#He can’t possibly believe that
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Men don’t think they can teach me anything so they don’t love me , I reject the presence of paternalism when it presents itself as egalitarian , balanced loving
#blog post#Am i too paternalistic in an effort to be loving ? and is it felt so similarly as thorny?#My father loves me even though he thinks im invulnerable#He can’t possibly believe that#Im flesh and bone and short and narrow#Maybe my speech is sometimes strong but i am surprised people think different things about me than I think about myself#Sometimes people see good in me I haven’t come to agree with yet#He said it seemed like I always knew what I was doing#and Maybe this is even why he loved me#but when I told my dad he said that#my dad knew just what he meant#why are these men who I love slash love me in such agreement about me#Is it true that I’ve been known#is it true that I’ve been discovered#even by men who I wish still would love me#And does my mother love me#im calling out for her now too#im calling out for all my representatives#to tell me if you live through this#How can I have a night like this and then a tomorrow morning??#and it’s every night#Last therapy session I said I loved crying#I am crying right now
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..like…constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho don’t take me seriously I’m not good with graphs
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#he’s trusting Jazz. it’s.#also it totally wasn’t me googling ‘believing and trusting nuance difference in english’#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he can’t believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldn’t fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#I’m so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didn’t make me feel like it’s truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didn’t do quite the same#but this👆. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldn’t be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you don’t have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? It’s a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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He’s a tv man or whatever
#vox#hazbin hotel#hazbin vox#vark#whateverrr drew the guy#Also his ass looks better in an actual suit and tie wtf#dumbass reall got that oversized bow tie just to be as close to alastor as possible lol#square head dumbass#hope he dies or something idk (disgust) (affectionate) (hate)#can’t believe I made fanart ought#tho idt vark will be a cute pet anymore in the show#what a shame#art
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How do you feel knowing you converted most of the welcome community to Howdy lovers
The howdy propaganda
W O R K E D -
[mini cw link has mini caterpillars in it]
#So guys we did it HCHCGDHDDH#All it took was giving the caterpillar absolute b a z on g a s#And making him buff as shid LMAOOOO#It was only a matter of time til howdy will finally get the recognition he truly deserves smhhhh#Also if (other) clown sees this I am so sorry for making your worm boy jacked JDHCGHHDJJDJ#And I mean it in my most aro/ace way possible- I purely drawn him buff for headcanon characterization and the goofs#It’s just my thing drawing buff bugs JCHHFDH#Specially large wholesome fuggin buggies#Howdy my beloved smhhh#Welcome home#welcome home howdy#howdy pillar#Still can’t believe the propaganda worked JFHFGFGDH
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Dc x dp idea 106
Danny up and left amity when he turned 18. he couldn’t handle the stress anymore. The long nights, barely passing.
It was only in his last few months that he and the ghost made an agreement. Most of them just wanted to spar. Ember was content with an online music a career. He got box ghost in a factory packing boxes.
They all knew to avoid and stay away from his parents at this point.
Still. Skulker and others were just to much. So he Left for college without telling anyone where he went. Ended up graduating early with a degree in engineering.
He gets hired to work in space!! In the watchtower.
Everything was fine and normal. No ghost, no issues, and best of all no mad scientist bent on genocide.
Now. He wasn’t expecting to get to work to witness nightwing chasing Youngblood around. How did that man even see him.
Nor did he expect Youngblood jumping on his back and screaming at him to protect him from the bully. And ignoring him wouldn’t even work as Youngblood to called him by name.
Then Youngblood to scream at him for leaving without so much as a goodbye. For leaving them with his parents still around.
Maybe nightwing won’t say anything? Yea right.
Not with his Fenton luck.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#dcxdp#dpxdc#dp dc crossover#dcxdp prompt#nightwing can see youngblood#i very much believe this in my heart#Damian defintley can’t#nightwing is a bully cause he wouldn’t play pirates#Youngblood is salty at Danny#he liked to play with him#either Youngblood wanted chaos#maybe Youngblood was locked up in a basement#maybe Youngblood came to aske for help#and forgot human adults can’t see him#the possibilities are endless
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tubbo’s absolute horror at aypierre tping right next to him is so fucking funny (transcript below)
[Video Transcript:
Tubbo: ‘Can you not here me?’ Ah fuck, the dyslexic showed
[Tubbo moves behind the ETOILES CAVE Waystone and claims it]
[Aypierre suddenly appears at the Waystone]
[Tubbo’s face morphs into a large expression of shocked horror]
Aypierre: Hey, Sunny!
