#Fallen hero fanfiction

[snail-noodle]

"my my my... what do we have here?"

you shivered in fear at the gigantic being before you. you and your cookie friends had tried your best to seal the rift in the tree with white lily cookie. however, your actions proved pointless. white lily cookie's powers were still too weak and your time had run out. you all watched in horror at the towering cookie grinning down from above.

"it's been so long since we've seen new faces! we were starting to get bored being by ourselves in here..." shadow milk cookie smirked as he took a look at each cookie standing before him. when his eyes had reached you, his gaze stayed far more longer on you than the others. you trembled from his piercing stare, a small whimper escaping from your lips as you backed away and hid yourself behind pure vanilla cookie.

shadow milk cookie chortled at the pathetic display. "Oh, how I have missed the faces of fear from you cookies! Never gets old!" now that the rift had opened big enough for him to pass through, shadow milk cookie stepped out of the silver tree that had kept him and the others imprisoned for so long. the smaller cookies screamed in terror as they scrambled to get out of his way. every footstep he took practically shook the earthbread beneath their feet.

"pure vanilla cookie!" fear clouded your mind as you tugged your leader's arm in desperation. "what are we going to do?!" anxiety gripped your heart when he hesitated to think of a solution. one of the most powerful beings in all of cookiekind has just been unleashed and is ready to bring chaos to the world once more. just how on earthbread will any cookie be able to stop such beasts?

before pure vanilla cookie could even think of an answer, you cried out in alarm as you were suddenly lifted into the air. the other cookies screamed your name as you watched their forms grow smaller and smaller. you gasped as you were face to face with the grinning jester.

"what a cute little cookie you are." he eagerly examined you as if he were a child that had been given a new toy, turning you this way and that. "it's been ages since i had a little pet to dote on. you'll make a fine addition to my collection!" your mind raced as you tried to understand what you have just heard. a collection? a pet to dote on? what on-?!

your thoughts were interrupted as you heard a snap of... fingers? confused, you found yourself locked inside some sort of bird cage; the bars were thick enough to keep you from escaping. shadow milk cookie cooed as he watched you attempt to break free. "no-!" you tugged and pulled at the bars keeping you in.

"no! y-you can't keep me in here! Please!" you cried out to him in desperation. shadow milk cookie only giggled and shook his head, "ah, ah, ah! you're staying right by my side, my little cookie." you shuddered in fear as he began to summon his powers once more. shadows seeped out from your surroundings and from his body. multiple cold blue eyes stared at you and the cookies still down below.

"now, my dear..." with a clap of his hands, monsters of every kind stepped out from the shadows, ready to obey their master. with a manic grin, shadow milk cookie spread his arms out in grandeur to the cookies below. with a perfect view from above, you could only watch in horror as your friends were surrounded at every side by monsters of different sizes.

"let the show begin!"

[heartbreakincident]

"I wish you would have," Steel said, his tone as serious and stern as it ever was, though there was an unmistakable undertone of sincerity in it, too. You blink, uncertain. Thrown off, perhaps, by there being anything but cold reproach in his eyes. "Would have... what?" You ask. "Joined?" He doesn't hesitate. "Yes." There it is again. Sincerity. An extended version of the break room conversation with Steel at the beginning of Revelations.

1800 words, pre relationship steelstep with eden. i have no excuse for this, i was just rereading my eden drabble doc and thinking "why haven't i given this to my fhr mutuals to chew on?" anyways. feast.

[eclipseeraofthebeast]

FROM MY TIMELINES CONCEPT

Boy, am I falling in love with this paring idea. In the first iteration of the timeline, Ganondorf slays the hero - whose soulforce laid incomplete when separated from his shadow - in which Ganondorf extracted him within the Sacred Realm.

Instead of attempting to take the demon king by surprise in a last effort - Zelda implores Dark to return the master sword and turn back time in order to rewrite it.

In Timeline 2 - Sheik and Dark must work together to prevent the end of the Hero.

"I love to hate you"

"I'll take all of you. Any day."

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I love the idea of exploring the shadow self - especially in such a weighted story like OOT. Imagine if Dark Link was exactly that - his extracted self - the accumulation of all the anguish, suffering, and anger Link has and will go through - as shattered as the timelines themselves.

Of course, there would be a part of him that was angry with Zelda -how could one not be a flurry of mixed emotions? Such begins their complex entanglement of destined souls - and the beginning of the Fierce Deity.

(YES YALL - I HAVE A FICTHEORY that ties in all timelines, Dark Link, and the Fierce Deity)

Watch the Timelines

[mommyofkittens]

Masterlist

A Court of Fallen Heroes ( Azriel FanFiction )

𓆩✴𓆪 Summary 𓆩✴𓆪

It was a well known fact: the veil between the worlds grew thinner and thinner, so the possibility of a crashing was already a certainty. The rumours started a long time ago, but no one did anything to stop it. Luckily, time has passed, we went through wars and race eradications, but Faerie Realms and Mortal Lands stayed almost the same, some richer and some poorer.

Nobody was talking about the fallen, untill now, when the fates started working their old, wicked magic and gave us an early Summer Soltice gift: an unprepared girl who was sent tumbling from the sky.

Tumultuous and dangerous,

Bitter and heartbreaking.

This is the story of the Evening star.

About the young woman who holds the Sun as her weapon,

And the Moon as an ornament.

About the Cursed Crown, who chooses its own master

And about the man in the shadows, irreversibly bound to her, by the tongue of death.

And, after all, about us, the nothingness who catches a goal.

I am the Bloody Blade, former leader of the first legion, last of my kind, banished and tormented by dark memories and here is the beginning of our story.

Read on Ao3. 𓆩✴𓆪

Read on Wattpad. 𓆩✴𓆪

𓆩✴𓆪 Playlist

𓆩✴𓆪 Prologue

𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 1: 3:33

𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 2: " God Forbid... "

𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 3: The Waking World

𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 4: The Countess

𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 5: Haunted

𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 6: Decisions. Part I.

𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 6: Decisions. Part II.

𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 7: A Tale of Time

𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 8: Jane Doe 𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 9: The Third One 𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 10: The Bloody Blade

𓆩✴𓆪 Chapter 11: The Vespertus

Hello, everyone! I am new to the writing experince and also English is not my first language. Hopefully, this won't interfere with my work too much. I am sorry if there are mistakes, I'll try to correct them. I didn't give up on this work, but writing one chapter is taking quite some time considering the fact that I always have to check my grammar and if the phrases make sense or if they're too long. Sometimes, when inspiration doesn't come, I write them in my own language and then translate and it takes a while too.

Also, I have exams untill mid July. Med school it's time consuming as hell. 🥲

You can also find me on Ao3 and Wattpad, I always keep my chapters updated and corrected there because it's easier to read them.

Hope you like my work! Have a great day, babes!

[thatfangirllyfe]

Fire Lily was such an amazing fanfic. Tell me why I can’t find a single bkdk angel/devil au since????

Please anyone recommendations????

[lilacthebooklover]

the new crk update got me bad

[honor-among-thieves]

Uhh, I wasn't going to share this because I feel meh about it in general, was kind of just using a flash prompt from the Patreon Discord to play with dialogue, but I upload all my (finished) fanfic even if it's not great and some people found it anyway and no one said they hate it. It is the first time I got to examine how I imagine Connor's own voice vs. the Canonical Sidestep so I don't totally hate it.

General, no triggers, just a lot of kissing. Maybe I can be inspired to finish some of my more involved stuff that isn't so dialogue heavy now?

[luciana-morningstar]

One Shot

Rated PG-13 (there is swearing)

Aged Up Characters

Donnie x FemOc (Hell's Heros AU)

TW: None, enjoy Donnie meeting his first daughter.

"Hell Tales"

:: Little Nova ::

"Hermano, you will fall in love the moment you see her. She's so special." It was very evident that Leonardo was a proud uncle.

Donatello on the other hand appeared nervous, wringing his hands which he had removed the gloves from, he still wore the rest of his armor, save the helmet.

"What if she hates me? What if I pick her up and she immediately cries?" He turned his frantic gaze to Leo who just smiled serenely at him.

"Dontron, she's not even two years old yet. She won't hate you. You'll see. There's a lot of you in her. She's very curious about a lot of things." Leo said, clapping his brother's shoulder in jest but immediately regretting it when his twin's dark brown eyes flared red and a low growl rumbled in his plastron.

"Sorry, sorry Donnie! I forgot." Leo placated gently.

The softshell blinked rapidly and cleared his throat a few times, shaking free that immediate rage that he felt when someone other than Lux touched him without him being ready for it.

"It's okay. There's...uh ..quite a few things we all need to get used to again..." He admitted to Leo who nodded silently as they waited for Luciana, Lucifer and Splinter to bring his daughter into the small living area that joined a couple of the bedrooms together like a big fancy hotel suite.

The doorknob turned and Don felt that same lightheaded feeling from earlier return as the large door swung open gently and his wife stepped in, empty handed but she still brought him a measure of peace and he couldn't help but lift his hand to reach for her as she came closer. The smile that turned up the corners of her petal pink lips soothed some of the worry he had begun to feel and when her hand slipped into his he released the exhalation of breath he hadn't realized he had been holding.

"Easy. dragă." Lux whispered, patting the top of his hand that held her other one.

Lucifer stepped in and smiled broadly at Don. There was no need for greetings between them, Lucifer and Don had become good friends. His father-in-law had saved his ass on numerous occasions when he had first entered Hell as a fallen angel.

Splinter, on the other hand, Don had had his heartfelt reunion with earlier. Don hated how frail he had started to look, like age was finally, truly catching up with him. He dreaded the day they would have to say goodbye to him because he knew, without any shadow of a doubt, where the rat would be going.

Don's internal thoughts were brought to a screeching halt however when the bundle in his father's arms made a tiny sound of exclamation.

Lux chuckled and squeezed his hand. He must look foolish, standing there looking at the swaddled baby in his father's arms like it would jump out and eat him.

Instead when Splinter stood before him and turned the baby in his arms so he could see her she didn't jump out of her swaddle and devour him.

Her eyes, that mirrored his own, brown with yellow sclera, gazed up at him with so much wonder and thoughtfulness that he felt the world come to a stop and he lost all feeling in his legs, bringing him to his knees with a loud thunk of metal on thinly carpeted stone.

His hands hovered, fingers twitching to touch the little girl.

"Good job, Purple." He looked up at the whispered praise from his father and for a moment he was sure he had misheard, but Splinter's smile said otherwise.

"You can hold her if you want to. She is yours you know." Lux teased him over his shoulder and he huffed and laughed out loud in exasperation.

"It's been maybe five hours and I'm already getting sass?" He turned to look at her and she grinned at him, fangs shining.

"Hold her, dragă." Lux nodded to the little girl again and Don turned back around and allowed Splinter to show him how to hold his daughter.

He paused before he took her.

"Hold on." He reached up and pressed the elongated eight point star situated in the center of his upper plastron and the armor encasing his torso condensed into the star.

"It is nano tech. Isn't it?" Lux asked. Don gave her a sly smile but said nothing else as he held out his arms.

"Okay.....I'm ready.....he said without any hint of nervousness because he's not nervous...."

Splinter chuckled at his son's apparent attempt to cover up his jitteriness before gently depositing the little girl into her father's arms, she was old enough that she had enough strength in her neck now that she didn't need constant support but she was wrapped in a blanket since she had been napping prior to this meeting.

