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troublesomecousin · 4 months ago

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daisy & moss

@schattenwerfenkeineschatten

daisy ; a flower for innocence .. for a time my where my muse lost their innocence, in relation to any aspect of their life or experiences.

Kevin's mind was moving way too fast...or well, it was moving faster than it normally did. He placed his hands on the edge of the sink, letting the coolness of the porcelain ground him as best it could. This revelation was throwing him through an unfortunate loop, and he had yet to figure out how to course correct. What was even worse was that he wasn't even sure he wanted to. That kiss had felt too good, been too exciting...thrill seeker that he was, Kevin knew he wasn't going to be able to give up on that sensation, but the implications of that was a lot to place upon the brow of someone who had only really just started to mature. Not that Kevin had ever daydreamed about his future, the here and now was far more interesting, but suddenly and all at once he knew that the path stretched out in front of him was not going to be like the ones he saw played out at family gatherings or in the houses and gardens of the neighbors. He took a deep breath as he wiped his hands on his jeans, trying to rid them of the uncomfortable clammy feeling. Maybe...maybe that wasn't a bad thing. He hardly craved their normalcy, their little fences and petty squabbles. All the little mundanities typical married life, they weren't for him, and perhaps there had been a reason for that all along. At the very least, fate had been kind enough to clear that option from the table. How very thoughtful of the universe. Finally confident that he looked something like composed, Kevin stepped out of the school washroom, grateful to find the hallways empty since he was in no mood to explain himself. And perhaps with a little discretion and some luck he would never have to. He'd kissed one boy, and if he had his way he'd kiss another, and then maybe another after that, and maybe more than that if he kept up this new habit...

moss ; a flower for maternal love .. for my muse to elaborate on their mother, maternal figure/s, or on the concept of motherhood; whatever is most applicable.

His mother? No one ever asked him about his mother. No one besides his aunt, but that was her sister, so it made sense that she would ask any time Kevin had once again shown up on her doorstep. But everyone else? Most people wouldn't have been surprised to find out Kevin had simply willed himself into being. But that was a silly notion for a number of reasons...one of which was that few things produced troublesome boys quite like good, loving, mothers. "She's a mum like any other," Kevin shrugged, attempting indifference despite the skepticism written on his face. He wasn't sure the intentions of the person asking, but he wasn't so concerned that he'd let it be a reason for him not to run his mouth. "I mean...I don't exactly have many others to compare her too, but she's got that whole 'warm and caring' thing down perfectly, you know? Cares about me and maybe...has a bit too much faith in me. But that's what they're s'posed to do. Think their kids are little angels, but I think she's trying to uh..." Kevin gestured vaguely with his hand, cigarette ash falling to the ground as he did so. "...over-compensate. Convince herself that something good came of her little tryst with my actual father." Kevin took another drag on his cigarette, letting his thoughts stew for a moment or two. "Maybe she's just grateful I'm not like my cousin. I've seen how she looks at him when she thinks no one's watching, and I bet she's thinking...oh thank god Kevin's just a mean little shit and not some freak. I suppose that's not the worst way to earn your mother's love, but well, it doesn't require anything of me, so I can't complain. Or I could, but I don't think I will."

#FIRST IN CHARACTER POST HELL YEAH #(The Nastiest Play Friend) IC #(Can You Hear Me?) Asks #schattenwerfeinkeineschatten

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moeblob · 2 months ago

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son boy raccoon trash can man suffering in a dnd au as a cleric bc his warlock will not stop committing murders and he has to keep coming up with reasons murder is valid to convince the gm its fine and under control

