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More Hotaru Yura...
#I KNOW IM OBSESSED SIGHS#can yall guess who my fav is. If you do ill be incredibly shocked (sarcastic)#Securing my spot as her no. 1 fan like cmon. THIS ISNT EVEN ALL THE ART O HAVE OF HER ITS SOOO BAD LIKE.#its over once i cut out doodles from class I draw her regularly its second nature#doodles#magia record#hotaru yura#cries rlly bad this is an obsession i need to continue cleaning before i draw more#this is ny internsl conflict every day btw. draw fictional characters or clean for hangout
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gojo would kill your work husband. but if he were the work husband, that's a different story
REAL!! he’s such a hypocrite because if someone mentioned you had a work husband, his entire world would stop and he wold devise the absolute worst plans to make sure that your co-worker, everyone at your job, and everyone in the next building over knew that he was happily committed to you
but if he is the work husband, he’s very........ dutiful in his role. there’s a loose office/lawyer au in my head where satoru is your secretary, and for all intents and purposes, your personal assistant, and he’s good at his job, but mostly because he considers his job to be pleasing you. he has coffee for you when you arrive, he moves your schedule around without you asking, he has answers to questions before you can even ask them, he has fresh flowers on your desk weekly, pokes into your meetings to pretend to hand you a file that’s really just maybe a single document in a manilla folder with candy on top of it—he’s made himself your business, your partner; he’s made himself irreplaceable, and he loves to remind everybody of that fact.
he’s also extremely loyal. sure, he could day a week’s worth of work done in about a day, but that doesn’t mean he’ll just use his talents for anybody. he’s your secretary, so he’s at your beck and call, and everyone knows it. they know he’s the best, but also that he’s off limits—not because you won’t share him, but because satoru won’t let himself be shared.
he also extends his duties beyond work, of course. when he hands you a print out of your schedule for the day and you’re confused by the three-hour block of time you have in the middle of the day, satoru just helps you shrug your coat of your shoulders and smiles, “that’s for the lunch date you have with me, of course!” hanging up your coat in your closet for you, “i’m paying, see you soon, sweets.” and because you’re great at your job, and satoru helps you be great, nobody really questions when the two of you have time for a 13-course tasting menu at 1pm on a tuesday afternoon. and if they did, all satoru would say that you two had a lovely date
#anonymous#he's like donna from suits but worse because he's like if harvey were donna LOL#i have soooooo much to say about him#he doesn't really Have to work he's a nepotism baby supreme#but he met you maybe in undergrad? and he's been obsessed w you since#he knows youre a workaholic so he's dutifully sat by your side all these years through college through grad/professional school#and when you told him you got to hire your own assistant he was the very first applicant#because getting paid to spend his days with you and take care of you? he was already doing that for free might as well make it official#everyone in the office knows satoru loves you except you honestly#he probably has his own masters/JD but elects to be your assistant anyway bc that's so much more fun#what he Really wants to be a househusband but first he's gotta ask you out and propose and all that good stuff (cue him rolling his eyes#and going on about formalities and boring systems and blah blah blah)#also in the office au in my head: nanami (also senior partner) higuruma ofc <3 beloved (managing partner) and TOJI!#WALK WITH ME!#its honestly probably satoru's influence that gets toji into law... as someone who so feverently broke it in the past#idk maybe there's a megumi situation that makes gojo be like yk if ur this good at skirting/breaking the law youd probably be half decent#at enforcing it... or at least helping other people get around it too#and so lawyer toji is born#does he screw around w the rich people who r stupid w their money? absolutely#but you nanami and higuruma just let it be bc he brings in those settlements better than anybody else....#hmmm... i kinda wanna make megumi somebody's associate but also..... yuuta.....#i think i just like sticking yuuta in a tie if im being real#but anyway... satoru is your Work Husband and everyone knows he wants to be your real husband#but they just let it slide bc rumour has it even tho hes just a secretary hes got equity in the firm?? and besides that his heart eyes give#away his hopeless devotion from a mile away#the day you actually start seeing somebody outside of work... oh theyre in for Trouble#satoru x reader#him dragging you out of ur office late at night and u protesting so he just. puts u over his shoulder#and ur telling him to let u down but he's insisting u go home and then nanami pops out of his office#and ur like wait nanami this isnt what it looks like but he's so dead in the eyes when he just sighs
