#I carry them in my heart
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Hi - good morning.
this may be a weird, out of place message.
I was mutuals with Ryn (when they went by Kath) many many years ago. We interacted briefly, but Ryn was one of my favourite follows. They got me into Mass Effect, which is now my favourite franchise. I deleted tumblr years ago, but would think of Ryn and the passion for Tess from TLOU often. Though I was not a TLOU fan, the stories and world Ryn created for Tess really stayed with the me.
Ryn came to mind recently and I was curious to know their thoughts on the live action Tess. I remade tumblr to find their blog as I had forgotten the url. I found their tumblr because of the joel miller "foxy grandpa" profile pic, which still made me laugh even years later. I was devastated to find Ryn had passed.
I know I am just a stranger on the internet, but I wanted to share that is not infrequent that Ryn crosses my mind. Ryn's love for Tess, their creativity, and their humour really stayed with me through the years. I will think of them for years to come.
I am so sorry for your loss. Ryn was truly a bright light light in this world that we have lost.
Not weird, not out of place -- I teared up when I saw your message, and thank you for this.
I always feel so honored when people reach out about their experiences with Ryn. They had such an effect on so many people who I never met and probably never will meet, and I especially love hearing from friends from other fandoms. We met through fandom, we became friends and creative collaborators and then fell in love, and our first date was a liveshow for The Adventure Zone. And so I treasure that this was such a huge part of their life.
They were restarting Mass Effect, the new (? remastered?) version that came out in 2021, the summer before they died. I got to see them play just a little bit, and they were going to show me all their favorite things and share the lore, and what they loved about it. (I am terrible at most video games, so I probably won't ever play it myself, alas.)
I know they loved Tess from TLOU - I also got a little bit of their hot takes about Joel, and iirc about people woobifying him? I had no idea what the hell the "foxy grandpa" Joel Miller icon was about when we first became friends, but I also associate it so much with them.
I don't know if the live action was any further than having been announced by the time they died; if it was, I don't remember their thoughts. (@adreamingofguns can you check me on this? between it not being my thing and 2021 being entirely consumed with the Horrors and the wedding, I cannot remember) I thought about watching it for them, but got warned off on account of a variety of themes that are a little too close to my various traumas, but I have vicariously enjoyed it through various mutuals who were watching.
Thank you thank you thank you again for the ask. I got a bunch of messages on various platforms when I posted from their accounts, including some folks who I am still mutuals with now. We had such a short time together, in the grand scheme of things, that it brings me both intense joy and intense sorrow to encounter other people who cherished their passion, creativity, and humor.
#and this week of all weeks#our wedding anniversary (legal) is this coming week#so I have been thinking of them extra lately#so silly and earnest and bitchy#I carry them in my heart#I'm glad you do too#not all exits are made equal
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mwah
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#hiiiiiii sorry long time no draws i finally finished megumi's birthday piece and it knocked me OUT#so here is a recovery itfs smooch page. as a treat#itd been so long since id drawn yuuji at this point hdgsdd#gojo piece into 2 back to back megumi pieces that took probably a collective 2.5 weeks#crazy how fast the rust sets in with this kid#i think hes ok tho !!! it's always hard when one of them is standing in front of the other and blocking the Key Piece Of Hair#the one i lean on to carry the silhouette recognizability.....sighs#such is the peril of drawing smooch#anyway its always itfs friday in my heart so pls enjoy#this is brought to you by Thumb On Mouth#sequel to Hand On Thigh
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guiding key ✨
#kh#sora#riku#kingdom hearts#soriku#kh4#kindaaaa#I originally wanted something for my calm SR playlist but got carried away hdkdmsaomocnf#I love them#like i loooveee them a normal amount#i think for the past month ive cried a total of 350 times after an edible just thinking about sora and riku#their bond and love for each other makes my heart so full#anyway. :). just thought I’d share that. welcome to the bathroom
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Peri and dev doodles !!
#my art#fanart#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents#dev dimmadome#fop peri#got too carried away with the peri full body drawing LMAO#GIVE THAT MAN HIS LASHES BACK#i hope they become happy#PEASE MAKE THEM HAPPY#I heart peri#reason why i got pushed into watching the show#thank you peri
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Let. Them. Hug.
"What's gotten into you, Diavolo?" "Just very happy to see you, i presume."
The sequel.
No one is actually immune from Diavolo's great love.
