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Literally me these past weeks (I survived the weekend by drawing pokemons with watercolors):

Btw, uhh, guess who tried to k* themselves and failed so now has to be on new medication. Yeah, not cool, but expect that I'll be finishing the requests I still have missing during March at most, just wanted to apologize for that

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"When you're constantly and chronically ill so you give your oc health problems" ahh characters (that's literally my relationship with them)

Context:

Top left: Xing, she has a blunt force trauma on her leg due to her abusive bf and has to be on constant medication for PTSD and anxiety

Top right: she's a scraped concept art for an oc called Valentina, a young girl with ovarian cysts, dystonia, slight blindness and maladaptive daydreaming

Bottom: Nene, this mf is literally supposed to be a personification of my traumas. She has diabetes, idiopathic juvenile arthritis, asthmaand anxiety. Her plushies are also supposed to represent my suppressed memories (+ childish innocence) and her hair is used to represent depression. I also use cannibalism as a r*pe symbolism with her but that's another hour rant

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I totally forgot to post here despite having two drawings for Valentine's day, my bad I went to a party instead

The last two are a remake of old kny ocs from around 2022 I think. I love them but at the same time don't love the uniforms, maybe I'll re draw them a third time but in a different setting

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Posting my Calypso design!

It was heavily based on @irunaki 's design, so credits to them!

I just realized the second hand is too long in proportion to the other one, my bad.

But yeah, idk what got into me but I've been giving lots of freckles and teeth gaps to my recent ocs and designs, I think it looks cute though

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Hey! I know I still have like two requests to finish, but I wanted to make something special these last weeks of my break.

So please send me drawings or descriptions of your ocs and I'll draw them! For free, don't worry 🐱🫶

Idk how long I'll do this, is just something I want to have for now, so yeah

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Just some doodles of some of my ocs as Greek Gods

List:

Pam as Psyche (and subsequently her bf should be Eros)

Deira as Hestia

Saiko as Nyx

Kyoko as Hecate

Mina as Hypnos

Sol as Eos

Xing as Aphrodite

Katashi as Hephaestus

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Excuse if you don't mind I want to request for blood of zeus/greek myth x reader post

1.nyx and Erebus(parent)x reader(adopted child) and btw they were good parent and they understood reader desicion

2.poseidon(and with his wife)x male reader first meeting

3.aphrodite x grumpy cold reader look like they don't care(but actually care for others)

Feel Free to choose on of these

AHHH anon, you have amazing ideas. I loved them all I swear it was so difficult to just pick one 😭😭

Anyways, I ended up going for the parental Nyx and Erebus because I'm a sucker for loving adopted family tropes. I'll eat that up anyday

Eternal love for the non eternal life

They found you years ago, you were still a child, a small being in comparison to them. A human child

Your biological mother got pregnant with you as a result of an affair, (though if we're being honest you never know if she was actually willing to sleep with the man, it's ancient Greece), her husband was pissed off when he found out, but decided to temporarily spare you two. Instead he went for your father, he went to kill him first.

Your mother, well, your biological mother, wanted to try to at least give you a chance to live, she felt guilty because this was in no way your fault. So as soon as the night fell, in the middle of the darkness, she tried to ignore the screams of her affair partner that resonated on her mind, a product of her imagination because she knew what was happening to him, what her husband was doing to him, how he was taking his life. She ran past the trees, she heard the sounds of the animals and the wind, she didn't stop until she reached the small river that divided this polis with the next. She knew the watercourse wasn't strong enough to hurt you, it would probably move you around a bit but without drowning you. Probably, someone would find you, because she had to go back, her husband would trace you both down if she went with you.

She knew that this was her last time ever seeing you, she barely even got to meet you, but she had to or you would die. She didn't even got to name you, she knew it would only hurt more if she had. Now you don't even remember her face or her voice, it doesn't really matter because your mom was great, your new name was perfect for you, and your dad was amazing with you, but sometimes you'd wonder what she was like, even if you got found and had a new family.

