#tw: gender dysphoria

[dr-frankenstein-in-a-maid-outfit]

I don’t really know where to put this, but the fact I am a flesh and blood organism instead of a steel machine is bothering me to the point of feeling like dysphoria. Like, I crave in equal parts to be perceived as a girl and perceived as a robot. I want to be able to take myself apart and put myself back together, or swap out parts based on need. Or have to charge myself. Do maintenance checks. That sort of thing.

Honestly this has me feeling super alone right now and any sort of community that has a similar vibe please reach out.

[xiaokuer-schmetterling]

for my transmasc peeps !!!

and for anyone else who is interested in chest-flesh-supportive undergarments lol

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my review: i have personally used the gc2b binder--i didn't wind up liking it for myself because of the way the compression interacted with my sensory issues (and the heat. omg i was so sweaty in the summer hahaha) but also. i am very sensitive to fabric textures and prefer loose clothing and ngl don't even wear bras at all anymore so it really depends on the interactions between your dysphoria vs your dysmorphia vs your potential sensory objections!

and i'm excited by the new tape product (which btw is $14 per roll at time of posting) so i'm gonna check that out when i can!!!

ps! if you have financial struggles or barriers to gender affirming healthcare that would prescribe a binder for you--there is a donation program with partner organizations in 42 usa states. here's the link! and although this company is based in the usa, they have international partners in many countries!

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spoiler: the answer is yes

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PSA: list of resources if you are in an immediate mental health crisis (just checked, soz, this list is specific to usa, canada, uk, new zealand)--i will keep looking into more widely-available international resources

edit: this support group available online to ANYONE, ANYWHERE (with the obvs limitation of being hosted in english)

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[therealcodfather]

Fuck, man. I just wanna be a handsome boy. I want to look in the mirror and see ME. I want my girlfriend's parents to meet me and see me as her boyfriend and not some random ugly ass sad girl

[dino-boyo-agere]

AAaAaa I'm soo excited!! <3

The lovely @cutiecorner just finished this amazing comission of me cuddling Tuppy and I am so incredibly in love!!

That's actually the first time I got a comission done of myself. I've never really liked my looks, but ever since my top surgery I'm really not hating my reflection anymore.. I'm actually growing quite fond of it now. I finally feel home in my body, like I belong. And to celebrate that, I comissioned this piece, knowing that Mousie would make it just perfect!

So, this really means a lot. Thank you!! <3

.ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ×ﾟ���･».ﾟ°･⁠✧ ↓ DNI ↓ ✧･° ﾟ.«･｡ﾟ×ﾟ｡･*.ﾟ.

I love Tummy-Puppy so much 😭

[mexcraziness]

It's Not A Request Or Anything Like That, Nor Do I Like Greenflame (I Respect Your Opinion, Because Obviously You Like It) But I Always Imagine The Birth Of One Of The girls (Pandora Or Fierra) In Comic Form (Sorry If This Bothers You, It's My Imagination....)

Don't worry, you're not bothering me at all! I'm not likely to draw anything like this, I haven't really been into Ninjago for years, tho I still love my OCs! And I'm glad you like them too! :3 In my AU Lloyd had a pretty bad time with carrying and giving birth to Pandora, he went through a lot of gender dysphoria and mental problems during that time, but with Fierra it all went a lot more smoothly! Since they actually planned to have a second kid, he was a lot more prepared and comfortable with the whole thing, plus it's been a couple years between the girls! Thank you for being respectful, I really appreciate it! :)

[lithiumrev]

anyone ever feel like theyre just….. not trans enough? not nonbinary enough? not asexual enough?

bc thats been me lately.

[luckykatstravels]

Guess who's genderfluidity is giving them dysphoria issues today!

[uchiha-gaeshi]

I'm changing my pronouns back to he/they.

[and-everybody-clapped]

Being trans is body horror

I have a gender and I must scream

[cometmoons]

Felt really shitty and gender dysphoria was being a real pain tonight so here’s a venting doodle I did to try and feel better,

While also introducing my human sona, Riptide! He’s who I what to look like in the future, just imagine a mix of a Goth surfer boy and you get them-

[drphonestre]

Randy | OC

Young FTM and autistic guy, living in a very close minded household that works for Carradine Co. He had to endure the hurtful words of his parents for quite a long time... And was most likely forced to wear feminine clothing and keep his deadname.

Hopefully, the little guy managed to find a way out of his abusive home, toward a brighter future !

[anime-obsessed]

I fucking hate cramps it makes me want to claw off my stomach and it makes my dysphoria act up SUPER badly when its a he/him-they/them day (aka today) and I just feel like a blob that is lazy even though I'm in pain?? I hate my brain/body😭😭😭

[steddiemicrofic]

That can't be right

written for ‘pool’ | wc: 442 | rated: T | cw: periods, blood, gender dysphoria | tags: established relationship, hurt/comfort, trans Eddie Munson

Eddie is mortified as the door to the bathroom opens without warning. Or maybe there was a warning but he didn't hear the knocking and why was the door opening again? He must have forgotten to lock after himself in his panic...

