#I am vague and not helpful
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Amelia O'Brien has been targeted. Jeremy Pascal has been targeted. Jack Townsend has been targeted. Rosa Vasquez has been-
#really liking this silly lil style its so cute- and also vaguely scott pilgrim??? which sorta fits ngl#thinking about the last few chapters of vol 3#I put all the names from the russian radio whos been targeted and replaced including Vanessa since she was the first#they are so weird- all of them are weirdos!#gods let me build up the confidence to ask for the stuff I make to be merch.....why am i so horrid at that?#id probs need help with it tbh cuz i dont know how to do anything#tales from the gas station#tftgs vol3#tftgs#tftgs fanart#tftgs art#art#artwork#tftgs benjamin#tftgs jerry#tftgs jack#tftgs rosa#tftgs obrien#jerry pascal#jack townsend#rosa vasquez#amy obrian#tftgs rita#rita raccoon#chibi#cartoon#poster art#illustration
215 notes
·
View notes
Text
Jason Todd Headcanons
just a few thoughts that help inform the way i write this doof. it's linked below as well, but check out jason's spotify wrapped if you have a minute! ;-)
Samsung User
Jason says he likes his coffee dark, but secretly orders flavored lattes (see that one Hozier photo)
Puts cinnamon in his coffee grounds
He may have good taste in books, but he's got shit taste in movies
Loves a few basic safe picks - Fight Club, Pulp Fiction, things you might expect from someone like him
But his "Watch Again" list is all cheesy action movies and wacky comedies. Mark Wahlberg appears a little too often.
Doesn’t watch a lot of television, but sometimes likes to fall asleep to Family Guy or South Park
Has one ear piercing he got on a dare, done by either one of his brothers or one of the Outlaws
Good gift giver, but only wraps things in newspaper
Really terrible about remembering to take his medication
To the point that Dick and Tim got him one of those every day of the week pill boxes as a joke - but it's actually been incredibly helpful
Is a regular at his neighborhood corner store
To the point where the guys at the counter don’t even card him anymore
He's the type of man to sleep till noon, 1:30 on Sundays
If he's sharing a bed, he will snuggle up to you in his sleep
Snores
Unfortunately uses 3-in-1 shampoo/conditioner/body wash
Has an high tolerance for weed, which annoys the hell out of him because he enjoys a joint but does not fuck with edibles
Every time he tries an edible, he stares at himself in the mirror for three hours and Does Not like it
Drunk Yapper
Beer Drinker
Doesn't always know his own strength
Not in the accidentally-break-someone's-arm type of way, but definitely in the sometimes-closes-the-door-too-hard-and-goes-"whoopsie daises!" type of way
Thankfully, he's become a pretty great handy man
Despite being a certified Car Guy, he did die at 15 and as a consequence is lowkey still learning how to drive a non-military grade car (in other words, he's a shit driver) (but it's okay, he sticks to the motorcycle and public transportation)
He's not a hugger, but he is a leaner
Thrifts all of his clothes
Prefers to get his books from local indie/second-hand/new & used bookstores
But still has a Barnes & Nobles membership card
His bookshelf is not organized what-so-ever; it's started to operate as more of a gun rack while his books get stacked underneath his bed (he tells himself that this will make him get through his To Be Read list faster)
His top played song of last year was “Kiss Me Through The Phone” by Soulja Boy
His music taste can be divided into three primary playlists; East Coast Rap, Metal, Ear Worms
Is the family expert on the Gotham underground music scene
He isn’t big on social media at all, but he has a Twitter with like 15 followers he uses to keep an eye on whoever
(and also to keep up with music and book updates)
He’s occasionally very funny on it. But just occasionally.
