#I AM NOT OKAY OK??
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Last night I had a somewhat sad thought/idea, call it whatever you wish.
Each night, before going to sleep, Charles would find Erik using his telepathy, passing through thousands and millions of people's minds every time, just to find one specific one. He does that to make sure that he's safe and alive, because even though they're rivals after all that happened, Erik is still his old friend. He doesn't know Erik's exact whereabouts, in which country he lives, and what people he shares his life with, but at least he knows that he's still there.
Bonus detail: each night Erik actually feels someone's presence in his mind.
#this thought started a crying session for me last night as well#I AM NOT OKAY OK??#i've already discussed it with my friend and he made things worse by saying that erik puts on his helmet so charles won't find him#thank you mr. pepsi but i don't share your point of view đ¤ /hj#xmen#x men#magneto#erik lehnsherr#professor x#charles xavier#cherik#my ramblings#im gonna throw up
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IâD LIKE TO TAKE A MOMENT TO POINT OUT THAT HE HAS NOT BEEN CONVICTED
The meme culture of internet has jumped on the bandwagon and Iâm concerned that by making him the face of all the memes online we are creating a sense of inevitability that he must LEGALLY be guilty, because if not then why would we all be talking about him? The crime is ALLEGED and until ANYONE is convicted we deny, deny, deny
#luigi mangione#is carrying a âthree page handwritten manifestoâ on you#the type of thing that someone would like. actually do???#if youâve done a crime?#when it would clearly be evidence against you???????#TO BREAKFAST AT MACCAS?????#like am I dumb or does that smell funky#man I dunno#current events#edit ok someone pointed out that he probably resigned himself to the fact that he wouldnât go unfound forever#as nice as the idea of him escaping was#but hey this post Still Holds True okay#it is not inevitable it is not certain we are the agents of change
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ive literally never interacted with the rats smp ever besides like once
but ren and martyn exist. and a lot of my other favorite creators. so we're going headfirst into rat yaoi. raoi, if you will. ratataoi?? ratatouille yaoi? ...ill work on it
#i also am one of the poor souls who misread ren's specialty as snuggling. sigh... dreamers continue to be dreamers#rats smp#mcyt#art#digital art#my art#rendog#renthedog#martyn inthelittlewood#martyn itlw#martyn fanart#is there a duo name for this. like.#rentyn#that sounds like renting thats kinda funny... cuz theyre.. theyre in a hotel.... yeah ok#okay how about this one#treebark#is that it. is that their duo name. is that a trafficblr only one i dont know how mcyt works despite being here for the majority of my life#hello#whatever we continue on with regular boring tags because wooahhh exposure woahh guys pay me in exposure (dont)#i formally apologize if you are really taking time out of your day to read these tags. you will not be receiving compensation#rats smp fanart#rats smp season 2#rats smp 2#rats in paris#ratshipping#i guess#yeah#yeah i can't deny it im sorry for trying#did you know this is the end of the tags#truly it is
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sorry guys,,
i know finn is a newly released character but when i saw him i (think i) "know" what to do.. please hear me out..
#dandys world#dandy's world#dandys world finn#dandys world shrimpo#IF YOU DONT LIKE THIS THAT'S OKAY BECAUSE ME NEITHER#finn x shrimpo#ok srsly what the hell am i doing rn#brightney dandys world#CRIES I ALMOST FORGOT TO TAG BRIGHTNEY#This can be taken platonically too don't worry
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âeverything happens for a reasonâ yeah to get me closer to ending it all
#am i funny yet#ok perish#bpd#actually bpd#bpd safe#bpd vent#bpd feels#bambi baker#ok#die#okay#txt#love me please#being borderline#actually borderline#borderline things#i have goldfish#okok#okok im done#solya#solya music
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well at least now i can say with absolute certainty that netflix hates two things, and thatâs ghosts and gay people
#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#charles rowland#payneland#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detective netflix#not-the-living-ghost#monty finch#monty the crow#save dead boy detectives#willie jatp#alex jatp#jatp#jatp netflix#save jatp#i am not ok with this netflix#i am not okay with this#sydney novak#stanley barber#ianowt#lockwood and co#anthony lockwood#lucy carlyle#lockwood netflix#l&co
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(pre-calam) filling the compendium :-)
+ closeup and the aftermath
#i am PRAYING that this posts okay and nothing gets squished or looks ugly. but if it is youcant tell me because ill cry#okay. anyways.#zelink#zelda#link#loz#botw#totk#link botw#zelda botw#loz fanart#for some reason trying to format this became a sisyphean ass task so now i just want to post it and go lie down or something#âwhy use warm colours if theyre on satori mountainâ idk.... i liked how they looked :)#ok what else. ummm. so we KNOW zelda filled the compendium like she was running the navy right#its really funny because i dont even think its ever mentioned other than like. maybeeee one throwaway line from purah?#but there was a fandom osmosis moment bcus everyone Knew she'd be on top of it. and its true. she would be.#my art
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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ouguugh,, womnen
#barbara gordon#my inbox is literally full of yearning lesbians i promise i see you im doing my best#also are ppl okay with me posting wips here#ive realised i literally have nothing to post if i only stick to mostly finished drawings#so im being brave and exposing my god awful process to u all#also omfg i am so sorry for doubling up on the watermarks but p1nterest users r destroying my will to live so i gotta be more vigilant :â)#ok real tags now#batgirl#oracle#dc comics#fanart#my art
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So, humanity is at over eight billion people. Time for a bit of statistics education for y'all, because I feel like it.