Aypierre: Hey, Etoiles, ça va ou quoi? [trans: Hey, Etoiles, how’s it going?]
[Tubbo is muted and doesn’t answer, opens up Google Translate]
Aypierre: Ça va, mec? [trans: You good, dude?]
Tubbo: Fuck
[Tubbo types in “microphone broken” and translates it into French]
Aypierre: Allô? [trans: Hello?]
[Tubbo sends “micro cassé” into the general server chat]
Aypierre: ‘Micro cassé?’
[Tubbo laughs, moves around in his chair]
Aypierre: Qu’est-ce que t’as fait, tu lui as donné trop de sucre? [trans: What did you do, did you give it too much sugar?]
Tubbo: FUCK, what does that—
[Tubbo looks up at Aypierre’s translation bubbles]
Tubbo: Oh thank fuck QSMP
end Video Transcript.]
#qsmp#tubbo#aypierre#the face of a man who KNOWS hes fucked#also my favourite part about this really is aypierre speaking to him in french tubbo freaking out then beginning to read the translation in#the most obvious way possible KSJDKWKD can’t believe étoiles forgot how to speak french :[ he rly is an american now fr….#jay clips#16/01/2024
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Got so mad seeing a forced marriage plot for the 20th time that I got up to draw a design specifically to put a veil on him
#like not to victim blame but you’d think after the tenth time this happens covering up would just be more convenient#rip xuanzang you woulda loved face masks 🕊️#can’t believe he’s canonically such an irresistible pretty boy#I think I watched like two back to back marriagenapping plots and was flabbergasted#season 2 has so many of em…#whenever they start getting real close and touchy with him I get uncomfortable 😭#like girl does it have to be the MONK#surely he’s not the ONLY handsome dude you have access to!!!#they’re like all princesses or demon queens like you have OPTIONS boo 💀#damn put this boy in a veil the way he keeps getting bridenapped#I tried to make him look as tender and chewy as possible enjoy#he’s got the consistency of mochi I imagine 🤤#crap now I want to eat him…#digital art#my art#journey to the west#journey to the west fanart#jttw tripitaka#xuanzang#jttw sun wukong#big fan of his little face there#recognizing another bride plot coming up#put that hat back on or so help me!!!#I’m not drawing that nine ringed staff tf I look like an overachiever?? 🤨#I like the design but not satisfied with the way I executed it ya know?#I’m not Buddhist so do lemme know if any aspect of the design is disrespectful or wrong#feel like there should be more but I didn’t wanna go overboard but maybe I should’ve..#like ribbons and bells hanging off
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The craziest part of the episode to me is the ice cream table exchange about Beth tbh like Morty truthfully believes that Rick would say
“This may as well be our real daughter because she’s just as real as you.”
and
“Put it this way. You’re all basically NPCs. Only Morty and I are real, so your side quests don’t matter. The main quest is us.” (referring to he and Diane exclusively)
And when Diane, rightfully, combats him for his thinking with
“You’re disgusting. You’re talking about our baby girl like she’s theoretical?”
Beth throws in “Welcome to the family.”
Which might be one of the most heartbreaking lines in the whole thing to me because Morty has observed Rick enough to believe that this line of thinking is entirely in character for not only Rick but for the rest of the family too. Like Morty truly believes that Rick doesn’t care about them in anyway and that when faced with this, even Beth would just respond with the belief that this is the norm, at least from Rick anyway. So much so, that he uses an outside character in Diane to call out how insane it is.
Morty believes that Rick only cares about Diane and literally everyone else doesn’t matter and that’s just so sad to me, especially when we have seen otherwise but he can’t be faulted for thinking that when Rick carries that facade with him almost always, and especially to Morty directly.