#obey me#obey me!#obey me shall we date#obey me boys#obey me fanart#obey me lucifer#obey me diavolo#dialuci#lucidia#diavolo x lucifer#lucifer x diavolo#I've spent too much time on Dia's butt actually#and it wasn't supposed to be a full art#but I got carried away#because they look so precious so soft so cute i love this my art with all my heart#they've healed me#i love them so much you have no idea#me drawing
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Nona sketch dump. I am still thinking about the New Rho fam way too often.
#the locked tomb#tlt#nona the ninth#rhyme art#pine art#tlt nona#pyrrha dve#tlt paul#camilla hect#palamedes sextus#i love love love them so much#i have been rereading nona the ninth and it broke my heart how towards the end pyrrha just won't let go of nona#she carried her and kept her close and just wouldn't let her out of her arms man...#these books are nitrogen bombs
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i’ll find you again in every universe. let us be a little more honest, let us have a little more time.
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#despite it all though badlands rumble is like. the only universe where we get wolfwood thinking vash died first... and i think that means a#lot to their relationship and how it may bloom if there was more to badlands rumble considering vash literally saw wolfwood carrying a piece#of vash after his supposed death. u know! despite the short time they were together vash still meant so much to wolfwood that he couldn't#just move on or forget him in anyway. needed to keep a piece of him for himself and the rest of his days. but ofc vash lives and wolfwood#was like ill beat ur fucking ass into tomorrow. there's just so much honesty in vash being able to see that gesture bc he wouldnt know#otherwise just how much he might mean to him. ANYWAY. trimax with with the eternal pining featuring the two chapters where imo#where the both of them really fell for each other... i wrote my thoughts about this on another comic i did before#but vash solidifying his feelings during the hospital arc -- ww solidifies his when he realizes his allegiances are permanently with vash#98 my lovelies but also to me they are so one-sided bc ww pined like no tomorrow and vash only realizes after ep 23?24? his heart did tickle#whenever ww complimented his smile though#and tristamp vw my beloveds. it really just feels like they get the chance to be closer and closer and more honest with each other#with every version that comes about. in trimax they knew how little time they had but struggled so desperately to get closer. in 98 ww felt#more willing to forsake for vash. in badlands rumble theyre Angry but as mentioned earlier ^ more blatant truth... due to circumstances#mainly but has the chance to lead to discussions and tristamp literally. first day of knowing each other ww saves vash - 2 days later vash#saves ww like. Man. AND NOW THEY MAY POTENTIALLY GET EVEN CLOSER!!!! with s2....#ruporas art
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weirdmageddon 3 group hug my beloved
#they love him!! he loves all of them!!!! appreciate every single frame dangit!!!#including that frame of him crying that literally only lasts for a single moment!!!!#mabel and soos also crying and wendy wiping tears from her eyes#waddles running around them...#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#mabel pines#dipper pines#soos ramirez#wendy corduroy#soos easily carrying all of them is so adorable#i need post series stuff of him carrying them+ford too#also man we really needed that wendy+stan crime story#i mourn its loss everyday but it's canon in my heart!!!!
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What's Transformers ARK Elita like?
I'm so glad you asked teeheehee :]
Elita, one of the most feared among the autobot ranks. Luckily for the Decepticons, she's usually too busy running the whole army to show her face in battle often. But when she does... it's almost a promised victory for the Autobots. Her paint is the color of Energon... an usually graphic choice for an autobot. She's the oldest sister of the trio (Consisting of Arcee and Chromia) and considered the strictest and coldest of them.
Her objective is to protect her family and her people, by any means necessary. She views Optimus as a kind and inspiring leader... but sometimes she thinks he's far too soft. She often makes the hard decisions that he cannot, and takes over command when a more objective approach is needed. The two disagree frequently, but are also very aware that they make up for each other's weaknesses. Optimus is able to show empathy and compassion when Elita cannot bring herself to. In another world... they are each other's perfect other half.
Unfortunately in this world, there is a war to be won, and that leaves no room for pleasantries.