Just Online enough to know who Trisha Paytas is, not Online enough to know who ClubChalamet is
He got his GED once he joined the family again
and yes, they threw him a little party to celebrate
Has the BatChat on silent, but still checks it regularly
Terrible texter; you’ll either hear back from him immediately or in three weeks time
“srry didn’t see this”
(he did see this, he just got anxiety about it)
Has a lot of anxiety about smalls things like that
Especially when it comes to the Bat Family
He’s not always sure where he stands with everyone - if they like him, trust him, want him there
Paranoid that they’re nosy because they secretly think he’s going to go rogue again
Has to constantly remind himself that they’re just nosy the same way that he’s nosy - because this is literally a family of detectives
#writing these to help with writers block lmao#jason todd#jason todd headcanon#red hood#red hood headcanon#vaguely jason x reader but absolutely doesn't have to be#i am working on romantic jason todd headcanons if anyone is interested#kenobers poetics#bat family
334 notes
·
View notes
Text
isolated stargazer consumed my brain i can't focus on any other of my wips
#i am having fun despite my vague unbalance so idk if this is a call for help#BUT IT IS WILD HOW OUT OF NOWHERE YET STRONGLY THIS FELLA MADE HIMSELF AT HOME
78 notes
·
View notes
Text
sometimes you just gotta lick the homies
#(and blatantly admit your dishonesty to them. yknow. normal friendship things)#friendship is a really strong word tho. at least for these guys#purposely gonna be vague about their relationship for now but i will say that they both consider killing the other on multiple occasions :)#and also they slow dance and kiss but that's unrelated#oh oh oh i should say for those who don't know - daisy (my courier) is a trans woman and uses she/her pronouns#she's got a bit of a beard here but that's bc the only sharp things in the sierra madre are knives#and lies#but those aren't great for shaving#:)#new vegas#dead money#fallout new vegas#fnv#dean domino#daisy correa#courier six#irradiated art#i loveeeeeeeee dead money so much i am kissing the entire dlc on the mouth#dead money <33333333#forced cooperation between a group whose only motive to help the others (at least initially) is that if they don't they die <3333333#a fuckn casino heist <333 !!!!! hello. insane dlc concept. insane execution (/pos). i love it to bits it makes me so sad and so so so hyped
189 notes
·
View notes
Text
"Seeing from his violent demeanor that he was English" is still probably one of the best (funniest) lines in Dracula, but I love how this part of the Post Script contrasts with the rest of the letter Sister Agatha sends.
The main body of the letter is to the point and polite on all matters (makes sense as it seems this part of the writing was overseen by our good friend Jonathan himself, though he's too weak to write) in contrast to the Post Script where Agatha adds in details that are emotionaly powerful and some aren't necessarily sordid but would absolutely be of concern.
Jonathan has nothing on him, he is shouting and in a rush, he has a frightening delirium, delirium can last and reemerge a long time into the future, he rambles about terrifying and grotesque subjects when in the throes of his brain fever (which is an old-timey way to describe a lot of mental illnesses and behaviors), and all of this overcomes a frailty and physical weakness from whatever else he's been through that causes him to otherwise be bedridden.
Even half of that could erode trust in someone. But as told in the rest of the Post Script:
He's recovering, he's gaining more lucidity, the Sisters notice his lucid moments are punctuated by gentleness and sweetness (hard to trust at first likely, due to frequent relapses, and the Sisters are eventually convinced a lot of his prior behavior was caused by the fading brain fever and not by his inherent personality), he is a cherished patient of the Hospital of St. Joseph And St. Mary, and it seems the staff are enamored with how often and with such love he talks about Mina, such that this spurred Sister Agatha to make the Post Script in the first place because it's the first thing she mentions.
