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do youuu, ellen hutter, take this foul blood-sucking beast to be your unlawfully wedded husband
#my art#nosferatu#nosferatu 2024#ellen x orlok#count orlok#ellen hutter#orlok x ellen#ellok#this fuckin movie brah...#ofc I ship them#who could have ever seen that coming
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my therapist: how are you feeling in the wake of your (autism spectrum disorder) diagnosis?
me: well it makes sense doesn’t it? i was the one who requested testing. like on some level i kind of figured.
my therapist: yes, i’m personally glad we pursued it because it helps me better understand parts of your behavior and how to accommodate you. but how do you feel about it? you said before that you were in heavy denial about the possibility when you were younger.
me: well yeah, i had a preconceived idea of what autism was that i know now wasn’t true. but at the time it was distressing and i didn’t want to think about it too hard.
my therapist: how was it different then? what was your idea of autism then?
me: it was, you know, severe developmental delay. i never thought i had developed abnormally at all, so to try and match up the severity i associated with autism and the way i viewed myself, i just couldn’t.
my therapist: but you did.
me: sorry?
my therapist: you did develop abnormally. both socially and academically.
me: socially yes, but i had no problems with academics. i always especially excelled at reading comprehension, more so than anyone else in my grade. i started lagging in high school but i think that was a lot of burnout and depression and ptsd, probably. i was incredibly smart. hell, i spoke in full sentences earlier than most of my peers.
my therapist: violette, that’s still abnormal development.
me: …huh?
my therapist: developing abnormally fast is still developing abnormally.
me:
me: oh.
#nothing in our sessions has ever hit me as hard as that#it was almost a year ago now and i still think about it#i’ve never had one of those ‘moments of clarity’ in therapy outside of this#but god damn did i have to sit with it for a bit#developing abnormally fast is still developing abnormally#jesus Christ ellen#actually autistic#actually asd#hashtag autism posting#autism#autistic adult#autistic feels
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another Nosferatu detail that I personally consider delightful is that, toward the end of the movie, when Von Franz tells Ellen she could've been a great priestess in another age, the specific example he uses is a "priestess of Isis."
Isis, in Ancient Egyptian myth, is known for having reassembled her murdered husband Osiris from scattered body parts, reviving him (and making him the first mummy) as king of the afterlife.
Adding to that the lilacs, symbolizing rebirth, and a bright new dawn - I must admit, I struggle to understand the people who think that the finale is so simple as to exist within the limitations of single, tragic interpretation. It's not.
Death is also a beginning.
#nosferatu#nosferatu (2024)#nosferatu 2024#ellen hutter#count orlok#mythology#ellenorlok#ellen x orlok#listen idk if i'm too queer to see it bleakly#but seriously ask anyone who's ever had to leave a life or a self and they'll tell you#death is just a birth seen from behind#we all die many times. over and over. leaving behind shells of ourselves that are no longer breathing#and we do it bc the only other option is suffocating inside#nosferatu movie#nosferatu meta#gothic horror#horror film analysis
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— nosferatu (2024) written and directed by robert eggers
#this film will be stuck in my brain for the rest of my life btw. literally an all timer#never getting over ellen killing orlok while wearing the dress that symbolized her love for her husband :(#she immediately became one of my fav heroines ever i miss her already wtf#feeling emotional about the ending i sure cried a lot#nosferatu#robert eggers#ellen hutter#thomas hutter#nosferatu text post
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Have we talked about how bonkers it is to get married to someone else while wearing the symbol of your fucked up bond with the undead dark wizard corpse you rose from the dead? It's probably been discussed already, but I need to exorcise all my thoughts on Nosferatu (2024)... so yeah, I just find it such a deliciously insidious choice. When Ellen wears her wedding dress at the end of the movie, welcoming Orlok, she has dried lilacs in her hair from her prior wedding to Thomas, as the shooting script itself confirms. And Ellen had to know that marrying Thomas would break her Covenant with Orlok, right? She swore to be with Orlok ever-eternally, and then swore the same thing to Thomas at a chapel. Later, she tells Thomas, "He took me as his lover then, and now he has come back. He has discovered our marriage and has come back!" She must've had some inkling of what would happen, if she broke her Vow. So then what must've gone through her mind, to put those specific flowers in her hair as she was giving herself to another?
I got so long with this one, hence the cut. In fair warning, this interpretation is very Ellen x Orlok oriented, so if that's not your preferred view on the movie, you might not enjoy reading the rest.
