#I ACTUALLY CANT STOP STARING AT IT
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HOW COULD YOU DO THIS HOW WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYWDJ
Dropping a very special Sketch-a-wish, voted on by my lovely Patreon members for August! The winning request was to illustrate an off-page scene from The Folk of the Air series, when Cardan was writing his letters to Jude. I countered that Cardan went through the five stages of grief writing those letters, and each deserved it's own illustration. (Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance) You'll also notice some familiar outfits throughout! Have a great weekend. :)
#you made THIS#POSTED IT#AND TOLD ME TO HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND?????????#BOLDDDDDDD AND BLESS YOU#you have a great amazing splendid life op#I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS#ITS PAINFULLY BEAUTIFUL AND I Am not ok#I’m gonna be staring at this for the next rest of the year#lol wtf this is heart shattering splintering destroying#the biggest slap in the mf face when I realized what I was seeing#THIS WAS CAPTURED SO FUCKING WELL#I HAVE THE MOST OF CHILLS RN#THE LAST ONE OH MY GOD YOURE SO BEAUTIFULLY CRUEL FOR THIS#ur art is fucking magic#I can’t believe my eyes oh my GOD#I ACTUALLY CANT STOP STARING AT IT#THE WAY HES LOOKING AT THE PAPER ON THE LAST ONE OH😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#there’s no going back after this#I genuinely cannot stop staring#THANK YOU#THANK YOU SO MUCH
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every morning 4am this is what i see when i wake
#snap shots#woah…. rare irl photo…#i has a funny blurred pic that just makes me think of like. some kinda shoegsze album cover for some reason djdjWODJSJ#anywaydjKWKJA#stop staring at me with them big ol eyes#i got him Ever ago bur i wanted to shaew him tonight … i just changed the batteries in my candles …#it still looks like i sleep in a dungeon but thats ok Look At Him#whenever im feeling lost or down i pull him out of my pocket and hear him tell me to stop fucking around and focus#i stare into his eyes and i feel immediate shame and Stop Fucking Around immediately#works everytime …#the plush set this comes from is so funny cause its like scott jean logan#and then this freaks just there too. like nawww why is erik the bus driver all of a sudden#the day theres a lil charles plushie ill actually ascend to the high heavens PLEASE#you CANNOT separate them :((#anyways … i sleep now … with this little weirdo watching me#i cant say he’ll protect me from bad dreams but he’ll at least be a witness if i die during one so thats nice#good night team !!! i dont wanna do my presentation tomorrow ………#also im lyin. im gonna doodle a lil then sleep …#gettin a drawing tablet was the worst thing i coulda done i cannot put it down fjOWJSSJSK#ok byebye ….. prob wont post anymore tonight at least ….#so we can act like im sleeping 😏 and yet erik also acts as a witness to my lies 😔 a travesty….
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be gay, do crime? yes. but also be gay, do multiple re-watches of supernatural season 5 episode 8 Changing Channels to stare at Gabriel's gorgeous eyes when hes standing in the holy fire at the end.
#everytime hes in an episode i cant stop staring#hes so fucking pretty#my actual favorite ever#Richard speight jr my beloved#Gabriel does things to my brain chemistry#supernatural#spn#spnfandom#gabriel spn#gabriel supernatural#richard speight jr#s5e8#5x8#5x08#changing channels#spn changing channels#changing channels spn#5x8 changing channels
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The new CG has me in a mood (and the mood is punk goes pop) ʕ≧ᴥ≦ʔ🤘
#hello im back fromt he shadowban realm#back with a vengeance#I know the CG is supposed to be Ray dressed as Unknown.. but#I cant stop thinking about Unknown rocking out all his pent up emotions with music#and he just looks SO COOL#SO PUNK ROCK#I must admit my elder emo came thru a little with this one#I just adore him so much#This was my excuse to do a character study#I stared at so many stock images of dudes with guitars to do this and idk if i learned anything lol#Anyways i would be in the front row begging him for the sweaty shirt right off his back#thinkin bout how hed react if someone threw their bra on stage LOL#also lets not talk about how i got lazy & stopped drawing his jacket & pretend that actually he just got hot & had to take it off#the brainrot is still going strong#saeran choi#mysme saeran#mystic messenger#mysme#mystic messenger unknown#mysmeunknown#my art
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your knight in shining armour ( HELP ME THE TAGS IN SAKU'S ASK )
sennie. you can't just show me the prettiest boy ever and expect me to be calm.