#dracula daily#dracula#jonathan harker#mina murray#sister agatha#Jonathan has multitudes#the trust gained is what gets me#because even now people have to be abundantly cautious of erratic and violent behavior#most often women fearing men#“could this one harm me” is absolutely a thought they would have for their own safety#“could friendliness be a ruse” is another#a bad first impression is ruinous#but Jonathan's true personality is such anathema to when he was admitted to the Hospital that the staff start to like him#to the point that Agatha wants to be kind and help in turn#by writing to Mina some truths that Jonathan otherwise was trying to hide#the ONLY thing Jonathan would admit to was that he was <gestures vaguely> sick#Mina only learned about everything else because Agatha decided to write more#why yes I AM doing DD for the third year in a row shut up
134 notes
·
View notes
Text
i am exausted 100% of the time right now between work + big exam studying + daily functioning tasks + the drain on my soul of not doing art BUT. i do love my job a lot. love to have the validation that the thing i poured time / money / brain / blood+sweat-tears into getting a degree in is actually a thing i love doing. shoutout to that tumblr post i saw 10 years ago about firefighters and builders
#u know like how there are people who pull you out of a burning building and people who rebuild your house#and they don't have to be the same person. lots of ways to help lots of ways to make a difference.#trb.txt#I ❤️ MANUAL LABOR AND BEING NOSY#being intentionally vague due to privacy reasons but know this: i am having fun. perhaps some day i will he very burnt out but#that day is not today im letting myself Enjoy It
35 notes
·
View notes
Text
His hair DOES kinda, flop into his face after combat. So i guess he does??
Anyways more stuff that is not in the comic but i made on the side.
#kaiju no. 8#kn8#kaiju no. 8 spoilers#kn8 manga spoilers#kaiju no 8 manga spoilers#kn8 spoilers#gen narumi#no. 15#anyways i wann her to help out sometime#or do something yknow#vague concepts of 15 getting attached to naru n kikorun#anyways#more stuff for th comic that isnt in the comic#i need yall to understand i wanna talk about this comic SOOO BAD#SOOO SOOO BAD#PLEASE#BUT I WANT TO KEEP IT A SUPPRISE FOR LAUNCH?? SEND IT OUT TEHRE AT ONCE#WHEN ITS DONE#BUT ALSO#I AM LOOSING MY MIND A LIL BIT#ANYWYAS#someoen come talk to me about them. i have so many thoughts#i have a lot of naru thoughts rn bcs of the part im workin on but yEAHG#ANYWYAs#THATS IT FROM ME IN THESE TAGS LMAO#before i spoil th whole plot or wahtnot#enn queue (for once)
99 notes
·
View notes
Text
in that same vein, i mean it so fr that i do this for fun. writing is a hobby. thirsting over fictional men is the fun reprieve i have away from my deeply independent, corporate grindset. i am here on tumbls and posting my silly little thoughts and words because i have FUN and be silly and share!!!
#idk like#i was gonna write another sentence that was along the lines of#'if it stops being fun i just wanna leave/will leave' but that is historically very untrue#y'all i have stuck around through some SHIT but that's bc i value this space and the people within and the specific flavor of this craft#that we share and participate in#however like#in the process of writing#idk i do not enjoy struggling more than necessary??#like o4o for example had parts that i REALLY struggled to get through them. and i got through them with lots of lovely help from my#beta readers!! but i was propelled toward a finish line that i could see and i knew would be gratifying to reach#with this kaiser fic (which i am frustrated abt and which is why these post will be deleted LMAO)#i do not see an end point#i have the vague shape of an idea because i genuinely think#kaiser is an insane man to write as a lover in the way i typically write men as lovers#and i can't like... shape him in the shape i want him without fucking up his character#and unfort i think his character is very hot and i don't wanna do that#head in hands#it's fine it's FINE#i am just#frustrated LMAO#delete later#in like a second
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
sooooooo when i jokingly said to myself "haha did ruan mei play aeonic necromancy on tingyun's remains or something" i wasn't expecting that to literally be the case what the fuck
#ON ONE HAND! TINGYUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ON THE OTHER! HELLO???????????????????????????????????#that was a really good update . a little clunky in those transitions sometimes but ooooh boy that came together GOOD#jiaoqiu nearly sent me into hysterics i was so upset . and flabbergasted. mostly flabbergasted#also the part where hoolay let him go for a little bit and you had the option to try asking for help#with severe consequences to be reaped afterwards. that was so nervewracking#i ended up doing it once out of curiosity and immediately regretted it and was horribly anxious the rest of the time i was running around#and yeah those consequences sure do. Consequence#props to the writers and stuff for that one that was great i felt ill#FEIXIAO... GOD FEIXIAOOOOO OHHHH BOY I LOVE HERRR what a great character#i hoped and i prayed and i dreamed for a deep dive into her condition and not a vague gloss-over as hyv loves to do AND I GOT IT#moze didn't do enough tricks (aka just . being a part of the story and interacting with other characters) for me to care about him still#it's like#the yaoqing trio: yay yahoo yippee WOOOO YAYYYY#moze by himself: closes my eyes forever#DO MORE TRICKS FOR ME#lingsha's pretty cool. i will save her from her bad design#oh oh oh YANQING!!!!!!!!!! USING WHAT JINGLIU TAUGHT HIM AND IMMOBILIZING HOOLAY ALL BY HIMSELF!!!!!! OH YM GOD#MY LITTLE BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#that cutscene was terrifying i almost died of stress . i'm so proud of you yanqing. never do that again#i had fun and now it's 3 am and i have work in the morning. help me
50 notes
·
View notes
Text
I want them worse when they’re with each other.