#Elita 1 is literally just if eldest daughter syndrome was a person#Elita 1#Transformers#Transformers ARK#TFARK#Tf ARK Elita 1#Transformers Elita 1#Transformers fanart#Transformers au#tf fanart#maccadam#Transformers one#As soon as she gets undoomed by the narrative the wedding is back on#she's not a heartless monster... even if many believer her to be one#some consider her an “autobot with the heart of a decepticon”#they are kinda mean to her tbh#but she just cares SO much which is why she is the way she is#she carries a lot of burdens :[#her sisters love her so much though#and those closest to her know just how caring she can be (even if its while shes yelling at you)#Optimus feels so much guilt for putting this responsibility on her but shes deadass the only one strong enough to handle it#He loves her so much but will probably never tell her because he refuses to put that on her too#im not normal about them theres so much i could say oh my god
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home is where the heart is (and yours is gone)
#happy holidays#dndads#dndads fanart#dungeons and daddies#dndaddies#dndads s1#glenn close dndads#dndads season 2#dndads odyssey#dndads glenn close#im so sick and fever rn so forgive me for any mistakes in this drawing or in my following explanation#background is covered in crosses for the bad day book. the chains represent his time in meth bay prison#the three swords are a reference to the three of swords tarot card which means like heartbreak or smth#also can be taken literally because his heart exploded#the swords themselves are modelled after the sword of justice to bring in themes of justice and punishment as well as referencing the trial#i also drew the same sword in the blackjack thing.#bottom left is his funeral pyre (referencing his death) and nick jr (representing his son's “death”)#the door is the door to his apartment its number 48 because ep 48 is carry on my wayward son#christmas decor cus of course hed had them up all year round#the plant is a peace lily representing death and funeral s again#headstone is morgan's the crysanthemum represents her death. this is because its also featured in the “remember death” thing i drew once#also i just associate flowers w the close family because it very easily represents both mortality and love#anyway. fuckin. his heart (loved ones + literal heart) are gone and its like. can he ever return home#idk smth about not being able to go back to the way things were smth about having the comfort of a home anymore. leaving all that shit behi#d. i feel so tired#sorry for the long explanation i think i may have went a little too hard on the symbolism but i didn t know how else to#express the feelings of glenn's conversation w darryl in that one episode
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Hi! I hope this is okay but I would love to hear more of ur thoughts about the Yunmeng siblings because they are important to me and your tummy hurt comic hasn't left my brain as just,,, such good immediate characterization! ^^ Thanks!
I have too many thoughts on the Yunmeng siblings to fit into a succinct post, but I can offer you a Jiang Yanli addendum to the tummy hurt alignment.
#ask#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jiang yanli#They way I analyze characters is in two layers - the first is how these characters act as literary devices#(i.e. their relationship to the protagonist and themes of the story)#And the second is who they are as independent characters.#Which means I have extensive thoughts on JC and JYL on a scene to scene basis as well as overall thoughts.#The tummy hurt comic was always about the different ways we process grief#and Jiang Yanli's role as the 'comforting older sister figure' despite the hurt she carries in her heart truly fascinates me.#I can relate in the sense I find it easier to care for others than care for my own grief.#But that grief caught me eventually. And it was ugly and raw.#JYL is grief in rose tinted glasses (minimized). JC is the messy chaos of grief when raw and exposed. Clever move to make them siblings!
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Thinking about the satosugu fic where they get high together for the first time, and thinking about a suguru who smokes (smoker!suguru is very precious to me) and thinking about satosugu spending every evening together in either one's room (mostly suguru's because satoru is a hyperactive cutie who cannot stay alone in his own room for a second longer than necessary, so he spends most of his free time in suguru's). This is all hidden inventory arc though.
It's summer and they spend the lazy evenings eating junk food, and just talking. Satoru has never had a listener who also interacts with him, chiming in with his own opinions and interests and he becomes a chatter box. Sometimes they spend the entire night staying up and talking about nothing in particular, while the sweet summer breeze cools them through the window.
The window is open because suguru is smoking, sitting on the ledge and satoru's on the floor looking up at his friend and yapping while the crickets outside chirp away merrily at the clear sky and the twinkling stars. Suguru offers his lit cigarette to satoru who's absolutely confident in his capabilities of taking a proper drag and not tearing up, or coughing at all. He's immediately proven wrong though. Suguru teaches him how to smoke that summer.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#geto suguru#satosugu#mine#i got carried away#but this imagery just haunts me#them being silly teenage boys in thr summer#is very close to my heart#gonna have to write this now
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Happy jolly season!! For once i actually have a holiday accurate piece to post!!! Behold!! Punk x Jock solidarity!!