#UWGDHEGDHHSHDJD#RHAHEHSHDHHWHDHSHDHS#OHYMDGODIDJDJEJDJ#I DONT THINK IVE SENE THIS BEFORE.........#MEWHEGWHHSHDJJENDJWJDNMSJD#HE LOOKS SOOOOKLGOODJEJRJEJJD#losing my mind#like actually#MY KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#iehdhehhdjsjdjsjkd#HIS WAIST ?!!!?!?!??#jesus christ#HIS ARMS ???????????? sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#knight!rinnie with his princess ... (me. i'm the princess :3)#i cant stop staring at him whathwhdhehdhehhdhshd#ITOSHI RINNNNN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#thank u for blessing my day w rinnie 🙏#🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#— rinnie <3#💌 : mailbox#💌 : letter from sen
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At it again
#drew them once after weeks and now i cant stop#im like a recovering alcoholic that just accidentally sprayed disinfectant in their mouth#i have so many ideas#i missed them so much actually#look at them#the sillies#my math paper is staring at me from across the table😭#i need twenty pages written by next week and i have a grand two paragraphs#because these two take priority<3#amen#i did eat an entire tin of sardines while drawing this#im taking that to mean the fish support the lesbians#they gave me Strength#i just love the idea of uraraka floating and toga twirling her around#so yeah have this lil doodle#i have to get back to my math#(maybe)#hashtag women in stem#toga himiko#ochako uraraka#togachako#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#wlw#chiquilines draws
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𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓲𝓽 𝓬𝓸𝓼𝓽𝓼 𝓲𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 or something whats omori again
gotta pretend like im not scouting out this art for mistakes as i post this. WHATEVER 5th swsh anniversary art because it was on my 2024 to-do list
also i made a thread on my daily allister account on some of my feelings n thoughts about today. its all about allister and not about bea but thats really just cuz its daily ALLISTER.
shoutout to grookey and eldoomf roz for making me like bea more (aka just putting more thought into her. ive always liked her too)
#allisters hunched over you just cant tell cuz im awesome#being a furry artist is actualy great cuz you dont draw feet you just draw paws and act like theyre feet#hands are my op actually. bea dni dni i hate you girl. /NSRS i love her#gym leader bea#bea pokemon#gym leader allister#allister pokemon#my art vro#can allister stop staring at me. fucking hater man 🤦♂️🤦♂️#cal yapping!#<- thats just for under the cut#oh yeah i forgot to mention. yes i know what omori is#its just that i hate the fandom (asides from my friends) and creator. cool game cool characters cool quotes
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What Deacon thinks: what did that mean? did he want me to wear a collar too? why else would he mention my neck? i mean, if he /asked/ me i would wear one but he didn't so would wearing one be weird?
What Ymber meant: It's nice to be near someone who isn't tethered to this world to serve it with a physical reminder for all to see.
#my characters#this just in ! thats why all the deities in the plot have collars and a chain !#its because THATS THEIR DESIGNATED I AM HERE TO HELP THIS WORLD SYMBOL#they cant remove their collars and thats fine by them - its a constant reminder that they exist to serve#deacon really shouldnt get as much crap as he gets in canon for being weird cause the deities are just a different brand of weird#like its not deacons fault that apparently you can say nice neck with no underlying desire#but he cant say hi would you please possess me i want to know what its like to have someone else in my body#like thats really not something you should pin on deacon YET EVERY deity is like wow what a lil weirdo#he also just really wants to please ymber so if ymber asked he would definitely do whatever#on the flip side i need to point out that deacon very specifically doesnt ask ymber for things nor does he pray for things#and it drives ymber up a wall because this is his favorite human who wont ask for anything and he isnt a psychic#he doesnt know what deacon wants or needs and its infuriating cause he exists to serve humanity#and yet this ONE GUY wont let him do things for him#this is very important and i cant believe i mentioned it like a month ago to someone and today#i received gift art of these two and i may never recover#its so perfect and its ymber just looming over deacon telling him that he can pray about anything to him#its also worth pointing out that when i was telling the person about the whole ymber begging for a prayer#its because he realizes that after all this time hes never had a single prayer from deacon - not before nor after the hire#so hes like oh well thats odd hmm#and then begins to talk to deacon like you know people pray to me for lots of things#and deacon looks at him unsure of what this is leading to - did someone offer a weird prayer? ask a weird thing? whatst?#and no - its just ymber saying that people will pray for wealth or an item#or they will express frustration if something is lost or broken despite it not being ymbers fault so deacon just stares#he has no idea what this is going to end on really so he points out 'well you do like to think you break people'#and ymber just ASDFASDFSADF STOP OK NEXT POINT people pray to me to bless relationships with happiness#and thats fascinating so deacon is like wow can you actually do that?#and ymber is so stressed as hes like i mean kinda i can simply amplify the positive emotions in gestures#like if someone gives an item out of love then its blessed#he also admits that he cant mask insincerity or malice so those feelings are not hidden nor amplified#and deacon just is impressed bc that is actually VERY cool