Don watched her look from Splinter to him. She was quiet, more so than he had expected as she seemed to analyze everything and everyone around her. When her eyes finally met his again he held his breath as she took in his appearance.

"Hi, pretty girl." He managed to choke out, his voice cracking from the strain of holding back a tide of emotions he just simply wasn't ready for.

When she smiled at him his resolve broke and he could feel the wet tear tracks running down his face, granted they were tears of joy. He could feel his arms shaking, probably his entire body, as Eris made little babbling sounds at him.

"Oh, she's a talker by the way. She's probably telling you her life's story right now." Leo spoke up from his seat, lounging at the end of one of the couches in the living room.

Don let out a sound somewhere between a sob and a laugh.

"I bet you're telling me how inconvenient it has been for you and your mama. How dare I be so late? Huh? Gods you're precious." Don ran a shaking finger over her little green cheek and noticed for the first time the tiny little beginnings of purple freckles. He looked up at Luciana who smiled at him.

"She has five fingers on each hand but only two toed feet. Her plastron segments are not connected currently and they only cover her abdomen right now, and she has been developing segments of a leathery shell over her vertebrae. She does have a little green dragon tail as well." His wife told him. Don looked back down at Eris and smiled as she continued her baby babbling.

"And red hair. Oh you're gonna be as pretty as your mama, aren't you? Breakin' hearts left and right. I'm gonna have to beat boys away from you aren't I, pretty pretty girl." He couldn't help but coo at his daughter, she was the most amazing little girl he had ever seen. He leaned down so he could nuzzle his snout against her cheek and he heard a tiny little chuffing noise from her.

"She's picked up the communication sounds you and your brothers developed. She's incredibly intelligent and advancing past all her milestones for her age. I'm sure we all know where she gets that." Luciana said as she sat down on the couch behind him. Don moved from resting on his knees, standing up partially so he could sit on the couch next to Lux, cradling Eris close to his plastron.

Luciana reached over and gently unswaddled her so her little arms and legs were free now.

Donatello grinned at her little two toed feet and laughed when she squealed as her mother tickled them.

"Fuck, I'm gonna be a crying wreck for the rest of the day." Lux chuckled as Don reached up with his free hand and wiped at his tear filled eyes.

"I think you earn a free pass today. Tomorrow you'll need to get your shit together." Leo teased at the other end of the couch earning a halfhearted glare from his twin. As Don turned his expression back to Eris who was now resting her tiny hands against his plastron he sucked in a shaking breath.

"I just ...I can't believe she's mine...ours. I never once thought this is what I would come back to. I would have been ecstatic to come back to just my family but.....this? This is beyond what I hoped for." He looked up at Luciana who had her own tears threatening to fall.

"I'm so sorry I left you to go through all of that... I'm just glad I didn't miss too much..." With his free hand he reached over and brushed his thumb over Luciana's cheekbone, wiping away a stray tear.

She gave him a sad smile and shook her head, lifting one of her own hands to cover his and press it closer to her.

"All out of your control. It's over now. You are here. Eris has her daddy and we all have you back. That's all that matters now....." She said.

"Apology accepted. But do me a favor and never sacrifice yourself again, okay? Especially for me." Don looked over at Leo who had a grim expression on his face. Don tilted his head.

"We will talk about that later, Nardo." His tone left no room for argument and Leo, who usually would have argued with his twin, had the good grace to remember Don was a major figurehead in this realm and outranked him by a lot now. Which was fine. He could argue with him later when they talked.

For now it was all about Eris.

"Eris....the goddess of discord? Interesting name choice." Don looked back over to Lux who gave him an equally grim smile.

"The Fates had a hand in that. She is the Angel of Wrath. Which is of course a first. We have yet to see how that will manifest itself. Even so Eris is still a lovely name." Luciana reached over to her daughter again and the little girl grasped her mother's finger.

"Eris Donatella Hamato-Morningstar." Lux smiled at her daughter.

"Now that's a name." Don grinned and Lux smiled.

"She's named after her daddy who we thought was gone." Lux told him, his grin faltered a bit, turning sad.

"Thank you..." He shifted so he could lean over and bump his forehead endearingly against his wife's, nuzzling his beak against her cheek, a low churr rumbling in the keratin plating of his plastron.

"Never before has a being created out of so much love graced this realm. She will go on to do great things, I am certain of it. She has already charmed the likes of some of Hell's most feared Overlords, all eager to meet the little princess." Lucifer finally spoke up from his place by the door.

"When did she meet any of the Overlords?" Don asked, his brows furrowing.

"When they arrived for the ceremony, you were still in Cyberhex, I believe." Lucifer said with a sly smile.

"Who?" One of Donatello's brows lifted in question.

"Bub, Belphagore and Astaroth. Azazel is very upset he didn't get to meet her, but he was running behind." Luce answered smoothly.

"Asatroth was charmed by my daughter? The Overlord of Wrath? Well...the new one. Now that Baal is toast." Don looked back down to Eris who smiled up at him and cooed.

"Alright maybe you do have the ability to charm even Astaroth." He conceded, earning a shrill giggle from his daughter.

"Astaroth is Overlord of Wrath now?" Lux asked her father.

"Oh yes. That void filled rather quickly. He has done exceedingly well too. He is a ruthless Overlord to his charges and keeps immaculate records, which your husband here helped with. He created the sorting system and rotation sequence for the prisoners of Wrath. Astaroth was pleased as pie to receive help from his Prince Consort." Lucifer grinned at Don who was busy nuzzling Eris' cheek and answering her baby babble with 'oh reallys' and 'is that so'.

"He is responsible for many upgrades in this realm and the Overlords have taken quite a shine to him. Aside from Mammon but he is the oldest of them now so of course he would be crotchety." Lucifer waved his hand in dismissal of the old testament Overlord.

"I look forward to seeing these...upgrades." Luciana said with an amused smile at her husband who was not paying any of them any attention now.

"Well, we've lost him to her evil clutches now. But that's also my cue to return to my wife. Heheh. My wife. I love saying that." Leo threw his legs over the edge of the couch and stood up to move past his brother who glanced up as he moved by.

'it has a certain je ne sais quoi." Leo gave him a confused look, Luciana laughed at her brother-in-law's expression.

"Purple agrees with you Blue. It's not that hard to figure out." Splinter shook his head in exasperation before he approached Don and Eris. He gave the little girl a tickle under her chin and smiled at her before nodding to Don.

"I am proud of you, my son. You have done well. And this little one, is truly a gift." The rat said.

"Holy shit. Someone write this down on a calendar! Papa has uttered the words 'proud of you.'" Don leaned away from his father's outstretched tail that was ready to wack him upside the head. "To me! Papa is proud of me!"

"I regret saying it out loud now. Goodnight Purple. Goodnight Lux." Splinter called over his shoulder as he followed Lucifer and Leonardo out of the room.

"How come you have a name but I'm still just Purple?" Don lamented mockingly as he adjusted his hold on Eris, sitting her up so she could grasp the lip of his shell over his shoulder and hold on while she sat up and looked around her, her pointer finger currently in her mouth.

"Because I'm special." Lux giggled as Don huffed in response.

"She likes you." She said as she watched Eris lean into her father, her cheek resting against his neck now.

"Well that's fantastic because I like her too." Don said, pecking his daughter's forehead with a kiss. The little girl giggled in response.

"Ohh hhooo you like that?" He mused, leaning back so he could kiss her forehead again. Eris sat back up straight and smiled at him before she mimicked him by pressing her little lips to his cheek, making an exaggerated kissy noise.

"Oh my great Gallileo, you know how to give kisses? You silly silly girl." He reached up to poke her belly, which made her squeal and giggle.

"She only gives kisses to those she really likes. So far it's me, Leo, Splinter, Lucifer and you. Much to Raphael's lament. I think he's just so big she still gets a little nervous around him." Luciana said as she stood up to bring the baby carrier over.

"I'm honored. Truly. What a sweet little girl. You are just so bright, like a little light. A little nova." Don looked up at Lux who sat the carrier at his feet.

"She's my little nova." He informed her. Lux laughed and gestured for him to place her in the carrier. He did so, carefully, and Eris kicked her little feet in glee when he tickled at them.

"Someone is clearly smitten." Luciana said.

Donatello grinned up at her as she stood again.

"How could I not be? Look at her! I mean, c'mon! You know I know a lot of people say this, but we made one seriously cute kid." He gestured to Eris who squealed in response.

"She agrees." He told Lux.

"I'm glad you both have come to this conclusion." Lux teased. Don rose to stand with her and pulled her to him. He still had armor encasing his legs but his upper body only had his mask and black arm wraps now so she was pressed close against his bare plastron as he leaned down, stopping a breath away from her lips.

"I love you." He raised his hand to push her hair behind her ear as his fingers tangled into the wine red silken tresses, his thumb caressing her jaw and applying just enough pressure to tilt her head upward.

"I love you." Lux breathed out in response, her smile was sweet and filled with warmth, her green eyes shining with adoration.

Don closed the small distance between them, pressing his lips softly to her own in a long tender kiss that left her breathless when they both broke free for air.

Luciana giggled at the mischievous gleam in her husband's eyes.

"What?" She asked.

"You know that kid right there, the cute one?" He mused, not pulling back from her, leaving their foreheads pressed together.

Lux furrowed her brow with a smile. "Yea, what about her?" She asked. She shivered slightly when Don leaned back down and nipped softly at her bottom lip.

"Wanna make another?" He whispered against her lips, a sly grin upturning his own.

Her only response was a laugh completely suffused in joy.

[tarisilmarwen]

WIP Tag Game

Tagged by @triscribe.

Rules: In a new post, list the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

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*WHEEEEEEEEEZE*

Okay uh...

Well, there are still a lot of the same ones from before but now there's a whole spate of unsorted, untitled free-floating new ones so...

Alphabetical by fandom order:

Avatar: The Last Airbender

“The Girl In The Iceberg”

Big Hero 6

Currently untitled Season 2 part two rewrite/rework

Jedi Fallen Order/Star Wars Rebels Crossover

“Kindred Lights”

“A Splintered Path”

Star Wars (General/Crossover)

“Incident At Hanger 37”

Untitled Silver Chair Ahsoka AU/fixfic

Untitled Ahsoka rewrite/fixfic

"Ballroom Blitz" (working title, may change)

No Order 66 AU Maul kidnaps Ezra fic (featuring much of the Prequel Order)

No Order 66 AU Maul tries to crash The Gathering fic

Star Wars Rebels

“Descent Into Dawn”

“Fissured Holocrons” - “Shadow Captive”, “By The Light Of The Holocrons”, and “Tatooine Suns”

“Far Flung Stars”

“Relics”

"Harmless Games"

"I See The Light"

Sword Art Online

“My Brother’s Keeper”

“Gilded Heroine”

Teen Titans

“Broken Wings”

“Tyrants Rising”

“Shades Of Crimson”

TTSWAU - “Nightfall” and “Purge The Darkness”

“Titans Stay Night”

“Pacific Titans”

“Glow”

“Scraps Of Bread”

And I'mma just throw some moots and other writers I know out here uh... @jessicas-pi, @seleneisrising, @kanerallels, @jedi-nurse, @slightly-nerdy-rambles, @angel-gidget, @fireflyxrebel-writes, @findswoman, @kazoosandfannypacks, @starfiretheninja, aaaand @flilisskywalker.

[depressed-sock]

Steelstep, Losing their temper

requested by @deviant3lover

I used a default male Sidestep Cyrus (hope you don’t mind!) :D

...

