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ok i was looking through my reference pins and though of what's obvious

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hope youre doing okay misa! boy troubles are the worst (and like, troubles in general). take care of yourself

Hi anon, Misa's doing okay... she's just having a little rough go at things for now but I really appreciate the kind words!! Boy troubles ARE the worst. Especially this boy. He is terrible.

Thank you, lovely. Take care of yourself too. Misa loves you!! She's rooting for you 🩷🩷

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"This is ridiculous," you say, trying to put more confidence into your smile. "Ryuzaki, this isn't funny."

"That's not my name."

He's perched on the seat across from you with his knees drawn to his chest. His eyes are so very large. If you stare long enough, you think you can see electricity in them.

"And," he adds, voice as calm and monotonous as ever but leaning towards you: "I haven't told you anything tonight that you don't already know."

"I…"

"Remember," he says, "on the bleachers." It's not a question. "You know what he put inside you."

When I think about that stuff, you'd said, it feels like someone took a shovel and dug out all my insides.

"You're insane," you say. Your fingers are trembling. You ball them into a fist to stop. "You… You buried yourself alive. That should have killed you. You should be dead."

"Maybe I am," he says. "This place is where you go when you die."

"We're not in heaven or hell, Ryuzaki. We're in the Kanto region of Japan."

"I told you that's not my name," he whispers. "And we need to go back down into the soil. Tonight. The longer you wait, the closer you get to suffocating."

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In the blink of an eye (time doesn't move right; years pass like seconds) the two of you are there again. The playground. Remember when you pushed Sayu on the swings?

It's so easy to follow him, still. It's like the chain never left. Sometimes you can see it behind your eyelids, a bloody wire stretching into the darkness.

"I know it's scary. That's part of it."

This is wrong. This is all wrong. This is the truest thing you have ever done, which means it must be wrong.

"It's like what Asahi says," you whisper.

He doesn't say anything, but he tilts his head.

"'If we catch Kira, then Kira is evil. If Kira rules the world, then Kira is good.'"

It's like you're watching yourself on a screen. You feel so, so small.

"The manga," he says, with a crooked half-smile. "Chapter seventy-five."

If Kira rules the world, then Kira is good.

You are good. You are good. You are good.

The soil of the playground is soft beneath your feet. There is your grave: a perfect, unnatural rectangle, dug right before the small kiddy tennis net.

"It's not real if I don't think about it," you say. You're breathing too fast. There's sand scraping in your windpipe. "It's not real if I don't think about it."

"Tell me, Light," he says soft as a kiss, "from the moment you were born, has there ever been a point when you've actually told the truth?"

You push him into the grave and run for your life.

[ @deathnotetober day 10: heaven and hell ]

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goodnight. misa might not post for awhile. love you all. send well wishes

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He would absolutely never wear this but I need you to let me live. Maybe if he did some mental gymnastics then he would. Anyway guess who just watched episode 27

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Goodnight, world. Love you all.

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Late good morning and early hello, world! Misa took the day to herself to figure some stuff out... it was nice! Love you all. I hope I don't forget my goodnights again 😓

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Goodnight, world. Misa-Misa is having boy troubles 🙁 wish me lots of luck. Love you all!

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Good morning, world! Misa-Misa is going to take it easy today. I think I'll just watch silly movies and cuddle my cat ❤️ Love you all.

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Goodnight, world. Misa-Misa loves you.

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"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?

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Hello all. It's almost one am where Misa is at right now and I just want to ask you guys to hug the people you love for me a little. Misa visited her parents for the first time in a little bit!! It was very lovely and Momma got some new flowers, Papa had to have a bit of a cleaning because the moss is really getting him hard. I told them how my days have been going and apologized for not visiting much but it's getting a little harder to visit so often with the price of transportation and time that Misa doesn't have. Just love your people, please. Remember that Misa loves you! If you don't have any people to love then let me know and we can love each other. Wishing you all the best and sending kisses.

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Happy birthday to my brother in slut, Mihael Keehl

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If a caramel apple sucker was a person I would smash so hard

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Good morning (and belated goodnight), world! Misa forgot to say goodnight but she is feeling LOADS better! Sending you all lots of love ❤️

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Hello world, Light Yagami is now BANNED from my blog FOREVER. If you are Light Yagami you must give Misa FIVE REASONS why you should be allowed to follow me. If your name is Raito Light Yagami you are NOT ALLOWED!!!! Thank you, love you all

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light yagami is the awesomest coolest smartest handsomest sexiest most intelligent best tennis player absolute angel can do no wrong NOT KIRA sex god ever