Because you were found, as she hoped for. But it wasn't by a citizen of the other polis, no, it was by the night and darkness themselves. Nyx and Erebus, she ran through the night and darkness to leave you there, of course they would notice. Unfortunately humans usually chose those times to do horrendous things, to hide their shame and guilt, they had seen more than anyone else in the pantheon, but for some reason this time it felt different. They didn't even have to say a word to each other, they just locked eyes and knew, they knew they had to take you in

And so they did, they helped you grow healthy, gave you a home and clothes. They chose a name for you, taught you everything you needed, morals and knowledge, they gave it to you. Love and care, protection and discipline, they took the role of parents you needed, and you'd always be grateful to them for it.

But you were still a human

They tried to take that away, to give you ambrosia and turn you into a god, they didn't want to risk losing you to death, but you refused.

"Sweetheart, I fail to understand, why would you choose to keep this mortal body? Why would you reject this cup of ambrosia that we offer you?" She wasn't mad, Nyx wasn't blaming you and scolding you, she really didn't understand why you wouldn't want to become immortal. She wanted you to explain to her your reasons

"One day, Thanatos will come to take you to the underworld, from where you will never come out again. You'll be dead when that day comes, no longer up here with us, if you don't take the ambrosia that will happen. You know that my dear?" Erebus' voice was filled with deep concern, he wanted to make sure you understood the reality of death, they could see you again, of course they could, but your soul wouldn't be free. As primordial as they were, once you died and went to Hades, they wouldn't be able to bring you back.

"Mom, Dad, I know, I have seen it with my own eyes. People dying, I know how it works. It's not that I want to not be with you guys, believe me it's not. I just..feel like I can't become a god, that I'd be leaving behind a major part of myself with my mortality. Humans are insincere and weak, compared to gods their existence is but a mere flinch, sometimes annoying. But I'm still one of them, despite all of their flaws, they can be kind and just human; flaws and all, I'm one of them, and for much that I love you both I do not wish to leave that part of me. I hope you can understand"

Your words were painful, for the three of you, you hated the idea of never seeing them again and they hated even more the thought of losing you, but your mind was set on keeping your humanity. You rejected the ambrosia with pride.

"You're a really good child...you know that? Even after all, you still see the good in humans and embrace their nature"

"If that's your wish, we will respect it. We love you no matter what, even if you're this stubborn"

It didn't matter that you were a human, you were still their child, and they would lavish you in love no matter what.

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Remember this? Lol

I've been having like 0 inspiration to write outside of requests. Like, you guys are literally the only reason I don't have a writer block

BUT

My art is arting

So I guess it's pretty fair

My writings? Yeah, I've been inspired, and I love how they're turning out.

My drawings? My art refuses to art the way it's supposed to art

NAH DAWG LOOK AT THAT SHI

Why can't I have good writings and pretty art at the same time. When my art looked it's best my writing skills went back to the one of a 12 year old who just discovered Wattpad

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Random Oc introduction! Tw: Nude body

"Maybe...maybe one day, I'll be loved for something else than my body.."

I don't have a name for her yet, I was stuck between Pipper, Maya or Michī. So if anyone wants to help me chos please!

She's an oc I created for a friend, she's like a gift. She's around 29, an absolute sweetheart but has terrible self esteem and is constantly under the idea that she's only desirable because of her appearance

And that's all I have about her, literally, my friend hasn't responded on what else she wants from this, but I still wanted to show the drawing because I feel I managed to portray her feelings.

Well that's all, I know I still have requests left, I genuinely forgot, I'm almost finished with one more so please have patience. Hopefully by the first week of February I'll be done with them, thank you very much

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Just updated my introduction chart ‼️

It's basically the same thing but less filled, more organized and it matches my red aesthetic!

