#I can't get TOO attached
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you're in the habit of denying yourself things.
if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.
but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?
what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.
and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.
you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.
so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.
it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.
sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.
oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.
#warm up#this isn't good#writeblr#this is complicated by the fact i can't stand up too long or i fuckken pass out and <3 hit my damn head <3#but i did take a deep breath and buy myself the stupid rice cooker#and!!! a very cheap sushi kit!!! i have been wanting to try making sushi for literally YEARS#the kit was only like 15 dollars!!!! and i haven't purchased it bc?!!??!?!?!?!!?#..... i didn't get the mixer tho that felt. like a lot. like too much.#on my list is a kitchenaid. one day when i get a check and i have paid off my student debt#and medical debt#i will put that first little bit of cash#into a kitchenaid 5qt stand mixer (with attachments)#i really do just go into their refurbished section and stare lustily at each option#but yeah i feel guilty about the rice cooker even tho i know for a fact this damn thing is gonna be a lifesaver#oh shit also fuck i forgot to mention . poached eggs
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I know for a lot of people the relationship between Elphaba and Fiyero feels rushed and underdeveloped, but, I don't know, I happen to like the fact that she had such a strong impact on his life in such a short amount of time... like, yes! of course she altered his brain chemistry and whole philosophy of life after a grand total of 3 encounters, she really is THAT girl (I just realized what I did there as soon as I finished typing it, I swear the pun was not intended).
I think they gravitated towards each other because they were exactly what the other needed in their lives.
In the beginning Fiyero was a person that felt comfortable reducing his entire existence and purpose to just being a "hot prince with a scandalacious reputation". But then he meets Elphaba, and she is different than anyone else he'd ever met in all those schools he went to, in more ways than one. She is Not Impressed by his looks or his title. She challenges him because she's able to look past his "nothing matters" bullshit and see that he's actually a really kind, caring person. She looks at him like she knows that he can do better, be better ("no matter how shallow and self-absorbed you pretend to be..."). She inspired him to become the best version of himself.
Fiyero needed that, someone to push him to take control of his life and act upon his wants and beliefs. Without Elphaba he would've had a content but unfulfilled life.
And Elphaba needed someone to stand by her, to not leave her alone, to not be ashamed of her, to fight for her, to prioritize her, and to love her unapologetically. That person is Fiyero (and yes, Glinda could've been that person too, but ultimately she made her choice, and by the time she realized she chose wrong it was already too late).
Elphaba spent her whole life feeling unwanted. She needed someone that would spend years looking for her!!! Someone that would risk everything for her!!! Fiyero did that!!! That man was devoted!!! And that's exactly what she deserved!!!
She was alone her whole life until Glinda (except for Nessa, I guess, but even in that relationship Elphaba was always the one that had to take care of her sister), and she is so strong, but in the end she didn't have to be alone anymore, and she didn't have to be strong, she could just let herself be held and loved, and I love that for her 😭❤️
In conclusion: fiyeraba they could never make me hate you
#wicked#fiyeraba#elphaba thropp#fiyero x elphaba#elphaba x fiyero#fiyero tigelaar#wicked 2024#the brainrot is strong#this is me rambling#I will never read the og book sorry I can't stand major character deaths#I get too emotionally attached to fictional characters#As you can see
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they licensed his ass
my finished piece of the FWMS (official name definitely 100%) thing we started a few days ago! I had fun I hope folks had and/or continue to have fun with the sketch as well.