It starts as something simple. Something that Wei Chen usually would play off as a regular event of his now daily life of having to deal with his… his old friend, his old ally, his lover, his boyfriend, his villain. He’s still not sure how to put Cyrus into the box of who he is to Chen. And considering how Cyrus keeps breaking Chen’s expectations and changing how he fits into Chen’s life... He’s not sure he’ll ever really know how Cyrus is supposed to fit.

That’s not the point anyway. It starts as something simple that get’s under his skin. A comment Cyrus makes about something he has planned that has Chen snapping at him.

Cyrus is sitting at the table in Chen’s apartment watching as Chen attempts to cook them both something simple. They’d already agreed Cyrus shouldn’t touch anything considering last time, Cyrus almost set the kitchen on fire by accident.

Cyrus is talking, his fingers tapping a rhythm on the table. The pleasant hum of the conversation filling Chen’s head. Chen doesn’t know when it turns. When his shoulders start growing tense, his back aching with the weight of some emotion that wants to claw through his very being.

“It should be a simple grab job anyway.” It’s an offhand comment. Lacking any serious details but something about it is the final straw.

“Don’t,” Chen stops chopping the vegetables, setting the knife down with a slap onto the counter. He grits his teeth and breathes through his nose. He doesn’t know how often he has had to remind Cyrus not to tell him anything because as long as Chen has plausible deniability he can still figure out a way to stop Cyrus. This time shouldn’t be any different but for some reason it is.

“Sorry?” Cryus gives him a worried look, setting down his drink on the table. There’s a pinch of his lips, eyes widening in a way that reminds Chen of that familiar fear Cyrus gets when he realizes he’s fucked up somehow.

“How many times do I have to tell you,” Chen grits his teeth, staring Cyrus down and ignoring the guilt that starts to pool into him as he watches Cyrus shutter down. Shrinking in on himself, trying to make himself smaller.

“Sorry,” he says again. He opens his mouth to say more but is cut off by the chime of his phone. He frowns as he pulls his phone out of his pocket and wincing at whatever message he sees on it. “I need to go.”

“Fine.” Chen grits his teeth, hands curling into fists.

Cyrus gives him another look before he leaves with a weak goodbye. The fingers on his left hand tapping together in a rhythm of a song, a familiar nervous habit from his Sidestep days, as he practically runs out the door.

Chen doesn’t think about it much. Not until later when it’s long past midnight and he’s still up sitting at the table staring at the abandoned drink. His fingers tapping against the table. He winces, regret bitter on the back of his tongue as finally pushes himself up and heads to bed. He doesn’t know where that particular anger came from.

Maybe it had just been building up from the rest of the day. Between his own stress and the argument he’d already gotten into with Ortega before he’d met up with Cyrus, he was sure he wasn’t going to be pleasant company today. But then he’d seen Cyrus and it was like all his worries had been stripped away.

He breathes, sitting on his bed and wondering what changed. He’s tired, he’s stressed. He needs sleep. Maybe that’s why he let’s Spoon sneak up onto the bed for the night.

The next time it’s over something more serious. Retribution has killed someone. Not directly, not by his own hands. But someone is still dead because of him and his carelessness.

Chen’s storming down the streets heading for Cyrus’s apartment the anger building under his skin. The repeating thought that he could have done something about this long before now. He could have stopped Cyrus before any of this happened.

He could have killed him.

The thought stops Chen in his tracks. A cold dose of realization that has him taking a few steps back. He gulps, throat dry, and fear suddenly clutching him by every fiber of his being. It’s not a thought he has ever wanted to have of Cyrus. Not now. Not when things are slowly working towards the better.

His hand covers his mouth and he takes in a shuddering breath as he tries to calm himself. Tries to work through the anger he has never had a problem with before. He turns on his heel, making his way back to his own apartment and far away from Cyrus. He needs to calm down, this isn’t a situation that needs his anger. It needs a calm head.

He doesn’t get the chance to think anything through though. Not when he opens his door and finds Cyrus sitting on the ground in his apartment, back against the wall and body curled over his knees.

“What the hell were you thinking?” It’s out before he can stop himself. The anger crashing over him a thousandfold. He grits his teeth, standing above Cyrus, every nerve in his body tight with anger.

“Don’t,” Comes Cyrus muffled reply. Arms tightening, as he curls further in on himself.

“Don’t what Cyrus? You killed someone!”

That gets him, he raises his head a bit, lips curling into a snarl, “I didn’t kill anyone!”

“Then why the hell is someone dead Cyrus?!” He’s yelling. He knows he is but he can’t stop himself.

“It’s not my fault heroes can’t do their fucking jobs!”

“They shouldn’t be having to clean up after you in the first place Cyrus! You’re the one causing this whole fucking situation!”

“Oh fuck you!”

Chen can barely breathe. Can barely think through the haze in his head. He hates this. Hates that Cyrus just continues to ignore the whole fucking problem. Hates that Cyrus can’t just tell Chen the truth. Tell him his plans so that maybe they can actually plan something that doesn’t involve letting other people die. “Why can’t you just think things through for once in your life! I hate when you do this! I hate when you don’t fucking think of the consequences!”

“Yeah well, I fucking hate me too!” He pushes up from where he’s seated, then he’s trying to push past Chen and something in him just snaps.

“That’s not what I’m saying!” His hand grabs Cyrus’s shoulder, yanking him back hard enough that he doesn’t have time to react. Cyrus falls back into the wall with a wince and a hiss of pain that has Chen staring at him in shock.

“What the fuck is your-” Cyrus cuts himself off, staring in horror at Chen’s left hand that’s still at his side. Chen follows his gaze, noticing for the first time his fingers moving. Tapping together in a familiar pattern.

He hadn’t even realized he’d been doing it.

Cyrus makes a wounded sound and suddenly the anger is gone like a crashing wave. Swept away and out to sea. Far enough away that Chen can finally think.

He looks back up at Cyrus, eyes widening in understanding.

“Oh no,” Cyrus’s words are a broken whisper. He’s scared.

And so is Chen.

[chaniters]

The ranch

Elena saves the day, and Cyrus visits the Ortega's ranch.

"Get back! It's doing it again!" you warn, jumping to the side. With one swift movement, Elena's hand reaches for the squirt bottle, turning around and spraying the assailant repeatedly in the face with perfect aim. "NO! NO! BAD!" Each jet emphasizes her words, the reddish energy buildup quickly dissipating in the air as the animal quickly turns tail after getting caught in the act. It breaks into a sprint towards the other goats, stopping only to take a bite out of a block of hay lying against the fence.

"Thanks for the save, Mom," Ricardo mutters sheepishly. "I told you not to expose your back," she says before pulling the trigger at her own son.

"Sorry! Sorry!" he chuckles, trying to block the water. You can't be sure about what he's thinking, but if you had to guess, you'd say he's proud that his mom came to save the day when no one else could. "Siempre te lo digo y te lo repito: Tienes que tener más cuidado, m'hijo. ¿Por qué no haces como tu amigo Sidestep?" "No es justo, él la vió venir porque tiene ojos en la nuca!" Ric complains. "Entonces te consigues un espejo retrovisor o lo que te haga falta, Ricky, pero algo vas a tener que hacer si vas a estar jugando rudo con la cabra mágica. Acuérdate que vale más maña que fuerza."

"I don't really have eyes at the back of my head!" you say, pointing out the obvious slander. "It was just an expression," Ortega replies. "Vamos adentro que es hora de cenar," she goes on in Spanish. "Voy a preparar el cuarto de huéspedes." "Eh… Guest room? I … uh… really should be going." "Nonsense, it's very late, and you're all bruised up, and you are Ricky's friend, so you're invited to stay for the night." "I just don't want to impose…" you start. "Come on Sides, you can stay here for tonight; I swear it's ok. I don't even know how are you can walk it off after all that beating we took. You need to take off that skinsuit and get some rest." "I'm fine," you object, trying to ignore the tingling sensation of the active paingate that keeps e tgether. "Also, I'll need you two around to help if Snowball gets scared; it's her first night here after all." "Snowball?" Charge asks. "The goat," she clarifies. "I just named it." "... fine… I guess I could stay the night then … just in case," you concede, defeated. "But I don't have a change of clothes." That's not exactly true. You do carry a second full-body nanomesh like the one you're now wearing under the skinsuit that you could change into, but it's form-fitting enough that it could be accurately described as underwear, not something that you would want to wear as the only layer in someone else's house. "Ricky can lend you something, Sidestep." "Cyrus," you sigh, taking off your mask because it's pointless to keep wearing it when you're about to have dinner with her and her son that trusts you enough to bring you to the family home. "Of course, I can. Here, come this way!" Ricardo leads you through the house. What are you getting yourself into this time? Is this how you finally get caught?

[ladymischievous]

Repostober Fic Collection

Not art, but writing instead. Here's links to a few of my works that I am particularly proud of from over the years:

Mask of the Rose/Fallen London

Dreams of Home

Archibald Reid had finally returned to the surface. He hadn’t realized just how much he had changed. There was a time where he wanted nothing more than the sun and returning to Glasgow. But now, he found himself a stranger to all the things he once found familiar. Archie tries to find solace in his dreams. WARNING: This fic contains spoilers for the 'Baptism' ending of Mask of the Rose.

World of Warcraft

A Twist of Fate

Type: Alternate Timeline, Did a lot of mixing of lore sources from things like 'The Last Guardian, The Movie, WoW, and Hearthstone's One Night in Karazhan to make this.

Warnings: In later chapters there's a bit of horror and psychological horror. This is a character study and exploration of both Khadgar and Medivh.

Main Characters: Khadgar and Medivh

Pairings: RavenTrust (Friendship and eventually romance (not there yet currently)

Curiosity was considered both a valuable trait and horrible vice of mages. It was his own curiosity that got Khadgar shipped off from the only home he had known.

AU Snippet: Dark Deals

Type: Modern!AU, Snippet based off an old RP

Main Characters: Medivh and Kel'Thuzad

Pairings: Kel'Thuzad/Medivh, hinted RavenTrust

Warnings: Spiders, Dubious Consent

Modern!AU. A crime intertwines the worlds of humans and of magic and mages. To help Lothar and protect Khadgar, Medivh must pay a visit to the dark underbelly of his world. Important Note: This is a snippet I adapted a scene from a past RP I did with a friend. I took it and adapted it into a oneshot as a writing exercise.

The Dragon Prince and the Recluse

Main Characters: Medivh and Wrathion

Pairings: Mentioned Hinted Raventrust, (Once I continue an) eventual friendship with Wrathion and Medivh.

It took a bit of work on Khadgar's part to convince Medivh to let the 'dragon prince' stay in his home. Wrathion isn't sure what to make of Karazhan, the ghosts within, or her reclusive master. He heard stories of Medivh, a guardian of Azaroth who fell from grace. Even his father was quite wary of the mage yet Wrathion is far from impressed. A Guardian is meant to protect Azeroth, not lock themself away in self-exile.

Dark Eyes Over Stormwind Keep

Pairings: Wrathion/Anduin, Wrathion & Medivh (friendship)

Warnings: Mild Body Horror

Haunted in his dreams, Anduin teeters on the line between light and shadow.

My Hero Academia

Heroes are for Fiction

Type: Writer!AU

Warnings: This one I wrote when I was in a particularly dark place. Feelings of depression and suicidal ideation. It was a theraputic bit of writing for me as I was navigating heavy emotions at the time.