#my characters #oops i fell in love #right is trying his best in the au to think about all the logic behind killing someone despite being a cleric SPECIFICALLY #bc he refuses to hurt anyone irl or in dnd and ok fine their warlock can have a little murder as a treat #and the body count is adding up and hes like ... so tired..... please can you not kill for five minutes im running out of excuses #fwiw he has the weird logic of the group in the base plot and the guy who is the gm here #is v open about ok but if we ask right then hell give an unhinged answer completely thought out and rationalized #and in fact asks him hey i know you refuse to hurt people but im having a debate with these two coworkers #if you had to commit a crime for aaaaaanyone on the planet who would you commit a crime for #and he doesnt even hesitate to say luca obviously to which the asker is like WHAT ABOUT MY DAUGHTER #YOU WANNA MARRY HER AND WONT COMMIT A CRIME FOR HER? but LUCA? of all people???? not even brent?#and right is just so confused because first off brent would probably be the one committing a crime for him without being forced #(brent agrees with this statement with a shrug) and second off luca has really weird coworkers and thought he was getting stalked for a bit #due to a misunderstanding with said one weird coworker so yeah obviously right would threaten the guy with a gun which is illegal and #third and final how could he face his beloved angel (the daughter mentioned above) if he was a criminal #he cant tarnish a sweet little innocent girls opinion by committing a crime IN HER NAME gosh fuck off with that attitude #he has STANDARDS thank you very much #and the three at the table are all like okay yeah that was really thought out on the fly youre right #also brent do not commit any crimes for him please and brent just nods in agreement bc ok he wont commit a crime unprompted #also hi animal crossing emotes are so fun to doodle for bye #once again i am baffled by how different the colors look on my laptop in the art program vs posting to tumblr #im going to go insane at how different they look #IM COLOR PICKING FOR MY OWN OCS AND ITS SO WRONG LOOKING IDK MAN

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aidyaiden · 3 months ago

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im currently rewatching the harry potter movies with my best friends, so far we've watched the first 4 movies and OHH MY GOD REMUS AND SIRIUS AND MOTHERFUCKING BARTY AND I MIGHT BE GOING CRAZY

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retros-artandstuff · 8 months ago

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homestuck doodle dump

#eugh theyre so silly #omg i just found out that theres a tag limit of 30 per post. like wow i did not know that. so yeah i gotta stop pausing for effect in my #tags and instead start putting everything in these big fucking paragraphs. 😭😭 either that or stop tag rambling but like lets be realistic #here lmao #eugh it looks like so much more now that its in big chunks why do i talk so much 😭😭 what the hell. ok anyways this is my first time #drawing feferi like ever i thinks. pretty cool shes very fun i likes her. i might change my design for her a bit tho. that can be said for #like any hs character tho like just in general. still getting a feel for them dhgsjabaja. but yeah anyways moving onto the actually tags no #my art #doodles #traditional art #fanart #homestuck fanart #homestuck #dave strider #kanaya fanart #gamzee fanart #karkat fanart #feferi fanart #sollux fanart #alpha dave strider #bro strider #omg this is my first time posting my latest kk design. look at that little guy hes so funny.

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bmpmp3 · 3 months ago

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#art #traditional art #watercolour #fanart #virvox project #shirakami kotarou #kurono takehiro #vocal synth #voicevox #another one based off the memories of some post i saw a while back. i was like possessed. to redraw vsynth characters in popular posts #also low key this was what it was like being 22 in university classes full of 18-19 year olds for a bit there LHJSKHJFSDAjdfs #THEY WERE nicer about it. but sometimes they would find out my age and i could see the 'grown ass' flicker across their eyes #especially when they topic of discussion was shit like sororities and me not knowing shit about it. in my defence i was 1) confused about #'greek life' for a while because i am mixed race and kind of ambiguous irl so i just assumed it was a like a cultural based society thing #(we have a lot of those in my school its very multicultural) and they made an incorrect guess about my ethnicity again and 2) when I DID #finally figure out what the hell 'greek life' was supposed to be i signed up cause a friend asked me to but i missed the first day of #orientation cause i was sick and then the sororities started sending really passive agressive emails to me so i got scared off LOL #random sorority sidetrack aside. it was really funny when i was like yeah i dont really understand the whole deal #and a classmate was like oh well yeah i guess you wouldnt have the experience how old are you again like 18?#and i was like........................................................i turned 23 a month ago <:3c #and her face journey as she realized i was like 3-4 years older than her.... my apologies my dearest classmate #sowwy for being in my early 20s. it wont happen again <3

