#Daily Push Up Exercise

[fitnessmantram]

Daily Push Up Exercise For Body Fitness || Physical Fitness Exercise ||...

A lot of people do over 300 push-ups every day. However, if done correctly, even 50 to 100 push-ups should be sufficient for the average person to maintain a strong upper body. You can begin with 20 push-ups, however don't adhere to this number. To keep your body challenged, it's important to keep increasing the number.

[technoxenoholic]

apparently the average person can walk about 7 kilometers in a day every day so i'm still not meeting average with my Highest Distance In A Day Record (6km as of yesterday, and i was definitely pushing it in the last 1–1.5 so maybe i will not try that again for a very long while)

but like, considering only 2km total was my boundary for "pushing it" most days when i started doing daily (with a few exceptions) walks this past spring, i am actually making huge progress. so. personally, i'm considering this a very huge win.

[leafavleo]

GHOST uses to workout quite frequently, because of his job in military. He never admits it loud, but he likes to be in good shape. He likes the glances that you’re sending him when he’s taking off his shirt on purpose to present you his muscular back, covered in black ink tattoos.

There’s only one thing that he hates during his daily routine — push ups. He doesn’t know why he dislikes to do that workout, it’s just happen. He prefers other exercises, but while he’s at home, without the gym equipment, it’s just what’s left for him to stretch those arms muscles more.

But fortunately, recently you’ve got an idea of how to make this workout more pleasant for him. You find yourself on the floor, underneath Ghost while he’s grunting and sweating. It’s not what you think it is, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t making you feel in a certain way.

You like the view from down there. He’s shirtless and the only piece of clothing that he wears are the grey sweatpants. The way he’s looking and sounding makes you want to wrap your legs around his waist and just keep him down.

“Don’t try to give up, because you’ll squish me.” You giggle once Ghost makes another push up, giving you a quick kiss in meantime.

“Not gonna, doll.” He says back in breathy tone, pushing himself back up. He grunts again and lower himself down, giving you another kiss.

You make this exercise quite enjoyable for him.

[becomingthatgirl111]

organize your week like this to be closer to the best version of yourself

i interpret the process of becoming our best version as climbing a ladder, on each step, we learn something new that serves us, and the next we complement it with something new, and so on until we reach the end and after many small habits we have become that version we wanted to be. little by little we are learning and although sometimes it is complicated to climb because of the adversities that may arise we can always take up the path again and put into practice what we have learned. that said, today i want to share a method that i have created to organize our habits and thus fulfill them more effectively and feel motivated. in this post i will only present some examples, you have to apply it to your own situation and my recommendation is to start now even with small habits that will be the ones that will lead you to success. i recommend that you try it for this week and write down your results, if it has worked for you keep using this "organization method" and adding new habits or increasing its time.

organize by categories.

create groups to categorize the habits you want to implement in your life, for example like this (the habits are examples, use your own)

🌿 health (body and nutrition)

10 minutes of exercise every day

30 minutes of walking every day

drink a lot more water

start eating consciously

one self-care day a week, for example on friday. we can take this day more relaxed and take more care of ourselves, dedicate more time to our personal and mental care.

do massage with the quartz roller and gua sha

make an appointment for nails, hairdresser, spa, eyelashes or even go to a coffee shop with yourself.

use a face mask and hair mask

🌿 personal growth

read 10 pages a day

listen to personal growth podcasts or audiobooks (choose one and listen to it all week long)

choose an affirmation and write it down every day

record in a diary or an app your mood and what you did during the day.

create a to-do list of what you will do for the day (the night before)

choose a video of affirmations and listen to it every day at a time that suits you best

🌿 studies

study about what you are studying or training for.

dedicate e.g. 20-30 minutes each day to study or review.

study a new language, 15 minutes a day, 5 days a week.

🌿 hobbies

1 - 2 hours to what you enjoy doing (depends on the day and your schedule)

you can write down in a notebook the groups you want to choose for yourself and then the habits you are going to implement, even if they are very small, for example 5 minutes of daily exercise, that is a good start.

to stay focused and not fall into old habits we can also replace the old habits with new ones that we want to implement in this way.

old habit: too much time on instagram new habit: reading or listening to an audiobook while i take a walk. or even just 15 minutes of social media a day.

other examples:

drinking soda or alcoholic beverages > drinking a lot more water and starting to drink natural juices.

watch a lot of series on netflix (or any streaming platform) > read or listen to podcasts/audiobooks that nourish my mind.

overthinking, worrying > meditating for about 5 minutes

lying in bed without doing anything > organizing my room

think in negative > think about the things you would like to happen to you

other tips to connect with your best version

write in your diary how you would act, be and what habits your best version would have. this will give you clarity about what you want and you will feel closer to that because you will know how to act.

establish small habits to start with and take it as a kind of game or test during this week. don't push yourself too hard.

at times when you don't know how to act or react, think about how your best version would act and what it would do.

write down things you are proud of or would like to be proud of.

if you are easily distracted or do not know what to do at any given moment, set alarms to know what to do at that moment.

if you use social media a lot, set a limit of use.

choose habits that you know you will be able to do easily, that will make you gain confidence and little by little establish those habits in which you have procrastinated or which are more difficult for you.

think big, open yourself to the possibilities that life offers you every day and keep a positive attitude towards any situation.

apps i recommend: habit: it serves to keep track of your habits and also get organized, it's a kind of to-do list. daylio: you can record your mood, what you did during the day and your habits, it also allows you to write and add photos. it is very complete, it can be used as a digital diary. notion: to get organized.

duolingo: if you want to learn a language a few minutes a day will be enough. i learned a lot of grammar in english thanks to this, which works if you practice daily.

and as always my blog is about this and there will be many more related posts in addition to the existing ones, all to be our best version 🤍 in fact if you try it i would love to know your results.

[vbecker10]

Hey love, how are you doing? Hope you’re all good. Could you write a Bucky x fem!reader who has an eating disorder, but she hides it from the team and she does it successfully, but on one mission she passes out, which is weird because she’s one of the best. She says it was just because she didn’t feel well and everyone believes her, but not Bucky. He senses that something’s off and eventually finds out, because he leaves reader no choice but to tell him, and so she does.

I’m struggling with my ed and I would love it, but if you don’t want to write this, it’s totally fine! I am a huge fan of your work💚

I Want You to be Healthy

Pairing: Bucky x female reader (Y/N) - established relationship / reader has an eating disorder

Summary: You pass out on the way to the jet after a successful mission. The team quickly accepts the excuse that you don't feel well but Bucky knows you well enough to know that you're lying. As soon as you are alone together, Bucky pushes you to open up to him about what truly made you pass out.

Warnings: Eating disorder, passing out, denying you have an eating disorder, feeling insecure about your weight & body image, keeping secrets from your friends and boyfriend, relapsing eating disorder

Background: Female reader has an Eating Disorder (a combination of anorexia and bulimia). Reader has the following behaviors: Skipping meals, frequent checking in the mirror for precieved flaws, constantly using a scale and tracking their weight, eating alone and at odd times of the day / night, exercising more frequently and more intensely than needed, not taking rest days or days off for injury, using the restroom soon after eating, making their own meals rather than eating what the team eats, often complains about needing to be healthy and talks about having to lose weight or gain muscle, thinking they are in control of their eating habits

A/N: Hi my lovely anon, I'm so sorry to hear you are struggling with your ED, I hope you can focus on yourself and get the help you need. I'm here if you want someone to listen 💚 Thank you for trusting me with this, I tried not to focus too much on the specific type of eating disorder since there are a few but I found some similarities between them when I was doing my research. I used those symptoms for this to make it a bit general. I hope this is okay 💚

I didn't tag too many people in this because I wasn't sure who exactly to tag, I won't be offend if you skip this 💚

Steve walks at the front of the group, one hand firmly gripped around the arm of a captured Hydra officer, her hands cuffed tightly behind her back. The mission was simple enough and more of you had gone than was needed but you couldn't pass up the opportunity to be out in the field. It was the only place you felt you belonged, where you could show the others on the team you were good enough to be here.

When Bucky had knocked on your door earlier this afternoon and asked if you were free to join them, you agreed eagerly. It was a welcome distraction from what you had been doing for the last hour, standing in front of your full length mirror, scrutinizing every inch of your body. The flaws in your physique are so glaringly obvious to you, you couldn't help but fixate on where you need to lose fat or gain muscle.

Bucky had smirked when you answered your door to him in nothing but a towel, he assumed you were having a lazy day after a relaxing shower. You hugged him tightly and told him you would get ready for the mission. There was no point in telling him what you had really been doing. A super soldier could never understand your daily struggle with your weight or the constant drive to be perfect. None of the Avengers could.

Natasha and Clint follow the captain closely, another captive officer walks with his head down between them as they discuss dinner. They quickly decide that since its Friday, they should get take out when they get back. There was no reason to make an excuse of course, take out was the easy option. Most of the team was either too busy to cook or had simply never been taught how to.

This meant you had to be even more careful because the food that was ordered was never healthy. Soon after you joined, you learned that it was easier to prepare all of your own food and eat in your room. Eating away from the team also meant they couldn't ask why your portions were what they considered small or why you were eating much later than them. It was none of their business anyways, you had told yourself often. As much as you would have liked their company, it was better this way. You could focus on your weight and health instead of answering all of their questions or dealing with their concerned opinions.

Bucky chuckles as he slips his arm around your waist, unaware of your thoughts. "I'm voting for spaghetti and meatballs, not that anyone asked me," he joins his friends conversation but you are barely listening.

Natasha checks to make sure Clint has a firm hold of the captive then she effortlessly turns, walking backwards smoothly through the thick leaves. "What do you want for dinner, Y/N?" she asks you with a smile, pointedly ignoring Bucky's comment which gets a laugh from Clint.

You don't answer, too distracted by the pain that is spreading deep in your stomach, the one that means you've almost reached your limit between meals. When you get back, you'll need to find something to eat, even if that means more time in the gym.

"Earth to Y/N," the spy waves at you to get your attention. When you make eye contact with her, she again asks what you want for dinner.

You shrug in response, the pain in your stomach growing as you walk. You know the type of answer she is looking for. Pizza, Thai, sushi. You could easily suggest any one of a hundred things but you can't. If you did, you would be expected to join them and that isn't something you are willing to do.

"Don't bother," Clint says when you are silent for a few more steps. His tone is relaxed but you worry he can tell what you are thinking. "You know Y/N never eats anything we order. We don't get anything healthy enough for her," he reminds Natasha. "Too much grease and fat and deliciousness."

"It's not my fault I'm the only one at the Tower worried about my figure," you roll your eyes at him.

Bucky laughs, his hand squeezes your waist, a part of your body you've always been self conscious about. "Your figure is perfect, doll," he smiles and you wish you could believe him but it's not that easy.

Natasha turns back to Clint, not missing a step and pats his stomach once. "Maybe you could learn something from her," she jokes.

"Hey!" he calls after her, sounding like an annoyed sibling. She laughs, jogging lightly towards Steve to hold the female officer while he opens the hatch.

Your ears begin to ring and the trees in the forest around you blend together, becoming hazy. Bucky kisses the top of your head and asks you a question but you can barely make out what he is saying. His voice is just above the ringing that vibrates in your mind. He looks down at you, his expression quickly turning to concern as he says your name but you don't respond.

