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SPROUT OMFG IM SO HONORED ANDGDHTVEYJJIUGGHAAAAAAAAA❣️💕💕💘💘💖💗💓💖💖💓💖❣️💕💞💝💘💕💖❣️💘💝💘💕💘🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
They look so perfect, so sweet, I’m gonna cry😭😭😭😭
I’m framing this.
Ooo! I’ve been stupidly excited and waiting for this moment! None of the ocs are mine, but I love them so much and I had to do a coin flip several times fk see which ones to ask for. But could you draw smallestapplin’s oc Arthur? Or Ro’s Emily? I think them as the twin’s parents is so cute 🥰
Why not both? Tbh I couldn’t find their character sheets so some of this is improvised, I did my best 🥲
#oc.arthur#oc.emily#pokemon oc#oc#submas parents#I’m dychhyjyv#AAAAA#THIS IS#IM#AAAAAAA#THEY ARE PERFECT#BEAUTIFUL#STUNNINF#I JUST WOKE UP AND I CANT HANDLE IT#blessed sprout#besties tag
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hi yeah what the FUCK
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// there is no way people are saying the puzzles in Amanda the Adventurer are too difficult i-
#ooc : tear away the mask#// we are DOOMED#// between this and people complaining that zoochosis was too vague with its directions and needed more guidance#// .....after literally complaining that r.esident e.vil and f.ar c.ry doing that was “tacky” and “too obvious” and “clashed with the a.es#// like. just shut the fuck up lmao#// i am TIRED of “gamer opinions”#// the games arent bad#// gamer bros and gaming “critics” are just illiterate. refuse to read instructions. and refuse to think critically about the stories share#// the games arent the problem. the problem is the stereotypical demographic that games appeal to cant handle when stories arent about them#// if them being superior and flawless is not the point of the story. if their experiences and views are not the spotlit “good side”#// then they automatically view the media as garbage. bc it's “woke” bc it's “dei” bc its “snowflake safespace“ bc ”trigger warnings“#// or whatever new buzzword the pipeline is spoonfeeding them to denigrate the people they actively view as lesser than them#// due to the continued culture of bigotry that permeates and festers in gaming and media circles#// simply put- when you're accustomed to privilege equality and representation feels like the threat of oppression#// theyre not the center of attention anymore. so they take that as them being erased without seeing the irony#// im rambling but my god “hardcore gamers” piss me off#// die in the game AND for real actually-
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heartbreak so bad i will fix my sleep schedule over it-
#daisy.txt#no but rly i woke up earlier and went 'fuck this' and went right back to sleep bc idk. crying took it out of me#so now im just gonna fix my sleep schedule which works out for me ig!!!#bc i have an eye appt coming up at the beginning of august and its at a Normal Person Time#so staying up all night and sleeping during the day is. not good#its not good for me in general but like. still#im just like. im mad ig. like this happened back in march and now that things went Worse and he shut me out entirely......... ouchies!#kinda makes me wonder if i should eventually just leave the friend circle completely#it means the number of ppl i regularly talk to will shrink down by a Lot im sure#but like. if i were in their situation id pick him over me any fucking day#i just... i cant help but wonder what other ppl would think.#what would he say? would i become the villain in his story?#or would he tell the truth? that we're two ppl who drifted and then he shut me out out of nowhere?#this man is fucking 30 now and acting like this and im like. if u dont want to be friends then say thattttt ur old enough to not be cringe#abt it like this!!!!! i can handle a 'sorry i dont want to be friends actually' i cannot stand the radio silence !!
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I really don't understand how there are still people who are willing to defend Thomas... Like - come on - we deserve better than how he's been treating us lately. And it's not like our posts hurt him (every criticism I see is always tagged appropriately and/or away from the main tags), and I'm pretty sure he avoids these tags like the plague.
it’s because when people get attached to a celebrity whose branding is child friendly content they think that makes said celebrity untouchable and innocent. so when someone comes along with valid criticism, the rabid fans will dog pile them for “attacking” their fave
i think it has to do with “oh no, my fave can’t handle hate! they’re too innocent and pure! i need to defend their honor by attacking this person who just wants an update on video progress!!!1!1”
because if a creator makes child friendly content, somehow it enters peoples heads that they’re actually a child. but thomas is in his fucking thirties. grow up
#although based on evidence i think its true that thomas cant handle criticism akjddkdjdk#also sorry if this doesnt make sense i literally just woke up lmao#asks#ts critical#ts criticism
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i dislike my period so much, someone come hysterectomy me for the love of god
#its so stupid#i will never get pregnant#take it out of me#my appetite is either i need to eat it all OR i cant even stomach food#i woke up almost 6 hours ago and i only just ate a small amount of food right now#because i couldnt handle food#and now i feel kinda gross cause i ate#HATE IT
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thats weird . i came back recently but i feel tired again and i wanna take a break again ... i dont feel like i am able to do anything right now
#i woke up about 30 minutes ago and i just dont have enough energy to do something#i dont know how to get rid of this endless tiredness#all what i want is to sleep 24/7 hahah#life feels tougher than usual . i cant handle it#and im really sorry that this happens .... too often#nonomi's thoughts
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We thought we could handle this because we've been through hell with our chronic pain, but no, this is something entirely different, we can't really eat, we can't sleep, drinking is really hard, the taste is so intense, the nausea when we're standing makes us gag, its overwhelming, we're not built for this
#vent post#anything below the neck being fucked up we would be able to ride out#but the mouth has so many senses its so so much#a toothache bugs us but this?#can we please just call a fucking ambulance i cant handle this#we tried to escape with sleep but we clenched our jaw when we started drifting off and it hurt and woke us up#we dont know what else to do
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WHAT ABOUT THEIR FUCKING DATE!!!!!
