#I CANT EVEN FUCKING SPELL IT

[aryxchse]

just finished reading blood of olympus and these are my thoughts / feelings.

i have one thought and it's that leo fucking valdez should've said the whole plan to hazel and frank. i know his plan was finding c*lypso again, but like, make sure piper and jason knows you're alive, yk? those are your friends for festus' sake

as feelings; i fucking loved solangelo, reyna made me fall in love with her so hard, the iconic line of 'you're not my type' was something worth to read it, ATHENA AND BELLONA ACTUALLY MADE ME PROUD??? wish athena would back up her own daughter this much, but then again the gods x their children fighting with gigants exist and that made me fucking want to FIGHT NEXT TO THEM.

the gods' characters could've been more good, like i kinda feel like hera scares zeus in some type of way, and he was fucking disrespectful. hera's plan was actually good, just cruel. anyway did i mention how i loved reyna avila ramirez-arellano??? i am in love guys, percabeth ate their 5 minutes of screen time and piper is so fucking powerful i wanna cry.

JASON GRACE THE MAN YOU ARE. THAT'S ALL IM GONNA SAY ABOUT MY PRECIOUS ANGEL. jason and percy's friendship and brotherhood made me want to throw up because of love, i adored them omgs 🤭 also nico and reyna's friendship is made me cried too. i wanted to see MORE HERA AND POSEIDON AND IDEK WHY.

camp jupiter and camp half blood just being kids together at the end... gods that made me wanna ugly cry so fucking bad, and them leaving too. did i mention how i loved jason grace? anyways i hated leo in this book for choosing c*lypso over his friends.

and for the last, my favorite line of percy;

"Greeks! let's uh, fight stuff!"

[xxcrumbxx]

Hello hello soo um im still workin on it ,ive been kinda burnt out from it an ik thers no real preshure and im wayyy past valintinse day but heres a wip of those silly lil valintines cards

Also today is my birth day im 22 now so .. Thats a thing. Anyway im planing on making like 3 alternet vershions of eclips 1 with the cannon tipical 2 arm pre decomishion desighn 1 with the 4 armed fannon /cannon design and 1 with the 4 armed ballone world desighn. Probly ganna take a bit but what ever it will be valintine in fuckin may who cares lol

[infernoflorys]

ok poll time i need answers

[batcavescolony]

I hate AI. You wanna see your favorite character say something? Here

Dick Grayson: Hi, Don't use AI to make me say things. I'm literally a fictional character, just think.

Look at that Nightwing himself told you not to! Want another?

Dean Winchester: AI is fuckin' stupid, nothing can fake being a human on my watch.

Wow, amazing!

Support the actual humans in your fandom.

[ejudollz]

y'all my teacher can't spell guys pls save me guys i can't take it oh my gosh im losing it i hate this class i hate this class i hate this class

[elmodoescrimes]

I hate it when people ask me who my favorite character is, like... why do you expect me to choose??? I can't even choose what aesthetic I want, you think I can choose a fucking person?!?!

[chasedeys]

Week 18 | vs. Pittsburgh Steelers

[whor-pheus]

I told my friend (who doesn't know much about drp) to pick between SaiOuma, OuMami, KiiMami (is that their ship name idek I keep calling them Avacado toast in my head), IruMatsu and HaruMatsu and they picked IruMatsu so

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[tache-noire]

All punks, goths, and metalheads are required to listen to Screamin' Jay Hawkins through black history month and learn some appreciation for the godfather of goth and shock rock

[justfranzz]

Something forgotten (ORV chapter 529)

Mild spoilers explaining this under the cut.

[rottencoreofalpes]

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Tw: Heavy topics, Depressive Essay, Mentions of Sexual Assault, Rape, Human experimentation, Suicidal ideations, Failed and successful suicide attempt, Abuse

I can't stop thinking about Suga Syoujiro. He was 24 years old. He admired his older cousin Minase Hattori and getting to hear him talk about the projects he worked on and how they were going to help, of course he wanted to join KFTI as well.

There he found Dr.Nemoto and Dr.Deng, with the first being a very kind and gentle soul. Someone who worked on a research that would target degenerative diseases and give more time and chances to people with such diseases and disorders. He was someone who wanted to minimize the harm cause to his patients. He was a role model Suga looked up to. Someone he aspired to be like.

He was a mentor and a teacher for Suga and then he was gone. He was hurt. Badly, by none other than Dr. Toranosuke Kan, who also ends up being Suga's doomer.

Suga was Nemoto's assistant. He felt proud over the work he was doing. Losing Nemoto was much more than losing a researcher. He lost his friend, supervisor and sense of safety. It was a taste of what's to be expected in KFTI.

He was fearful of experiencing Nemoto's fate. He tried to do his best, to follow orders to make himself appear compliant.

He *allowed* Kan to experiment on him with Botulism AND he even went as far as to take notes of his reaction during said experiment . He did not want to say no to Kan. He knew what happened to people who said no to Kan.

Him, Anna Kasuga and Daikubara seemed to have friendly relations. He knew what happened to Daikubara. He was surrounded by people who kept on getting hurt around him and he did not want to end up like them. He felt stuck. He couldn't leave and couldn't protect himself. He was *most* likely aware of the abuse his cousin, whom he admired from a young age, went through under the hands of Tatematsu and Kan.

