren is great at everything but at reading his own feelings, so I genuinely don't think he knows he loves Ike romantically simply because I don't think he has ever thought about that possibility himself. He probably just knows that Ike's presence makes him feel at ease and that he wants to be with him forever but since he just doesn't have a good graps of how emotions are he simply doesn't dwell on them too much.
The other reason why I think it is that he never seems upset about people flirting with Ike, he even gives actual tips to Aimee and only interferes when Ike is about to get in real trouble. He doesn't get upset at Ranulf, who is Ike's other love interest either, and his biggest conflict regarding Ike in RD is that he's going to die first and that's pretty much all.
Now, this is why their post-canon dynamic interests me so much, because Ike DEFINITELY knows that he loves Soren after base conversation 5, that bit about him realizing why Soren was so dear to him clearly references a classical "oh" moment and this solidifies when you hear him talk about love to Ashera.
So Ike, who is also a person who doesn't dwell on his feelings often, is stuck with someone who is completely oblivious to any emotion of his unless it's something as simple as happy/sad/angry/scared and even then he constantly dismisses those feelings. It's so funny, I was going to say may god bless his soul but he kinda stabbed her and ended the age of the gods in Tellius
#ikesoren#ike#soren#It's kinda sad also because the reason why Soren is like this#is because the laguz made him feel like he wasn't a person#or something that should exist#so he constantly tries to re affirm his right to exist in the world by offering some value to the person who recognized his existence#so in short#he doesn't think of himself as a person#most of the time he treats himself like he's some sort of tool#and while Ike has made clear that Soren is his friend and he Soren definitely believed it#i think that it's one of those things that become an habit difficult to forget#and one the things that are around as a remnant is his inability of read his own feelings#it's like micaiah said his heart is frozen but a warm core is breaking the ice#and that core are his feelings for Ike even if he doesn't understand them
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i find it so funny that tr!owen has the impression that tr!ros is just as manipulative and cunning as him and thats how she has so much influential power under her belt
meanwhile tr!ros makes me want to scream at the screen to SPEAK UP AND DEFEND HERSELF whenever tr!owen is playing his mind games, because she is just SO BAD at pleading her case with proper evidence. shes just a silly little guy!!!!! she has NO manipulation talent in her body!!!!!! and she SUCKS at lying!!!!!!!
#the realm smp#trsmp#roscumber#owengejuicetv#honestly it might just be a cc!ros thing.. and i say this with love.. but shes not good at arguing#she constantly forgets evidence that could support her side and refuses to speak up for herself#shes just not eloquent. at all. i love my girlfailure who can only solve problems by stabbing them#which makes it SO FUNNY that tr!owen thinks shes a ✨master manipulator✨ like him#like . NO SHE IS NOTTT YOUVE GOT IT ALL WRONG MAN SHES JUST WHIMSICAL AND SILLY
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Unpopular opinion, but I don't think Izuku actually forgot the river incident. He just chooses to not bring it up because he remembers how hurt he was that Katsuki chose not to take his hand. Remember this is around the time Katsuki believed Izuku thought less of him and from what we know, Katsuki has regrets about not taking his hand.
You cannot convince me otherwise that Izuku saw an expression on Katsuki's face that day that made him go "oh..." and was hurt that Katsuki pushed him away.
Like Izuku Midoriya? Forgetting anything? The same person who remembers details about an All Might rescue that Nighteye didn't account for? Yeah, right. He remembers the river incident for sure, but doesn't bring up that particular memory because how hurt he was that day.
