#spiff rambles

[dovahkiining]

in the word document . straigt up Writing it. and by "it" lets just say. ha ha. |

[bungerbun]

Im thinking v hard abt things i like and they make me very emotional even though theyre just characters and ive been embarrassed to cry abt them outta nowhere while my partner system has been over like they wont mind at all and would even understand im just emotional abt splatoon and i started one piece again and got past ep 100 and the last of book 7 dropping AAH ALL OF IT IS AAAHH

[dovahkiining]

just made spiff watch exit wounds for the first time with me while we both sob uncontrollably

[pigeonstab]

I love having the choice between like five youtubers, like do I watch the new poppy playtime chapter from jacksepticeye? Markiplier maybe... Oh but Spiff has an unedited vod

[djevelbl]

LET'S GOOOOOO ALL THE GOOD YOUTUBERS ARE POSTING VIDEOS TODAY — WHAT IS GOING ON?!

[freakish-hazzard]

Unfortunately i am not immune to weird yarn dop and mascot horror propaganda

[unreliabletv]

I NEED to actually write down Crossbow's lore in my notes app or something, I got too many ideas for him

I'm wanting to put them through the horrors....

[ifyourereadingthisblinktwice]

struggling to find a ren fair outfit. it’s gonna be 85 out, so i can’t do super fancy distinguished guy. options are limited to slightly lame hobbit, wench, or more fancy basic skirt i wore for a party earlier this year

[nickmpreg]

peeta the animatronics are here

[astrogrphx]

HI THERE! IF YOU’RE COMFY WITH IT MAY I REQUEST AN ASTRALSPIFF (YOUTUBER) PROFILE PICTURE FOR DISCORD PLEASE? /NF

IF NOT MAY I REQUEST FRANKIE FROM FINDING FRANKIE RENTRY GRAPHIC !! ^_^

˚₊‧ astralspiff icons

(coloured outline variants & ramble under cut)

f2u WITH credit

mask creds ; ☆

I don't usually take requests because I'm VERY new to editing and editblr BUT I couldn't pass up a spiff req! I hope you like them!

[originallyjustolookatmemes]

Aces Can Be Kinky Too

(Art and Characters by Shawdios on YouTube, posted with their permission since the post can be age restricted/content warned here)

Meet Big and Spiff! Big is an Autistic Biromantic Ace (AlloAce), and Spiff is Demi(hetero)romantic Pansexual! (AroAllo)

Big very much enjoys being tied up and bound, then cuddled and kissed and held. The pressure of being bound puts him in sensory bliss, not to mention Spiff’s spider silk is Best Texture in his opinion.

He has a LOT of visual, audio, smells and food hypersensitive sensory issues, with more of a hyposensitivity to tactile and temperature sensory input, but some tactile textures (sticky substances, tags & seams, Velvet, Wool and other similar materials used for fabrics) will lead to a meltdown. He’s often sensory seeking when it comes to tactile input, loves running his fingers on rough concrete walls as he walks, tracing out grooves, etc.

Big isn’t interested in having sex with Spiff, but does love learning about her body and he tends to be a tactile learner. So what started out as Spiff talking about her body, turned into him wanting to feel out what she was talking about and her guiding his hands to each aspect.

Which then became him wanting to learn how to make her feel good. But sometimes the textures are too much for him and so they have to stop and try again later.

They have tried genital/genital sex, or penetrative (Him as the bottom) but Big found it not as fun as being tied up and just held and kissed. Or them just kissing and feeling out eachother’s bodies (he loves the tactile sensory input of how her carapace feels).

He also loves being in a position of no control, and where Spiff can have her way with what she does. But yet she respects his boundaries and is swift to cut him out of the silk if he’s overwhelmed and on the verge of a meltdown or has had his traumas triggered.

(for instance, they tried to involve tieing up his wings and he was triggered into a panic attack and overwhelmed. Any touch after Spiff cut him out was overwhelming as well)

They both love the show of trust and the power exchange it involves.

Spiff meanwhile, because Bondage isn’t sexual for Big, gets to explore the Art side of it that she enjoys (both in a sexual sense, and an aesthetic sense) She enjoys weaving and tieing intricate designs and patterns of her silk over Bigs body. And also the thrill of knowing that if they were just purely the animals they had traits of, Big would eat her in a heartbeat, but yet here she is restraining him like how her animal side would if it was going eat its prey.

Big often has fallen asleep during a bound cuddle session. And he also enjoys wearing the binds and wrappings made from her silk under his clothes because it helps him focus [Also has ADHD] and tends to keep him calm.

Tdlr? Kinky things aren’t inherently sexual.

(thank you Shawdios for all the lore and dynamic rambling you’ve done about these two TwT)

[dovahkiining]

this is the most nothing thing I've ever made

[adventuretolkienlover]

Thinking about how I want to redesign my blog. I just need to ramble.

I'm thinking Vapor Wave and 1980s Aesthetic.✨✨✨✨

Since I have a deep love for the 1980s. Especially the Architecture, aesthetic, and Fashion. And while my interests tend to shift very rapidly, that one seems to stay fairly consistent. Most of my hyperfixations have been related to the 80s somehow. Or if not, I would try to apply an 80s style to them in my art. 🤣

Speaking of which, I'm actually writing a private project inspired by Vapor Wave, 1980s - 2000s, 80s Anime, and a hint of the 1960s. (It's a very retro project.😅) I don't know if I'll ever post any of it here, since I've been keeping it under lock and key since I was frickin 16. But maybe someday.

Additionally, I'm gonna spiff up my tag system. Good luck finding anything I posted after the revamp. Everything is gonna be a lot more organized. Lol.

I'm also wondering if I should change my blog handle. I made it when I was just starting out and just smooshed a bunch of words together. On the other hand, it's what everyone knows me by. Hmmm.

Lots of thoughts!! So much to do! Alallskdaskjdj!

[starbright-sunset]

🫂🧠🪻🌻💧🍁

🫂 - i wanna hug you 🧠- i love hearing you talk. you should ramble to me more often 🪻- you are so so cool and awesome oh my god 🌻- im proud of you 💧- you are an important presence in my life 🍁- im so glad you're my friend I'm proud of you too, Spiff :)!!!!

[pigeonstab]

Is it strange I want to headcanon Epic with a Scottish accent

[djevelbl]

SAMPLE MADE A VIDEO WITH CHICKENINJA42 LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOO