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myrkulitescourge · 11 months ago

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the way that one line from the new epilogue in an astarion romance is going to HAUNT me

just. what a profoundly intense thing to confess to someone.

like, just these six months of newfound happiness with you exerts a force on his heart equal and in direct opposition to two centuries of endless torment, the gnawing hunger and exploitation. this flashbulb-bright fraction of his long life holds the same gravity to him as years upon years of darkness and suffering.

in all likelihood, he hasn’t even known his lover for as long as his worst memory lasted, that year sealed away to go mad from starvation and sensory deprivation, yet he still tells them this brief time has been so fundamentally and powerfully important that the weight of even that unimaginable hell is vanishingly small compared to this present he has now and the future ahead of them both.

how am i supposed to act normal about this.

#i need to lay down #just drop this in there right at the beginning why not!#that’s INTENSE. and completely sincere considering his demeanor at the party. god #he’s so… nice. in the romanced epilogue. i expected him to be a little smug and jokey #if tav told him the others weren’t doing so hot without the two of them around #but he takes it so genuinely and with visible disappointment?? literally shocked me #i thought he would say oh of course their lives have taken a turn without our impressive leadership lol!#and then redirect into something a little less flippant #but man. he just gets sad. astarion six months into a loving relationship is like a stray cat that instantly gets cuddly when you adopt it #dude went cotton candy marshmallow saccharine sweet in a HEARTBEAT #bless the others with your presence he says. i’ll always be here he says. we have forever after all he says.#head in my hands. how could they do this to me #astarion ancunin #astarion bg3 #astarion #bg3 epilogue spoilers #bg3 spoilers #baldur’s gate 3 spoilers #bg3

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vebokki · 29 days ago

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winters REALLY gonna come down in my country sooner than i'd like it to so i'm commemorating summer with beach mode cumplane ☀️

#every time i have to write cumplane i have to put my head in my hands for a few seconds #svsss #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #svsss fanart #shang qinghua #cumplane #scum villain self saving system #bingqiu soon god bless

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bacchuschucklefuck · 6 months ago

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riz gukgak is SO distressing to have as a favourite character I can never funckign rest out here

#not art #smthing abt his character being motivated so equally by truth and fear #and he keeps looking for an institution that'd both help him seek the truth and assuage his fears #with him first being a PI bc his mom was a cop and then a junior agent with blessings from his dad #and hes like on that precipice of realising that its not just the people in the seats its the concept of it from the ground up thats fucked #so hes inclined towards conspiracy thoughts and an end-justifies-the-means pattern of action #like. man. hes just so fucking filled with anxiety. he guards the things that make him happy with ferocity #and the thing is! the world encourages this! every time hes paranoid he turns out to be right #that paranoia that already came from having very little control over a world thats unkind to you #honestly all the bad kids were prime radicalization/cult materials in freshman year but I feel like riz is even More so #theyre so fucking lucky they ended up together like that. there are so many things you can promise a kid #who already had plenty of things taken from and kept from him. a kid with an overworked mom and a missing babysitter #if riz didnt run into the bad kids it would be childs play to isolate him. gods. head in hands I cannot fuckign be here dude #this is why the ''small'' comic I tried to sketch ballooned up to almost 30 panels lmao needed to stuff someof this somewhere #but also skip is my favourite from ASO so maybe I just like experiencing hardship and challenges in daily mental exercises

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j00stkl31n · 4 months ago

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I’m thinking about his hands and about how his hand is the size of the back of that persons head in the recent photos of him,,,,,,,,,, his hand is also bigger than a water bottle and I’m fucking unwell

#joost #joost klein #bless Snapchats lil cutting tool #I just like /cut out/ his hands in the photos and moved them around to see how they’d look in a more side by side comparison #and I’m lightheaded now yall #his hand literally is as big as the back of my head #he can get a good fucking fistful of hair is what that means 👀#gods his hands alone could probably make me sob holy shit 😭😭😭😭