#and frankly i find the whole izuku forgets the river incident thing played out#from Katsuki's pov i can see him thinking izuku forgot#but this is izuku we're talking about#he remembers that day but chooses not to talk about it#same person who doesn't express how he feels but will go beyond for other people's feelings#no doubt he chooses not to bring up that day because he feels that katsuki doesn't want to remember#but little does he know katsuki thinks about it constantly#but how would izuku know that?! katsuki also didn't tell him anything for a long time and also had the wrong impression of izuku#sometimes i feel like some of you want to make izuku look bad#just kiya's thoughts#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#midoriya izuku#izuku midoriya#deku#bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugou#bakudeku
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i was looking through old drawings and this one was so powerful i wanted to share it
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#idw sonic#lanolin the sheep#this is probably a year old?#im one of those freaks who draws a billion things on different layers of the same canvas#so i constantly forget things ive drawn cuz i can’t immediately see them in my gallery#i was digging through them today and found this#i remember thinking it looked bad when i drew it and i forgot about it#honestly looking at it now i think it looks good#i used to be way too hard on my art#i still am but#uhhh whatever#this is way too much ramble for this dumb doodle lol#my art
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The dad from the movie Epic is autistic as FUCK just LOOK at the guy. The leafmen and other forest tinies are his hyperfixation. I can't blame him for getting so excited about an advanced civilization of tiny people living in the woods. I AM that person. What the hell.
#it makes me really curious as to exactly what type of scientist he was. he clearly had access to a lot of technology.#and probably money unless he happened to steal what he needed for his sciences#dude is misunderstood. tho his biggest flaw here is choosing his hyperfixation over his daughter :(((#but also knowing how hyperfixations can be so intense that people forget to eat and bathe and dont sleep. yeah that checks out#the important thing is he does care and make genuine efforts for their relationship#g/t#giant/tiny#epic the movie#WHY COULDNT WE HAVE A SEQUEL.#i would love to see their bond growing and more adventures with the leafmen and the little slug guys#well ones a snail but i love him the most cause hes not constantly hitting on MK xD and he wants to be a leafman and who are we to deny him?#i think the dad had so much potential for autistic representation 😭#autism
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fairly oddparents pixie oc. his name's sigfried and he's as old, if not only a few hundred years younger than kira. he used to be stoic, deadpan, and married to his job like every other pixie but he became more expressive when he was dating kira. he even dreamt of the day he’ll stop being a cubicle slave and become a proper godparent because of kira's stories and encouragement
things did not end well between them because of the circumstances regarding their existence (fairies are much more favored than pixies, fairies use magic however they want while pixies need approval from HP just to use only an ounce of it, etc) and also kira’s extreme visions of wanting to “fix” fairy world. now sigfried is left with intense emotions and wishes that he's "emotionless" like he was before… but things may change for the better for him.
#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents oc#fairly oddparents a new wish#sigfried (oc)#kira (oc)#tsubaki (oc)#senjart#sorry for constantly inserting old men yaoi in my works. they have my family trapped in a lemonade factory#I was thinking that sigfried was moved by kira's visions on godparenting and changing fairy world for the better#and that's how they got closer.... but then something happened and they broke things off...... hmm hmm#ALSO I DIDN'T FORGET!!!! IT'S FRIDAY THE 13TH!!! I might have something special planned tomorrow.... or in two days!
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Man, I feel like every clip I see from Pints with Aquinas lately Matt Fradd is demeaning women. Really sad to see it, I used to love his interviews :/
#lilac rambles#pints with aquinas#matt fradd#catholic#if anyone knows of anyone who has adressed this (not a paid substack. im very broke rn and only looking for podcast type things)#please let me know about it#honestly it feels like every other day someone i really admired turns to our polarized culture of hate#i was watching his recent interview with jason evert and jason is saying all these beautiful things about how the women he's encountering#who are dressing immodestly or being promiscuous or engaging in the culture are deeply wounded and matt just keeps jumping in with all these#reminders that yeah thats great and all but dont forget women suck too#and like. we know! we know the ways we suck! the entire red pilled manosphere spends a lot of time pointing it out to us!#but if you dont want women constantly pointing out the ways men have failed us then for the love of goodness please stop taking every moment#where someone is talking about female woundedness to talk about Why All Women Except Your Wife And Friends' Wives Suck#im just feeling very let down
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One thing I love about Hayward in s1 is ya, sure, he's a cop. But most notably, he's not even a good cop.