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redoing this painting finally (old on left, not finished with new one yet)
#i cannot remember for the life of me when i painted the original....maybe 2021???#anyways i just painted over it and started redoing it#im much happier with how its going :) have some things to touch up obviously but im taking a break for today#actually now that i have the side by side comparison i cant stop staring......maybe i AM improving as an artist........#my art
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Hmmm the more I learn about osdd / other dissociative stuff like that the more im convinced i have it & that i dont have it ❤️
#nillas#head stuff#Between all the ''Oh you dont have to experience X to qualify'' and stuff i am. getting confused.#Am I plural or am I just delusional? Sometimes I can recognize their voices being mine sometimes i genuinely cant#i do have cases where I dont feel any emotion towards a memory despite another 'part' of me doing so but idk if its because#theyre a different person from me or if its just me repressing myself again#How do i know im not just doing a fancy version of self compartmentalization with characters and actors?#or. is that a part of being plural.#Its so weird#All i know is that even if its all Me but in different disguises. I know theres 1 guy who gave me a name without me expecting it#and hes here and he nags me a lot so sorry i rarely listen to him.... cant help it i dont like using this body#I should just stop trying to look up what mental illness I have its not gonna help cuz i can't actually identify anything myself#Plural or not there are voices in my head telling me to stop staring at my phone all day and you know what. SOLID advice.#NOT gonna cuz I dont feel like doing anything else. not that I have anything else to do either.#We're gonna play the sims for 4 hours again if you have any complaints try to pull me out
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I literally can't stop thinking about this sequence of pictures, actually completely brainrotting me
#ever since i watched aus 2009 i cant stop scrolling back up in my gallery to stare at these#like pics that genuinely make me roll around on my bed and squeal#GAHHHHHH LIKE THE WAY SEB IS GRINNING UP AT AND HESITANTLY PLACING HIS HAND ON HIS CHEST#AND THEN JENSON NOTICES AND MY GOD THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HIM I CANT I CANT#THE WAY THEYRE SMILING AT ESCH OTHER IM GONNA LOSE IT#AND LOOK HOW HARD JENSE IS GRIPPING HIM GODDDDDDDD#like i really cant express in words how these make me feel its actually just *tv static noises*#i feel like im grinning so hard looking at these that im gonna explode#(also @grace if you see these: ive been reading solar flare lately and GOD YOURE SO RIGHT WHEN YOU REFERENCED IT)#(theres this part where mark says to jb that hes been looking up podium/press pics of them online)#(and that they look like theyre in love HE IS LITERALLY ME FRRRRRR LIKE IM GOING INSANE OVER IT)#(these pics brainrotted me before i started reading it but reading it has only made it 100x worse/better)#anyways i really really like 2009 sebson they're so endearing to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#ig its just smth about how theyre so affectionate with each other despite being each others rivals#like constantly patting/nudging/hugging each other IM GONNA CRYYYYY IM GONNA EXPLODEEEE#i put these pics in the comp i made if seb but like bcs of the magnitude to which they affect me i needed to make a posr for them#just imagine me wailing and losing my mind irl and in these tags sob sob sob#if i stay committed w watching races ill just keep on going to the end of the v8 era so dw my wailing can only get worse :D#every time i scroll up out of the tags to look at the pics again i feel my heart skipping a bit HDJFKGKGKGL#anyways unhinged wdym unhinged :)#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#jenson button#jb22#sv5#sebson#2009 australian gp
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they said it was okay to post here yes…… *DEATH!* TTHANK…U. comm from friend @mynameisjean yayyyaayy i actually died this morning and im still dying rn btw. i look at this and i see a flash of light and i collapse ……..??!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?