You're light-headed and suddenly feel cold as your vision blurs more of your surroundings together. You take one more small step and stop, unable to continue forward. Bucky's hold on you tightens but you can't make out his words. You recognize what's happening to your body but only a second before you lose consciousness.

"Y/N," you hear Bucky say your name softly as he runs his metal fingers through your hair gently. Opening your eyes with a quiet groan, the jet gradually comes into focus but everything is sideways. You turn your head to look up at Bucky and realize your resting on his lap. "Slowly doll," he says, helping you sit up in the seat next to him.

"You okay?" Clint asks from the seat across from you.

You nod, still a bit dizzy, "Yeah."

"You had us all worried," Bucky says, his eyes not leaving you.

You shrug, hoping a few simple lies will calm everyone including yourself. It's been almost three years since you passed out from not eating. The last time it happened, your eating disorder had spiraled out of control for the second time and your family urged you to get treatment. It couldn't be happening again though, you think desperately. You are in control of your eating habits this time, you had just accidentally gone too long without eating.

"I felt kinda sick this morning. I know I probably should have stayed home but this sounded like a really quick mission," you offer an explanation that sounds likely.

"Next time you tell us if you don't feel well enough to go out," Steve says sternly from the pilot seat of the jet.

"Will do cap," you plaster on a smile to hide the wince from the dull ache in your stomach and salute him. This earns you a huff and a dramatic eye roll from the blonde super soldier.

"Good, can't let anything happen to the second best spy on the team," Natasha says with a smirk as she opens some files on her tablet.

You force out a small laugh, "Second best?" Then you look at Bucky who still hasn't taken his eyes off of you. He doesn't seem to have accepted your excuse as readily as everyone else but he also knows you better than anyone. "Are you going to let her talk about your girl like that?" Hoping the joke with Nat will distract him from his concern for you.

Bucky responds with a smile almost as fake as yours and says, "Of course not doll."

"Hey," Tony says when he spots you coming towards him in the hall. "How are you feeling? I heard to passed out in the field today."

"I'm okay, just a bit dehydrated," you tell him, holding up your bottle of water as proof.

"Okay, just try to be more careful next time," he tells you and you agree to as you continuing towards your room. "You're not gonna eat with us? Nat ordered from this new Mexican place."

"I'm still feeling a little off," you touch your forehead lightly and he nods. It's an easy excuse and it slips out before you even realize you've said it. You take a few more steps down the hall then add, "I'll see you all in the morning for training, though."

"Only if you're feeling up to it," he says and you give him an enthusiastic thumbs up. He smiles, shaking his head when you turn away from him again. "You're allowed a rest day you know," he calls after you. You continue towards your room without responding, you know that's not true.

A soft knock on your door interrupts your reading and you get up to see who it is. "Hi Bucky," you greet your boyfriend warmly but he doesn't offer you a hug or even a smile in return.

"Can we talk?" he asks in a serious tone and you nod, letting him in as your heart races. Those three words send panic through your body in an instant. You freeze as he takes a seat on the edge of your bed, rubbing his hands together anxiously. "Come sit, doll," he taps the bed next to him lightly without looking at you, his eyes still fixed on his hands.

You walk over and sit next to him silently. What do you two need to talk about that is making him this uneasy, you think. The only answer that surfaces is that he's come to end your eight month relationship, but why? Did you do something wrong, had you forgotten something, your mind races in search of an answer.

He takes your hand in his metal one gently and takes a breath to steady himself which only makes you more nervous. "Y/N," he starts slowly, "I love you so much, you know that right?" He lifts his head to look at you and you nod, too anxious to speak.

"I'm going to ask you this once," he says, "And please, don't lie to me." You bite your bottom lip, searching his face for any hint of his question. "Why did you really pass out on the mission today?" he asks.

You feel the smallest hint of relief that this isn't about your relationship but then you are instantly filled with a different type of fear. Has Bucky figured out what you've been hiding from him, from everyone? Does he know about your eating disorder returning and your worry that you're losing control? Your mind fills with all of your most easily accepted excuses, hoping that you can convince him you are okay.

Before you can open your mouth, he shakes his head. "I need the truth doll," almost as if he can see the lies forming.

"I-" your words stick in your throat and you look away from Bucky, your eyes roaming around your small room. You focus on the high tech scale positioned in front of the tall, full length mirror you spend so much of your time in front of.

He cups your cheek, bringing your eyes back to his, "Talk to me. I can't help if I don't know what's wrong, Y/N."

"I'm fine, I promise," you tell him in the most sincere voice you can, kissing his cheek softly. "I told you, I was just feeling a little under the weather today. It's not a big deal."

"You didn't eat again today," he states, no hint of a question in his tone. You're in too much shock to begin defending your reasoning for skipping a meals when he adds, "You've been missing meals a lot lately, haven't you?"

You nod, suddenly feeling caught which makes you feel both guilty and embarrassed. Bucky is the one person on the team you have always been able to confide in, even before you started dating but this was something you wanted to keep even from him. It was the reason you forced yourself to eat when you went on dates with him but you always found a way to excuse yourself and use the bathroom soon after. Had he noticed that too, you worry.

"How long do you think you can go without eating?" he asks but you don't want to admit you know the answer. Since college, you've developed a pretty good sense for how long you can go between meals, today truly had been a miscalculation. Instead you simply shrug as you guage whether or not you can convince Bucky you missed those meals by accident.

"Y/N," he says when you are quiet. "You can't keep doing this."

You chew the inside of your cheek, this conversation reminding you too much of the one you had with your parents the first time they caught you hiding and throwing away your food. Your eyes flicker away from his and back as you start to realize you might be struggling more than you thought.

His jaw tightens and his gaze follows yours to the scale and mirror then he sighs. "I should throw those stupid things out," he says, more to himself then to you.

"No," you respond quickly and he furrows his brows when he looks back at you. "I need them," you try to explain, your body tensing at the thought of being without them even though they do nothing but cause you anxiety and distress. "I have to keep checking..." your voice trails off, you don't want to open up any further. You don't want Bucky you judge you.

"Checking what?" Bucky asks, hoping you will let him in.

"I have to keep checking my weight," you finish and you find yourself suddenly unable to hold the rest in. "I've always been just a little over from where I need to be with my weight." You look down at your body as you sit next to him, you can easily envision all the flaws you saw in the mirror this morning. "I'll get there, I'm close," you tell him as if he's the one you need to convince and not the small voice that dictates what you can and cannot eat.

You had been focused on your weight for almost your whole adult life and never reached your target. It doesn't matter that the target keeps shrinking anytime you are even remotely close. A few times, you had almost reached the number you thought would finally mean you were perfect only for the small voice to disagree. It would insist you could still lose more weight or you had put on too much muscle or needed more muscle or any number of things. Each time your goal changed, your eating habits became stricter and your workouts became more intense.

Bucky cups your cheek, his thumb brushing your skin lightly, "What are you talking about? You're in the best shape of anyone on the team. You're perf-"

"No," you shake your head, pulling free from his fingers. "I'm far from perfect, you of all people should know that. You're a super soldier, you were practically built to be perfect," you tell him and Bucky's metal hand twiches as he removes it from your waist. "I knew you wouldn't understand," you add with deep a sigh.

"I want to understand. I'm worried about you," Bucky says but you don't look at him.

"You don't need to worry about me," you say, shifting away from him on the bed. You feel yourself becoming defensive and worried he will want you to stop checking your weight and eat more. "I'm fine, I told you. Why can't you just leave it alone?"

"Because you're not fine," he says, his voice raising a bit to show his frustration, not at you but with the situation. "You don't eat, Y/N, not nearly enough and I've seen the way you push yourself too hard when we train. I kept telling myself you knew what you were doing and you would stop if you needed to but then today..." he shakes his head as his voice trails off for a moment.

"Today was an accident," you insist but you're less sure of yourself then you had been. "I have it under control. If I had known about the mission beforehand, I wouldn't have gotten sick."

"You didn't get sick, you passed out," he says and you can see he's becoming more upset by the conversation and the fact that you will not listen to him. "What if that had happened in the middle of the mission? What if we had been somewhere more dangerous and I couldn't get to you? You've gone on solo missions, no one would have known what happened to you."

You get up quickly, needing to distance yourself from Bucky's questions and concern and the doubt they are creating in you. You pace around your room, trying to absorb his words but you don't want to believe he's right. You don't want to admit that you're not okay again.

Without realizing it, you walk towards your mirror and tap the scale with your foot. Bucky gets up, coming over to you but your eyes are fixed on the scale. You tap it again and it turns on, the zeros blinking slowly as you remember the number that stared at you this morning.

"I get that your worried about your weight-" he starts but you cut him off.

"Of course I'm worried about it," you look up, folding your arms around your body tightly. "You have no idea how easy it is to gain weight, one little slip and I could lose all my progress. I have to watch everything I eat and workout so I can be good enough to be here, so I can be perfect," you voice your inner thoughts to Bucky for the first time. "I can't just stop," you tell him.

He moves closer to you, removing the empty space you created between the two of you and you begin to feel nervous again. "I want you to be healthy," he takes your hand in his, pulling you away from the scale.

"So do I, that's why I need to do this," you argue but you feel defeated, as if you are only moments from admitting you know he is right.

He shakes his head, his metal arm rests on your lower back, pulling you closer to him. "What you're doing is the opposite of being healthy, doll. Can you see that?"

You look up at him, seeing the concern fill his eyes and you know you can't deny it any longer. You bite your lip and nod slowly, "I think I need help."

"I'm here doll," he responds softly.

"This isn't-" you struggle to find the words and he gives you time, holding you quietly. "This isn't the first time this has happened," you tell him honestly. Bucky holds you silently as you tell him about your struggles with your eating disorder and how you have relapsed previously after getting treatment. He doesn't ask questions or interrupt you, his hand moves gently up and down your back as you open up completely. When you finish, he wipes your tears softly and kisses your forehead.

"I thought I was okay," you tell him, your voice breaking. He pulls you flush against his body, wrapping his arms around you.

"You will be," he assures you and you rest your head on his chest, hoping he is right. "You are the strongest person I have ever met, you can do this. I will help you any way I can, I promise."

You pull away to look up at him, realizing you'll be gone for at least a few months for treatment. "What am I going to tell everyone?" you ask him, feeling a wave of shame wash over you. It was one thing to break down and admit to Bucky that you had an eating disorder but it was an entirely different thing for the Avengers to find out. "I don't want the team to know," you shake your head, worried about their reactions.

He cups your cheek and you look up at him again, "Don't worry about the team or anything else, doll. I will take care of them and everything else. The only thing I want you to do is focus on getting better, on being healthy again." He gives you a hopeful smile and says, "I'll tell them we're going to visit your family. Fury will approve the time off, it shouldn't be an issue."

You sniffle in response then smile slowly, "We?"

He nods, "If that's okay with you. I know there are things you'll need to do alone, but I want to be close, in case you need me. I want to be there for you, every step of the way."

You wipe a tear quickly with the back of your hand and nod, unable to express how much Bucky's offer means to you in words. Instead, you reach up and press your lips to his softly, holding onto him tightly. Pulling away slightly, you look into his eyes and tell him, "I love you."

He smiles, running his fingers through your hair gently, his metal arm still holding you close. "I love you too, Y/N. You will be okay, I promise you will get through this."

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[anthotneystark]

Wanna change my clothes, my hair, my face

(Also on AO3 now!)

