#I am very exited about the fish study
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My name is Day, I am 21 years old and a full time ecology student. I've been studying ecology/biology for about 9 years, and yet I hear stories on the regular that leave me absolutely baffled.
I want so share some of my favourites with you, enjoy :) (will probably be updated over the course of time)
Parrots can be taught how to videocall, and actively enjoy calling with other parrots (Kleinberger et. al, 2024)
Some species of (wild) eel only procreate in/close to the bremuda triangle (Nolte, 2020; Browne, 2021)
(google on own discression) Snail love arrows. It's fucking WILD.
Female common bluetails (damselfly) have evolved to look physically exactly like male common blue tails so they are left alone during mating season (Kuta, 2023)
People feeding their christmas tree to goats because it's good for their health (in moderation!) (Laufenberg, 2024)
CHIMPANSEES SLEEP IN NESTS (Wikipedia, n.d.a) As someone who knows nothing about primates, this was an eye opener to me
Talking about monkeys, This video (I taught an ape how to play minecraft)
(CW// animal neglect) "Cloth mothers" (and the maternal-separation tests in general) (Wikipedia, n.d.b)
Researchers continuously trying to bring back extinct animals (such as heck cattle)
The entirety of Flevoland, Netherlands. They really just- did that.
Het Diemerpark, Amsterdam, NL. A park build on thousands of kilo's chemical waste and trash. They just put a big box over it and moved on like it was nothing (Gemeente Amsterdam, n.d.; AGV, n.d).
Why are there so many ways to photosynthensise???
The mirror test, and the single elephant that passed the test (Wikipedia, n.d.c.)
(I wish I had a better source, but for now this will do TvT. It's something my teacher shared in a lecture). Dutch zoo houses rhino's and cows in same area. Calf annoys rhino. Rhino yeets calf into the air, calf breaks his leg, heals, does it again, gets yeeted again, breaks leg again (Damen, n.d.).
Some places place green-light lanterns in the street because green = good for the invironment. This is absolute bullshit. Green is one of the worst colors, and was originally introduced to chase away geese (Spoelstra, 2017).
Currently don't have a source, it was shared during a reading of a ecologist. There's a population of wolves that live soley of fish and stranded carcasses. Wolves have cultures, and you can sometimes tell which wolf belongs to which family based on their diet.
(THANKS TO USER TIGOTEUS!!) Koi (Cyprinus carpio) can be taught recognise and tell the difference between music genres (Chase, 2001). THIS IS SO COOL I DID NOT KNOW THIS. Also shout out to fish Pepi, he tried his best.
Now I shall continue writing the actual essay that I need to finish by tomorrow LMAO <3
#ecology#biology#animals#Idk why I wrote this#I have a lot more important things to do#but alas#I am very exited about the fish study#Its genuinely such an interesting read#My local libary has the Was Fische Wissen book in stock#I might actually go get it. It sounds awesome
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Modern!peaky blinders With reader who play animal crossing. Will they play the game with the reader, or would they just watch. Who will their islands look like
Hehehehe i love this <3 <3 <3 i love animal crossing so so much and B doesn't understand it at all
Tommy
🌿 Are you kidding, he's far too busy with all his caniving underground blackmarket business to sit around playing a video game designed for children...
🌿 That being said however, he loves that you have something that keeps you calm and happy, something that distracts you from all your worrying.
🌿 He doesn't ever admit it but he likes to watch you playing it because you're always so at peace and you have an adorable little smile on your face when you do. So he calls you into his study when he knows you're playing it and sneaks peaks at you whilst he works.
🌿 God he finds their stupid little animal voices incessant and annoying. Will not let you play it with the volume up.
🌿You tried to get him to play it just once but he wasn't having any of it so instead you made him a character to live on your island with you.
🌿It looks like this, you're very proud of it (for reals I'm very proud of it)
🌿When you show it to him you're smiling and giddy excited about it but he's so baffled. Still he thinks it's sweet you did it, even if he can't understand why you did...
🌿 "love it looks nothing like me..." "What how can you say that it looks exactly like you!" "Y/N why in gods name am I blushing..." you shrugging your shoulders, "cause its cute, you're cute..."
🌿He admires how machiavelian you are when it comes to perfecting the aesthetic of your island and finds your plots to get rid of villagers you don't like very amusing.
🌿He really has a soft spot for brewster.
Alfie
🐻 Whatever makes you happy he supposes. He doesnt understand these video games you "youngens" are into.
🐻 But honestly he would do anything to make you happy which includes making a character on your island and helping you make the big decisions about where things should go and who is allowed to move in.
🐻 You refuse to make any big decisions without consulting him and he thinks its adorable how serious you are about it.
🐻 When you remodel his charachter to look like this he can only laugh at you. "As if I'd ever wear somet that ugly y/n... And why habe you made me look so bloody grumpy and scruffy eh? Are you tryna tell me somet zieskiet?"
🐻 Alfie doesn't trust Tom Nook at all amd you really have to argue with him about paying off your loans to expand your house because Alfie doesn't think you should have to give a single bell to that "parasite"
🐻 Doesnt understand why youd play a game in which you have to pay off a big loan.
🐻He likes it when you come and sit in his lap whilst playing it. Quite often when he's had a particularly stressful day he'll secretly be hoping you've been busy on your island and want to give him the tour of all the things you've been building.
🐻 Gets jealous of your favourite islander "you're never that exited to see me..."
🐻 When you ask him who his favourite islander is he always says you because he likes how you blush and have to pretend to be wound up saying "no I don't count!" to hide how much you like hearing him say that.
🐻 His other answer, if you push him is Blathers and he really likes when you show him around the museum. Makes some joke about how you "obviously have a thing for old fossils"
Arthur
🍂 The only video games Arthur has ever played are games like Fifa and GTA, "mans games" so when you show him animal crossing he's so confused. He doesn't get it at all. "And you get your own island and theres these cute animals to make pals with and you can go fishing and bug catching and swimming and..."
"Right right I can see all that my darlin... But... Whats the point?"
"The point?" you frown, "the point is that its fun... And its relaxing too you should try it some time..."
🍂 You're joking but you would actually really like him to try it because he's always so stressed out and you're sure it would do him good. And you'll pay off all your loans much quicker if theres two of you playing...
🍂 But Arthur will not be seen dead playing a game thats for "girls and kids" he's worried if people find out it'll make him look weak.
🍂 But, he does like to watch you play it, he likes to sit on the sofa in front of the telly, him leaning back against your chest, your legs wrapped around his body so that he can lean back and relax whilst you play.
🍂 He really likes Redd and he doesn't like the fact that Redd isn't always there. He always reminds you to go and check for "that dodgy little boat"
🍂 He fucking hates Isabelle, he thinks she's incredibly annoying and he especially doesn't like it when she reads you negative reviews of your island or suggests improvments. "What the bloody hell would she know about style with her stupid fuckin topknot and her fucking..." "Arthur!" you gasp clamping your hand over his mouth, "be nice!"
🍂 Sometimes you log in and someones been teraforming your island or upsetting one of your neighbours, you know it must be arthur but you never confront him. You always look forward to seeing what he's gotten up to.
🍂 One day you make him a character and leave it there for him, someone starts leaving you little gifts burried in holes. At least you think he's leaving them on purpose? You're not entirely sure he knows how to play the game.
John
🌼 John is kind of a big kid and he definitely has his own switch, but he usually plays more "exciting games" or at least ones that are competitive. He likes thrashing you on mario kart and smash bros etc.
🌼 And for ages he teases you for playing a game thats so "lame" and for "little girls" however... He's competitive isn't he...
🌼 When he sees your island he has to outdo you, so he gets it in secret and works away at it quietly for months! Suddenly he isn't so bothered about racing you and pushing you off rainbow road. Suddenly he's preocupied with something else and you're a little suspicious...
🌼 Then finally he crumbles and caves asking you for your friendcode because he NEEDS oranges. They're the only fruit he doesn't have and he NEEDS to have all of them to perfect his island.
🌼 But he swears you to secrecy, wrestles you to the floor because you won't stop teasing him "I thought you said it was a game for little girls!"
🌼 Pins you down on the carpet and makes you swear on your favourite islander that you won't tell a soul because he knows that if word got out among his brothers... Or worse rival gangs, his credibility as a dangerous criminal would be ruined.
🌼 When you see his little character you squeal cause he's SO cute! He gets embarrassed and "grumpy" telling you to shut up and swearing you to secrecy all over again.
🌼 His island is actually very impressive, its surprisingly very aesthetically pleasing. He's made an outdoor movie theatre on the cliff and also built his own little version of the Garrison into the side of the cliff. Its really quite adorable.
🌼 From then on you're always competing to build the best places on your island. Then one day he shows you a waterfall he's made thats in the shape of a heart and theres a little sign next to it with y/n on it, he's he's named it after you.
🌼 After awhile he stops being so uptight about it and he doesnt really care who knows, if his brothers take the piss out of him he shrugs his shoulders and will play fight them to prove hes still "man" enough
Bonnie
☘️Modern au Bonnie gives me slight adhd vibes, this boys mind is always racing with several thoughts at once and he can't do sit still...
☘️ When he first sees you playing it he kine of assumes he'll get bored with it super quickly, he's not opposed to it and when you say he can make a character on your island he just shrugs and plays along
☘️ But then he doesn't touch it for ages... To be honest its not exactly "most famous boxer in the world" vibes adjacent
☘️Then suddenly this all changes and he gets sucked into a terraforming hole, like the boy has a vision and will not move from that console until he's seen it through. Not even to pee. You have to remind him to eat! You'll be talking to him and its like he can't even hear you...
☘️ Oh, this is the character you co-made together for him (as in he made himself so boring you had to login later and add a touch of cute)
☘️He thinks Tom Nook is a capitalist villain. Tries to convince you not to pay your loans and not to buy into the whole Nook con.
☘️He thinks its sad the way Tom Nook takes a perfect, natural, island and ruins it for profit. He teases you and tells you that you're an ecoterrorist.
☘️ One day he sees you on a deserted island chopping down all the trees and hes HORRIFIED. "I can't believe my girlfriends such an evil capitalist! MARX DIDNT DIE FOR THIS Y/N!" "what would chomsky think of this?!"
☘️ Remember this article?
Bonnie wrote it.
☘️ You will never get a 5 star island because he's always planting new trees, he wants the whole island to be a big forest and he just won't listen to reason.
☘️ "No you can't chop that one down he's my favourite!" "Theyre literally all the same!" "Yeah and?!" "Bon people are getting lost! In the woods!!!" "They should be grateful!!"
☘️ His favourite animals are the jocks, naturally.
Isaiah
🐀He claims to hate it, especially in front of the other lads, he'll take the piss out of you for wasting your time with a childrens game BUT
🐀"Where are the guns this is shit..."
🐀He has a character on your island that you made for him and he does occasionally play it...
🐀You gave him little devil horns because he's an absolute menace!!
🐀If he isn't backseat driving when he's watching you play, always beung knitpicky about your aesthetics and telling you what to do...
🐀He is logging in and leaving pitfall seeds everywhere or terrorising your neighbours!!!
🐀Actually this game brings out his evil side, he will hit anyone and everyone with the net and he loves shoving them around too. The island bully tbh. You're constantly sending the animals apology gifts because he's upset them again.
🐀You squabble over your islands aesthetic like little children!
🐀 "saiah what the hell have you done to the allotment!" "Oh is that what that was supposed to be it looked like the bloody bins behind Tesco!" "Oh right cause you could do so much better!" "Yeah... If I was the sort of person who liked to waste their time on a childrens video game!"
🐀He's a little bitch about who can live on the island and if someone moves in who he doesn't like he targets them immediately!
🐀He's utter garbage at terraforming and he's always leaving the island a mess that you have to clean up... Which leads to more squabbling.
🐀Gets stung by a wasps nest once and falls out with the game, refuses to play it for a whole week because "its fucking stupid!" "You should be able to set fire to the fucking wasps!"
Michael
☘️He had wild world when he was a little boy and now he has ptsd from resetti...
☘️ And although now he's far too worried about what his cousins would think if he got new horizons, he does really like watching you play it... In fact thats why he bought it for you in the first place...
☘️Its nice, it lets his inner child (he was forced to leave his youth behind too soon) get a little joy and whenever an islander moves in that he remembers from when he was a kid he gets so nostalgic.
☘️ He'll tell you who his favourites were when he was young and he'll tell you who he hated and who he thinks you should avoid.
☘️But because of his nostalgia he's not a fan of the new stuff thats come with the updates... He misses pelly and phylis and the tortoise mayor...
☘️ One day he tells you Tom Nook is trying to make his own Jonestown and you can never look at the game in the same way ever again...
☘️ He remembers all the old tricks and he's always jumping to remind you to bury your daily money tree and to make sure you shake every tree and hit every rock.
☘️He won't buy it himself so he doesn't have his own island but you let him play on yours and you make him a little character to try and coax him into playing.
☘️You'll have chill mornings when he doesn't have peaky business to do where you get to sit between his legs, napping against his chest whilst he plays animal crossing with his arms wrapped snug around you.
#peaky blinders imagines#animal crossing#bonnie gold x reader#tommy shelby x reader#arthur shelby x reader#john shelby x reader#peaky blinders headcanon#peaky blinders imagine#alfie solomons x reader#isaiah jesus x reader
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👀 who's Rosalind?
okay . after letting this stew for awhile i am finally getting to it
Rosalind Woodlane is one of the main characters in the Arthur WIP. She appears only in the After segments, but is there from literally the start of them (so, chapter 2). she lives in the town he unceremoniously washes up on the beaches of on the morning of his 21st birthday, directly after Alexei's death. her mother, Willow, is the owner of the Willowwood Tavern that he stays at for a few days in exchange for being a dishwasher. Rosalind takes immediate interest in Arthur, because frankly, he's the most interesting thing that's ever happened to her---when else has a quiet, scraggly, traumatized-looking man literally shown up on her doorstep covered in blood? never, that's when.
Rosalind is a fundamentally curious person. she's incredibly bored by the small-town life she's grown up facing. she's autistic and intersex, and while her family is kind and caring, she feels suffocated by their attempts to protect her and feels very clearly different from those around her. she's 23, and she desperately wants to be studying at any of the magical universities in the south, to be making historic strides in research, but instead... she's here, washing dishes every morning, helping with meals every night, and going slightly bonkers having read every single book on the esoteric and magical in her town at least 3 times.
because of her thirst for knowledge, she's essentially the perfect encyclopedia for Arthur, who's just exited a community where he knew... well, nothing about the Real World. she figures out that he's woefully unprepared, and says she'll give him any and all information he needs, in exchange for taking her on his journey with her and teaching her magic. she doesn't care that both things are dangerous--she feels like she'll wither away and die if nothing changes in her life.
generally, Rosalind leans into the fact she's different. she dresses eccentrically on purpose, and has forgone masking in favour of just saying and doing what comes to mind and letting people be weirded out on their own time. she tends to assume that every trait she exhibits is a flaw, and leans into the idea that anyone who likes her is humoring her. she's insanely stubborn, visibly awkward, and wicked smart, but she's also intensely kind and compassionate; she just doesn't really know it yet, because in her eyes, her weirdness is unkind to other people. throughout the course of the story, Arthur and Orion become incredibly important to her. Arthur, because he's the first person to ever openly and clearly be frustrated because she's smarter than him and because she purposely pisses him off, not just because she's "weird" (he very clearly doesn't give a shit about that part), Orion, because he's also experienced growing up Different (autistic) and he admires her ability to be herself even when it's scary (he's very very high masking and people pleasing), and both of them generally because they see her as a person with a variety of traits and wants, not just The Girl Who Is Strange. they see her curiosity, how genuinely hard it is for her to socially interact, her determination to do what's right, her stubbornness and spite, her love of bugs and fish and reptiles, her absolute admiration for magic as a concept, her ability to spot details and contradictions when no one else does, the pressure she feels to give back to her parents by eroding her own life, the way she thinks she's unlovable as she is. and they love her ! they both grow to love her, and she loves them.
she ends up in somewhere between a QPR and a romantic relationship with Orion (best friends who kiss?), and the door is very open for her and Arthur to have some sort of relationship as well. she is canonically polyamorous. both boys' response to this is, "i want her to experience as much love as she wants, and be given as much love as she can", + Arthur is also nebulously polyam, so they don't care.
post-canon i have a very clear vision of her thriving in the growing magical academic field, and it is canon that she establishes and names the specific study of necromancy and paranormal magic. (this is like. casually name dropped in other wips that take place in the same world, like GFS.)
tldr. she's blorbo :)
#asks#funky!#arthur wip#rosalind#i love her dearly + the course of her arc will be difficult but rewarding to write methinks
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Imagine Lucrecia had 2 sons. First with Vincent that she later gave away for adoption and second with Hojo.
She knew she f up with the second one, but maybe the first one can live a calm and uneventful life in Banora?
The Jones family adopted Baby Lucent. He was a smart, pale little kid that constantly stuck his nose into things he had no business snooping on. He found out about how the Rhapsodoses let their nanny hit their son, and how Genesis and Angeal were science experiments gone wrong. He saw the boys form a bond, playing together and sneaking over to see each other in the dead of night.
Lucent always wanted to join them, but was rarely able to see them during the day, when it would have been acceptable to talk to them. He was too quiet when he watched at night, and it would have been creepy to introduce himself then.
Lucent was his parents' only child, and grew up knowing he was adopted. They loved him and did their best, even when he'd materialize out of nowhere around the house like a ninja, starting from before he could crawl. Or when he'd just happen to know things that no one told him. He knew the mayor was sleeping with the butcher. He knew who his bio mom was and that she was a Shinra scientist. He knew the people who spied on him every few months were Turks. He guessed that either he was a Turk child or a lab experiment or both.
His mom and dad had longed for him so much, and they really did their homework in raising him. They paid careful attention to his emotional well-being, and encouraged and disciplined him to the very best of their ability. He loved them immensely, and they him.
So when he kept getting top marks at school, they didn't hesitate to put him in online and university classes, or to scrape together funds to support him when he went to Midgar to study. He was advanced enough that he got admitted early and went around the same time as Genesis and Angeal enlisted.
He worked hard, and by the time the Crisis Core era rolled around, he had a medical degree and employment with Shinra. More importantly, he had access to records now, was fast friends with Kunsel, and was constantly being courted by the Turks, who he turned down every time.
It did take up until this point to confirm his suspicions about the slope of Sephiroth's nose and the funny way his bangs grew, but now he knew, and now, at 11:30 am on a Tuesday, it was time to meet his half brother.
Lucent coughed once, then finally knocked on Sephiroth's office door.
"Come in," said Sephiroth. "Oh. What does the old man want now? Blood?"
Lucent blinked in confusion.
"I'm not sure who you mean; I'm here to deliver the report for the 3rd class health statistics," Lucent said.
"Very well, you may leave it on my desk," said Sephiroth, returning to his computer.
"I also wished to discuss something else with you."
Sephiroth sighed and fished around for a pen.
"Did you want an autograph?"
"No, I want to know if you remember our mother."
Time seemed to freeze, and the temperature of the room dropped.
"Excuse me?" Sephiroth asked, cold as ice.
"Lucrecia Crescent, listed as a primary scientist in the Jenova project. Long brown hair, same face as you, probably died when you were a baby...? I just want to know more about her, if you have more information."
"Get out."
Lucent felt animal fear jolt through his veins, but he powered through. He wasn't known for letting curiosity go easily.
"I understand this is a shock. I will leave, but please contact me if you change your mind," Lucent said, placing his card and the forgotten report on Sephiroth's desk. He kept his composure as he exited, closing the door firmly behind him, walking calmly down to his office, and shutting his own door.
Then he slumped against it, shaking and breathing hard. He'd be a stupid man not to be absolutely terrified from the energy in Sephiroth's office. He didn't know how long he sat there on the corporate carpet, trying to calm his nerves and telling himself he did the right thing, but he was interrupted by his PHS ringing.
"Dr. Lucent Jones," he answered automatically.
"Commander Rhapsodos. Look, Jones, I don't know who you are or where you've come from, but on behalf of Sephiroth, I will give you exactly one opportunity to speak with me. If I don't like what I hear, I will kill you. Meet me at the coffee shop on Loveless and 6th in one hour." Genesis paused. "Just to make it perfectly clear, I will kill you. This is a company line and I know Reno or someone is listening in. I will kill any Turks if they follow you, and if you're working with them or any other group to take advantage, I will kill everyone involved. If you don't show up, I will blackball you from practicing medicine in Midgar, but it will be better than death."
*click*
Lucent let out a strained laugh. Genesis Rhapsodos might be dramatic in everyday life, but that was not an idle threat.
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Lazard watched as a man in a lab coat left Sephiroth's office. That couldn't be good. As soon as the man left, Lazard tapped on Sephiroth's door, knowing he would have heard him coming. After a few seconds with no response, he swiftly entered, shutting the door behind him.
Sephiroth was sitting at his desk, completely motionless, pupils blown wide, gaze fixed on a stack of papers topped by a business card.
This wasn't going to be a good day.