But anyway, back to Eddie's current situation, his horrific predicament SOMEONE ELSE is going to be witness to in a moment: He's standing in the bathroom, pants and underwear pooling at his feet and staring down at the splash of red in his boxers, at the bloody stains on the inside of his thighs.

He'd been looking forward to having a nice day at the pool, wanted to even try to get into the water again today, after his scars had finally healed enough, but then he'd felt the cramping and the runny feeling down there on his way over and that couldn't be.

That couldn't be right! Eddie hasn't gotten his period in almost a year! It was supposed to be over, never returning unless he decided to want it, but not as an awful surprise!

The sob that tore itself free from Eddie's throat echoed in the bathroom.

The door burst open.

"Ed-" Steve stopped in his tracks at the sight of his boyfriend crying. Upon realising what exactly the issue was, he immediately took the step inside, closing the door behind himself and locking it.

He turned towards the sink and opened a drawer, rummaging through it, closing it, and opening another one where he apparently found what he was looking for.

Then he made a tentative move towards Eddie.

"Baby," Steve whispered, "I'm here, honey. Let me help you."

Steve was in Eddie's space but not yet touching him.

"Is it okay if I touch you, baby? I'll clean you up, alright?"

Eddie was still crying but he nodded and Steve started running a wet cloth between his legs, dabbing at the blood there.

Afterwards, Eddie reached out to Steve still sobbing into his neck while Steve ran a soothing hand through his hair.

Steve spoke again once Eddie's trembling died down. "Do you want a pad or a tampon baby? Or should I go get your cup and the thick underwear?"

"Tampon now, still wanna go in the water maybe", Eddie sniffled and Steve produced one from his pocket.

"Should I...?", Steve asked when Eddie didn't take the offered tampon. Eddie nodded and Steve guided him to sit on the edge of the toilet, leaning his back against the wall.

Then Steve helped him free his feet and nudged his legs apart.

"Still okay?" Steve asked, waiting for confirmation before inserting the tampon for Eddie.

thank you for submitting!

[marali-iin]

Vent post I guess?

I don't really know what's wrong with me, I love being a woman and I feel like being one..but at the same time is like my body wasn't even mine. I feel like a trans girl, I feel like I should be a girl, but I AM a girl. I was born a woman

I don't know what it is, but I feel like I'm not a woman, but I want to be

I feel so uncomfortable thinking about having the body of a man, idk it just doesn't feel like me. I feel like I'm supposed to be a girl and I love being a woman, I'm literally a girlfailure and it's so funny to me. But then I feel like I'm not a real girl, just pretending to be one.

Maybe it has to do with my body image problems. I've been struggling with eating disorders since a young age. I lost my period due to my anorexia, and even now that it's getting better I'm unable to not skip meals at least once a week

I've tried other gender identities, gender fluid, agender, bigender,and they all felt AMAZING. I don't mind being called he/him pronouns, I even use them myself. But, at the end of the day I always go back to being a woman, even if I feel I'm a fake one. It just feels right, but it hurts for some reason, but at the same time that pain feels so good so comforting as if it was meant to be there. But I don't think I'm supposed to feel hurt by my gender identity.

Idk I just want to not feel like this when I'm all alone, I want to stop feeling that this skin is not mine and that I am genuinely a woman, but there's really nothing I can do about it since I'm AFAB. But I just wanted to rant about it for a while

[trainsgenderjamie]

Um Tw for gender dysphoria i guess?

Branching off of a post that I've tossed in the drafts bin, but I am in an odd place. Normally when I wear effeminate clothing, in this instance my favorite of three skirts, I feel a sense of euphoria. And I did, for all of 30 seconds. It's dark in my room. No one can see me. I even did the little twirly thing and sat back on my bed all dainty-like. And yet in spite of that joy making me smile I still end up with this pit in my stomach. Dysphoria just washed over me, faster than it has ever, and I don't know why. Nothing happened. I didn't read or say anything. I just sat down and was alone in a skirt on a body that it didn't fit, literally and figuratively (it's definitely too small around my waist). In a way I guess there's that whole. fraudulent feeling again. That trademark "you will never be who you want to be" thought. I'm normally comfortable enough with myself to get by without really ever thinking about it. Granted that's due in part to the fact that I am constantly distracting myself, but a win is a win. Tonight was different. Sure I've had worse dysphoric episodes coinciding with particularly emotionally stressful events (arguments and the like) that have made me cry, but nothing like this where I am just spat on and mocked. In effect, I called myself a poser. I don't like that. All of this to say that I'm. worried? Venting? Something like that, I dunno.

This is a different kind of vulnerability than the vulnerability i normally display here or even with close friends, and I'm hoping it isn't a bad idea.

[crane-posting]

Ooc.

Clown behavior. Def: The sort of thing that happens when you notice that the gender dysphoria is gone and temporarily pause hormones because physical appearance-wise you're sort of at where you want right now, then a month later realize that the hormones were what was keeping the gender dysphoria away.

In a sentence: Why is the depression back? Clown behavior, that's why.