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Alright so I did cry, I cried so badly my head hurts

My heart feels fulfilled though, I swore I'd feel empty (because I'm used to feel that way after seeing/reading romance) yet I just feel happy for once that they're together and everything feels fine. I'm on an emotional roller coaster right now from hearing the album, I loved the challani

GODS I LOVE THIS MUSICAL I'M GOING TO CRY FOR DAYS WITH THUS SAGA IN REPEAT

DUDE FYM ONE OF TYE SONGS OF THE ITHACA SAGA IS CALLED "Would you fall in love with me again" I'M GONNA CRY JUST FROM HEARING THAT TITLE

GODS PENELOPE AND ODYSSEUS BREAK MY AROMANTIC HEART BECAUSE I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO FIGHT AN ANGRY GOD AND INMORTAL MONSTERS FOR OVER TWENTY YEARS JUST TO GO BACK TO MY WIFE'S ARMS.

Jokes aside, there are literally no jokes here I feel genuinely sad just from hearing the title. Anyways; MR.JALAPEÑO

CONFIRM THE ITHACA SAGA RELEASE DATE AND MY LIFE IS YOURSSSS

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This is my attempt of contribution to the Epic: The Musical fandom (apart from the Would you fall in love with me again post)

Take my designs for Scylla and Zeus as sacrifice for my join to this fandom

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I swear to God, as a musical enthusiast Epic has made me cry more than any other musical

Fuck, I'd even dare to say it's made me cry more than anything in this world (except from my dad)

DUDE FYM ONE OF TYE SONGS OF THE ITHACA SAGA IS CALLED "Would you fall in love with me again" I'M GONNA CRY JUST FROM HEARING THAT TITLE

GODS PENELOPE AND ODYSSEUS BREAK MY AROMANTIC HEART BECAUSE I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO FIGHT AN ANGRY GOD AND INMORTAL MONSTERS FOR OVER TWENTY YEARS JUST TO GO BACK TO MY WIFE'S ARMS.

Jokes aside, there are literally no jokes here I feel genuinely sad just from hearing the title. Anyways; MR.JALAPEÑO

CONFIRM THE ITHACA SAGA RELEASE DATE AND MY LIFE IS YOURSSSS

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DUDE FYM ONE OF TYE SONGS OF THE ITHACA SAGA IS CALLED "Would you fall in love with me again" I'M GONNA CRY JUST FROM HEARING THAT TITLE

GODS PENELOPE AND ODYSSEUS BREAK MY AROMANTIC HEART BECAUSE I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO FIGHT AN ANGRY GOD AND INMORTAL MONSTERS FOR OVER TWENTY YEARS JUST TO GO BACK TO MY WIFE'S ARMS.

Jokes aside, there are literally no jokes here I feel genuinely sad just from hearing the title. Anyways; MR.JALAPEÑO

CONFIRM THE ITHACA SAGA RELEASE DATE AND MY LIFE IS YOURSSSS

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CAT TIME!!!!!

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Oh yeah, btw yesterday (November 19th) it was my birthday ! Yay

I forgot to post this yesterday, but I have two ocs with the same birthday as me (I've already introduced both of them very briefly) so yeah, have their birthday drawings

Melinda and Nene

I love them both sm

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The ice cream trend — But with my ocs

"Vanilla is considered too basic and plain for people to really like it" Robin, Selene

"chocolate is nice, but it gets tiring over time" Julia, Yue

"People only see the sour in lemon, they never see the sweet on it" Ayün , Junko

"Bubblegum is considered childish" Nene, Faruzami, Lanh

"no matter how sweet it is, caramel will never be as popular" Sol, Mirika, Shizuki

"People only like superman because of its looks" Mifuyu, Kotoro

"coffee is too bitter for someone to like" Mei, Yao

"strawberry will never be someone's first option" Zenoko, Pam, Kitali

"pistachio sounds weird, so people don't give it a chance" Yāko, Daichi, Andrew

I haven't introduced a bunch of these yet btw

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I just realized that for some reason I called Leonidas de god of Sparta instead of king. My bad

As someone really into Greek mythology (mainly Apollo) I genuinely want to know what is going on with the Record of Ragnarok (? Manga

Like, dude why is my husband a pink haired man and fights the god of Sparta who seems to be on steroids in a ring of some sort

this is a joke btw, I'm genuinely curious about the premise of it. I don't think I'll read it since the art style isn't that much appealing to me but the only videos I find about are like an hour long and use terms I don't understand.