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhsy#riz gukgak#Fuck With My Sketch#I mean it I'm gonna use that. gotta stop me if u dont wanna#doing things like this is bittersweet bc this slaps and I look at this and Im like well. I will never be able to nail this look again#I guess that's the plight of self taught art. but also it means you have to learn to let go and go look for different delights#you can't get too attached to one way of doing things. you will find many new things on ur way to make more funny bictures n such#this slaps tho Im so happy with how this came out lol. its be a long while since I last drew something in this vein#appropriate that its for riz lol he deserves it. he deserves the photoshoot pieces#funny enough this also kind of was prompted by drawfee? in one of the episodes I was binging (I thiiiink the one bg a day ep)#jacob brought up one of the artists I follow on twitter (havent been there in a decent while lol) who uses a pretty distinct#blue-on-red palette that got me to think abt teal-on-red and then this happened#funny enough I did start the piece with teal-on-red but then I shifted to blue after and was like wait I love this suddenly#and then committed lol. I should work with teal-on-red properly more but for now! we have fun! we enjoy#thats my journey thank u for listening. thank u for drawing with me if u have and come hang next time if u havent
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double ?? upload ???? yeaaaahh i've gotten FASTERRrr for whatever that's worth so complementary blyla because guess what i miss them too (nobody was surprised by that)
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#blyla#artists on tumblr#listen i just have a thing for jedi + clones it seems and we cannot forget dartain the ogs (i will draw that tonight + tomorrow not now)#tcw made aayla so cool bro i love her#can you tell i've been on a mellon_soup kick !! i love her references so much bro#one day i will draw foxiyo. that day may be tomorrow i don't know#prequel-era ships are elite sorry everything else is Lame except for han/leia rebelcaptain and kanera (reylo's fine ig)#tcw is also the only thing that salvages anidala for me however! this is not an anidala post i am getting so off-topic whoa#i am unmedicated.#anyway yayyyy double upload#by the way in my head the accelerated aging thing just straight-up doesn't exist#cuz it's one of the dumbest things star wars has ever done i think it just doesn't make sense#anyway ^^)b#listen i'm not ALWAYS gonna go the cheap route and do the gradient thing instead of color i just don't wannaaaa. too much work#“jedi can't have attachments!!!!” and you can't have fun apparently#besides attachment and .-+ love +-. are different things and the jedi USED to know that before they contracted stupid disease#aayla secura#commander bly#would've drawn bly's armor cause it's cool but friiiick dude i already did it for rex and I AIN'T DOIN' IT AGAIN#(will do it again for darman because i'm a masochist)#hey. he's a commando it's different#at least i finally get to throw my etain headcanons into the ring#why am i talking about other ships on a blyla post. whatever#i'll color something eventually. sketching is just significantly easier and more fun#actually scratch that heck y'all i'll do what i wanna do#(affectionate dw)#my art
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Really I think nothing shouts "my first Presidential election as a politically active person was 2016" more than the fact that when I feel hope and excitement for the future (possible President Harris) for more than five minutes I immediately get a crushing, all-consuming anxiety of "feeling this positive emotion now is going to make it so much worse when the worst thing possible happens" to the extent that I'll probably need my break-glass-in-case-of-emergency anxiety medication.
#politics#us politics#kamala harris#donald trump#2016 election#2024 elections#personal post#I can't feel any hope about politics without my brain reflexively shutting it down in case things get too nice before the fall#I know Harris has flaws#But I just like her--she's more progressive and feels joy and isn't shy about hating Trump#But then my brain is like “do not get attached or The Pain will be worse later”#This happened in 2020 too---I couldn't believe it when we won I was so busy preparing for the worst#harris for president#democrats#vote democrat#seriously vote democrat#If you are following me or reading my fic and capable of voting in the US election and are not voting Democrat please feel free to fuck off#You're the reason Trump won in 2016 and if you prove my anxiety brain right I hope all your food comes out burnt for the rest of your life#good thing I have therapy tomorrow
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Very self indulgent post that is for basically no one except myself but. my transfem Raz posting :]
#art#doodles#fanart#psychonauts#razputin aquato#lili zanotto#frazie aquato#mirtala aquato#donatella aquato#I did not expect to get so attached to this headcanon but I love it so much#(also transmasc Lili is also there a little because I like that headcanon too 👍)#weird little girl and her name is Razputin Aquato :]#and her family is very supportive :]#tbh realistically though I do not think Raz would figure it out this early. but I'm playing and having fun ok :]#btw I may come back to that girl's night picture sketch and color it later because I think it's so cute#I just drew it in magma and I can't do more than sketches there#fav posts
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There are many things people expect from one called 'God of Blood'. Always, the first thought is the blood of war, the blood of violence, the blood of the weak shed for the goals of the strong. Ares doesn't think of the blood of battle at all. When he thinks of blood, he envisions the many tied knots of blood bonds and bonds forged in the blood of battle. Blood sons and blood daughters, blood brothers and battle sisters, blood oaths and blood vengeance - he watches over them all and keeps close each one of these bonds.
