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Ugghhh cant people let two men be friends?? Superbat Makes no sense! Its not like the official dc tik tok account posted a compilation of their moments with a "which could mean nothing" caption!!!
DC normalizing that toxic and inappropriate relationship is disgusting. Think of all the fans they're showing that content to -- I mean, Superman and Batman are FRIENDS. This woke bullshit needs to end (/s)
#THIS IS A JOKE#I AM SAYING IT IN ALL CAPS#i am mocking the antis#but apparently I need to spell that out on here#so people don't think i#the superbat author#and superbat shitposter#suddenly hate superbat for some reason#lol#asks#anon#superbat
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heeey they graphically updated the ARR world leaders with custom models (well. Nanamo has one too but she seems the same to my eyes and she seems like a normal lala when not wearing her full costume?)...
Aside from Raubahn and Merlwyb somehow being even hotter I have to shout out Kan-E's unicorn necklace's radical improvement :D
(unicorn way up so you also never unsee it)
Aymeric, Lyse and Hien remained low poly at the Alliance meeting, as did poor HW-style Thancred, who just dramatically collapsed in order to travel the rift into graphical fidelity...
Also very funny that earlier Asahai showed up with the old graphics, but Maxima was already boasting full new skin textures despite having of course a way more custom model than the completely character creator ready Hyur next to him... This is the exact right time in the game's history to be in late Stormblood to enjoy the roll out.
#accidentally made the hrothgal on a preferred server so I'm desperately trying to make the most of road to 90#back when I was young it was road to 70 and you could cap out every job in HW and not worry about it#now I'm 86 and 84 on 2 jobs 73 on all hand/land and feeling scared I'll run out of buff before I hit shadowbringers...#ffxiv#I also have a staggering lack of character stuff to SAY about Anatalya even though I think she's great#not much Bozjan character building that leaps out aside from Huge Cid Feelings at every turn#ANYWAY back to clicking through cutscenes so I can get another 10 levels of hand/land before hitting another wall#unless you actually use the MB to buy mats (which I am not desperate enough to do) you can't do any hand ins at level :<#and if I wanted to do more than GC ones I'd have to buy crafting gear as well since scrip is expansion locked#so no collectables because I'd have to buy well over even levelling gil amounts of gear and mats#aurghhhh#I only wanted crafter/gatherer to save money on repairs and melding on an alt on a server I didn't have Frog's fc to nepo baby her on#and thought road to 90 would make it easy :P
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WHAT AM I MEANT TO SAY WHEN PEOPLE ASK ABOUT MY HOBBIES LIKE OH. IM VERY OBSESSED WITH AN IMPROV GROUP FROM LONDON. YEAH WHEN I THINK ABOUT THEM I SMILE LIKE A MANIAC AND I’VE CRIED BECAUSE THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME MULTIPLE TIMES. WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?
#like what am I meant to say when people ask me what I’ve been up to!??!! 😭😭😭 “been making lots of gay fan edits of aubergine farmers”#help#/lh#shoot from the hip#all caps#I love fandom being what I do for fun don’t get me wrong I love it SO MUCH#but like#People I know irl can be very judgemental and I’m not used to sharing it with people yk#But it’s like my only obsession right now and people I know irl are confused as to why I seemingly don’t have an obsession rn 😭😭#Because I’m scared lol#Like there’s nothing weird about it really#but idk#Anyway we stay silly :3#I’ve shared it with people who don’t think it’s weird/already knew im weird#BUT IM TALKING ABOUT IT MORE AND ITS GOOD#anyway sorry for rambling in the tags#This is a silly /lh post lol (/gen)
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I absolutely understand why Babe would forgive Charlie so quickly. These two moments right here explains it perfectly:
And this one
Babe has spent almost his entire adult life feeling like he can’t love anyone. Feeling like he can’t, like he wasn’t worthy of that love, that he wasn’t worth it. He wanted someone who would love him uncondititionally and completely. Someone who would take care of him and not judge him. Then came Charlie. For all of Charlie’s flaws and lies, that is the one thing I don’t think I’ve ever doubted. Charlie loves Babe. He loves Babe so much but he also knows that if he tries to tell Babe who he is right away, Babe will reject him. Babe will, like he did at first, assume that it is all a part of Tony’s plan to get Babe back, to force him to go along with what Tony is planning.