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spineless-lobster · 2 months ago

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I wish I could slather my brain all over the page and then my drawing would look as good as I imagined it

#*manically repeating to myself* I do it because it’s fun not because I’m good at it I do it because it’s fun not because I’m good at it-#*gritting my teeth* I LOVE DRAWING AND EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT AS GOOD AS OTHERS I STILL HAVE MY OWN STRENGTHS AND IT IS STILL BEAUTIFUL #*clawing my desk* THE ACT OF CREATION IS A BLESSING I AM MY OWN GOD #*gnawing on pencil* I CAN ONLY IMPROVE MY PRACTICING AND I HAVE ALREADY COME A LONG WAY #*head in hands* PEOPLE WILL APPRECIATE THE TIME AND EFFORT YOU PUT INTO THIS EVEN IF THEY HAVE SEEN BETTER #BE NOT AFRIAD!!! CREATING AND SHARING ART IS AN ACT OF LOVE!!!#anyways how are you guys doing #so far my stuff is going well but that’s because I’ve only drawn the backgrounds #everything else will come later

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eemmoorrii · 3 months ago

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*flings him into the ask box* Go to town, my guy

I AM SO SORRY IT TOOK FOREVER

ANYWAY ENDLESS PATS FOR UR OC HE LOOKS V SWAG

#emori’s mailbox #HEAD IN HANDS #HES FINALLY FREE FROM MY INBOX GOD BLESS

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laplacesdevil · 3 months ago

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Revenge on @lightishpurple for Ryder Doe! Shout out Phone Guys forever

#Ryder Doe #<- idk if he has a tag but he can have one now #Phone Guy #FNAF #Artfight 2024 #Team Stardust #Phone Arts #anyways. (RIOS SHIRT) RAAHAHHHHH I LOVE YOU FAT PHONE GUYS I LOVE YOU BEAR PHONE GUYS #It feels so truthful. God bless #REBLOG IF YOURE A TRUE PHONEHEAD #I made a post a while ago talking abt how I wanted to try making my own phone guy with a head-#Which. I still haven't gotten to. Oops.#But I think Ryder was a reason why #ANYWAYS I FIRGOT TO MENTION WHAT THIS WAS REVENGING.#It was Tammi rambling about OSHA regulations to Jan Psike n Chazz!! They even wrote it all by hand so like MAD respect

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domeniudulce · 3 months ago

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The idea that Gascoigne and Henryk were hunting partners (presumably with Henryk being Gascoigne's elder and mentor) and that Viola was Henryk's daughter is the funniest shit. Like how do you think that went over.

#bloodborne #father gascoigne #old hunter henryk #bloodborne viola #i do like the idea that it was actually quite poignant. a young gascoigne who'd been slowly falling for viola and her for him #he's terrified to say anything at all to henryk. this man who's taught him so much and been such a wonderful hunting partner alongside him #hes so worried about how it would look #that he's some corrupted man looking to bed his mentor's daughter #but oh. she's become everything to him #and so he puts aside his fear for the sake of tending to the societal sensibility of asking his beloved's father for her hand #and it takes all the courage he can muster.#god not even beasts can make a man tremble like the judgmental eyes of the father of the woman he loves #henryk initially doesn't take to it well #honestly the thoughts gascoigne dreads him thinking probably crop up in a quick rush. but then. he pauses himself.#he considers the sort of man his mentee is #he considers how happy viola seems when gascoigne spends time with the family #he considers his daughter is a lively young adult who'll probably just elope with him anyway if things are made difficult by tradition #he chuckles to himself as he thinks that. and he softens to the idea #if there's anyone his little viola will be happy with. it's this man.#he gives a curt nod and gives his first and only warning #you've got my blessing. but know that if you ever lay a hand on her that isn't loving. i'll have your head.#and so the rest is history. and in that moment all is well. and in that moment these men know not the future they will face.

