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marrmora · 15 days ago

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// please do not tag this as ‘shoutout to people with positive experiences!’ Or stuff like that. This is about negative experiences. // I’ll be honest, and this is so stupid I’m sorry, but:

I really hate when people only paint a disorder with positive aspects and don’t touch up on the negative factors. (And anytime they do, they just put it as the “Anti” side, from what I’ve seen)

Now, don’t twist my words on this; I’m not saying that talking about a disorder shouldn’t be negative. I talk about my stuff a lot in a positive light, but it still affects me negatively in a bunch of ways. Half of the time, my disabilities are NOT positive. Autism, adhd, being a system, my body.. everything. And I’m so tired of it.

I can’t do so much shit so many other people can do. I can’t stand up for long, I can’t run without feeling like my legs are gonna give out on me any second, I can’t dance or enjoy life happily without my lungs losing air and forcing me to sit down longer then I can do anything. I feel so uncomfortable knowing I’m not just one person in a body, that my headmates help me because I can’t help myself.

I haven’t been able to clean up my room or brush my teeth in months, my legs are literally growing weaker and I’m constantly on the verge of just breaking down anytime I go out. I can’t go anywhere without being picked on by my parents on how I look, I can’t finish things with how fast we switch, how tiny and small my memory is, and how little time I can spend on technology without the screen being too bright. I cant join things I really want to because either someone who makes us have bad relapses or I can’t do it due to my mental/physical stuff.

I can’t live “normally” because I can’t function at all. And I can’t seem to speak on this because people are constantly saying that disorders aren’t supposed to always be sad. It is for me and SO many other people.

Can we also stop saying so much of the negative shit comes from the anti-endo side, as well? I’ve seen multiple posts about this and it makes me want to go crazy. Being a system is NOT all about headmates and happy moments, there’s negative and bad moments with it. If I could get rid of my disabilities, I would.

Being disabled is not all happy, fun moments, period.

Sorry for the rant. This has been on my mind for DAYS and I just finally wanted to say it.

#is this discourse?#Gonna tag though #disabled #disabled community #physical disability #system #system stuff #plural system #traumagenic system #did system #pro endogenic #endo system #endogenic system #endogenic #pro endo #syscourse #invisible disability #negative #rant

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egophiliac · 3 months ago

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you know, I've been thinking about it, and there is actually one single scenario in which I would be okay with not getting a big ol' "Silver Vanrouge" out of Lilia.

(just kidding, I still need some "call me Silver, Mr. Vanrouge is my father" in my life, please don't let me down on this one Twst)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #(gonna do the general episode 7 tags just in case but...weirdly i don't think this is specifically spoilery for once?)#why not though. why not both of 'em.#why not all of 'em. sebek can hyphenate.#lilia gazing wistfully up at the sky: it's what meleanor would have wanted #ghost meleanor with a bucket of popcorn watching the senate absolutely implode in impotent rage: hell yeah #i'm currently about 80/20 on whether or not i think we'll actually get silver vanrouge in canon #but man do i ever want it #if we all hold hands and believe very hard maybe we can manifest this by the time we finally get back to diasomnia #WE CAN DO IT 🤝🤝🤝

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cavalierclavier · 2 months ago

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When I broke the cycle, I made sure that the tear was rough. You carry a part of what should be her, and she carries a part of what should be you.

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salamispots · 1 year ago

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dream wip

#wip #artists on tumblr #flotsam diaries #arrhghhgg happy I got the textures I was aiming for #I was gonna go sleep but eve's song kororon really got me :'D #cough you can see the full image on uh instagram story if you don't wanna wait haha #technically this one's not a wip but wanna draw some others/make it a set #might tweak the octo though #anyways nOW I will sleep #muffled laugh #edit: oh!! thank for you radar tumblr staff :0 #but also radar putting my post tag ramblings on bLAST LMAO