With the foundation that their relationship has now, Babe knows that Charlie loves him. That everything he did, no matter how fucked up, was because he loved him. Charlie offers to die so that Babe will gets his senses back. I think that right there says a lot about how much Charlie loves Babe. How much Charlie loves period. He was even willing to lie to Tony on something easily fact checked. He lies and says he hasn’t seen Jeff. If Tony doesn’t know Jeff works at the garage I’d be very surprised. Charlie is so completely willing to put himself into harms ways for those that he loves. And Babe knows that.
So Babe forgives him. Babe forgives Charlie because Charlie disproves every single negative thing Babe has ever thought about his ability to love, about his ability to be loved. Babe is so starved for love, for touch, for someone to love him. Charlie gives it to him in spades, never stopping. Babe feels safe enough with Charlie to actually love him back. Something he has never done before, he’s never felt like he could.
This is also not so incidentally why I won’t get on the “Way might be a walking red flag but I’m color blinded” train. I have felt the exact same way Babe has felt before, something I still struggle with to this day. That kind of intense self loathing is tough to live with. Babe lived with his for years before Charlie. He never felt like could love anyone, and Way made him feel that. Way made him feel like he wasn’t worthy. It feels like an extremely fucked up version of “if I can’t have him no one can”. I do think it comes from Way also feeling similar to Babe, which is why I am still ultimately sympathetic to Way as a character, but the boy needs to step the fuck back from Babe and let the man live his life and be happy with Charlie. Babe has said so many times, including to his face, that he and Way could only ever be friends. Way just doesn’t seem willing to accept that, which a big yikes for me. Add the hypnosis on top of that and if this were in any other genre, I’d be voting for Way to get his head lopped off. Still I love Way is able to move on, whether that is with Pete or not. Hopefully his and Babe’s friendship will improve because of it.
So yeah, I don’t find it surprising at all that Babe is willing to forgive Charlie that easily. Charlie is everything he’s ever wanted on a silver platter. He was also willing to be completely honest with Babe as soon as Babe asked for honesty. He didn’t lie, he didn’t beat around the bush. He explained it all, point blank. He didn’t even lie about being the reason Babe lost his senses, even when he could have and it’s likely Babe would have never found out. Charlie proved that he does love Babe, genuinely and completely. He wants to protect Babe no matter what. He is willing to do anything. It’s exactly what Babe wants and what he needs. I have no doubt Babe will give back as good as he gets too.
This likely isn’t the end of the road for this discussion. I think they will revisit it eventually, though under what circumstances I can’t say. For now, Babe is willing to forgive him easily, because he loves Charlie and Charlie loves him. In the end, that’s all Babe wants and now that he is getting the chance, he’s going to grab it and hold on with both hands. He knows he can do that because he knows, down to his core, that Charlie will do the same for him.
#pit babe#pit babe the series#babecharlie#charliebabe#pit babe meta#yes i finally got the chance to watch the episode#and i am in my charliebabe feels right now#to distract myself from the lack of alanjeff this episode#and yes before anyone tries to say otherwise#i am looking forward to more of way and pete#i do like way#i just hate the way he treats babe#he’s like some kind of manifestation of the dark voice in babe’s head that makes him believe all of the negative things about himself#and i hate that#anyway#*gestures vaguely*#cap watches pit babe#cap speaks
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HI MY BELOVED ANGEL!!! i am sending u mattsun + campfire as well as kisses n hugs <33
SAINTTT hello 🥺 thank you for sending a prompty!! 🥹 idt i've ever written mattsun fully before so this is something new!
help me get back into the writing groove! send me a character + any word and i'll write a short blurb about it!
contains: exes, stranded-y situation, feelings are complicated, some expletives
mattsun + campfire
"i told you we should've brought the spare—"
"yeah, let me go back in time for a sec and do just that."
"asshole."
lesson #1: nothing good ever happens when you're stuck in a car with your ex on the way to somewhere remote.
you blame iwaizumi for this one. who the fuck chooses to spend their birthday weekend in the fucking wilderness?
(okay, you don't actually think it's so bad. to be fair, he did plan this a year ago. and it did sound like a good idea. then. at the time. anywhere with the boys was always guaranteed fun―at least, until you and matsukawa broke up.)