#rick and morty#Rick and morty spoilers#fear no mort#Morty smith#Rick Sanchez#diane sanchez#Beth Sanchez#Beth smith#please put this boy in therapy my heart aches for him#he and Beth are so tragic to me#Morty truly believes that Rick is only capable of loving Diane and that scares him and it is a rational fear#the show itself spends so much time on this that Morty only ever says ‘the Rick that killed your WIFE’ and ‘dead WIFE’#because he has seen first hand how Rick doesn’t care about others including Beth as he literally left a version of her in a world he ruined#like Morty has seen Rick do so much that he can’t even fathom the idea of Rick even loving his own child (not even the c-137 original)#like he thinks her death doesn’t even matter to Rick because why should it she’s not Diane she doesn’t matter#like it’s so tragic because Morty looks at this man who he cares about so much and sees that his mom cares about so much#and doesn’t believe that he could possibly ever even love them not even a little a bit 💔
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bangs my fist on the table (we are in a meeting) we NEED more fics about Harrier's cannibalism
#disco elysium#harrier du bois#possibly unpopular opinion but I think he’s one of the few characters where a serial killer AU could work#but realky it doesn’t have to be an au because he is canonically a cannibal ANYWAY#like eating guys is just something he does#anyway I can’t believe we have a special little guy here who eats people and is erotically fixated on a corpse
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(guy who has been hyperfixated on izzy hands for two years voice) hey guys you may not have known this but I actually really love izzy hands
#god. god!!!#he’s just so. one of the most characters of all time#I already loved him so much and then season 2 changed me#even with him [REDACTED] I’m still so so happy with what we got and I can’t believe it’s all canon#I’m so fucking happy that he was able to be loved#he got to be accepted. he got to be a part of the crew.#he got to cry and smile and be held and be loved and dance and sing and wear makeup#and feel beautiful. and be beautiful. and be so brave.#he went through a suicide attempt and came out of it and became healthier than he had been in years#possibly ever.#he’s so dear to me I love him so so much#izzy hands#ofmd#tw suicide mention#internally crying over him today I can’t handle it#he makes my heart ache. but warmly.
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Hey!! So turns out a video I made between a certain “well beloved but highly sensitive/emotionally reactive T.V” and an “orange haired inkling-turned-human” has managed to sweep my YouTube channel and accumulate 100k VIEWS!! THAT’S A LOT OF PEOPLE ACTUALLY?? My most widely viewed video EVER to exist in this moment in time?? AAAAA?? Not even mentioning the various comments and staggering increase in subs! It’s so much more then what I expected or even prepared for—might even be the most impactful thing to happen for me this year <3
…aside from graduating high school + the social connections I’ve been fortunate to make lol
BUT THE POINT IS I’d been closely monitoring the YouTube growth through the entirety of October. It’s make me smile like a dork, gawk in astonishment, dance frantically in my room from the energy boosts, and grow courage to stop being so selective/self-conscious with what I wish to share with the world! It’s kept my ambitions going!
I needed to find some way to celebrate the occasion and express my thanks—because I can’t NOT acknowledge this milestone jksjskp. Typically I try to avoid getting tunnel visioned focusing on the metrics/numbers. Mr. Puzzles had already demonstrated how much those things can mess with the minds of creatives. Caring too much about chasing views or placing your artistic value in attention seeking gets damaging. But at same time…it’s hard to deny the sense of pride the 100k achievement has filled me with. I understand that reaching 100k views doesn’t immediately make me any “better” or “worse” then I was before. I’m still just me! It only helps me feel seen by others—and that’s all I really needed. To hear some nice words & receive reminders that my ideas are cared about. So thank you SMG4 fandom for that, seriously thank you.
Please accept this Mr. Puzzle drawing as a way of sharing the happiness around. He’s so entertaining. Love him for simply existing. So glad we can all collectively be super attached to him (and the rest of the SMG4 cast of course). Can’t wait to see more incredible artworks from the fandom :)
Just incase anyone is confused by my vague description over which “animated video” I’m referring to here—hopefully this photo will help clarify lol. It’s this one!! Sorry about not outright stating the title at the start, I got carried away with writing!!