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Eventually, Lucent is vetted by at least 3 layers of Sephiroth Protection Squad members, supported by Kunsel, and breaks into the inner circle. With him on their side, he's able to help with Genesis and Angeal's degradation using his Turk inclinations and medical knowledge.
He brings Sephiroth to meet his parents, and they love him and adopt him immediately, laughing over his ability to appear out of nowhere and cooing over his handsome funky bangs. They cherish his awkwardness covered by learned manners, fondly remembering Lucent's teenage years.
Lucent keeps digging, becoming more and more horrified between what he uncovers and what he hears from Sephiroth. He is right that this can't continue, and he is right that something must be done about Jenova.
He, Sephiroth, and Genesis go to Nibelheim with a spunky little trooper and Angeal's puppy. Shit goes down, but they ultimately find themselves with an emo vampire.
Sephiroth smirks weakly from where Genesis is practically holding him up.
"Guess it's my turn to spring some shocking parentage news on you, big brother," he says, nodding his head at Lucent and Vincent's matching red eyes and pale skin. Everyone laughs, relieved that Sephiroth is going to be ok, Jenova is dead, and the little trooper pulled through after being yeeted into a wall.
When they return to Midgar, Vincent kills Hojo and the president, and after the dust settles, Sephiroth retires to Banora. He has dinner with the Jones family most nights, and when Genesis or Angeal is in town, they eat apples together.
Lucent keeps his job at Shinra, helping the trooper through his mako sensitivity and his transition to SOLDIER. He's always wanted to help people, and Midgar is rife with interesting and difficult cases.
Of course, he visits home regularly to see his family, often tagging along when Lazard visits Sephiroth.
#ff7#sephiroth#genesis rhapsodos#vincent valentine#lucrecia crescent#fuck hojo#not literally lucrecia pull yourself together
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Hi😅 if it's okay can I please ask for a yandere L
With a shy darling that has abandonment issues and wears Jirai Kei Kawaii because of their Mental Health🙁and they think it's cute😌
Sorry if this sounds weird and if you're not taking requests sorry for asking😅
I take requests, no worries! I'll try to incorporate these aspects but it's very specific.
I'm probably going to write a one-shot loosely based on the ending. Stay tuned!
OOC, mentions of bullying, obsession
Yandere L with Shy Reader
You hadn’t always been such a scrambled person
And if you had known it would lead to living (forcibly) with a man who enjoyed dissecting your mind, twisting you into the mould of a loving spouse, maybe you could’ve avoided such a tragic history
But hindsight only poisons you with regret, thinking about every misstep you made that led you to your current position
Life hadn't been the kindest to you
People are cruel, but children are the most cruel of all
Any and every difference that you harboured from your peers scrutinised you to bullying
You learned the hard way that cruel people will smell a victim in you no matter how much you erased yourself, no matter how much you rid yourself of individuality
Surviving the bullying was somewhat tolerable, but the worst sting of all was betrayal from those you trusted
Friends you had known from childhood turned their backs on you the moment you became subject to bullying
Years worth of friendship came so easily crumbling down to them in exchange for social desirability
The bullies were cruel, but the sudden cold looks and dispersal at your approach of your previous friends hurt even more
Thus, you began to act out in any healthy way you could find
Socially, you never were bold enough to express yourself forthright, and so you partook in fashion subcultures that drew scornful gazes
Muted pink, black, and white became your colours of choice, and the frilly, attention-grabbing style was a liberating outlet in a culture of conformity
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When the Kira killings started, you could not say you were all too distraught to see the horrible people around you, along with the scum of society, get their just desserts
Perhaps it was wrong to think this, but you were quite relieved at the change you saw as a result
The streets were…quieter…more orderly
Even school violence seemed to cool quite drastically
It was the season now for university acceptance, and you could cry at how well your studying paid off
To be accepted into the prestigious To-Oh University was not anything that those around you expected—but you knew better than to underestimate yourself, and it paid off
If anything came out of the hardship you faced early in life, it was a profound, unwavering sense of self
And on no account would you change yourself anymore
You were used to lingering glances on account of your fashion taste, but lately, you would turn your head to find yourself eye-to-eye with a pallid, lanky man across the classroom
Even when returning his unblinking stare, he refused to break eye contact, to the point you had to avert your gaze first out of pure discomfort
Although you were accustomed to staring, none had been so bold as to unabashedly continue staring upon being caught
If you recalled correctly his name was “Hideki Ryuga”…or something along those lines
After class, you exited swiftly, eager to escape your peer’s frog-eyed stare
But you were extremely unfortunate in your luck, it would seem, for you heard a low, monotonous voice calls your name from behind, only to see the black haired man with his fish eyes staring at you
The two of you walked to class together, and the whole time it seemed he was probing you, trying to draw certain responses out of you
“The truth is,” he finally explained, pausing in his steps, “I find you to be an interesting person, for reasons I am not quite sure of, myself. I’d like to talk to you more in the future—to see how you think.”
Although he had an abrupt and direct manner of address, he did not seem to have ill intent, (though you had long learned to always keep up your guard)
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I suspect that L is very focused on his Kira investigation, but if you catch his attention, all he knows is that he wants your presence by his side (of course, only after ensuring that there is no way you could be Kira)
He doesn't have normal relationships with others, and as such any sort of relationship with him would not be typical
You help him think, and he does value your insight, both on topics related and unrelated to the Kira investigation
He cannot assuage your fears of abandonment or the scars of your past, as he is not very charismatic with his words, nor is he very affectionate...
But your turbulent past makes him even more curious to see what makes you tick and your unique perspective due to that
However, he would try his best to show, through his actions, that he will not abandon you
As the Kira case gets more serious, with more casualties, his possessive tendencies may flare
He may prefer to confine you to a shared apartment, both for your own sake and his own twisted affections for you
Although he is not one keen for physical affection, sometimes he comes back after a long day and holds you, breathing in your scent and listening to your heartbeat
L may be a beacon of justice for the world in uncovering the perpetrator of the Kira murders
But only you and his butler know of this morally twisted side of him, a man who would break any morals to keep you by his side
Uh i did my best, but it's not very good
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Cora and Kaveh decide to go straight back to his house after their Cheesecake Factory date instead of returning to the cave.
Fandom: Noumena Series
Pairing: Cora/Kaveh
Rating: Explicit
Triggers: Older Man/Younger Woman
Chapters: One-Shot
[I posted this on AO3 years ago but am just now getting around to posting it here.]
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A Moment of Peace
Cora couldn’t remember being this nervous about sex in…a while.
Because that’s what was going to happen. Sex. With a man, not a boy. A man so wildly out of her league she had trouble wrapping her head around why on earth he was showing any interest in her at all. And yet he was.
Interested.
At least it certainly seemed that way with all the attention he’d been paying her throughout the day. And that kiss he’d given her at dinner. And that secret smile he was giving her as he pulled into his driveway.
Cora fumbled with her seatbelt buckle as he cut the engine and glanced sidelong at her in amusement. Oh god, was she blushing? She resisted the urge to touch her face like an overexcited Jane Austen character and exited the car as quickly as possible. Kaveh, on the other hand, seemed completely unaffected and calmly unlocked the front door to usher her inside.
“So I know I promised you Mario Kart but I might’ve lied a little.”
Cora swallowed. “Oh?”
“My parents forgot to include a Wii in their investment properties.”
“How negligent of them.”
“Very,” Kaveh agreed, inching closer to her. “I suppose we’ll have to find something else to occupy our time.”
Cora’s heart started galloping. Jesus, what was wrong with her? It wasn’t like she was a virgin. She’d had sex before! Multiple times! With girls! And boys!
But not a man, her brain supplied helpfully.
“Ok,” she replied stupidly.
Kaveh’s smile turned soft. “You know we can actually just play games or something. We don’t have to do anything else if you’re not comfortable.”
His words were kind and Cora appreciated them, but she also didn’t come here to quietly sit on the couch and make awkward small talk all night. She was tired of talking. She was tired of constantly feeling panicked and on edge and being forced to worry about existential threats and condescending bureaucrats and her shitty father.
“I don’t want to play games. I just want something nice for once. Something normal. Can you give me that? Just for tonight?”
In the dim light Cora thought she saw a flicker of sadness on his face, but it was gone before she could really study it. “Yeah. I can do that.”
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Things moved quickly after that. Within what seemed like mere minutes Cora found herself sprawled out on the California king she’d spied earlier that day with fingers threaded through her hair and lips moving down her neck.
He was…really good at this. God, he could probably charm a habit off a nun. Which only made it more apparent how out of her depth she felt in comparison. He was doing all the work here and meanwhile she’d barely done more than let him lay her back and awkwardly let her hands wander over his back.
Feeling a burst of bravery (and annoyance with herself for just laying there like a dead fish), Cora urged him back just enough to grab the hem of her shirt and awkwardly wiggle out of it.
“Sorry,” she said, her bravado flagging a bit. “Super sexy I know.”
Kaveh seemed charmed though, and grinned as he bent down again to kiss her bare shoulder.
“How did you know I was turned on by aggressive wiggling?”
“Oh, you know,” Cora said, “You seemed the type.”
“Do I?” He was mouthing along her sternum and even though she knew exactly where he was headed it still caused her to gasp when he sucked at her nipple through her bra.
It was little surprise when the rest of her clothes disappeared onto the floor somewhere though it was a surprise when she found him sinking down between her legs with a very determined look on his face.
Oh fuck. She hadn’t shaved down there recently. He wasn’t going to do what she thought he was…was he? He kissed the inside of her thigh and Cora couldn’t help but shiver.
Ok, apparently he was.
It’s not that she had anything against him going down on her exactly, but she also didn’t really have a lot of experience with this particular act either. Teenaged boys weren’t exactly all that interested in giving oral sex as they were receiving it (at least in her experience) and Cora and her girlfriend had never quite gotten past the making out and fingering each other stage of their relationship before the messy breakup.
Kaveh didn’t seem to mind though. In fact, he seemed…really into it. Then again, Kaveh was also thirty-five and had probably been eating women out since she was in grade school. Fortunately Cora wasn’t given any more time to ruminate on the man’s sex life as he finally shouldered her thighs apart and set to work on having sex with her instead.
“Oh my god!” The first touch of his tongue on her clit was shocking. Apparently so was her reaction because he paused to glance up at her with those jade green eyes.
“You okay?”
“Uh huh,” Cora said breathlessly. “Just…wasn’t expecting it.”
Kaveh was a smart man though, and seemed to hear what she wasn’t saying. “Has no one ever done this for you?” Cora rolled her head up to the ceiling to escape those probing eyes of his.
“…No.”
Instead of being put off by that though, he gave her that mischievous smile from earlier and just said “Relax. I’ll take care of you.”
And it was those words, I’ll take care of you , that sent a shiver down her spine. Because frankly, embarrassingly, she was in desperate need of someone to take care of her. Someone who understood how out of control her life was right now and, instead of dismissing her or piling on endless impossible responsibilities, said ‘Here, let me take the reins for a while. You don’t have to worry about anything right now’. And god, if that didn’t make her want to let him inside her right now and never let him leave.
But instead she just said, “Okay.”
As it turned out, Kaveh was just as good at cunnilingus as he was everything else. Which was to say: very. He knew just when to toy with her clit and when to let his tongue wander elsewhere when it became too much. But he was also good at paying attention to what she responded to best and following it with a single-minded focus she’d never really been subject to before. By the time he eased two fingers inside her she was a shaking, sweating mess clutching at his beautiful hair like a lifeline. He curled them searchingly and brushed against that spot, the one she’d always had trouble reaching on her own, and her hips jerked and her insides clamped down on his fingers like a vise.
“Holy fuck!”
“Ah, there it is,” he teased, voice sweet but fingers mercilessly rubbing until her breathing grew labored and uneven. Once he returned his attention back to her clit it was almost no time at all before her body was seizing and shuddering out an orgasm.
Jesus fucking Christ , she thought dreamily. All Cora got out though was a strangled “Oh.”
“I’ll take that as a compliment,” said Kaveh. Then he pulled his shirt off and used it to wipe off the excess… her …all over his beard. Cora watched him, mind blissfully blank, as he discarded the rest of his clothing.
He was less intimidating with his clothes off. No six pack abs or rippling muscles here. It couldn’t be more obvious that he was a man who lived by his words, not his body, but if anything that only made him feel more real. More human. Her eyes roamed south and she saw that, yes, he very much had been into what he’d done to her. Cora reached her hand out to him, beckoning.
“C’mere.”
He didn’t need to be told twice.
In seconds he was back on the bed, licking into her mouth at the same time his cock was pressing its way inside her. He groaned against her lips.
This was nothing like that drunken fuck with whatshisname from the bar a few months ago. For one thing she was wetter and more relaxed than she’d been during sex in…a very long time. She wasn’t worrying about Earth’s impending doom, nor was she wasn’t worrying about Ampersand or Nikola or Obelus. Instead all she could think about was the man inside her. His lips at her ear, the sweat on his back, and the way he felt rutting into her like her cunt held the secrets of the universe. It felt so good to finally be wanted for something other than her connection to aliens, even if it was only because she was warm and wet and willing.
Cora was content for the rest of this to be just that, but Kaveh seemed to have other plans because before long she felt his hand worming its way between them to bring her off a second time. She was still shuddering her way through it when she heard that tell-tale groan every man made to signal the end of the line.
As he rolled to the side, Cora felt nothing but mindless bliss but as she lay there the awkwardness she’d been avoiding began to slowly creep back in. Was she supposed to go now? Surely he didn’t want her here all night? Hadn’t they both gotten what they wanted?
“I can practically hear you thinking over there,” Kaveh moaned.
“I just…don’t want to overstay my welcome.”
“Wait, what?” He seemed suddenly taken aback. “Do you think I want to kick you out or something? Why would you think that?”
Cora didn’t reply, not really sure how to answer that question without sounding pathetic.
“Honey, you can stay the night. Hell, stay the week. I’m in no hurry to kick a pretty girl out of my bed.”
“Oh,” she said, overwhelmed but relieved.
He leaned forward and kissed her cheek. It felt strangely chaste after everything they’d already done.
She smiled. “Okay.”
#my fanfiction#a moment of peace#truth of the divine#noumena#cora sabino#kaveh mazandarani#noumena fanfiction#fanfiction#amnevitahwritesstuff
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MerMay 2024 Day 1: Marine Biologist
Decided I would use MerMay to reignite my writing habit. Since the 'official' tags suck butt I am using the infinitely more evocative prompt list of @mossypidder. So here it is, day 1. Let's see how many days it takes until I fall off from it xD (it's under a read more bc way longer than I anticipated).
“The place where all the trackers broke and vanished is just ahead.”, the helmsman of the small vessel said, his body hunched over a monitor in the cabin showing a map of the surrounding area, with all sorts of lines and dots in different colors drawn over it. The area they were heading towards was a region where many of those lines just stopped, creating an ominous empty field of ocean on the map. “And we have no idea what is doing that, then?”
I positioned myself next to him and looked over his shoulder. Not an easy task, considering I was quite a bit smaller than the experienced seaman. “Well, I have a few theories, but nothing I am confident enough in to actually talk out loud about it. We’ll just have to see”, I said with a slight shrug. “But comparing our data with similar studies got us nowhere closer to the answer. Of course there was always an amount of tracking devices that stopped working for one reason or another. But not in this amount and very much not in this consistency regarding a location. That’s why we are here to find out.”
“That’s all fine and dandy. Just begs the question, why are you on this trip?”, another voice from behind both of us cut in. The woman who had just entered postured herself with crossed arms in the doorframe of the helm. “I thought you eggheads tend to stick with the books and computers, leaving the wet work to us.”
I felt my face flush red, not really knowing if it was anger or embarrassment, or some mixture of both, that caused this reaction. “Well, Professor Benson wanted someone at hand to evaluate any and all information we gather here right on the spot. So that’s why he sent me.”
The woman did not seem satisfied with the answer, but before she could resume the banter she was disrupted by the helmsman: “Well, we’ve arrived. Get ready.”
She just nodded and turned around to exit, leaving us two in the cabin. After a moment in which I was not really sure what to do or say now, fidgeting a bit with my hands, the stout man turned towards me. “Did you not hear me? I said: Get ready.”
“What do you mean?”, I asked, quite confused. I could only examine the evidence we would collect after it had been collected, after all.
“You’re going down, too. The Prof said it would be a good experience for you.”
“What?!?”, I blurted out. “But, butbutbutbut…”
“You’re a marine biologist, aren’t you? You should be able to do studies out in the field.”, he said while crossing his arms in a manner that mirrred the stance of the woman from before quite well.
“Well, I’m an undergraduate. I’m still…”
“You can stay here on the boat, not gonna throw you to the fishes against your will. But I am sure the Prof will not be happy about it.”
I stammered, trying to find excuses whyI shouldn’t go dive in a place where our devices mysteriously disappeared, but everything got blocked out by the mental image of my professor’s very famous disapproving glare. In the end I just sighed and nodded. “Yessir.”
It took me almost twenty minutes to force myself into the wetsuit that I had assumed had just been stashed in my cabin on the off chance I wanted to look the part of a real field researcher. I exited the cabin and walked onto the stern deck of the boat and was directly exposed to the stern glare of the woman from earlier. She wore a very similar outfit, but admittedly, she looked way more comfortable in it and less like a cheap impostor.
“Could you have been any slower?”, she asked, nevertheless handing me the rest of the diving equipment I would need for this trip.
I wanted to answer, maybe even return the mean spirited banter, but I was not able to find the right words, instead I just focussed on not embarrassing myself any further by fumbling at donning the equipment.
Another five minutes later my heart was racing as we sat down at the edge of the boat, getting ready to plunge into the depths below us. In my mind I was counting down from ten, to hype myself up for the dive and to find a reason not to just sit here at the precipice for the next two hours.
And as my mind reached the number two, it was violently interrupted by a loud, clattering noise. My head turned around and I tried to find the source of the noise as I noticed a metal object that had fallen onto the deck. I pulled off my mask to see more clearly and gasped, finding the metal ball to be a crumpled clump of scrap metal that seemed to consist solely of trashed tracking devices. And just as my mind tried to comprehend this very weird thing that just happened, another voice coming from behind ripped me right out of it. “You can keep your trash on your side of the water’s edge. Now scram!”
I turned my head towards the sea, and there was a head popping out of the water. And even without my glasses and at this distance I was very sure that this was not a normal human who had just told us off about ‘littering’...
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I work as a office administrator for a budding tech company downtown and have to dress up fancy for work everyday and go to the office. It's nice to come home to my boyfriend everyday but I am extremely jealous as he works mostly from home.
Xander had recently started working at home after switching careers last month into sales. He doesn't really have a background for it but honey, he could sell water to fish.
When he's not out making connections, he's at home in meetings. I've never seen him in action but I can only imagine they're a snoozefest.
Monday through Friday the same thing for both of us. Wake up, get ready for work, do the job, spend our evenings together. It was starting to become a bit monotonous.... Not us. But the day to day.... We were still very much red hot about each other.
One Tuesday, I just didn't feel like going to work after I already left the house.
In the interest of safety I drove with my driving slippers on in the car but brought with be my stilettoes.
My boss always appreciates me wearing them around. He says it "boosts morale."
Who's morale? I am certain it's not Stacy... My slightly prudish but closest co-worker. It's a male-dominated industry. Not Hard to put two and two together. The men like it.
I am also wearing a white button up top and pencil skirt that might just be a bit too short for the office. Complete with a deep slit up the back hem.
I like the attention at garners me. It's all pulled together with fishnet stockings.
This outfit might be cliche for someone in my profession but I know what I like.
I pull back into the driveway of our house and see my loves truck still there.
I exit the car with my slippers still on, wondering if I can sneak in the house without him knowing. Maybe I can listen in on a Zoom call he has.
I walk around and let myself through the back door. Careful not to make much noise.
I spot him on the other side of the dining room focused on the screen. He must be on camera today as he has a button-up shirt on. He hasn't noticed me yet.
I hike up my skirt as to not crease it, get down on all fours and scurry underneath the table.
I rest my butt on my heels and smile at the sight in front of me. Xander's only wearing underwear on his lower half.
I feel so naughty being under here, staring at his muscular body. Listening to the drone of the chat. I wonder what I want to do next.
After studying him and listening in for a few minutes, he starts rubbing his thigh and abdomen. This is how I know he liked to 'warm himself up.'
Slowly I started to see his jiggly cock tent up in his boxers.
This must have been one incredibly boring meeting. But the last thing that I was right now was incredibly bored.
He continues to rub his abdomen lower and lower. He was definitely teasing himself. In turn this was teasing me.
As I sat there watching Xander move his hands over everything but his torso and cock I was becoming incredibly turned on. Not knowing how I would surprise him by my presence while still lurking underneath the table. I figured maybe it was a good time to play along with him.
After all I didn't want to disrupt his call by startling him. Certainly wrapping my hands or my lips around his cock would cause him to jump.
I adjusted myself under the table and further hiked my skirt up around my hips. I unbuttoned my shirt which uncovered my tits... perfectly inside my lacy pink, see-through bra.
Now I sat on my bottom. Widening my legs exposed the intentional and purposeful slit in my stockings right at my pussy. I joined Xander in rubbing my own thighs and tummy as well. Occasionally tracing up to the fabric over my nipples.