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they are precious to me
#sphynx sketches#short grass#bdoubleo fanart#smallishbeans fanart#two tiny men. what will they do#im kind of obsessed with them actually. screw boat boys screw ethubs we have SHORT GRASS#(/just kidding i love boat boys & ethubs just as much i promise I PROMISE….)#speaking of I keep wanting to draw ethubs because i love them but I NEVER KNOW WHAT TO DO….. i’m such a failure. sigh
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klance but they traded jackets and lance is absolutely clowning on keith’s stupid fucking cropped monstrosity but keith can’t retort because lance’s jacket is so comfortable and it smells like him and and and and—
you guys are good at this hang on
#klance#voltron#vld#I FREAKING LOVE DRAWING PRE-BISEXUAL-CRISIS LANCE#its literally:#lance: yes im obsessed with every move keith makes and scramble every day to catch even a scrap of his attention. thats just how bros do#meanwhile keith is like: *car crash * *sirens* *screaming *explosion*#anyway i imagine this one was like right after lance finished clowning on said jacket and looks over like ...hey man why so quiet#art#ask#my art#THIS IS RLLY MESSY THERES SOME AWFUL PROPORTIONS GOING ON HERE BUT LIKE. IM TRYING TO TAMP DOWN MY PERFECTIONISM. ITS JUST A DOODLE.#i just know all you guys are sighing 'FINALLYY'#after i blasted out 500 text posts as if this is twitter#like finally. some food.
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bakugou for the character ask game?
Truly the teenage boy, shonen deuteragonist, love interest coded, gay asshole, of all time.
My first impression - Woah I did not understand why people were so into this guy. Like I get it, he's a flawed and loud pretty boy, he gets character development, and probably gay, but seriously him??? His mouth is so fucking foul and he is so up his ass. - I was meh with this character, enjoyed him in fan content, but just did not get why people were sooo into this guy.
My impression now - I cried in "Light Fades To Rain". Twice. - My god his growth...his will, his persistence, and by god his love for Izuku is so ridiculous and powerful I just cannot help but admire the little shithead. - He is also a lot more to me than I expected, with the whole "foul mouth shit", "high expectations bullshit", "violent urges", and "dedicating your whole life and love to someone you love and admire" and that...that makes me feel quite conflicted.
Favorite thing about that character - The thing about Bakugou is that...you just cannot help but wish you had the same kind of persistence, strength, will, and power that he does. I love how all this is initially so shallow and selfish, then grows to wanting to be a better and truer hero. He really learns and changes and is just an unstoppable force of nature, it's genuinely incredible and beautiful to watch.
Least favorite thing - I wished that the overall writing did go harder in making him stop bad-mouthing people and...everything so much. You can tell he did grow to respect and care for people around him more, but by gods he is sooo bad at communicating his feelings right now. (tbf, he is so fucking young and traumatized) - Also, really please stop hitting people. I get a knee-jerk reaction to that kind of physical violence sometimes ngl.
Favorite line/scene - There are so many. I already mentioned his death in "Light Fades to Rain" so I'll mention a different one - Team Bakugou in Class A vs B was so goddamn good, for being a monumental milestone of his character. How much he trusted his teammates and put himself in danger to save others, winning in the end. No injuries, no failures, truly a perfect beautiful victory. How he also pushes Deku to keep getting better afterwards in his usual constipated-ass language too. Man I just love that battle to death.
Favorite interaction that character has with another - (me pulling out scenes that aren't bkdk centered here hahaha) - I fucking LOVED the Bakugou vs Ochako fight. It made me love Ochako so so much as a kid. I really wished we had a follow-up to that battle, and it genuinely changed my life. - I love how it really shows just how focused and rational he is in battle. How he truly respects his opponents, Ochako in this case, and the sports festival really establishes so much about him.
A character that I wish that character would interact with more - Speaking of which...OCHAKO VS BAKUGO 2 COME ONNNN - There is SO MUCH these two need to talk about. How to save people, who they want to save, who saved them, never underestimating each other, how they changed and grew. I just love these two characters to bits, that's why I need them to FIGHT AND TALK SO BADDDD - Additional: Also Toga (see my post on Toga right before this one lmao), Shoto (because I still don't really get their friendship but its hilarious, and I love Shoto)
Another character from another fandom that reminds me of that character - I legit cannot think of anything here...like for Toga...I am so sorry my brain is blanking T__T - It's hard to be a massive anger-issue filled, victory-focused, die for their lover (twice), amazing chef, all at once, kinda guy...you know?