And then he was raped.

He was raped. His body, was violated.

He followed Kan's orders. He even wrote notes for him, but that didn't matter in the grand scheme of things, did it?

He got critically ill from the botulism and people were worried about him dying. He survived that, only to be put under mild anesthesia and wake up during his "operation" to Dr.Kan raping him.

He did not want that to be his reality. He couldn't cope with that. Even after waking up, he was harassed by Seki and Kan. He had his hearing aid messed with. He got talked down at by Dr.Kan.

Dr.Kan experimented on him and told him, that he did not know why he was hired since his disorder (Ménière's Disease) was not that fascinating, basically telling him the experiment he conducted on him was just for fun. Suga was nothing but a toy Dr.Kan wanted to play around with.

Suga went for help/advice to Dr. Muranaga Galahad, a fellow victim of sexual assault (to a different person, Dr. Tatematsu).

Suga went to Galahad for advice and Galahad told him not to pursue the matter. To forget about what happened. To try and trick his brain into thinking nothing happened. That he was sick, delirious under anesthesia and imagined things.

And for a few moments Suga seemed to think of following that advice, but for whatever reason, it did not feel right.

He had had enough. He was tired of getting harassed in his workplace, having his stuff moved, having hid hearing aid tampered with, having Seki mess with him.

And he had to go ask, a person, who he had feelings for, to conduct a rape kit on him. A person, whom he did not want to even cry in front of, whom he wanted to impress, to act strong around to conduct. A. Rape. Kit. On. Him.

Anna Kasuga. A person who was dubbed a liar by everyone for faking reports. He trusted her. And she helped.

He tried to fight Kan back. He *argued* with Yonekura who was dismissive and seemed only to give him a temporary solution so she could shove aside his complaint. He managed to get an inch over Kan. He managed to be removed from the Biology department until Yonekura would look into his complaint.

And then what? Nemoto.

Nemoto was someone Kan hated. Nemoto was a huge strain on Kan's record. A failure. A failure that survived. A person he couldn't harm.

Someone, Yonekura kept around, despite him not having the skills he had before being destroyed by Kan. Someone Yonekura kept. And Kan did not like that.

And Nemoto had come back upstairs, from the basement where Kan preferred to send his failures and disgraces to. Nemoto was a sore reminder for Kan and someone had to pay the price.

That someone? Suga.

Suga had defied Kan. He was not gonna get away with that. Not in Kan's eyes. Suga was someone Nemoto cared for.

And so he, with the biggest audacity publicly posted Suga's rape kit results.

He made it official.

Suga was a victim of his. Suga had his traumatic experience outed for everyone to see. He was a victim and Kan made sure he remembered that.

And what did Kan get for his stunt? A break. Time-out if you can *even* call it that. He got to OMS.

And Suga? He was in a dark mental space already. He did not feel under control anymore. He felt dirty. He did not feel like his body belonged to him anymore. He did not want to be in his body anymore.

Minase was not doing well either. So when he decided to make an attempt on his life Minase, feeling guilt over what happened to Suga, since he was the one who brought him over to KFTI, joined him. There was no point to staying in KFTI.

It either kills you slowly or once and for all. You won't get out of there staying the same person, no matter what. You kill a part of yourself by staying there, so why not put an end to your life, right? Pick your time. It's the one thing you can control.

And so they overdose together. But only one person wakes up. The other never. The other person remains in a coma and dies shortly.

And that person was Suga Syoujiro.

Twenty four years old, with hopes and dreams that got crushed. Naive and intelligent, curious, wanting to help. Suga Syoujiro, wanting to get married and have children.

Suga Syoujiro who never ever got to experience his first time. Who only ever got to kiss Kichibe at most.

Suga Syoujiro, a person who ceases to exist and in his place wakes up a different person. A different entity who was harmed by Kan until it killed it's undying self.

Suga Syoujiro and Monomoko are dead. Suga's body and Monomoko's mind.

[xxplastic-cubexx]

yk i kinda forgot john krasinski played mr fantastic

[starcrustduster]

i want that memory erasure process for diluc i'm going insanee

[channelrat]

tell me why i was listening to lonesome while in the billford tag and now all i can think of is how them coded the song is 🧍🏼‍♀️

OH OH OH you're COOOKINGGG what if i sobbed about it actually what if we created a billford playlist on spotify and that's the first song we add 🧍‍♀️

[yeehawitsjakee]

Lots of NF doodles o7 (with a lil bit of Jaheira and Minsc). Had an idea for a comic or something so was sketching out bits of it 🧍also Minsc and NF friendship bracelets!!! 🕺

[batcavescolony]

S3 E8 Supernatural

This is a Christmas Episode! I'd be great if it wasn't April but here we go!

The flash backs to the Christmas they had as kids? When Sam first figured out what John actually does? Then Sam gave Dean the present he got for John then Dean wore it for for ever? Guys I'm crying. And then in the future Dean wants one more Christmas and Sam gives it to him! AHHHH