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akiramona · 3 months ago

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See? I said I'd come back with something soon enough ;)

Let me invite you to my inner world 🙏 My mental process that went into this: I have made myself a mask, but what else could i make to go along with it? That's it! A giant fucking sword! It's not the full story, but I'll tell you this much... The extended version makes even less sense xD

Now, when decided that I SHOULD be making a sword, I had nothing to go off of except for the Black Knight theory... and frankly, it was like May and my investment in Genshin slowly waned, because I told myself "hey! no 8 hours of Genshin today! no dc with the pals! you gotta study!" and then I played Arknights instead 👉👈 In fact, while I was "studying" I finished chapters 8-13 in the Main Theme of Arknights... And that's the obsession I have been suffering from to this day :)

The sword belongs to a character named Hoederer... for those who are interested (And I could ramble about him for a long time, but I am gonna try to keep my cool to not scare away the few people that view this xD). All I have is a sword for now, but I am planning on making some horns as well as getting some additional stuff in the future. If I don't go through with that? Doesn't matter, I have a cool sword, nothing beats that >:) As for how it was made? EVA foam, some PVC pipes... I had to pattern it myself, but despite that it turned out pretty nice xD

I'll be signing off now for... again an undefinable amount of time. May our paths cross again! ^^

#beginner cosplayer #cosplay #arknights #hoederer #cosplay props #sword #is the cure to male loneliness a bigass sword?#i wouldn't know #I am not lonely #the fourth pic is bad because i took it in the evening #but it looks better than the full pics i took today xD #i also have some progress pics if anyone's interested #but I doubt that #it's mainly just pictures my gf recieved after I messed up something #or whined about it being uneven or something #i also chose to adopt Capitano as my shield from the scary eyes of the internet #cope with that 👀#genshin impact

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donutdrawsthings · 22 days ago

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Can we talk about this? I feel like not enough people talk about this happening in the movie

#he just gets so well behaved and domesticated so quickly #they set up his lone wolf edgelord personality and then after he realises he's been mean to these incredible people helping him #he becomes like... the goodest boy there ever was but in a silent cat type of way #donutdrawsthings #fanart #logan howlett #james logan howlett #xmen #x men #x-men #x men 2000 #xmen 2000 #charles xavier #xmen storm #xmen rogue #wolverine #the wolverine #bro the tags tumblr keeps recommending me when i type logan and wolverine oh my GODDDD everyone here is down bad #but ykw so am i

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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I'll give them shelter like you've done for me

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi fushiguro #yuji itadori #itafushi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk art #fushiguro tsumiki #took all afternoon but we wrangled the colours in2 submission #it was looking very green and kind of muddy #so i toned down the saturation in a bunch of places pulled in a lot more grey #kept a lot of the shadows Hard #i think it works #not sure it's the absolute best it cld be but i am Satisfied with it #overall i ws just kind of worried that it was looking rly similar to past pieces colour-wise #i think it kind of still Is but not as much as it would have been had i not made those edits #anyway. emo hours #ive been listening to jubyphonic's piano arr of shelter and thinking abt megumi #thinking abt him growing up n looking back on himself n seeing himself in tht lonely little boy #'it's a long way forward so trust in me' smth smth finding the strength to guide that kid forward even though both of u are scared #bc at the end of the day u Are still that kid #inner child stuff usually doesnt resonate much with me bc i don't like who i was/am/whatever this aint abt me #but in regards to megumi????? OW #in lighter news i remembered at the absolute last minute to lob off the top of yuuji's ear #bc that injury at least i think he keeps ghfssdfhfgsj

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lovebunnie · 2 months ago

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“i love being aromantic” i say as i feel my chest cavity rotting from the inside at the unquenchable desire for love in a way that is truly a secret third thing but its not a secret i want to keep it is a secret nobody is willing to listen to and im trapped in a state of isolation of my own making because no matter how much love i have to give it will never be enough. it will never be enough. it will never be enough.

#space.txt #aromantic #its like something gnawing on my bones!!!#i am who i am but who i am is somebody nobody else wants #and do i want to be wanted?#im trapped in a world that will never give me the dignity to be truly happy by myself #financially and culturally! im doomed by the narrative #i look forward and there will be friendships but they will never be enough i feel like a fucking ALIEN #i need to meet another aroace person irl so bad its so fucking lonely how do people deal with this #1k #all the notes on this.. WE WIL BE OKAY!!!#2k

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i-ate-the-rats · 1 year ago

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hehehehe oh shit indefinite sad dark shadow (⊙ˍ⊙).