One cannot begrudge his displeasure then when he realises he cannot tell Leto's offspring apart just by looking at them.
It was easier when it was just Artemis. Dark hair curled about her shoulders, a fierce mien whenever Father summons her to the mountain, a scattering of bones and blood shed whenever she was disturbed; the eldest child of Leto was a wild thing, sharp toothed with sharper claws always at the ready. There's whispers of her being a twin, of her other half being made to crawl on their belly as penance for their sin of god-slaying but Ares pays it little mind. What twins look alike among their number? Even dog litters are born distinct with all their unique markings inlaid in their fur. Artemis' twin too would be much more than their sister's mirror image.
Pouring over his list now, he wishes anything about Phoebus Apollo was that simple.
Mirror image did not begin to describe it. The twins were the same height, the same build, had the same colour and texture hair, ate the same raw food and drank the same amount of nectar. There was no difference in how they dressed, no difference in the company they kept, no variance in the weapons they used. There are some days Ares still cannot believe Phoebus will grow into a man and not some nymph with the way his ears have that slender point. He watches them now, sitting together beneath a shady palm and stringing their bows in an uncanny unison and curses because he still cannot tell them apart. What use is his skill in knowing blood when they both have the same damn blood running through their veins? What bond is there to sense when they are tied so tightly together, Ares can scarcely tell brother from sister?
He sighs. Unadorned and completely alone, the only way to know who is who is to speak to them. He'll have to find more ways to tell them apart from a distance. Surely they cannot stay this similar all the rest of their immortal lives.
#ginger writes#hello and welcome to my 'ares is doing his best' corner#I can't overstate enough how alike Artemis and Apollo are as young gods physically#literally identical twin status which only begins to change as they acquire different domains#I was really happy with the font I got because it very closely resembles what I imagine Ares' handwriting to be like#But I'll gladly add an image description if it's too illegible#That said Ares has an interesting dynamic with the twins#In a lot of ways there's a sense of guilt/wariness surrounding him for Apollo and Artemis#because he knows how much they stress his mother out and he also knows how much Hera doesn't like Leto#But there's also a bit of fascination because Artemis is extremely strong#(in a way that's markedly different from Athena's strength)#while Apollo has all of these crazy stories attached to him from killing Python + his work while exiled#but when he returns he's very placid and calm and almost?? too nice? Definitely nothing like Artemis#in terms of personality#Ares doesn't really trust it until he learns that straight up that's just What Apollo Is Like#That too will change eventually but for now Ares just doesn't want to approach Artemis the way he'd approach Apollo#because he'd get his head caved in with the curved side of a bow#There are precious few encounters Ares has had with Artemis where he hasn't walked away with#at least a few arrow wounds LMAO#He'll eventually be forced to accept that it's Artemis' love language#ares#artemis#apollo#pursuing daybreak posting#writing
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OMG WE ACTUALLY HAVE NEW EYECATCHERS!! ACTUAL NEW ONES!!!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE 2016!!!!
And look at the crew being all soft with each other 😭🥹
We SHOULD have gotten a filler of them just chilling either after the Raid or before Egghead
#one piece#toei animation#straw hat pirates#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#usopp#sanji#nami#tony tony chopper#nico robin#franky#brook#jinbei#i can't get TOO attached to their egghead outfits...
