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CAT TIME!!!!!

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Oh yeah, btw yesterday (November 19th) it was my birthday ! Yay

I forgot to post this yesterday, but I have two ocs with the same birthday as me (I've already introduced both of them very briefly) so yeah, have their birthday drawings

Melinda and Nene

I love them both sm

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The ice cream trend — But with my ocs

"Vanilla is considered too basic and plain for people to really like it" Robin, Selene

"chocolate is nice, but it gets tiring over time" Julia, Yue

"People only see the sour in lemon, they never see the sweet on it" Ayün , Junko

"Bubblegum is considered childish" Nene, Faruzami, Lanh

"no matter how sweet it is, caramel will never be as popular" Sol, Mirika, Shizuki

"People only like superman because of its looks" Mifuyu, Kotoro

"coffee is too bitter for someone to like" Mei, Yao

"strawberry will never be someone's first option" Zenoko, Pam, Kitali

"pistachio sounds weird, so people don't give it a chance" Yāko, Daichi, Andrew

I haven't introduced a bunch of these yet btw

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I just realized that for some reason I called Leonidas de god of Sparta instead of king. My bad

As someone really into Greek mythology (mainly Apollo) I genuinely want to know what is going on with the Record of Ragnarok (? Manga

Like, dude why is my husband a pink haired man and fights the god of Sparta who seems to be on steroids in a ring of some sort

this is a joke btw, I'm genuinely curious about the premise of it. I don't think I'll read it since the art style isn't that much appealing to me but the only videos I find about are like an hour long and use terms I don't understand.

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As someone really into Greek mythology (mainly Apollo) I genuinely want to know what is going on with the Record of Ragnarok (? Manga

Like, dude why is my husband a pink haired man and fights the god of Sparta who seems to be on steroids in a ring of some sort

this is a joke btw, I'm genuinely curious about the premise of it. I don't think I'll read it since the art style isn't that much appealing to me but the only videos I find about are like an hour long and use terms I don't understand.

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I literally can't take seriously fanfics/bots that start like "but you were the only one that didn't pay mind to-"

LIKE WRONG

I'M THE BIGGEST SIMP THAT HAS STEPPED ON THIS EARTH. LIKE IF SOMEONE'S ATTRACTIVE YOU KNOW DAMN WELL I'LL BE ON MY KNEES (unless it's like, a manly man, but I'll be literally drooling if it's a girl or a long haired/feminine man)

No hate to those fanfics btw, I just wanted to joke about it.

Btw I might do the Himeko x Memory keeper reader soon, I've been procrastinating but yeah, expect that ig

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Trying the trend of your art before and after the rendering (I haven't drawn digitally in so long)

Before

After!

Btw I've been getting really into Greek mythology so idk if we're okay adding that to the list of things I'll write and make art about

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Vent post I guess?

I don't really know what's wrong with me, I love being a woman and I feel like being one..but at the same time is like my body wasn't even mine. I feel like a trans girl, I feel like I should be a girl, but I AM a girl. I was born a woman

I don't know what it is, but I feel like I'm not a woman, but I want to be

I feel so uncomfortable thinking about having the body of a man, idk it just doesn't feel like me. I feel like I'm supposed to be a girl and I love being a woman, I'm literally a girlfailure and it's so funny to me. But then I feel like I'm not a real girl, just pretending to be one.

Maybe it has to do with my body image problems. I've been struggling with eating disorders since a young age. I lost my period due to my anorexia, and even now that it's getting better I'm unable to not skip meals at least once a week

I've tried other gender identities, gender fluid, agender, bigender,and they all felt AMAZING. I don't mind being called he/him pronouns, I even use them myself. But, at the end of the day I always go back to being a woman, even if I feel I'm a fake one. It just feels right, but it hurts for some reason, but at the same time that pain feels so good so comforting as if it was meant to be there. But I don't think I'm supposed to feel hurt by my gender identity.

Idk I just want to not feel like this when I'm all alone, I want to stop feeling that this skin is not mine and that I am genuinely a woman, but there's really nothing I can do about it since I'm AFAB. But I just wanted to rant about it for a while

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She got announced only a day ago? Yeah, so what ?

Here we work fast to manifest good luck on our pulls (when her lightcone comes out I'll draw it)

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I got a new pen, so I decided to try it a little drawing Sailor Venus and Jingliu (the Sailor Venus drawing was made first, I still wasn't familiar on how to make the strokes so it's messy)

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They're the literal definition of wlw and mlm hostility (he doesn't have a cannon sexuality yet though)

Sometimes a duo is a beautiful and gorgeous intelligent girl and some dude that torments her

Let me make a quick introduction

The girl's name is Melinda, she's 24 in this, a family doctor and ofc a lesbian. She's in a demon slayer corps inspired company just to let out all her anger while being as sadistic as she can. She is quite literally the only oc (I think) I have that has an enemy to lovers story (I absolutely hate that trope, my bad)

She was literally my first oc, her original name was candy but yeah

The other guy's just there. His name is Ash, yeah I didn't have much imagination for him, he's still in process but he's supposed to be Melinda's opposite. He's her self claimed rival, yeah I clearly have a favorite

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SHE'S HOMEEEEE

WE DID IT, AND SHE CAME EARLY SO I STILL HAVE 60 PULLS FOR RAPPA

WE'RE RAILING THE HONKAI GACHA LUCK, I ONLY HAVE 3 PROMOTIONAL CHARACTERS AND TWO CAME IN EARLY

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Chiori gf headcannoncs!

There aren't. She's an aroace business queen.

Goodbye

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It's finally finished!

I finally finished the Star Smile designs, it took longer than usual but I fucked up the LineArt and had to find a way to fix them.

Sol's hair ended up looking too blonde, it's supposed to be brown 😭 plus I didn't really like Zenoko's blue eyes. They were originally brown but I felt like changing them but I think blue wasn't it. And, I forgot Mei's SH marks but we'll

Anyways, I already made their character introduction before. I'll leave it here if someone who didn't read it wants to

Just a quick clarifications:

Mifuyu - pink haired one in the front

Zenoko - blonde haired applying lipstick

Mei - Black haired one

Sol - top girl with the turquoise hair strand

But well, that's it. I'll soon start publishing proper writings about them, for now I have some projects in and out of school to finish. But we'll see

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Have I ever mentioned how I have two art styles?

Well, the usual one everyone knows.

(this one)

Usually most details are on the hair, but yeah. However, I developed a silly one (not that silly I have drawn gore with that one but k) that it's literally my favorite, it never looks wrong unlike the other one that ALWAYS looks fuckin bad

Have an example of it! Beautiful I know

It's heavenly inspired on iewaaaaaaaa's on Instagram! So it's usually why I don't publish art with it that much, but it originally came out of this specific photo I found on Pinterest a random wednesday

I never found who was the original artist of it, there were no credits and image search didn't help a thing, but yeah I loved it, it looked silly so I decided to try imitate it and it eventually ended up as the one you guys saw a moment ago

But yeah, I'm almost finished on the Star Smile official designs, I didn't expect the line art to take that long but I ended fucking it up anyways 😹 so I'm adding a little of details and background in hope of saving it, because I really don't want to re do it.

This was just to publish something because I noticed I left this acc unattended ever since the Navia headcannons (I might make the others from the pull)

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Just started the new quest of the Luofu!

And my bad, but couldn't stop hyping over my gf, so here have some screenshots I took

+ a drawing of her lightcone to manifest good luck on her banner!

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I got absolutely bored, so I made pokemon teams for some of my ocs and drew them as trainers

Should I post them or leave them in the notebook?