#tbh i don't understand what i'm doin here.#come up with a context instead of me i am an out-of-context genius the pinnacle of understatement the king of idiots.#like i'm a little tolerably uh uh wow werrry much uh unreasonably violent and lonely DRUNK.#let's imagine that from the pies you can find something other than visually propagating information noise.#da? da.#noirpunk #punknoir #hobie brown #peter benjamin parker #spider punk #spider noir #across the spiderverse #atsv hobie #itsv noir #spider man: across the spider verse #atsv

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paintedcrows · 3 months ago

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Some Fords! (and Martin K Blackwood is also there)

#Some Ford wips I'm working on! I'll probably post these all seperately later. I dunno yet. just wanted them out of brain jail #The TMA crossover drawings are inspired by a fic which I cannot find the name of right now BECAUSE AO3 is DOWN????#anyway I got more drawings for it I'll post all together later #also I haven't listened to protocals yet and I need to relisten to the og so I hope I remembered Martin's level of lonely avatarship lmao #Also I just think Ford would be a bit mean to himself. ESPECIALLY his immidiately post Fiddleford leaving self #conflicting thoughts of 'I cant risk changing the timeline' and #'I was a miserable self centered idiot and Im afraid I still am so I need to to put my younger self down to feel better'#Gravity falls #Stanford pines #ford pines #young stanford pines #gf fanart #fanart #fan art #my art #digital art #martin k blackwood #the magnus archives crossover #Edit: the fic was 'earth becomes sky in the most literal fashion'!!

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grungeprincess2 · 8 months ago

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Me and who?

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doctorsiren · 3 months ago

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He’s so dramatic

#doctorsiren #gravity falls #bill cipher #stanford pines #billford #the book of bill #gravity falls fanart #digital art #my art #procreate #I did both normal bill and my humanoid design #bc I originally found this song through an animation of Mettaton #and my humanoid Bill design gives Mettaton haha #me trying to draw toxic yaoi at work while my coworker who definitely knows gravity falls is sitting right next to me 😰😰😰😰#look I know human bill as a concept is kinda seen as cringe and very 2010s BUT #idc lmao I am cringe but I am free #I find it really silly #I think people made him TOO cool #we need to acknowledge that he’s desperate and lonely and very pathetic 😁

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right-stopthat-its-silly · 7 months ago

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Renaissance painting. To me.

#james wilson #house md #hatecrimes md #will’s son on the bench what will he do?!#I too am making a hatecrimes md post on tumblr #did you try the medicine drug #sorry for all the tags I am very lonely

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darkacademiboy · 6 months ago

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hellenhighwater · 7 months ago

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Genuinely being a single woman in my thirties, living alone, is such a mixed blessing sometimes. I do love my house and when I'm here I literally never want to leave. But on the other hand, I do get tired of leaving to go hang out with people, even though I love seeing them. Especially because I have such a great group of friends but they live all over the place, geographically, and therefore most of them don't know each other. And I actually really love hosting? But I never have people in my house because logistically it's always more practical for me to go to them than vice versa.

But sometimes I buy new old dishes and wanna just have a little fancy wizard party, but all my guests are far away. Please may I have the teleport spell. Or a high-speed commuter rail system.

#Hazard of moving to a city where i dont have people locally i guess #a very insular city at that #and honestly i am not lonely! I have lovely freinds! But I do miss the college days of everyone basically living in walking distance #in one city #as opposed to now #where DND takes me the width of the state on a weekly basis #usually the only time there are groups of people in my house is around christmas for the family holidays #and like...in the overall balance of my life this works #me going to my people is the logical choice #and its not a bad thing #but most of my friend groups are...local clusters where I am the out-of-towner these days #which again: fine; i knew that going in when I decided to move where I did and overall its the best call #but also sometimes I want to just load up the whole crew in detroit and tell them we're heading to mine this time #dont worry there'll be fancy little finger sammiches when we get there #just give me an excuse to use the wizard plates

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pitske · 7 months ago

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queer people?