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Tempted to write a replaced au twst fic where Yuu (or alternatively, I'll use my Yuu, Riyuu, who is basically who I'm writing this for) used to be the cutest girl around, the cheery one who's always around everyone, the one you can't seem to dislike even if your crush falls for her because she earnestly says sorry (even though it's not her fault) and will always help you out if you need her back in her old school. But one day, a new girl comes around and her whole reputation got destroyed. She helps the new girl adjust, tells her all the rumours and introduces her to all the popular kids. But the girl ends up backstabbing her, telling the popular girls rumours about how she intentionally plays up the act to steal their crushes to her, and lies to the boys, telling them she's just playing with their hearts and that she's a horrible person.
Yuu ends up alone and excluded, being seen as "annoying" and only having a few close friends who doesn't really interact with her in public in fear of their reputation being ruined. She ends up miserable at school, and wishes to not go anymore. But one day comes a saving grace, she gets whisked by a mysterious black carriage into Twisted Wonderland, or more specifically, Night Raven College. She doesn't mind working if it meant she doesn't have to deal with her old school, there was still 1 and a half years left of school and she doesn't want to deal with all ghe group projects to be assigned that will inevitably end with everyone not wanting to team up with her. Plus, as annoying Grim is, he's like the animal friend all of the anime and storybook protagonists she knows has, and she doesn't mind him too much.
Some things did change after she and Grim got officially enrolled, but she had no problem adapting to the social expectations of the world, part time jobs with Sam -- and occasionally the canteen -- paid enough to get her tools for cooking basic but delicious food, and new friends without the weight of her past helped her get settled comfortably.
The existence of Overblots stunned her for a bit, but a peek into Riddle and Leona's memories helped her understand the concept, even if just a little. However, things began to change eerily simlarly to her old school when a new girl comes, also in a similar position to her, getting transported to a new, unfamilliar world, and seemingly hailing from a similar world to the Earth she knows. She warmly welcomes her, eager to finally befriend another girl, but it seems that the girl does not share the same enthusiasm.
The girl only barely responds to Yuu's attempts at forming a friendship, and always seems to talk her in a condescending way, and often dismisses her, and especially so whenever there are any boys around.
Yuu will not deny any statements claiming she's an attention seeker or that she plays up her sweet innocent girl act, but she knows to never, ever sacrifice a bystander for it. But if someone insists on war with her... well that's another, different story. She's learnt her lesson of being overly optimistic, and she will not make the same mistake twice. She will not let her make her life a living hell more than it already is with Crowley's irresponsibleness.
Aaand thus begins the story. Or well, however you wanna continue it. I'm honestly in favour of most Housewardens (Kalim, Vil, and Idia in particular. I'll put my reasoning in a few paragraphs down) Adeuce, Tweels, and Ortho for team Yuu. Why?
Well, first of all, Adeuce. This is mostly because the duo is like. with Yuu since Day 1, as much of a bitch as Ace is, I think those two are the most likely to trust and know Yuu well enough to not believe the lies R (< Replacer) tells. Especially Deuce, he doesn't want to betray a friend he knew for quite a while, that would not be very honor student-like of him!! And she helped him out in a lot of situations too! He doesn't want to hurt you after all the trouble you go through to help him, and also knowing how horrible your living conditions are. Ace would most likely give in to peer pressure if the student body is overwhelmingly in favour of R, but as of now, he maybe enjoys your company just a bit more than R. Just a bit, promise.
Tweels I feel like is self-explanatory. Those two are perceptive as fuck istg it scares me. Jade especially. I feel like the two would just toy with R for a bit despite her facade and lies before dropping her after she bothers them for attention and favours one too many times.
(Ortho ties in with Idia so I'll explain him in Idia's paragraph)
Kalim is actually very emotionally intelligent. He can come off annoying and stupid, but from all the scenes I see of him, he's actually really good at dealing with people. Have you seen how he deals with the Scarabia residents after Jamil's OB??? The way he phrases his sentences?? He didn't force or even plead with them to forgive Jamil, he simply asks them to wait before making permanent judgements, and I think he's gonna be uncomfy with how condescendingly R talks to Yuu, and even if he's used to people going after him for money, I feel like R mostly eyeing him for money and how she "secretly" sighs in annoyance everytime she goes out of the party for a "bathroom break" will only solidify his dislike/discomfort, even if he doesn't show it.