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aerokakesar · 3 months ago

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I love you 2000s anime art style I love you 2000s anime art style please come back

#my ocs #oc artwork #oc artist #vampire oc #gay ocs #2000s anime art #shoujo #art style study #🤑#original characters #anime art #hell yeah yaoi time!!!!!#first post

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mad-hunts · 2 months ago

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roleplay idea: barton's trying to say this BS that he's 'good at processing grief' when your muse was a witness to the absolute rage-filled and deranged rampage that barton went on after julien was killed by the joker in which he brutally hurt all but one of his henchmen (he killed the last one because he told him he was 'crazy' and that he 'better kill him, or he was going to tell his boss that barton had been there' and he literally just snapped, went 'you know what, i think i will kill you AND also let the joker know i killed you so he knows to never come near my family again' then killed him. like HUHHH?) at the time with your muse being like this

#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#yeahhh 💀 man i wish i was joking about this you all but he really did put like three men in the hospital and killed one of them so...#he is NOT good at processing grief at all SKSKS and yeah the fact that they chose to ally themselves with the joker probably does say-#something about their own character but i don't condone violence or murder so it's still wrong even if they were... terrible 🫠#no but barton was honestly looking for someone else to blame besides himself for julien's death so he basically went to all of these-#henchmen and grilled them + asked them all whether they knew anything about how the joker was planning to kill his son #anddd when they all answered him with a 'no' was when thing's uhhh. Got violent 😬 like just imagine being one of barton's kids-#and mourning the loss of your brother in a normal albeit sad way on your own but then barton comes back home covered in blood-#+ it's obviously not his... like i don't even know if i'd want to ask him what the hell he just did because while barton is in mourning-#or grieving you do NOT want to be near him if you are the one that caused the death in question because you will get your-#shit rocked let me tell you ☠️ like the only reason why barton didn't kill the joker himself is BC he knew that that would attract-#batman's ire like nothing else and he does NOT want that smoke as much as barton hates him LMAO but DC muses... just to let you know-#or really any type of muse that interacts with him but those who are close to him in particular i would not touch a hair on any of his #family members head unless you want to have someone after you + i swear i'm not saying that to be edgy or anything BC ever since i #first mentioned that barton is always this 🤏 close to going off of the deep end even more than he already is i was not joking at all ASDFGH #tw: mentions of violence #tw: mentions of murder #tw: mentions of child death

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valentinoappreciator · 9 months ago

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damn people on tumblr really STILL cannot comprehend that you can be into a fucked-up FICTIONAL CHARACTER without condoning / being okay with the shit they're doing? please get some common sense <3

#text #my post #piss poor reading comprehension #im so sorry you dont have any critical thinking skills i hope you get better soon #yeah this is about hazbin hotel what about it #they are LITERALLY in HELL. ACTUAL LITERAL HELL. they are AWFUL characters #some are just better at hiding it than others #all of them - as in ALL OF THEM - are out to get the others. in one way or another #like #please use the inside of your skull to realize this.#valentino + vox + alastor are all awful at a first glance. they dont bother hiding it.#i can almost GUARANTEE you that the rest of the lot are equally awful #charlie might be THE exception. MIGHT #anyway rant over #[gets back up five minutes later] wAIT ACTUALLY---

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crystalkitty1220 · 6 months ago

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Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN

#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago #and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since #someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line #that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point)#but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation #where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had #thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was #super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh #that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated #as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying #to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit #because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out.#also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha #could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to #believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in #the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of #development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school #and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility #and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault''#like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai #anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin #or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr.#so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post #addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad #writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into #doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time'#if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 2 months ago

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having an oc story set this year is really fucked up bc i look at the calendar and i'm like "oh shit we got [character]'s death in a few days waow..."