It's almost mocking, her flaunting of lilacs as she marries Thomas. It's almost a "come back and get me". It's almost as if she knew she was preparing this dress for a different kind of wedding ("I have brought this evil upon us"). It's keeping in tone with that dark, eerie scene of Ellen clipping her hair and putting it in the locket, to give to Thomas... but as we know, the locket ends up with Orlok instead. And he uses that lilac-perfumed lock of hair to re-establish his hold on Ellen! It's as if she sent him a means of communication with her, because prior to Orlok obtaining the locket, we don't see him speaking to Ellen. The Covenant between them was broken by her, and Orlok needed to use earthly means of influence via Herr Knock in order to get to her and her husband. Of course, she has premonitions (her nightmare of marrying Death, steeped in the scent of lilacs once more) but it's not a dream induced by Orlok; it's part of her own psychic powers. And so, by putting a lock of hair inside the locket, knowing where Thomas was going... she gives Orlok a way to talk to her. Because we constantly see him use the locket as an anchor of some kind, as he spreads his influence towards Ellen. And then, all the while afterwards in her trances, Ellen moans "He is coming to me, he is coming..." Gleeful, orgasmic.
Am I saying Ellen intentionally and in full awareness did these things, so that Orlok would come to her? No, not entirely. I don't think it's something so planned and so conscious. She is as terrified and hateful towards Orlok as she is attracted to him, and that's the thing. It's a compulsion, a yearning. All along, through the entire movie, Ellen yearns. It's all over the shooting script; she pines and wants and hungers, in relation to Thomas, and to Anna, and to Orlok himself. And it isn't something spiritual. It's a yearning for touch.
"I frightened him [my father]. My touch..." Ellen says to Von Franz, when he consults for her. She feels the need to highlight that, as if her father recoiling from her touch was the hardest part she had to bear, the thing that made her the most lonely-- desperate enough to call out for any kind of companionship and tenderness. At the beginning of the film, before Thomas leaves, we see how much skinship Ellen seeks with her husband; she asks him to stay and make love to her when he was late for his meeting with Knock, they kiss each other ravenously after the Hardings depart to put the children to sleep. And both times, the script describes Ellen as "hungry". Even when Thomas leaves and gives her a small goodbye kiss, the text says "It's not enough for Ellen." Later in the movie, after Thomas is returned and dreams horribly due to Orlok's influence, Ellen is cuddling with him, but he pushes her away, asking her to "get off". She feels rejected enough that she seeks out someone else's physical touch-- Anna's, with whom we see her in bed next, and once again, the script uses "yearning" more than once to describe Ellen's behavior.
The theme of repressed sexuality and how in Victorian times, a female want for sex was demonized, has been discussed again and again in relation to Nosferatu (2024). Orlok is, indeed, a dark mirror to Ellen's desires: he is monstrous because she sees her own wants as monstrous. He destroys and brings disease, because Ellen sees that part of herself as destructive and unclean. But I do think there's a fascinating element to Ellen's nature that is not part of Orlok's symbolism, but rather extends to him as a character... her ravenous appetite for love. Her father deprived her of it, but the Shadow that came to her when she called was just that-- a shadow. A presence. It was not a person that could hold her, a person she might touch. Orlok, a spirit only, was not enough. He himself says it, while he's on the ship set for Wisburg. "Soon I will be no more a shadow to you." And this line was cut from the movie, but in the 2023 script, he also says, "Your spirit was never enough."
It was the script that made me think of this whole thing, really. Mostly because of how it describes their first meeting:
"...for the first time, she faces him in THE FLESH." It's emphasized. It's important, that Orlok is not a shadow here. That he is there, that Ellen can feel him and smell the blood on his breath. But the most damning thing she accuses him of? "You cannot love." As if that's the most important part for her, as if saying "That's what I need from you, and you can't give it to me". And Orlok admits that he cannot love her the way Thomas does, but that he hungers for her nonetheless.
I don't know, I just find this a much more compelling interpretation than a simple "Ellen is Orlok's victim and he is her abuser". Yes, Orlok is an appetite, but so is Ellen. Ellen is an active participant. She is the one to summon Orlok, the one to dictate his actions via his sheer want of her, the one to lure him to her so she could indulge her desire. Except, as it is a staple of dark and gothic romances, Ellen cannot directly act upon what she wants. Not like Orlok can. That's the point-- her desires are repressed, she believes them to be shameful, and so she needs an excuse to let them out. That's what characters like Orlok, who threaten and coerce, provide. A way to give in that preserves the heroine's "purity"; she sacrificed herself to save Thomas and Wisburg! She said she abhored him, she wanted Orlok dead! But then, why wear lilacs at her wedding? Why give Thomas the locket with the lilac-scented strand of hair? Why call Orlok her lover? Why wear a wedding dress and then cradle him in her arms as they died together, once again needing to touch him?