Xander suddenly shifted in his seat, and I heard him clear his throat. I then watched his hand move into his boxers and pull out his cock. He must have used his other hand to tilt the video screen upwards slightly. He has a massive cock. No doubt it might have been caught on camera had he not adjusted it.
I then find myself circling my growing wetness just as Xander began to stroke his cock.
He was being so naughty. It was such a turn on. He's just trying to keep focused on the meeting by entertaining himself.
All I can see is the length of his penis. The head is sticking straight up over the tables edge. I bet it's covered in his precum.
I tried to silently slide my finger up and down my lips. But I am so wet so it's making gushy sounds with my motion. Being in this position is so risque.
After a few long minutes, I notice Xander's other hand creeping below the table. He grabed his balls with one and continues to pull on his shaft with the other. His fondling is making a rhythmic pulsing sound. Hopefully that's not coming through on the audio.
I start to roll my hips into my hand circling my clit. It's hard to stifle my moans. My breathing is becoming shallower. I was enjoying my voyeurism a little too much.
Suddenly Xander says "Sorry gentleman, I'll be right back, nature calls." I then hear him shutting the laptop lid yet he stays seated in the dining room chair. Pumping on himself faster and faster now.
After a few seconds he lets out a breathy groan and continues to pump on his stick.
He tenses up and points his cock in my direction as if it knew I was here.
I slipped my middle finger into my hole, knowing what was to come.
Xander keeps rubbing his ridgid cock then suddenly he is shooting hot strings of cum all over me while I feverishly continue fingering myself. Pushing some of his juice inside of me no doubt. String after string covers me from my nipples to gash.
Lost in the moment, I let out a gasp when I find Xander making eye contact with me. He was now peaking at me under the table. He looks me up and down and then grins as he sees his cum all over my pussy as my fingers continue dipping inside.
I let out an innocent sound. I've just been caught!
Hmm, I wonder when he found out I was down here.
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Old Beginning Pt. 2
pairings - aaron hotchner x reader, jethro gibbs x reader
chapters - one
summary - the news of a dinner party arrises, but there are some little challenges before the actually night
wc - 3k
an - sorry this took awhile, my summer is over and my writing schedule will be a little wonky now. i’m taking a break from answering requests, so I apologize if I haven’t answered yours, but i eventually will
Penelope and you both looked back at Aaron, taken back by his repeating of the word ‘boyfriend’. You didn’t plan on telling people so soon, considering he was your boss from your old line of work.
“I want to know everything about him, you have to invite him!” Penelope quickly went back into her loud chatting, attracting other faces at her comment. “I also may have mentioned to some of the team that you do have a boyfriend, it just slipped! You know I can’t keep secrets!”
“It’s okay, Pene,” You smiled softly. “I can’t invite him though, you know, since I’m not the one holding the dinner event.”
“You can invite your partner, everyone else can as well, considering it is a catch up,” Dave walked over, a cup of coffee in his own hand as he used the other to scratch at his stubble. “I’ll even invite the woman I’ve been seeing. Feel free to all bring a plus one, I have enough room and everyone deserves a taste of my Italian dishes, will change their lives.”
“Thank you, Rossi, but I simply can’t. It’s so soon, and he’s such a busy man,” You laughed, waving your hand. “It was a kind gesture though.”
“L/n, don’t tell us you’re embarrassed to show your new boyfriend to us?” Derek walked back over, poking your shoulder. “Penelope told all of us down here, just wanted to wait and see when you would tell us.”
“I’m not embarrassed, that’s absurd. He’s truly busy.”
“Invite him, I’ll make sure Will comes and hire a babysitter for Henry, so that we can truly have a adult night,” JJ chuckled. “Everyone is bringing a date, so it would be odd if you didn’t.”
“Actually, I don’t have a partner at the moment due to how invested I am in my studies and the factors of that many young woman my age only focus on the factor of conventional attractiveness rather then the complexity of brains and deep-”
“Don’t worry, Spencer, if you don’t have a date, then I’ll just bring two,” Emily joked. “You don’t need a date, I’m not bringing one either, but Y/n is for sure.”
“I’ll be like the tw-”
“You are dating someone, we aren’t, so you’ll bring that someone. Come on, L/n,” Emily continued on, grabbing your hand and pulling you away. “I’ll walk you out,” She turned back to wink at her coworkers, leading you to the elevator and soon the parking lot.
“Aaron,” Rossi looked towards his friend, a man who had his glare fixated on your exiting figure. “Will you bring Beth, the more the merrier.”
“Yeah, I suppose I will,” He answered, retrieving his cellphone from his pocket, pulling up her contact picture, thumb hovering over the call button. “Let’s finish up this work, so we call all get home.” He shoved it back in his pocket, commanding everyone else while moving back up the stairs to his office.
Meanwhile, you were outside of your car, looking at Emily still was right by your side.
“Bring your boyfriend,” She commented, watching as you fished for your keys and unlocked your car. “I want to meet him, I haven’t really talked to you in a long time.”
“We’re both so busy. Him as well.”
“Seriously, Y/n, I’m not gonna ease up on you. I’ve noticed the new tint in your eye, new considering the last time it was severely dulled. It’s amazing to see your real smile again, you closer to your old self despite the past losses. He really has helped you, so I want to meet the man who helped my dear friend so much.”
You contemplated her kind words, getting down to the point that everyone probably was happy to see you again, yourself physically and mentally.
“I’ll call him, see if he can come. Can’t promise anything, his work is very important to him, so if it needs him he’s there.”
Emily smiled widely, leaning over to kiss your cheek before you moved to open the front door and start your car.
“Great, I’m actually bringing someone. Poor Spencer might be the only one.”
“Aaron is as well?”
“Hotch, yeah,” She laughed. “Meet her at some track meet he had, Jack really likes her.”
“That’s good, I’ll see you soon then,” You smiled, shutting the door as Emily watched you back out, waving a small goodbye.
Leaving the facility, while at a stop light, you found your flip phone, finding the contact of Jethro and quickly dialing the number.
“Gibbs,” He answered.
“Hey, are you on a case?”
“No, are you driving?”
“Yes, safely. What are you doing? Building a boat,” You chuckled, imagining him in the basement with the tool and sweaty shirt.
“Yeah. Did you meet up with your old team today?”
“Mhm, all surprised to see me today. It was humorous in a sense. But, Rossi invited me and everyone to a dinner, telling us to bring a partner.”
“Who are you planning on bringing?”
“You.”
“So, we’re being more public with our relationship?”
“Just with the old team, my old team, they don’t have contact with anyone apart of NCIS, or at least not personal only professional.”
“I thought you were going to come and see me, instead of making me drive,” You could almost sense his smile on the other line, a mocking one.
Gibbs would obviously accept the offer, the man truly holding a strong affection for you, a soft spot personally for you, so he would agree to drive the hour or two.
But just because he would, it doesn’t mean he didn’t have to mess around a bit, act like he wouldn’t.
“I know, but then you can see my new apartment. And after this weekend, who knows when we’ll be able to see each other again. Both of our jobs involved sporadic cases that start and end at no specific time, hard to plan around. And, everyone is pressuring me to meet you.”
“I’m already popular, huh?”
“I suppose,” You huffed, rubbing your temple, exhaustion starting to take over you, wanting to get some rest, a calming bath to combat earlier feelings that seemed as if they were creeping up once again.
“I’ll come, don’t worry. Get home safe, call me when you have the address and date.”
“Okay, bye.” You hung up, tossing the phone onto the empty seat as you continued to drive, playing the music from the CD already inserted in your car.
Time leading up to the dinner seemed to fly by, especially considering that it wasn’t much time and you weren’t having to work. You decided to take the free time to get fully settled in, figure out your nerves, make a phone call to your therapist, and even read. Trying to get prepared for all the days that are to come.
Your hair was now being changed from its normal du to a new one, fancier in a sense. Applying a nice coat of makeup, new lip color, trying a new pallet and the old eyelash curler that hasn’t been used in a while, you finished ‘upgrading’ your face. A outfit was simple, considering you didn’t have many fancy ones, so with not much to choose, it was a quick decision.
Sliding that on and fixing the straps to be a bit tighter, messing with the bra to fit correctly, and pulling it down a bit, you grabbed your go to purse, shoving needed materials a into it as you moved to the kitchen.
Within the kitchen, there was a certain door within the wall of the pantry with a password. Quickly typing in the combination the door swung open, choosing between a small but handy knife, you put in the pocket of your bag.
You weren’t too worried about dangers at the dinner, but with years of catching/fighting murders, specific people after you, and even very powerful assassins, you carried certain weapons for safety.
Hearing the sturdy knock of someone’s knuckles on your front door, you rushed to shut the the secret door in the pantry, heading to your front door where someone was waiting.
A quick peak through the hole, your eyes widened in surprise and opened the door, allowing the man to walk in.
“I wasn’t expecting to see you, till uh, later tonight,” You mentioned, looking him up and down to see him more dressed up. “Are you not able to attend anymore?”
“No, I’m still going,” Hotch denied, sliding off his shoes and following you to the couch. “I just wanted to chat before than, a chance for just the two of us.”
“Is something wrong?” You walked over to your teapot, filling it with water, and placing it on your stove, heating up the water. “This is very unexpected.”
“Nothing is wrong. I just want to talk to you, see the apartment, hear what’s new with you.”
“Things,” You shrugged. “Obviously I’ve had a new job experience, similar in ways and also not. Grew closer with a new group of teammates, people, lost a few. Yeah, lost a few,” You repeated, remembering Jenny Shepard, even Kate, both amazing women, who did amazing things.
“That’s always hard, I guess my most recent loss was Haley,” Aaron hummed, soon the kettle making a high pitched noise, you rushing to take it off and grab some tea bags.
“She was also a amazing woman. Wonderful mother, cared so much for that little boy.”
“She really was.”
“Did you come to chat about her, it’s been a while since we had. Last time we really talked was five months after she passed, after the funeral.”
“It really has been that long?” Aaron questioned, taking the tea that you time handed him. “But it’s not the reason I came. I should have made more of a effort to keep in touch, after your transfer, after your loss.”
“You stayed with me for three months, allowing to lose some time with your son so you could change my dirty sheets and pick up all my snotty tissues,” You laughed, sitting down across from him with your own cup. “You had to get back to your family, make up for loss time.”
“You still helped me with my divorce during that time, and I still saw Jack,” He reminded you.
“I could’ve moved in with my father, but you allowed me not to do that.”
“Your father is a good man, but might not be the best to live with,” He laughed, a deep chuckle, something you didn’t see much. “You look nice.”
“Now you just notice,” You chuckle, taking another sip. “Thank you, you look nice as well. I was actually just going to call Jethro and tell him to meet me there, a bit of a drive and he isn’t happy about having to find a new team,” You spoke freely, feeling comfortable with the old friend, one you used to spill everything to years ago, him ranting to you too.
“Jethro? He has his own team? Sounds like a boss of some type.”
“Uh, technically. It’s complicated. I need to get going, to make it to the dinner on time and, finish, um, cleaning up my room before leaving.”
“I could take you there.”
“No thanks, I’ll see you there, bye.” You helped guide him to the door, a curt wave before he exited and shut it, locking it in a rush and moving back to the dining room table to clean the mugs.
You didn’t want to tell him all that, always insecure due to Gibbs being the prior boss of you and how people looked at that. Rumors were always spread about your and Aaron’s relationship, mostly about it being romantic.
Joining the team, you two easily hit it off due to your personalities. Always being filled with determination and stubbornness, refusing to give up till everything was done and right, even with files. Eventually you joined together, talked, spent most days with each other due to cases, and truly gained a very close friendship.
When rumors were getting around, glares were thrown your way, comments, left out by members who weren’t your immediate teams. People thought you were the cause of Haley and Aaron’s divorce, somehow word got around quickly, drama always does.
It was frustrating, already dealing with many different things at home, and even being in a relationship, it put so much unneeded stress and anxiety onto you.
So, getting into a relationship with Gibbs was a very reluctant thing on your part, he expressed his feelings first, but it was hard to accept them, despite the nerves he faced to do it.
Locking up the apartment, having all of your items with you, you made your way out the door and too your car, starting the drive to David’s house.
Upon arriving, you could hear light chatter in the home, lights on, and soothing music playing in the background. It sounded like everyone was having their fun, you couldn’t make out all the shadows of everyone indoors, just waiting outside for Jethro to arrive.
“Y/n?” You turned around at the sound of his voice, keys jingling in his hands as he walked up to you with a sly smile, shoving them in his pockets to place his arms around your waist. “What’s wrong, love?” Be snaked them around, a kiss to your somewhat clothed shoulder.
“Nothing, just a bit nervous to introduce you to everyone,” You smiled back at him, he squeezed a little tighter, catching your lips in a quick kiss. “Looking at your team, yet?”
“Nevermind that,” He grumbled, removing his hands to now interlace your left one with his right. “We should go in, right?”
“Maybe we could head back, to my place, say you are sick or something?” You looked back at him with a pleading look, to which he just chuckled at, starting to move to the front door, pressing the doorbell as you groaned a little.
“You’ll be fine,” He looked back at you as Rossi answered the door, cheerful smile on his lips, glass of scotch in hand as he moved out of the way to let you in.
“Ah! Y/n!” He cheered, leaning over to kiss your cheek and then pulled back. “Glad you made it! This must be…”
“Y/n! Oh where is the man?” Penelope rushed in, coming right by you with her own fruity drink, then leaning to whisper in your ear. “Is this him, oo!”
“Uh, Jethro that’s David,” You pointed to the man who first greeted you, him and Jethro shaking hands. “This is Penelope, the one kind of like Abby,” You smiled, as she gave you a little look, turning back and enveloping him in a little hug. She quickly turned back to you.
“He looks a little intimidating,” She whispered as you just laughed.
“For sure,” You nodded.
“Can I offer you a drink?” David turned to you two, gesturing to the one in his hand. “Something like Garcia for you Y/n, and what about you Jethro?”
“Just call me Gibbs, and yeah that’s fine,” He corrected Rossi, taking your hand as the two of you walked more inside of the magnificent house.
It truly was so well designed, very expensive, and the appetizers adorning the oak wood table looked very delicious. You wanted to go and grab a bite, before you were actually led to the living room where everyone was currently sitting.
“L/n, finally made it,” Derek laughed, beer in his hand as he pointed at you with a little chuckle. “You always know how to be a bit late.”
“Fashionably late, I believe that’s what it’s called,” JJ corrected them with her own wine glass in hand, Will sat right besides her on one of the couch as most of them in that room joined in laughter.
“What can I say?” You laughed, walking over, feeling less nervous with the factor of introducing your boyfriend, taking a seat on another couch in the large room, Jethro automatically sitting right besides you.
“So, introduce us,” Emily motioned over to Jethro, sly smile playing on her lips.
“This is Jethro, but he goes by Gibbs, and, uh, this is the team,” You started to name everyone off while pointing to them, leaving off a few names due to your members introducing their own partners to you.
Emily, Derek, and JJ had all brought partners. Spencer and Penelope decided to ‘go together’ as if they were partners, and Hotch hadn’t arrived yet. Rossi also had his girlfriend helping him cook in the kitchen, making drinks for you and Gibbs now.
“So, you work at NCIS, right?” Spencer questioned. “The Naval Criminal Investigative Service, very interesting considering the type of crimes you investigate. I would love to hear more about some of your cases and how you went about it,” Spencer smiled, a small notebook being pulled out of his pocket with a pen.
“Yeah,” Gibbs just nodded, looking at you a little questioning, which you just chuckled at.
“Why should we talk so much about work, it’s something we all do too much of,” You joked, everyone laughing, as Dave came back out, handing some drinks.
“Fine, fine, what do you do for fun Mr. Gibbs?” Derek asked, putting a arm over the couch and pulling his girl closer to his side, the woman just on her phone.
“I like to build boats, a type of hobbie I’ve been doing for years.”
“Building boats? Where?” Will wondered, intertwining his fingers with JJ.
“My basement, a private workspace.”
“How do you get it out then?” Penelope inquired, now back by Spencer and her face in her hand, leaning closer to show her interest in Gibbs statement.
“I’d be no fun if you knew that,” He shrugged, taking a drink with a small smile as Penelope gasped, Emily mouthing how ‘I like him’. It was sweet how everything was going well.
They all continued to converse with Gibbs, easily accepting him apart of the conversation, it was sweet and you were now on your second drink, practically all nerves gone.
“Sorry we’re late,” A voice mentioned in the hallway, dressed in a fine suit with a beautiful woman standing besides him. He shrugged off the last of his coat as he hung it up, taking her hand and walking into the hallway a little.
“This is such a nice place, Aaron. Oh! Your friend, wow, so grand,” The woman admired, now truly getting in your line of sight.
“Yeah,” He mumbled, eyes interlocking with yours before falling onto Gibbs. “I’m Aaron, call me Hotch.”
“I’m Gibbs,” Your boyfriend stood up, moving over to the other man with his hand stuck out. “Call me that.”
You had a feeling this evening wouldn’t be as smooth as you hoped.
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Journal Part 4 // Jeongin
🍄 | genre: smut mini-series ☁️ | pairing: Yang Jeongin x female!reader 🌿 | wc: 5.8k holy shit i am so sorry- 🌸 | includes: milf!reader x babysitter!college student!jeongin, plot 🤢🤮, smut within smut (mentions of marking, pet names/degrading names), anal toys (plug), jeongin wears feminine underwear, nipple clamps, mentions of rule breaking/punishment, begging, face sitting, praise, degradation, mentions (not use) of safe word, pegging, the obvious overuse of the word “mommy” and “ma’am”, aftercare, buttered pasta :)
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The sound of his own foot tapping was enough to make him more anxious than he already was, and the light shining through the window directly onto his shiny desk to reflect on his eye wasn’t helping. He’s practiced the conversation a million times over in his head. The plan was simple: class ends, ask Professor Lee about his missing journal, and get it back. How hard could it be?
Evidentially, pretty damn hard. All throughout class, Professor Lee was staring at Jeongin, picking on him when no one else would answer easy questions, and overall making his life a living hell just by his presence.
“Yang Jeongin, come see me.” Minho sighs, adjusting his glasses as he looks up at the clock on the wall of his classroom. “The rest of you are dismissed.”
Ending class 15 minutes early was extraordinarily unusual for Professor Lee, but the other students hardly batted an eye as they collected their belongings and shuffled out of the room, leaving as Jeongin stepped up to his professor’s desk. He was practically sweating bullets at this point, all of his plans flowing out of his head with every step. The glare Professor Lee was giving Jeongin was intimidating to say the least, but Lee Minho knew all too well what he was going to say.
“You wanted to speak to me, sir?” Jeongin tilts his head, standing over his professor, giving the illusion that Jeongin had the upper hand in this situation.
“Yes, Jeongin. You left your notebook behind last class, and I just wanted to give it back to you.” Professor Lee opens his top desk drawer, pulling out Jeongin’s journal and holding it out in his hand towards Jeongin. Before his student could grab it, he pulled away, reeling Jeongin in like a fish. “You really ought to be more careful with your stuff. Don’t want anyone else getting their hands on this, do we?”
Jeongin shakes his head, holding his hand out, patiently waiting for his teacher to put the book into his hand. The room is coated in silence despite the chatter from the hall. Jeongin can feel his heart beating out of his chest, trying his best not to jump over the desk and snatch the journal out of his professor’s hands.
“So, do you like writing?” The smirk stretching across Professor Lee’s smug face is breaking Jeongin. He feels this odd sense of deja vu on top of the overwhelming anxiety. Jeongin nods again, slightly shaking his outstretched hand, urging his professor to finally hand it over. “Is that what this journal is for? Writing?”
“Professor Lee, can I please have my journal back? I have another class to get to, sir.” Jeongin dodges the question like a professional, but Professor Lee isn’t satisfied. He laughs in Jeongin’s face, rolling his eyes slightly at the boy’s wit.
“I ended class early. You have plenty of time to talk, Yang Jeongin.” Professor Lee stands up, walking to the other side of his desk and pulling out another chair from a student desk. “Sit down, take a load off. You’re one of my star students. I’d like to get to know you.”
“Aright, professor.” Jeongin’s staring at the journal, loosely dangling from his professor’s hand. Still, he sits in the uncomfortable chair as the older man leans on his desk, facing the boy. Jeongin holds out his hand again, looking up at his professor with emotionless eyes, desperate to leave this room and go home, because him saying he has another class was a complete lie. Just for right now, Professor Lee wants to play a little game with Jeongin, a game the younger doesn’t even realize he’s playing.
“You don’t have to call me professor. Right now, you can call me Minho.” Jeongin nods, slouching in the chair. “You never answered my question, Jeongin. What do you write in this journal? Notes for class I’d assume.”
“Yeah, notes for class.” Jeongin’s voice cracks as he looks back at the journal, Minho now having one of his fingers between the pages. He winces just imagining what his professor would think if he read a single paragraph on any page. “I need them to study, so can I have it back now?”