#oc liveblogging #<- NEW TAG FOR DUMB SHIT!! ive decided. im going to speak ominously and with no context about things going on in my head #i really really reallyyyy wanna post more oc stuff soon bc theyre consuming my brain but i cannot draw cool refs and stuff fast enough #bc im busy as FUCKK 😭 BUT IM AN EXPERT AT SPEWING NO CONTEXT BULLSHIT SO LETSGO itll be really funny guys trust #i had to change timeline shit bc i realized a major plotpoint element would've been impossible bc it wouldnt have existed? so i had to shif #tho this does still work out to my benefit bc as im doing a huge overhaul of things i can draw on more recent experiences for inspo #bc lowkey funnily enough it IS recent circumstances that inspired me to start revamping a bunch of this shit in the first place #BUT YEAH NO IT FEELS REALLY WEIRD LOL. just knowing like a character's new bday is in a few days. and that they die like a week afterwards #biting shaking my cage UOUGGUUHHH i wanna say more but i also am notoriously bad. at actually saying more. theres a lot going on in here #i think if i do more of these it'll be funny bc its like 'what the hell is she talking abt' YOU'LL FIND OUT :3 maybe

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aluria-sevhex · 10 months ago

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help a few days ago i drew a mom and i think i accidentally made her a milf

#homegrown post #uhhhh should i tag this as my ocs or smth #eh if i end up posting her then i'll tag the reblog ig???#this might end up being the first post for my #homestuck #au ;<;#re: the whether i should tag this as my ocs or smth like that #this post actually doesn't contain her and also she's partly original but like she IS based off of pre-scratch Roxy/Mom Lalonde #but like she's still a different character y'know #uhhh fuck it ima tag this as the au #Selenium AU #AuSe #<- the abbreviation has the au part first as a chemistry pun because fuck it we ball #why am i acting so nervous about smth i might not end up posting #i should be CONFIDENT like HELL YEAH HERE IS THIS THING I MADE >:D #like when i took a photography class and the teacher said that we shouldn't put down our work and let other people judge for themselves-#-whether we did a good job or not and our job is to try to make others think it's good even if we don't think so #anyway the thoughts are rotating in my head and now the tags r a mess sorry ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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unproduciblesmackdown · 6 months ago

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oh yeah the way mass effect made me think of portal which is surely what youtube was doing too in sliding me a portal related video which made me think of like ah yes that little harmonizing thing want you gone credits song does, another banger. then i was like wait speaking of secret losersongs filmed rehearsal videos just the other day was reexperiencing like code monkey's really a banger as well, the way that part of the chorus could have one line end on One Pitch then the next line end a half step up but Doesn't & that pwns actually. then going hang on and they're both jonathan coulton. they're All jonathan coulton (adding in: wow just like will putting still alive on his off the shits jared kleinman a.m. pump up playlist)

#portal / 2 / 2's co-op mode; the rare VideoGames i've Actually Played #the rare puzzle centric games that pwn b/c the Parameters & Goals are always sufficiently clear....#so i did not play mass effect at the time or since. meanwhile i did happen to meet ellen mclain once. wah #doubting that mass effect had any characters singing a song over the credits. Maybe.#but seems plausible indeed the most any individual sings is the optional source material for modern major general / scientist salarian #and that has no Complete Version until here's william lmao. good for him. & those games coming out when he was a little college lad....#wait what the. mass effect the first & portal the first released a month apart in '07??? i guess that tracks lmao but #happy birthday video games....portal 2 in '11; me3 in '12. weird that i was Also in college #''great day to not be in high school'' post like hell yeah it is & i evaded high school entirely lmfao #which was a major motivation in going to college. i can just cut out [school years] that's what i'm talking about. & it did.#hang in there everyone in high school. or middle school god forbid. or college even though it's Also indeed better. lord #just another thing like well try not to die i suppose while put through endless [pass test]#anyways then this full version is created & will sings it!!! & kills it!!! cosigned all the mass effecties....#suppose it's plausible that will ''in college doing musical theatre times'' would look up the composer of credits bops & go from there #let me put together a cabaret solo show & oh gee i dunno....

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skrunksthatwunk · 5 months ago

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not my dad not liking moral orel season 3 🤭🤭🤭that's so embarrassing for him (<- he's not wrong for feeling that way but i think it's like 60% because he doesn't like it when art gets weird and that's so so tragic for him)