It doesn’t happen suddenly.

Or, it does, but it’s a long time coming.

It’s a long time coming because it’s been coming his whole life. It’s been coming since the first time someone looked at him and said “it’s a good thing you’re pretty”. It’s been coming since the first time he heard someone say “beauty over brains”. It’s been coming since he was old enough to know that his dad was already planning on having to make connections to get him into a school of his choosing. He’s always known his book smarts were lacking, but it always hurt when he was reminded of it.

But it’s been more recent than that too.

It’s been coming since he felt that slick tail wrap around his neck. It’s been coming since Robin helped to change the bandages on his back. It’s been coming since the first date after everything ended with him going to bed alone because “I’m just not in the mood anymore” followed him pulling off his shirt.

It’s been coming since forever.

His looks have been his biggest asset his entire life, the only thing he could really use to get attention. And now there’s scratches in the paint.

After everything, when they’re finally safe, everything changes.

He doesn’t change, or he doesn’t think he does, because his habits are the same and his thoughts are the same and his nightmares are the same. But life slows down. And with it slowing down, he changes anyway.

Where once he was all lean, taut muscle, he softens. It’s still there, his daily runs and exercise are proof of that, but it’s a little more insulated.

(Robin tells him it’s because he’s been living with the stress of monsters for years, that feeling safe has pushed his body out of survival mode.)

It’s been coming though. With each comment from his mother about how he’s clearly eating too much junk food. With his father’s comments about how long his hair has gotten. With how girls’ eyes just skim right over him and move on.

It’s not all bad, of course. The kids, surprisingly, don’t comment beyond their usual teasing over things within his control – “stripes again? Don’t you have any other patterns?” or “why do you have to wear those shorts while you’re cleaning the pool?” which is usually followed by Eddie smacking whoever said it. Max makes exactly one comment, quietly, when it’s just the two of them still awake during a movie night.

“You’re a better pillow these days.”

Maybe it’s a joke, maybe she’s just being nicer with her teasing, but whatever her reasoning he likes it. When he thinks about it like that, being different doesn’t feel like a bad thing.

It doesn’t usually last long though.

So it’s not a sudden thing, until it is.

He’s not even totally sure what causes it. Some comment, sure, but the words themselves are in one ear and out the other. His parents are leaving for another trip, his mother comments about eating healthier while they’re gone, his father makes some dig that’ll lodge under his skin with all the other barbs he’s thrown at him for all these years.

All he really remembers is that a comment is made. The rush of heat and sour bile in his throat. The door shuts and all he can hear are overlapping echoes of all the comments that have ever been thrown at him. All he can feel is the tightness of the tee shirt he’s wearing the weight that no longer rests on his shoulders, but which is spread over his entire body. He finds himself looking into a mirror and suddenly cannot look at that any longer.

His hands shake and he doesn’t trust himself, but he knows where he can go.

It should scare him that he doesn’t remember the drive. It should scare him that he’s here but doesn’t fully know how he got here. But he doesn’t have room for more panic in his head. They’re past the point of knocking, of waiting to be let in, so pushing through the doorway of the trailer is a familiar motion. Eddie looking up and smiling where he’s strumming his guitar is a familiar sight.

The way his smile faulters and turns into a frown is less familiar.

“Stevie? What’s wrong?” He feels like he can’t breath, can’t possibly explain everything in his head, but he can’t just expect Eddie to read his mind. He’s not Robin after all.

“I need it gone. Off. I can’t…I can’t,” he manages, one shaking hand sliding into his hair and tugging, the pain grounding for just a moment. Eddie might not be able to read his mind, but he understands him these days more than most people. It’s an unlikely friendship founded in terror and fortified by countless hours in hospital rooms and new homes.

“Oh sweetheart. Are you sure?” He knows it’s extreme, but he can’t help what he needs, even if Eddie is concerned. He nods, swallowing hard. Eddie doesn’t try to talk him out of it, just pulls him to the bathroom and sits him on the edge of the tub.

“Lets start small, okay? And we can go as far as you need from there.” He wants to argue, but at the same time he knows it’s reasonable. And it’s Eddie. He trusts Eddie. He can’t make any words come out, but he manages a little nod. Eddie, doing what he does best, just starts talking. He’s not really paying attention to the words, but he doesn’t have to. He can feel the chill of the metal scissors, the soft rumble of Eddie’s voice, the too gentle fingers pushing and pulling him into whatever position is best. Eddie pauses now and again, a question in his eyes, but continues on when he sees whatever he’s looking for still lingering.

It's not until Steve feels his shoulders slumping, his hands loosening where they’re clenched at his knees, the chill of the breeze from the open window hitting skin that no longer feels boiling hot, that Eddie sets down the scissors. He feels lighter, doesn’t even care about the itchy feeling of stray hairs clinging to his clothes and skin.

When he finally looks in the mirror, his hair is shorter than it’s been in years. It’s not gone, not buzzed off, but it’s not the same as it was.

Neither is he though.

Eddie’s giving him a knowing look, one that says he’s got something to say but is holding off.

The cut itself is a little rough, but in a good way. It’s clearly not a professional sort of thing; he likes it more because of it.

“Thank you,” he whispers, exhaustion and relief hitting him in equal measures.

“You know, when I buzzed my hair, there were a lot of rumors,” Eddie says softly. “Stuff about my dad punishing me, about looking too girly before, that sort of thing. But really, it was just…so much going on all at once. My dad had just gotten arrested, mom took off, Uncle Wayne was stressed over having another mouth to feed. I felt like I couldn’t breath and just-” he makes a buzzing noise and mimes shaving through the mop of dark hair, which he’s got tied back today now that Steve can actually see it.

“Just had to get it off?” he asks.

“Yep. Needed it gone. Growing it back was a pain, but it was good too. Felt like a fresh start even if it was a little like trying to get back to where I used to be,” Eddie explains. It makes sense, at least to Steve. “So, you know, I get it. But I also know you’d have another breakdown if we shaved it all off completely,” he jokes. It’s enough to drag a laugh out of him.

It’s very Eddie, baring his soul while he’s helping to bandage a lost sheep, and Steve wishes he had the words to say how grateful he is. Instead, he just takes the towel Eddie throws at him and the soft, well worn clothes Eddie sets on the counter. He showers, pulls on a shirt for a band he doesn’t recognize, and breathes out a sigh of relief when the vice around his body finally, finally, comes loose.

Eddie doesn’t wait long once he sits down on the couch, immediately flopping back to use his thighs as a pillow while he goes back to strumming along to the music in his head. It’s a quiet moment, a safe moment. He doesn’t even notice as his head drops back to rest on the cushions, his breathing slowing as he finally feels light enough to rest.

Later, he’ll wake up with their positions reversed, with Eddie playing with his hair in a way that’ll make his brain turn into mush. Later, he’ll gather the courage to finally stop toeing that line of friendship and more that he and Eddie have been dancing on for so long now. Later, Eddie will hear everything that’s been in his head and will hold him down while he kisses every last insecurity and promises that it’s only made him more obsessed with him.

Maybe that won’t fix the insecurities, but that doesn’t mean Eddie isn’t going to make it very clear just how happy he is loving Steve exactly as he is at every point in time.

Because it doesn’t happen suddenly.

Or, it does, but it’s a long time coming.

[jamieenthusiast]

I yap about Forever + Falling with you

Forever being the end song to murder drones- and its lyrics being what they are

gives me the impression Murder Drones was a big love story about opening up and trust hidden under mounds of comedy and violence

And I dont mean that it ACTUALLY is, its more just.. a silly little feeling I get when i listen to it

Theres something about the song thats so... cozy? So like, softly spoken. A very hummable melody from one lover to another.

also falling with you, like what the fuck

never in my life have I felt a track was so carefully crafted- and prepared, carved out for two specific characters in one specific moment.

She made the choice to sacrifice herself- for him. In her eyes it was the end and if at the end of everything she could guarantee the life of one person it was going to be the one she loves, she didnt know what would be at the other end,

The thing is, he wanted to be there for her. Even when they're knocking on deaths door, he needs to be there.

Its like trust fall exercise, except the focus isnt on 'catch me' cause they'd never let the other fall,

its about making sure they dont fall when youre not looking. It hurts both parties, to crash without warning and to see the one you love fall

I *love* that they dont speak here. She looks to the side, shifting her glances before looking at him.

An unspoken guilt ridden apology.

The response he chooses?

forgiveness,

Even if the result of her actions hurt him- her intentions were good and meant to be entirely in favor of him

And in this moment, with their current history and with a yet to be seen future, he forgives her,

Cause at the very least, they're together again. He could save her.

And her look just, screams thank you to me.

Thank you for forgiving me, saving me-

for everything :) /ref

lighthearted preparation for whats to come :)

legitimately, what she says, reiterating herself "die mad bitch"

knowing theyre heading into the end of the world to prevent it?? Theyre going off to the fucking trenches together, key word this time being together

And then the horrible unexpected !

Uzi is ripped away from N, confronted with what her home has become, the universe is practically screaming at her to fix it, pushing her towards the end without mercy

But shes not doing it alone, she cant do it alone, not again, not this time

And he wouldnt let her

The universe could endlessly attempt to wield its cosmic grasp to push these two apart but itd never work, itd never end with them alone

Their love- their pure devotion to each other,

is so celestial in its own right

Not super related to my ramble but i love that in them becoming official (I will not call this a confession, N definitely confessed the previous episode)

Uzis so.. wagh.. her eyes.

That trademark look of panic or worry- I mean what would you expect from the black sheep of the colony? Being excluded on the daily, left to your own abandoned devices?? The reassurance she was requesting just, ughh.. my heart...

and the way. He fucking looks at her

Its so, soft. He knows she has not a thing to worry about. His heart is completely and utterly hers. Where most would die for their love, he lives for her.

The universe would be dammed to ever try and separate pure unbridled love like this ever again

ERM< ANYWAY that was super gay ew idk why im like. obsessed with their relatinshuio ahhajfhdgjbsjhfm someone blow me up

[hellvcifer]

Hi! I was wondering if you could write a Hazbin Hotel x sad reader. Where the reader is just lying in their bed and hasn’t came out their room. And the Hazbin characters tries to give them comfort. If your not comfortable writing this then that’s totally fine 💗

RECLUSE— ଘ fic

pairing :: hazbin hotel residents x gn!reader wc :: 2.7k note :: hi there! i hope this is what you were looking for and brings you some comfort if you're feeling down. i wasn't sure which characters you were looking for specifically so i did a little of each for the main hotel crew. warnings :: reader is sad, isolation and pushing people away

“Good morning!” Charlie shouted, hands thrown in the air, a giant grin plastered on her face. “I have the per~fect morning planned for us. First, we’ll do our daily affirmations in our friendship circle, then we’ll try the trust fall exercises–this time without the egg boys–” her face wilted at the memory. Poor Tucker. “And then!” She immediately went back to her peppy-self, “I thought we could bake cookies!” She glanced at everyone who sat in the lounge area.

“Uh, we’re missing one.” Angel spoke, his body splayed across one of the couches as he casually scrolled through his phone. 

“Y/N hassn’t come down yet.” Sir Pentious added, a few of the egg boys walking around him, seemingly playing a game.

“Oh!” Charlie looked confused for a moment, “Well, uh, that’s okay!” She walked over next to her girlfriend and sat down on the open seat of one of the couches. “We can wait.”