“Well, if it’s just notes, then you’re okay with me reading it, right?” Minho jolts his arm up, opening the book to a random page. Jeongin’s about to run out of the room in embarrassment before Minho holds a hand up, successfully stopping him. “C’mon, Jeongin. Do you honestly think I haven’t already read this?”
If Jeongin had anything in his stomach right now, he’d surely throw up. You reading the journal was one of his fantasies come to life, but this was a bit overkill. He’d never want anyone other than you to read his journal, let alone one of his professors.
“What’s got you so quiet now?” Minho raises the pitch of his voice to taunt Jeongin, playing up the scene. “You’ve had the audacity to write about Y/n in this book nearly every single class, but now that you’ve been caught, you bite your tongue?”
“Don’t say her name!” Jeongin gets extremely defensive, standing out of the seat to be the same height as his professor. “What do you want from me? Just give me the journal and I’ll go. I’ll even switch out of this class if you want. I don’t care!”
“Aw, Jeonginnie~” Minho rests his face on his hand, holding his own cheek as he watches Jeongin’s face get red with anger. “Just tell me, how is Y/n doing?”
“How do you know Y/n?” Jeongin’s confused, unable to connect the pieces to this puzzle.
“You’re not as smart as you let on.” Minho gets closer to Jeongin, getting right in his face to scare the young boy. “I was her husband. We were your neighbors.”
Jeongin could feel his legs shake, finally connecting every conversation, every question, every action. He steps back, vision going blurry as he’s flooded with memories of seeing none other than Lee Minho in your front lawn, playing with his daughters in the back, or sneaking out to a taxi late at night towards the end of his memories. Jeongin didn’t know your name until he started working for you, let alone know your estranged husband’s name. He felt like such a dumbass at this moment.
“So, how is she?” Minho puts his hand on Jeongin’s shoulder, forcing Jeongin to focus on him. “If you’re going to fuck my ex wife, you could at least tell me how she’s doing.”
“She’s doing well, certainly a lot better without you.” Minho scoffs, laughing at Jeongin’s weak attempt at a diss.
“And the girls are doing well?”
“Yup. I watch them every night after my classes.” Jeongin folds his arms, turning his chin up at Minho. How soon he forgets that Minho still has his precious journal.
“So that’s where she gets ya, huh?” Minho brings the notebook back to his face, flipping to a random page, putting his finger on a random line. “Is that where she, in your words, ‘gripped your cock like you’ve wanted her to for so long’? Or did that happen later?”
Half of Jeongin’s brain is struggling to come up with a response, while the other half is thinking about the first time you gave him a blowjob. He’s clenching his fists with anger, hoping Minho didn’t see him starting to pop a boner.
“What goes on between us is none of your business.” Jeongin jumps forward, finally snatching his journal out of Minho’s hands. He holds his journal tightly in his hands, clutching it close to his chest. “I’ll be leaving now.”
Just as Jeongin turns around to get his bookbag, Minho grabs his wrist and turns him around, once again finding each other inches away from the other’s face.
“She didn’t tell you anything about me, did she?” Jeongin shakes him off, rapidly walking back to his desk to get his bag. “Answer me, little boy.”
“She’s never said a word about you, Minho.” Jeongin goes for the door, finally seeing his exit within his sights. “Now leave me alone. I’ll see you on Thursday, sir.”
And with that, he’s out. Finally within possession of his journal, he minds his business walking down the hall, heading back to his house that’s less than a 10 minute walk from the campus.
Just wait until Y/n hears about this.
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“He really hasn’t changed at all.” You stare out the window, taking a sip of tea from your mug as Jeongin finishes retelling the entire story to you. “I’m proud of you, Jeongin.”
“Proud of me? Why?”
“You handled him very well. Any other boy your age would have crumbled under the pressure.” You sit next to him on the couch, putting your hand on his thigh more as comfort than a tactic to get into his pants. Regardless of your intentions, Jeongin can’t help but blush and bite his lip being the horny boy he is. “Lee Minho has a way with words. His charm worked on me in high school, and I’m sure it works on the other students in his classes.”
“Oh yeah, all the girls have crushes on him.” Jeongin covers his mouth with his hands when he realizes what he says. You just giggle at him, recalling some of the sweet, romantic moments you had with your ex-husband before everything went to shit.
“Well, you know, the girls are going to his house this weekend. Maybe you should come over?” You ride your hand up his thigh teasingly, making Jeongin freeze as if he hasn’t had sex with you literally days earlier. “I’m always so worried about the girls when they’re with him. Maybe you can help me destress, baby boy.”
“I’ll help you destress, mommy!” Jeongin smiles, mentally clearing his schedule for this weekend. “Can I ask something though?”
“Ask away, baby. I’m an open book.” You lean back, one arm flailing behind your head as you take another sip from your mug.
“Why did you two… separate?” Jeongin cringes at his own words, realizing he might have crossed a line as your facial expression changes from a soft smile to a frown. “I’m just curious, sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry. I’ll tell you.” You huff as you sit up, swinging your arms forward so you can straighten your back. “He started acting distant out of nowhere, and some nights I’d wake up to find him gone from his side of the bed. A quick glance at his phone and I saw texts from another woman. I’d rather not get into gruesome details, but that’s the jist of it.”
“You don’t have to get into details. I shouldn’t have asked.” Jeongin shakes his head, leaning on your shoulder to comfort you. You put your arm around his shoulders, pulling him close to you. “Thank you for sharing with me.”
“No, thank you for asking. It feels good to get these things off of my chest.” You sigh, feeling an odd sense of relief. You’ve never talked to anyone about this other than a therapist you had for a brief time before work took over your life.
“So… was he a sub like me?” You nearly spit out your tea, Jeongin sitting up and patting your back to stop you from coughing on the drink. “Sorry! Sorry!”
You can’t help but laugh at the curious boy, his face getting redder than you’ve ever seen. That’s the hardest you’ve ever laughed in a while.
“Do you really want to know?” You raise an eyebrow, Jeongin covering his face with his hands in embarrassment.
“I mean… a little.” He uncovers one eye, looking at your cheerful expression and immediately calming down after seeing you aren’t mad. “You’re good at… ya know. You have to have experience being a dom, right?”
“Actually, I’ve always been the submissive. Do you really think the egoist Lee Minho would let someone else be in control?” You laugh at your own remark, Jeongin catching on and laughing with you. “But thank you for saying I’m good at sex I guess. Although, I don’t know how much of a compliment that is considering you’re a virgin”
“Hey! I’m not a virgin anymore!” The red-as-a-tomato Jeongin makes a return as you laugh at his defensiveness. “Can I ask… one more question?”
“Jeez, are you interviewing me or something?” You take another sip of your tea as you gesture for the boy to ask away. He gulps, calculating his final question before he has to go home.
“Can I be your boyfriend?” Pause. You stare at the floor, thinking critically to yourself. How can you let down your sweet little boy without breaking his poor heart?
“Jeongin, you know we can’t be together.” You take one of his hands in your free hand, squeezing his fingers between yours as he nods, looking down at his legs. “I’m over 10 years older than you. That would be absurd.”
“What if no one knows?” He’s really harping on this, huh? “Or can we be another title? Maybe friends with benefits?”
“Yang Jeongin,” your quiet, commanding voice makes Jeongin look into your eyes, seeing the seriousness in your expression, “I’m your mother’s friend, not yours. I’m not sure how to define our relationship, but if you really want a label, we can be… sex partners. But no one can know that, alright?”
“I understand.” Jeongin squeezes your hand back, allowing a comforting silence to fill the room. “So, this weekend?”
“You can come over Friday night. He takes the girls in the morning, but I have work for the first half of the day. I took the weekend off, though, so I’m all yours, pretty boy.” You kiss his lips, getting caught in the taste before you pull back, stay your goodbyes, and send him home for the night before you go to bed for yourself.
When Jeongin gets back to his room, he sighs and takes out his journal, cracking his fingers before laying the pencil on the paper.
I want Lee Minho to pay. I want him to pay for breaking the heart of the woman I love, even if she doesn’t reciprocate the feelings. He must be insane for cheating on such an amazing woman. If mommy marks me up, leaving hickeys all over my pale neck, I’ll boldly wear something with a low-cut so Lee Minho can see all of the marks left by the most beautiful woman in the world. I’ll make sure he knows that I satisfy her more than he ever could. Y/n, if you’re reading this, please leave pretty bruises all over my body. I want mommy to mark me so bad, make sure everyone knows I’m hers. Regardless of the label anyone puts on our relationship, no one can deny that I’m hers. Her perverted boy, her slutty toy, her little prince, all hers. Only hers.
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The weekend flies closer than he could have imagined, and after seeing you come home exhausted and drained every single night, nothing pleases Jeongin more than knowing he’s the one that will help you relax. As he walks to your house, he regrets not going to the store and getting lotions so he could give you a massage from his unqualified hands.
“Hey, baby.” You smile at him, bright and gorgeous as always. You invite him in and offer him a drink, which he politely declines. You notice he’s shaking more than usual, and although he was always nervous and awkward, you’ve never see him get this shaky. “Are you okay, Jeongin?”
“Mommy…”
“Oh, we’re right out the gate with this one?”
“I have a surprise for you.” Jeongin takes his shirt off and pulls down his jeans, revealing a hot pink, lace thong covering his half-hard cock. You look up from his cock to his chest, seeing fake, silver nipple rings adorning his pink buds. You cover your mouth as you gasp, indescribably turned on from the presentation this boy had planned. “That’s not all.”
He turns around, bending over so the thong dives deeper between his ass cheeks, but you quickly notice what he was hinting at. There’s a little pink rose peeking out of his ass, a clear decoration on a plug. He looks so fucking hot. You can’t take your eyes off of him.
“What do you think, mommy?” He holds his arms out as he turns around, facing you again as your body hasn’t moved since he’d last faced you. “Don’t you like it?”
“I love it, little prince.” You walk up to him, holding his waist in your hands as you pull him closer, licking one of his nipples, tasting the distinct metal flavor of the ring. “You never fail to surprise me, baby.”
You kiss from his nipple to his panties, getting down on your knees as you lick over the thin fabric. He twitches under the lace, getting harder every second. Before your mouth can properly suck his cock, you stand up and kiss him harshly on the lips, tasting a faint strawberry flavor. You smile against his mouth, holding his by his waist again as you pull him into your body, your chests coming in contact.
“Mommy, please sit on my face. I want to make you feel good,” Jeongin whines between kisses. Your hands run up and down his body, feeling him up and making him shiver in anticipation. For right now, you’re content with just sucking on his sweet lips, but his cock clearly needs some attention. “Please~”
“Let’s go to my bedroom, sweetheart. I’ll ride your pretty face as much as you want.” You take his hand in yours as you take him back to your room, practically throwing him on the bed. He palms himself over his thong while you undress, totally forgetting about the rules you’d set up. When you turn around, your gaze goes immediately, almost instinctively, to his hand on his cock as he half-assedly strokes himself. “Is my naughty little boy touching himself? Without my permission?”
“Sorry, mommy. I couldn’t help it.” Jeongin presses his bottom lip out as he pouts, pulling his hand off of his cock. You roll your eyes and get onto the bed, sitting over his chest before staring down at him like you’re a shark and he’s your next meal.
“I don’t know if you deserve to eat my pussy anymore.” You ponder, bringing your hand to your chin as if you’re genuinely considering not riding his face until you’re dripping. He puts his hands above his head and pleads again, whining in his adorable high-pitched voice. “Alright, baby boy, but only because I want this.”
You scoot up to his face, hovering your naked cunt over his gorgeous face. As you slowly start to lower your hips to his mouth, Jeongin eagerly sticks his tongue out and fights against his reflexes to just grab you. He laps at your folds, humming from the sweetness as you grind on his face and grip the headboard of the bed.
“Good boy, Jeonginnie. If you make mommy cum, you’ll get a reward.” He moans into your pussy, his cock twitching under his lace panties just at the thought of you rewarding him. For being so hungry for punishment just days prior, he really wanted to be your good little boy just for today. He sticks his wet tongue into your cunt, inciting you to ride his face even harder, raising and lowering just enough for his tongue to never leave your tight, needy cunt.
His tongue pulls back, leaving you empty for a moment before he starts kissing and sucking at your clit. You lean forward, putting your clit right up to his mouth all for him. Your sopping cunt was absolutely begging for an orgasm, and Jeongin was getting you there faster than you could have ever imagined. The moans leaving your throat only made Jeongin want to make you cum even more.
“Please cum on my face, ma’am.” Jeongin wastes no time returning his tongue to your pussy, his wrists still above his head as if he were cuffed. Your legs start to get uneasy, shaking around Jeongin’s head as you breath heavily and mindlessly moan out his favorite pet names and countless praises. He’s smiling against you, sucking your folds until you finally release, your cunt tightening around his tongue as you whine and grind, riding out your high on his face. You were undoubtedly euphoric, slowly coming down from an extremely intense orgasm, but Jeongin was also through the moon, tasting all of your juices leaking into his mouth.
“Ah, thank you little boy.” You flip your leg over his head, stepping back onto the floor with your weak, tired legs, a hand on the bed so you don’t fall over. You run a hand down his leg, Jeongin starting to shake with anticipation. He holds his wrists steady above his head without any help of restraints. Your palm runs over his cock, touching him over his thin panties. He lets out a huff, needy for more. “Does my sweet prince need to be fucked?”
Jeongin’s whine are so fucking pathetic. A tear runs down his cheek just from the thought of you fucking him. He watches you as you turn around and reach into your drawer, digging through until you pull out a harness and a bright pink dildo that oddly matches his panties. Jeongin tightens his hole, remembering the bulb nestled in his ass. As you put the harness on, he lifts his hips and shakes his as against the bed.
“Mommy,” he whimpers, “please fuck my ass. Need your cock in me so fucking bad!” He sounds so overwhelmingly lewd, but you loved every second of it. You attach the dildo to your harness, tightening it perfectly so it won’t budge. You cup his cheek as you reposition yourself on the bed, lifting his legs over your thighs. You watch his cock tremble, begging to be touched, as Jeongin stares directly at your face, watching your eyes dart from his cock to his hardened nipped to his quivering lips. “Mommy?”
“Yes sweetheart?” You tilt your head and smile, making a burst of warmth erupt in Jeongin’s chest.
“Please be gentle, okay?” You giggle at his cuteness and nod, reaching to your bedside to take out lube. Squirting it onto your hand, you rub the length of the dildo with one hand while you teasingly pull at his plug, pulling it out just enough to make him groan.
“You look incredible, baby boy.” You lean down to kiss him while your hand moves from your dildo to his ass, both hands pulling out the plug before you finger him with lubed fingers. All of his moans are lost on your lips, his tongue letting out and into your mouth, dancing with yours. He squeals when your fingers leave his ass, and he knows exactly what’s next.
You take his hands in yours from above his head, pulling them down to be next to his head. You lean over the boy while you line your cock with his hole, teasingly pushing the tip against his entrance.
“I’ll go slow, don’t worry angel.” Your hands hold your hips as you slowly push the strap into Jeongin, watching it disappear into his tight little hole. His thong is pushed to the side of his hole while painfully rubbing against the bottom of his shaft. You would have taken it off, but he just looks too damn sexy in them.
Jeongin writhes as you stop halfway, petting his sides to help him calm down. He feels so full, so stretched, something he’s never felt before. He’s wanted this for so long, he just wants to enjoy it so bad, especially for you, but the pain is starting to get to him. He’s whining loudly, biting down on his lip harshly in hopes of silencing some of his sounds.
“Jeongin? Are you okay?” Your voice is soft, but not delicate. You’re speaking at a regular volume, an attempt to pull Jeongin out of his head. He opens his eyes and looks at you, tears threatening to fall out. “What’s the safe word?”
“Avocado.”
“One more time for me, baby. What’s the safe word?” Without moving your hips, you lean forward to hold onto his face. He looks so gorgeous, messy and covered in sweat. You just want him to be happy.
“Avocado.” He pushes his face against your hand, his voice returning to a regular pitch. “You can go further now, mommy.”
“Are you sure, sweetheart?” You lean more to kiss his forehead, admiring his sharp facial features.
“I want you to fuck me, please.” His tone is flat, sounding almost unenthused until the final word. You nod and patiently push into him, carefully watching his face for any indication of pain. Jeongin starts to groan loudly as you bottom out, pressing the bottom of the harness against him. “Thank you.”
“Good boy, Innie. My angel’s so pretty like this.” Your hands go to his chest, dainty fingers pinching his nipples just how he likes. His moans are back to being the high, pathetic whines you’re used to from the boy. His cock twitches, a drop of precum dripping from the tip. “You ready for me to move, my little prince?”
“Yes, mommy. I’m ready!” Your heart warms watching Jeongin’s face light up for such a perverted sentiment. He looks so excited, finally starting to enjoy it. You grip his hips tight as you pull out, watching his cock stutter and his mouth hang open. When you pound back into him slowly, Jeongin feels that familiar warmth in his stomach.
“You like this, baby boy? You like getting fucked by your mommy?” Your voice is sinister as you increase the pace, rhythmically moving your hips against Jeongin’s ass. His legs shutter as you fuck him, all of his nerves standing on edge. “Who’s mommy’s little cumslut?”
“I am, mommy! I’m your little c-cum… fuck!” Jeongin throws his head back as you wrap one hand around his cock, your other hand is grounded on his hip. You start to jerk him, fast and aggressive, coaxing him to an orgasm even faster.
The dildo drags against Jeongin’s walls, brushing past the sensitive spot he didn’t even know he had. With every thrust and stroke, he can feel himself start to fall apart, all of his speech devolving into incoherent whines and cries. Sweat drips down his forehead as he finds it harder and harder to hold back his release.
“C-close,” he whimpers, “gonna cum.”
“Aw, my sweet little boy ready to cum?” You speed up the movements of your hand, tightening your iron grip on his sensitive, red cock. Jeongin feels his reality start to fade, only being able to focus on his impending orgasm. “Cum all you want, baby. Be a good little boy and cum for mommy.”
Your eyes stare intensely at his cock as he’s pushed over the edge, his body convulsing as he has the most powerful orgasm of his life. He shoots his load all over his abs and chest, some dripping onto your hand. Your hand goes still on his shaft, but your hips still slowly rut into him, easing him through his high.
“Gonna pull out now, alright pretty boy?” He nods, bringing his hand up to his face for him to bite down on his finger. You gently pull your hips back, eventually slipping out of him, watching him breath heavily as you let go of his hips and cock. “Did you like that?”
“Yes, Y/n. You felt so good,” he smiles, watching you as you stand up to pull the harness off and toss it towards the drawer for you to clean later. “Can we get dinner now?”
“Sweetheart, you need to rest!” You walk to the side of the bed and give him a peck on his forehead, soon kissing him on his plush lips. He lays on your bed, limbs spread out as he’s lifeless and naked. “You did so well for me. I’ll cook you dinner while you take a nap, alright?”
“I’d like that, mommy. Thank you!” You pull the discarded comforter over his body, forcing him to get warm and cozy under your covers. He looked so sweet in your bed, snuggled against the soft bed that smelled like you.
“How about pasta? Does my boy like pasta?” He nods, shutting his eyes and rolling to his side, preparing to sleep. “I’ll be back in an hour. Rest well, Jeongin.”
“Thank you~”
Jeongin dozes off as you get dressed in lounge pants, a loose shirt, underwear and no bra. He looks so peaceful sleeping, so you’re extra quiet when you slip out of your bedroom to the kitchen.
You gather the ingredients and start to boil the water when you get a call. Just as before, it’s your ex-husband, Minho. You groan and hesitantly press the green phone button, turning the call to speaker before setting your phone on the counter.
“Y/n? Hello?”
“What do you want, Minho?” Your voice sounds disinterested to say the least, and Minho immediately gets the hint that his call was not wanted.
“I’m gonna cut to the chase. One of my student’s grades are suffering because of your relationship with him-“
“Shouldn’t you be watching my kids?” You don’t have the mental capacity to listen to Minho scold you right now. Your motherly instincts are tingling, and he should be watching your little angels right now.
“They’re with their stepmom right now.” You grumble at his use of the word “stepmom” considering your daughters still call her by her first name, but nevertheless, you go silent, hoping he’ll get on with this call. “As I was saying before you so rudely interrupted me, you need to stop playing games with Yang Jeongin.”
“Playing games?” Your face turns red as anger suddenly fills your brain. “We aren’t playing games, Lee Minho. We’re adults. Neither of us need your permission.”
“You’re playing with this kid’s feelings. Don’t you feel bad?” You pause, watching bubbles start to rise in the pot. “This kid is suffering just because you want to be fucked and you’re too prideful to-“
“Don’t even say that, Minho.” You reach for the box of pasta, dumping the noodles into the pot of boiling water. “I’ll never get back with you. You know that.”
“What does he have that I don’t?” You hear a loud tsk through the phone, Minho taking a break in his talk to ponder his next move. “You’d rather fuck a college student than a real man?”
“Jeongin’s more of a real man than you’ll ever be!” You’re nearly yelling at this point, rage overwhelming you. “What do you know about our relationship anyway? It’s none of your business.”