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geomimetry · 1 month ago

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woe be upon ye

#ouch #im thinking spared nari is gonna be devastated that he let his sons i mean disciples lay down their lives for him #though that was their job #but he was the one to give them that job oh regret #man nari hates the lamb so much after that (also himself #but its easier to hate the lamb) like they took his crown they took his sons they took his freedom they took everything #yet they still liberated him from his chains #is this what he waited a millennium for?#good thing we can resurrect them phew major crisis averted #narinder #aym #baal #the lamb #narilamb #lmao this does not deserve the ship tag but im just gonna tag every art piece where they feature together as narilamb #since thats the end goal #cult of the lamb #cw blood #my art

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skellyjingles · 5 months ago

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Did "Beta" Jax and Ragatha from the concept art for fun (and yuri)

#the patches on ragatha's bow is from her door portrait even though she doesn't have it in the show #tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc jax #tadc ragatha #jax #ragatha #jax x ragatha #bunnydoll #tadc betaverse #<- thats gonna be the tag #ria draws

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arcanegifs · 7 months ago

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they're really going for the "everyone going to be a little bit opposite of who they were in s1" theme in season 2 fr

#personal tag #arcane #idk what all this foreshadowing means #i mean we all know the sisters are gonna be against each other now #vi's expression is interesting too with jinx facing the audience unlike s1 where vi seems to be shielding powder #why does vi look so scared though #scared of her sister??? scared of what shes going to be????#what is jinx protecting vi from too?? cuz in s1 its vi whos protecting her #all the s1 vs s2 parallels are going to be so interesting i hope this makes me revisit s1 again #k thats enough rambling i really dont know what this new poster means

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spilycoris · 5 months ago

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etc etc that one madoka comic but make it cotl etc etc . .

#was gonna post this w a nother project but i dont have thag project finished and. yeah you get it right #probably not. um. whatever #sorry ive been busy. my uh. my driving test is tomorrow #heres to hoping i pass (cheers)#cult of the lamb #cotl #cult of the lamb comic #cotl comic #cotl art #cotl fanart #cotl lamb #cotl the lamb #cotl narinder #narinder #the one who waits #i love tagging things (this is overkill.#what am i missing? nothing probably #my art #not narilamb sorry champs next post though

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boomposhpow · 2 months ago

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stanley pines the man you are

a better son/daughter by Rilo Kiley

#this animatic took everything outta me dawg #3 weeks to make it #over 40 hours #im gonna pass out now #it was so fun though #even if i don’t know why i made myself do full colouring and backgrounds for half of this #and then animate parts of it #cmon man #SO PROUD OF IT THOUGH #if it flops i may sob #love ranting in tumblr tags can you guys tell #gravity falls #fanart #stan pines #dipper pines #mabel pines #ford pines #sighs deeply

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teamunee · 1 year ago

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some hoyo headshots 💪

#trying to draw faster and limit my focus on details #though it’s not going too well….#it’s ok baby steps ….#genshin impact #honkai star rail #hsr aventurine #hsr sunday #gaming genshin #gaming genshin impact #bruh is the gaming tag even gonna work #lmao #hoyoverse

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gkdmts · 2 months ago

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buncha azul & riddle stuff! i remember someone asked to draw them but i can't find it, sorry whoever it was, i took my time. let's hope they'll see this

i had a feeling one day that i want to draw a bitchy boss Azul kicking ass, i know he would never but

upd here they are!!!! the azul and riddle anon!! oh phew

#twst #twisted wonderland #twst fanart #my art #twst azul #azul ashengrotto #j&f not gonna tag em though #riddle rosehearts #twst riddle #yes it's a summer event riddle #i don't care i live in a vacuum

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dookiespooky · 3 months ago

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Driftingstars and dreamcaptor fusion au thing! This takes place right after mabel falls through the portal ig dk what im doing lmaooo

(Dreamcaptor au belongs to @neonross )

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egophiliac · 15 days ago

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what do you think malleus has been doing this entire time during his long absence

honestly it's kinda...mushy...how much time has actually passed in-universe, since all the dreams seem to run differently and we've been popping in and out all over the place. so I think chances are it hasn't been that long for him, and he's still getting the run-around from Lilia!