A headcanon about that character - I am a believer in trans!fem Bakugo in the future. He's so ridiculously angry for some reason, voice always cracking, and just on-edge for some reason. Idk I just think its hilarious and satisfying if he transed his gender in the future and became happier and more comfortable.
A song that reminds of that character - I also have a Bkdk playlist in the making! Here's some bkg focused songs in character development order: - Boys will be Bugs, President Perfect, Top of my School, Oh No!, I'm Gonna Win, The Last of the Real Ones, Skyfall, Die For You, Set Fire to the Rain
An unpopular opinion about that character - Like Toga, he actually isn't possessive. I think he quite well understands and accepts that Izuku is a very loving person that many people are easily drawn to (I mean, he'd be a hypocrite if he didn't understand that). - He is protective instead of possessive. He keeps an eye out for anything and anyone who could possibly actually hurt Izuku, but he doesn't hold him back at all in hanging around with others, and when other people fall for Izuku either. - He is actually quite skinny, and doesn't have the big thick buff guy build. Those go to Izuku and Iida more imo.
Favorite picture - I never really thought of this much??? I love art of him being softer, more solemn, quiet and contemplative even. I guess I'll go pick out some favs right now...
Here they are! Hope you enjoy the post lmao
#im gonna throw him across the fucking room#until all his tears and feelings spill out#i swear to the goddamn gods i am so sick of this guy (affectionate)#get OVER yourself holy SHIT#he is so much like me too its fucking embarrassing ughhhh#katsuki get it together. go get your man. just say you love him already oh my fucking god#just say you love your friends and your family and all might and everything#you have so so much love and admiration and respect for people#plsplspls just let it spill aaaaaaaaaaa my fucking blorbo baby bitchass boy#evelynpr bnha#evelynprask#bnha#mha#my hero academia#bakugou katsuki#bkdk#bakudeku#i cant go on talking abt this guy#without talking abt the man the love and everything of his life cant I#*sigh* its not my fault theyre obsessed with each other you know
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i better get my jacaela kiss or so help me hbo I WILL SUE.
#the CLOCK is TICKING. I WANT MY KISS AND I WANT IT NEOWWWWW#sigh im sorry guys im literally obsessed with them i fear#i don’t know what’s going on 😭#jacaela#jace velaryon#jacaerys velaryon#baela the brave#baela targaryen#jace x baela#house of the dragon
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hi
#everyone call out of work tmrw challenge#how r u all.#does anyone else think its fucked that laios fav food is cheesecake#ppl who enjoy cheesecake cant keep getting away w it#anyways .#im bored . and my eye hurts#and im staring at my computer bc i want to draw but i also want to keep laying down#sigj . sighing#i wish dmesh had trgn chara depth#not to say dmesh charas arent deep or developed but#i like when fucked up things r happening in universe and they r messy a sa result and u have more emotional connection to whats happening#like yeah im sad ab falin for a while but does laios know what vash and knives and wolfwood had to go through. livio or elendira . does he#right… right#smth ab the visceral hatred and despair shared among thr trgn cast.. im obsessed . give me 14 more
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i have like a million rambles/tiny analogies about thief king that i really wanna share, especially here on tumblr because this is just kinda like a tkb archive hot spot,,. but im too scared to post them,,
#like what if im wrong#sigh#i could maybe post some headcanons..#no one here is aware of my genius regarding him..#massages temple#this goes out to everyone who personally knows about my actual obsession with him#like a literal obsession#any waking moment i dont.. in anyway consume media that minimum loosely is regarded to him i go manic#i love you thief king#yugioh#thief king bakura
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If you surrendered to the air you could ride it.!!! .....I give up, I surrender etc.