“Oh, but it is!” Before you have a chance to respond to his outlandish comment, he chimes back in. “He writes in his little fantasy book every single class, and every time I look over his shoulder, I have to see your name scrawled over every page. He’s obsessed with you, Y/n.”
“Shut up! Just, shut up!” You stop stirring the pasta to collect your thoughts, breathing in before you lash out at Minho over the phone. “Go watch my kids-“
“Our kids.”
“Go watch our kids and never speak to me about this again. I’ll tell Jeongin to get his grades up. Just, for fuck’s sake, leave me alone.” You hang up, angrily throwing your phone onto the counter again. You hear the floor squeak behind you and you turn around, a scared Jeongin standing behind you with the blanket wrapped around him.
“I’m sorry, Y/n.” His eyes well up with tears, fearful of how you’ll respond. “This was a mistake.”
“Jeongin, baby, no!” You drop the spoon to the edge of the pot and bring Jeongin in for a hug, squeezing him tightly. His arms wrap around your neck, the blanket falling to the floor to reveal him wearing one of your big shirts. “Don’t mind him. How much did you hear?”
“A-all of it.” He sniffles, collecting himself with deep breaths. “I didn’t know I’d cause so much trouble.”
“It’s Minho who’s causing trouble, not you.” You pet down his back, trying to get him to calm down and stop crying. “Go back to my room and lay down, babe.”
“Can I stay out here and watch you?” You lean down to pick up the blanket, wrapping it around Jeongin again. His eyes are puffy and red as if he’s been emotional for a while, and your heart aches just looking at his disheveled state.
“Of course, baby. Go sit on that stool.” He pulls the stool out from under the kitchen island and gets comfortable, leaning on the counter with his elbows. You go back to stirring the pasta, watching it rise and fall. “I love you, Jeongin.”
“I love you too, Y/n. Thank you for inviting me here today.” He swoons at your bright demeanor, a stark contrast from the bitter persona you’d taken while on the phone with his professor. “What did you mean when you said I’m a… real man?”
You laugh a bit, dropping the spoon to the side and getting butter and a bowl out for the pasta. “Lee Minho was never a good man. He takes advantage of everyone who comes into his life. You’re not like that.”
Jeongin tilts his head. “Then what am I like?”
“You’re, uh…” you put your hand on your chin, scratching at your skin in thought. “You’re very kind and genuine, which is a bit surprising for a boy your age.”
Jeongin hated every time you brought up age. It only furthered to remind him about how different you two were, and how he never had a chance with you from the start. In your eyes, he’ll never be more than a kid, and that ate away and him. Jeongin’s only goal with you was for you to see him as an equal rather than a child, but he wasn’t sure how to go about reaching that.
“So I’m a real man?” Jeongin smiles, his heart fluttering thinking of you calling him a man.
“Pasta’s ready! Do you want cheese?” You pour the pasta from the strainer into the bowl, mixing it with the butter. Per your request, Jeongin gets the powdered cheese out of the refrigerator, sitting at the kitchen island again, this time with you right next to him, piling pasta onto his plate before yours, your motherly instincts kicking in again.
“Thank you mo- I mean, Y/n!” You both giggle at his adorable slip up, appreciating each other’s company.
“You’re welcome, baby boy.” You push his hair from his forehead and kiss his nose, his cheeks quickly turning a deep shade of pink. “So cute.”
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Day 20: Roller Coaster
Following the war, Hogwarts instated a new policy. Everyone (regardless of their upbringing) who attended the school would be required to take a Muggle Studies Course.
Muggle Studies was not terrible, much to Draco's surprise and relief. In fact, Draco found that he actually rather enjoyed it. Especially the classes on Fridays.
On Fridays the eighth years had no classes except for Muggle Studies in the afternoon and their Professor always took them somewhere fun. They'd been to a pub, a bowling alley, a movie theater (Draco had especially enjoyed that one), a fancy restaurant, a few cafes, art museums and history museums, they went to see parliament, and Big Ben, and even a place called a 'science center'.
Today they were going to a muggle amusement park.
Potter (his assigned partner since he'd been raised by muggles) found him in the crowd once they arrived. "Hey."
"Hey yourself," Draco replied, raising a hand to shade his eyes.
"Where should we start?" Potter asked, nodding to the expanse of oddities in front of them.
"Umm," Draco said, shading his eyes once more to look around, seeing only unfamiliar things.
"Come on," Potter said, apparently making the decision for them. "I think you need some sunglasses first."
(Read more below the cut)
Potter tugged him over to a stand off to the corner where they bickered about which sunglasses suited Draco best before finally agreeing on a pair of wayfarers with pink frames. The other boy's smile and encouragement were enough for Draco to slip them on.
"Very handsome," Potter said and Draco could feel his cheeks heat under the praise. Fortunately, Potter seemed not to notice as he turned to pay for the sunglasses.
After that they wandered around, Potter took him on a carousel, then down a giant slide that they had to climb into burlap sacks for, before dragging him over to the carnival games.
"Here," Potter said, paying the man at a booth and taking six ping pong balls from him. "You just have to sink them in the fish bowls and you win a prize."
"That hardly seems difficult," Draco replied.
The man behind the booth snorted, "Good luck, kid."
"Would you like to go first?" Harry offered.
Draco nodded and squared his shoulders before tossing the first ball. It pinged off multiple bowls before falling to the ground in between. "What?!"
"It's okay," Potter said, "try again. If you get two in, you still win a small prize."
"Right," Draco said, blowing out a breath and focusing. He tossed the ball more gently this time and it bounced once before sinking into one of the bowls. "Hah!" Draco shouted triumphantly.
"Good job," Potter replied, and there was a time when those words would have been tainted and sarcastic, but the two of them were long past that at this point. He knew the other boy was simply genuinely happy for him.
"Alright," Draco said, "Last chance little ball." He nodded once and tossed this one as well, it bounced once, twice, three times, before catching the rim of one of the bowls at an odd angle and flying off.
"Better luck next time," the man said. "You're up specs."
Potter nodded, let out a little huff of breath and tossed them right in a row; one and two sunk straight in, the third bounced once before sinking into a third fish bowl.
Draco's jaw dropped and he looked over to see that the man behind the booth looked equally stunned.
"Plushy unicorn or dragon?" Potter asked him.
"What?"
"Unicorn or Dragon?" he prompted.
"Dragon," Draco replied without real thought.
Potter nodded, "We'd like the blue dragon, please."
The man grabbed the dragon and handed it over to Potter, "That was well done."
"Thanks," Potter replied before turning and handing the dragon over to Draco. "For you."
"For me?"
Potter nodded and stuffed it into Draco's arms before walking off, "Come on," he called over his shoulder, "Roller coaster next."
It took Draco a moment to catch up with him, "Why did you give this to me?"
The other boy looked over at him and shoved his glasses up on his nose, "Do you not want it?" he asked, reaching for it.
"No," he said, turning away so he couldn't take her, "I want her."
"Alright then."
It wasn't really an answer but he didn't want Potter to take the delightfully soft and fluffy dragon from him so he kept quiet and mulled over the possible reasons. Pansy would say that Potter liked him, too, but Pansy was gay so he didn't trust what she had to say about boys.
Potter led him over to a tall, monstrous metal contraption and Draco watched with a small amount of horror as the muggles riding it were sent speeding off as they screamed bloody murder.
"Are you serious?" he asked.
Potter glanced over, "Yeah, it'll be fun. Like riding a broom," he added soft enough for only Draco to hear.
"Sure if someone else were in control of it!" Draco hissed.
"That's part of the appeal," Potter said as he stepped into line and tugged Draco after him. "Letting go, just flying without the work."
"You're insane."
"We'll see," Potter replied with a shrug and a secret little smile at the corner of his mouth that made his dimple show.
Draco waited, his heart pounding, palms sweating, as he got closer and closer to the front of the line. "Are you sure about this?"
"As sure as I am about anything," Potter replied with a sardonic grin.
They stepped up to the front of the line and the man told him, "You'll need to leave your dragon here."
"Might as well leave your sunglasses, too," Potter said, "wouldn't want those to go flying off," he added with a wink. A wink. And Draco was so off kilter that he did as Potter suggested before he climbed into the seat next to him.
The lap bar was pulled down and secured, "Potter," he started, sure that it wasn't healthy for your heart to beat this fast.
"It's okay," Potter assured. He'd taken his glasses off and folded them over the collar of his shirt.
"But-"
"Draco," the other boy said, turning to look at him and putting his hand over Draco's. "Seriously. No one has ever died from riding on this roller coaster."
"Are you sure?" Draco asked but it was too late, the roller coaster was already starting to pull them upwards.
"98%," Potter called.
"What?" he asked, trying to make sense of his words over the pounding in his ears and the rush of adrenaline he was experiencing.
"I'm 98% sure no one has ever died on this roller coaster."
It was not really the answer he'd wanted to hear. He opened his mouth to reply but the cart tipped over the top of the first hill and his words turned into a scream, one of his hand's clenching the lap bar, the other crushing Harry's.
He screamed as they were dropped and flipped, as the cart whipped around corners and he was knocked into Harry and Harry into him, all the while his heart racing. And Harry was right, it was a lot like flying but without the predictability.
As the roller coaster glided to a stop, Draco couldn't help but laugh; he felt lighter than air, freer than he could remember feeling in a long time. He turned grinning at Harry, "That was amazing."
"Yeah," Harry replied, giving his hand a little squeeze.
"Oh," Draco said, looking down at where he was still clenching the other boy's hand. "Sorry-"
"I'm not," Harry replied softly, a little shy.
"Please exit the cart, lovebirds," the man running the ride called. "We have other people waiting."
"Right, sorry," Harry apologized and he clambered out before holding out a hand for Draco to take.
Hand in hand, they made their way around to collect the dragon and Draco's sunglasses. "Where to next?" Draco asked, smiling so widely that it made his face hurt.
Harry swung their hands between them as he replied, "As long as it's with you, it doesn't matter."
Day 19: Ice Skating | Day 21: Scars
Thanks so much @gaygirldrarryblog for the prompt! I hope you enjoyed this little ficlet! <3
#100 drarry drabbles in 100 days#day 20: roller coaster#thanks for the prompt! <3#drarry#drarry drabble#drarry ficlets#eighth year#fluffy#amusement park#enjoy!#my writing
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books i read in july 2022
[these are all short + casual reviews - feel free to msg me and ask about individual ones if u want a full review or ask for my goodreads!!]
not gonna lie rereading gideon & harrow put me into a reading slump because simply nothing else could live up!! we are deep in august and i am STILL thinking about them 🤠
comfort me with apples - catherynne m. valente ★★★★☆ (horror)
this is just a short novella so it’s kind of hard to talk about without spoilers but i do think that valente is my fave author in the fairytale/storybook style and this was no exception! an interesting little mash-up of ideas that was right up my alley personally
harrow the ninth - tamsyn muir ★★★★★ (scifi)
the gideon reread was mostly fun for me but the harrow reread destroyed my soul 💀 it’s so different reading it and actually understanding it and i just literally have not stopped thinking about it. i can’t recommend enough just reading it again if you didn’t “get” it the first time!!
more than this - patrick ness ★★★★☆ (YA scifi)
patrick ness has got to be one of my fave YA authors. very classic YA emotional core, which is very nice to read sometimes when it’s pulled off well (as this was). slow at times but the scifi concepts really push you to think, and i love how he never gives us easy answers
the angel of the crows - katherine addison ★★★★☆ (historical fantasy mystery)
this is literally published sherlock wingfic. the added supernatural elements are interesting but not the focus, so it really is about reliving the ACD sherlock mysteries - extremely fun for me but i suspect this is not a book for everyone. this “watson” was interesting as both a standalone and an adaptation
the deeper the water the uglier the fish - katya apekina ★★★★☆ (contemporary)
i don’t want to be the guy in my friend group who’s always the only person excited by the fucked up contemporary litfic but like .. yeah this is that and i liked it 🤷♂️ fucked up families where you get multiple POVs and learn how their shared family history leads to their individual personal struggles are my jam
the mysterious study of doctor sex & as yet unsent - tamsyn muir ★★★★☆ (scifi)
read (dr sex) and reread (ays) of the two locked tomb short stories. i liked as yet unsent quite a lot more but I’d never complain about more sixth house
delilah green doesn’t care - ashley herring blake ★★★★☆ (romance)
the romance was fine for me but this book does have a very uptight perfectionist bitchy side character whose name is astrid and i LOVED her. i am actually excited to read the second book in a romance series because she is the protag for the next one!!
a master of djinn - p. djèlí clark ★★★☆☆ (historical fantasy)
a book that was truly The Most 3 stars. so completely fine that i kind of wish i’d DNF’d it. the actual plot/mystery was poorly constructed but the world-building was beautiful and generally made up for it
night sky with exit wounds - ocean vuong ★★★☆☆ (poetry)
ehh, i just didn’t connect much with this one personally. some good wordplay and i highlighted a few lines but it was just alright
the vegetarian - han kang ★★★☆☆ (horror)
this book was so hard for me to a) finish and b) meaningfully review. there are three segments that are pretty distinct from each other and i found the first two brutally miserable to read for different reasons, but the book definitely does cohere, so i’m sure other people would get a lot from it
the flatshare - beth o’leary ★★★☆☆ (romance)
i’m a bad romance reader and i’m sorry to all of my friends who thought this was the cutest shit ever. the female main character had no genuine personality traits and the male main character didn’t grow a single bit and i have no clue why they even like each other beyond each of them being an upgrade from their exes. but i do see the concept and understand why romance likers would have fun with this book. it’s just not me tho!
wider than the sky - katherine field Rothschild ★★☆☆☆ (contemporary)
the blurb lured me in with promises that it was about an adult polyam relationship and how that relationship changed the family but instead i just read a terrible YA contemporary with a super unlikable main character who was just dealing with “normal” high school shit the entire time and for some reason even though her dad was polyamorous i still had to deal with an awfully written love triangle
unprecedented: canada’s top ceos on leadership during covid-19 ★★★☆☆ (non-fiction)
i got this book for work and read a couple of sections before donating it. mostly it was just similar to internal messaging but it was more political than i was expecting at points. ehhh
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I have ask? We know in TRR book three that Riley and Drake go fishing. They never tell anyone where they went. What if something where to happen we know there was a recent earthquake but what if there was still the aftershocks and drake and Riley are caught in the middle? How will king Liam react what can he do when he’s up against mother nature.
A/N I am going to go ahead and apologize. I honestly don’t know how this fic came about. For some reason this request took me down one of the angsty-est roads I have ever traveled for a Liam drabble. After doing some research on earthquakes and aftershocks, I came across some situations where the aftershocks were as bad and sometimes worse than the initial earthquake. This is what our TRR group will experience that evening in Portavira. I'll try and write some fluff soon to make up for what I'm about to do to each character. On that note, who's ready to enter this nightmare situation I’ve conjured with our favorite king?
Trigger warnings: Blood. Life threatening injuries. Character deaths. And probably some other horrible situations I'm forgetting.
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One Fateful Night
"Hey." Riley paused in the hallway. "Where is everyone?"
Drake shrugged. "Liam got pulled into some conversation with Penelope's parents. Maxwell said something about sleeping for the next week or so." He glanced up from studying his phone. "I last saw Hana walking off with Penelope, talking about outfits for poodles."
Riley snorted on her laughter. "Sounds about right." She leaned over to see what was on his phone. "Planning on buying a boat?"
"Not likely." He studied her a moment. "I wanted to get some fishing in before we leave." A slight smile formed on his lips. "You want to come along?"
"The Drake Walker is inviting company?" Riley pretended to be shocked.
"Ha. Ha." He grumbled. "I can always take it back."
"Nice try, but you're stuck with me." She checked to make sure no one was around. "I don't want to talk poodle fashion or whatever thing Penelope's parents are discussing with Liam."
Drake snorted. "Don't blame you." He slipped his phone in his pocket and cocked his head toward the exit. "Ready to go?"
"You think I should leave a note for Liam?" She asked.
"You could or just tell Mara." He replied.
Riley could hear Penelope and Hana's voices. "No time!" She whispered. "Go!"
The two escaped quietly with no one noticing.
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Later that night...
After a couple of drinks and a promise that they would talk once more over breakfast, Liam managed to leave Landon's study before it got too late.
Expelling a deep breath at somehow getting through the quagmire of the duke's worries over not only Portavira surviving another earthquake but in also finding a suitable noble for Penelope to marry, the young king was determined to relax with the one person who always put him at ease.
Riley.
Just her name alone caused a smile to form on his lips. He had hated that after the polo match they had been pulled apart by people wishing to talk to them. Before he knew it, he had lost sight of her just as Landon had all but demanded his attention.
It was enough to make any man lose his patience.
All that had caused the tension in his neck and shoulders was done for the moment. He would find his love and steal a few precious moments with her. He intended them to be all that an engaged couple deserved.
Nothing but romance was on his agenda.
Just as he made it to the courtyard of Penelope's family mansion, the earth shifted, causing him to fall to the ground. Unholy sounds of rumbles and screeches seemed to fill the air as he and everything around him was violently shook. In disbelief, he watched as stone walls began to crack and collapse around him. The very earth split open as he was thrown into a nearby flower bed.
Clutching in vain to clumps of grass, he closed his eyes while the very ground under him rose up and down. It seemed to never end until at last, the earth stopped moving.
Screams rent the silence that followed the abrupt stillness.
Liam lifted himself up. Seeing that he only suffered minor injuries, he then noticed what the earthquake had left behind. Small fires and utter desolation surrounded him. Every window and doorway was blocked and covered with the once beautiful ivory sandstone that had been used in construction of the manor.
He then realized that he was trapped within the courtyard that had been placed in the very middle of the mansion.
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A few seconds later, thirty miles off the coast of Portavira...
Once Drake was far enough out from the nearby commercial fishing boats, he and Riley settled in for some fishing and good natured teasing. Time went by with only him catching a hat. Riley's laughter at his expression had prompted her to snap a quick picture with threats to show everyone they knew.
Her pole had then began to tremble and bend with her own fish.
Drake whistled when she reeled it in. "That's some catch, Brooks."
Riley studied the large mackerel. "Is it bigger than anything you've caught."
"Almost." He grumbled. "What do you want to do with it?"
"Set it free." She relaxed back on the rickety seat of their boat. "I've eaten more fish the last couple of days than I ever have in my life."
He worked the hook out and dropped it back in the ocean.
"Drake?" Riley sat up straight. "You hear that?"
Both turned toward the distant, lighted port. A rumbling almost like thunder roiling could be heard. The beacons that dotted the shore began to quiver before going abruptly out.
"What the--"
Massive waves began to strike at their boat. The tiny ship Drake had insisted was sea worthy was tossed into the air as if it was nothing but a bathtub toy.
Riley screamed as she fell overboard. Her life jacket popped her up just as the boat was coming back down. Unable to see or move away, the boat fell on her, knocking her back under. Blood floated around her unconscious form as she remained pinned under the boat.
Drake had been thrown in the other direction. The choppy waves caused from the earthquake's tremors pulled him even further and further away from where Riley had landed. Calling out her name while struggling to keep his head above water, Drake knew that his search in the dark night was in vain.
Their fishing trip had taken a deadly turn.
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An hour later, Liam was doing his best to dig through the rubble that blocked the entrance to the guest wing. He could hear the faint cries of what he prayed was Riley and the rest of his friends. Ignoring the blood dripping from his fingers and palms, he worked frantically when he heard a piercing scream.
"I'm coming!" He cried out in a hoarse voice. "Please!" His head dropped into his hands as he prayed. "Please don't die!"
Swallowing down his fear, he tore at the slabs of marble, sandstone, and tile. Wood splintered deep within his hands as he continued to throw everything behind him. Each new obstacle made him curse as he used whatever was at hand to move it. Broken branches and warped benches helped him pry some of the heavier pieces aside.
He managed to make a hole big enough that he could peer down the hall. Unable to see clearly, he used his flashlight function on his cell phone.
It revealed a hallway that looked as if a bomb had dropped upon it.
"Riley!" He yelled through opening. "Riley!"
"Liam?" Came a tentative voice.
"Madeleine!" He responded. "Are you hurt? Do you see any of the others?"
A bloody figure stumbled over the debris of a nearby guestroom. She fell against a half standing wall before forcing herself forward.
Liam stared in shock at her left hand and wrist nearly black from being smashed by something. The cuts and wounds to her head alarmed him when he noticed how much trouble she was having focusing on him.
"Madeleine." He breathed. A new fear gripped him at what state the others must be in.
"I'm fine." She mumbled, falling on her knees near the hole he had made. "Hana..." She cradled her crushed left hand against her chest. "She's pinned under two ceiling beams. I'm to get help."
Liam swallowed. "Have you seen Riley or any of the others?"
"No." She slumped down further, eyes drooping closed. "Forgive me for not checking."
"Madeleine!" Liam yelled sharply. "Keep talking."
"Yes, your majesty." Her faint voice barely registered.
"I'm coming through." He told her, keeping up a steady chatter with every move he made. His questions were screamed at her to try and keep her talking. Each answer was taking longer and longer to come around.
Liam managed to finally make a space big enough to squeeze through.