Also changed the pfp and updated the fandoms, anyways, I'll go work on the requests I have left now

Completely off topic but does Tumblr censor nudism? I have some nudistic art pieces I'd like to share here but I'm not sure if I'm allowed to.

Can someone confirm me if I can publish non sexual nudist art

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ミ★ Introduction ★彡

Artist and writer

Nickname: Noah or Meli

Any pronouns (mainly she/her)

Aromantic Lesbian

Proud cat lover Birthday: 19/11 Ambivert

Dms always open, feel free to interact

I AM STILL A MINOR ‼️‼️‼️

Requests: open

Accepting reqs for: fluff, angst, drabbles, headcannons, short stories, suggestive content, character x character, character x reader, character x oc, my own oc's (applies all of the above)

Won't accept reqs for: romanticized r*pe, p*dophilia, inc*st, any form of abuse, zoophilia, bathroom kinks, explicit smut

Fandoms: Genshin Impact, Honkai Star Rail, Project Sekai, Pokemon, Epic: the musical, Blood of Zeus & Greek Mythology

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Wanna know something? Even though I was HAPPY to make this request, it was an emotional rollercoaster

I made like half of it yesterday in the night, and I went "save draft" dawg, MI INTERNET DISCONNECTED AT THAT EXACT MOMENT.

When I opened the drafts again to check, it wasn't there, like, it had the first sentence only, I was going to cry because I had LOVED how it was turning out

I was panicking so I decided to give up, closed the app and went to sleep thinking I'd have to re-write the whole thing. I opened it again this morning, AND THANK GOD IT ACTUALLY SAVED THE WHOLE THING. Idk what happened that it didn't show it to me before, but it was there, so yeah. That was one thing lol

Another thing is that I was SHAKING, trying to finish it. I'm not sure if I've ever mentioned it, but I LOVE open endings. A piece of media ends in an ambiguous way? I'M EATING THAT SHIT UP- I swear, at first I wanted to leave it at the "he just needed to find the plant" part, but I told myself "no, the request probably doesn't want an open ending, try to finish it bitch"

So I continued, and AGAIN, wanted to leave it at the moment he found the plant, without adding the whole re encounter, but I forced myself to not leave it there and act against my instincts.

I ended up liking the whole hug thing a lot, I had that line in mind since the start, which is another reason why I pushed myself to give it some kind of ending. (I suppose it's still kind of ambiguous, but to me it's a "closed" ending)

And third; this shit made me realize I've neglected my own altar, like, mf I haven't added anything to it. I said I'd write a poem and add it, but shit I haven't done it. So yeah, thanks for reminding me of that annon XD

Howdy!

Could I request something with Apollo, maybe about Reader having been missing and him searching for her or something like that? Feel free to take the idea in whatever direction you like!

YESSS

An Apollo request, you have no idea how happy it made me my dear anonymous. He's literally my favorite god.

(I wasn't sure like in what context you wanted it, so I made the time period as vague as possible. Feel free to interpret it in either modern days or ancient Greece)

His loved devotee went missing

Alright, it wasn't like he was panicking or anything, he was simply....concerned.

It's not like it was his fault though, you'd make quite the habit of praying to him and giving him offerings, or simply lighting up the candles of your altar for him, or who knows, think of him and make a sun drawing on a random paper. He'd gotten used to it, but it's not like he needed it...

But it's been four weeks, where the hell are you?! Everything, literally everything you used to do for him at least once a week, suddenly gone, all of the sudden, out of nowhere, you, stopped. Not a single prayer or candle

It was fine at first, nobody's perfect, you are a mortal after all, you may not have time that week or were too tired, he understood. He was a cool god, he wasn't going to smite you out of existence for such a simple thing

But then it was as if you didn't care at all about him, it was...odd. You weren't his favourite follower, he had many more, he didn't need your offerings, but he still appreciated them. He still felt happy to read the simple poem you tried to compose to him, he took his time to try to communicate with you by the flames of your candles, heck, he even made sure to try not to burn you by driving his charriot too close.

