#spiff rambles

[dovahkiining]

in the word document . straigt up Writing it. and by "it" lets just say. ha ha. |

[bungerbun]

Im thinking v hard abt things i like and they make me very emotional even though theyre just characters and ive been embarrassed to cry abt them outta nowhere while my partner system has been over like they wont mind at all and would even understand im just emotional abt splatoon and i started one piece again and got past ep 100 and the last of book 7 dropping AAH ALL OF IT IS AAAHH

[dovahkiining]

just made spiff watch exit wounds for the first time with me while we both sob uncontrollably

[pigeonstab]

Is it strange I want to headcanon Epic with a Scottish accent

[djevelbl]

SAMPLE MADE A VIDEO WITH CHICKENINJA42 LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOO

[ifyourereadingthisblinktwice]

struggling to find a ren fair outfit. it’s gonna be 85 out, so i can’t do super fancy distinguished guy. options are limited to slightly lame hobbit, wench, or more fancy basic skirt i wore for a party earlier this year

[nickmpreg]

peeta the animatronics are here

[astrogrphx]

HI THERE! IF YOU’RE COMFY WITH IT MAY I REQUEST AN ASTRALSPIFF (YOUTUBER) PROFILE PICTURE FOR DISCORD PLEASE? /NF

IF NOT MAY I REQUEST FRANKIE FROM FINDING FRANKIE RENTRY GRAPHIC !! ^_^

˚₊‧ astralspiff icons

(coloured outline variants & ramble under cut)

f2u WITH credit

mask creds ; ☆

I don't usually take requests because I'm VERY new to editing and editblr BUT I couldn't pass up a spiff req! I hope you like them!

[1dklikesthings]

yep, he visited back in november 2021!

^ this was the way we found out btw. we dont rlly know what he saw other than rtcler, tho its likely he also saw a lot of magical john stuff too considering this was back when the hype for him was first really big lol

hey erm. im. i um. i uhh

[adventuretolkienlover]

Thinking about how I want to redesign my blog. I just need to ramble.

I'm thinking Vapor Wave and 1980s Aesthetic.✨✨✨✨

Since I have a deep love for the 1980s. Especially the Architecture, aesthetic, and Fashion. And while my interests tend to shift very rapidly, that one seems to stay fairly consistent. Most of my hyperfixations have been related to the 80s somehow. Or if not, I would try to apply an 80s style to them in my art. 🤣

Speaking of which, I'm actually writing a private project inspired by Vapor Wave, 1980s - 2000s, 80s Anime, and a hint of the 1960s. (It's a very retro project.😅) I don't know if I'll ever post any of it here, since I've been keeping it under lock and key since I was frickin 16. But maybe someday.

Additionally, I'm gonna spiff up my tag system. Good luck finding anything I posted after the revamp. Everything is gonna be a lot more organized. Lol.

I'm also wondering if I should change my blog handle. I made it when I was just starting out and just smooshed a bunch of words together. On the other hand, it's what everyone knows me by. Hmmm.

Lots of thoughts!! So much to do! Alallskdaskjdj!

[dovahkiining]

this is the most nothing thing I've ever made

[pieofdeath]

god. pacing. this is ROTD spiff so badly its INCREDIBLE.

so like. i DID intend ROTD spiff to be an asshole!! lord barkis is SUCH an asshole in the movie! he's visibly older than victoria by a good bit. he flirts with her in a way that just feels. sooo gross. there's a scene in the movie that I didn't adapt to the fic because I didn't want ANOTHER pov change where Lord Barkis (IIRC) talks to a portrait of Victoria and says something along the lines of how she wont have to suffer this union for very long. BRO. YOU'RE IN THEIR DAMN HOUSE STILL. I intended ROTD spiff to be similar! just rude and an asshole and unrepentant about his crimes!

and then he just. wasn't. and it's mostly my own fault jakdfjs.

My first mistake was that I made Spiff too young. I made him too close to my age, which made me keep thinking about how I would've felt- I'm turning 20 in march, and I made him 20 in Jan of 1877, which makes him 17 in 1874 when he murders Dan.

My second, and primary, mistake is that I thought about him for too long. When writing the final chapter, I went. huh. Spiff is 20 here, a few years younger than Kevin and Seán (who are 21 and 22-almost-23 in Jan 1877 respectively). and he killed a guy at 17. That's gotta fuck a guy up.

and then i couldnt stop thinking about it. ok. abstracted, we have a guy that has killed a guy and planned to kill another and is still literally only 20. age is not an excuse for Actual Premeditated Murder but you can't tell me that it didn't fuck him up, at least a little. and add that on top of the possibility that he killed the only person who genuinely, really cared about him. how long do you think he deliberated on if he was going to go through with his plan. do you think there was a span of time where he truly let himself love dan. do you think answering "yes" or "no" to those questions makes it worse?

i reblogged this post into the rotd tag back in April. i think that's a good summary of ROTD spiff. a guy who was unloved (woa what who said that) and couldn't handle being loved and made the worst mistake of his life. and proceeded to keep making it because then he could pretend he meant it. spiff can be summed up by "hubris and hates it" i think.

there's a lot of similarities between spiff and jim I think. interpret that as you will. there's actually a really rough idea for an alternative universe where everything turns out fine because jim or grim or someone finds out about spiff's plan to kill Seán before he goes through with it. jim and spiff are murder buddies and rtspiff reconcile- the trio shifts into a strange little polycule in that verse.

and while writing the finale I started toying around with the idea of writing his perspective, and then i listened to a few songs that gave me a few ideas for future events and it was all over. He hasn't left my head. I'm thinking about him ALL THE TIME. I'm only barely exaggerating.

hes a squeaky toy to me. im chewing on him. I'm making him cry. I'm making it better but I'm making him cry.

woa hold on i just rambled a LOT I'm so sorry aksjdfksa I need to go listen to his playlist maybe then ill feel better

[djevelbl]

LET'S GOOOOOO ALL THE GOOD YOUTUBERS ARE POSTING VIDEOS TODAY — WHAT IS GOING ON?!

[slashpaws]

if i don't play the glitched attraction right now i will die

[matsumi101]

Fnaf security breach au but glitching, noclipping, and other general bugs and skips of the game is real

Gregory clips through a wall by accident and was terrified at first but then realizes he’s fine and very quickly uses it to his advantage… and a little trolling

The jump to hiding spot bug to quickly teleport to a different part of the plex rather than running

Him calling freddy while out of bounds and fredyy’s just ???? Where is he??

Hostile animatronics chasing gregory and the kid just suddenly disappears into the walls?? Where?!??? He purposely provokes them too just to dip out through the floors or walls before they could lunge at him

The el chips quantum freddy. Poor guy would be traumatized after that

Gregory needs a security upgrade?? Nah freddy my boy stand right here he’ll pass through that shutter just fine

Trap shattered monty stuck in the looping leap that occurs in the west arcade

Tehre is no real reason for this au other than making gregory more of a menace than he already is

That is until he accidentally duplicates sun

[dovahkiining]

where in the time loop are you? a rushed uquiz by yours truly. god bless