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anaalnathrakhs · 3 months ago

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idk sometimes i do wonder if it would be a little bit easier to foster and nurture good friendships if i didn't live my entire life with the specter of my family hanging over my head shaping everything i think is normal and good and rightful

#like idk maybe perhaps if not being at dinner with them didn't make me feel like i should like #perform an honor killing on myself by bashing my head on a table corner until my eyeballs fall out #maybe that would be conductive to a bit more healthy of a social life #maybe if i didn't need to wake up at least at 1pm everyday to avoid lunch #maybe if they had friends when i was a kid #maybe if they didn't always seem so bitter and blasé and disappointed in all of their rare social activities #maybe if I had friends when i was a kid #if i had siblings or playdates or yknow a little help for the small social struggles in kindergarten that rapidly snowballed into this mess #if they didn't take so much pride in only putting me in daycare a handful of times as a kid #maybe if god didn't hate me specifically and my mom's pregnancy was blessed with the crazy twin genes in the family #maybe if i didn't spend my teenage years Making A Good Impression on my parents' geriatric friends #maybe if i didn't feel like i should just fucking kill myself or abandon everything else and get a job to give them my entire paycheck #to pay them back what i owe for all these years #everytime i think about going out or buying something besides binge food #broadcasting my misery #vent

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dovahkiining · 2 years ago

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rolan playing a tiefling paladin is so fun. it's so fun and not insanity inducing for him to have been playing something considered a monster. it's so fun that he probably made that character before he was even... bugified. (gestures vaguely tieflings and their inherent queerness). it's so fun that his entire story feels like some sick cosmic joke it's so fun that he was doomed from the start. it's so fun how desperately the hive wanted him back. because they didn't need to call him and tell him that his parents were dead. he'd been gone for ten years. they could've just said he never showed, who would've argued? but they wanted him back. they wanted the start of it all there when it ended. rolan deep is such a fun character it's soooo silly how he repeatedly chose humanity and love over and over and over again. how he pushed everything in him aside. every instinct every pull. just to protect rand. how he fought one of his own (and also the body of his other best friend!!!) just to make sure rand had a chance at being safe. sacrificing the one thing he was so obviously terrified of losing (his humanity) just for a chance at saving rand in the end. good luck out there rand. just for it to be for nothing. for him to die too. die in the one place he never wanted to go back to. I love tragedies I love doomed narratives I love how normal rolan deep makes me feel (<— visibly shaking like a wet dog)

#girls who are rolaning their fucking deep tonighdg #vaguely turned keeperschampion coded at the end but thats just how ep3 and ep4 go #i just. head in hands muffled screaming kicking my legs rapidly againsg the floor #someone let me analyze his entire character in detail in dms i will be here all night but FUCK HES JUSTS.HES STUCK IN MH FUCKJNG HEAD #god bless. or somethkng #spiff rambles #jrwi #rolan deep

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sarahlizziewrites · 1 year ago

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The feeling of dread when you realise you've accidentally Jesus-coded an OC

#wound in the centre of his hand ✅#outcast and wears humble clothing ✅#wizard ✅#doomed by the narrative ✅#writeblr #writers on tumblr #writers #a second man lives in my head called jacques de eloie but he pays rent god bless 🙏

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zellk · 2 years ago

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A little sketch I've been meaning to take out of my sketchbook of my main Elden Ring alt (I have so many send help), Cleanrot Blade ! She doesnt have a name yet haha. I haven't gotten her all figured out, but so far I think she's one of the Cleanrot Knights that survived the war in Caelid. While Finlay took charge of transporting Malenia back to the Haligtree, Cleanrot Blade went out in search of information on how to help their Lady with the rot and the blooming etc etc... Out there she learned about the Outer God of Rot and about the Blue Dancer (making the link with Malenia's old blademaster too probably). From there she came back to the Lands Between and has to make her way to the Haligtree (I'm still in the process of it in game).