I want them to be negative influences on one another.
I need them to take one look at the other and know in their heart that there is no saving them. They are a doomed, twisted, tragic relationship that will lead to one of them hurting and killing the other. But for now, what they have is so passionate, so intensely intimate, they can’t bare to give it up until it’s forcefully ripped from their cold, perished hands.
I want the survivor to mourn the loss of something putrefyingly terrible because they will never be able to recreate the experience with another. I want the most toxic yaoi love possible.
I want them to look deeply into eachother’s eyes, holding the back of the the others head, as they speak in a tone like a wedding vow, that they promise they will never part, they will never escape, they will never be so happy, they will never be so miserable without the other.
In my favourite line from The Crane Wives song, Tongues & Teeth,
“I will only break your pretty things, I will only wring you dry of everything.”
“I will poison all your happy thoughts, I will love you like the ashes in my cigarette butts”
They are living so closely on the same wavelength that they are inseparable. They are menaces when they work together, one would burn civilizations to the ground for the other if they so desired. They would do anything for the other if only they asked. They annoy each other to no end. The are in love. They are in loathing.
They are so intensely passionate and obsessed, there is no way out but death. And one of them will die, soon, I’m sure. It’s only ever a matter of time. But they have the present, they have this wild inferno of the here and now, and they will not waste it.
#1 am thoughts#leaving this here#leaving this intentionally vague#but it’s definitely about#scarian#i can’t get them out of my head#those mfers have not left my mind since I started the#life series#traffic light series#whatever it’s called#3rd life#has a hold on my brain stem#and is not letting go#please help#i’ve watched it so many times#this includes#double life#too because I could write an essay on their dynamic and how much I want them to angry kiss#toxic yaoi style#desert duo#hermitshipping#trafficshipping#grian#goodtimeswithscar
43 notes
·
View notes
Text
i have been listening to plastic capitalism (vanatta, 2024). i'm like a third of the way through but here are my thoughts so far
okay just for background plastic capitalism is a history of the credit card industry & related regulation which runs from roughly the 1930s to the 1980s. this is the book i said has dissertation voice, so it is pretty dense, but i like it. okay moving on
one thing i have seen people say on here & elsewhere as a sort of yardstick for the recency of women's liberation (such as it stands, yikes) is that "women couldn't get credit cards until 1978." this is an interesting sentence which has become fascinating to me with more context
credit cards developed out of two major antecedents: travel cards (e.g., diner's club, introduced in the 1950s for jet-setting executives, & accepted at nightclubs, bars, airlines, & so on) and revolving credit plans offered by major retailers, which operated more like store accounts. the idea of attaching one's credit to a card came from the latter context, and they were the far more common credit offering. these cards were intended very explicitly to be used primarily by women
the people who pull out that 1978 date aren't wrong, though! women were the target audience for department store accounts, retail charge plans, early bank charge cards, but those creditors specifically targeted middle-class housewives & issued credit in their husbands' names (very 'you do the shopping & he gets the bill,' pearls & a red lip in the department store)
the 'credit cards for women' thing is interesting because if you are into the history of credit cards the big breakthrough in 1978 wasn't access for women, it was marquette v. first of omaha. marquette is the case in which the supreme court decided that a credit card transaction would be governed by the laws of the state in which the issuing bank was chartered, rather than the state in which the transaction physically took place. it sparked a sort of regulatory race to the bottom for a lot of states, as they tried to attract larger banks; this is why citibank's head office is in south dakota, despite the titular citi being located in (where else) new york. south dakota had no consumer credit law, and new york had a relatively low interest cap. hmm.