Main Characters: Toshinori Yagi, Inko Midoriya, Izuku Midoriya

Pairings & Relationships: Inko/Toshinori, Izuku & Toshinori (Fatherly bond)

After a devastating personal tragedy, author Toshinori withdraws into loneliness and depression--at least until a face from his past comes back to remind him that heroes are not just for the fiction he writes.

[mysteroads]

I HAVE LEVELED UP AS A NERD

What did I do, you ask? Well, I wrote a fanfiction... of a fanfiction!

*Gasp!* 😲😳😨😱

Yeah, I sunk that low. Worse still, I did the most fanfictiony thing a fanfic can do. I took a lovely little unfinished fic that is all set to explore the difficulty of unexpected parenthood, examine the lasting harm caused by abuse and how to heal from it, overthrow an evil government, and is a delicious rare-pair slow-burn on top of that--- and did this:

Honestly, I'm just grateful that I SUCK at writing smut. Otherwise my soul would plunge further into the depths of Hell 😅

Anyway... had a ton of fun writing it so far. There's banter, probably at least one shirtless scene (possibly on a pole), innuendos, UST, a dollop or two of angst, some cute kids, and to top it off-- my favorite thing other than GIF spamming readers:

✨Fire and Explosions✨

Oh, why a Dabi GIF? This is a My Hero Academia fanfic. Did I forget to mention that? 😘 Well, been a long enough post. Peace out! Link to my new fic to follow shortly!

[spyrkle4]

Rachel voice: I’ve come to make an announcement, Lord Indigo’s a bitch-ass motherfucker, he kidnapped my fucking sister! That’s right he told his minions to go kidnap my sister and he said “I’m going to make her evil” and I said that’s disgusting! So I’m making a call-out post on my Tumblr-dot-com. Indigo of the Galaxian Pirates you are the fucking worst, absolute trash that even the garbage man won’t touch, and guess what? Here’s what my revenge looks like! That’s right, superheroes are gonna end your career, I called and Big Hero 6 answered, look at that they’re fucking up your minions. He fucked up my sister’s mental health so I’m gonna fuck up his plans. That’s right, this is what you get, SUPERHERO JUSTICE! Except I’m not just gonna fuck up your plans, I’m gonna go way higher, I’m gonna DESTROY YOUR BASE! How’d you like that Voltrax?! I’m gonna destroy your fucking base! You have twenty-three hours before Big Hero 6 storms your fucking headquarters, Now get the fuck out of my sight before I fucking blow you up too!

[mommyofkittens]

A Court of Fallen Heroes: Chapter 11 - END OF PART 1: Pit of Despair

The Vespertus

Author's P.o.V:

          The night wasn't as merciful as Cyan had imagined before the mission started, as she had hoped and as that dreadful feeling of impending doom was settling deep inside her marrow, the only thought she had in mind w9as that someone betrayed them. Someone who played his cards better than her little band of bandits and outwitted them, outfoxed five brains.

           Hypnotized by the moving shadows she imagined, Cyan stared into the pitch-black fog that rose between the scrawny trees. There was only empty silence in her eardrums, broken only by Niven's sharp gasps or Malou's heavy breathing passing by the side of her head. They peered at her from behind those lanky trees, dancing on Kallus' splattered blood, following Cyan's arrythmic heartbeats.

          Someone sold us out. Someone killed Kallus. No. He's not dead. He can't be. But his blood is everywhere. Maybe he fought back, he's really hurt out there in the forest. Of course he fought back, but Malou said there's no trace of his scent anywhere near.

          " We have to keep moving. " Malou gathered her strength, refreshed by the freedom, and watched the brunette, whose name she hadn't quite caught yet. She tried to muster some empathy, some compassion for the faith of the girl's father, for her grief, but these long, never-ending years, the losses she, herself had suffered, left her feelings freeze to death. When no answer came from the one she thought was the leader, she turned to the human who was barely holding Malou on her narrow shoulders.

         Is this the Falling Star  the Old Word spoke of? Malou refrained from showing her distrust and studied the human's gentle profile. Tree digits were imprinted deep in the roundness of her cheek, rosy and anfractuous, murdering that innocent, smooth facade. By their color variation, from pink on the edges and fierce magenta in the center and the way they were perfectly aligned and symmetrical and the vague smell of sulfur, she guessed a creature gifted it to her. A departing memory.

          " The guards will discover us and your plan will fail. " She could feel the heaviness of her eyes settling on Malou's relentless features. This girl's green eyes did not know an easy life, her questioning gaze electrified Malou, somehow ravishing the last remnants of her warrior instincts she burried deeply inside her subconscious. Cyan's eyes reminded her of a long lost partner, of a forgotten devotion she had once bravely held.

          Malou's mouth went into a straight line, building back her strong, garnet walls. Cyan's eyes softened rapidly, letting the fragile side of humanity come back. 

      " You're weak. " Malou felt the need to strike the girl with ferocity, wanting that second of bravery she held moments ago to come back. " This is not a world where pretty eyes and soft souls survive. I can smell your emotions a mile away. Imagine what it feels like when I'm so suffocatingly close to you, girl. Do something and get us moving! "

          Cyan's face fell, her insides twisted once more before she erased those shadows from the corners of her eyes and tried to put her brain to work. It must've been at least twenty minutes since Niven sunk herself to the ground, moving back and forth, trapped in a trance. Her knees were probably frozen, soaked with mud. Cyan grimaced as she heard the ghostly sound of a heart breaking and breaking again and again, washed by the rain that fell more gently, as if taking pity on their misfortune.

           The wind, however, grew wilder, entering the corners of their massive armor, making a home inside their bones. Cyan's jaw started to tremble uncontrollable as she struggled to move Malou inside the carriage, her iron shoes slipping on the mixture of mud and blood. Their only luck tonight was the full moon, which provided enough light for them to see the disaster around them. 

         " I'll lock the door. Don't make a sound. If we lose you too, it will all be for nothing. " Cyan whispered so softly that even Malou's sharp hearing couldn't hear all the words, but she agreed, already reading her intentions to protect her at all costs.

          The old woman gasped, irritated at the way her body had grown heavy and useless. The only things that had remained untouched were her most primitive assets: her sense of smell, her sight, her hearing, even her ingrained instinct to fight. Malou gathered the velvet cushion in her bony fists and repositioned herself on the carriage floor. She sniffed her old woman scent and almost threw up, disgusted by her pathetic condition. But she should be back in shape in less than a day. If she even made it to the next day.

         Mother of all we know, keep my body agile and my soul free. Mother of all we feel, may my blade be sharp and my focus steady. Mother of all we are, let the path be hard and my enemy fierce so I can win my place beside your righteousness.

          Malou's prayer rose to the sky like a chanted spell, soothing the aching pain of the wind. A bandage on a stinging wound.

          Suddenly, she felt wrong as she thought about throwing those hostile words at the girl. A mentor shouldn't be angry and hateful, harsh, yes, but not hateful. She was showing hate towards a woman who came to save their world, who was about to experience the breaking point of her initiation tonight. A fatal heartbreak. Malou knew that the Vespertus could come in all shapes and forms: faes, half-faes, witches, elves, dwarves, even humans. But the latter died more easily during the transformation. The rate of a successful Passing was lower than that of any other species, but the powers they inherited when it was over could destroy this world as easily as they could protect it. Humans fed their fire with ambition and love.

          Malou gathered her palms and prayed again, this time for the girl who was fighting for their lives outside.

           In the middle of the night, Cyan's desperation flooded the area. Her hands shook as if she'd been drinking all night and her steps were hesitant. She felt the guilt eating away at her stomach, her lungs, her voice. In the back of her mind, she had a clue as to who might be the one to drag her through such misery, but she vehemently refused to admit that he was to blame for her failure and that she was guilty through him. She was the one who had betrayed them. 

          " Niven. " She calls for the millionth time, trying to lift the girl's limp body from the ground. How could she be heavier than Malou? '' We have to go, we need to finish the mission, otherwise Kallus's sacrifice will be for nothing. ''

          " I don't care. Soon, I'll be dead too... " 

          " Please, don't say this. You are my hope, Nivy. " The stinging in Cyan's eyes diminished the moment she let those hungry tears eat her face, the string in  her throat grew tighter around her vocal cords. " We have to live! "

          Niven's hollow gaze took in the desperation in Cyan's features, her rich brows now tossed by the helmet, her well-structured nose reddened by the cold air, her parted lips now cracked and bleeding from Cyan's white teeth. Nivy's tearful gaze made Cyan glow in the moonlight like a true goddess in disguise, the planet perfectly aligned with her head. She saw a crown of stars dancing around the redhead's temple, the darkness only helping it to shine brighter. " It's already happening... The Mother of the Helpless. "

          Cyan began to cry harder, sobbing louder as she watched her soul sister slowly lose her mind. She pulled harder, digging her gloves into Niven's shoulder blades, finally lifting her large body.

          Something else made them stop. It seemed like the sound was coming from everywhere, a rhythmic gallop rushing through the night, a terrifying sound when you're left all alone in the woods. Cyan felt an ache deep inside her heart, a warning from her vital organ that it was reaching its endurance limits. She straightened her back and muttered a curse in her native tongue. Niven's bloodshot eyes widened, her posture shifted a fraction, becoming slightly more aggressive, but the fire she held a few hours ago was clearly extinguished, only embers remaining beneath her skin.

          " I'll take care of it. " Niven stumbles on her wobbly legs and raises her palms above her head with her last ounce of strength, bringing a weak, flickering golden halo to life around her wrists. 

          Cyan lifted the spear from the ground, trying her best to concentrate on the sound and where it came from. She watched as it's sharp end glowed with yellow and white light coming from Nivy's moving fingers, reflecting her blossoming powers. The mixture of black wood and metal slid under Cyan's sweaty palms, shaking like a candlelight in the wind. Remnants of someone's blood got caught under her nails, raising the bile in her throat.

          The earth shakes beneath their feet, cracking and releasing thick tree roots, monstrous and twisted by time. Moles flee from under the ground, frightened by the sudden earthquake, and hide in the depths of the eerie forest. Wolves howl in the distance and birds of the night fill the sky, trying to escape. The redhead stares in awe as pure magic erupts from Niven's body, yellow as a sunny day, illuminating half the forest. A strong smell of freshly dug earth fills her nostrils, and she glances around, noticing the branches squeak as they are finally allowed to move, guided by the golden mist.

          By the second the sounds grew louder and closer, a shield had already formed around them.

          " Wait! Wait!..." Cyan cries, throwing down the spear. A familiar horse whine rises through the night, like a triumphant trumpet announcing victory. The girl almost kneels in relief, her nerves already stretched thin. " How is this possible? "

          The horse rose on her hind legs, as if to signal that she was no danger to them, and then, as she slowly approached them, another pair of small eyes came into view.

          Niven's hands remain suspended in the air as bewitched as her companion was, mouth slightly agape. " Did mom send you? "

          A small piece of content filled their hearts, knowing there was still a way out of this forest, a chance to find Kallus. Cyan rushes through the branches, not thinking clearly, and runs to hug her friends. A few thorns kiss the outside of her face, but she doesn't seem to feel anything as she presses her forehead against the horse's to show her appreciation. " Misty... What happened to the farm? " She asks, raising her palm to touch the cat's wet hair. " We have to go back!  "

𓆩✴𓆪

         As surprising as it sounded, the Spymaster managed to lose his only suspect faster than he expected. Or rather, faster than his hundreds of years of experience would have allowed. He let the girl go for a single reason: there were more important matters to attend to that required his attention more urgently than a deceptive hunch. Even if his instincts never lied to him, Eris and everything else could wait a little longer.