#elden ring #cleanrot blade #zellk #tarnished #cleanrot knight #elden ring tarnished #elden ring character #cleanrot knight character #supposedly Blade is going to notice that the Halgitree is worse for wear #that Finlay (bless her) succeeded in her impossible feat but at a tragic cost (Blade will def keep her ashes)#and that Miquella is... missing #so off she'll go again to find him !! and well now idk if that will ever be possible in a DLC someday but #In my head she'll find Miquella and bring him Home to his sister and then Blade will try to find a way to help them both :C #i'm playing her double curved sword (blue dancer pendent and garb) with a bit of faith on the side #it's fun but god i miss having a SHIELD #will prob also try to get cleanrot knight gear to be able to do a full cosplay hehe #and i want the miquellan straight sword toooooo #and the blue dancer curved sword but it's so far away in the game still o|-< ALL HER MAIN STUFF IN THE FUCKING SNOW AREA #man #well no actually i got her Millicent's sword for her main hand and it's awesome I love it sm #idk if I want Blade's name to start with an M (millicent malenia etc) or an F (finlay)

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beliscary · 11 months ago

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im too slow to finish this for this solstice so have a snippet of wip ft. terence and bahamut talking

"Each time I return," the dragon wondered, pressing against Terence's pilgrim kiss, "I am astonished to find another that burns so. I should know better. There is always light."

There—the crack at last. Quicker and cleaner than he had expected. Kinder, also. Gently, Terence felt for the fracture inside himself. He pried it apart, breaking it in truth, and folded those ancient eyes within his heart, placing them beside Dion's strained, precious smiles.

No one will look here, he promised. No one has ever thought to.

“It will be a cruel work.” The proud creature did not flinch from the truth, though there was pain in it. He and Dion were well suited to each other, after all. “Do not say you did not know.”

“I've always known.” He ran a hand over the dragon's skin.

“I wonder if you will believe that, at the end."

#working title is 'lemme talk to the bitch' lmao #I was on a long drive listening to the ost (to sail forbidden seas)#and the image of terence running the length of a cliff and leaping to get the drop on bahamut flying just below him popped into my head #STAY IN HIS BLIND SPOT TERENCE #but yeah the thought of dion actually trying to hide terence from bahamut is compelling to me #this very mythological notion of 'you don't want the gods to notice you'#Dion was so 'lucky' and look at his life #meanwhile bahamut is like pls i just wanna bless him a little bit. he's so good and mortals are so frail #and Terence is TURN ON YOUR LOCATION I JUST WANNA TALK #there are two wolves inside of you one wants to use the phrase pilgrim kiss and the other is crying bc Bahamut Doesn't Have Hands #whatever he's touching a saint #he does believe it at the end. he doesn't go back on it. I'd Tell Them Put Me Back In It. sir terence is The blorbo of 2023.#writing tag

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oysterie · 3 months ago

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My mutuals have such cool jobs and degree programs and I simply fry chicken and slice bologna 👍

#esp since the boars head recall everyones buying kahns because its 5 bucks a pound and the only bologna we got and its rly good #bologna wise i mean but its good. we have a garlic one too #its hell when we rarely run out but i dont blame them its the only deli meat they can get thats five bucks a pound lmfao #anyways one lady who worked mornings quit ig we knew it was coming. another lady is close to being talked too cause she calls off so much #but its cause she has an injured back and now she has covid but genuinely shes out so much. so I was by myself half my shift but twas fine #my coworker stayed very late god bless 👍#i fried two things today and still smell like fried chicken like why. it permiates everything.#i dont wash my hair daily ofc so my hair and my pillow smell like it too #anyways ate some mochi icecream 👍 such a waste of good mochi and ice cream but i cannot deny the novelty of #holding balls of icecream in my hands. the chocolate ones have bits of chocolate in it too thosw are good

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ghostlygunk · 2 years ago

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