And I will say, it's great how this conflict, this self-hatred regarding her own feelings, is contrasted also in Orlok. "Till you did wake me, enchantress..." "You are my affliction." It's almost scornful, accusatory. You get the feeling he resents how much influence Ellen has on him, but he cannot help himself in the slightest. He denies that it's love, he says he cannot love-- but we have to keep in mind what he says prior. "Love is inferior to you." He considers love a weakness, something that he (as something inhuman, and something he believes Ellen is as well) is above of. But love is Ellen's craving, while life is Orlok's. Orlok is equated to Death. An all-consuming appetite, and they end up infecting each other with it, and then hating themselves for it. Ellen is oppressed by the society around her; her father had nearly institutionalized her, she had to marry Thomas to escape him. She is seen as strange and ill, as having "childish fancies", even by her own husband. She is tied to a bed and quieted down with drugs in the house of a man who's pretty much a representative of benevolent patriarchy. And so, does she not hate them all for doing this to her? Orlok bringing death and destruction on the society and people who stifled her is no coincidence, obviously.
But then again, Orlok ends up with a yearning for a person. Desire for someone's soul and body, not just their life-blood, which is ultimately something human... and he can't deny her, not even when he knows he would die. In that first scene in which Ellen calls upon him, he says "You are not for the living. You are not of human kind." It's the unspoken "You are for me. You are like me," that dooms him to an inescapable obsession, his own version of Ellen's yearning.
Ultimately, the human is a little bit monstrous, and dies for it. And the monster is a little bit human, and dies for it too. I, for one, am fucking obsessed with it.
#God every time I think of Ellen as a character I remember that quote. 'the enormity of my desire disgusts me'#haha will the Nosferatu posts ever end? who's to say.#also have we settled on a darn ship name yet? erlok? ellok? lilac and garlic??#nosferatu 2024#nosferatu 2024 spoilers#ellen x orlok#ellen hutter#count orlok#nosferatu 2024 meta
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Women supporting women! (X)
#the picture is so silly to neeee I had to draw it#anyways have made it through alien^3#let’s just say I was disappointed#idk if you guys have noticed but I love a good 70’s-80’s space franchise#also Romulus changed my life#genuinely one if the scariest last thirty minutes of a movie I’ve ever seen#art#fanart#digital art#fan art#my art#alien#aliens#ellen ripley#alien queen#Ripley
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#when the boys have to stare at you as long as possible
#nosferatuedit#horroredit#Nosferatu 2024#Nosferatu#Orlok x Ellen x Thomas#Ellen Hutter#Thomas Hutter#Count Orlok#Ellen x Thomas#Orlok x Ellen#yes i will tag it with my throuple preferences#my gifs#anyway i haven't made gifs in forever and i hate how dark i had to make the first one#because i suck at coloring darker scenes but needed to attempt to make these go decently together#because it's harder to tell but Thomas does keep his eyes open into the kiss at first and then Orlok is all bug-eyed intense hunger stare#and my brain just quite liked the parallel#worst throuple ever and i love it
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What? No, no one died or was tortured for an eternity! They all got therapy and had a Christmas party, duh!
#ted i have no mouth and i must scream#ellen ihnmaims#ellen i have no mouth and i must scream#ted ihnmaims#ted i love you#am i have no mouth and i must scream#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims#gorrister ihnmaims#nimdok ihnmaims#benny ihnmaims#Can you guys tell ive only ever drawn ellen and Ted b4
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New hc!!! Everyone just kinda assumes that Angel is a dumb bimbo, being a pornstar and all, that's the persona he portrays in most of his films. But as we know his family is part of the Mafia, so assuming he participated in the family business he must have learned a lot about management and business strategy. Just a lot of knowledge on how to run the family business.
So the whole hotel crew is very shocked when Charlie is having a full on breakdown (because let's be honest, she does NOT know how to run a hotel, much less has the experience to do it) and Angel just casually checks the finances of the hotel very expertly. Doesn't even break a sweat.
#basically the ellen woods of business management#the only thing his pops was partially proud of#not that he ever said it#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel angel dust#angel dust hazbin hotel#angel dust#spiderfam#arackniss hazbin hotel#henroin#henroin hazbin hotel#molly hazbin hotel#charlie morningstar#hazbin angel dust#anthony hazbin hotel
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Look who arrived......
#im the most normal ted lover ever#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims#ihnmaims benny#ihnmaims ellen#ihnmaims gorrister#ihnmaims nimdok#ihnmaims ted#am ihnmaims#harlan ellison#benny i have no mouth and i must scream#ted i have no mouth and i must scream#ted ihnmaims#ellen i have no mouth and i must scream#ellen ihnmaims#benny ihnmaims#nimdok i have no mouth and i must scream#nintendo#gorrister i have no mouth and i must scream#gorrister ihnmaims#ihnmaims am#am i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims allied mastercomputer#allied mastercomputer#ihnmaims fandom
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this has definitely been done before but
#bsg#battlestar galactica#saul tigh#ellen tigh#tigh me up tigh me down#i love this episode it's the comedy before everything goes more to shit and more serious#i also love the completely unintentional foreshadowing like i do appreciate RDM et al's ability#to look at what came before and do some serious asspulling to craft a satisfying narrative that almost seems planned#it's ALSO peak comedy in that we only ever see Baltar Cylon test two people and how did that work out for him#deetoo#deetoo goes crazy again
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I'm coming out of my deep deep slumber to say that all of you trying to MeToo Orlock and Ellen are goddamn hilarious.
