#Endo Safe

[andromeda--system]

hey. look at us. yes, you, the person or persons reading this blog right now. you. are. not. broken.

even if youre hurting right now, even if the world is scary, or overwhelming, or exhausting, you are not broken.

even if its painful to get out of bed, you are not broken.

even if your blood family yells at you about all the ways you dont do what you're supposed to, you are not broken.

take it from some folks who grew up in some really shitty circumstances, joy and love can be in store for you, so please just keep living, if not for yourself then for these internet strangers right here who care.

P.S. - oh and if youre not having fun scrolling tumblr right now, put your phone down. go do something else. journal, read, do some hobbies, put on a tv show, go outside and spend time with friends if thats an option. youll thank yourself later for it if you've got the spare spoons to.

[mind-murder-palace]

Hiiiii. Could pro endos and endos interact with this post? My dashboard is full of anti endos and I want better people to follow. ♡

[genderqueerdykes]

i really want to stress that only pointing toward likely paid, biased studies on dissociative disorders as your only "source" on the entirety of plurality, you're making an appeal to authority. why would you rather suck up to the medical complex than listen to someone talk about their own experience? the medical industry is not your friend- it's here for profit. whether or not you want to accept it, modern medicine is fueled by money, not a genuine desire to help people. this industry treats dissociatives like shit, i want you to know. it chews us up and spits us out and doesn't give a singular fuck about whether or not we're getting the help we need.

if something won't make money IMMEDIATELY in the modern medical industry, it will NOT get researched. studies have to acquire funding before they can be performed. this is why there's so little research done into dissociative disorders in the first place, let alone lesser known psychological phenomena. there's BARELY studies out there for dissociative disorders, you can't leverage that against other psychological phenomena. i cannot stress enough that asserting that because there are not heaps of medical studies to point toward doesn't mean that something doesn't exist, or that someone isn't experiencing something.

why do you trust an industry built off of greed and letting people die for the sake of profits over individuals relaying their lived experiences? yes, modern medicine is very effective and very much can help you and keep you alive & you should not discredit the studies that are already there. but keep in mind that just because a study is only performed on one subject doesn't mean it's discrediting other experiences. why is your knee jerk reaction to trust an industry over an individual's experiences? that ain't punk at all.

a study done on schizophrenic psychosis in specific is not discrediting other types of psychosis- it's just focused on a specific type of psychosis that can manifest. it's not there to say no one else can be psychotic. same goes for plurality and dissociative disorders. dissociative plurality is a specific kind of plurality- its existence does NOT discredit the existence of other types of plurality.

[mascflowers]

Me when I was a "singlet": I wonder if my system friends think it's cheesy when I say "ya'll" or "you guys" to them.

Me knowing I'm a system, after someone just referred to us as "you guys":

[starlight-chickens]

actually, I'm just wondering. how is it so hard for people to just believe each-other about their lived experiences? what's so hard in believing someone when they say they are what they are? are you gonna question someone when they say they're trans? accuse them of being delusional? so why do you do it when they say they're plural?

[buntress]

[IDs in alt text]

❝ Invineverfound ❞

[PT :: Invineverfound]

An inviane identity related to the following image, a recreation of a hazard sign named "never found". This can be a gender, alterhumanity, aldernic, etc.

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Inviane By :: @/kenochoric Note :: Image taken from this post. I've been obsessed with it for a while and have been meaning to make a gender about it.