Vil is also kind of self-explanatory if you read into his character and not just the shell the official English localization makes for him. (I could rant for hours about how the official tl portrays his character istg. He's hardworking and he actually didn't attempt to poison Neige out of pure jealousy, he did it because he felt like all his efforts to be beautiful will never be able to surpass Neige, who, in his eyes, always seemed to be innocent and naturally beautiful. He feels like the villain in Neige's story. He feels like he is reduced to what he often plays as, a snobbish, overconfident villain obsessed with overthrowing the hero. And because of it, it became a twisted self-fulfilling prophecy, pushing him to, in a fit of despair, be that same villain everyone sees him as.) I really don't think he will take well to R's condescension to Yuu, who genuinely wants to befriend R. (I actually have a whole thing in my head where Yuu and Vil occasionally have sleepovers where they do skincare together after the whole VDC thing happened. I feel like this is also a "vent sesh" of sorts for the both of them, just to air out their grievances without much seriousness, and I think Yuu would admit to wanting a fellow girl in the school that she could befriend, since no matter what, being the only girl can be exhausting.) Ik Vil's not a girl but he is such a girls' girl istg.
Idia... this mostly ties into Ortho and The STYX Incident, but like,, I think we can all agree on this one,, Idia is smart and capital V Very pessimistic. Would you rather trust the girl you've known for a while, who saw your memories, who helped you in awkward social situations when she can and is besties with your brother or some random new girl who trash talks said girl behind her back? The former, right? Plus, even if Yuu did only hang out with him and his brother because she likes to secretly laugh at him behind his back, there's mo guarantee R wouldn't do the same, given his experience. And he would rather have someone who actively helps him and his brother out than someone who wouldn't.
I didn't put Malleus in because of how canon him actually treats Yuu. I feel like the fandom kind of put on rose-tinted glasses on with his character, and kind of ignored some things like, idk... him just leaving them to fend for themselves homeless during Octavinelle... maybe he thought Crowley would offer them a place to stay but like... I'm still bothered by how didn't atleast offer a spare room in Diasomnia. He's a housewarden goddamnit. He's not as distant or scary as the rumours say but like. still rubbed me the wrong way.
Anyways I don't think my attention span will let me write it to completion so if anyone likes this and wants to write it feel free. Pls tag me if you do tho. I would love to read it :3
#was listening to all eyes on me while writing this btw#You can also insert an Obey Me crossover with Replaced AU on that end that also ended horribly#“First' the worst; maybe third's the charm!”#I don't play Obey Me though so I can't rlly construct the narrative for that one#Also I don't hate Malleus nor Malleyuu I swear#I just think we're a bit biased with his actions sometimes...#Anyways if anyone wants to just ditch the school for RSA#Valid. You're 100% valid#I just got attached to Adeuce Kalim and Vil lol#I would just run to RSA if I ever get the chance tho#Fuck Crowley noone likes Crowley 🙂😇#twisted wonderland#twst#Do I tag twst x reader???#fuck it why not it's literally based on an entire angst au anyways#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#replaced au#twst replaced au#twisted wonderland replaced au#okay enough tags I'm tired#I'm not gonna tag the specific characters mentioned#I'm too tired and I don't wanna :3#Also R is used for Replacer for this entire thing sorry#I haven't played twst for a long; looooong while but I like some of the boys too much to let go [sigh]#Also just bc it's fun to think about#Waiting for Limbus or HSR to get updated so take some twst brainrot in the meantime#I love Villainess manhwas#Ofc I would love Replaced AUs
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i love him
tbh i think the lineart is better than the final result