          By no means did he get rusty or too old. No. He just started the mission on the wrong foot. Everything tasted bitter on the tip of his tongue from the beginning, but there wasn't much he could do about it. He had to see it through. Even if they were a family, Rhysand wouldn't allow him to start picking and choosing which missions he wanted to go on. 

          Was this a bad time to consider that his younger brother was pulling rank on him? 

          After that upside down turning stomach of a dinner, the Shadowsinger was led into the chamber that was to be his home. He quickly had his companions search the large, dark room, lit only by a few candles. When no spells or dangers were found, he disappeared, hiding in the dungeons beneath the castle.  

          Azriel felt the dense layer of magic that prevented anyone from teleporting into the prison cells, but his way of traveling through shadows was no simple magic, and there weren't many wards that could prevent him from taking a look inside. After all, everything casted a shadow, from the most mundane objects to the darkest corners of the earth. Well, at least everything that was touched by a soul or had a soul. Wrapped in the compact layer of blackness, he followed the muffled sounds.

          No one was getting killed on his watch.

          With a deft finger, he covered the lower half of his face with his mask and drew two of his daggers from the shadows, ready to strike from the pitch-black corner. Two torches came into view and the other inmates began to shout and bang on the iron bars. The damp atmosphere grew louder with groans and the air became even harder to breathe, full of a fetid and cadaverous odor.  

          A harsh line appeared between Azriel's brows as he finally saw two guards dragging down the chopped stairs the servants from earlier, both half-unconscious. A sense of justice boiled inside his nerves, frigid as a bleak winter. His joints strained under the pressure of his arched stance, like a bow ready to shoot. The Shadowsinger waited no longer, already full of their poor ways of treating women. The hulking men suspected nothing as one of Azriel's daggers sliced through the night, fast and steady, and plunged into one of their throats. Blood splattered everywhere from the small and fatal wound, aided by the gurgling sound of him choking on his own fluids. In the blink of an eye, he was writhing like a fish on dry land, franticly trying to cover his sliced neck. 

          One of the women began to scream as red droplets landed on her uncovered face, waking her from her sleep. Two hands appeared from behind the iron bars, dirty and rat-nicked all over their forearms, and dragged the twitching body close to the cells. Everyone was horrified as another pair of hands emerged from another dark cell and began to rip the guard's skin off in a violent attempt to avenge the years they had been imprisoned down there and the horrors they had endured. Skinned alive, the man endured several minutes of torture, praying loudly to die faster.

          " Show yourself!��" The other managed to scream, his black eyes desperately searching the empty halls. He tried to remove what was left of his friend from the cells, but the starving people they threw here were hungry for justice. The torch lay forgotten on the ground, sizzling in the pool of blood that was already forming.

          A riot broke out in the dungeons beneath the castle. Metal cups banged against the walls, people screamed and screamed as they pinned their limbs to the corridor separating the cells. Someone threw fecal matters on the guards armor, disturbing his stance.

          " La la, la la la, Death has come to collect the prize. La la, la la la, and he has you on his file. " A prisoner sings, laughing like a crow. The guard bangs his sword on the iron bars, trying to keep the situation under control, but he has no idea that Azriel could also thrive in chaos.

          The Shadowsinger reveals himself in the dim light, radiating power, terror, and a thirst to kill. His illyrian leathers were his second skin, molding into his muscles, instilling fear in his opponent. The only thing the poor man could see were the Spymaster's eyes, empty and sinister, like a dreadfull story told around a campfire.

          " I knew you were a bad omen. " The man squeaks, shivering.

         There was no point in wasting more time talking and as the man moves to deliver a blow, Azriel spins through the large opening created by the man's raised arms and stabs him between the ribs with lethal grace. The guard howls in agony, the prisoners cheering the pain, but the Shadowsinger has had enough of the show. To end the man's misery swifter, he silently moves behind him and breaks his neck with his bare hands.

          " Please don't hurt us. " The white-haired one speaks, holding the other woman tightly in her arms. " We are innocent, someone set us up... Please... "

          " I know. " Azriel speaks calmly and takes off his masks to ease the tension. All he needed now was to frighten them more than they already were, and he didn't want that. " I'm here to free you. I'll fly you to your homes, but you must leave the city tonight. Are you able to do that? "

          " There is a ship leaving for the continent tonight, but we are too many and I don't know if I can afford the price. " The older woman speaks, caressing the sleeping face of the other.

          There were no words left to say as Azriel places a bag of golden coins inside her fist, then winnows them both outside the castle, as far as possible from any danger. 

          " May the Daughter spare you... " Is all that he hears before he vanishes back to finish his bussiness.

          The Fallen Star to spare him? How many people knew about the existence of this woman? How many people were after her? Funny, The Shadowsinger snorted, I should be the one to show her mercy, not the other way around.

          Well, the man knew that after his little circus trick, he only had a day or two before anyone noticed the real culprit who managed to start a riot in those prison cells. Now he could finally focus on his real mission. Worryingly, the only thing he knew about the girl was the color of her eyes, and frankly, not even that was entirely true. 

          Were they slightly more blue, gray, or more green than usual because of the distance?

           Azriel shakes his head, feeling violated by the unexpeted toughts. Who cares what the girl's eyes looked like? Who cares why she was sent to their lands? Who cares about the girl's destiny as long as she tramples on the lives of others for her own sake? He was beginning to believe that she wasn't as blessed and holy as the pictures in the book made her out to be, how the stories he heard made her sound like a peace bringer. She was a ruthless human and all Azriel wanted was to finish the damn job and hand it over to Rhysand to take care of.

          As Azriel was striding through those empty halls, whispers caught his attention. He puffs, almost amused at how this night was going to unfold for him and anyone involved. He rubs his palms over his tired face, already tasting the last remnants of patience left in him. When was the last time he fucking slept for more than two hours without being disturbed by an emergency? 

          Swallowing his dissatisfaction, he gathers his strength and becomes a shadow. By the Mother, this was going to be a long and tiring mission for him. Azriel hoped to at least get a good night's sleep by the time he returned to the Night Court.

          As he reached the next corridor, the illyrian noticed a slender boy haggling with one of the onyx guards the king always carried for protection. From the look of the wing, luxurious and well-lit with large candles, Azriel guessed that this was Draegan's side of the castle, the one he shared with his accolites and whores. The guard nods and knocks three times on the carved door before slipping his covered head into the chamber.

          The human grows impatient, his raven hair tied in a low ponytail beginning to unravel from his frustrating lack of steadiness. He raises his hands and tries to tighten it a bit. Azriel squints, spoting the drops of blood at the bottom of his blouse and the large stains that cover his pants and shoes. His movements are nervous, his posture tense, as if he had just murdered someone and didn't want anyone to find out. He turns his head from side to side to make sure no one sees him, as if he was about to reveal a life-threatening secret. The Shadowsinger inhales, sniffing his emotions and chokes: panic, hesitation, anger, rage, thirst for vengeance, and guilt, guilt, so much guilt that Azriel nearly drowns from the smell alone.

          " What have you done, boy? " Azriel whispers, detecting the dubious amount of sulfur emanating from the human's body.

         Draegan steps out in the hallway, half naked, and grabs the boy by the collar of his blouse, throwing him against a wall. There's a quick exchange of information that Azriel doesn't hear very well, then he watches the boy stumble backwards, his green eyes wide in shock.

          " Take the Death Patrol, burn the town, burn the farm, burn the whole damn forest if you have to! " Draegan shouts, pushing his guard against the wall as well. " Don't let anyone live. I don't want hostages, I don't want witnesses, I don't want collateral damage. I don't care if you find them. I only want dead bodies! Do you understand?! The Dark One wants answers that I clearly don't have. How did they manage to walk right under my nose?! They want to crown her on my throne! "

           The guard nods almost hysterically as he takes in all of his king's wishes. The green-eyed boy bows his head deeply.

          " I did everything I could to buy some time. I even killed my father, for you, my fierce king! " The boy drops to his knees, kissing Draegan's feet. " She washed their minds, she stole their hearts and eaten their souls! If we get there fast enough, if we manage to end her life before anyone else, there will be a higher chance of turning her into a Tiamat - A Dark Verpertus, a star driven by chaos. "

          Tiamat? The Daughter... The Fallen Star. " Vespertus " Azriel mumbles, coming to the horrible realization that Hybern knew of the comet woman's existence. 

          " What the fuck... '' Draegan suddenly turns blue and places a ringed hand on his torso. Black vomit spews out of his mouth, scattering all over the red walls and blue carpets. " That bi-... Aaah! " The king screams in pain as he falls to the floor, convulsing like a rabid dog. " I can't breathe! Ugh... "

          " Sire! "

          Doors open on both sides of the corridor, and more faes gather around the king, trying to help him to his feet..

           " He's been poisoned! " A Fae shouts, sticking two fingers down Draegan's throat. " Call Nimue! Who was he with in his chamber?! "

         " She's gone, the blonde girl. " Another shouts after checking the bedroom. " You idiots, move faster! The king is dying! "

         " What was he poisoned with? " A white-haired man asks as he pours water on Draegan's twisted face. 

          One of the faes from the dinner table comes out with an empty glass of wine and inspects it. He rubbs his finger on the purple stains and smells them. " Tell that fucking witch to come faster, he's been poisoned with the Night Shade. "

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          Mother of all we feel, Mother of all we know, Mother of all we are, Mother, Mother...

          Malou's prayer seemed to surround them, to protect them, to purify them, but the Mother vowed never to interfere in human or fae affairs; the Mother bound herself to never be able to touch the material world. The Mother made her fair share of sacrifice when she allowed her only Daughter to be torn apart by the world the Mother's Father had created.

          The Goddess wasn't even able to persuade the Fates as they started to cut string after string that night. One blind, one deaf, one mute. More lives were taken in less than two hours than in a day of war. The blind one chooses the strings so that no one could say her judgment was unjust. The deaf one cuts so that she never hears the pleas. The mute one discards them so that she can never say where the Gardens are hidden.

          The Mother could only watch as Malou took her rigged breath inside the carriage, while Niven rode wildly back to what was left of the farm. The goddess only blew a gentle wind into the mare's hooves, making her faster, swifter, more agile and glued her eyes and prayers to her only child, now left alone in the viper's lair. The Fates could only guide Cyan to her destiny, but they could never warn her about those dangerous steps she was about to take. 

          Cyan hid her cat in her armor, needing the warmth and reassuring touch of her loyal companion, and entered the castle with a dagger in her hand. She left her helmet in those woods, as well as some of her innocence. Her face was dirty with mud and dust, droplets of dried blood were splattered across glher temples and nose. She berated herself for forcing her body through those branches, but the sting of those cuts kept her anchored in reality. The tree claw marks on her cheek turned blood red from the harsh wind they endured with the carriage in pieces to make it easier for the mare to carry all that road.

          Her scalp was itchy, the low bun she had made was disheveled, her eyes were teary and sore and she wanted someone to answer for the loss she had suffered tonight. Cyan kept doing it, losing her mind in that satisfying, grim fantasy: stabbing and stabbing and demanding one life in exchange for Kallus's, thirsty and twitching with anxiety. She could see the sharp blade make a precise incision right in that fae's Adam's apple, stealing his breath and voice forever.