there's a real friction around consumer credit, because the postwar american lifestyle relied (among other things!!!!) on access to cheap consumer credit, but being a debtor is, speaking very generally, a disadvantaged & stigmatized social position. so on the one hand there's a precariousness attached to being in debt, but there's also the atomic-age glow of convenience & affluence attached to credit [sidebar plastic was a novel & exciting material when bank of america began issuing its industry-defining bankamericard in 1958]. why should women want credit cards in the first place? well, because they're now a requirement for full participation in the modern economy. this is why you see a sort of warm & fuzzy posture around signing people up for bank accounts & credit products, even though many of them will undoubtedly incur fees or have other problems as a result: they are being included! they are being offered Opportunity™
the framing which treats credit as a pathway to future success is more or less predatory marketing, but in the 1960s when these regulatory fights were being hammered out, there were a lot of civil rights activists who accurately pointed out that black people were systematically denied access to good credit. there is a wrinkle here where many black people were denied good credit because they had first been violently denied remunerative jobs or capital ownership, which had the very secondary consequence of damaging their creditworthiness, but it is very true that 'creditworthiness' is a subjective trait which was assessed by racist white bankers. it is also very true that people who need cash quickly & cannot access traditional forms of credit from a bank are pushed into riskier & more expensive forms of credit (pawnshops, payday & car title loans, etc.)
related to this tangle is one of my favorite regulatory bugbears, i.e. the thing where the united states does not have a federal usury statute & instead has disclosure laws [pattern in consumer protection more generally]. vanatta has a whole bit on the legislative history of the truth in lending act of 1968, & the two main arguments for disclosure instead of a federal ceiling on revolving credit were: 1) efficiency, in the sense that some freshwater economists wanted the market to regulate itself & in the sense that traditional state-level usury laws tended to have all kinds of bullshitty carve-outs for different kinds of lenders, so it was a huge mess, and 2) placating jim crow segregationists who resisted any attempts at all to expand federal power on principle. states' rights! so that's the background.
the weirdo fragmented state-level financial regulation was a deliberate outcome of the new deal's financial interventions. the new dealers wanted to expand credit to stimulate demand (as per the ideas of my man john maynard), but they had concerns about credit & wanted to limit it by keeping it tied closely into the traditional community relationships around local banks. this is a weird idea to me because i hate bankers but i did not become an adult until the twenty-first century. vanatta doesn't talk about antisemitism or cultural ideas about bankers at all so far, which is fine because the book can't be about everything, but i am very curious about it now. anyway that's the background for why marquette happened at all: on purpose, most financial regulation in the united states occurred at the state level, which is incredibly stupid but then here we are #laboratoriesofdemocracy
i should really read mehrsa baradaran's how the other half banks next. writing that down so i remember. i want to know more things about informal credit, the gray economy, regulatory failures, things of that nature
mastercard [well, the bank card network that became mastercard] was founded in buffalo because visa [well, the bank card division of bank of america, which became visa] had a very specific franchising strategy in mind & they didn't care about upstate ny as a market. those clowns #upstatepride
#as a result of my vague disdain for twentieth century americanists (SORRY BUT I AM MOSTLY RIGHT)#i didn't know that much about the federalism stuff & i am pretty fascinated by it#debt as social control#well. vanatta isn't really talking about it that way but that's how i am thinking about it & that's my TAG#if you have thoughts or reading recs about historical consumer credit & associated issues please share!!#plastic capitalism#oh obv i also thought about ldpdl pulling out his credit card in that bar in 1973 <3#modern credit regime could literally only have been created in the wackass social & legal environment of the midcentury US#which is not like a Revelatory Claim or anything i just think it's helpful when you are trying to remember that the things presented#as natural & inescapable & imminently logical are in fact the product of particular political economy. credit is so naturalized here#et cui prodest?