He dropped to his knees beside his former fiancée and searched for a pulse. He finally found a faint one as he searched her for any other wounds. Promising he would come back, he left her side to begin searching for everyone else.
The first room he came to was Maxwell's. Clearing out the barrier blocking his entrance, he dodged a dangling, sparking electrical line near what was once Maxwell's bed.
Liam covered his mouth and slowly backed out of the room when he saw what had become of his oldest friend. Maxwell had been in bed when the earthquake had occurred. The ceiling had fallen and with it a marble tub in the room above had landed on him, crushing the once fun loving noble to death.
Once back in the hallway, he heard another scream followed by a voice trying to calm the lady down.
Following the sounds, Liam turned sideways to fit in a hole in the wall. Smoke was slowly filling the room, making his eyes burn and water.
He tripped over a body and saw that it was Bastien propped against what was left of a wall, clutching a wadded towel to his side. Blood was turning the once violet towel magenta in certain spots.
"Your majesty." He breathed in a painful breath. "Thank God." He turned his head toward the right. "Lady Hana, she's--"
Hana whimpered another scream followed by a man's voice apologizing.
"I'll go to her." Liam promised. "Have you seen Riley?"
"No sir." Bastien winced when Hana cried out again. "Mara was on her way to Lady Riley's room while I monitored the hallways. Then the earthquake struck."
"How badly hurt are you?" Liam asked.
"I'll be fine. A piece of wood pierced my side." Bastien muttered. "Go help the others."
Liam nodded and hurried toward Hana.
A disheveled Rashad and Neville worked at trying to get Hana free. Blood covered most of Neville's face from the cuts and broken nose he now sported. An arm hung limply on Rashad. His face was nearly a greenish gray from the pain of his arm being knocked out of socket had caused. He too sported bruises and cuts all over his body. A seeping wound along his ribcage caught Liam's attention.
"Sit down." He ordered when Rashad's gash opened more with each effort he made to lift the beam off Hana.
"She's trapped and her leg..." Rashad trailed off as tears filled his eyes. "Liam, she can't..."
Neville wiped at the blood on his own face. "We made a tourniquet to try and stop what we know will happen after we lift this."
Liam looked down and blanched at the sight of Hana's once perfect left leg completely severed below the knee.
"I'm sorry." She cried when another scream struck. "It hurts and I..." She wiped her tears when another gut wrenching sob tore through her. "I can't feel it. I can't feel my foot."
Liam swallowed as he knelt beside her. He took her hand in his and spoke gently. "Hana, you are one if not the strongest person I know." His fingers gripped hers. "I need you to prepare yourself. I know you know that panic will not help you or us."
Hana nodded jerkily.
"We are going to try and get this off of you to make you more comfortable." He had a near death grip on her hand now. "I will need your help in keeping Bastien, Madeleine," he glanced at Rashad weakly sliding down to the floor, "and Rashad awake and talking. I need you to keep them calm as I try and find the others and get us help."
She bit her bottom lip as more tears fell. "I will. I'll help."
He kissed her hand and nodded. Getting to his feet, he and Neville each took a side and lifted the first heavy beam off of her. After a brief moment to catch their breaths they then lifted the second one.
Hana struggled to slide out from it, whimpering when she noticed that not all of her had moved.
"Hana." Liam blocked her view of her severed leg. "Look at me."
She lifted her eyes to his while struggling not to hyperventilate.
"We will get through this." He told her.
Her bottom lip trembled as she repeated his words over and over to try and calm down.
"We will get through this."
*************
After carefully moving Madeleine, Hana, Bastien, and Rashad out into the courtyard; Liam and Neville went back through to find the others.
Liam yelled out Riley and Drake's names the closer he got to their rooms.
He found Mara dead in the hallway, crushed to death much like Maxwell had been.
Whispering how sorry he was, Liam and Neville were forced to climb over the debris that covered her. Smoke was rising in this part of the hallway the further they went.
The silence from his love's and best friend's rooms made him panic as he was screaming their names.
Neville too was breathing fast with each failed response to his calling out.
Riley's door was blocked on the inside, making it impossible to get into. Liam kicked the door in frustration a few times while Neville worked on clearing Drake's door.
"We'll find another way in." Neville promised. "We will try from the outside to get into her room."
Liam broke off a plea for them to do it now as he turned to force himself to check if Drake had survived.
Their search for him was fruitless as they realized he wasn't anywhere in his chamber.
"Where could he be?" Liam mumbled.
Neville merely shrugged while picking up a broken chair. He waved Liam back and smashed through the bedroom window. Using the bedspread, the two wrapped their hands in it to protect from glass getting in their already raw cuts.
They tumbled to an uneven ground and made their way to Riley's room. Smoke was slowly seeping from the tiny cracks of the windowpane.
Liam knocked Neville to the ground right before the glass exploded out. A burst of flames followed it.
"RILEY!" Liam screamed as he hurried to the window. He held his hand up as he tried to see into the inferno.
Neville yanked him back as more of the mansion collapsed near them.
The two men helplessly sat there watching it all without being able to do anything about it.
******************
Many hours later...
Emergency medical teams took over the digging and searches for the missing people.
Penelope and her mother had been found dead with her father seriously wounded. He did not survive past the initial examination.
Most of their servants were injured and only the butler and cook had been killed.
Liam watched helplessly as Hana and Madeleine were airlifted to a hospital in the capital. Rashad and Bastien were in a nearby tent that had been set up to tend the injuries that weren't life threatening.
Maxwell's body lay in another tent with Penelope's and her family. There were too many that were being brought to that tent as searches continued on into the early morning hours.
Of all the people in the world that Liam knew, he never would have expected that Neville Vancouer would be the one to stand by his side. Somehow the one noble that caused the words selfish and pompous to come to mind had worked tirelessly with Liam and search and rescue teams to find those that remained missing.
"Sir?" A newly arrived king's guard bowed. "The King Father wished to hear from you when I found you." He nodded toward a smaller tent that had been set with a satellite phone and chairs.
Liam forced himself to go in there. He didn't know what to say to his father. How did one explain a horror unlike any other? How did one explain what he had lost?
"Liam?!" Constantine's terror came through loud and clear. "You're not hurt are you?"
"No sir." Liam managed to say. "We lost the Duke and Duchess of Portavira, Lady Penelope, " Liam closed his eyes as tears threatened to spill out. "Lord Maxwell."
"Oh!" He could hear Regina's muffled cry in the background. She struggled to speak. "Liam, dear, I am so sorry."
"Ladies Hana and Madeleine suffered some serious injuries." Liam continued with a slight tremble in his voice. "Lord Rashad and Bastien are having theirs tended to here."
"What of Riley?" Constantine asked hesitantly. "I was told that she is missing."
"She and Drake have yet to be found." Liam explained. "I will join in the search around town once the duchy's is finished."
"Oh no." Regina mumbled through her tears. "You must tell him." She said softly to her husband.
"We've sent a helicopter for you." Constantine explained. "There was another attack from the Sons of the Earth last night."
Liam collapsed in a chair. "Where? What did they do?"
"They burnt down the apple orchards near Applewood." Constantine hesitated. "Liam you have to go there and reassure the people that all is and will be taken care of."
Liam shook his head. "No. I can't leave until I find Riley."
"You must." Constantine stressed. "You are the king now. You must show the people you care."
"I can do that from here." Liam snapped. I'll give a press conference while explaining that my missing fiancée is what is keeping in this place of desolation."
"Liam," Regina said gently, "I'll return to Portavira and help guide the search and rescue teams. I'll keep you updated on all that is discovered." She paused. "You have already shown Portavira that you stand with them from yesterday's polo match. Now you must do so with the farmers."
Liam gripped the phone, tempted to throw it as far from him as he could. He knew that being king meant putting everything before himself. But to put duty before finding the woman he loved, the very one he was meant to have a happily ever after with? Could he do that?
Didn't I promise Riley that I would be a better king, a better man for her?
"You have no choice." Constantine's voice cut through his tormented thoughts. "As soon as you finish dealing with the farmers--"
"He'll have to spend the night to prove that he is not going to let the terrorists drive him away." Regina cut in.
"You can return to Portavira first thing in the morning." Constantine promised.
"You won't do anyone any good sitting there waiting." Regina added. "This way you can help your country while we wait on news."
Liam knew he didn't have any choice. He hated that this was his lot in life. He was forced once again to do the good kingly thing instead of what his heart wanted, needed to do.
"Very well." He relented. "I'll go."
"Good." Constantine said in relief. "A word and gesture from the king is what they need."
**************
Early afternoon...
Liam had never felt so alone as he made his way toward Applewood's orchard. He had gotten used to having Riley, Maxwell, Drake, and Hana with him on each venture. Even Madeleine's stern ways would have been welcomed right now.
He glanced up at the smoke filled sky. He tried to prepare himself for what he was about to see, but nothing could have prepared him for the scorched earth he encountered. His footsteps faltered as he looked about the place that had once held some of his happiest moments.
His mother would walk with him through the orchard, telling his stories of dragons and brave knights. He and Drake would play soccer among the blossoms. Maxwell had climbed trees with him so that they could choose the best apples for a snack. Olivia had created kingdoms for them all as they pretended to be rivaling countries of old. Riley had been crowned the Apple Queen here.
He could still see her smile soften when he rose and kissed her cheek that day. Her sneaking off later to spend a few minutes with him...the kiss that had followed...her words of supporting and believing in him being a great king...
"Thank you, my love." He whispered. "Even a memory of you brings me comfort."
"Liam?"
He spun around to see Olivia. Her head tilted some in question.
"Are you," she took a step closer, "how are you?" She shook her head in frustration. "Don't answer that." Blinking back tears, she reached for his hand. "I'm here if you need me."
He squeezed it gratefully. "Thank you." He nodded toward the crowd of farmers and reporters. "Help me get through this, please."
She nodded and walked with him.
"Your majesty! Any idea who could have done this?"
"King Liam? How is Portavira? Is it true that--"
"Where is Lady Riley?"
"When will--"
Many voices spoke over one another causing Liam to raise his hands up for silence.
"We will find whoever did this and bring them to justice." He began. "I come to you with a heavy heart. Portavira suffered another devastating earthquake." His eyes touched on the burnt stumps that had once been beautiful apple trees. "Both Applewood and Portavira have gone through--" he trailed off when he saw his father coming to join them.
Constantine nodded in encouragement before moving to stand behind him with Olivia.
"They have gone through the worst of what man and nature can do." Liam continued. "We've lost loved ones, homes, and a way of life." He swallowed down his sadness. "I intend to make certain that both our farmers and our fishermen are taken care of." His voice trembled. "We..."
Olivia spoke up to help him. "We will not break from this." Her hard tone caused people to feel hope. "We will overcome what the Sons of the Earth have done and we will rebuild all that has been destroyed by the recent earthquake."
"Lady Olivia is right." Constantine continued. "We have been given a king that feels every hurt that befalls Cordonians. Liam will not rest until all is made right."
Liam bowed his head. "We will make this right." He lifted his eyes to the crowd. "You have my word."
The people were moved by the heartbreak they could see in their sovereign. Many walked up to speak to him, leaving them with hope and reassurance that though it might be a difficult road, he would get them through it."
Olivia and Constantine returned to the country manor and tried to keep Liam's spirits up. Unable to stand their awkward hopefulness, he left them with the excuse that he was tired.
"Let me know immediately if there is any word about Riley and Drake." He ordered them.
"We will." Constantine promised.
"Try and sleep." Olivia added. "You'll be of no use in searching for them if you don't."
Once he had ascended the stairs, Olivia turned to the former king. "Has there been any word yet?"
Constantine shook his head. "Regina promised to call the first moment she has free."
******************
Somehow, Liam fell into a dreamless sleep. Perhaps it was the exhaustion and shock he had been through, but his body seemed to sink down into his bed as soon as he sat down. He had intended to rest without sleeping. Yet the next thing he knew, he was jerking awake from his door being knocked.
He forced himself out of bed. Seeing he was still dressed in the khakis and white t-shirt he had changed into in case he needed to return to Portavira in the middle of the night, he called out for whoever was at his door to come in.
He stilled when both Constantine and Olivia stepped inside. The duchess shut the door and refused to meet his eyes.
His father seemed to have aged overnight when he faced his son.
Liam's eyes narrowed as he watched his father try and form the words.
"Liam, I--that is--a man came forward last night with information." Constantine began.
"Information?" Liam repeated.
"Yes. Drake and Riley had rented a small boat to go fishing."
Liam felt instant relief. Fishing! Why hadn't he thought of that. It sounded like just the activity the two would have chosen to relax after such a stressful day. Fishing meant they weren't hurt on land somewhere. They had been safe on the water.
"Have they returned?" He asked, a smile forming. "I bet they were irritated about having to spend the night on an uncomfortable boat."
Constantine and Olivia shared a loaded glance.
"Not exactly." Olivia answered.
"They're not back?" Liam's smile disappeared. "Call the coastguard and have them search the ocean. They probably got lost when the lights went out and..." He trailed off when his father shook his head.
"Regina did send the coastguard." He explained. "And they discovered...what happened...and..."
Liam knew what was about to be said. He didn't want to hear it. He couldn't hear it. It was impossible. It wasn't fair! Didn't he deserve to have his happy ending? Hadn't he sacrificed enough in life? Lost more than anyone should have to? Couldn't he be allowed to keep one dream for himself?
"Riley was found not too far from the boat." Olivia bit back tears. "She was injured somehow, a skull fracture and blood loss, and..." She took a shaky breath. "She drowned."
Liam shook his head. That phrase did not belong with his Riley. Riley was life itself. She was the epitome of every good thing in his life. She couldn't be dead. There had to be some mistake.
Drake would have kept her safe. He had already jumped in front of her to keep her from being shot. He was Nature Guide Extraordinaire, able to take care of everyone when outside in the elements. The coastguard must have found some other unfortunate victim. It couldn't be Riley.
"They found Drake about fifty miles west of Portavira." Constantine added. "His body was washed ashore.
Liam ran his hands over his face as tears began to fall. This couldn't be happening. It couldn't.
Olivia stepped forward and placed a comforting hand on Liam's shoulder.
He lifted his eyes to hers and saw nothing but sorrow and pity.
She would never give him such news unless it was true. Her own tears fell in steady streams down her cheeks as she waited on his reaction.
His body seemed to crumble as he fell to the floor. His anguish over not being able to save his true love and best friend washed over him, nearly smothering him with the grief taking hold of him. He had been too late. Too late for Maxwell. Too late for Drake.
Too late to spend one last moment with Riley's smile. Her touch. The way she felt in his arms. Her voice. Her wit. Her gentle humor. Too late.
He would never have it again. Nothing from his life would ever be the same. How could it? The ones who had made his life what it was were taken from him in a single night.
How could he possibly move on from this?
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#1
Title: Compliments Author: sunaddicted Warnings: explicit flirting Summary: Q wasn't expecting to hear such a compliment
Seeing Silva bent down over his computer still sent a thrill down Q's spine; despite the fact that the man had become a more or less permanent fixture in Q-Branch, it didn't mean that the adrenaline kick he got out of facing the former rogue agent had gotten any weaker.
"That's some of my best work."
"Is it."
Q swallowed as he went to stand by the other man, peering down at the lines of code that Silva was studying with the kind of keen eye that made Q squirm, feeling naked even when Silva was looking at his work rather than directly at him.
Though, what was his work if not an extension of his being?
"Are you fishing for compliments, Quartermaster?"
Saying his title in such a caressing and satiny voice should have been made illegal. "Do I need to?" Q tried to ignore the hint of neediness in his voice, even as the flush he could feel blooming up his neck surely betrayed him. He couldn't help it: in his life, he had only met a man who was his equal - better, he had only met a man who could code circles around him, pushing him to do better; to think faster; to outgrow himself. It was exciting.
Raoul slowly turned around, a smirk already painted on his lips. "You have a great arse I would like to bend over this sturdy desk of yours."
"Wh- what?!"
The blonde bent down, lips ghosting against the shell of Q's ear in a caress that was barely there. "Be careful what you fish for, Quartermaster," Silva reached down and closed his hand on the other's hip in a steadying manner, fingers digging into the jutting bone there "You never know what kind of compliment will get thrown your way."
#2
Title: A Fine Kettle Author: Anyawen Warnings: none Summary: LIke shooting fish in a barrel, really.
"This isn't what I had in mind when I said I needed an exit," Bond groused as his feet squelched in his ruined shoes. He'd never get the stink of fish out of this suit. He'd be lucky to scrub it off his skin.
"Well, you know what they say, 007. Be careful what you fish for," Q said, snorting at his own joke as Bond groaned.
"Don't even start, Q," Bond growled. Well. Tried to growl. If it came out as an amused whine Q was polite enough not to call attention to it.
"I'm sure I don't know what you mean," Q said primly. "I found you an exit and left your adversaries floundering. You didn't even pull a mussel."
"I've endured torture more pleasant than—"
"Stop your carping; you’re giving me a haddock."
Bond inhaled slowly. Exhaled.
"What will it take to make you stop?"
"You'll have to shell out more than a few clams."
"Q," Bond begged. Yes. Begged. And yet, he knew that if he were standing in front of a mirror right now his reflection would be grinning. Q's jokes were terrible, and his puns were worse, but hearing him so lost in his amusement was a glorious thing.
"Bring all of your gear back for a start. No losing or breaking anything just for the halibut."
"I'll do my best," Bond promised.
"And dinner."
"I beg your pardon?" Bond asked, shocked. He'd been asking the Quartermaster to dinner for weeks.
"You need time to mullet over. That's fine. Just let minnow."
"Yes, Q. Obviously, yes."
"Excellent. I'm thinking sushi."
Bond couldn't help the laugh that slipped out. He could hear Q's smug grin.
"Just squidding," Q said, then hurried to add, "About the sushi. Not about dinner. And dessert. And afters."
"Afters?"
"Cuttles."
#3
Title: Retrieval Author: stormofsharpthings Warnings: none Summary: Q knew it had never been about her
Q came upon Dr Madeleine Swann serenely fishing from the riverbank. “Got one,” she announced, before handing the rod to him and walking away. Bemused, Q tugged, and the fish leapt from the murky river into his hand, scales flowing like water to engulf his entire arm. Face to face, it gave him a toothy grin.
“Be careful what you fish for,” it snickered as the trees around him exploded with gobbets of blue flame. Q dove into the river to escape and was dragged deeper, drowning, webbed hands holding him tight.
He flailed awake to a bed stained green with murky water, strands of river weed draped about. The windows were wide open, moonlight making the wet marks on the floor glisten.
“James?” he whispered. There was no answer. Not since James had taken the damn car and driven off. But there had been enough clues.
----
He took the river road, heading north. Every bridge was washed-out, every access to his destination blocked. He finally came upon an old-style ferry, its raft drawn along a heavy cable strung across the river.
The old raftman eyed him, then shrugged. Halfway across, the raft slowed as if hung up on something. The ferryman cursed and stamped his boot on the boards. As the raft drifted free again, he gave Q a wry look. “Hope you know what you’re about, lad.”
----
The waterhorse waited for him at the loch edge, burning eyes watching him warily as he approached.
“I never believed you left for her,” he said, tangling his hands in the wet mane. “And all the warnings of all the fair folk in the world couldn't keep me away.” He swung astride and held on. “You can either drown me or come home with me, James. It’s up to you, now.”
#4
Title: Gone Fishing Author: Hexiva Warnings: None Summary: Alec is just trying to have a nice vacation. James has other plans.
Alec is fishing. He’s taken some much-needed vacation time after a knife to the leg on his last mission, and he’s chosen to go to Jamaica, in part because of how James’ face falls when he learns Alec is going without him. James loves Jamaica. Alec, for his part, loves having anything that James can’t have. The sky is blue. The ocean is a beautiful shade of blue-green. Alec lets his line dangle down into the warm water, and leans back in his boat with a sigh of contentment. And then the peace of the summer day is shattered as the water erupts, and a black-clad figure in scuba gear surges up out of the sea, gasping, and clambers into Alec’s boat, almost upsetting it. Alec’s hand flies to his gun, but before he can draw it, the diver pulls off his mask and reveals James’ familiar face. James is bruised and bleeding, and he gasps out, “Near miss. Good thing you were here.” “What the hell are you doing here?!” Alec demands. “I’m on vacation, James!” “Underwater base,” James explains, pointing down into the depths of the ocean. “Spying on our submarines. Blew it up and escaped.” “How do you do it, James?” Alec says, acidly. “How is it that no matter where you go - no matter where I go - there always seems to be some madman with an increasingly improbable scheme gunning for you? Can’t I have one vacation to myself?” It’s not James’ company he minds. It’s that this was supposed to be something he could take away from James. A chance to one-up the always charming James Bond. “Well, Alec,” James said, leaning in with his charming smile. “You know what they say. Be careful what you fish for.” “I hate you,” Alec said, with feeling.
#5
Title: Dare to Wish Author: sorion Warnings: none Summary: A very nice welcome-home.
"Are you going to put away that blasted machine?" Bond asked, not even looking away from his skilled cooking.
"Hm?" Q hummed distractedly, not ceasing his typing.
"Your laptop, darling," Bond complained, making 'darling' sound more like a demand than an endearment. "Hm." The typing never faltered.