"can you pass me the flashlight?" he points at the backpack behind you. when you hand it over, your fingers brush over his as he takes it away from you.
and you hate it, because―
lesson #2: you should never be alone with your ex when you still have feelings for them.
you'd agreed to take two cars to the camping spot: iwaizumi's with oikawa and hanamaki and matsukawa's with you. there was no way you'd fit in one, and hanamaki ultimately decided to ride with iwaizumi because, "you and mattsun have shit to sort out," he'd said.
with night setting and the two-hour headstart they managed to get ahead of you, the best thing you and matsukawa can do is to set up camp temporarily and wait for them to come back for you come sunrise.
you sigh.
leaves crack underneath your feet as you maneuver around your camping space. the light from matsukawa's flashlight tells you where he is, just a bit deeper in the forestry as he looks for wood to help set up the fire.
you unload the car in the meantime, bringing out some snacks and sleeping bags while waiting.
matsukawa eventually comes back with arms full of wood, and you help in whatever way you can, clearing the space and fetching more twigs when needed.
the entire car ride here had been quiet, so it's not surprising that this entire process has been equally as silent. until―
"did you already pull out your tent?" he asks, half of his body disappearing into the trunk of the car.
"huh?" you go closer, "i only brought out the sleeping bags."
then he sighs, ducking out from the trunk with a hand on his hip, "we only have one tent."
"what?"
"makki must have gotten yours with his when he decided to move cars."
his hand runs through his hair, a habit you know well. it lights up all sorts of weird feelings in your tummy
you don't know how to feel―
"i can sleep in the car."
―but you know that you definitely don't want him to do that. all things considered, you were friends first. and you've both been trying to be friends again since the breakup. you wouldn't want to cause him discomfort like that.
so, with a deep breath, you say, "it's okay, we can just share."
"are you sure?" he stares at you.
you nod.
after setting up the tent, you eat a few energy bars and clean up from the day's events. the campfire provides ample enough heat, but with how fast the flames are burning, you're doubtful it'll last the two of you the entire night.
it’s much later on, past midnight, that your doubts are proven right when you and matsukawa are cramped together in a tent made for one. it started to get cold a few minutes ago, and you've found yourself inching closer and closer to the warmth you’ve gotten used to laying against for the past two years.
he's only pretending to be asleep, you know that much, too. the rise and fall of his chest is hardly there; you can see it, how he's holding his breath being this close to you.
"issei," you whisper.
he opens his eyes, eyelids lifting lazily as he meets your stare. the vibration of his hum reverberates to you.
"it's cold."
for a moment, your stomach drops at the thought that he could ignore you; how it would make perfect sense for him to. you broke up with him after all, and he doesn't owe you anything, much less favors as intimate as this one.
but he closes the already dwindling gap between you, wrapping an arm around your waist as he pulls you closer. it's near, far too near for exes to be―noses touching and all.
"warmer?" his voice comes out hoarser through the whisper.
you nod, your head shifting up and down—which, truly, is where you ultimately fuck up. you feel it, a little chapped but still pliant against your lips.
in your carelessness, you accidentally brush your lips against his, the sensation alone surprising you enough to inch your head back as you mutter your apologies.
"sorry? really?" he asks, eyes half-lidded still as he chuckles.
his question settles into the small space you're in.
your vision trails from his eyes, down to the slope of his nose, until it lands on his lips again. a little split like you've always known, but still your favorite. still the only lips you want against yours.
when you lean in again, you know you're fucked, because―
lesson #3: the number one rule is that exes shouldn't kiss each other anymore.
