#kaiser is an insane man to write as a lover in the way i typically write men as lovers | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

lorelune · 2 months ago

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in that same vein, i mean it so fr that i do this for fun. writing is a hobby. thirsting over fictional men is the fun reprieve i have away from my deeply independent, corporate grindset. i am here on tumbls and posting my silly little thoughts and words because i have FUN and be silly and share!!!

#idk like #i was gonna write another sentence that was along the lines of #'if it stops being fun i just wanna leave/will leave' but that is historically very untrue #y'all i have stuck around through some SHIT but that's bc i value this space and the people within and the specific flavor of this craft #that we share and participate in #however like #in the process of writing #idk i do not enjoy struggling more than necessary??#like o4o for example had parts that i REALLY struggled to get through them. and i got through them with lots of lovely help from my #beta readers!! but i was propelled toward a finish line that i could see and i knew would be gratifying to reach #with this kaiser fic (which i am frustrated abt and which is why these post will be deleted LMAO)#i do not see an end point #i have the vague shape of an idea because i genuinely think #kaiser is an insane man to write as a lover in the way i typically write men as lovers #and i can't like... shape him in the shape i want him without fucking up his character #and unfort i think his character is very hot and i don't wanna do that #head in hands #it's fine it's FINE #i am just #frustrated LMAO #delete later #in like a second

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