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
i started playing persona 5 like a year ago or something but i'm really really really slow at only play a little every month or so , so like over time like a buuunch of ppl i follow keep picking up the game and zooming way past where i am which keeps giving me this weird disconnect of whatever tf akechi has going on bc i personally kept forgetting he existed til he was suddenly appearing on screen but i keep seeing like ten billion posts of him and joker like
but so far the very few interactions i remember having w/him have all been like
this is not the same guy i see in the fanart. i have not met that guy yet. whens he gonna go freak mode (dont answer that)
#ceralscribbles#persona#is he gonna pull a nagito on me.#my irl friend said they love akechi bc hes dramatic and it's embarrassing so if hes cringe i probs will end up liking him#so far he just jumpscares me in the train station sometimes when im trying to take bagel bites to school#every time i get a cutscene in there i get scared bc half the time they make me talk to like a random adult lady or akechi shows up and jus#says words at me then leaves#but sometimes it is ann or ryuji :)#JKLFDSHFLKS i dont even really remember akechi says. but also i think it's been a few months#also it's wild bc like i was playing#and then some other ppl i follow started playing and like#theres definitely a pocket of mutuals that i think r all influencing each other to play it that i also follow BUT#theres also random ppl i follow from completely separate things that ALSO are getting int p5 just seemingly out of nowhere#and everyone is faster than me so im <3 once again in the spoiler danger zone#i wasnt when i started tho. the only person i knew playing was a coworker who was also playing at the same itme as me at generally a simila#rate and then like one or two mutuals who had already played#BUT NOW IM FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE SEEING IMAGES. every time im like 'is this a major story spoiler. or is it just fanart of whump scenarios'#for the most part tho it's p vague so it's really not that bad lol#and i mean. i do go into the ryuji tag Often so i am still also putting danger potential upon myself#also im not playing royale im just playing the base game so idk where the differences split w/that#ALSO the persona lookin plaid pants i ordered a while ago i think ship this month#so joker cosplay can be real..#ryuji would be fun but i have hair similar to joker + a black pair of glasses#so i can SEE and not wear a WIG if i do a uniform style cosplay#and i still want to like. dress my build a bear up like ryuji as a prop#could be cute#BUT. i need to finish the game before i would wear it to a con#i cant risk someone walking up to me and saying spoilers in real life to my face JKFLDSHKFLHDSLFHDS#anyway idk what akechis deal is and rn idgaf im too busy helping ryuji fix the track team or whatever#and helping yusuke find his new muse
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
something something... vampires.
zaya uthman, vampire hunter, nim thunderstruck, the polite vampire.
characters belong to @apleye from their awesome sauce comic!! go read. super good.