#mattsun x reader#matsukawa x reader#hq x reader#shotorus.workbook#WAAAAAH i hope u like this saint !!!#ive never rlly written mattsun in length before so i hope i captured him enough ?????#i feel like he's such a tough balance to write (bc i am not witty at all and i feel like he would be HAHAHA)#anyway !!! some stuff abt the fic: the split was amicable for the most part#but the reason why makki says reader and mattsun have stuff to sort out is because there's like a weird tension~~ that he feels around them#and its kind of like. they bicker? and snap at each other like exes do but also it's just like. why do u care abt what the other does so mu#if you arent together anymore ?? typa thing. its like. they argue but in a way couples normally do if that makes sense#HONESTLY MAKKI WOULDNT HAVE ALSO MINDED STAYING WITH THEM cos he likes to watch HAHA but i think#he joined iwaoi more as a 'ill give u guys time together to fuck it out or wtvr just dont be weird on iwa's bday' typa thing#they were also together for a while! friends first and everything hmmm the reason why reader broke up with him#can be up to you! but my intention was for it to be something fixable and just more fitting for a 'break' typa thing#not necessarily a breakup#also the iwa car went ahead and they have the spare tire so they can go back and help but better in the daylight#i think thats all !!!#i hope you like it !!#ask#rep#saint.🩸#honestly these just keep getting longer hAHAH i should follow my 20 minute cap more#ask rep answered#heartsyougave
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was suddenly plagued by Banana Fish thoughts
#i don’t know why#i am usually habing a wonderful say then BAM Banana Fish#then i cry inside#i want to rewatch it becausebit is good but I know I wouldn’t be able to do it#i need something like apple cow or something#a show where they are happy cause im not#due to banana fish#OOH#ILL WATCH THAT OIKE 5 MINUTE VIDEO CALLED BANANA FISH BUT IRS THE PARTS WITHOUT THE TRAUMA#oh#i didn’t notice i was in all caps#sorry for yelling#it just si sad#but ao good#oh and the fandom goodness the fandom#they thjngs they make are si sad#i have cried before#and will cry again#banana fish#like they aren’t even safe in fanon they torture them even more there
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15/11/2024 - WSH @ COL
Dubois when asked about linemate Connor McMichael -> (˵ ‘• v •`˵)
You've got a front row seat to what Connor's done. What's gone into him having the heater that he's on right now? Yeah, it's - I don't want it to stop, nobody does, especially me and - and Tom, I think, so, whatever he needs we're there for him. Um, I had my hands up in the air, I thought he had that one at the end, but, when you're hot it's just a matter of time, so, y'know he missed that one but he'll get one - hopefully he'll get one next game.
#he... looks like this... (˵‘• v •`˵) to me....#pierre luc dubois#washington capitals#caps lb#puck!gif#p!gif:caps#puck!script#<- a little transcribing.. for fun...#good god the colours on that video were a nightmare to mess around with <3#anyway anyway... look at this service dog... all he wants is to help !! all he ever wants is to be a part of something.. oauhghh...#IF i could do some silly psychoanalysis:#he was happiest when he assisted on peoples first NHL goals last season like it was such a clear source of joy#like he was WAGGING his tail about it. yknow. just so excited to help.. god....#i think because the focus was away from the melodrama of his point production and on something everyone could agree was good#and he's always so serious in media ykwim like always hedging his bets 'well i didnt play perfect and we must keep working'#has anyone noticed this EYE have noticed this. anyway. anyway. what im saying is hes SO happy and uninhibited here because#he's talking about someone else's success.#because he doesn't want to make promises about his own? because he's waiting for the good thing to end?? who knows but i AM wailing abt it
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An alt design (redesign?) for my demon slayer oc, koharu
Wanted to incorporate the little clouds inside the cape for more coherence with the other two Ebisu siblings, and figured that since they’re the main “researcher” of the family, and the one with the least physical strength to offer, their design should lean slightly more into academia with the cape and the hat! Was thinking of making it a tonbi (overcoat with shoulder-cape down to sleeve length and inner jacket) but I think the single long cape makes the design overall easier to read :)
#kimetsu no yaiba#kny oc#demon slayer oc#I am. in love with the outfits of the meiji to showa eras#i honestly can’t say much because I’m not Japanese and all I know is from rudimentary amounts of research on the internet but#I really enjoy the way capes and hats from western designs combined with more traditional looking clothes like kimono looks#I think koharu would wear the cap and cape in cities and surrounding areas where it’s more common to see a student around#whereas the haori is saved for mostly rural missions where looking like a student is impractical#the cape has the added benefit of making it very easy to hide their sword in broad daylight#they don’t put it through the belt because the way that the sword tilts forward is pretty obvious and could get them arrested#so the string on the belt loops lets it dangle more vertically to follow the legs more and be inconspicuous
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#homestuck#hs#kanaya maryam#like my previous post I do not like these so much#something I though was interesting while I was rereading her introduction was how much her interests & such overlap with Jade's#from fashion to gardening (topiary) to dreams...all caps JADE GREEN BLOOD... wardrobe appearifyer#I tried to use a comma oops. inherited advanced technology. tha frooooogggg.#its just called a wardrobifier I see now#You Forked An Innocent D Loitering Over There By The Shout Pole Minding Its Own Business#KANAYA BY----------------------------E! hee hee#I love Kanaya's hive#OH she has that same plush lunchbox setup too.#I don't actually remember her & Jade's actual narratives overlapping much at all...?#No hjtat is a complete & total utter lie. WOWZA.#I hvae to shower but thamatically their arcs have very much to do with acting in service to others I will wonder what exactly they *say*#about eachother although as a work I dont think that Homestuck is terribly effecient with its. ok hold on htis belongs to like my little#notebook not tumblr tags. I am abuzz.#excuse me goodbyeeeeeeee :]#*thematically
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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(regarding the Fort Merceus scene)
"Claude doesn't know as much about the Seiros faith because he's an outsider" thanks for ignoring the entire point of Claude's route just to insist he doesn't grow as a character
Ohhh wait, no, it's not that he's not knowledgeable, it's just him definitely lying! Because disagreements? Regarding tenets of a religion? Impossible! Claude must be feigning ignorance and lying because that's all he does as a character! He's tricking the diligent Lorenz into thinking things that aren't true, because Church Bad and Claude would never tell the truth!