#wow how do you know i can't render properly#definitely not because of all the crappy job i've done right?#anyway#those are gauss's law for electric and magnetic field btw#i wanted to make that the moment i know there's a warframe named gauss in the game#yes im a nerd#i use him so much im kinda attached to him now#but tbh it's kinda hard to make him look good with my normal comic quality#i hope that bunny ears would make him recognizable enough#also have to figure out how to draw volt#i think his face looks too much like a face that i somehow just can't really handle well all of a sudden#and im gonna make gauss prime badger him so much i kinda have to get over whatever obstacle that is#warframe#warframe gauss#warframe gauss prime#my art
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just think that it's maybe like really kinda a tiny bit cruel that chloe and joyce don't get to be together no matter what ending
#like dawg#bay over bae chloe's dead#bae over bay joyce dies#WHAT THE FUCK MAN 😭😭😭😭#can't have your cake and eat it too i get it but ill drink cement like#both endings are so gut wrenching in their own way#one just way more than the other#i kid you not bay over bae feels like grieving an actual person it worries me#or maybe i just need to stop feeling so attached to characters that aren't real#but where's the fun in that#chloe price#joyce price#life is strange#max caulfield#pricefield#bae over bay#4eva
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The winner takes it all by ABBA fits Shellfish Stan to me, with Stan being the ‘loser’ and Ford being the ‘Winner’
Also I NEED more Shellfish Stan and Soos, plus I was listening to At All Costs Demo and while I know it’s technically a romantic song, I have decided to make it platonic and apply it to Stan and Soos. Like I’m imagining Soos as the man’s voice, just promising to be there for Stan, unlike so many others! And Stan accepting it and clinging to this love that he desperately need! There, a happier song recommendation! :)
Selfish Shellfish AU - Masterpost
The Winner Takes It All, that one is a classic. I can’t quite see Ford as the Winner in this song though.
No, for me, the song is sung to Ford, but the Winner? The Winner is Fiddleford.
He won the “Ford’s best friend” competition that no one knew about except for Stan.
The song is so dramatic I can’t take it too seriously but I can see it clearly.
Poor Stan tries to desperately hold on to Ford and win this non-existent friendship competition.
Fidds has no idea what's going on. He just wants to befriend Stan as well.
And I understand You've come to shake my hand
Fiddleford walks up to Stan trying to invite him to hang out. Stan, in tears, apologises, shakes his hand, tells him he’s won and runs away.
Fiddleford: ???????
At All Costs Demo
That song is so adorable for them 😭
[And now I have another reason to be mad at Disney for messing up the Wish movie so badly. Thanks for that 😂]
This also fits really nicely to a different Shellfish!Soos version currently living in my head. One that's actually younger than Stan by a couple of years and living in New Jersey as well.
His grandma died so he’s been thrown into the system and got very unlucky with his placements and/or is getting passed around from home to home because he's just too weird or keeps trying to fix things but accidentally makes it worse all the time.
Eventually he either runs away or just spends his days away from his foster home, finds the Stan o’ War and tries to fix the poor boat up.
And that's how he meets Stan, who at first shouts at Soos for messing with his boat but soon realises that the kid is scared of him and makes it his new life mission to keep him safe.
[Hehe, bonus points if little Wendy ends up in the same foster home as Soos. I just need Stan to have his found family back]
[Different version where Soos’ grandma is still alive but very old and sick and needs a lot of help and Stan just simply ends up moving in with them.]
#Selfish Shellfish AU#gravity falls#ask#stanley pines#relativity falls#soos ramirez#i'm going to write the 2nd part to my little soos-stan road trip as soos as i finally managed to get all of my other fic on ao3 out#its all taking too long 😂. im procrastinating as we speak#i've also been craving some sad kids protecting each other recently which is why soos gets to be a little guy now#wendy and soos being siblings would be cute as well#i imagine Wendy to end up in foster cause she told her dad shes a girl and he was at a loss at what to do#Girls arent manly. He can't take care of her anymore#so he gave her away👍#surely others will do better job. Maybe a woman.#if you're reading this and are very attached to manly dan pretend she has a different father who is an asshole in this one XD
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you're leaving in two months, huh? guess that's kinda my notice, too. at least we have the rest of the summer.