          Brutally, Cyan shoved two fingers into her eyeholes, trying to stay as neuter as possible.

          To her surprise, the castle was... empty. Or at least asleep. Either way: it wasn't a good sign the fact that she could venture head straight into Hybern's heart. Cyan wondered if it wasn't a trap someone had set for her. She would be grateful. Maybe this joke of a life would end sooner than she expected and she could return to the other joke of a life in the other universe. She mustered a smile that she quickly wiped away in pain. Her lips were too chapped and dehydrated and any expression drew blood from her skin.

          " Where the hell am I going? " Cyan wondered, still walking between the corridors.

          Quick footsteps could be heard behind her, and she hid around the corner, ready to pounce on anyone who came her way. Her anger drove her mad and robbed her of her wise decision making. The cat dug her claws into her chest, a warning to be careful. Cyan blew out the candles on the walls and cloaked herself in the darkness, aware that there was someone in this castle who thrived in the shadows and never slept. As soon as the footsteps lined up with her position, she let out an angry moan and knocked one of the people down.

           " Eris?! " The blade nicked his perfect jaw, leaving a path of fresh blood to stain the collar of his green tunic, but she never withdrew the blade. " You betrayed me! "

          Eris Vanserra was as beautiful and graceful as ever, wide-eyed and a bit disheveled from the attack. Cyan nearly lost her grip on the dagger hill, too stunned. The girl opened her mouth to avoid inhaling his scent of leaves and embers, concentrating on the way his firm and narrow hips felt between her thighs. She realized too late that it was the wrong thing to do, shying away and losing her defiant posture.

          " Cyan... " His hands remained glued to the floor, fully aware of the woman's state of shock, and he pleaded with her gently. " I didn't say anything. I swear on my mother. ''

          The man looked a little bored by the situation, but treated Cyan like a porcelain doll as he gently stroked the side of her hip with his slender fingers, trying to bring her to a state of lucidity. He drew his thin brows high on his forehead, bombarding the poor girl with sincere and warm amber eyes.

           " Cyan, what happened to you? " A pale hand reaches for her shoulder and she wips her wild eyes at the woman behind her. " Oh... By the gods... He's telling the truth. "

" I could never do this to you. I promise... "

          Cyan felt a pang of guilt betray her confidence. She remembered from the books that the only person Eris loved most besides himself was his mother, and he had just taken a vow under her name. Her cruel eyes softened as she gazed at an angelic Aoife, barely covered by the horrible nightgown Draegan must have forced her to wear.

          " You managed to escape him... " Cyan muttered, observing a crimson pink blossom on her hollow cheeks. " Did he... "

          " Eris helped me. " Aoife praised Vanserra, staring at him as if he was a prince on a white horse. " Where is everyone else? "

          Aoife immediately regretted her question as she watched Cyan's entire complexion turn from red to white, as if she had seen a ghost.

          " Someone attacked and took Kallus while we were inside the prison. We don't know if he's still alive, but... The amount of blood -... It covered the whole damn place... " Cyan continues, strangling Eris with one shaky hand. She was on top of his large body, trying her best to keep him on the ground with the weight of her body. " Not even the storm was able to wash all that blood. Even the horses were killed. The blood dripped from everywhere - like a sacrifice. You were the only one who knew everything and I gave that information to you so freely! "

         A nerve pumped in her temple, making Cyan dizzy. She knew that Eris could topple her at any moment. He was a fae after all, he was stronger and faster, even smarter. But Cyan had a fierce fire burning in her veins, pumping and roaring. She would give her life to kill Eris if he was the traitor. But that ball of accumulated and trapped emotions made her chest swell, like a balloon ready to burst. 

          All of a sudden she regarded the blood covering her armour, moistening her hair, covering her face and palms like a plague. Kallus's blood was all over her body. Cyan bit her tongue until she felt iron drip down her throat. Tears streamed into her clouded irises as she saw Eris' pitiful face blurry. 

          Aoife covers her mouth with a thin hand and kneels beside their bodies, cupping Cyan's unrecognizable face in her cold palms, " It wasn't him. "

          Misty doesn't linger inside her master's armor and swings a sharp claw at Aoife, trying to protect Cyan from any harm that might come her way. The cat's still wet ears perk up and she hisses, warning Aoife to keep her hands to herself. Her eyes go wide in shock at the so-called ace up Cyan's sleeve. 

          A shudder breaks Cyan from her killing fantasy and she pulls the sharp end of the dagger from Eris' face, waiting. " It's true. " A rough voice finally comes from behind her, warming and cooling her at the same time. " Someone else ruined your plan. " He continues, moving closer to her compromising position.

          Bugs seem to crawl up Cyan's spine as she feels those hate-filled, glowing eyes clawing at her. She pushes her eyes with two fingers, trying to regain control of her toughts, and when Eris finally manages to escape between her legs, she collapses backwards, resting her weight on Azriel's knees. The cat recognizes him and hisses again, growling.

          Cyan lifts her head in time to see the corner of his full mouth move as if he recognized her cat, but his face suddenly changed to greet her with a death stare. " If your mouth runs as easily as your emotions drive you, then I can imagine why your plan went downhill. "

          " Don't be so harsh, Spymaster, not everyone is as perfect as you. " Eris helps Cyan to her shaky feet, trying to put some distance between the girl and the deadly assassin. A bold shadow curls toward them, but Aoife pulls Cyan further away, unsure of the fae's intentions and waves a hand in front of her, thinking that the tongue of darkness could dissipate as easily as smoke would.

          The redhead didn't have a comeback ready, still terrified by the way his form enveloped her in its own shadow, like a gigantic volcano ready to fry everything in its path. His bony, pointed wings rose behind him like two warning signs she was prepared to ignore. She was too exhausted, too traumatized, and too sad to be intimidated by anyone more than she already felt in this world.

          " We should leave, Cyan. " Aoife speaks, her eyes closely glued to Azriel's terrifying aura. She notices the sharp ends of several blades coming out of his pockets and swallows thickly. " I thought you were stripped of them ."

          " I was. " Azriel admits, scorching the green-eyed girl like a pig on a roaster. " Don't you want to find out who ratted you out? I'd be deadly curious. "

          Cyan slowly lifts her eyes and cursed herself for allowing such handsome and grim man to make her want to be small and unseen. She could swear he was jogging with the words in that sentence, but her mind was too foggy to play his game.

          " How do you know who betrayed us? " Cyan found her courage to speak, her voice barely above a whisper. God, that rage really ate her energy.

          Eris places himself strategically in front of the girls, his gold and green suit shinning boldly under the candlelight, " Don't let him fool you, the Shadowsinger always know everything. " Eris rises his chin to Azriel, disposing that charming facade he wore in the last days. 

          The illyrian can't help but chuckle in response to Vanserra's way of playing his cards and bows his head to the left, challenging the other male. He feels his shadows closing in on the redhead, trying to get inside her head. Out of the corner of his eye, Azriel watches the so-called Cyan, noticing her poor appearance. She seems to have been taken out of a book of horrors, the kind he used to read as a child, about witches, curses and deadly battles. From the looks of it, if he moved fast enough he could land a blow to her knees and have her winnowed by the time Eris even had the chance to look behind.

          " Much to your surprise, I don't. A boy came to Draegan's chamber and warned him right after he was poisoned. I don't know who he is. " Azriel gave in, stinging Aoife with an all knowing look. He held no remorse, no accusation against her, only a warning that he knew who did it. 

          " Night Shade. " Cyan lets a breath escape her dry lips, but does not return Aoife's stunned gaze. " But where is everyone else? "

          Azriel places a wide foot to the right, trying to get a better look at his most coveted prize, trying to memorize her features. Or whatever he could make out behind all the dirt and bruises that covered her oval face. " Indeed, it was Night Shade. They left towards the city. I managed to stop some of them, but they are too many and the onyx guards are harder to kill than the simple, fae ones. Who attacked you? "

          He had to admit that he was a little shocked to find himself in front of the comet woman, or The Fallen Star, as everyone preferred to call her, but he was also a little disappointed when he saw her size and the pitiful way she carried herself. How was a human like her going to save their world? Azriel just couldn't see it happen. Cyan was young, weak, and from the looks of it could barely take a few blows. She had no muscular build under that armor and he couldn't sense any type of magic, only sweat and rain. How could someone like her survive such a fall?

          Cyan's eyes were turbid, a mass of blue and green and gold - a chaotic ocean. She looked like she drank all night fae wine and never recovered. " That's none of your bussiness. When did they left? What did the boy look like? "

          " They must've really hit you in the head if you imagine I'll tell you so you can go around looking for him. " The Shadowsinger came closer, ready to snatch her and just leave Hybern behind, but Eris threw a hand in front of Cyan, sensing his intention.

          " She won't. " Vanserra swears, but Azriel could easily spit on any promise the Autumn Court made. " Now indulge the lady and answer! "

          " What do I get in return? "

          " I believe you're here for the same thing everyone is. " Cyan considered, watching Eris swallow his words. " So I'll come with you. "

         Aoife and Cyan stared at the Shadowsinger as he took his eyes off the pray he had finally caught and stabbed Eris with his piercing gaze instead, satisfied with the way everything had suddenly gone his way. " Tempting, but how do I know you're not going with the Autumn Heir? "

          " I'll let one of your shadows come close so it can bind me to you. "

          Soft green and violent amber crash together as Cyan finally finds the courage to set her eyes on Azriel's. Her mouth goes into a straight line letting her guard down, blown away by the power he held only in his gaze. She can see the wheels turning in his head, the barely visible tensed muscle in his fine jaw, the bright glow of victory in his irises. He seemed to have everything under control, calculating every outcome, solving every problem that might arise. Even if she managed to escape him, he would hunt her down on every continent, offended that she had broken her promise.

          Maybe this was her chance to go to Prythian and then back home. But there was no proof that they would help her, there was no proof that things weren't different in reality than in the books. What if they were evil and would do anything to save their world, including willingly letting her die? What if they tortured her to find out how she ended up here?

          In silence, a skilled tongue of smoke curls around Cyan's wrist. holding her in a leash. Goosebumps break out all over her forearm, sliding down to her fingers like a frozen ice cube. Their grip feels like millions of needles were pinching her skin, tight enough to leave a mark behind. She closes and opens her eyes a few times, convincing herself that the deep shadow is indeed alive and flattening around her. Before she can give Eris a sideways glance, Azriel is already blurting out all the information.

          " It was a raven haired boy, slender, not taller than the blonde girl, a pony tail, covered in blood, green eyes. "

          Cyan swallowed, taken aback. It was impossible. 

          " It can't be him. " Aoife spoke to the redhead, still clinging to her left arm. 

          Azriel didn't even notice the short chemise the blonde was wearing, as if she had been caught by the bandits in the middle of the night and barely managed to escape. He watched as Cyan took a deep breath, watched as her world crumbled over her head, as her shoulders slumped and realization took over her foggy mind.

          " We need to go to the farm. Right now. " Cyan announced calmly, feeling everything all at once. Her limbs began to shake violently when she realized that Niven and Malou were riding right into a trap.

          Azriel tsk-tsked in disapproval, ready to remember Cyan that she hadn't mentioned when she was going with him, but his breath was cut short as he watched the blonde draw a dagger from her thigh and gently place it in the redhead's gloved palm. A gift returned in the hope of bringing peace.  " Thank you. It protected me. " The blue stone upon it glowed brightly in the candlelight, blinding the Spymaster with cold rage. He remembered Amren mentioning something about its disappearance, he remembered how he felt that night, the nightmare he'd had, the smell, his agony. Azriel's hunting dagger lay stolen in the palms of the witch who had invaded their home.