I’ve been in an odd place mentally when thinking about it. Wondering to myself if any of the attention is deserved considering it’s not even fully colored and could be dismissed as “low effort” content (despite taking several days making it). It’s easy to get into a trap of comparing yourself to others and questioning how much of the videos success is based on your skills, sheer algorithm luck, or only because you used popular characters and catered to a specific fandom. And then judging yourself by looking at other peoples videos. I’ve seen several artists post higher quality works then my own but it somehow gets less views. So why did mine succeed when others (who should have gotten just as much attention if not more) didn’t? Sometimes you feel like you’ve unfairly robbed them of that chance to be seen. However I’ve realized that I can’t ever expect views to be consistent—and comparing is pointless. So why worry about it or feel inadequate? I mean it’s pretty common for funny cat videos to go viral, so who am I to question the system lol. “Popular” YouTube videos can range from a passion project which took 7+ artists…to a clip of Toad singing Chandelier or a nonsensical Vine sketch. Anything can happen when it’s the internet! And just-so-happened my video was chosen. I should stay glad about that and get rid of all the overanalyzing. So that’s what I’ve chosen to do :)
#OKAY SO SO SO actually started doodling this once the video was around 98k this morning#it wasn’t even meant to be art specifically designed to celebrate the milestone at first#I just wanted to draw the funky fella who makes me laugh#but as you can see that changed up fast jksjksp#I was under the impression that my video wouldn’t reach near 100k until December UH?? WHAT HAPPENED MY PREDICTION THWARTED??#seems I’ve severally underestimated how long the traction would continue for geez wow uh#people sure do enjoy comedy gotta love ‘em laughs and giggles#I CAN’T BELIEVE WE REACHED IT THO. THAT’S INSANE TO ME—ALL THE SUPPORT AND COMMENTS AND SUBS#thank you SMG4 fandom I would’ve never fathomed the algorithm to carry it so far like this#you wanna know the real kicker?#things would have gone so differently for the channel if I didn’t wrestle with my anxiety & post there#because there was a point during that day where I fullheartedly figured it would cause me to loose subs#I was kinda terrified ngl#this goes to show that you should never hold yourself back from sharing different aspects of your interests#you don’t need to confine yourself to just one thing#or to strive only to make the most high quality videos ever (I put that pressure on myself a bit too much nowadays)#sometimes it’s the simple ideas that manage to charm people#and those who see the effort will stick around to support you. You just need to trust yourself during the process and take that chance :)#EWWWW MUSHY GUSHY SENTIMENTALITY CLOGGING UP THE ATTENTION HERE#whatever happened to keeping the focus on ✨the star✨ who made it all possible to begin with huuuu??#show a bit more gratitude to the charming TV who boosted the viewership in the first place…don’t be so self absorbed with morals lonesome 😒#what is this some sort of My Little Pony episode oh pleaseeeeee 🙄#<- all of that was a simulation of Puzzles interjecting and nagging a bit lol. I’d imagine he’s tried of my nonstop nonsense#….yea the Puzzle brainrot is reaching maximum severities. So there’s high chance I’ll be animating him more down the line :3#stick around to find out!!#hplonesome art
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Yuma Month: Day 5: Sickness
Ah yes, my specialty. (making him suffer)
Bundled in a blanket, feverish yet chilled, vision very blurry.
whose cool hand and gentle voice does this belong to...?
alt version featuring my own whump prompt :3
wanted to try drawing it at least once
he's getting dehydrated but can't move...
so he gets a helping hand from a capable detective <3
#Yuma Month 2024#whumpcode#master detective archives: rain code#rain code#yuma kokohead#yakou furio#pixeldoodles#my art#illness whump#fever whump#yep if this challenge involves sickness you better believe i’m in#and I finished it early too! (ofc I did)#the illness isn’t specific or anything#just a 39+ degree Celsius fever being imobile and just being generally miserable#his hearing and vision can’t quite make out who’s with him#but he can tell he’s safe…he’s just very dazed and confused#made it extra whumpy as CEO of raincode whump I cannot falter x3#gotta make him look as small and pitiful as possible :)#also yes I had to add my own lil whump prompt into this#his caretaker has his hands full today…but he'll do his best!#I cannot draw that dang sofa right....or hands x'D#anyway today’s gonna be interesting can’t wait to see everyone else’s entries!