“I’m sure they’ll be down shortly.” Vaggie placed a hand on Charlie’s bouncy thigh to help ease her pent up excitement for the activities she had planned. All was fine until a few more minutes passed. Then those few minutes turned into thirty. Then thirty turned into an hour. Charlie and Vaggie shared a look. 

“I’ll uh,” The princess stood, “I’ll just go check on them! To make sure everything is okay.” She nervously smiled before making her way to the stairs, Vaggie followed closely behind to accompany her. 

“I’m sure everything’s perfectly fine.” She did her best to calm the blonde.

“You’re right!” Charlie smiled. “They probably just slept in a little. Nothing to worry about!” Once they reached your door, Charlie cleared her throat, adjusting her posture before knocking. A few raps of her knuckles on the dull door and nothing was heard in response. “Uh, Hello~! Wakey-wakey, Y/N!” A couple more knocks. “Are you in there?” Her question was hopeful though she couldn’t help the slip of concern. You had always been on time, happily participating in her exercises, and helping around the hotel. It was increasingly odd to not see you around. “Maybe they’re not at the hotel?” She turned to Vaggie.

The girl shook her head. “No one saw them leave.” The answer only caused Charlie to huff in a pout. 

“Okay then.” She stood straight, eyes glimmering with determination. “If they won’t come out, then we’ll just go in!” She reached for the knob and grasped tightly.

“Wait, Charli–” The door was locked. She wiggled it a few more times, thinking maybe it was just stuck. The jostling grew more and more louder as she continued to try to open it. “Charlie, okay wait, stop.” 

“Go away!” A muffled voice called from behind the door causing them both to pause. Your muffled voice. 

“Y/N?” The blonde called out. “Uh, are you okay?”

“Please, just…” Your tone quieted. “Just leave.”

“Okay but I rea~lly think you should open the door! And we can talk! Or…” She nervously looked around, trying to come up with something. “Or~! you could join everyone downstairs! And we can, uh… We can…” She trailed off, eyes flitting to Vaggie.

“Maybe we should just give some space.” She suggested and Charlie sighed in response. Her head drooped. 

“Yeah, okay.” They walked off, with more questions than answers, and worried expressions. 

“I’m sure after today, things will be back to normal. Okay?” Vaggie side hugged Charlie. 

Inside your room you laid in your bed. Everything felt heavy, swallowed up in darkness. You let the blankets cocoon you in their warmth as you lie there, unmoving. Unmotivated. Drowning in the gray clouds of your mind. Surely, a few days like this and you’d be out of your funk. 

Nothing really put you there to begin with but you felt yourself becoming low-spirited over the past week. That morning, you knew it was impossible to get out of bed. You sunk further and further into the springed mattress, the lumps now cradling you and your sorrows. You heaved out a deep breath. Just a few days. And maybe, this dark storm will have passed. 

“It’s been four days!” Charlie worriedly paced back and forth in front of the fireplace. “And after all we’ve been through together I think it’s time we step in!”

“I don’t know if that’s such a good idea, Sweetie.” Vaggie stood up, walking closer and placing a comforting hand on her girlfriend's shoulder. “When you ask to be left alone, sometimes you just gotta leave them alone.”

“Yeah, I don’t know. I’m with toots over there.” Angel gestured to Charlie, walking over with a drink in his hand. “I get wanting to shut out for a few days but not this long.” He leaned on the back of the couch.

“Perhapss they’re in need of ssome assistance?” Pentious’ tongue peaked out to end his words. 

“Good idea, boss!” One of his egg boys shouted from the ground.

Charlie’s face lit up, eyes widening upon hearing his words. “It’s a GREAT idea!” She turned towards everyone, hands held out in excitement. 

“No, Charlie!” Vaggie grabbed both her hands. “We already tried that and got told to leave.”

“Yeah, but that was you two.” Husk added, “And we know how you like to handle things.”

“And what’s that supposed to mean?”

He rolled his eyes, “It means you don’t know how to read the situation.”

Vaggie was glaring at him fiercely when Angel straightened his back, “You know what, Kitty’s right.” He got closer. “Why don’t we try our hands at talking. Figure something from us might make ‘em feel better.”

“But the door’s locked.”

“Eh,” Angel waved his two right hands. “We’ll get 'em to open it.” He began walking to the stairs, Husk close behind him.

“And how exactly are we supposed to do that?” Husk asked.

“Oh, I got an idea.” He flashed a look before leading the bartender to his room. He made a short pit stop to pick up fat nuggets and then they made it to your room. A few knocks on your door and they were only answered with silence. 

“Hey Y/N~!” Angel called out. “You know, it’s been so lonely without you around and I have someone here that’s been dying to see you!” As if on queue, nuggets made two cute squeals of delight. 

“Really?” Husk narrowed his eyes at Angel. “You’re bribing them with the pig?”

Angel snapped to look at him. “Hey! Everyone loves this pig!” He sharply spoke in a low tone.

“Leave me alone!” They both snapped to stare at your door. 

“We brought booze?” Angel tried again, suggesting Husk’s bottle of whiskey. Which may not have been the best idea considering the slow turn the cat gave him. Entirely offended with his mouth open.

“I don’t want your stupid cheap alcohol!” Why… You rolled your eyes, turning away from the door, Why! “Or your pig!” Why are you saying these things? “Just go! Away!” Your chest was filled with an abnormal pressure as you threw the blanket over your head, water brimming your eyes. You muffled the sobs into your pillow.  Why are you feeling like this?

Angel and Husk left defeatedly, entering the lobby similar to how Vaggie and Charlie did the first time. Husk went behind the bar, not wanting to talk and Angel laid down on the red couch. 

“Well?” Charlie almost knew the answer already but hoped for something better. 

“Got nothing.” Angel moped. “Bribed ‘em with Nuggets and booze.” He turned to look at the group. “Nothing’ll work if we can’t get passed the door.” 

“Then we must bring the show inside!” The radioed voice was cascading throughout the room as he appeared in the lounge area. Taking a seat in one of the chairs, he crossed his legs. “Sometimes a little jazz is all you need to reignite the light.” 

“Oh no! No, no, no!” Vaggie was quick to stand in, “We can’t just invade their privacy!” She turned to the group. “I care for Y/N as much as all of you, but sometimes you need to respect them wanting space.”

“But aren’t you two the oness telling uss to be there for our friendss?” Pentious asked. “How can we comfort them by giving them sspace?”

“It’s called boundaries.” Her hands assisted the assertion of her words.

“Uh, Yeah, boundaries.” Angel mocked, “Smiles is gone by the way.” He pointed to the now empty seat as everyone snapped their heads to it. Vaggie slapped her hands to her face, letting out a frustrated groan. 

Charlie nervously laughed before clasping her hands together. “Oh no.”

Alastor rose from murky obsidian shadows, revealing his everlasting sinister grin. His eyes slid over to the bed, brow raised once he saw a cluster of blankets. He spun his mic, walking over and waving his hand. The unused fireplace was suddenly lit and crackling, causing you to jolt. 

“The fuck–?”

“Why Hello!” The sudden radioed cadence was all you needed to hear. You rolled your eyes. “Closing away like this is no way to present yourself!” He leaned forward. You noticed the soft soothing trill of jazz in the background, no doubt brought on by the man beyond your blanket barrier. “Where’s the joy in being locked away in this room?”

“Will you just–” You hastily uncovered yourself and sat up. “Get out!” The glow of the flames flickered against your skin as you sought out the intruder. 

“Don’t you look swell!” His incessant grin was accompanied with an overt blink. You groaned, forcefully lying back down in a huff against your pillow. Glared glued to the ceiling.

“Why can’t anyone understand that I want to be left alone!” 

Alastor walked over to the fire, a chair and an end table appeared with a cup of coffee. He took a seat and grabbed his cup. “Why be alone when there’s so much to do outside!” 

You released a heavy sigh. “What’s the point…” Your voice came out in a strained whisper. Throat knotting as you struggled to swallow away your swollen tongue. 

Al took a sip from his mug, “My my, what a depressing thing you are! I’m nearly getting flashbacks.” 

“Alastor…” You felt your eyebrow twitch, “With every single drop of the draining patience I have left. Get. The fuck. Out.” 

Your words had zero effect on him, “But I’m here to help, my friend!”

“Oh please.” You scoffed, shaking your head. “You’re saying you’re here because you care?”

He laughed, “Oh dear, no!” He set his drink down and stood up, “Being a witness to you drowning in your sorrows is quite entertaining.”

You turned your head to look at him, “Then why are you here?”

“I’m merely a parrot to our constituents! The worry over your newfound reclusion has become the talk of the town! I wanted to see it for myself.” He walked closer. “But by all means, continue your isolation! Watching the others scurry about with concern and become defeated time after time again is delightful! It’s not as if it’s hurting anyone…” His eyes slid towards you, his smile filtering to that of a smirk. “Including yourself.” He melded into the floor, the fire and music extinguishing with his exit. 

Now alone in the thickened darkness, the silence of your own thoughts gnawing into the corners of your mind. Hurting. Were you really hurting them? That wasn’t anything close to what you wanted. Staying in your room. Locked away. That was supposed to be the solution until you felt better. Somewhat better. Just… Different than how you were feeling now. 

But the days don’t feel different at all. If anything, the mucky feeling only cemented itself further within your chest. You felt it begin to sink, the thought of everyone trying to break through to you brought that welling feeling back. And you just yelled at them. You yelled at the only people trying to show you kindness.

The tears pooled over the edge, racing down your face. Everything released from within, the melancholic storm brewed over the past few days erupted. Your thunderous cries echoed throughout the dark room. 

After a few more whales you finally simmered down to a low whine, taking deep breaths to relieve yourself. It wasn’t a cure-all but you were finally able to gain some bearings. You grabbed your blanket and stood up, wrapping it around your figure. That damn radio head may have had a point after all. You released another long-winded breath and began making your way to your door.

The hallway walls were a sight for sore eyes, you pupils dilating as soon as you stepped out of your room. The heavy feeling in your lungs felt like it was building once again as you journeyed to the lobby. What would you say to them? Would they even want to talk to you? You stopped walking. What if they’re mad at you? You closed your eyes, shaking your head before continuing. You committed to this. No backing out now.

You finally made it to the top of the stairs that descended into the lobby. The blanket around your body felt like it was nearly constricting you with how tight you had it pulled. You sniffled quietly, eyes scanning the area and finally seeing them crowded around the old TV for movie night. 

Shuffling closer, you found that watching your feet take each small step closer made you less scared to address them. As soon as Vaggie caught sight of you, she paused the movie, elbowing Charlie and nodding towards you. Everyone soon followed her line of sight.

The silence signaled it was finally time to say something. An overwhelming heat pulsed throughout your body, ending within your cheeks.

“I…” the tears began bubbling the rim of your eyes. “I don’t know why I said those things. I don’t k-know why I’m feeling like this. I just feel… I feel sad, and I don’t know why!” Everything broke once again, large drops cascading down your cheeks endlessly as you began to cry. You used your blanket to wipe away the trails.

Charlie and Angel stood up immediately, coming to your side and embracing you. “It’s okay, Y/N.” The blonde softly consoled. “You don’t have to be happy all the time! And you never need a reason to be sad.”

“Sometimes, we just feel sad. And that’s okay.” Angel spoke, his voice mellow and comforting.  “Just share the sadness with us so you’re not alone, okay?”