#omg ok so. first thing. i haven't done any thunderstruck in OVER A MONTH which is insane. i know. but it's not because im not drawing them#everday. it's bc i do not finish them. one day i will... i have a comic and a 4 part drawing which is insane. i love u thunderstruck discor#anyway! vampires. i think this would b so cool because apl.eye said that zaya would be a vampire and i am so inlvoe with that idea but#i thought it'd be fun to twist it up a lil. so nim's a vampire. they got turned by someone who WAS their friend. M found them mid spooky#vampire transformation and took 'em to her house. she is also a vampire n' took nim under her 'care' . nim would do jobs for her#and in exchange she'd give nim blood to drink. always delivered in cups or sometimes just injected ( which was very uncomfortable )#eventually after doing mysterious jobs for so long. nim found out where the blood came from! it was m's workers. all the people that worked#around their house n was so often replaced was because they were uh killed. oops. anyway they have a fight. nim nearly gets killed.#but they escape n live on the streets & in abandoned houses until they meet zaya n eventually it's a deal of zaya helps nim drink#and zaya gets to study vampires. ZAYA IS SO FREAKIN INTERESTED IN VAMPIRES. most vampires she meets r aggressive or 'feral'#and she doesn't know how to subdue one yet. although she is experimenting.#nim n zaya have a side hustle which is vampire hunting. and zaya works in a library bc she can go in after hours which can be useful!#also m never explained to nim what they were (vague nonsense) so nim mainly figured that one out themself.#anyway yaaaaaaaay!!!#thunderstruck comic#thunderstruck#zaya uthman#nim thunderstruck#fish art tax#zaya thunderstruck#ok so im realising. long ass notes. sorry. i am crazy. vampires. yes.#OH ALSO. THUNDERSTRUCK FANS!!! WE HAVE A DISCORD. VERY SMALL BUT FUN TIMES!!!#msg me if you'd like an invite!!!!#also also since i am adding these like a few days later oops.#ZEE HAS BRAIDS IN CURRENT THUNDERSTRUCK CHAPTER I THINK???? UNSURE#if so MASSIVE WIN
17 notes
·
View notes
Text



Feast your eyes! My pride stars :)!
#pride stars#origami#paper craft#paper stars#handmade#arts and crafts#so it was my cities pride yesterday and I spent the ENTIRE month of July making these lil stars to give out to people!#it went really well actually#I was saying donations appreciated but not mandatory and some people looked so happy just to have some stars!!!#some people were SO generous too like oh my god????#I think there was only one experience I disliked during the event where I was vaguely swarmed and people were helping themselves but#yknow we all get excited haha#got a really cute mushroom bracelet as a trade as well!!!#I have a fair few leftover - lots of aro and ace ones#couple of bi and a couple of pan#ZERO non-binary I should've made more!!#nd obvs some rainbow and trans cause I made the most of them#I'd say lmk if you're near me and you can have some but I am pretty sure none of you know me irl so you can't have any I'm afraid#oh also worth saying - I made the stars I could with the papers I had! Bought purple and pink but I did not try more complex flags cause#I mean. I couldn't really afford to haha?#maybe next year I'll try the lesbian flag too!#ok bye xx#trade-marked
348 notes
·
View notes
Text
Delightful Distraction
A genderswapped FluffyNight drabble to celebrate reaching 300 followers! This was briefly looked over & written in two sittings! Happy reading!
Ccino hums quietly to the music that's playing in the otherwise quiet café & picks up the dirty dishes of the table that had just left, leaving the building free of customers for the time being.
Carrying the plates carefully with both hands, she walks into the back where the kitchen is & deposits the dirty dishes into the sink, already filled with plates from earlier in the day.
Ccino debates with herself for a moment before grabbing a pair of dish washing gloves from nearby & slipping them on. She might as well take advantage of the lack of customers & get a head start on washing up.
Scrubbing away at a dirty cup, Ccino's unaware of a presence approaching her from behind until there are suddenly arms wrapped around her waist, causing her to jump & tighten her grip on the mug in her hand in surprise.
Looking over her shoulder, Ccino glares at the grinning face behind her, huffing in annoyance. "Was that really necessary?" Nightmare lets out a quiet chuckle as she tightens her hold around Ccino, resting her head on the other's shoulder.
"No, but it was funny." She mumbles softly in response to the question, pressing a soft kiss against Ccino's neck in apology. "Will you ever find it in yourself to forgive me?"
Ccino rolls her eyelights & sighs with a shake of her skull, unable to keep the smile off of her face as she turns back to face the sink. "I don't know, what will you do to make it up to me?"