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Good Talia characterization and good Damian characterization can co-exist easily, they are not mutually exclusive whatsoever. Good Ra’s characterization along with good characterization for either Talia and Damian cannot coexist eight out of ten times, they are mostly mutually exclusive.
#I know that a lot of people didn’t like Robin (2021) and tbh I didn’t read after 14 but I personally loved how they handled ra’s#I think the fact that both Talia and Damian have been abused by the league is very center#central to both their characters. A well written ra’s however would not abuse his daughter and grandson.#UNLESS and this is a big stretch and a big if— unless he finds way to justify it to himself as for the greater good of what’s best for them#then it’s possible#but even that’s hard to believe#so good characterization for ra’s and Talia or Damian is mutually exclusive#one needs to be thrown under the bus and most times it’s either Talia or ra’s#which makes me really mad cuz it just feeds into the ‘Arab men are violent and abusers’ stereotype#I hate it but it’s the truth and it can’t be changed#you either gotta villanize Talia or ra’s to make things work#like all three of them are at their core compassionate. that’s the emotion that drives all three of them.#dc comics#comics#talia al ghul#ra’s al ghul#damian al ghul#Damian Wayne
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Say what you want about thinking Percy only remembered Annabeth because Hera left her in his memory but for the love of everything just let people have their romantic little headcanon
#doesn’t have to be so literal#I’m a believer that it was because she’s his mortal anchor#people have a different theory#but there’s no right answer#some people act like others are stupid for thinking anything else#like no every option is equally possible#I’d just rather believe that they have this invisible string that can’t be cut and it’s romantic and that’s fine#that being said I think it’s the Achilles thing because 1)#if it was out of pure love it could’ve also been sally that he remembered unless it’s romantic love only#2) I don’t think Hera would choose to keep her there just because she doesn’t like her and would want to make her feel forgotten#because they hate each other or whatever#and 3) him remembering her because she’s his tie to mortality is equally logical and romantic so it’s a nice in between#but believe what you want#all three are equally possible#people who choose to believe it was out of love aren’t delusional and people who#and people who choose to believe it was heras choice aren’t boring#and I think people who believe it was the Achilles thing want a little bit of both#what irks me is when people think they’re superior for not thinking it was love#because I’ve seen lots of people say the people who think so are just being ridiculous and it makes me a little mad#bc even though I don’t think it either it’s not like it couldn’t be that#pjo#percabeth#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#hoo#the son of neptune#mark of athena#pjo opinions and theories
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Happy JunJi Day! 💜
So proud of Kim JunHyung and all his hard work! Can’t to see what his 26th year brings to the world. Happy Birthday, honey, we love you.
#kim junhyung#OnlyOneOf#onlyoneof junji#happy JunJi day#fanart#JunJi was my first OOO bias#he’s my wrecker now#because how can I possibly let go of him#I adore this boy#happy 25th birthday!#I can’t believe I get to share the planet with all of these beautiful souls#their art gives me life#literally#people say: _________ saved my life#but that’s legit how I feel about every artist on my list#so grateful for all the color and joy and sweetness they bring into my life#yes there are the horrors… and then there is wang YiBo and Xiao Zhan and OOO and SKZ and TXT and BTS and ATEEZ and SHINee and TaeMin#and it’ll be okay
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Sending Bakugou a video of a new position you want to try while he’s at work and he texts back like “okay” but now he’s sat there rewatching the video trying to figure out how you even get into that position.
#like imagine inexperienced Bakugou who’s new to different positions and shit#so when he sees some of them in videos you send he wonders if they’re humanely possible#probably texts like ‘can you even get your leg that high?’#‘where does the dick go?’#‘is this real???’#and some he’s just like that can’t feel good??#like he can’t believe the amount of positions out there😂#but he’s so willing to try for you#like ‘okay’
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