“Yeah, and we’re always going to be here for you.” Vaggie stood and took a few steps closer.

“Come now,” Alastor gestured with his hand. “Join us while we continue watching this terrible picture show!”

“Yess! Come, come.” Pentious patted the middle seat of the couch as everyone awaited your answer. 

A surge of warmth blossomed throughout your body as you stared at them. Ever so gently, your lips pulled upward as you slowly nodded. They returned it before directing you to sit. Angel sat on the other side of you while Charlie returned to sit down with Vaggie and Niffty.

Pentious bent down to the ground and scooped up three of his egg boys and held them close. He leaned over to you, holding one out as an offer. Simon, the egg boy, opened his arms up towards you, awaiting to be held. You gently cradled him against you and smiled.

“This feels much better.” Charlie hummed, cuddled up with Vaggie. Your head fell onto Angel’s shoulder as you released a sigh. Even though you aren’t feeling a hundred percent all the time, at least you're surrounded by those who care about you. 

A beamy eye popped into your line of sight. “I made you this.” Niffty shot out her hand, a dead roach was disassembled and strung into a necklace. You flashed a strained smile. It really was the thought that counted.

“Thanks, Nifft.” She flitted back to her spot with a happy giggle and hearing it made you sigh in content. You glanced around the room, seeing everyone watching the movie.

Yeah, this really was much better.

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[esotericalchemist]

𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬: 𝐍𝐮𝐫𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐎𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 ୨୧˚

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Ceres in astrology represents the nurturing aspect of our personality and how we care for ourselves and others. It reveals the ways we provide comfort, security, and support, as well as how we feel nourished emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Ceres reflects themes of caregiving, self-care, and the dynamics of receiving and giving love. It also touches on how we relate to issues of sustenance, such as food and our connection to the Earth. Understanding the energies of Ceres helps individuals become more aware of their personal nurturing style and offers insight into how they can cultivate deeper emotional fulfillment and more meaningful relationships through care and empathy.

𝐀𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

When Ceres is in Aries, the way you feel cared for is through being independent, taking action, and leading your own path. You feel your best when you have the freedom to chase after your goals and express who you are. People with Ceres in Aries are energized by starting new things, taking bold steps, and facing challenges head-on. To care for yourself, it’s important to embrace risks, try new things, and honor your need to do things on your own. Activities like exercising or pushing yourself to overcome obstacles will make you feel fulfilled and in touch with yourself.

How to take care of others:

You naturally encourage others to be brave, confident, and self-reliant. You inspire people to take control of their lives, go after what they want, and stand up for themselves. You push them to be strong and pursue their dreams.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: You feel taken care of when you can confidently show who you truly are. Being independent, staying active, and focusing on your personal strength makes you feel secure. Taking care of yourself by expressing yourself and keeping up with your physical health is essential.

Ceres in the 2nd House: Financial security and comfort are key for you. You nurture yourself by building wealth, surrounding yourself with quality things, and ensuring your financial independence. Having material security makes you feel stable and cared for.

Ceres in the 3rd House: You feel nourished when you’re learning, communicating, or sharing ideas. Intellectual stimulation is important for you, so things like reading, writing, or engaging in discussions help you feel fulfilled and connected to yourself.

Ceres in the 4th House: Home and family play a big role in how you care for yourself. Creating a safe, private space where you can recharge is vital. Connecting with your roots and having a comforting home environment brings emotional security.

Ceres in the 5th House: Creativity and self-expression are how you feel nurtured. Engaging in hobbies, sports, or anything that lets you express your adventurous side helps you feel good. You also enjoy encouraging others to be confident and embrace their creative energy.

Ceres in the 6th House: You find comfort in routines and taking care of your health. Staying physically active, having a structured daily routine, and focusing on your well-being makes you feel grounded. Helping others with their health or daily tasks brings you joy as well.

Ceres in the 7th House: Relationships nurture you, especially those that allow you to keep your independence. Balancing closeness with personal freedom is important. You care for others by encouraging them to assert themselves and make sure their needs are also being met in partnerships.

Ceres in the 8th House: You feel secure when you’re going through personal growth or deep emotional changes. Challenges that lead to transformation make you stronger. Intimacy that respects your need for independence and moments of self-reflection help you feel nurtured.

Ceres in the 9th House: Exploring the world and learning new things is how you nurture yourself. Traveling, discovering new philosophies, or expanding your mind gives you a sense of fulfillment. You feel nourished when you’re engaging in new experiences.

Ceres in the 10th House: Achieving your goals and gaining recognition for your hard work nurtures you. Working towards success in your career or personal life gives you a strong sense of accomplishment. Helping others reach their ambitions also brings you satisfaction.

Ceres in the 11th House: Being part of a group or working towards a larger goal is where you find care and comfort. Friendships and community are important to you. You feel nourished when you’re making a difference or contributing to something that benefits others.

Ceres in the 12th House: Solitude and spiritual reflection are how you nurture yourself. You find peace in quiet moments, meditation, or exploring deeper aspects of life. Helping others behind the scenes or offering support without seeking attention brings you comfort.

𝐓𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐮𝐬 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

When Ceres is in Taurus, you feel best when you have stability, a regular routine, and can enjoy life’s simple comforts. Taurus, ruled by Venus, loves all things that bring physical pleasure and security. If you have Ceres in Taurus, you feel nourished when you can indulge in life’s luxuries, whether it's through good food, a cozy home, or spending time in nature. You care for yourself by focusing on financial security, enjoying physical touch, and surrounding yourself with beautiful things that make you feel at ease.

How to take care of others:

You help others by providing stability and comfort. This might be through offering physical affection, creating a calm, safe environment, or giving them material support. Your presence is often soothing, helping others feel more grounded and secure.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: Your sense of self is closely tied to how comfortable you feel in your body and appearance. You feel cared for by taking care of your physical well-being, whether it's following a healthy routine or enjoying the finer things in life. Feeling good about how you look and taking pride in yourself is key to your emotional health.

Ceres in the 2nd House: This is a very strong placement because Taurus naturally rules the 2nd house. You care for yourself by building financial security, saving money, and enjoying life’s comforts. You might enjoy activities like cooking, gardening, or anything that involves the senses, as they bring you a sense of fulfillment and security.

Ceres in the 3rd House: Communication and learning bring you a sense of care and comfort. You feel safe when you're connected to familiar places like your neighborhood or community. Talking with loved ones, sticking to daily routines, and maintaining close relationships help you feel nurtured.

Ceres in the 4th House: Home and family are central to how you care for yourself. You feel secure when you have a comfortable and stable home life. You may enjoy creating a beautiful home, taking care of family members, or spending time with loved ones. Feeling rooted and connected to your home is essential for your emotional well-being.

Ceres in the 5th House: You find nourishment through creative expression and fun. You feel cared for when you allow yourself to enjoy life’s pleasures and engage in hobbies that make you happy. Whether it’s through art, romance, or spending time with children, you nurture yourself by embracing the joy in life.

Ceres in the 6th House: Routine, health, and work are key to how you take care of yourself. You find comfort in staying physically active, maintaining a structured daily routine, and focusing on your well-being. You may also enjoy caring for others by helping them with their health or providing acts of service, such as tending to a garden or caring for pets.

Ceres in the 7th House: Relationships and partnerships are where you find a sense of care. You feel secure when you’re in stable, committed partnerships that offer emotional and material support. You take care of others by building strong, dependable relationships and being a reliable partner.

Ceres in the 8th House: You find care through deep emotional connections and transformation. Security might come from joint finances or partnerships that provide you with support. You nurture yourself by exploring life's mysteries, psychology, or intimacy. Having strong emotional bonds with others is essential to feeling cared for.

Ceres in the 9th House: Exploring the world and expanding your knowledge is how you nurture yourself. You feel fulfilled when you can travel, learn about different cultures, or dive into philosophical or spiritual ideas. Finding a sense of stability through discovery helps you feel secure.

Ceres in the 10th House: Your career and public achievements are important to your sense of care. You feel nourished when you’re making steady progress in your professional life and building a good reputation. A sense of accomplishment and financial security from your career helps you feel grounded. You help others by providing resources or career guidance.

Ceres in the 11th House: You feel nurtured by your friendships and being part of a community. You thrive when you have a supportive social circle and are working toward shared goals with others. Contributing to something lasting and secure alongside like-minded people makes you feel secure.

Ceres in the 12th House: Solitude and spiritual reflection are key to how you care for yourself. You feel nurtured when you have time to retreat, recharge, and connect with your spiritual side. You might also care for others by helping them behind the scenes or providing support quietly, without needing recognition.

𝐆𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

If Ceres is in Gemini, you feel cared for when your mind is active and engaged. You thrive on having interesting conversations, learning new things, and exploring a variety of interests. People with this placement are always curious, and they enjoy mental stimulation through talking, reading, and constantly expanding their knowledge. To nurture yourself, you need variety in your day-to-day life—things like stimulating discussions, new books, and learning experiences make you feel good. Movement, change, and exploring different ideas help you feel secure and cared for.

How to take care of others:

You help others by sharing your ideas, offering advice, and keeping things light and engaging. You love to offer mental support and encourage others to think creatively. Your way of caring for others is by making them feel curious and open to new ideas.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: You feel cared for by expressing your thoughts and ideas. Communication and staying curious are important for your well-being. Staying mentally and physically active makes you feel alive and supported.

Ceres in the 2nd House: You feel secure when you can use your knowledge to build financial stability. Learning new skills that help you earn money and manage resources brings you comfort. Talking about values and financial matters with others also makes you feel nurtured.

Ceres in the 3rd House: This is a strong placement since Gemini naturally rules the 3rd house. You feel nourished through constant learning, talking, and mental stimulation. Short trips and socializing in your local environment make you feel good. You nurture others with your quick thinking and ability to connect people.

Ceres in the 4th House: You feel most cared for when your home is mentally stimulating. A home filled with books, conversations, and curiosity makes you feel safe. Having meaningful discussions with family brings you emotional comfort.

Ceres in the 5th House: You find joy in creative expression and intellectual games. You nurture yourself by exploring your interests in a fun way, whether it’s through writing, teaching, or creative hobbies. Making others laugh and encouraging playful conversations also brings you happiness.

Ceres in the 6th House: You feel cared for when you stay mentally sharp through your work and daily routines. Staying organized and learning new skills related to your job or health helps you feel secure. You nurture yourself by keeping mentally active in your everyday life.

Ceres in the 7th House: One-on-one communication in relationships is key to feeling nurtured. You feel cared for when you can have meaningful conversations with close partners. You nurture others by being a great listener and encouraging deep dialogue.

Ceres in the 8th House: You feel nurtured through deep and meaningful conversations. Exploring the mysteries of life and discussing topics that challenge you to grow makes you feel secure. You nurture others by helping them transform through deep, shared insights.

Ceres in the 9th House: Learning about new ideas, cultures, and philosophies nourishes you. You feel cared for when you’re expanding your horizons through travel, education, or spiritual exploration. Engaging in meaningful discussions with people from different backgrounds brings you fulfillment.

Ceres in the 10th House: You find nourishment in your career through communicating, teaching, or spreading knowledge. You feel secure when your work allows you to connect with others intellectually. You nurture yourself by using your communication skills to advance your professional goals.