#pitskederdoenerhaendler #pitske’s art #w2h film #w2h #welcome to hell film #w2h jonathan #w2h sock #sockathan #I am insaning today please send no help I need to suffer in silence and lonely #except that Tecs with me in vc HELLO MIKKEYYY #anyway. I drew the gays #I like them so much I think they shouldn't kill themselves #I got a vision for drawing today. I just fnally needed to get these out of my system #I was asked if I would post them today or tomorrow but you have to understand my schedule does not exist and posting happens on a whim #either way stay safe y'all love you

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guardian-angle22 · 17 days ago

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911 lone star -> baby animal lover!TK Strand story 🐛

#911 lone star #911lsedit #911 lone star spoilers #tk strand #carlos reyes #enzo de la costa #owen strand #my gifs #i feel like carlos only asks that 'in the middle of the game?' because he's seen tk play softball before lol #he fully believes tk would stop to save a bug #but in the MIDDLE OF A GAME? 🤭 his competitive husband??#i am *patiently* waiting for hd video thats actually hd

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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god, i wish i knew you back when i was a kid / but when you stare into me now, it feels like i did

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #megumi fushiguro #itafushi #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk 266 #jjk leaks #fr anon thank u fr the request i am once again emo thinking abt them #n denial fv....god end me put me out of my misery #itfs context makes the lyrics more . healing n hopeful as opposed to wistful and lonely :'<#'everything around me looks so different now / yet everything about me wants to show you around'#PLS PLS PSLPSSLPS ILL CRY ILL DO ITTTTT #anyway emo hours aside original plan was striped shirt yuuji but i gave up smile #put him in white t shirt jail yet again sighs i feel like i do tht with him so often.....#like kid megu that's just his canon outfit but yuuji i wanted 2 get a bit more creative. task failed :(#hes got mismatched socks n scuffed knees but thats abt it #i often think abt how in official art they always put gojo in a gd white t shirt and i go smh but then here i go #pot kettle etc etc #megumi voice whatever!!!!! white tshirt in sunlight Looks Good sue me #pls enjoy them :'> anon i hope i delivered

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lillotte17 · 3 months ago

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I have been in the solavellan fandom for...A While. (do not count the years, i beg) and everyone has their tropes and themes re: wolves/halla and hunter/prey and the New Herald being worshiped/the Old God nearly forgotten, and tbh I like bits and pieces of all of them, but like...

For me, the most compelling story is that Lavellan is just Some Guy (gn).

They meet Solas and accept that he is like them. He's an elf. One of The People. You are like me. I am like you. We are The Same People. And because of that, I will protect you with whatever power the humans around us have given me, because I know this is not the safest place for either of us.

And it just fucking... gets him, right? Because that's his whole deal. The world is broken because the people aren't People. He's not like them. They're not like him.

I just love the idea that this impossibly old, incredibly powerful sort-of-god, trips into a hole and nearly throws his entire game away because a regular person (albeit one who was thrust into extraordinary circumstances) decided to be kind. Offered him protection and friendship. Asked him to tell them stories. Grieved with him when he lost one of his oldest friends.

He could not deny that they were a person, because they treated him like a person.

I love how ordinary that is. How simple. How devastating.

'You're real, and it means everyone could be real. It changes everything, but it can't.'

#Solavellan #solas x lavellan #dragon age #like it's such 'in another life i think i'd have really loved doing laundry and taxes with you' vibes #like to live an extraordinarily long and devastatingly bloody and ultimately lonely life #and then be offered love simply and honestly with no strings or caveats from a person who genuinely just...likes being with you?#RIP buddy i think I'd have gone a bit feral myself #I think this is probably why I am still foaming at the mouth over them a decade later #i have never wanted 2 people to Catch a Fucking Break so badly in my LIFE #let them have their life with laundry and taxes ;_;

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lotus-pear · 10 months ago

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whatever happens, please don’t break

#god not a fucking DAY goes by where i don’t think of that one interview and this quote #does anybody have it word for word? please? i’ll pay you #literally every single time i think about how kunikida as w character was MADE for dazai. specifically to share his suffering #i actually sob into my hands because that means they were both destined for tragedy together and the long dark road they will walk #will at least not be lonely. because they have each other. they are each other’s light in the darkness.#DO YOU UNDERSTAND #bro the fact that kunikida is painfully aware of the imperfection of the world and how he still continues to fight for his ideals #paralleling dazai who finds humanity beautiful but cannot become attached bc he feels alienated from emotion #THE WAY THEY COULD HELP EACH OTHER????? SICK SICK SICK I AM SICK #i love kunikidazai sm i wish more ppl could see the potential #but some of you aren’t ready for the sheer perfection of their dynamic #also i’ve noticed that i am only capable of drawing dazai properly when it’s with kunikida what’s up with that 💀#and sorreyy i know their height difference isn’t THAT big but i didn’t realize until i was halfway into the coloring 😔💔#osamu dazai #dazai osamu #kunikida doppo #doppo kunikida #kunikidazai #knkdz #kunizai #lotus draws

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