Bond reduced the heat on one of the other pans that he was juggling on the stove. "I was gone for over a month," he grumbled. "I even dared to hope that you were looking forward to seeing me again."
Q smiled, and the typing slowed. "One minute, and I'll be all yours, and yet you'll still be giving your attention to our dinner."
Bond couldn't help but grin. "What's so terribly important anyway?"
"Oh, just some matter of national security that I'd like off the table before we eat."
Bond laughed. "Bare feet, unbuttoned shirt, and saving the world. A marvel, you are."
"One step up from working in my pyjamas," Q quipped.
Bond sighed. "I'm never going to live that down, am I? What about the incident where you basically plugged Silva into our network?"
Q pulled a face. "That was... my first week as Q, and I desperately wanted to prove myself, and I may have-"
"Q," Bond interrupted. "I won't let you live it down, but I'm not holding it against you."
Q smiled. "Thanks. I do, on very rare occasions, get insecure."
"There's no need. Everyone knows how brilliant you are. And there's no need to be fishing for compliments."
"Not tonight. I'm just... fishing for affection."
His typing instantly stopped when a small box of unmistakable shape was put in front of him.
Bond caught his eyes and smiled. "Be careful what you fish for."
Q's breath stuck in his throat, and his eyes lit up. "Never."
#6
Title: A Fishy Companion Author: Nana-chan Warnings: Summary: Bond makes friends with a merman
“Bond,” said the creature, his tone quite serious.
Bond merely grunted as he continued to mend his nets. He would not even look at the creature as he swam around him in the shallow water, his movements graceful. A bloody merman, for god’s sake. He’d found him tangled in his nets after a fishing expedition some way from the island and the merman, having been rescued, refused to leave Bond’s side ever since.
Now he queried: “Why is the fisherman so stingy?”
“I’m sure you’re going to tell me whether I want to hear it or not,” said Bond brusquely.
The merman replied, “Because his work made him sell-fish.”
Bond closed his eyes briefly. He’d been a double-O agent— a bloody good one— once upon a time. So long ago, it seemed. Retirement on this remote Caribbean island, in a wooden house with its own small pier, had been something he’d dreamed of, until retirement became more like exile and solitude gave way to loneliness.
Until this.
Bond found himself smiling despite himself as the merman persisted, “Why did the fisherman start doing drugs?”
“I don’t know. Why did he?”
“Pier pressure.”
The merman was beautiful, with dark hair and large green eyes that gazed into his rather owlishly. For reasons of his own, he’d named him Q.
Bond looked away. “I think I need a massage,” he said, wincing as he flexed his biceps.
“Have you heard about the Sauna that serves food?” Q piped up. “Their specialty is steamed mussels.”
“Why you—” Bond laughed before he could stop himself. “I ought to have left you in the nets. That might have made you less talkative.”
The merman swam up to him and settled his head boldly on his lap.
“Be careful what you fish for,” said Q, smiling.
#7
Title: Go Fish Author: soufflegirl91 Warnings: adult humour Summary: Q Branch tech must be recovered no matter where the double-ohs lose it.
“Another bloody spoon,” Bond complained, releasing it from the magnet and tossing it on the pile building up at his feet. “How do people even lose spoons in a lake?”
“Oh, I don’t know, maybe the same way you lose proprietary weaponry?”
“Q, for the last time, I didn’t-”
“Can we get any closer to the middle?” Q cut him off, tapping a few times on his tablet screen. “Maybe if we start at the deepest point and move outwards?”
Bond sighed, dropping the line back into the boat with a clatter. He pulled the engine cord, and with a roar, they were moving.
“THIS SHOULD DO,” Q yelled over the din.
Bond brought them to a stop, but Q didn’t wait for the engine to die down before continuing:
“I’VE ACTIVATED THE HOMING BEACON. THE LAKE’S DEEPER THAN I’D LIKE, BUT I SHOULD GET A SIGNAL ONCE WE’RE-” the engine died down with a final splutter, leaving Q yelling, “DIRECTLY OVER IT - oh.”
“You don’t get out on the water much, do you?” Bond quirked a grin at his flustered Quartermaster, flinging out the line on the starboard side.
“I wouldn’t have to get out on the water at all, if you didn’t go throwing away rocket launchers like they were crisp packets. Bond, what are you doing? I haven’t got a signal, yet.”
“Signal or not, I’ve caught something.”
Bond pulled on the Q-branch reinforced line, trying to reel it in. Whatever the line had caught, it was heavy. Finally, his catch cleared the water line.
He stared.
“Is that a tentacle dil-?”
“Well, you know what they say,” Q cut in.
He giggled. Giggled. Bond had a terrible feeling he knew what was coming next.
“No. Don’t you dare say it.”
“Be careful what you fish for!”
#8
Title: Do I Really Want To Know? Author: IrishWitch58 Warnings: none Summary: Mallory contemplates a recent mission and the behavior of agent and Quartermaster.
Mallory hadn't gotten to his present position without understanding the value of differing approaches to acquiring information. There were circumstances when a simple question was all that was required. There were others when a figurative bludgeon was necessary. That was more often the case when he had someone dead to rights and just wanted an admission. But when something was more delicate, a search for something he suspected but hadn't been able to prove, he needed the skills of a wily fisherman tricking a trout out from under a rock to rise to the bait.
It was unacceptable that his Quartermaster and 007 had gone off coms for eighteen hours. True, the mission was completed, but Bond's bad habits seemed to have rubbed off on Q. Interviewing both had been useless. 'Yes', 'no' and 'equipment failure' were the sum of the responses. Utterly respectful but complete obstruction from both.
They were hiding something and he was worried. Certainly, disloyalty was possible but he had thought better of both of them. There was a chime from his computer and he glanced at the incoming message from accounting. “Can we have some clarification on these charges, please? Uncertain whether these are mission related.”
Mallory scanned the receipts. A moderately expensive hotel suite, room service, and a concierge fee for a trip to a chemist. All charged to one of Bond's aliases. On impulse he called the hotel. Five minutes later he ended the call and stared at the phone. Well, better than treachery certainly but still, Bond and Q? The concierge had found the couple charming and was sure they were a couple. Be careful what you fish for. Now what was he supposed to do? Better that they hadn't admitted anything. He didn't have to act if he didn't officially know.
#9
Title: Shark Bait Author: Venstar / 1amvengeance Warnings: violence? People dedding Summary: what would you do for those you love?
Bond swam to the ladder access of the dock. A creak of the boards and he froze in place. He swung himself up, his movement was swift and deadly. The guard dropped as suddenly as he had appeared. Bond rolled him into the water. Through the mist, he could just barely make out the tip of a fin. He smiled. It was cold, calculating, and lacking in teeth.
“Almost there.” Bond smiled as a soft breath was let out over comms. “Were you worried?”
“About you or my mortgage and two cats? Because if you live, then maybe M won’t find out about this.”
This time Bond’s smile was wide and bright. “I’m glad we agree then.”
Bond cut a slit through his wetsuit until he could see his skin underneath. Slightly tan with a smattering of darker freckles. Was that a new mole? Maybe he should have it checked out. Too late. Blood welled up from where the mole had been. He grimaced.
“Bond? What are you doing?”
“Chumming the water.” He heard Q’s sharp intake of breath at the sound of him re-entering the water.
“Bond. This is the worst idea on the list of bad ideas.”
“I know what I’m doing, Q. Moving in, now.”
Silence from the other end as Q listened to him work. He slid through the water, coming up just under the opening of the warehouse. He pulled himself out, his eyes on his targets. He spared one glance for his lover, hoping that Felix could keep the two men distracted enough for him to...yes...to do that. The two men were tossed cut and bleeding into the dark water behind him. Their shouts of surprise turned into screams of pain and terror.
"Be careful what you fish for." Bond murmured, smiling at Felix.
#10
Title: Witnessed Author: oldestcharm Warnings: n/a Summary: James observes Q's methods. It pays off. Q is flexible. He can play an agent like a fiddle. Any time, any place. He knows exactly how to approach his agents — something James is rather impressed by. He'll let them stew for half an hour when necessary; he'll cosy up to them, all charm and innocence; or play up the socially inept IT intern. Sometimes, he gets mean. James particularly likes that part of Q. Whichever it is, though, Q's got them all wrapped around his long capable fingers. James can't look away. He hears from 002 about the 'banger of a DnD game' she apparently raked in the loot for. He also learns about the Deck of Many Things. It's surprisingly accurate for whatever happens next.
009 loses a chess match and gets equipped with a tractor instead of the Jeep he'd requested, although it goes 300 mph and has multiple cannons attached.
005 fails a coin toss and gains a squirt gun full of holy water for her mission at the Vatican. With a quirk of a smile, Q suggests Russian Roulette to Alec. He wins, but just barely.
Q equips his agents with the bare necessities, but unlike his predecessor, they all have to earn the goods. Q's gambling and James is determined to get his own. Q, ever the gentleman, asks what he's willing to play.
"Let's Go Fishin'," James tells him and just for a second Q looks startled. James' lips twitch into a reluctant smile.
"Be careful what you fish for," Q tells him, voice low and enticing. James leans forward, distracted.
"I win," Q says, eyes alight with excitement.
"It's a draw," James corrects, hoping his exhaustion won't show. Q's gaze grows sharp.
On his next mission, James finds an exploding pen in the inside pocket of his suit jacket.
#11
Title: To Fish or Not to Fish Author: scarytheory Warnings: none Summary: Someone is sending weird presents to Q. He needs to figure out who that someone is.
The mug was ugly. Big, brown, and with a ceramic trout holding a plate “I fish you very much!” engraved in bold letters. It wasn’t the only thing that had been anonymously sent to Q for his birthday this week (other items included cheap chocolate and a teddy bear).
“This is getting ridiculous. Who would give me something so hideous?”
“You know what they say – be careful what you fish for!”
“That’s… not what they say.”
James smirked, obviously happy with himself.
Q continued: “Can you at least pretend that you’re jealous? It used to be you, sending me obnoxious gifts!”
“Don’t act like you thought it was romantic now, you hated it.”
He did. But he still had all the awful trinkets that James had sent him from missions before his retirement. They were displayed in his office, he couldn't force himself to throw them away. Maybe he was sentimental, after all.
“Perhaps it’s from a criminal who wants to infiltrate the MI6,” Q wondered.
James laughed. “I can guarantee you that it’s not a villain, the gifts are indeed from the heart.”
Of course he had something to do with it!
“And you can’t just tell me?”
“Nah. Let minnow when you figure it out!.”
“James, this was a terrible pun, even for you.”
“It’s not kraken you up?”
Truly not.
The question was who could send him these kinds of gifts? It seemed that they weren’t from some admirer either, seeing as James didn’t feel threatened. On the contrary, he was amused.
“Oh my God!”
Suddenly he knew. And it was horrifying.
“It’s from my mum.”
James grinned: “I love that woman. She understands that fish puns are fin-tastic!”
With horror, Q realised that against his better judgment, he had ended up marrying his own mother.
#12
Title: One Hell of a Strange Fish Author: Misha / artsytarts Warnings: none, just lols Summary: Fishing at lake Erie can be more exciting than you think.
Felix sighed happily as he sat on his little bench in his little boat and let his mind wander. Bliss like this was hard to come by. A weekend of fishing, peace and relaxation was awaiting him and there was nothing that could spoil it.
Just as he’d finished the thought, a sudden tug at his fishing rod almost made him topple over the rim of his boat. Felix caught himself and cursed, put his feet down and with all his strength, he started reeling in the gigantic fish. It was putting up one hell of a fight. Gritting his teeth, Felix pulled and pulled, until, with an almighty splash, it broke the surface and screamed, just as the hook zinged past Felix’ ear.
Wait… Screamed?
Felix blinked.
“What do you think you’re doing, you bloody idiot!!” the man, not fish, exclaimed and ripped his diving mask off. He glared daggers at Felix, who still stood poised with his rod in hand.
Then the man frowned. “Felix?” he said incredulously.
“James?!”
“What on earth are you doing up there?”
“Me?! What are you doing down there?!”
James huffed, paddling against the water. “I asked first.”
“Well, I’m on holiday.” Felix held up the evidence. “Fishing trip. What about you?”
“Assignment,” James answered simply.
The mental image of a mushroom cloud above lake Erie filled Felix’ head. “Hell. Should I be worried?”
“Not particularly,” James said. “Anyway, should get going. Nice chatting with you.”
“Hold on, James, what –”
“Next time… Be careful what you fish for!” James called out, shoved his mouthpiece back between his teeth and submerged.
“Did you just…” Felix began, but James was already gone.
With a sigh, Felix let himself fall back into his seat and rubbed his forehead. They had to stop meeting like this.
#13
Title: Gone Fishing Author: Merc / the moon of mercury Warnings: none Summary: sometimes Bond prefers not to talk about his missions.
“Now you’re just preening,” Q says, rolling his eyes for dramatic effect. “Fishing for compliments. Really, Double-O-Seven, must you always make such a show of everything?”
Bond shrugs and finishes straightening his tie, not bothering to argue. He had been admiring his own reflection on the window of the newly painted DB10.
“Quite a dashing image, if I do say so myself. That’s the point, isn’t it? It’s the Geneva Motor Show, no one’s going to take me for a collector if I don’t look the part. What do you think?”
“I’m not the one you need to convince. All I care about is that you get the job done and bring back my car in one piece.”
“Why so grumpy, Q? I’d hoped you’d at least extend the sentiment to my person besides the car. And maybe wish me good luck? I have a feeling this one won’t be easy.”
“Bollocks, you’re going to seduce her, get the intel, and spectacularly blow things up. All of which you invariably accomplish every time. So, off you go and lay your bait. But please, do me a favour and think of the poor car while you’re at it.”
* *
Q is right. The rich widow falls for his charms, spills her secrets, and buildings explode. Even the Aston survives. A success, all things considered.
Still, it takes him a week after returning to London to face his Quartermaster. The ugly love bites have faded and the overwhelming stench of perfume is nothing but an unpleasant memory. But Q has recordings of the events that went down in her boudoir, and Bond knows for sure he won't let it go.
Unfortunately, his foresight proves right.
“Be careful what you fish for,” he quips the moment Bond steps in, dissolving into laughter.
#14
Title: Look at the Bright Side Author: MrKsan / starrboned Warnings: none Summary: The Quartermaster's job is never easy.
When Bill entered the office, it was dark and quiet. Q sat slumped, painted pale blue under the light of the computer screen.
“Q?” Bill whispered, unsure what he stepped into.
Q looked up, blinking slowly.
“Bill. What are you doing here?”
Bill approached the desk, turning on the lamp. Q flinched from the light, like the sleep-deprived vampire that he was.
“It’s midnight, Q.” Tanner sighed, taking in the wide eyes and the dark shadows under them. “Bond came back hours ago. Why are you still here?"
Q blinked. Bill could almost hear the gears turning in his head.
Christ.
Q pushed a glass bowl from behind the screen. The water inside sloshed wildly from the sharp movement, stirring awake the creature inside.
“It's a... fish?"
“Bond brought it,” Q said. He glared at the fish like it's the source of all of his problems.
“He got you a fish?”
“No,” Q said, eyes narrowing. “He brought back the micro-sized, water-proofed, indestructible hard drive made especially for this mission, containing all the stolen information M asked for."
Bill glanced back at the fish. The fish, who had very sharp teeth inside its slightly gaping mouth.
“Is the hard drive -”
“It's inside the damn piranha!" Q hissed, smacking his head on the table.
Bill couldn't help it.
"Be careful what you fish for, huh?” He said, earning a sharp stare from under the dark mop of curls.
“At least he brought back the equipment this time,” Bill said, smiling apologetically. “Come on, you won’t get anything done by glaring at the fish.”
Q sighed, heavily, but took Bill’s offered hand and stumbled to a stand.
“At least it’s not a komodo dragon this time,“ Q said, as they stepped into the empty parking lot.
Bill couldn't help but laugh.
#15
Title: Cracked Author: solarmorrigan Warnings: n/a Summary: Bond and Q bring down a villain and have a few laughs.
Waves lapped at the sand, offering a gentle, rhythmic backbeat to the sounds of a madman’s island base crashing down in flames.
Bond and Q stood side by side on the beach, each sooty, disheveled, and soaked to the bone. They were sporting various bumps and bruises, some scrapes and burns, but they were pleased with themselves, nonetheless. It had been a grueling few days’ work, filled with more fire, gunplay, and close encounters with sharks and other sharp-toothed marine life than Q was usually comfortable with, but they’d done good work. Yet another villainous plot soundly foiled.
“Well,” Q sighed, “I suppose it’s true what they say.”
“What’s that, Q?” Bond asked idly.
Snickering preemptively, Q answered, “Be careful what you fish for.”
The expected eye-roll and long-suffering sigh never came. Instead, Bond’s expression went curiously blank, before a smile cracked over his face and he began to laugh. It started as a small chuckle before morphing into true, shoulder-shaking amusement, and Q’s own smile slid away in alarm. The joke wasn’t that funny – not that Bond ever laughed at his puns to begin with.
“Oh god, did you sustain head trauma while I wasn’t looking?” Q demanded, his fingers twitching towards Bond’s scalp.
Bond shook his head, still chuckling lightly. “I’m fine, Q. In fact… I’m fintastic.”
In spite of the suspicious anxiety churning in Q’s chest, he couldn’t help it; the pun was so terrible, so ill-timed, so entirely out of place, that Q had to laugh. “Oh, that’s it,” he gasped between giggles, “you’ve finally cracked.”
“I’m fine, Q,” Bond said again, then leaned in to press a kiss to the corner of Q’s smiling mouth before giving him a small shove in the direction of their getaway boat. “Now let’s get out of here.”
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Ship: Ricky Bowen/EJ Caswell
Summary: Snippets of EJ Caswell's life leading up to the mystery that is Ricky Bowen.
Notes: Hello. I decided to bite the bullet and post something here! This technically is in my Trans!EJ and Genderqueer!Ricky AU but I haven't properly written anything for it yet so consider this one to be the first official fic within that universe. Feel free to send some asks or other headcanons in my inbox about the AU! I'd love to hear what people think (but don't be unnecessarily mean. I will delete that very quickly.)
Disclaimer: I'm not an expert in all things transgender or genderqueer. I am writing from my own experience within the spectrum however so it's truthful to what I have been through, but will not represent everyone else's experiences. I also have friends within the spectrum who have given me great advice on how to go about these things but once again, it won't be accurate to everyone's experiences.
Warnings: Mentions of gender dysphoria, transphobia, and neglectful parents
People always told EJ that he had the picture perfect family.
His mom and dad were successful corporate lawyers, they lived in the wealthiest suburb in all of Salt Lake City, and he was the kind of child other parents would compare their own children to saying, "why can't you be more like EJ?"
But EJ knows that's farthest from the truth.
He doesn't have the picture perfect life or the paragon of White American families that people think they do. His parents are affectionate and supportive only when there are people around to comment on it. Most of the time, they're not even at home, leaving all of the child raising to their maids and other house servants. EJ spends more time at Ashlyn's house than he does at home because at least his aunt and uncle actually treat him like a son.
Because there are days his parents would forget they have a son. Sometimes they'd slip and call him their daughter, which makes EJ want to disappear from this world altogether. He supposes he should be grateful that they even bothered to pay for all the things he asked for — binders, testosterone shots, and regular visits to the doctor to check up on him throughout his transition. And he is grateful. He knows so many kids like him that can't even afford a decent sized binder without going bankrupt. He used to be that kid until he gathered up all his courage to come out to his parents.
But what they told him?
"Well, if you're gonna be our son, you will have to work twice as hard to make us proud now."
Yeah. It's a lot to process when you're 12 years old and scared shitless that you'd be disowned for "disrupting the natural order." But he figures things could be worse. So he sucks it up and vows to become the kind of son that his parents could truly brag about.
When EJ was a kid, he loved mysteries. His parents were the greatest mystery of them all. He's spent so much of his time trying to figure out what makes them happy, or angry, or sad. He's put the clues together and has a cork board of pictures and red string at the forefront of his mind whenever he so much as tries to interact with them. Soon, he sort of figured out what makes his parents smile at him — when EJ is excellent.
So, he became excellent at all kinds of sports, took up piano lessons, studied until his eyeballs burned with the lowlight of his desk lamp — all so that he could maybe get a pat on the back from his dad and a small smile from his mom. Their versions of "good job" or "keep it up." He drank that all in, craved it even, and worked his whole life until now to get even an iota of his parents' affection.
So, when he meets Ricky Bowen, the lanky and extremely clumsy skater who seems to live in the detention room, he was met with a brand new mystery to solve.
"Who's that?" EJ whispers into Nini's ear, who just seems to be irritated by the new person's presence.
"That's Ricky," she says with the barest hint of affection but with a whole lot of irritation. "My ex."
"Huh," He says, intrigued by the way Ricky's movements stutter like a half-finished stop motion film and how their wide doe eyes scan the room like — unironically — a deer in headlights. They looked nervous, confused, and all around terrified and EJ wants to reach out to them and tell them that this was a safe space. That they could be whoever they wanted to be in the theater.