Okay, take a group that's around 1%. At least officially, it could possibly be higher. So like,
BPD: 1.6% officially
DID: 1.5% officially
Trans: 1.14% officially
Schizophrenia: 1.1%
These are American statistics, but presuming that overall none of these have some sort of strong cultural cause, they should be representative of the norm of humanity. Now, let's get the raw number estimate out of this. What we're going to need to do is multiply 8,000,000,000 by 0.016, 0.015, 0.0114, 0.011 respectively.
128,000,000
120,000,000
91,200,000
88,000,000
So, this a rough estimate for the number of people in each category respectively. Bit bigger than you might assume when you hear "approximately 1%", right? When you hear "approximately 1%", you're liable to think something is super rare. And in proportion, yeah, sure.
But plot twist, I'm discussing misinformation and bad propaganda. Did you know the internet allows disparate groups of small populations to connect and form larger communities than was ever possible offline due to how irl populations are distributed? Now, imagine a community of just 25% of trans people. Using the prior information, you can do this calculation yourself.
Done it? Did you get 22,800,000 people? Good job. If not, the calculation should have been 91,200,000 x 0.25. Now, imagine a community online of 22,800,000 people. That's a pretty damn big community online, right?
And this here shows how false claims of the level of visibility of various groups online being the result of "fakers" and "trenders" is. Those claims rely on your inability to understand that even 1% of humanity is 80,000,000 people. You aren't seeing anywhere close to 80,000,000 different people posting about it. You aren't even seeing 1,000,000 people posting about it. You are seeing a tiny fraction of a tiny fraction of humanity posting about it. Social media just enables that itty bitty bit to find each other and interact.
#despair.irl#mathematics#math#statistics#trans#transgender#transfem#trans pride#trans positivity#trans stuff#lgbtq#lgbtq community#system discussion#system stuff#system posting#plural system#did system#traumagenic system#plural culture is#plurality#mental health#mental illness#istg if someone is gonna discourse about the ones I selected it ain't comparison between them or calling being trans a mental illness#it's a commonality of arguments + extremely similar statistics#i am trans and plural lmao#ok to reblog#okay to reblog
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âThus, then, in our heartsâ honeymoon, lay I and Queequegâa cosy, loving pair.â
#limbus company#lcb ishmael#lcb queequeg#lcb queeshmael#lcb ishqueg#I WILL NEVER STOP CRYING OVER SAILOR YURI OKAY#GOD#I AM NOT OK NO ONE WILL EVER MAKE ME OK I LOVE THEM#caption is a quote from chapter 10#i lov them#next thing i post will be genshin i promise
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today i offer you prompts 11-20 for isat month!! ignore your calendar THANKYUUUU <3
#isatmonth#isat#isat siffrin#in stars and time#isat loop#isat mirabelle#isat isabeau#isat sadness#isat change god#isat spoilers#two hats spoilers#technically#is-at all the tags????? idk im tired!!#id in alt hope it makes sense im sorry in advanced!!#eyestrain#potentially#*looking at horizon DRAMATICALLY* i am no longer the person i was before i started this piece... (i hurty my hand </3)#maiora draws#today on: drawings that made my graphic design buddy really mad at me <3#i have developed so much beef with the favor tree while drawing this#i would fight the shit out of this fictional tree#and i would LOSE but whatever <3<3<3#i have so many nitpicks over this image but its OKAY its FINISHED now im FREE!! IM RUNNING AWAY#BUHbye have a nice day or night or whatever your hair looks amazing ok ciaociaoOOOOOO!!!!!!!