Ceres in the 11th House: Friendships and group activities focused on learning and intellectual exchange make you feel secure. You feel nurtured when you’re part of a community that values knowledge and communication. Engaging in social circles that keep you mentally stimulated is important for your well-being.

Ceres in the 12th House: You find comfort in solitude and deep reflection. You feel cared for when you have time to think and grow mentally or spiritually. You might care for others by helping them privately or supporting them through mental or spiritual challenges.

𝐂𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

When Ceres is in Cancer, your emotional well-being is deeply connected to feeling safe, having a cozy home, and maintaining close relationships with family and loved ones. People with this placement feel most nurtured when they can create a comforting space and feel emotionally secure. You take care of yourself by building emotional stability and showing kindness, both to yourself and others. Ceres in Cancer finds joy in caring for others, creating a welcoming home, and offering emotional support.

How to take care of others:

You nurture others by providing emotional support, comfort, and a safe space where they can share their feelings. You might naturally take on a protective role, offering warmth and security to help people feel loved and cared for.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: You take care of yourself by focusing on your emotional well-being and creating a sense of personal security. You thrive when you can express your feelings openly and take care of your own emotional needs. Building a strong identity around care and protection, both for yourself and others, makes you feel nurtured.

Ceres in the 2nd House: You find comfort and security in emotional and material stability. Taking care of your basic needs, like having a warm home, good food, and financial security, helps you feel safe. Simple routines, home-cooked meals, and a cozy environment are key ways you nurture yourself.

Ceres in the 3rd House: You feel nurtured through emotional communication with others. Talking to loved ones, staying connected with siblings, or engaging with your local community helps you feel secure. You nurture others by being emotionally supportive and caring in your conversations and interactions.

Ceres in the 4th House: This is a strong placement for Ceres, as Cancer naturally rules the 4th house. You feel cared for by creating a comforting, secure home. Family, traditions, and your roots play a big role in your emotional well-being. Spending time at home, surrounded by loved ones, helps you feel safe and nurtured.

Ceres in the 5th House: Creative expression and emotional joy bring you comfort. You feel nurtured when you can express your emotions through art, play, or spending time with children. Enjoying hobbies that make you happy and emotionally fulfilled helps you feel cared for. You nurture others by offering warmth and emotional encouragement.

Ceres in the 6th House: You feel secure when you take care of your emotional and physical health through daily routines. Having a steady schedule, being of service to others, or focusing on wellness helps you feel emotionally balanced. You nurture yourself by maintaining healthy habits and providing emotional care to others through acts of service.

Ceres in the 7th House: Strong partnerships are essential to your emotional well-being. You feel nurtured when you have close, caring relationships, especially in one-on-one connections. You care for yourself by seeking out relationships that offer emotional warmth and balance. You nurture others by being emotionally supportive in partnerships.

Ceres in the 8th House: You feel cared for in deep, transformative relationships. Sharing your emotions on a profound level makes you feel secure. You nurture yourself by facing emotional fears and embracing change, allowing it to heal and empower you. You care for others by guiding them through their own emotional transformations.

Ceres in the 9th House: Emotional fulfillment comes from exploring new ideas and spiritual growth. You feel nurtured when you can travel, learn, or explore different philosophies. You care for yourself by expanding your emotional and spiritual horizons. You nurture others by offering emotional support during their spiritual or intellectual journeys.

Ceres in the 10th House: Your career or public life may be a source of emotional security. Achieving emotional balance through your professional goals helps you feel cared for. You nurture yourself by working toward success in a way that honors your emotional needs. You care for others by offering emotional support in professional or public settings.

Ceres in the 11th House: Friendships and being part of a community are important for your emotional well-being. You feel secure when you’re surrounded by like-minded people who offer emotional support. You nurture yourself by engaging with groups that share your values, and you nurture others by being emotionally supportive within your social circle.

Ceres in the 12th House: Solitude and reflection are vital to your emotional health. You feel nurtured when you can retreat from the world and focus on your inner self. Time alone, meditation, or spiritual practices help you recharge. You nurture others quietly, often offering emotional care behind the scenes or helping them through emotional or spiritual healing.

𝐋𝐞𝐨 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

If you have Ceres in Leo, you feel most cared for when you can express yourself, be creative, and receive recognition for who you are. People with this placement love to shine and feel appreciated. To nurture yourself, it's important to engage in creative activities, seek validation for your talents, and be around people who celebrate your uniqueness. You thrive on love, attention, and being able to express your individuality.

How to take care of others:

You nurture others by encouraging them to embrace their uniqueness and shine brightly. You give love, warmth, and validation, making people feel special. Your generous spirit and creativity help others feel appreciated and loved.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: You care for yourself by embracing who you are and expressing your creativity. Confidence in your self-expression makes you feel secure. You feel nurtured when you can inspire others and focus on loving and appreciating yourself.

Ceres in the 2nd House: You feel nourished through material possessions and financial security, especially when they reflect your personal style. Indulging in luxuries and spending money on things that make you feel special helps you feel secure and boosts your self-esteem.

Ceres in the 3rd House: Creative communication brings you emotional fulfillment. Sharing your ideas, stories, and thoughts makes you feel nurtured. Whether through writing, speaking, or socializing, you feel secure when your daily interactions allow you to express yourself creatively.

Ceres in the 4th House: You feel cared for by creating a home that reflects your creativity and where you receive recognition from loved ones. A warm, inviting home where your individuality is celebrated brings you emotional security. Family and roots are essential to your well-being.

Ceres in the 5th House: This is a strong placement, as Leo naturally rules the 5th house. You feel deeply nurtured when you’re engaging in creative activities, fun, and romance. Hobbies, artistic projects, and anything that brings you joy help you feel cared for. You also nurture others by encouraging their creativity and showing generosity, especially to children or loved ones.

Ceres in the 6th House: You take care of yourself by adding creativity to your daily routine or work. You feel secure when your everyday life gives you a chance to shine, whether through small acts of creativity or recognition for your efforts. You nurture others by bringing warmth and enthusiasm into the workplace.

Ceres in the 7th House: Relationships are important for your emotional well-being. You feel cared for when your partners appreciate and recognize your creativity and individuality. You nurture others in relationships by offering love, attention, and celebrating their unique qualities.

Ceres in the 8th House: You feel nurtured through deep, transformative experiences that allow you to express your individuality. Emotional security comes from embracing your creative power in intimate relationships. You nurture others by supporting them through transformative experiences and helping them unlock their creative potential.

Ceres in the 9th House: Exploring new ideas, philosophies, or cultures nurtures you, especially when it allows you to express your creativity. Travel, education, and spiritual growth give you opportunities to shine. You nurture others by encouraging them to expand their minds and embrace a creative worldview.

Ceres in the 10th House: You feel emotionally secure when you achieve recognition and success in your career. Building a career where your unique talents are appreciated and acknowledged is important for your well-being. You nurture others by offering leadership and helping them feel proud of their work.

Ceres in the 11th House: Friendships and group activities where you can express your creativity make you feel cared for. You feel secure when you’re part of a social circle that values your uniqueness. You nurture others by bringing generosity and creativity to group settings and inspiring your friends to be themselves.

Ceres in the 12th House: You nurture yourself through solitude and spiritual reflection, especially when it allows you to explore your creative side. Time alone to connect with your inner world brings you emotional security. You care for others by offering support behind the scenes, often in quiet or spiritual ways.

𝐕𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐨 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

If Ceres is in Virgo, you feel nurtured when things in your life are organized, efficient, and running smoothly. You thrive on structure, routine, and helping others. Engaging in practical activities, taking care of your health, and improving your environment are key ways to feel cared for. You nourish yourself by creating healthy habits and finding ways to be of service to others, whether it’s through offering advice or lending a helping hand.

How to take care of others:

You nurture others by offering practical support, helping them get organized, and paying attention to small details that others might miss. You show your care by helping others improve their lives, often through acts of service, advice, or helping them maintain their health and well-being.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: You feel cared for when you focus on self-improvement and healthy routines. Organizing your life and paying attention to the details of your personal growth help you feel secure. You also care for others by improving yourself and offering guidance.

Ceres in the 2nd House: Financial security and practical self-care are important for your sense of well-being. You feel nurtured when you manage your finances effectively and enjoy simple pleasures. Creating a sense of material security and focusing on quality in what you own helps you feel secure.

Ceres in the 3rd House: Clear communication and mental organization are how you take care of yourself. You feel secure when your daily life is structured and your environment is organized. Engaging in mentally stimulating activities brings you fulfillment, and you care for others by giving practical advice and helping them stay organized.

Ceres in the 4th House: A clean and well-organized home makes you feel nurtured. Creating routines that keep your household running smoothly and providing practical care for your family bring you emotional security. You care for others by offering practical help within your home.

Ceres in the 5th House: You feel cared for when you can structure your creative hobbies or help others develop their talents. Engaging in creative activities that require attention to detail brings you joy. You nurture others by offering support in their creative endeavors or by organizing fun activities.

Ceres in the 6th House: This is a strong placement because Virgo naturally rules the 6th house. You feel nurtured through routines, health, and service. Taking care of your body, maintaining balance between work and life, and helping others with practical tasks brings you comfort. You care for others by providing support at work or in daily life.

Ceres in the 7th House: Balanced, organized relationships are essential to your emotional well-being. You feel nurtured when your partnerships are practical and mutually supportive. You care for others by bringing structure and balance to your relationships, making sure both you and your partner contribute equally.

Ceres in the 8th House: You feel nurtured by addressing emotional and psychological issues in a practical way. Transformative experiences, such as healing or resolving deep emotions, help you feel secure. You nurture others by supporting them in times of crisis and helping them organize their resources or manage emotional changes.

Ceres in the 9th House: Intellectual exploration and learning are sources of nourishment, especially when you can apply them in real life. Traveling or studying with a practical purpose brings you security. You care for others by helping them integrate what they learn into their daily routines in useful ways.

Ceres in the 10th House: You feel nurtured when your career or public life is organized and on track. Achieving your professional goals through structured steps gives you comfort. You care for others by guiding them in their careers and helping them stay focused on their professional paths.

Ceres in the 11th House: Working toward community goals and offering practical support to friends brings you emotional security. You feel nurtured when you can contribute to collective efforts that make a difference. You care for others by organizing social networks and offering help to your community.

Ceres in the 12th House: Solitude and spiritual practices that bring order to your inner world are essential to your emotional well-being. You feel nurtured when you can retreat and focus on spiritual healing. You care for others by offering quiet, behind-the-scenes support and helping them find peace and structure in their inner lives.

𝐋𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

If you have Ceres in Libra, you feel nurtured when your life is filled with harmony, beauty, and balanced relationships. You thrive on peace and connection with others, and you feel secure when your environment is beautiful and fair. To take care of yourself, you need to focus on creating healthy, balanced relationships and surrounding yourself with a peaceful, aesthetically pleasing atmosphere.

How to take care of others:

You help others by creating harmony and balance in your relationships. You have a natural gift for making people feel appreciated and heard. You nurture by being a supportive partner, peacemaker, or someone who promotes fairness and beauty in all areas of life.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: You care for yourself by maintaining balance and harmony in your sense of self. You feel nurtured when you express beauty, grace, and fairness in how you present yourself. You nurture others by being a peaceful presence and promoting fairness in your interactions.

Ceres in the 2nd House: You feel secure when your surroundings are beautiful and your finances are stable. You nurture yourself by focusing on material security and enjoying beautiful things that bring comfort. You care for others by helping them find balance in their finances and by bringing beauty into their lives.