#and by hilarious i mean both enraging and disappointing#hot take: maybe let us explore safely in fiction what we'd never be able or willing to get into irl#fiction is literally the safest space there is#it's not the prova generale for real life#can we maybe stop being so self-absorbed that we must use our own personal feelings as filters of without ever critically examining them?#nosferatu#nosferatu 2024#count orlock#ellen hutter#gothic romance#robert eggers
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I don’t think it’s a coincidence that Ellen’s sex scene with Thomas is weird, unsexy, frantic, fully clothed and disturbing, while Ellen’s sex scene with Orlok, literal corpse, is slow, detailed, sensual, and they are both naked. The juxtaposition.
exaaactlyyyy!! it's about the INTIMACY
regardless of how desperate both Ellen and Thomas may be to conform to their socially acceptable marriage (they're both distinctly queercoded, Ellen wants passion, Thomas cannot give it, both of them see each other as a duty), they still do not and cannot understand each other. Ellen, who comes from a wealthy but abusive home, cannot imagine prioritizing material success over love and connection; Thomas, who self-deprecatingly refers to himself as a "pauper," cannot imagine ostracizing himself so completely from the society that very easily jeopardizes the livelihood of anyone non-conforming. There is a distinct lack of intimacy between them, only partially breached by anger and confrontation; which is, indeed, illustrated by their fully clothed, aggressive scene. It is more of an argument than sex.
Ellen's death-wedding with Orlok is entirely different - as you said, slow, sensual, reverent; it centers their closeness above all. They cling to one another, both overcome with emotion (self-professed inability to love be damned), perfect living skin against rotting flesh; the visual implication here is that there is, quite literally, nothing between them. They know each other entirely, the flaws, the beauty, and that understanding is more important than their own life or death.
One is a sex scene that is actually a fight, the other is a lovemaking disguised as murder, and I am obsessed
#nosferatu#nosferatu 2024#nosferatu (2024)#ellen hutter#thomas hutter#count orlok#gothic horror#gothic romance#horror film analysis#nosferatu meta#nosferatu analysis#one of them is ellen's Duty. the other is her Desire#and the weird thing is i've seen people claiming she chooses thomas in the end?? what#i've never seen a more obvious scene of anyone letting someone go ever in my life#she lets him go she puts on a wedding dress and re-pledges herself to Orlok#cmon now we've had this discussion about Hannigram already#yes will threw them off a cliff yes this was his leap of faith into the arms of the man he loves#ellen Knows she doesn't belong in the human world so she Leaves it. with Orlok#it just so happens that Leaving a world more often than not is synonymous with Death#at least metaphorically#and gothic horror is Extremely metaphorical#why would ellen want to stay in a prison when she could escape with the dawn and be adored for exactly who she is
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yeah we love fucked up characters and plots, the part I don't like is when we "forget" (or chose to ignore) a huge piece of information in order to pretend it's less than it is, and I'm talking ab Ellen calling for a guardian angel and being met with a centuries old dark magic fueled aristocrat who had no business answering the call for a fucking angel and then gaslights her and everyone into thinking she called for him specifically. LIKE if we're talking ab how twisted Eggers' Orlok is, let's talk about the details here
#and with that I don't mean “he's so terrible ew get away” this is a gothic story after all we all know we shouldn't do this in real life+#+let's not come with the moralism here#that's not iiiit#I'm talking ab appreciating the character FULL fucked-up-ness. I'm talking ab enjoying him bc he's so twisted#I'm not forgetting how they said in interviews how there was this whole fold about Orlok's lore for Eggers' movie that we never get to know#but he has a past and details about what he does#and that lady says he made a pact so his soul could never go away. he was wandering around. ricky when i catch you ricky-#“you've woken up me” stop being shady i know you're a sick bastard now tell me about your pact with the devil#like IT KILLS ME that there's so much more into this. with Ellen as well. the way she speaks about her feelings#ab feeling like you're not there; like you don't belong but in a deeper way that is not just psychological and as far as we know she+#has been feeling this ever since she was a child#in the end ellen could very much be a medium who gets in contact with an evil spirit and shit goes down; it could be translated as that#but we see it in a story about vampirism and drama and horror#nosferatu#nosferatu 2024#count orlok#ellen hutter
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In which there was a deleted final scene where Ellen popped back up at sunset and took Thomas away for ravishing and snacking reasons.
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