#this is technically sort of semi inspired by an old mike crew drawinf#my art#mike crew#tma#the Magnus Archives#need to go down the mike crew tag again#problem is 90% of it is he shows up in one chapter from some unrelated tma fic. on account of being a side character LE SIGH#i know why that is the case but like stilllllll le sigh. just bc he had like 3 episodes worth of content doesn't mean i haven't created#rich inner world of him.#when people draw him blonde it is so frightening..#unrelated i just always think that when i see those designs#like the dogs with bright blue eyes. im shakign please give them contacts etc#i have 1 million drawinfs of mime crew this exact angle pose face drawing medium color scheme etc..#umm whats that quote. about art and obsession#*guy at the party meme* they don't even know all the sing lyrics i relate to him
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lysanders pov <<<<<<<<<<
#he’s BORING#and ANNOYING#take me back to darrow#i’m on light bringer and i just don’t wanna deal with him anymore#every time it’s his pov i just sigh like i don’t care#like he’s at a fucking HORSE RACE ???#i don’t careeeeeeee#lysander au lune#red rising saga#light bringer#light bringer spoilers#i don’t know if these books have much of a fandom on here these days but im obsessed with them so
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oh i just met thanatos and oooooh
#what the fuck is going on man#his fucked up little game of 'who can kill more souls' bitch you're the death incarnate!!!!!! obsessed#his attitude toward zag and zag's little sighs after every interaction . im so unwell#HIS CUNTY GOODBYE AFTER THE FUCKED UP GAME ????? who is this guy#DID THEY LIKE. BREAK UP OR SOMETHING?????? oh man zag why'd u let this bad bitch go 😕#this game is doing something to my brain right now i dont even know.#obsessed w all these silly guys but more so mr death incarnate!!! like what goes on here#also the voice acting in this is saurrrr fun for me. i love the gods especially#hades#🗒
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my byler hyperfixation is slowly fizzling out and im crying about it bc i want it back so please send me any byler fics/art/pics/posts that make you happy so i can get back in the byler mindset please
#moots assemble#byler#i say this as if i don’t have two finished fics waiting to be published and many more in my head waiting to be written#i just don’t have time to rewatch the show and relearn canon them to write and obsess about and it’s. painful#also just don’t have time period but im going to try to carve out more time for myself in the coming weeks#it’s just been a really stressful couple of weeks. yeah#i just need a hug i think#also#i need motivation to write bad idea! from Will’s pov bc i haven’t started that yet and i just remembered today that i havent#sigh#please#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#mike wheeler i know what you are#wayli’s ramblings#wayli tries to think#wayli goes insane
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Genuinely I love Julian's route in The Arcana so much. The potential of it, this inherent pull towards someone and you don't understand why -- he's admitted guilt to murder yet you can't help but feel this strange insistence that he's innocent. You don't know how, but your body, mind, & soul are screaming at you that this man that you have never met before is good, he's not what others say he is, he's not what he himself says he is; and then you learn that he doesn't even remember what happened, he just assumes he's the guilty party because he wouldn't be able to live with himself if he was. Why else would he forget unless it was an unbearable guilt he couldn't bear the weight of?
And, on top of it all, he has this same strange familiarity with you. How does he feel when he sees you in the shop and his heart stutters? When suddenly his aimless searching for something feels resolved, when he looks at you and everything feels right? He doesn't know you and yet his body remembers.
The mutual amnesia of people who used to be extremely close. He sees you for what he thinks is the first time ever, but his body is telling him no, we know them, we miss their touch. And you, the apprentice, slowly realizing you're feeling the same things? You immediately trust him because, before you forgot, he was your partner. Your mentor. Somebody you were so incredibly, incredibly close to, but you died and he blamed himself and everything crumpled and he made himself forget so it could never happen again and then --
There you are. And neither of you remember, but at the same time, some part of you does. The muscle memory never left. He touches you so casually, pats your arms and grabs your hand and leads you around the alleys as if it's second nature because it is. He dreams of your face and his torment and of losing you, and doesn't realize that it was real, and that his body itches to hold you because that part of him can't bear to lose you again.
I am obsessed with it. How many little tells are there, really, that the two of you share and hint at it being an old habit from times forgotten? How many little touches used to be daily routines? How many flutters of visions aren't just passing thoughts and wishes, but memories?
You think of how hard it would be to kiss Julian with a plague mask on, and his response is "Imagine trying with two of them," because he wanted to kiss you when you were his apprentice, when you were both desperate and tired and aching and tortured by the plague with only each other's company as a comfort. Maybe that's why you had the thought of kissing him in the first place, too -- but neither of you know why the subject was brought up, neither remember, yet some parts of you do.
Ugh. I love it. And when Julian finally does regain his memories? And he realizes you're real and you're here and you've been here, and he has been able to touch you and hold you this whole time, but now he can truly appreciate it, but he's also horrified with the weight of losing you all over again. Oh my God. It's so good. The potential underlying thoughts and emotions are so good.
