#gods his hands alone could probably make me sob holy shit 😭😭😭😭

[j00stkl31n]

I’m thinking about his hands and about how his hand is the size of the back of that persons head in the recent photos of him,,,,,,,,,, his hand is also bigger than a water bottle and I’m fucking unwell

[cottoncandyjester]

HIKARU BABY NOOOOO I JUST WANNA CUDDLE HIM AND NOT LET HIM MOVE CAUSE OTHERWISE HE'LL BE ALL SAD😭😭 OH GOD MY HEARTTTT

Have some aftermath fluff

You couldn’t stop pacing around the room the entire time, you could hear in the distance his cries and sobs and it burned you up inside. He was suffering and you couldn’t do a damn thing about it. You glanced around the guest bedroom the thought of trashing the place in pure anger crossing your mind.

You soon heard the door open and you perked up gazing over and seeing hikaru. You rushed over to hug him only to tense up at the state of him, his hair ruffled and messed up, clothes unbuttoned and slightly ripped. His neck was covered in bruises and bites and he even had a busted up lip.

“Holy fuck hikaru ar-” he cut you off by just pulling you in for a hug his hands shaking as he nuzzled his face in you wanting nothing more than to feel your embrace. You held him tightly his fingers running through his hair as you started to hear him cry. He was so weak and fragile right now, with a small sigh you picked him up before guiding him to the bed to sit down.

“How about we take a bath huh? Would you like that?” You asked softly watching him nod while trying to wipe his tears. You pressed a soft kiss to his temple before walking into the bathroom connected to the room, it was huge. You turned on the large tub making sure it wasn’t too hot or too cold. Your eyes landed on expensive bathbombs and bubble bath soap out of annoyed you put about five of those in along with pouring the entire bottle of bubble bath soap inside.

You soon felt someone press press against you and you glanced back seeing hikaru press his forehead against your back. “I didn’t wanna be alone” he mumbled out before his eyes flickered toward the multicolored bubbly water before a hushed snort escaped him. “This is gonna be one expensive bath” He mumbled out before you simply gave him a grin “I say it’s reimbursement” you chimed out before your eyes landed on his clothes, your goal was to make him not uncomfortable.

“Do you wanna take your clothes off or can I?” You asked softly now turning to him and he gulped softly keeping his head down. “You can do it, I don’t mind” he whispers out feeling you slowly unbutton his shirt your eyes widening at about of bruises along his body most of them being large hand prints.

“T-this is going to ruin my photo shoot next week..makes me look so ugly” he mumbled out with a small chuckle his eyes darkening. You kissed his cheek softly causing him to look at you “you’re still as beautiful as ever!” You cheers out making him smile. Once the two of you got undressed you helped him in the bath and sat behind him hugging him close as he let out a long sigh.

“I hate this place..just wanna burn it to the ground.”

“Why do you do this hikaru? You should cut them off, you don’t need their money” you mumbled out as you intertwined your fingers with his feeling him squeeze your hand softly. “They would probably ruin my reputation if I did that. As long as I’m in the face of the public there’s always a risk.” He explained softly before turning to face you now sitting in your lap his arms wrapped around your neck lovingly.

“Plus..I want to make sure you can live comfortably. I already get good money but, with them it’s always better..you never have to struggle” he mumbled out causing your heart to crack. He did this for you? You felt your heart melt before you pressed sweet kisses along his cheek and jawline.

“Why are you the sweetest boy ever” you purred out feeling him press against you a pleased sigh escaping him. “Water’s cold babe.” Hikaru grumbled out and you two got out getting dressed.

“So we have to stay the weekend?”

“Mhm.”

You huffed at hikaru’s response before watching him gaze at himself in the mirror before he grabbed his makeup kit. “Ugh, I’ll have to use so much damn concealer for this shit” he sneered out only for you to take the bag from him.

“Sit down pretty boy I’ll be doing your makeup!”

“If I look gross I’m kicking your ass” he hissed as he sat on the bed but couldn’t help but smile..you were perfect for him. Absolutely perfect