        Voices scream in the distance, and Azriel's head whips around at the end of the hallway as he sees a handful of onyx guards running toward them.

          " Hurry! " Eris grabs the girls by their wrists and tries to drag them out of the castle. The Shadowsinger is faster and wraps a strong arm around Cyan's waist, blocking Eris's magic.

          " The witch is coming with me. " His voice thunderes, Truth Teller already dangerously close to Cyan's neck. Shadows rise around them, cocooning them protectively. One of them darts to Eris's feet, trying to drag him by his calves, but he scares it away with a burning orb send for those tongues of darkness.

           " Kill the traitors! Bring their bodies to king Draegan! " The one in the middle commands as one archer prepares to shoot them.

          Eris's fire ignites in his palms, throwing several fireballs at the guards, slowing them down. One of them screeches in pain as the hot armor melts atop his skin. Vanserra's orbs ricochet off Azriel's cobalt shield, bouncing off before hitting the marble on the ground.

          " Don't let him take her! " Aoife cries, throwing a vase in their direction, then another one.

          Digging her digits into the Spymaster's forearms, feeling those rippling muscles ready to suffocate her if need be, Cyan lifted her feet off the ground in an attempt to destabilize Azriel. In vain, his thighs were far stronger than a twenty-year-old girl, with half the weight of the huge man. The Illyrian raises another shield, blocking the Death Patrol a few feet away and hits his boot on the ground, a cobalt sound wave making the walls shake and the windows ring.

          A black sword appears in the captain's hands, smoke rising like fumes from the blade, cutting a long gash in Azriel's shield. Eris bends his arms and stirs the candle flames, burning the wooden archway. As it begins to crumble above their heads, shattering their helmets, the captain continues to deliver blow after blow in the Spymaster's flickering magic, creating a round opening in his defenses.

          " Let me go! " Cyan screams, managind to scrape her throat in Azriel's dagger. He doesn't seem to mind that danger was right behind them, less than a few meters away.

          " Witch! You stole from me, you broke into my house. Did you want to kill one of us? Did you want to have some fun by torturing us? I'll make you pay double the price... " He whispers in her ear, shaking her violently, sucking all the air out of her lungs. The scent of amber snickers from beneath her armor, mixed with sweat and mud and rain and blood. The Illyrian male goes wild, seeing black before his eyes as he holds his most coveted prize at his mercy.

          Don't break her neck. The bold shadow recommended, still gripping her left wrist.

          Too caught up in the act, Azriel seemed to forget that she wasn't really alone in that armor. Taking advantage of the proximity, the cat sees her chance for revenge and quickly claws at Azriel's right eye, blinding him for a second. The shadows, mesmerized by the fanged beast, released her and dropped Cyan brutally to the ground. A crack echoes in one of her knees, but she doesn't wait and limps to Eris's side.

          When Azriel is left alone to fight the Death Patrol, he throws Truth Teller after Cyan, assuming the guilt of the fatal blow. But time snaps, everyone seems to move more slowly, as if they had been immersed in tar, and only he and the witch were fully functional. He sees it happen, the black, sharp blade slicing through the air, creating a subtle hum of music as it heads for Cyan's head. 

          Aoife screams, but it's muffled, miles away. She waves her arms desperately, the strings holding her in place like a puppet preventing her from moving any further. Eris tries to launch himself in her direction, ready to be struck in Cyan's place, if only his legs didn't feel so heavy, so pinned to the ground. The redhead turns her face behind and watches as Death finally comes to claim her life. Relief is written all over her complexion, she can already taste the feeling of freedom, but she notices something strange happening in the atmosphere. The Shadowsinger is certain the dagger will land right between her serene eyes, but the Truth Teller's trajectory changes millimeters away from Cyan's forehead.

          And it lands. Right. Next. To. Her. Head.

          The dagger that never misses just missed its first target. 

          Azriel's whiskey eyes widen in awe. Cyan's green ones stare back, alive and unharmed. The contact is painful, and it brings the Shadowsinger a visceral agony as he lets her escape. Even if he has time to catch them, he lets them run to their freedom, his back turned to the danger the Death Patrol brought him.

          Eris winnows them right in the middle of Thaibar where chaos was just beginning to set. Flames as high as the mountains devoured houses and people, creating such blistering air that Cyan's armor instantly started to warm, boiling her inside of it. 

          " This is... devastating. " Eris says as he regains control of his mind and flips his palms. The fire consuming two twin buildings diminishes, absorbed into the fae's body. Cyan runs to the nearest well, only to find it blocked by a bundle of wood thrown into it.

          " They cut off the water supply a few hours ago. " A woman screams, running away with her child in her arms. " Run! Before these devils set you on fire! "

           Eris turns to another set of houses and extinguishes the flames. As sweat begins to dampen his smooth cheeks, a howl of pain erupts from behind them.

          Aoife watches in despair as her home is reduced to ashes and smoldering embers. Her screams echo through the night, joined by hundreds of others. Cyan manages to catch her before she falls to the ground and holds her tight as she screams and screams, mourning the years of hard work just to get her mother the medicine she needs.

          " Mom! Mom, get out! They'll burn you alive! " At the thought of her mother being in that cottage, Aoife chokes on her screams and tries to crawl away from Cyan. " Please don't leave me! "

          " Aoife, please, it's too late. " Cyan pleades, watching the foundation already crumbling to the ground. She closes her eyes tightly, Aoife's mother smiling at her from behind her eyelids. " Her suffering is finally over. "

          " No, no, it can't be!... May the god's fury bury you alive, Draegan! May you never see the light or the green fields! May you rot and writhe in the flames below! " Aoife's curse runs through the sky lit by those horrifying flames.

          Eris dodges an attack from a simple guard and burns him alive, melting his armor around his body. " We have to leave! Even if I estinguish these flames, the arrows keep bringing it back up again. " He announces loudly, his baritone voice barely audible in this hell. His handsome features were already covered in ash, which turned black at the contact with his sweating temples. 

          " Take Aoife to the ship! " Cyan wakes up, suffocating from the hot temperature. " Don't let her come back! Under no circumstances! "

          " What about you? " Vanserra kneels beside Cyan, watching her with his black irises. " I can't leave you here. "

          His burning hot hand cups her broken cheek, and Cyan suddenly feels the need to curl up in his arms and cry. " I'll go to the farm, see if there's anything left to save, then I'll come to the ship. " As Eris's worried gaze seems not to let her go, she continues. " I swear. I'll see you in Prythian. "

          A promise. A promise made in that pit of despair. Eris hesitated, searching a trace of doubt in her red eyes. His hand snakes around the back of her neck and pulls her closer, their foreheads touching. " I'll be waiting for you, remember that. I'll give you a week, then I'll come looking for you... " And in farewell, he places those thin, warm lips on her hair, blessing her, giving her a dose of his own ambition.

          Cyan's cheeks glowed like the flames around her, and she clenches her fist around his.

          " Run! I'll buy you time! " And so he did, grabbing Aoife by the waist and concentrating all his powers to raise a wall of flame that split Thaibar in half, wasting all the fire he had absorbed.

          Cyan began to sprint, her knees aching with each step, her amor heavy upon her body, ringing like cups smashed together. She dodged the corpses that littered the stony streets of Thaibar as best she could, avoiding stepping on and desecrating every unalived human that was scarced like trash. People in flames run around her, trying to keep the fire from burning them alive. Cyan hurriedly threw a blouse she found on a corpe at someone's head, cutting off the oxygen that was feeding the fire. She began to cry as she realized there wasn't much she could do and that it was too late for anyone to survive.

          Her tears stung the cuts and bruises from her face, making it harder to avoid the burning obstacles in her path. A few guards shout in the distance, unleashing a new set of burning arrows across Thaibar. She covers her mouth with her hands and watches as the night sky lits up with thousands of arrows. Her breath gets caught in her throat, her lungs burning from all the smoke and ash she inhaled, but she doesn't care. She prays and prays as she runs up the hill that Eris and Aoife would make it safely to the ship, that Niven and Malou would take Cynthia and make it aboard as well. She prayed that Kallus at least had a quick and painless death.

          A choked sound escapes her body. From pain, from exhaustion, from grief, she didn't know. Misty escapes from under her armor and follows her. The smell of Thaibar's flames traveled even here, in the open meadows.

          But as she got closer to the farm, she realized that the smell of burning bodies and houses was no longer coming from Thaibar. It was the farm. Her home.

          " No, no, no, no. No, please God! " She wheeps and starts running again towards the huge flames that seem to be eating the farm. " Why are you doing this to me?! No, no, no... "

          Cyan was no longer warm, even though the damned armor was almost red from the flames she passed through, she was freezing cold, her teeth trembling in her dry mouth. She couldn't remember how fast she went down the hill, if she fell, if she tripped. Cyan saw red in front of her, the tension restricting the blood flow to her brain. As fast as she could, she opened all the barns and released what was left of her animals. " Niven! " She cries desperately, running to the house where she used to sleep. " Malou! Niven! Please, please answer me! Cynthia! "

         Just as she was about to enter, a huge chunk of wood blocked her way. "Fuck! " The smoke grew thicker and denser, and she could barely see anything less than two meters from her feet.

          " In here... " A muffled voice called from the kitchen and Cyan darted in that direction. 

          " Stay outside, Misty! Run if I don't come out! " Cyan warns her cat, kicking it away with her foot. The cat meows in disapproval, but remains outside, frightened by the amount of smoke coming from the door. As Cyan rushes inside, she quickly covers her mouth and nose with her glove and waves her other hand in the air. Dark fumes bombard her watery eyes, making it almost impossible to see. " Dear God... Is anyone in here? Niven! " The temperature was so high that Cyan's breath burned her throat and lungs, coughing asthmatically.

          Everything was destroyed, the flames were everywhere, the tables were overturned, the chairs were thrown and scattered everywhere. It looked like someone was fighting in here. " Nivy? Cynthia?! "

          The darkest scenarios unfold in her mind, and to her dismay, they all seem true. Cyan screams as she steps on something mushy and feels fragile bones cracking under her foot. She stumbles, mortified, and falls face first, hitting her head hard enough to see stars. Bolts of pain thunder deep inside her skull as blood spurts from her broken nose. Trying to regain her sight, a wail of distress leaves her vocal cords as she's face to face with an eyeless Cynthia, gazing at Cyan with her toothless mouth wide open. Niven's mother, beaten to a pulp and brutally disfigured. The girl writhes in horror, dragging her body backwards, bumping into a pair of hanging legs. Trembling, Cyan turns around. A body is pending from the ceiling, armless and naked from the torso up.

          Drowning in her own tears, she clings to Kallus' feet, trying to lift him up to help him breathe.

          " He's... dead. " Cyan turns, her face baked by the hot temperature inside the kitchen and throws herself on the ground, next to Niven's body. " They were all dead when I got here. "

           " No... I shouldn't... " Cyan tears drop on Niven's dirty face, still as beautfiull as the first day she met her. " I'm so sorry. I sould have gotten here faster... "

          " Don't be. There was nothing you could do. It was our destiny, our only way to wash away our sin. In the time you've been here, we've breathed through you, we've lived through you, we've seen the sun finally rise for us through you.  "

          " Get up, Niven, let's leave while we still can... "

          " Let me finish! I'm not coming anywhere - they smashed my legs from the hips to the toes. I can't feel a damned thing. They're still here, searching... I think they corrupted Shum, the Dark One poisoned his toughts. He's not my brother anymore. Maybe you can save him... " Cyan refuses her request, kissing the palm of her sister that was now carresing her face. " You are the Vespertus, you'll carry on and avenge us. Listen to me!... This was the plan all along! "

           Pain crowns her scalp as she is suddenly yanked away from Niven by her hair. A fist collapses with her left jaw, leaving Cyan nearly unconscious.