#the hyperixation has not faded#not even a bit#like#not even#on the FLOOR about them#btw i take no credit for the sweater designs i yoinked em right off pinterest#shout out to my favorite procreate pencil-ish brush it carried this piece#in which you can observe exactly how oblivious ddj musashi is#like brother he is staring at you with literal hearts in his eyes#musashi hes blushing at you musashi oh my god hes laughing at a joke he cant hear us#mp100#mob psycho fanart#mob psycho 100#au#ddj#dumb dumb jocks#tengoda#tengouda#MY SONS#tenga onigawara#onigawara tenga#musashi goda#goda musashi#gouda musashi#art#fanart
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Isn't it funny that most of the games in Kingdom Hearts end in tragedies, or very bittersweetly, AT BEST. And even the handful that are technically happy endings have the underlying pressure of the upcoming battle, so nothing is ever truly "outright happy."
#kingdom hearts#kh#i think that's part of the beauty and power of kh#the fact that it unintentionally and intentionally has that whiplash of the absurdity of mashing Disney and FF together#but still makes an earnest narrative that isn't afraid to explore things identity and trauma and mental health#is why it resonates so much with people who are willing to look beyond the “hehe disney x FF funny game lore doesn't make sense” image#and yes this series is ridiculous and goofy but also a lot of characters get fates worse than death and more often than not#have to keep pushing forward whether it gets addressed or not#my most favorite thing is seeing people who don't know kh not only get flabbergasted by the complexity (that stems from how abstract kh's#themes/concepts are) but be shocked by how moving and tragic it is#no kh does not have the typical “they lived happily ever after”#in fact they rarely do#but the fact it hinges so much on hope kinda hits differently#it's not hope full of sunshine and flowers but hope that stems from tears and separation and so much internal conflict yet carrying so much#love to not erase the cracks but fill them in gold#im starting to not make sense aren't i#anyway play kingdom hearts ehe#yoroshiu rambles
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What if Luxu and Player encounter each other with each of the player’s reincarnation
Luxu who is stealing bodies vs the kid that keeps coming back to life
#its giving immortal and reincarnated hero#if the player is sora thats would just make funnier in my head#luxu wont be able to catch a break#(me personally i prefer the theory that yozora is the player so player wont have canon face)#luxu: gotta go though the pain of getting used to new body again#player: wussup everyone i just came back to life again!#i wonder if luxu will have personal beef with the player cause of that#or will he actually relate to the player for having to struggle in life again#even tho the player choose to reincarnat.. sure they didn’t choose to have the memories#idk its just crack theory i like#what if there is player 3 that luxu will find to help subject x with her memories#i like to give the player more trauma with them having more reincarnations#cause why would they be able to control it..#they could have life before khux#or if they reincarnated and woke up with their memories which was hard to carry and ended that life cycle#so their next round was amnesia so they will get more used to life again#i love tragic player ideas 😔#staying alive vs reincarnation two types of time travel i guess#kingdom hearts missing link#kingdom hearts#player#kh luxu#kh player#khux#khml#kh#crack theory#kingdom hearts union x#luxu
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it probably wasn't the smartest decision to start an ongoing 1000+ chapter webnovel when i know it'll consume my every waking thought but here we are
open for better quality | no reposts
#turning novel#터닝#kishiar la orr#yuder aile#when i tell you i read the manhwa in one go last night and then started reading the novel today bc commenters said it was good#and my god were they right#i'm 40+ chapters in so i've just passed where the manhwa is at rn and wow#first of all thank god there are high quality and easily accessible translations#second of all kuyu-nim has a way of making all the lines carry weight. the dialogue and body language cues especially#like i'm definitely not that far in but there are already a few lines i can point out that made my heart clench#and the tension between the two leads is so so palpable#kishiar is very enigmatic i'm very interested in finding out what he's really thinking and what his abilities are#and i really appreciate the way yuder's development is focused on him caring about others and relying on them#ok and third the fact that it's a slow burn romance but focuses heavily on the plot and politics and relationships is so good#based on the tags this could have been very tropey but they didn't go that route and i'm glad for it#in other news i'm upset about how yuder came out but i have to post him bc i will not separate them ;;;#thought kishiar would be harder to draw bc he's pretty:tm: and i struggle drawing pretty boys but yuder put me through the wringer fr#anyway!! i love them very much!! going a little insane over them as you can see!!
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