Hear me out. This isn't saying Hayward does not have the intuition one would associate with your typical, glorified cop from tv shows (in chapter 40, Hayward is absolutely right in that he immediately figured Carpenter out the moment he spotted her in Marcel's Crossing) and other instances, like chapter 43, shows that he has good reflexes for moments under fire (is the first to notice Brother Philly and co. at the door and pushes Carpenter out of the way). Not to mention that Hayward was on the force since he was 19, and to survive on the force for that long means he surely had plenty of solved cases under his belt, regardless if pressure has slowly built up by the time we're introduced to him.
No, when I say he's not even a good cop I mean in the sense of: he's not good at what cops actually do.
One of the very first things Felix reminds him is to not "forget his gun this time." Implying that this has happened before, enough times for Felix to sound audibly tired about it (and he does have to go back for his gun at least two times in season 1). When Mr. Finch points a gun at him, he sits on the ground for a conversation. When asked, Hayward is confused as to why Daggler would need a knife when they find Carpenter and Faulkner's abandoned car, the thought of slashing the tires never even crossing his mind. And instead of immediately taking her into custody with no warrant whatsoever aside for his hunch, he sits down with Carpenter for an amicable conversation and a meal; only later showing his hand long enough to warn her that he's a cop and he's on to her. He's a cop and he has the Stink on him; because s1 Hayward is a bad cop. Because he does not immediately resort to violence.
(And this isn't to dismiss his role as a cop entirely, something we're never fully privy to; chapter 3 alone shows us how his mere position as a cop was enough to cause a death that could have easily been avoided, because that role prevented Hayward from providing Mr. Finch with the actual help he needed.)
Daggler is such a ridiculous, exaggerated character but he's also the picture perfect cop. The Lieutenant-Colonel sends Daggler of all people, when they think Hayward can't solve the case. And, look, we don't really know what Daggler's position on the force is compared to Hayward, but he's clearly trusted enough to be sent, to be the exception to personal gods and keep a rhetorical god. Clearly trusted enough to close the case efficiently. Yes, Daggler is utterly ridiculous when put next to Hayward but that's because Hayward is a bad cop. Daggler is the ideal: he gets results quickly (by losing patience and immediately assaulting the bookseller), he takes perps to court and wins (with the use of The Coiling Speaks, not a liar's god btw), and he knows how to tell a compelling story (because of course Carpenter tried to attack Hayward. And of course the Good Cop shot and killed the Heretic to Protect His Partner). Good publicity all around.
S1 Hayward shows that there is no "good cop;" because being "good" is antithetical to what's expected of cops. There was no way he could continue being good and being a cop, it's why the Stink was beginning to creep up on him. "You're one of them nice coppers." says Mr. Finch. Nice. Not good. Because so-called good cops are probably the first to get sacrificed; because these institutions are not built with morality in mind.
#the silt verses#nothing to say here just i love tsv's world building#sorry i love going back to s1 and hearing sounds of footsteps coming back to the car. don't forget your gun hayward#james hayward#constantly thinking how in ep 3 after mr finch dies and hayward is leaving the place#he mentions how if the police can't find a solution for the problem they'll probably go with the rabbits#literally the thing mr finch was doing to satiate its hunger#the exact same solution and for what#also thinking how daggler had so many cases and complaints against him#but is obviously still on the force and his personal god is licensed by his station#and any cops that complain about him find themselves in trouble#obviously getting the preferential treatment#purposefully saying hayward is a bad cop instead of saying he's bad at his job btw
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do u want to know what it's like to be a writer. wake up. reread comments people left on ur writing to boost your metal fortitude. reread what you wrote yesterday. cry because it's totally lame. give up and read instead. reading makes you want to write so you try again. you're like okay this isn't so bad actually. wait hold on I've got this! then you blink and all the time is gone and there's a thousand more words on the document and you don't know where they came from but. they are there now
#hope you enjoyed this day in my life pov#constantly fluctuating from I HATEEEE WRITINGGGG AUUUUUYFGGGGGG#to forgetting to eat or do basic things because I'm so sucked into my writing lol#it's an escape for me. AND ALSO A PRISON!!!!!!