#hashtag not well hashtag going crazy#im judt learning about pacs kidnapping…#i swear if fit thinks he’s been stood up ill cry what the fuck i cant handle it no more this is homophobia#i just woke up…#qsmp#qsmp fitpac
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#charlie babbles#I'm tired! and grouchy!#I woke up at 4:30. I kicked the cats out. I finally made myself go downstairs and pee at 5:30. I'm still awaaaake#Im tired! but I cant shut off my brain! the longer I stay here the hungrier I get but I Do Not have the energy to handle a full day#if I could just knock out for a couple of hours. my alarm is set for 10:30. that'd be like 5 combined hours but its better than 3! wtf!!!#I know Im not doing myself any favors picking up my phone to scroll every few minutes but#a guy can only stand so long staring angrily at the swirling darkness behind her eyelids#I want! to! sleeeep!!
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Literally just don't read this if you care about your mental health and stability. I just need a hug that I'll never get because I can't open up to people irl.
I'll go back to pretending I'm okay after today probably.
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What do you do when you stop enjoying everything? What do you do when one day, the most comforting thought is that you'll stop existing someday?
What do you do on the days that even tickle fics don't help much?
I'm nothing that anyone wants me to be.
Has anyone found my will to live and communicate? Cause I seem to have lost it. I don't like to talk about it, and I don't know why I'm posting this on Tumblr where nobody is mentally stable.
Just ignore me and have a good day.
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…delete later but wanted this off my chest
#tw trauma#tw fire#i woke up from sirens and a burning smell in my room and hearing them dying down when they arrive in my street I started to panic#like not again please i cant handle this rollercoaster again#I saw a large cloud of dark smoke and was like is this from the other block? where is it coming from its really close its about 20 minutes#and found out a whole street further a car was on fire#im calming down rn but my room smells just like back then#and this smell reminds so strong about back then#on january 1ste its four years ago there was a fire in my appartement block and I lost so much stuff that day#all cause of stupid fireworks and it changed me how I dont like new years eve anymore while I try to live with it and make the best of it#but that smell that typical burning smell makes me getting triggers and shivers
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Sleep deprivation is a drug for 19 year old college students who live on campus and are too worried about getting thrown out of the dorms for smoking weed
(its me i was the student using sleep deprivation as a drug)
whoever said all-nighters are exhausting is a liar i'm doing great. i've never felt better in my entire life, the birds are chirping as they welcome me into the gates of morningdom
#I once stayed up for around 50 hours in the ceramics lab finishing my final project because i was too lazy to repull my handles and they got#Too dry#After around 18 hours you get the normal body signals saying woah dude you need to sleep go pass out#Then i had a monster#For the next like 4 hours i felt like crap#You know how you feel when you try to cure real exhaustion with caffiene#Then you dont feel tired anymore#You feel super focused and buzzed kinda like a caffiene buzz but happier#That lasts usually around like 8 hours#10 if youre lucky#Then you hit the real crash#You feel like shit#Then i had another monster a 5hour energy and some taco bell#It took like 3 hours for me to not feel like i was dying anymore#Then you get trance mode#You dont feel tired but you dont get the buzz anymore either#Just kinda weird neutral where your body knows somethings wrong but all the regular impulses havent worked yet so it stopped trying#That neutral usually lasts me up until im like 2 hours out from literally passing out#Then those two hours before i pass out feels really fucking good#Youre peppy and a little loopy and you feel like you cant possibly feel tired#I dont know for sure but im lretty sure i started having audotory hallucinations on my way back to my dorm in the last loke 20 minutes#But im not sure#Then i passed out and slept for 8 hours on the dot#Woke up still felt like shit but my body decided if i wanted to punish it wed just prolong this together. I think i stayed up against#My will for like 4 hours then i crashed again and slept for 13 hours and then i felt perfectly fine again
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my day is off to a bad start its my only shift this week (will probably explain in a post later but its not my fault its corporates) and i couldnt fall asleep until past 3 am last night because my body Loves to not fall asleep when i have work in the morning. so i got less than 4 hours of sleep and my earbuds had NO CHARGE today so i had to get some cheapy wireless earbuds and a stupid fucking dongle so i can listen to music