Ceres in the 3rd House: Harmonious communication is how you feel nurtured. You thrive when your conversations and relationships with siblings or neighbors are balanced and peaceful. You nurture others by promoting fairness in communication and helping them organize their thoughts.

Ceres in the 4th House: A peaceful, harmonious home is essential for your well-being. You feel nurtured when your home is beautiful, balanced, and emotionally secure. You care for others by being the peacemaker in your family and creating a comforting home environment.

Ceres in the 5th House: You feel nourished by engaging in creative activities, romance, and playful self-expression that reflect beauty and balance. You thrive in romantic relationships that are fair and loving. You nurture others by supporting their creativity and offering emotional care in matters of fun and romance.

Ceres in the 6th House: You feel secure when your daily routine is balanced and harmonious. You thrive on bringing order and peace to your work and health habits. You nurture others by offering fair solutions in work or health matters and maintaining harmony in everyday life.

Ceres in the 7th House: Relationships are vital to your emotional well-being, and you feel most nurtured in balanced, supportive partnerships. You thrive when there is mutual understanding and fairness. You nurture others by being a loving and supportive partner who values equality.

Ceres in the 8th House: You feel nurtured by finding emotional and relational balance in deep, transformative experiences. You thrive on fairness in intimate connections and shared resources. You nurture others by helping them navigate emotional or financial transformations with balance and support.

Ceres in the 9th House: You feel nourished when your belief systems and intellectual pursuits are balanced. Traveling and exploring new ideas while maintaining harmony in your outlook helps you feel secure. You nurture others by promoting fairness in their worldview and helping them find balance in spiritual matters.

Ceres in the 10th House: You feel nurtured when your career and public life are balanced and harmonious. You thrive on being recognized for your sense of fairness and diplomacy in professional settings. You nurture others by helping them find balance in their careers or public lives.

Ceres in the 11th House: Friendships and group activities that prioritize fairness and equality nurture you. You feel secure when you are part of a community that reflects your values of harmony. You nurture others by promoting fairness and balance in social circles and helping them work toward equality.

Ceres in the 12th House: You nurture yourself by finding balance through solitude and spiritual reflection. You feel most secure when you can retreat and find inner peace. You care for others by offering emotional support behind the scenes and helping them find harmony in their inner lives.

𝐒𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐢𝐨 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

If Ceres is in Scorpio, you feel most nurtured by diving into deep emotions, transformation, and personal growth. People with this placement thrive on intense experiences that lead to emotional healing and change. To care for yourself, you need to embrace your inner power, be open to emotional healing, and explore the hidden, deeper parts of life.

How to take care of others:

You support others by being there for them during times of crisis or transformation. You offer emotional strength and understanding, helping others face their fears and heal. You provide a safe space for people to grow and transform emotionally.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: You feel nurtured by embracing your emotional intensity and personal transformation. Exploring your inner self and allowing change to happen helps you feel secure. You care for others by offering emotional strength and understanding.

Ceres in the 2nd House: You find emotional security by transforming your relationship with material resources and finances. Gaining financial independence and valuing yourself based on personal growth brings you comfort. You nurture others by helping them find emotional meaning in their relationship with money and values.

Ceres in the 3rd House: You feel nurtured through deep conversations and meaningful communication. Talking about emotions and exploring the psychological side of life brings you comfort. You nurture others by offering emotional insight and encouraging honest, meaningful discussions.

Ceres in the 4th House: You feel secure when your home and family life allow for emotional healing and transformation. Deep connections with family and healing past wounds help you feel nurtured. You care for others by offering emotional depth and healing within the family.

Ceres in the 5th House: You find emotional nourishment through intense, creative expression and romantic relationships. Creativity and love bring you joy when they allow for emotional growth. You nurture others by encouraging them to express their true selves with emotional honesty.

Ceres in the 6th House: You nurture yourself by focusing on transformative health routines and daily habits that promote healing. Work and health are key areas where you seek personal growth. You care for others by offering practical support that helps them transform their lives.

Ceres in the 7th House: You feel nurtured through deep, transformative relationships. Emotional intensity and growth in partnerships are important for your well-being. You care for others by offering emotional support in relationships and helping them transform through shared experiences.

Ceres in the 8th House: This is a powerful placement, as Scorpio rules the 8th house. You feel nurtured by exploring deep emotions, confronting fears, and embracing transformation. You thrive in situations that require emotional strength. You care for others by guiding them through emotional crises and helping them embrace their inner power.

Ceres in the 9th House: You feel emotionally nourished by exploring deep philosophies, spirituality, or transformative travel experiences. Expanding your mind and growing emotionally through learning brings you comfort. You nurture others by helping them explore the deeper meaning of life.

Ceres in the 10th House: You feel secure when your career allows for emotional growth and transformation. Helping others through healing or crisis management in your work brings you fulfillment. You care for others by offering emotional guidance and support in professional or public settings.

Ceres in the 11th House: You feel nurtured by being part of friendships or groups that support emotional transformation. Deep connections with your social circle bring you security. You care for others by offering emotional strength and helping them grow within your community.

Ceres in the 12th House: You find nourishment in solitude, reflection, and spiritual transformation. Emotional healing through introspection and spiritual practices helps you feel cared for. You nurture others by providing emotional and spiritual support from behind the scenes, helping them face their fears and grow.

𝐒𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

If Ceres is in Sagittarius, you feel most nurtured through adventure, exploration, and learning. People with this placement thrive on expanding their horizons, whether through travel, spiritual growth, or discovering new ideas. You feel emotionally secure when you have the freedom to explore and pursue wisdom. To care for yourself, you need experiences that bring meaning and purpose, and your well-being is tied to a sense of adventure and personal growth.

How to take care of others:

You nurture others by encouraging them to expand their minds and explore the world. You offer support through optimism, wisdom, and helping others see the bigger picture. You inspire those around you to seek knowledge and pursue their truth.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: You feel nurtured by embracing adventure and intellectual curiosity. Exploring new ideas and experiences helps you feel secure. You care for others by inspiring them to live life with a sense of exploration and growth.

Ceres in the 2nd House: Financial freedom and material security that allow for travel or learning are important to you. You nurture yourself by using your resources to support exploration and growth. You help others by showing them how to use their resources to enrich their lives.

Ceres in the 3rd House: You feel nourished through learning and communication. Engaging in conversations and exploring new ideas makes you feel secure. You care for others by offering wisdom and helping them see the bigger picture in their thinking.

Ceres in the 4th House: A home that supports intellectual and spiritual growth is key for your emotional well-being. You feel secure when your home life allows for freedom and exploration. You care for others by encouraging personal growth and offering a sense of adventure within the family.

Ceres in the 5th House: You nurture yourself through creative expression and fun activities that bring joy and adventure. Travel, sports, and intellectual hobbies help you feel secure. You care for others by encouraging them to explore their creativity and live life with joy.

Ceres in the 6th House: You feel secure when your daily routine includes opportunities for growth and exploration. Adventure and learning are important in your work and health habits. You nurture others by offering practical advice that helps them grow in their daily lives.

Ceres in the 7th House: You feel nurtured in relationships that allow for intellectual and personal growth. Partnerships that encourage exploration and freedom are essential for your emotional well-being. You care for others by inspiring them to grow and learn through their relationships.

Ceres in the 8th House: Emotional and intellectual transformation nurtures you. Exploring deeper mysteries, spiritual inquiry, or shared resources helps you feel secure. You care for others by supporting them during times of emotional change and helping them see the bigger picture.

Ceres in the 9th House: This is a strong placement for Ceres, as Sagittarius naturally rules the 9th house. You feel deeply nurtured by travel, philosophy, and education. Seeking new experiences that expand your worldview brings you emotional security. You care for others by sharing your wisdom and guiding them on their intellectual or spiritual journeys.

Ceres in the 10th House: You feel secure when your career or public life supports your need for growth and exploration. Your professional life should involve learning, travel, or philosophical pursuits. You nurture others by offering wisdom and helping them see the bigger picture in their careers.

Ceres in the 11th House: You find emotional nourishment through friendships and social causes that promote exploration and growth. You feel secure when surrounded by people who share your love of adventure and learning. You care for others by encouraging them to pursue goals that promote freedom and intellectual growth.

Ceres in the 12th House: You nurture yourself through spiritual exploration and introspection. Solitude, meditation, and reflection are essential for your emotional well-being. You care for others by offering spiritual guidance and helping them explore their inner worlds.

𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

If Ceres is in Capricorn, you feel most nurtured when you have structure, discipline, and clear goals in your life. People with this placement thrive on stability and achieving their ambitions. To care for yourself, you need to create order in your life and work towards long-term success. You feel secure when you are in control, self-sufficient, and making steady progress toward your goals.

How to take care of others:

You help others by providing structure, practical support, and guidance. You teach people how to be self-reliant and achieve their goals through hard work and discipline. Your nurturing style involves setting high standards and encouraging others to reach their full potential.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: You nurture yourself by taking charge of your life and being seen as responsible and capable. You feel secure when others perceive you as reliable. You care for others by setting an example of discipline and teaching them how to take control of their lives.

Ceres in the 2nd House: Financial stability and practical self-care are key to feeling nurtured. You thrive on managing your finances and building material security. You care for others by offering practical advice on how to manage their resources and create long-term stability.

Ceres in the 3rd House: You feel secure when your communication and learning are organized and purposeful. Staying focused in your intellectual pursuits helps you feel nurtured. You care for others by giving clear, practical advice and helping them stay disciplined in their intellectual or local matters.

Ceres in the 4th House: A stable, well-structured home environment is essential for your emotional well-being. You feel nurtured when your home is organized and secure. You care for others by offering stability and support within the family, often taking on a responsible role in family matters.

Ceres in the 5th House: You nurture yourself by approaching creativity, romance, and self-expression with discipline and structure. You feel secure when your creative efforts lead to real results. You care for others by offering practical support in their creative or romantic lives, helping them develop their talents responsibly.

Ceres in the 6th House: Discipline in your daily routines and work habits helps you feel secure. Staying organized and focused on your health and work is key to your emotional well-being. You care for others by helping them create order and discipline in their daily lives or health routines.

Ceres in the 7th House: You feel nurtured in relationships that are stable and built on mutual responsibility. Committed partnerships that focus on long-term goals help you feel secure. You care for others by being a reliable and responsible partner, providing practical support in relationships.

Ceres in the 8th House: You nurture yourself by managing emotional and financial transformations in a practical way. You feel secure when you can create stability through deep emotional or financial investments. You care for others by offering support during emotional or financial crises, helping them navigate with discipline.

Ceres in the 9th House: You feel nurtured when you set long-term goals for intellectual or spiritual growth. Learning, travel, and exploring new ideas with a disciplined approach bring you comfort. You care for others by offering practical support in their intellectual or spiritual journeys.

Ceres in the 10th House: This is a strong placement, as Capricorn naturally rules the 10th house. You feel deeply nurtured by achieving career success and building a lasting legacy. You care for yourself by setting and accomplishing long-term professional goals. You help others by offering leadership and practical advice in their careers.

Ceres in the 11th House: You find nourishment through disciplined involvement in group activities or social causes. You feel secure when your social networks are organized and goal-focused. You care for others by offering stability within your social circles and helping them stay focused on shared goals.