It just felt dull, he used to look forward to your prayers, maybe he had just gotten used to it but now without them it was weird, as if something was missing.

You

He missed you

He regretted every prayer he didn't show himself to you, every offering he simply collected and didn't actually taste and admire through as he should've. Every drawing or song you made about him, he wished now he'd kept them closer to his heart, because how he missed them. He was centuries old, he had some of the most brilliant and magnificent cults in his honor, he killed the mythic python and was praised for it, he was one of the gods with the most lovers, his own kids got to be gods or legends; and still, he missed you, his heart ached in loneliness of not having you, he wasn't even sure if he had one before! But the pain was real, and if he was a mortal..he would've cried

He knew he would've been SOBBING, begging the gods to bring you back to him, but he wasn't, because he WAS the god, yet he still missed you.

It took him a while, he had to swallow his pride and admit the truth: he needed to find you, but he didn't even know where to look. It was difficult to find your altar, he usually just sat and enjoyed your praises when you called for him, he never looked around to figure out where it was, he was doomed! But still, he had to try, his entire self was begging to hear you once more

Maybe another god took you? He knew how that usually went, and he didn't like it at all, it could mean you were dead! But it wasn't time to be pessimistic, because he did manage to remember something, a rosemary plant. Now it wasn't THAT much, but it was better than nothing, he knew that from your altar, if you looked outside you'd see a rosemary plant, he just needed to find it.

It wasn't easy, he always thought the human realm was pretty simple..oh boy, it took him an embarrassingly long amount of time to find it, but it looked exactly like what he remembered, or at least he thought it did. Was this why you stopped worshiping him? Because he was an asshole and didn't appreciate you enough when he had it? He'd understand if it was now, because even he was hating how much he took your appreciation for granted. But at least it was something, and the fates had a little bit of compassion with him, because it was the right plant.

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You took a step back, absolutely surprised and scared at the same time, you were apparently schizophrenic now? How the hell did a random man appear in front of you, and why did he feel so...familiar? There was something about him, a certain warmth, you knew you'd felt it before, when you were sure your prayers were being heard and your offerings held by Apollo..it was the same feeling.

"where have you been?" He didn't show himself in all his glory to you, despite how much he wanted to, to be completely honest with you in every way of how he was and what he'd ever be, but he didn't want you to die from embracing his truly godly form either. It didn't matter what pathetic excuse you had for yourself, or if you actually had a valid reason, your words were cut before they could leave your mouth as he stepped forward all the way to you and held you in a tight hug. He didn't want to hear it right now, he didn't need to. "I've been looking for you.."

He just needed you two to simply, be, finally reunite. He missed you

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Howdy!

Could I request something with Apollo, maybe about Reader having been missing and him searching for her or something like that? Feel free to take the idea in whatever direction you like!

YESSS

An Apollo request, you have no idea how happy it made me my dear anonymous. He's literally my favorite god.

(I wasn't sure like in what context you wanted it, so I made the time period as vague as possible. Feel free to interpret it in either modern days or ancient Greece)

His loved devotee went missing

Alright, it wasn't like he was panicking or anything, he was simply....concerned.

It's not like it was his fault though, you'd make quite the habit of praying to him and giving him offerings, or simply lighting up the candles of your altar for him, or who knows, think of him and make a sun drawing on a random paper. He'd gotten used to it, but it's not like he needed it...

But it's been four weeks, where the hell are you?! Everything, literally everything you used to do for him at least once a week, suddenly gone, all of the sudden, out of nowhere, you, stopped. Not a single prayer or candle

It was fine at first, nobody's perfect, you are a mortal after all, you may not have time that week or were too tired, he understood. He was a cool god, he wasn't going to smite you out of existence for such a simple thing

But then it was as if you didn't care at all about him, it was...odd. You weren't his favourite follower, he had many more, he didn't need your offerings, but he still appreciated them. He still felt happy to read the simple poem you tried to compose to him, he took his time to try to communicate with you by the flames of your candles, heck, he even made sure to try not to burn you by driving his charriot too close.