Archive Tagging :: @radiomogai @horrormogai @bungender-archive (idk if this counts but im tagging just in case)

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Taglist :: @genderdenied @mimiscoiningcafe @discrophy @horrgores @smilepilled

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Additional Tags :: @wilted-blades @rabidbatboy @enderluna @blood-moon-night-coining

[meeb-motes]

BPD DEMON IS SO US, EVEN MY PERSONA IS A DEMON, THE CHANCES OF THIS.. I LOVE IT AND THE OTHERS AND I'M GONNA. CONSUME THEM FROM JOYS /VVVVPOS -Ash

hehehhe

Sorry that the drawing is lazy I’m very very very tired

[pluralquotebook]

"since when does hormone replacement therapy turn people into herding dogs"

[decreeofthedeeps]

my hottest system take yet is that parts and people language are not inherently contradictory.

some system members are parts and not people, other system members are people and not parts. this is true and will always be true. but a large amount of online system communities have manufactured a hard divide between being a part and being a person and i don't think such a model can accurately capture the experiences of many systems, including myself.

you can be a part who is a person. you can be a person who is a part. you can be a part and a person, you can be a person and a part. being a person doesn't always mean you are not a part, and being a part doesn't always mean you are not a person.

sure, this isn't always the case, you can be a part who is in no way a person and you can be a person who is in no way a part. but it's also important to recognize that parthood without personhood, and personhood without parthood, are not the only ways to experience systemhood and selfhood as a system member.

parthood and personhood are not mutually exclusive. it's often very blurry and messy, and we shouldn't force any system member to pick between being a part or being a person. sometimes being a part is just as important to your identity as being a person, and sometimes being a person is just as important to your identity as being a part.

[princess-auklet]

”Endos don’t exist!” The anti-endos cry. “It’s just people faking for attention! Or those who forgot or are in denial of their trauma!” They yell endlessly.

Yet the Endogenic systems remain plural. Regardless of what those who wish not to learn say, they are still plural. The non traumagenic systems are still here.

Stay strong.

[caracoldimi]

WE HAVE 3 KAISERS/CESARS AND 5 TARIKS/PACTW

BRAIN PLS ELABORATE HOW IS THIS GONNA MAKE ME COPE BETTER WITH LIFE?? 💀💀👎

-🍳

im no expert but this is how it works to me i think

[genderqueerdykes]

We're appreciating these pro-endo posts as an endogenic, especially the fact you account for traumatized endogenics (we at least notice "usually" and other such words in a lot of posts, and were taught at a young age how to analyze shit because of being autistic) so like...thanks. :)

Hopefully y'all are okay, anti-endos are really showing their asses this time in your asks. And we hope everyone else realizes they have always been that bigoted.

hey of course, thanks for sending this ask!

yeah i don't know why people don't understand that endogenic systems can... also have trauma. like. endogenic doesn't mean 100% free from trauma. anyone can have trauma. trauma doesn't always manifest in the most extreme forms possible like dissociative disorders. like i cannot stress enough that dissociative disorders are a very specific kind of plurality, and should NOT be used as a metric to gauge whether or not someone's plural experience is legitimate or not. the diagnostic criteria for dissociative disorders is so painfully restrictive that a lot of people who probably do have a dissociative disorder don't get the diagnosis because it's so fucking specific

and again, i just want to stress that endogenic systems literally are not hurting anyone. you are not spitting in my face or talking over me as a system with DID. you are being respectful by using a term that suits your experience way better. like idk how that is offensive to people. endogenic systems developed a term to express a specific type of plurality. that's not trying to mock or ape on dissociative plurality. it's not an attempt to talk over dissociatives. it's creating an entirely new conversation that needs to be had

people getting upset about endogenic systems are creating mountains out of mole hills. it is quite literally a nothing burger of a problem. there IS no problem. nothing wrong is even happening. like i cannot overstate how fucking annoying it is when other dissociatives decide its time to get on their high horses and act as if they're suddenly experts on psychology and mental health. like it really pisses me off when other plurals with dissociative disorders decide the entire plural community is about them. the dissociative disorder communities are about plurals with dissociative disorders. specifically. you can still occupy spaces made for people with DID, OSDD and so on and leave endogenics alone and the world will keep turning. the sun will rise tomorrow regardless.