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pretty sunrise or sth
#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu#Sdr2#Super danganronpa 2#an art#Listen I somehow fuckong hate how this came out ok I dont like it BUT here it is anyway. Because. I am not the authority on what's good#And I'm WORKING ON IT. as well as more stuff.#It was a light study and sometimes those dont work out and that's okay. Somethings wrong here I dont know what but I'm excited to find out!
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UNCLE TELLO PROPAGANDA BE UPON YE! HE LOVES HIS (TEMPORARY) TURTLE SON! VOTE CASSâ UNCLE DONNIE IN @rottmntpeepawpolls !!!
(Pray for my boy that he may survive against MNMC!Leon đđđ)
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#cass apocalyptic series#Mutated Casey#peepaw showdown#future donatello#casey jr#this file has almost 22 hours on it I am not okay#ok bye Iâm taking a long nap#This seems good enough for an art tag
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i just KNOOOOOW endoâs all about that body worship and general worshipping normally by default settings but get him pissed off enough on purpose (you knew what you were getting into when you were riling him up earlier. he knew too. âFuck you,â you say? Say less.) and heâd have your face against the rug, fucking into you while he has one hand behind your head and the other pinning your wrists on your lower back with just enough force you wonât be able to move away. heâs got one leg propped up by your side so you know heâs thrusting into you harder. canât beg for him to slow down in this position.
Both of you are fully dressed and barely made it into your shared apartment, the main doorâs slightly ajar. his zipperâs down and your panties are just slid to the side, digging uncomfortably into your flesh but with how heâs filling you up with his thickness, you donât mind the slight pain. If anything, heâs fucking you harder because of it.
you whimper little phrases like âtoo much-â and âs-slower!â but they fall on deaf ears. your manâs too pussy whipped to listen to anything. too pissed to care.
he can make love to you later. you wanted him to fuck you? fuck you he will.
itâs no surprise you both get constant noise complaints from your neighbors.
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#wind breaker#windbreaker#windbreaker smut#wind breaker smut#yamato endo#endo yamato#yamato endo x reader#endo yamato x reader#yamato endo smut#OKAY ITS 7 AM I NEED TO SLEEP but horn horn thoughts about endo i gotta get them outta my sytem#ENDO NATION RISE UP đŁď¸#i guess#are there anybody out there? endo fuckers where u at#ok goodnight#bibi rots
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im a child of divorce
#the bit is over when i say its over and even when its so joever for these two its not over for me!!! (once again i am on heavy copium)#anyway. thoughts behind the spoiler tags#gempearl#shiny duo#wild life smp#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#i feel like. i actually was expecting that#no but its so funny the one time the negative consequences of something does actually get acknowledged its the SL finale âbetrayalâ/j#like cmon fuck me i guess/j (BIG EMPHASIS. ON THE SLASH J. OKAY.)#but honestly though i did expect Gem to hold a grudge over the 2v1 in SL. and. its good that there are consequences???#it IS a âbetrayalâ in Gemâs eyes. they were friends. they were murder besties for the last two sessions and then Pearl chose Scar over her#and its awesome man. [through gritted teeth] this is awesome man this will be good for character development ok ok ok. ok?#its also got something to do with Pearl having the red creep in. i think#because during SL Gem was like. nearly idolising the Scarlet Pearl persona while vaguely aware that her own reputation has a similar effect#and yknow. the horrors. the fact that their image is so heavily built on what others deem them to be and they can only play into it#but by the end of SL Gem gets âbetrayedâ by this persona that she looked up to#and also her own âGeminiSlayâ intimidating image is also starting to fall apart. partly of her own will#and now shes watching Pearl slowly turn red again. and this time she knows its not good for her or Pearl#so shes distancing herself from it. shes âtrying to fix her reputationâ. she sees Pearl falling into it again and just. no. i dont love you#you betrayed me last season#but on Pearlâs end of things sheâs already deep into the idea that as long as you say you âforgiveâ someone then everything thats happened#in the past doesnât matter and they can all be friends. and nooo absolutely no grudges will be held. no emotional repression here#so. because thats happened to her in her own team she thinks the same can happen with her and Gem#and thats so. im going to blow myself up now
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