#max sprouts#i hate Everything right now#my shfit is only 4 hours but w my wifes job she drops me off around work over an hour before my shift and picks me up over 2 hours past-#-when my shift is done#so id be sitting around in silence in the breakroom and then at the bookstore for over 3 hours if i didnt get earbuds#which today i Cant handle#just because like. im already in such a bad mood w the lack of sleep#i woke up and it felt like i had fallen asleep 5 minutes ago i did not rest well#sorry to be the complainer about lack of sleep. i know a lot of people get less sleep than me i feel bad complaining#its just really hard for me today#deeeep sigh. at least my favorite manager is the MOD today
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Thinks abt oni pmd au oh so hard. When you get a second chance at a relationship only to re experience drifting apart from them all over again
#rat rambles#oni posting#idk how much Ive actually explained abt jackie and olivia's plot but it is generally pretty simple#I think Ive said that theyre searching for these power cell sorta things to try to restore the machine they first woke up next to#but idk if I actually ever explained how the cells work? well I mean I only like 10% know myself but I have a vague idea#basically theyre kind of similar to the temporal bow in concept and they operate on manipulating spacetime and such#but theyre a lot more based on the concept of alternate universes as opposed to times bow#basically making power from an individual pokemon over theoretically infinite universes#even though theoretically this could be achieved fairly safely with any pokemon it was highly theoretical stuff and also relied on the#assumption that the amount of applicable universes to draw from would be infinite for every individual#so all existing cells were tied to some of the gravitas guild's strongest pokemon who could theoretically handle the process#this worked mostly flawlessly except for the fact that the host's intent and concent ended up being more capable of influence than expected#now this did have some pros as it meant that facilities powered by theae cells could be built in a way that would allow the host full#access to many functonalities of the facility and allow them to keep close tabs on everything#but the downside was ofc that this could also be used to sabotage the conpany if the host so chose#the og jackie and olivia found a way around this issue somewhat by basically building the cells so that some of their innards could to an#extent overlap allowing the hosts to have some level of access to each other's cells#this functionality was not built between all of the cells but they were all built to be compatible with olivia and jackie's#this is in fact the only reason current jackie and olivia are able to track down the other cells in the first place#the one they found still in the machine was olivia's and due to its untable nature its constantly trying to expand into the other cells but#cant reach them#due to olivia being able to be connected to it just as much as any pokemon olivia shes able to feel this pull when she holds the cell#now most of the other cells are hidden in neutronium crusted abandoned gravitas facilities and cities so the two dont end up spending that#much time interacting with pokemon society and as such don't catch wind of the gravitas guilds existence until far far later on#what they do encounter though are the echoes of the pokemon who hosted each cell as they collect them#again olivia's cell is very unstable and is constantly trying to reach out for the other cells so when the two get close enough its able to#start pulling at the other cells enough to allow for said exhoes to physically manifest to varrying degrees#most of them end up being basically boss fights with a few of them just being scared or too gone to care#for the first few jackie and olivia assumed they were some strange security system given the broken down technology around them#but eventually it becomes all to clear that Something happened. and the two of them end up struggling to agree just what that something was
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#horrid day. try again tomorrow.#between overthinking every little thing i feel or do or say & anxiety beinf extremely high#to physical pain giving me hell & just not feeling well#& then just power outages ruining my plans & everything#& then this. fucking. dread i feel abt somehow causing problems on accident. or aomehow fucking things up & feeling like.#i’m walking on eggshells with MYSELF#over analyzing every single little thing i say or so to where i end up in this nasty loop of worsening anxiety#this feeling also that anything i say or do will be taken wrong bc for some reason thats been a thing today too#hell on earth. its exhausting.#i cant even at least sleep because its fucking humid as fuck too.#& my body doesnt handle that kinda weather well it feels horrid so its just…#i really dont wanna go to work tomorrow i just want a self care day or somethn atp bc no#idk im just barely handling anything well rn.#shoulda expected this mess from the moment i woke up & felt this anxiety & dread idk#maybe im just getting too caught up in my head.#i wish i could just go wandering get lost in the city or wander my neighborhood or. something. take my mind off how haywire its going over#quite literally EVERYTHING. & also ig certain memories too but we’re not touching that#just tired of this shit. & wishing i had a means of grounding myself.#tbd i suppose. idk.#ishtar rambles ;#im kinda just falling apart emotionally but is finee#emotional state falling apart faster than a nature valley granola bar AYYY
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