learn to mind your own goddamn business if you can't respect that other people experience the world differently than you do. maybe, just maybe, the dissociatives who are intentionally going out of their way to mock and harass endogenic systems are the fucking problem, here. you don't get to be a fucking bully just because you have trauma. you don't get to attack and hurt people who haven't hurt you just because you were abused. that's literally fucking perpetuating the cycle of abuse. if you think to yourself that because you are traumatized, that it's okay to take your anger out on people who have no trauma, you seriously need to reassess your life. what does that do for you? temporary catharsis? a rush of dopamine that lasts mere seconds? chasing the high of harassing strangers will not undo what was done to you in the past.

as a dissociative- i only understand what dissociative plurality is like. i do not understand other forms of plurality. and you know what? i don't find the fact that other types of plurality existing offensive to me. it's just not. i've been very close friends with so many endogenic, spiritual, natural, etc. systems out there over the years. i have never found it offensive for anyone to say "oh hey i'm plural too!" and then explain a different plural experience than the one i have. thats why the term plural even exists, because it encompasses a broad range of plural experiences, not just dissociative ones.

like, to the dissociatives who are pissed off that endos exist: literally stay in dissociative disorder-centric spaces and tags. they're right there. you HAVE a community that you can interact with who understand exactly what you're going through. if it offends you that you find a VARIETY of plural experiences in the general plural community- that community isn't for you. like seriously. if it offends you that deeply that other types of plurality exist- the general plural community is not for you. it's literally not made for you if you can't except that numerous types of plurality exist. you have spaces you can occupy that ARE made 100% for people just like you. you can quite literally stay in spaces made for dissociative plurals only. like. you can do that. that's an option. and you can stop bullying other people out of spaces that they rightfully belong in.

trauma is never excuse to be a fucking jackass. it's perpetuating the cycle of abuse. that's nothing to be proud of. break the cycle. stop abusing people just because you were abused.

[mentallyderangedrats]

Being fictive heavy and those fictives being from a range of sources is funny because you can just go

*points to my left* yea that's a 19 year old that went to jail for murdering something

*points to my right* yea that's the dude that survived the eye apocalypse and he's also super gay

*points behind me* yea also that's the girl from Splatoon that put on some dumb glasses and got kidnapped by a dude

[interstellarsystem]

Nonhuman expressions of affection are great. Purring. Exposing weak points as a show of trust. Head bonks. Preening and chewing. Nuzzling. Biting. Intertwining tails. Feeding each other. Little chuffs, chatters, beeps and squeaks. Fluffing up of feathers, fur or other things. Dancing to impress. Cleaning their fur, scales, feathers or skin. Sharing body heat. Ears pointing toward those you care about to show your full attention is on them. Slow blinking.

[geatsoneness]

For me, as a god of humanity:

bird like wings or wings made of nature (fire, thunder,light)

halos or horns

warrior or scribe (I fit both, in different ways, but I'm closer to a warrior.)

gardens or clouds

singing or playing

armor or soft linen (I miss my rider powers, a lot!)

sword or quill (My main weapon is a sword-gun hybrid.)

heaven or earth (This fits more with the type of god I am: I'm here to watch over and help people here in this world.)

god or gods (There's quite a few gods in my source, I'm not the only one.)

pearls or gold

human form or true nature (I'm human-presenting anyway, as I am one in a divine sense, so I'd rather show as myself than pretend to be mortal.)

possessing a vessel or being born with it

creating life or destroying life (I'm an aspect of a god of creation, so I'd rather create life then destroy it.)

church or altar at home

worship or be worshipped (I'm not really a deity you worship in a normal way, though... if you are interested in worshipping me, go out and live your life as best as you can. I'll make a post about that, someday.)

pray or answer prayers

rebel or remain

tag game this or that. angelkin edition

bird like wings or wings made of nature (fire, thunder,light)

halos or horns

warrior or scribe

gardens or clouds

singing or playing

armor or soft linen

sword or quill

heaven or earth

god or gods

pearls or gold

human form or true nature

possessing a vessel or being born with it

creating life or destroying life

church or altar at home

worship or be worshipped

pray or answer prayers

rebel or remain

tag: anyone that comes across this