#im rambling#im just obsessed with past lovers who have mutual amnesia#but they both feel this weird sense of /rightness/ when they find each other again#and everything starts moving so quickly and its too quick to be comfortable yet it is more than comfortable#its natural its instinctual because you both fit#youve always fit you just dont remember#the tragedy the beauty the intimacy#the love shared inherently between people who cant remember why#but their bodies know they miss each other#and touching one another comes as easy as breathing even when everything around them is telling them no this is dangerous this is not sane#he is a murderer he is a terrible person he will hurt you#but your body says /no/#because its whispering /i know him/#grabs my heart and sobs into the pavement#im so sorry im rambling so much i just. its so good. i wish we had more books like this#not the one sided amnesia trope but the TWO sided amnesia#you dont remember what happened you dont remember who you used to be but your body is screaming /its them its them its them/#sigh#julian#julian devorak#the arcana#the apprentice#arcana#arcana apprentice#spoilers#julian spoilers#Julian route spoilers#ilya#ilya devorak#Wolfy speaks
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As a society i don't think we talk enough about the scene in which Carmy sends a text to Syd just before opening his brother's letter. It's such an underrated moment between them but i love it so much cause he's so nervous and doesn't have the courage to open the letter yet and the first thing he thinks about is sending a message to her even tho they basically lashed out at each others the day before and she quit. But then he thinks let's randomly give her the answer to improve the dish she was working on, and she says something like "shove it (the dish) up your ass" because she's pissed as fuck and he smiles, HE SMILES. Can you believe it? I just love them so much I'm going insane, i want like 5 season worth of slow burn between them when we just believe that they'll never be a thing and then boom it's endgame.
#im feral#so my english sucks#this two are something else#and i'm becoming obsessed#the bear#the bear fx#sydney adamu#carmy berzatto#carmy x sydney#sydney x carmy#i'm ready to go down in hell for them#i know i'm delusional#but i like their relationship so mucj#sigh
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Bitches in highschool be like "We accept that depression, autism, adhd, and PTSD can affect people!" But get mad when the person with the mental illnesses aren't "haha funny relatable" and are actually fucking mentally ill and need support.
#yes im salty#i got kicked out of every friend group in my class of 42 ppl#i got told i was too negative#well. yeah. im fucking miserable and nobody wants to hear about the things that i enjoy because they all think it's stupid#i probably shouldn't have vented to people but jeez.#maybe I could've been a bit more positive? but about what? i tried to be more positive about my moving out#everyone would just brush me off#“that's nice Pikku I'm proud of you” and then ignore me again#can't I just be a nerd about my little world building projects? can't I just be silly with IRL ppl about Art-RPGs?#i love the school's Broadcast class bc I like to edit and direct videos but nobody likes the broadcast :(#so when i wanna talk about it they say “it'll just look like shit anyway” “oh I don't like the broadcast” blah blah blah#i can't even nerd about Animals because nobody fucking listens to me!#dramatic sigh#i know it's my fault. im not pushing the blame. I'm just upset that there's nobody else to try to befriend#im not feminine. I'm not masculine. i don't like that ppl have been having sex with each other#im not a fan of sports#don't like shitty YA fiction books and nobody wants to talk to me about Stephen King's IT or The Shining.#Can't I find someone who's also obsessed with Jayeaton's RTTS?#rtts#high school#autism#ptsd#depression#adhd
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me vs letting a piece of writing be ‘good enough’ but not perfect
ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ grrrrrrrrrr
#i’m going to tear my haiiiir out#you know what it is????? aside from suffering from debilitating ocpd ofc#it’s because it’s dabi#it’s because it’s dabi’s birthday gift#and i just want it to be the very best most perfect it can be#also it’s at 9.7k now sigh#anyway every time i’m tryna rush against the clock to get something out before 11:59pm i always feel like im back in uni LMAOOOO#but anyway!!!!! sorry everyone;; sorry dabi;;;; it’s just Too Big (hahahaHAHAHAHAHA)#no but in all seriousness i’ve been editing since i got home from the doctors and im only on page 7 oUT OF 25 sooooooooo#it’ll be a day late <3#this has been clari with the updates#my therapist says i have to talk nicer to myself but goddamn it’s so hard when i’m just like !!!!!!!! LEAVE IT!!!!!! it’s fine!!!!!!!#and ocpd goes iTS NOT IT MUST BE PERFECT EVERY LINE MUST BE PERFECT NOW OBSESSIVELY GO OVER IT >:(#i’m working on resisting that voice no matter how much anxiety and terror it causes me#aaaaah
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