         " You are here at last, mighty Daughter... " The reptilian voice laughs out of the smoke and another blow knocks the air out of her lungs as it lands right between her ribs. " I'm tired of waiting and so is the Dark One. Your existence is like mud under my nails. Strike her again! "

          Dizzy and unable to move, she takes the next blow without protesting. Cyan doesn't remember where it landed, fortunately her face was already numb. She watches through nearly closed lids as Draegan's twisted face emerges from the hungry flames, surrounded by six more onyx guards. He looked like he thrived in this chaos, in this misery, fed by their sorrow. Like shadows, his protectors emerge from behind him, swallowed by those hungry flames and drew a circle around them.

          " Take a good look at what you and your filthy bitch have done to me! " He shouts, pushing his face into Cyan's view.

          The girl begins to shake from her joints. She couldn't see much, her face was swollen and the atmosphere was thick with smoke. She prayed that she would pass out from all the pain cursing through her body, but it didn't happen and she had to endure all this torture.

          Cyan could barely make out the left side of Draegan's face staring back at her with crazy, black pupils. Ruined was a soft word to describe it. His expression seemed paralyzed, mauled. His lips were drawn back into his mouth, revealing a few remaining teeth and black gums. Not even his eye could be saved, eaten away by a white void riddled with black arteries.

          " You gave Aoife the Night Shade. You took half of my face. " He concluded, smaking her with his ringed fingers. " So I felt free to take something of yours. "

          Cyan pulled her head away from the guard and spat in Draegan's face with the last of her strength. The guard who was holding her hair punished her and with a quick movement cut off her long strands of red hair and threw them into the fire. Cyan remained face down on the ground, watching as the man behind her removed his ink-black helmet to reveal a painfully familiar face.

         " Shum... I tought- " 

          " I lied. " Shum rasped, his boyish features now morphed by Draegan's magic into a man's. " You stole my familly. You killed them. You are no blessing. "

          " Spit all you want, but tonight your life of eternal darkness begins. " Draegan laughs, letting the spit run down his face. " The Devourer of Worlds spoke in my ear of you, of your powers, of your destiny. Your whore of a mother thought she could shield you from him by hiding you in other constellations, but now you're licking my boots. We are many, many more. Allies from across the continent, ready to end humanity, Prythian, ready to let the Destroyer finally take us into his kingdom. ''

          " Why did you betray us, Shum? " Niven asks, her voice filled with remorse directed to her brother. " You murdered our father and stepped on our family name. "

          Cyan began to crawl beside Niven, her body a mass of painful movements and bloody wounds. Draegan made a sign to keep the guard from laying hands on her again, and left her to be with her sister, enjoying the show.

           " I was tired of waiting for a miracle. We prayed to the Mother for a thousand years and she never answered. She let us disappear one by one, she let our heritage be wasted. I was done the second Cynthia lost her mind because of the visions the Mother kept sending her, driving her crazy with time. She could barely get out of the house. We welcomed hundreds of strangers into our home before this one came. We have been robbed, beaten, captured, enslaved, and your Goddess has done nothing to help us. It took a single prayer to the Dark One to be heard, and then I realized who was truly on my side. "

          " You never understood did you? It was our punishment for letting those races be wiped from history, for losing a kingdom... "

           " I don't care anymore. I am reborn under his oath, I bear his mark. "

          Mercy, Cyan tought, but swallowed her tongue when a knife was thrown in front of her swollen eyes.

          " Enough! Kill her! " Draegan ordered, watching Cyan. " My guards have taken care of you other family members. Watch as your savior, your butcher queen, puts an end to your misery, Benefactor. " Draegan smiled, still shrouded in smoke and protected by flames. " Kill her, your soul sister! "

          " Do... It. " Niven whispers, her doe eyes pleading with Cyan. " Don't let him have my life. "

           " I can't... " She whisperes back, crawling to her knees to hug her inert body. " I can't... I love you... "

          " Please... If you love me, you will kill me! " Niven cries, tears streaming down her cheeks. " He claimed my parents for the Darkness when he took their lives. Spare me and let me go to the Gardens. You are my queen, you are the Daughter, the Blade. You are my saviour. Let my life end at your hands. "

          With trembling hands, Cyan finds the dagger tossed beside her and lifts it over Niven's heart, centimeters away. Still shaking her head in disapproval, she bites her salty lips, trying to gather her courage. With blurred vision, she scanns her surroundings once more, their father hanging from the ceiling, their mother lying on the floor and her sister at her mercy, waiting for her decision. They all planned this. They all watched her in the eyes knowing that they had to die at the end and never told her. 

          " Don't mourn me, Evening Star. Don't falter... You were worth it! " Niven smiles once more as Cyan screams in despair and plunges the dagger right through Niven's beating heart.

          The texture of the blade as it sliced through layer after layer, through skin and muscle and bone, made Cyan lose all control of her body. She could be dead by now, she couldn't tell, and it didn't matter. She killed the last person she loved unconditionally. She was a murderer, a kin slayer. 

          Draegan laughs loudly behind her, the guards lift her by the arms, but Cyan is pudding in their fingers, barely recording the film before her eyes. The Mother weeps above them as the Fates cut a golden strand - Niven's life.

          Everything else comes in waves. She sees the slender boy - Shum, dressed in the onyx uniform worn by Draegan's personal guards. The king whispers in his ears, limbs of darkness now at his control, moving like smoke through Shum's mind, controlling him like a puppet.

          " You betrayed us. " Cyan manages to say before she feels something breaking inside her chest, unraveling in her body from head to toe like a refreshing mist. She must be drowning in the ocean, her vision corrupted by green sparks and flowing waves of white steam. She smells the perfume of her old house, amber and musk. Her limbs begin to sting, as if small jolts of electricity were coursing through her veins, contracting her muscles. Cyan begins to light up, a fiery green light burst from her body.

          " Stop it before she fully Passes! " Someone screams, but there is only music in her ears, harps and violins soothing her toughts.

         Blind rage can be read in Shum's black orbs as he comes up behind her, possessed by whatever power Draegan wielded. He raises a hammer above Cyan's head, but the blow misses, striking and breaking her coxal bone.

          The light becomes unbearable to the eyes, and the force of the explosion throws everyone outside the burning house. The excruciating pain sends her body into an epileptic crisis, and she feels it - the heartbreak ripping through her heart muscles, her vital systems collapse one by one, exploding inside her now twisted body, eating away at her mind, her tissues, her emotions. Fatal for a human. And as she draws her last breath, she sees a man fighting to keep everyone away from her.

          Wings ruffle as Azriel tries to shield himself from the wave, and a mix of rage and cobalt fire rises right next to the burning farm where the Shadowsinger has been fighting to keep far away the black hounds trying to steal Cyan's body. The male is covered in blood and thirsty for more, fueled by a ghostly desire of revenge. His Illyrian blade clashes with an onyx guardian's flaming sword, while Truth Teller blocks the blow of another, aiming straight for his back. His shadows snake around their legs, throwing one to the ground and suffocating him. A dark sword rises to his side, slicing through his Illyrian leather. The sting only adds to the man's rage, which burns cruelly in his chest. The shakles he's been feeling since the witch's visit ring in his ears, vibrate through his body, and in a moment of blind madness, he cuts of the guardian's head from his body by forfecating his sword and Truth Teller, leaving it to roll on the ground.

          Shocked by the mania that has taken hold of him, Azriel steps back and watches as a fleeing Draegan rides back to his castle alongside the ponytail boy. He tries to follow, but an unseen thug holds him back, calling for attention. The barn.

          The Shadowsinger rushes inside, his face covered by his mask, and counts the victims. Checking the pulse of each corpse, he lets the flames carry a prayer to the heavens. A cry for help draws his attention to the one he seeks. An animal cry. Azriel's heart sinks as he sees Cyan's limp body covered by the fire, her furry friend desperately trying to bring her back to life.

          Lifting the cat in one hand and the woman's body on his shoulder, he flies them outside, away from the danger. There's not much he can do when the cat's curls itself on the girl's chest again, crying for him to help her, pleading him with her golden eyes to save her owner. 

          " I can try, but I don't know if it will work. " Azriel explains patiently, touching and examining the cats burned hair for any damage. " Wake up... " He speaks softly, inspecting the woman's severe wounds. Her nose was broken, her face was covered in bruises and various types of blood, her own and others. He felt sorry for her and gently removed the hairs from her temples. Azriel hated her, there was no doubt about it, but seeing her so unrecognizable from the beating she had taken, he couldn't help but feel guilty as well. " I hope your soul goes where it deserves to. "

          The woman was dead. It was easy to conclude. He dragged her into his lap, along with the crying cat and prepared to take them to the Night Court.

          " I'm sorry. " Azriel whispered, caressing her features. He unsheathed his sword as a pair of hooves landed right beside him, taking him by surprise. A mare, ridden by an old woman who looked at him as if she wanted to kill him. The horse was no better, huffing and puffing and baring her healthy teeth at him. " I assume you want the girl. "

          " This is a lost battle, illyrian " The woman nodds, her breathy voice filled with superiority. " Don't strike a wounded warrior. The girl is under my protection from now on. Let us gather our strength and then you can come and fight like a true man for your possesion. Spare us today and you won't regret meeting me next time. " 

          Azriel weighed his options, feeling the woman's cunning way of making him give up. His pointed blade was aimed at the old woman, but he couldn't move fast enough with the corpse on his lap. She was wise enough to speak of the honor of the illyrian race; to strike an already wounded warrior was a disgrace.

          But how can she protect this corpse? Who does she think she is? 

          Already tired from tonight's circus, Azriel takes the easy way out and agrees as he watches the girl's face again. The only victim to escape his dagger. " I'll let her go. " He decides, lifting her body and placing her and her cat on top of the stunning mare. " But I'll come back for her. Dead or alive, she made a promise to me. "

           " We'll be waiting. " The old woman said, leaving Azriel behind.

          You let her escape the second time tonight. The mass of darkness spoke in his ear, recalling his mistake from earlier. You got distracted... the amber...

          It's not in your nature...  The brave shadow curled, smelling the strands of hair Azriel clutched in his fist, collected from the girl's body.

           " Let's hope Amren is useful for something this time. "

[sketchy-saram]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Fallen Hero Series - Malin Rydén Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Characters: Sidestep (Fallen Hero), The Puppet (Fallen Hero), Ortega (Fallen Hero), Dr. Mortum (Fallen Hero), Original Characters Additional Tags: Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Misogyny, Canon-Typical Violence, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Kidnapping Summary: For @lazyvoyager <3 

Kidnapped and forced to survive the 'Hero' drug at a young age, Anke is only one of many assets of the Facility--an organization in the business of raising and farming out assassins, henchmen, or villains-for-hire. From her earliest memories, she has only ever been a tool for others to use...but now all the pieces have fallen into place for her final escape. One way or another, she is determined that she will never be under the Facility's clutches again... But little does she know that her days as a puppet are far from over.