Nightmare hums as she thinks, grin softening into a smile as she tries to come up with a satisfying reply. "I could always make dinner for us tonight?"
Ccino stands straight & pulls away from Nightmare's hold slightly to look at her, a look of panic on her face as she frantically tries to backtrack. "N-No, it's fine! No further apology needed, I'm good!"
Nightmare huffs with a pout, reluctantly pulling away & taking a step back from the other. "What exactly are you trying to say?"
Ccino pauses to take off the gloves she's wearing before turning to face Nightmare fully. "Honey, you know I love you," she takes the other's hands into hers, squeezing them softly as she meets Nightmare's gaze & continues speaking, "but your cooking could use some work."
Nightmare frowns as if she's upset, but shrugs after a moment as a smile forms on her face again. "Yeah, that's fair." She squeezes Ccino's hands in return, leaning in & pressing a chaste kiss against the other's teeth.
Ccino hums as she goes to kiss Nightmare again, unsatisfied with how short the last one was, only to jump at the sound of the bell hanging in front of the door ringing & signaling the presence of a customer.
She pulls away in a panic, adjusting her apron with a light blush on her face as she walks away from Nightmare & back out to the actual café area, calling out to the customer. "Just a moment!"
Nightmare watches as Ccino walks away with a pout, tentacles drooping in disappointment as she hears her begin to take the customer's order. She had hoped to have Ccino's attention for longer, but that clearly wasn't going to happen.
Nightmare looks over at the dirty dishes that she had distracted Ccino from, sighing & grabbing the gloves that the other had been using. She may as well help her darling out a little since she had distracted her.
#fun fact i actually came up with this idea back when i got that ask requesting genderbent stuff#except i put off writing it until now because i can't help but procrastinate#please excuse any mistakes you see i started writing this at midnight it's now almost two am#vaguely inspired by one of the fics i've featured before#i think it was called untouchable moon or something along those lines#i'll probably link it as an inspiration when i post this to ao3#also i remembered this one game randomly while writing some of the dialogue#where a person tries to make you smile or laugh but you have to keep a straight face while saying honey i love you but i just can't smile#or something like that anyway#does anybody else remember that because i feel like it was really popular for a time#if you made it this far in the tags here's a secret#we actually hit 350 followers already at the time of writing this but i feel weird making a post about that right after making this one#so it'll be a bit before i do anything for it#fic rec#utmv#nightmare sans#ccino sans#nightmare x ccino#fluffynight#fluff#genderbend#genderswap#personal writing#mod sleepy
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
What happens when you win the debate on who's the most oppressed group in the transgender community. What happens then. What could be accomplished by finding the one group that is the single most downtrodden demographic that suffers at the hands of every other community and putting them up on the 'most oppressed' throne with a 'most oppressed' trophy that could not be accomplished if we listened and paid attention to individual and group needs and worked to address them without the need to determine 'who has it worst', or worse, 'who actually belongs to the most oppressed group'.
#spitblaze says things#there are times when certain groups will. in fact. be targeted harder than others and its important to uplift and rally around them#and this can be accomplished without turning the whole thing into a pissing contest#i am deliberately keeping this vague because who I'M mad at are the people who think the binarist infighting is any sort of helpful#and if you get into fights over 'okay but x group IS more oppressed' in the notes i will block you#also. btw. the trans community is not a binary of 'my group' and 'everyone else'. its not separate circles#its a big weird messy venn diagram full of people who dont just belong in one circle but might belong in several or all or none of them#any attempt you are going to make at strict categorization WILL fail because language is a very poor tool for determining the definitions#of things as weird and nebulous as 'gender'#sorry lol i have been trying to formulate this post for like an hour after i saw that our-transgender-experiences post#it is not the most perfect and beautiful and nuanced and kind compassionate post ever made. it is a vent post#if you want to read 'stop doing lateral aggression to figure out who has it worst' uncharitably that's on you.#SPITBLAZE SMASH
45 notes
·
View notes