#i am definitely not crying real tears imagining what this felt like#how did they do this to me with only 40 minutes. their power.#alexa and katie#alexa & katie#katie x aiden#cookie crook#kaiden#tvedit#netflixedit#cinematv#cinemapix#dailyflicks#everythingdaily#tvfilmsource#dailytvfilmgifs#userstream#otpsource#isabel may#barrett carnahan#my edits#*****okay but no i'm actually blubbering! wtf!#“call me if you get stressed out” because he's prevented her panic attacks before and wants to know she's cared for if it happens again#wants HER to know she's cared for if it happens again#(he's also saying 'keep my number in your phone. we may not be together but i still want to be there for you')#and it's so important to me that katie is the one who loses composure & affirms “i'll miss you” first#when she's the one who said they shouldn't take things too seriously given the circumstances#ALSO! the way that aiden never lost any of the traits she didn't like in the first place (ambivalent / cantankerous / smug)#but that didn't stop her forming an attachment to him anyway!!! god!!#i can't y'all these writers were ON something when they cooked this#fave
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Dragon!Maggie/Princess Evie and Prince Max my beloved
the concept has my heart, has no backing in canon, and i don't care
He's her treasure hiss go away insert cat growling noises
#maggie going from avoidant standoffish with max to extremely attached is an idea i deeply love just#once they are best buds there is no. going. back.#my art#MDN art tag#trinket duo#renegades fanart#supernova epilogue spoilers#maggie white#evie artino#max everhart#fairytale au#renegades fairytale au#the renegades trilogy#renegades trilogy#renegades#renegades fandom#renegades marissa meyer#like she's wanted to be wanted for so long then gave up on it but then if Max was able to be what she needed#alongside her working harder for her first friendship she'd take it#Do the work and become more attached than ever she hasn't seen herself as wanted for so long#Plus. heres max who she just finds fascinating and wants to learn more and more about and who in an aching way reminds her of callum someti#es (sometimes TOO much) but also in exchange for her showing him around the city being protection he needs He doesn't ask her questions#he doesn't nag her into being one way or another like authority figures she's known and sometimes she can get him to break the rules!#she's never really had a peer like that before#at the children's home I theorize it was a hierarchy environment that probably wasn't the greatest definitely not the greatest#and I don't think she ever HAD friends before bc of both her antisocialness and the fact she has a big reputation for stealing your valuabl#s#AND max isn't familiar with gatlon city and while he's a Renegade and it's been a few years since he's been able to explore#while she accompanies him on taking notes about the city she can't help but want to keep him safe#at least I like that hc
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Can someone tell me if the Little Brother Fake CEO survives this drama?
I'm so worried for him.
Edit: I had a feeling he was marked for death.
#I don't mind spoilers#but I'm not sure how to even look this up#vincenzo#I'M WORRIED#I can't get too attached if he's going to die#but I like him
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"I'm not a good man."
From this morning's drafting session! I promise this line is more sad and less edgy in context, lmao.
No-pressure tagging @teacupwriter, @radiowrites, and @bardicbeetle, plus anyone else who wants to do it!
Last Line Tag
thanks for the tag @oh-no-another-idea! another out-of-context line from the new wip:
He always thought he’d be dead.
I should update my taglist, but tagging (if you'd like, no pressure!) @notwritinganyflufftoday, @pluto-murphy-writes, @kaylinalexanderbooks, and whoever reads this!
#writeblr#writing#tag game#last line#my writing#lost letters tag#we're 200 away from 84k in this draft!!#WHAT#just a couple more chapters before the endgame really starts endgaming#mom come pick me up I'm scared#oc: everett sage#<< the semi random minor character who says this#I was not expecting to Like this guy#but he underscores a pretty important theme#and he has some certified Fun to Write dialogue#but uh#I can't get TOO attached#bc things don't end too well for him 😭
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