#I CANT STOP STARIJF AT THIS………#RIPS EYES OUT. jkヾ(✿゚▽゚)ノ …..maybe#AUGHHHHH…..AHHHHHHHH#FUCK. I LOVE THIS!?!!!!!!!#IT GAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#augh i love jean art style forever and ever i am mentally caught#all i hear is static. this makes me so happy and laying there dead smiling#FOAMIJG AT THE MOUHT…..#tch…whatever ….*stares at screen*#i can’t…stand them…my life is#okay my life is good actually this is like watching a sunset and crying for 5 mins#GOD….#THANK U JEAN!!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💖💖💖💖💖💖💖😇 i
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one fucking day without seeing people making fun of people who can't make phone calls easily/can't order food in restaurants/struggle to ask for help from a customer service worker/etc. due to anxiety. please im literally begging at this point 🙏
#spent the entire afternoon basically staring at the phone number on my computer screen#trying to book a drs appt for anxiety but not doing so bc the anxiety got the better of me is ironic i think#anxiety#actually anxious#< is that the tag ppl use?? idk it exists im putting it there#ableism#like. it literally doesnt affect you#“can we start making fun of ppl who cant order food at restaurants” BITCH WHEN DID YOU STOP??#like PLEASE show me a time when that wasnt made fun of lmao
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me being anxious to ask for anything vs me and my boyfriend both being autistic and needing explicit communication
#.faeposting#i love him#but why cant i communicate by staring autistically#words are hard#asking for anything is scary#instead ill just write poetry about it and reblog tumblr posts#i dmed him while we were in a room together and he just went “oh too embarrassed to say it out loud?” like#yes#stop it#that doesnt help#/lh#it does help that when my mind turns off i go nonverbal so its like#continue please how do i tell you though#brain wipe short circuit blue screening due to my boyfriend teasing me#so unfair#anyway#if you know me irl no you dont#autistic#autism#actuallyautistic#actually autistic#autistic relationships
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btw i guess i do have to acknowledge the ragnarok anime a little bit since im into it now I GUESS and it'sso fucking funny to methat THIS is what they choose to end the OP on. the boo 👎paired with the fucking um. collage of PNGs of the characters that looks like they grabbed the first frames they could find and copy+pasted them into powerpoint. like i get they're trying to do the cool anime thing but brynnhilde looks fucking massive. lubu is staring at nothing. shiva is drawn in a completely different style with a different line weight and everything. boo 👎
#random thoughts#i will not be watching the anime btw it is. bad#i cant stop staring at it like its all bad but shiva.png especially is so fucking goofy to me#this looks like a thumbnail to one of those ALL BOSSES videos but its an actual frame from the OP and its the shot they chose to end on????
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avon 'EXCUSE ME!! he ASK for no
P I C K L E S . '
barksdale
#avon: my man here--#stringer: *looks down and fidgets with hands in bashful and shy husband who hates confrontation*#avon took one glance at string and said ok ure my nerd husband now i guess#i love them theyre such a problematic power couple#it takes a problematic power couple to fight a problematic power couple (avon and string vs marlo and chris)#avon being a leo and string being a virgo is so extremely important to me#a leo taking charge can either be an extremely good or extremely bad thing#THINKING they know something vs ACTUALLY knowing something makes a BIG difference here#STRING BEING SO EMBARRASSED OVER AVON IS SO FUNNY 😭😭#the construction workers glancing over at string for help like he can reign in his upset husband or smthin#how is this clip not on utube like it's so funny#legit a little treat for me holding out thru the civilian part of season 2#avon and his pretty pink shirt being the girlboss king defending his malewife queen adamantly and loyally#string awkwardly staring at the ground thinking 'ok babygirl.. dont embarrass daddy at work now' or smthing LMFAO im ruining this show#but my friends are forced to watch it with me bcs i cant stop noticing things#when a leo and a virgo are on the same page against the same enemy.. they are a force to be reckoned with#leos have the creative analysis of insult and virgos have the methodical movement to approach#but when theyre warring against each other on opposite pages ... their opposition rlly tears them in two#when a virgo starts seeing a leo as lesser.. and the leo can start sensing it.. steer clear of their argument bcs 😭 uh uh#that shit gets heated mad fast#'he has to wear a hat on this site. code. u know-'#string shuffles past silently. as if he had a major say in whatever avons set his mind on#he can adjust the approach or ground it but whatevers gonna takeoff is gonna takeoff unfortunately#sometimes string is tired of playing stabilizer#avon not being a fan of cramped places.. always on the move and always looking around#he doesnt know where hes going or why but he does know that him and his husband need to be treated right dammit !!#hes ambitious but hes aware of lanes. he does what hes good at string does what string is good at. strengths and weaknesses is a big thing#...when he can see them properly. sometimes his stare can be a little skewed. a little tilted#stunted by himself without realizing it at times. a second pair of eyes help steady his aim#they were such a perfect couple and thats why they had to be the ones to essentially destroy the other UGH i hate poetry I HATE POETRY
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