He glances at Nini when Ricky starts singing a song that she seems to recognize. The immediate tensing of her shoulders and the way she subconsciously reaches out for EJ's hand for support tells him that this song... means something. Or meant something. EJ's not quite sure but he squeezes Nini's hand in silent reassurance, bringing himself to half-glare at the guitar playing skater just a few feet before him.
--
He met Nini during theater camp. A firecracker of talent with a voice that could melt the heart of even the coldest man on earth. She was beautiful in the spotlight and even more ethereal beneath the stars. She was kind, gentle, and a mystery that EJ solved quickly enough. She wore her heart on her sleeve despite it being broken because she believes that broken hearts can be mended with time and patience.
Nini was patient with him. She was patient with him when he took her up the little hill next to the campsite just to watch the stars on an old picnic blanket he stole from the camp counselors. She was patient with him when he couldn't keep up with the dance steps. Her hand was warm in his own and the flush of her palm by his neck was a grounding force that kept his head from going in the clouds.
She was especially patient with him when he took her to an empty tent and told her about his life. Nini was kind. Nini was patient. Nini was safe. And if she were to walk away and tell him that she wanted nothing to do with him after what he told her, he would have understood and learned to not associate kind brown eyes and ukulele calloused fingers to what could be barely described as home.
But she held his hand in her tinier ones, a smile on her face that radiated warmth that seeped into the depths of his soul, and told him that she was proud of him.
It was the first time that someone was proud of him... for just being him.
He cried into her arms that night, knowing he's got a lifelong friend within the kind brown eyes and ukulele calloused fingers of one Nini Salazar-Roberts.
--
"She thinks I'm a Chad?" He asks, less incredulously and more with a burning curiosity.
Nini rubs his arm comfortingly but he keeps staring at the cast list like it was going to burst into flames any second. "You're still a Troy understudy! You could still go on as him in one of the shows."
"Shows only run for three nights, Nini." He says with barely concealed frustration. Great. If he can't even get the role he was technically destined to play, how the hell is he going to explain himself to his parents?
You're not the lead? Oh, then we won't watch. If you're not onstage the whole time, why be there?
EJ grits his teeth and slowly brings his gaze to the person who has just taken away one more way for him to prove himself to his parents. Ricky Fucking Bowen, who stands there once again with their enormous brown eyes, gaping like a fish. EJ wants to deck them in the face. But Nini's hold on his arm grounds him back to reality and he lets out a long breath through his nose.
This is gonna be a long next few months.
--
"Look, I'm just trying to make the best out of a bad situation."
"Don't try," He ends up saying, still wiping at the blood caused by the basketball Ricky hit him with only moments ago. "It's painful to watch you do something you clearly don't want to do."
"What makes you think I don't want to do this?" Ricky asks with furrowed brows and EJ throws the wadded up tissue paper stained with his blood into the trash.
"You hated musicals before you auditioned. You landed the part of Troy without even fucking trying. And now you think you can get through rehearsals without fucking trying? It's tiring to work with someone who couldn't give two shits about this musical in the first place!" He says, every sentence rising in volume as he steps closer and closer to Ricky. "You also need to stay the fuck away from Nini."
Ricky scoffs then. "Why? Cause you're her boyfriend?"
"What? And you are?" He retaliates, which effectively makes Ricky click their mouth shut. EJ smirks. "Yeah. That's what I thought."
"Nini can choose whoever she wants to talk to." Ricky ends up saying with tense shoulders and a glare that could murder if EJ weren't already a person who doesn't fear death. "You can't tell me what to do."
"Well someone has to!" EJ throws his hands up in frustration, grabbing his jacket and zipping it up angrily. "Because you don't listen to Nini though, do you? Have you ever listened to her? Do you listen to anybody?"
"EJ I—"
"You better listen to me right now Ricky Bowen," he laces every syllable of Ricky's name with venom. "Stop trying to make things right. Stop trying to become a person you're not. If you actually cared about Nini or – god forbid – the musical, you'd stop trying and just get your shit together."
EJ doesn't even bother to look back at Ricky as he exits the bathroom, unaware of the look in Ricky's eyes when he walked away.
--
It isn't until Ricky approaches him one day after rehearsals that EJ was finally starting to unravel the mystery that was Ricky Bowen.
"Hey... EJ?" Ricky asks, looking at anywhere but at him and EJ would have been annoyed if it weren't for the way Ricky was holding themselves in front of him. They were tense, eyes glassy and unfocused whenever EJ caught a glance, and their fingers were gripping their bag straps so tightly that he was afraid Ricky was going to rip it apart if they weren't careful.
"Hey Ricky," He says with a softer voice than he's ever used with Ricky. "Is there something you need?"
Ricky's eyes dart around the still full rehearsal room, at the dangerously close proximity Miss Jenn was, at the stage managers that were just behind EJ who were reviewing the blocking notes, and finally at Nini who was engaged in a conversation with Carlos and Seb. Ricky's eyes lingered on Nini for a bit before they reluctantly settled on EJ's pristine white sneakers. "I would have normally asked Nini for this but – and you can say no by the way I'd completely understand – it's just..."
Ricky looks around again before leaning closer to EJ and shakily whispering, "Do you have any tampons?"
And just like that, the walls that were built around a certain Ricky Bowen were starting to crack. And EJ was allowed to see the smallest snippet of the kind of vulnerability that Ricky was capable of.
And it was the kind of vulnerability that he could relate to completely.
"My emergency stash is in my locker," He says, hastily packing up the rest of his things while Ricky continues to stand there dumbfounded. When EJ turns back to him with his own bag over his shoulder, he could see that there are a few unshed tears shining in Ricky's eyes. EJ softens for a second, knowing how difficult it must have been for Ricky to come to him for something so private.
"Come on. I'll even guard the bathroom for you." Ricky eventually follows him after a few seconds of just staring at his back and they fall in step around the corner. Ricky stays silent, fingers all fidgety and eyes still darting around like they'll be caught any second. EJ, instinctually, wraps a comforting arm around Ricky's shoulders. Ricky doesn't relax immediately but they do lean a little closer, somehow finding the weight of EJ's arm around them safe.
They eventually reach EJ's locker and Ricky smiles a bit because it's directly across from Sharpay's famous pink lockers. "Did you choose this spot specifically for Sharpay's lockers?"
EJ glances behind him and chuckles, rummaging through his stuff. "Oh yeah. If you say Ashley Tisdale three times in a row while touching her locker, you're guaranteed good fortune for at least a week."
Ricky looks at him with a smirk. "Have you tried that before?"
"Every year during finals week. I'm telling you, that shit works."
"Or maybe you're just really smart."
"Maybe," EJ says, finally locating his emergency stash of period essentials. "Or maybe it's just Ashley Tisdale bopping me to the top."
That's when Ricky lets out a laugh — an honest to god booming belly laugh that makes EJ pause just to stare at him. They look... nice like this. Without the worry lines and longing gazes at a girl who won't give them the time of day. They look just like a little kid, carefree and alive despite the world crumbling all around them, and EJ feels a weird surge of pride at being the person who made Ricky laugh like that.
He wants Ricky to laugh like that more. He wants to be the person who makes Ricky laugh like that more.
And so the walls around Ricky crack a little further, and the drawbridge is opened for one weary traveler to come in.
EJ doesn't notice the cracks on his own walls, nor the knowing little princess who watches from the east tower, smiling.
--
"Hey, what are your pronouns?"
Ricky doesn't look up from their practice skateboard, concentrating hard on their balance. "I don't have any. I'm just Ricky." They look up though, giving EJ a warm smile. "But go ahead and use any pronouns with me. I don't mind if it's you."
"So would you mind if I call you your majesty?"
EJ doesn't miss the flush on Ricky's cheeks at that and definitely doesn't miss the way they say "I'd like that very much." with the barest hint of embarrassment.
"Okay," EJ says with his chin propped up in his hands. "Your majesty."
Ricky falls off of their practice skateboard then, soon glaring up at a cackling EJ still with a blushing face.
--
EJ forgot his binder today.
And his body loved reminding him every time he took a step.
Thankfully, there wasn't going to be water polo practice today and he could get away with wearing multiple layers to school. But even with the sports bra, the t-shirt, the sweatshirt, and the letterman jacket doing a good job at making his chest look flat, he still felt his skin crawl looking at the mirror. His jeans hugged him a little too tightly, forcing him to notice the still feminine curve of his hips. His sports bra was a tad smaller than the last time he wore it, so the pinch at his chest doubled in size.
EJ resolved that he was not going to have a good day today.
But today was tech rehearsals and he couldn't ditch that. He was starting to really enjoy rehearsals now that he and Ricky are on good terms. Even the stage managers ask him to hang out with them time to time outside of rehearsals. EJ actually felt like... he really belonged somewhere now. And he wasn't going to let this ruin it for him. Not today.
"Hey EJ," He heard Nini say to him as he got out of his car. "What's with all the layers? It's pretty hot today."
"It's one of those days, Neens." He says with a heavy sigh and Nini just grabs his hand and gives it a reassuring squeeze. Ricky rolls up to them two seconds later, their head suspiciously missing a helmet.
"How many times do I have to tell you to wear a helmet when you're skateboarding, Ricky?" EJ tries to scold the junior despite this weirdly overwhelming fondness growing inside of him every time he even looks at Ricky now.
"Haven't gotten into an accident yet," Ricky shrugs, smiling politely at Nini and changing it into a cocky little smirk the second they look at EJ.
"Yet being the operative word here," EJ rolls his eyes and opens his trunk for Ricky to stash his board in for later. "I won't drive you to the hospital if you end up getting a concussion for not wearing a helmet."
"Yes you will." Ricky says, knocking their shoulders together. "You love me!"
EJ freezes for a bit but before he could even respond, Ricky is already catching up to Big Red and Gina, waving back at EJ and Nini with a wide grin. EJ stares at him for a few seconds, not quite sure how to process the last few moments, until Nini waves a hand in front of his face.
"Hello? Earth to EJ?"
"Huh?"
"Care to share with the class what's going on?" The little smirk on her lips says it all and EJ was not going to fall for that.
"Nope. There's nothing to share."
"Mhm," She says, looping her arm around EJ as soon as he closed his trunk. "Of course there isn't, EJ." Nini pretends not to see EJ staring at Ricky as they walk into school. EJ pretends to not notice that she's pretending to not see EJ pretending to not overtly stare at Ricky.
Besides, EJ has gotten pretty good at pretending.
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Aaaannndd that's it for now. I hope you guys liked that! I really enjoyed exploring trans!ej and genderqueer!ricky through this au and it means a lot to me. Maybe next time I'll write something in ricky's pov but for now thanks for reading !!
#ej caswell#ricky bowen#nini salazar roberts#rj#hsmtmts#trans!ej#genderqueer!ricky#tw: gender dysphoria#tw: transphobia#tw: neglectful parents#cloud's writing now#hsmtmts fanfiction#they're not really together yet here but#ej is Definitely pining at the end tho#and nini is the best i will not tolerate nini slander in my blog#caswen#ricky x ej#ej x ricky
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Konnichiwa~ How about...family headcanons for ikepri suitors???? You can chose whoever you want~ thank you! 🤝🤝
Hello there~You didn't ask for someone specific, but I didn't want to come to conclusions, so I wrote for everyone, haha. I hope you like it! Also, thank you for the request!
Game: Ikemen Prince
Type: Headcanons
Characters : All the characters
Warnings : Kind of spoilery, I hope it is okay, lol,my English,the characters might be ooc.
~Chevalier Michel
🔹Chevalier becomes a bit more gentle when you two start your own family.
🔹Sometimes, you catch him smiling at your children and playing with their chubby cheeks. They always giggle and hug him.
🔹He tries to tell them how much he loves them, more with his actions and not so much with words. But they know he absolutely loves them.
🔹"I love you too." You heard him once say. You peeked inside the library and saw your handsome husband kneeling in front of the youngest, who was crying. The moment your kid heard that, he/she was grinning as he/she threw himself/herself at Chevalier.
🔹Then Cheva walked out (after a lot of awkward but comfortable cuddles on a small chair.
"Chevalier?" You said his name.
"What?" You smiled and asked.
"What did you say before?" Chevalier frowned.
"Nothing that concerns you, dummy." You laughed as he walked away.
🔹Once, you went to wake Chevalier in your shared bedroom, only to see a large lump and a lot of smaller ones, covered with the fluffy blankets.
🔹Now you have to wake them all up, but you gave up a few hours later and slept with them.
🔹Chevalier is very clever and very strong so, sometimes, he teaches his children.
🔹Every night, he reads them to sleep.
~Clavis Lelouch
🔹You were in for it when you agreed to start a family with Clavis.
🔹If your children didn't look like him, they surely took his character.
🔹Clavis will be coming back after work and instead of being greeted with deep bows from the maids, he gets greeted with buckets full of sparkly confetti and glitter.
🔹He is very proud of them but he doesn't want you to have a lot of headaches.
🔹Clavis always makes time to play with his children. He is being sweet and he helps them however he can.
🔹He teaches them to not be too open with suspicious people and if they get in trouble, he shows them how to get out of it.
🔹He let's them keep pets. And if you're allergic to furr, it's okay! None of these pets have furr at all! They can be from small, little snakes to big birds and fishes.
🔹He is trying his best.
🔹Your children love him and they show it all the time.
🔹Clavis is getting attacked with love, which he wasn't used to. He was completely shocked. In the end, he got used to it and he adores it.
🔹There will be days where you'll wake up with sketches on your face and your husband laughing with your children.
🔹They are very adorable when they're sleeping together, Clavis arm wrapped protectively around them (and you, of course).
~Leon Dompteur
🔹Leon is a very loving man. You and the family you both made are his oxygen. You're the most important reason to keep loving and enjoying life at the fullest.
🔹There are days where Leon has finished with training his army, so he takes you and your children for rides with his horse.
🔹You ride in the city and go straight to the food section.
🔹He spoils his children very much, you have to stop him. Do they like sweets? He'll walk through hell to buy cakes, chocolates and everything else. (or ask Yves to bake fresh cakes, lolol). Do they not like sweets? What are those? He never heard of them. (He still eats them.)
🔹Leon always tries to find new activities, just to make sure his children are having fun in the palace, or outside.
🔹Everytime they do something troublesome, like breaking glasses and plates with their father, they try to play innocent.
🔹If they have nightmares, Leon will help them through them.
🔹He always tells them that they don't have to 'stop seeing nightmares' to be brave. Braveness is when they search for someone they trust, because opening up is harder than keeping it inside.
"But dad, when I'm sad and I don't tell anyone... am I weak?" Leon wiped his kid's tears away.
"No. You are strong. But if it is something too hard to keep to yourself, you can share it with anyone you trust."
~Yves Kloss
🔹Yves is a big tsundere and he is shy. So, when you asked for a family, he blushed and tried to deny it. It wasn't working.
🔹His eyes light up everytime he looks at his children. They're the most adorable children in the world. And his world is made with you and them. You are all the matters.
🔹After his royal duties, he bakes cakes, the children are decorating and you have to watch the chaos.
🔹Before having a family of his own, he found it bothersome and annoying to have things all over the place, but he got used to it.
🔹He is sneaking kittens in the palace for them to feed and pet. Where did those stray kittens you show on the street when you were shopping? Yves doesn't have any idea what are you talking about, but you now have to sleep in your shared bed with foolur freshly bathed kittens.
"Are you sure you don't know them? They look comfortable around you." You said, your brow raised. The kittens were sleeping on him. He blushed and glared at you.
"Hmph, I don't know them! No, lay down Snowflake, we aren't fighting with your mom." He stroked the white furr and the small animal fell asleep again.
🔹He gives to the children gorgeous clothes and he brushed their hair, putting it in the best hairstyles.
🔹At night, he praises them for being kind.
~Luke Randolph
🔹Luke grew up in a bad environment, so he makes sure that his children won't ever have to grow up like that. He could give his life in a blink of the eye to do that.
🔹He doesn't spoil his children too much, because he wants them to be down to earth. For him, his role as a prince is not important, but his family is.
🔹The children are tripping on his long legs while they're playing outside and he sleeps.
🔹Luke is a Disney Prince. That means all the animals love him. He gently cradles small fragile butterflies, or cute little birds to show them.
🔹Luke is taking them for walks in the forest. As the time goes on, more and more animals are attached to their gentleness.
🔹If anyone dares mess with his children, they are in for a big surprise. Luke will take them down and fight them until he is sure that they won't bother them again. He won't kill someone though, only hurt them enough for his family's safety.
~Sariel Noir
🔹Sariel is a very busy man and you know that. So when he asked you if you wanted a family, you were super exited.
🔹By the time your children are born, their bedrooms and everything inside is already ready to use.
🔹Sariel seems pretty strict, but he has a soft spot for your family.
🔹He helps them study all their lessons. If they don't understand something, he'll go out of his way to search it up and give them all the information he gathered.
🔹After babysitting the Princes, he takes a few books filled with fairytales and reads to them in his soothing voice.
🔹Sariel loves his kids dearly and he protects them from harm, even if it means being in the shadows.
🔹The children love to hug him and cling on him, while he is giving lectures to the Princes. (translation = scolding Clavis.)
🔹Sariel was lonely before, so he won't let anyone hurt his family. He'll let his people "clean up the dirt".
🔹Sariel kind of spoils his children, and you, because he is weak for your eyes and pouts.
~Licht Klein
🔹Licht seems distant from afar, but his family gets to see his true colours.
🔹Whenever his children are playing or doing something else (that isn't harmful), he smiles softly, his red eyes fill with love and adoration.
🔹He is scared that someday, they'll have the same bad luck his brother and he had.
🔹That's why he always keeps an eye on them.
🔹Licht was never troubled if he died, until one of his children told him he/she loved him so much, that he/she will make him the proudest dad in the world.
🔹Licht's eyes are wide open and he thinks about his choices again. He'll have to live in order to help them grow up.
🔹He is very supportive with their choices, unless it's something bad for them.
🔹At nights, he sings to put them to sleep, his smooth voice calming the down completely.
🔹You can find the m all sleeping together on a chair.
🔹He won't admit it, but he loves sweet food and his children are no better.
~Nokto Klein
🔹Nokto became a whole new person when you had your children.
🔹He still stayed playful for them.
🔹Nokto is happy when they are happy, he is sad when they're sad...
🔹He despises it when they hurt themselves, physically or not.
🔹He is also scared like Licht. He doesn't want then away from each other. He wants for them to be happy.
🔹Before they were born, he was scared that he wouldn't turn out to be a good father. He was scared of rejection.
🔹He lived with the same fear, until his children run up to him and hugged his legs.
"Dad! Thank you for taking us with you! We love you so much!" They said happily.
🔹Nokto.exe has stopped working.
"I love you too." He quickly hugs them to his chest, trying to keep the tears in.
🔹He is teasing them (in a good way) till there's no tomorrow. (with uncle Clavis).
🔹The children, with your help are making presents for him. He gets so happy!
🔹His past self still haunts him, but he doesn't let himself fall. He is strong.
🔹Nokto doesn't take risky jobs anymore. He takes better care of himself for the sake of his family.
🔹When stormy nights fall, his strong arms are ready to close you and the kids to his heart. It's his promise of never letting go, even in the scariest times.
~Rio Ortiz
🔹Rion is as exited as a puppy!
🔹Right after they are born, they are in his arms, cuddled up to him.
🔹Rio travels with them in other places (for personal reasons). He shows them all around and does anything they ask.
🔹Are they hungry? A whole buffet is made for them.
🔹They have his heart and mind. Sometimes, he is scared they'll think he is annoying, but they always tell him how much they love him.
🔹He takes time off his work and plays with them in the garden or in their Rooms.
🔹He always hear their problems. If he can help it, he'll tskr care of them.
🔹Rio won't let others hurt his children. If someone tries and he is in front of the scene, his hand might slip and he the other guys might get hurt.
🔹At night, he cuddle with them and they all wait for you to read them to sleep.
~Jin Grandet
🔹Jin was feeling bashful. He really wanted a family with the most beautiful person in the world (you).
🔹Like almost everyone else, his character changed a bit. He spends more time with his family.
🔹His children like to climb on his back and go fit walks. His back hurts, but are they happy? They it's worth it. End of the conversation.
🔹There are days where he is too tired so he takes food and drinks (not alcohol) and sets them on the king sized bed with you and the kids.
🔹He is manipulating Yves to cook (lol), but Yves does it for his nephew(s) /niece(s).
🔹If the children are terrified from the nightmares or other scary things outside of the windows, they'll run to him, crushing him on your bed.
🔹When morning comes, they are all over the bed, sleeping soundly.
THE END~
AN: I'm writing from my phone now, but I'll fix it when I'll get my laptop!
NadiaSilver~
Also, fun fact: When I first started the game, I fell asleep while reading/listening the prologue, because Sariel and Chevalier were speaking! I love their voices and I want them to put me to sleep every night, lololol.
#Ikemen prince#ikemen prince x reader#fanfiction#chevalier Michel#Clavis Lelouch#Sariel noir#Leon dompteur#Rio Ortiz#Yves kloss#Nokto Klein#licht Klein#Jin grandet#Luke Randolph#ikepri
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