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As someone really into Greek mythology (mainly Apollo) I genuinely want to know what is going on with the Record of Ragnarok (? Manga

Like, dude why is my husband a pink haired man and fights the god of Sparta who seems to be on steroids in a ring of some sort

this is a joke btw, I'm genuinely curious about the premise of it. I don't think I'll read it since the art style isn't that much appealing to me but the only videos I find about are like an hour long and use terms I don't understand.

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I literally can't take seriously fanfics/bots that start like "but you were the only one that didn't pay mind to-"

LIKE WRONG

I'M THE BIGGEST SIMP THAT HAS STEPPED ON THIS EARTH. LIKE IF SOMEONE'S ATTRACTIVE YOU KNOW DAMN WELL I'LL BE ON MY KNEES (unless it's like, a manly man, but I'll be literally drooling if it's a girl or a long haired/feminine man)

No hate to those fanfics btw, I just wanted to joke about it.

Btw I might do the Himeko x Memory keeper reader soon, I've been procrastinating but yeah, expect that ig

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Trying the trend of your art before and after the rendering (I haven't drawn digitally in so long)

Before

After!

Btw I've been getting really into Greek mythology so idk if we're okay adding that to the list of things I'll write and make art about

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Vent post I guess?

I don't really know what's wrong with me, I love being a woman and I feel like being one..but at the same time is like my body wasn't even mine. I feel like a trans girl, I feel like I should be a girl, but I AM a girl. I was born a woman

I don't know what it is, but I feel like I'm not a woman, but I want to be

I feel so uncomfortable thinking about having the body of a man, idk it just doesn't feel like me. I feel like I'm supposed to be a girl and I love being a woman, I'm literally a girlfailure and it's so funny to me. But then I feel like I'm not a real girl, just pretending to be one.

Maybe it has to do with my body image problems. I've been struggling with eating disorders since a young age. I lost my period due to my anorexia, and even now that it's getting better I'm unable to not skip meals at least once a week

I've tried other gender identities, gender fluid, agender, bigender,and they all felt AMAZING. I don't mind being called he/him pronouns, I even use them myself. But, at the end of the day I always go back to being a woman, even if I feel I'm a fake one. It just feels right, but it hurts for some reason, but at the same time that pain feels so good so comforting as if it was meant to be there. But I don't think I'm supposed to feel hurt by my gender identity.

Idk I just want to not feel like this when I'm all alone, I want to stop feeling that this skin is not mine and that I am genuinely a woman, but there's really nothing I can do about it since I'm AFAB. But I just wanted to rant about it for a while

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She got announced only a day ago? Yeah, so what ?

Here we work fast to manifest good luck on our pulls (when her lightcone comes out I'll draw it)

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I got a new pen, so I decided to try it a little drawing Sailor Venus and Jingliu (the Sailor Venus drawing was made first, I still wasn't familiar on how to make the strokes so it's messy)

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They're the literal definition of wlw and mlm hostility (he doesn't have a cannon sexuality yet though)

Sometimes a duo is a beautiful and gorgeous intelligent girl and some dude that torments her

Let me make a quick introduction

The girl's name is Melinda, she's 24 in this, a family doctor and ofc a lesbian. She's in a demon slayer corps inspired company just to let out all her anger while being as sadistic as she can. She is quite literally the only oc (I think) I have that has an enemy to lovers story (I absolutely hate that trope, my bad)

She was literally my first oc, her original name was candy but yeah

The other guy's just there. His name is Ash, yeah I didn't have much imagination for him, he's still in process but he's supposed to be Melinda's opposite. He's her self claimed rival, yeah I clearly have a favorite

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SHE'S HOMEEEEE

WE DID IT, AND SHE CAME EARLY SO I STILL HAVE 60 PULLS FOR RAPPA

WE'RE RAILING THE HONKAI GACHA LUCK, I ONLY HAVE 3 PROMOTIONAL CHARACTERS AND TWO CAME IN EARLY

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Chiori gf headcannoncs!

There aren't. She's an aroace business queen.

Goodbye