#sorry saw this take and HAD to poke fun at it because what was the game plan here for Claude#if it's so obvious it's a lie and everyone would KNOW it's a lie then NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE HIM LMAO#literally there'd be no point in lying. might as well also say that grass is purple at that point#also tf would Lorenz ''I only pray to look good to commoners'' Hellman Gloucester actually know about the faith#like he literally says he ISN'T a devout believer. like. he says that damn near verbatim. he is not a devoted follower#so he's not some all-knowing expert on the faith or anything#like Garreg Mach literally does trade with foreign nations and lets in foreign students so he can't be THAT correct lmao#and the fact that Claude bringing this up isn't immediately met with. the fucking ''actually it literally does'' thing from Hopes like BRUH#WAIT#WHY WOULDN'T LITERALLY E V E R Y O N E BRING UP THE SUPPOSED PROHIBITIONS TO OUTSIDE CONTACT SHIT THE CHURCH ''DOES''#IF WHAT CLAUDE SAYS HERE IS APPARENTLY FULL OF SHIT??? can we use our thinking caps FOR ONCE regarding Claude i am BEGGING#he GIGA couldn't get away with the ''lie'' if that shit from Hopes actually existed like come ON now people what are we doing#also you know who IS an ACTUALLY devout believer who DOESN'T call out Claude and straight up tells LORENZ to stfu? Judith#so there's that too#and Marianne! she says nothing about this being contradictory either and she's WAY more faithful than Lorenz is#these people want Claude to be a one-dimensional liar who never grows as a character SO BAD
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How did ....
Anders get this women???
Look at him
THERE IS HOPE FOR US ALL
#i am saying this all as a joke please dont come for my knee caps#hilda#hilda series#hilda (netflix)#hilda (hilda)#johanna hilda#hilda netflix#anders hilda#anders#johanna#hilda season 3
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My brain: Would everyone hate me if I don't go to this particular class, even though I could get the notes? Would they be disappointed if I don't go? Am i a bad person for not going to a single class because I'm sick? Am I a failure for not being well enough to join class????? Am I-
Me: BRAIN SHUT UP PLEASE-
#Aaaaaa the emotions are back-#I'm not going but now I am feeling GUILTY#AAAAAA WHY#I just... hate this sometimes#Like I know my brain is being dramatic but it can't stop those thoughts...#At least I did one thing today... maybe I should work on some stuff when I get up#OCTAfan says stuff#Vent#Tw vent#Tw all caps#Ask to tag
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thinking about how difficult it must have been for Rachel Fawcette [Hamilton] to leave her firstborn behind in order to safely remove herself from Lavien's house. how much it must have eaten her up inside and how there was nothing she could do because her husband owned her and he owned their son and he owned everything that was hers and if she stayed, there's no telling what could have happened to her. And she lost her firstborn son over it, fuck the rest of everything she lost and how people treated her, she had no claims to her son who clearly grew up to resent her for what she, if we think critically for a moment and look at the context and the subtext and hey, let's face it, the TEXT, likely had to do. how women were constantly pitted in the most volatile of situations in those days and how she did the difficult thing and saved herself.