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Everybody has voting power! I have my own preference, but I'm really curious what would you chose! Let me know in the poll and don't forget to share so we reach 40 bundles sales! We are not that far!! If anything is unclear just let me know <3 Also, I imagine the button pin would do great on a grocery bag, I think it would associate for me with the calendar bundle, and therefore remind me to take the grocery list (written on the Klance seasonal to-do lists XD) mmezzy.bigcartel.com
#klance#laith#talking about reminders and all#i always thought of myself as an organised person - not very aethetic kind or organization but i always thought of myself as diligent#but apparently my methods to remember are unusual like leaving a bag in the middle of the room#like forming one habit and then attaching things to that habit (ex closing doors so things i need with me land next to the keys so i see it#i leave hints for my brain that will make it go 'huh weird'#literally if id be scared to forget something id change my phone wallpaper or leave a open book on the counter#but it does not happen THAT often i am constantly reality checking anyway#i just like to be prepared
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I have plans



#IVE BEEN PLANNING THIS COMIC FOR A WEEK ER TWO BUT HAVE BEEN PUTTING IT OFF#CAUSE DIALOGUE IS SO HARD!!!!#But as you can see ive improved at a rapid pace#btw its not gonna be a caine and kinger shipping thing#or a dad kinger thing#just#them#because i love them<3#but I thought that line was very funny…#also Caine get the fuck off of Queenies side of the bed- er- pillow fort#idk how many pages itll be or how long itll go on for but ive got a lot of ideas with the#concept so…we’ll see#I also dont know how finished each page will be#just ‘comprehensable’#I JUST WANTED TO SHOW THE FIRST PAGE CAUSE IM REALLY EXCITED…#anywho wish me luck on getting more than 4 pages done :D#TADC#TADC comic#Caine#Kinger#Tadc kinger#tadc caine#Tadc caine and kinger#we love the crazy guys that forget shit constantly#the circus ogs#if you will#i want them to be friends/talk in the show more than once so fucking bad#GOOSEWORX PLEASEEE GOOSEWORX
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and if i said fandom on tumblr has become so obsessed with having the Most Correct understanding of a character that it’s honestly sucking the fun out of everything !!! like i get that it’s annoying when All of the fanon content about a character is wildly ooc, but some fanbases are so wide and populated that there’s no way you can’t find accurate depictions of the characters. there’s always going to be headcanons or ships or interpretations that don’t seem quite right to you, but whatttt is the point of constantly complaining about it when you could instead just focus on the content you DO like and feel is accurate. why are you spending so much time getting mad that other people aren’t playing dolls right. it doesn’t matter dude
#this is directed at no specific instance in particular just a general trend of seeing steve content especially constantly nitpicked#and put under a microscope because no one can agree on what seems canonically accurate#steve is given such little opportunity in the show to actually react to things and have emotional moments#so when people naturally write those scenes for him and there’s no canon comparison everyone’s interpretation will be slightly different#and that’s the FUN of writing fic#but both on here and st twit i just constantly see people complaining that he isn’t written right or they’re seeing ooc versions of him#ooohhhhhh my god whatever who cares#i know i’m guilty of complaining about punk steve…. and i still don’t like the hc…but it’s not All I Do yk#i just think people forget that fandom is supposed to be fun
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#poipole#this doesn't look like a pokémon at all. this looks like some alien from a kids' cartoon that's like. trynna take over the world or smth#once again i know NOTHING about this thing and constantly forget that it exists. fake pokémon fan etc etc#side note: if anyone is looking for a super awesome and talented voice actress to voice in your things… well… heh… me#or if you know anyone who happens to need a voice actress. i would love to Have a job and you all have heard my voice. i can voice good#promise. i'm famous too i have 4500 followers on this blog#genuinely i need a fucking job. help. hire me to voice in your shit i'm begging#i'd been suggested to look for voice acting positions by someone else and i figured this would be the easiest place to go#of all places. just. because there's a lot of you here#so!
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