It just felt dull, he used to look forward to your prayers, maybe he had just gotten used to it but now without them it was weird, as if something was missing.

You

He missed you

He regretted every prayer he didn't show himself to you, every offering he simply collected and didn't actually taste and admire through as he should've. Every drawing or song you made about him, he wished now he'd kept them closer to his heart, because how he missed them. He was centuries old, he had some of the most brilliant and magnificent cults in his honor, he killed the mythic python and was praised for it, he was one of the gods with the most lovers, his own kids got to be gods or legends; and still, he missed you, his heart ached in loneliness of not having you, he wasn't even sure if he had one before! But the pain was real, and if he was a mortal..he would've cried

He knew he would've been SOBBING, begging the gods to bring you back to him, but he wasn't, because he WAS the god, yet he still missed you.

It took him a while, he had to swallow his pride and admit the truth: he needed to find you, but he didn't even know where to look. It was difficult to find your altar, he usually just sat and enjoyed your praises when you called for him, he never looked around to figure out where it was, he was doomed! But still, he had to try, his entire self was begging to hear you once more

Maybe another god took you? He knew how that usually went, and he didn't like it at all, it could mean you were dead! But it wasn't time to be pessimistic, because he did manage to remember something, a rosemary plant. Now it wasn't THAT much, but it was better than nothing, he knew that from your altar, if you looked outside you'd see a rosemary plant, he just needed to find it.

It wasn't easy, he always thought the human realm was pretty simple..oh boy, it took him an embarrassingly long amount of time to find it, but it looked exactly like what he remembered, or at least he thought it did. Was this why you stopped worshiping him? Because he was an asshole and didn't appreciate you enough when he had it? He'd understand if it was now, because even he was hating how much he took your appreciation for granted. But at least it was something, and the fates had a little bit of compassion with him, because it was the right plant.

☀️

You took a step back, absolutely surprised and scared at the same time, you were apparently schizophrenic now? How the hell did a random man appear in front of you, and why did he feel so...familiar? There was something about him, a certain warmth, you knew you'd felt it before, when you were sure your prayers were being heard and your offerings held by Apollo..it was the same feeling.

"where have you been?" He didn't show himself in all his glory to you, despite how much he wanted to, to be completely honest with you in every way of how he was and what he'd ever be, but he didn't want you to die from embracing his truly godly form either. It didn't matter what pathetic excuse you had for yourself, or if you actually had a valid reason, your words were cut before they could leave your mouth as he stepped forward all the way to you and held you in a tight hug. He didn't want to hear it right now, he didn't need to. "I've been looking for you.."

He just needed you two to simply, be, finally reunite. He missed you

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Oh yeah, here's the pull btw

I might draw the lightcone of Herta and Ruan Meo bc that was fruity AF come on

I know I said I was going to have it ready for today's morning, and I did. I finished it before 10 am, but then forgot to publish it and took a nap (can you tell I'm really enjoying my break)

Have this celebration Madam Herta art since I got her on my pull number 88. I really liked the idea of the art going out of the canva

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I know I said I was going to have it ready for today's morning, and I did. I finished it before 10 am, but then forgot to publish it and took a nap (can you tell I'm really enjoying my break)

Have this celebration Madam Herta art since I got her on my pull number 88. I really liked the idea of the art going out of the canva

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Chat I lied, I think I fucked up

Just a wip of a random idea of drawing I got from pulling for The Herta

It WAS supposed to be a quick doodle (the why of the art style) , but here we are (again)

I'm cooking with this one chat, trust

I'll try to finish by tonight, I make no promises, it might end up being finished by tomorrow morning