but yeah sure let's reduce her to Whore because that is so much more impactful through a modern lens, like sure let's give her disgusting husband, and every other fucking man throughout history, the glory of successfully making the women they hurt out to be cheating whores. let's tell her son's story by calling his mother a whore every other fuckin song. let's act like "son of a whore" at the end of all things is more of an insult to him than it is to his mother, the so-called whore who clearly had it so bad at Lavien's that she fucking left. do we not realize that by reducing her to that, we let Johann Michael Lavien fucking WIN? i'm sick. so fucking sick to my stomach I hate it here
#rachel fawcett#rachel hamilton#alexander hamilton#james hamilton#james hamilton jr#hamilton musical#amrev#american revolution#historical alexander hamilton#women in history#johann michael lavien biting the curb pls#ron chernow#lin manuel miranda#I'm also not going to pretend that there weren't creative liberties LMM took which piss me off bc they are harmful to women#and people of color#black history especially of which he is NOT a part#queer history#etc#like i'm not trying to be a dick bc it's impossible to write a piece that perfectly captures the experiences of all minorities in the US#however I am fair to criticize it#so we can put our thinking caps on and say hey#maybe it isn't ok to reduce women to stereotypes perpetuated by men LIKE RONALD CHERNOW#critical analysis#not hate#btw
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I posted this and like immediately deleted it because I’m self conscious as hell but not before @jiserus-blog spotted it and drew this ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE rendition. I am in love with this, thank you so much, everyone else please admire.
#I always want to draw him in my ‘fits but free time to draw has been rough and I’m bad at drawing sharper features#so I am BEYOND THRILLED to see evidence that yes I DO dress like Harry Du Bois which is sensory euphoria at its highest#t-shirt over one piece so all the cloth hangs loose on me#sandals for freed feet that aren’t cramping because no one makes for wide Native feet#Fall Out Boy cap to contain my hair and keep it out of my eyes#disco elysium#harry du bois#sadie has a face#say more sadie
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“I was just so hungry, gill”
Meal isn’t pictured in alignment to how it’s described in the THING!
@here-there-be-drag0ns
AUSVBRBRHEHTHRGRGRGRGHRHGHGGG i bashed my fist into the wall multiple times while reading this fic[link] in astonishment of the details and how they alluded to things and i can Talk SO LOUD AN D UNCEREMONIOUSLY but i wanna put that under the cut along with my Fav quotes of this SO READ IT FIRST READ IT FIRST READ IT FIRST!!!! I PLEA
On a less serious note There were multiple times where my brain had to spare myself from fathoming by making stupid connections like Chip taking doppelgillys kidneys because in a bit where gill said he took chips And other Stuff Like That but then THE HE PROBABLY TOOK HOIS HEART FIRST????? IM KILLING ICARUS????/NSRS IM MAIMING THORN???? obeheheemanba okay!!
So here’s most of the screenshots I took while reading this! Which will help me relive the atrocities
My reaction to Did you know it wasn’t me by here they be dragons /pos :
DID YOU FUCKING KNOW I WROTE PARAGRAPHS DISECCTING HOW BEAUTIFUL THIS FIC WAS AND HOW IT PERMEATED ALL OF MY SENSES AND FUCKED GREATLY ALL GOT DISSIPATED BECAUSE I FORGOT TO SAVE. IN SO TIRED RIGHT NOW. ANALYSIS LATER IM PISSED OFF
OSHAHEGRGRHRHHRHRR GRAAGAHHHHH
They seriously couldn’t have done that to me after I spent like thirty minutes writing how much I admired the tension and the buildup and the emphasis on how fucking dead chip was OH MY GOD.
Icarus if your reading this I cannot emphasize enough how greatly the fics I’ve read from you Fuck with my brain
I remember watching the a new riptide episode at some point and genuinely wondering why gill and chip wasn’t more conflicted with each other and why gill wasn’t being more obedient to his friend for knocking his shit I
Reading the absolute ferocity went at doppelgilly made drawing this SO SoSo so much more rewarding for me which is something I have a Lot of trouble with . Or like being passionate / having fun with drawing it’s insane
I was kicking my feet fangirling over it
You’re such an amazing fucking author in which i do still wanna write down why those excerpts Stuck So Hard and GOSHHHBD DB losing it I admire you so much have an awesome sauce day :o3333
#this was the 911 of jrwi fics for me am I allowed to say thag#I did in fact scream and throw my furniture around in this mad me feel irreparable things#doppelgilly’s anatomy is based on an angler fish :o3 don’t contact a biologist on that kne#THIS WAS INSANELY FUN TO DRAW YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND…….#IT WAS DRAWING LIKE. THE TEARS IN DOPPELS ABDOMEN OHMIGOSH. 😊😊😊😊 I DIDNT KNOW ID HAVE SO MUCB FUN WITH TTHATGG!!#blood#gore#guts#with id#kiedeo#all caps#gillion tidestrider#chip james#jrwi doppelgilly#my lights wheny off mid writing this and I thought chip was gonna eat me#oh oh oh oh!!!! I’ve experimented with my gillion design!! and . this is yet again the happiest boy I’ve ever been inm so Insanely Serious
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