Ceres in the 12th House: Solitude and disciplined spiritual practices help you feel nurtured. You feel secure when you retreat and focus on inner development. You care for others by offering quiet, behind-the-scenes support, helping them heal through practical spiritual guidance.

𝐀𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

If Ceres is in Aquarius, you feel most nurtured when you can embrace your individuality and contribute to something bigger than yourself. People with this placement thrive on freedom, innovation, and connecting with others who share similar values. To nurture yourself, you need the freedom to be unconventional and explore new ideas. Your emotional well-being is linked to independence, intellectual stimulation, and making a positive difference in the world.

How to take care of others:

You help others by encouraging them to be themselves and think outside the box. You nurture by promoting independence and helping others feel empowered in their uniqueness. Through intellectual discussions, offering new perspectives, and fostering innovation, you support those around you.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: You feel nurtured by embracing your individuality and being true to yourself. You thrive when you can express who you are without worrying about judgment. You nurture others by encouraging them to be independent and proud of their uniqueness.

Ceres in the 2nd House: Financial freedom and unconventional approaches to building wealth make you feel secure. You nurture yourself by investing in progressive ideas and finding new ways to manage your resources. You help others by showing them innovative ways to achieve financial stability and redefine their values.

Ceres in the 3rd House: Intellectual freedom and stimulating conversations bring you emotional security. You feel nurtured when you can communicate openly and explore new ideas. You nurture others by encouraging them to think critically and embrace alternative perspectives.

Ceres in the 4th House: You feel nurtured by creating a home that reflects your uniqueness and progressive values. Emotional security comes from an open-minded and free environment at home. You nurture others by offering support that promotes personal freedom and unconventional approaches to family life.

Ceres in the 5th House: You feel most nurtured when you engage in creative activities that break the mold. Your joy comes from exploring new, unconventional ways of self-expression. You nurture others by encouraging them to express their creativity and individuality in fun, innovative ways.

Ceres in the 6th House: Innovation and flexibility in your daily routines and work environment make you feel secure. You thrive on freedom in how you approach your work and health habits. You nurture others by encouraging progressive approaches to their daily lives and health practices.

Ceres in the 7th House: You feel nurtured in relationships that respect individuality and freedom. Partnerships that allow for growth and intellectual connection are essential for your well-being. You nurture others by fostering independence and embracing unconventional relationship dynamics.

Ceres in the 8th House: You find emotional nourishment by exploring transformative, unconventional approaches to emotional and financial matters. You thrive on deep emotional connections and intellectual growth. You nurture others by supporting them through times of crisis and encouraging them to embrace change in innovative ways.

Ceres in the 9th House: Intellectual and spiritual exploration through progressive ideas and unconventional beliefs nurture you. Travel and education that challenge the norm help you feel secure. You nurture others by encouraging them to explore alternative worldviews and visionary approaches to life.

Ceres in the 10th House: You feel nurtured by contributing to society through a career that promotes innovation and progress. You thrive when your work allows you to express unique ideas and break new ground. You nurture others by leading in unconventional or humanitarian efforts and supporting their individuality in their professional lives.

Ceres in the 11th House: This is a strong placement for Ceres, as Aquarius naturally rules the 11th house. You feel nurtured when you are part of a community or group that values individuality and social progress. You nurture others by encouraging them to work towards collective goals that benefit society and promote freedom.

Ceres in the 12th House: You find nourishment through spiritual exploration and embracing your individuality in solitude. Retreating to quiet, reflective spaces helps you feel secure. You nurture others by offering emotional and spiritual support behind the scenes, helping them connect with their inner uniqueness and explore alternative healing methods.

𝐏𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐂𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬

How to take care of yourself:

If Ceres is in Pisces, you feel nurtured through emotional connection, creativity, and spiritual growth. People with this placement thrive on compassion, empathy, and a sense of unity with others. To nurture yourself, you need time to connect with your imagination, meditate, and explore your spiritual side. Emotional well-being for you is tied to creativity, spiritual practices, and feeling unconditional love.

How to take care of others:

You help others by offering emotional support, compassion, and understanding. You are naturally empathetic and can comfort others by helping them feel understood and connected to something greater. Your nurturing style is gentle, non-judgmental, and often spiritual.

Through the Houses:

Ceres in the 1st House: You feel nurtured when you embrace your sensitive, compassionate side. Expressing your emotions and connecting deeply with others makes you feel secure. You nurture others by being emotionally supportive and offering unconditional love.

Ceres in the 2nd House: Emotional security and creativity bring you a sense of comfort. You feel nurtured when your values and possessions reflect your sensitivity and spiritual nature. You nurture others by offering emotional support and helping them find peace and comfort in their own values.

Ceres in the 3rd House: Compassionate communication and creative expression are key to your emotional well-being. You feel nurtured through meaningful conversations and sharing your thoughts in creative ways. You nurture others by being a compassionate listener and offering empathetic advice.

Ceres in the 4th House: A peaceful, emotionally supportive home is essential for you. You thrive when your home feels like a spiritual sanctuary. You nurture others by offering emotional support within the family and creating a safe, compassionate environment at home.

Ceres in the 5th House: You feel most nurtured through creative self-expression and romantic, playful activities that connect you with your emotions. You nurture others by supporting their creativity and being a loving presence in their lives.

Ceres in the 6th House: You nurture yourself by bringing spirituality and creativity into your daily routines. You feel secure when your work and health practices support your emotional well-being. You care for others by offering practical help with a compassionate touch, blending emotional and spiritual healing into daily life.

Ceres in the 7th House: Relationships that offer deep emotional connection and spiritual growth are key to your well-being. You feel nurtured by forming compassionate, understanding partnerships. You nurture others by offering love, empathy, and emotional healing in your relationships.

Ceres in the 8th House: You nurture yourself through emotional and spiritual transformation. Exploring deep emotions and connecting intimately with others helps you feel secure. You care for others by offering emotional support during times of transformation and helping them heal with empathy.

Ceres in the 9th House: Spiritual exploration, travel, and learning bring you emotional nourishment. You nurture yourself by seeking wisdom and connecting with the spiritual side of life. You nurture others by offering spiritual guidance and helping them see the bigger picture with compassion.

Ceres in the 10th House: You feel nurtured when your career or public life allows you to express compassion and creativity. You thrive on helping others through your work. You nurture others by being a compassionate leader and offering emotional support in your professional life.

Ceres in the 11th House: Friendships and community involvement that foster emotional connection are key to your well-being. You feel nurtured when your social network allows you to be compassionate and creative. You care for others by offering emotional support in group settings and helping friends connect with their spiritual side.

Ceres in the 12th House: Solitude, spiritual reflection, and emotional healing are vital to your well-being. You feel nurtured when you can retreat and connect with your inner self. You nurture others by offering emotional and spiritual support behind the scenes, helping them heal with compassion and understanding.

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[royal-bubble-tea]

Stray Kıds - Bang Chan - Imagine

Have you seen the Clip of Bang Chan working out and lifting 140kg!!! Like what the hell?! This man is soooooo fine! He is bias wrecking me so hard lately, I can barely handle it.

Breathing, working, moving

Bang Chan x gn! Reader (smut🔥)

Imagine Bang Chan invited you to work out with him. Nothing to serious just working up a healthy sweat and spending some quality time together.

Bang Chan was already working out when you entered to gym. He looks up to to greet you but his mind imediatly goes into overdrive. There you are in tight sports wear, the curves of your body for everyone to see. Not that your clothes are very revealing but as someone who prevers wider and more baggy clothes on a daily basis Bang Chan is over the moon to be able to admire you so freely.

As you walk over to him with a big smile on your face, happy to see your ray of sunshine and spend some time with him, he has to remind himself to stay calm and not alert you to his current struggle to not make the heat in his stomach spread. While hugging you in greeting he might hold you a little bit longer, squeeze you closer and making sure as many body parts of yours as possible are touching. The two of you start with a light warm up and while you are enjoying yourself Bang Chan is to busy to watch your body move. The movement of your thighs as you work out is hypnotising to him. As you move on to some more strenous exercises Bang Chan has a a hard time controlling himself. Seeing you work up a sweat has images occupying his mind. His eyes trace a pearl of sweat starting at you temple trailing down your neck and finally dissapearing underneath you shirt. He wants nothing more than to trace those sweet pearls with his tongue. He wants to taste you, feel the veins in your neck move underneath you skin as he traces it with his tongue. Hear you stuttering breaths.

You are oblivious to Chan's internal struggle as you are fighting your own demons. Seeing him lift those weights as if its nothing, still being able to smile at you and make you to laugh has heat spreading trough your stomach. With every bang of those weights against the floor more and more butterflies flutter inside you. But it's him winking at you as if he knows what you are thinking causes those butterflies to turn into something hotter. Something that spreads like lava through your core. Images of pushing him to the floor and straddling his thick thighs start flooding your mind but a particular one sticks with you, causes your cheeks to turn pink and making you want to press you legs together to give you some well deserved friction. It is about him walking up to you, grabbing you underneath your thighs and lifting you up like you weigh nothing. Him smirking at you before bringing your lips together into a searing kiss.

Chan still faced with his internal struggle almost groans out loud when you walk over to the bench press. There he is standing in front of you, between your spread legs thinking dark and dirty toughts while he is supposed to spot you, to support you but he is barely able to hold it together. Finally Chan snaps when he hears you take a deep breath and exhaling shakily. He pulls the bar up and away from you. Now without anything in his way he looks down at you. Your body drenched in sweat, breathing heavily and splayed out for him.

You are confused as to what is going on with Chan but before you can ask him why he put the bar away he is aleady lowring himself. Slotting himself between you spread legs and slowly making his way up your body. His warm breath is hitting you and you search his face for an answer, which you find quickly. He is breathing hard and his pupils are blown. You notice that his eyes are moving between yours and your lips and before he can ask you if this is okay with you, the tension between you two snaps. You lean up, bring your arms around his broad shoulders and slot your mouths together. This is what you have been thinking about for the past 30 minutes. This is what you both were craving. You start by nipping at his bottom lip. Catching it between your teeth, pulling it back a little bit and hearing him whimper is exactly what you want. Chan is putty in your hands. He is loving the feeling of your lips against his, your hands running trough his hair and pulling slightly, making him exhale into your mouth. You use this chance to swipe your tongue into his mouth. Tracing his with yours, he moans breathlessly into your mouth. While he is distracted chasing your mouth and your tongue, you move your hands down his body and underneath his shirt. You feel the muscles in his back move, from him holding himself up to not crush you. But this is exactly what you want. You trace your hands down his back again, nails scratching him and hearing him whimper again, gives you the confidence you need for your next move. You grab his hips and pull him down on you, your legs coming up to squeeze him between your thighs and rolling your pelvis into his. He stopps kissing you, buries his head into your neck and moans out loud. You repeat the same move over and over again and Chan is at a loss for words. He continues to moan into your neck, to overrun by emotions and sensations to do much else. You can feel him getting hard and pressing into you, the friction making you moan and whimper as well. Hearing your sweet noises pulls Chan out of his own head. He traces one hand down your body, he squeezes your chest, loving the moan that leaves your lips. His hand moves to your hips, he grabs you tightly and pushes you even closer to him. You both can feel each others body heat and the sweat clinging to you. Chan starts rolling his hips into you causing you to throw you head back and he finally leans in to lick the sweat of your neck. You can feel is tongue tracing your neck, sucking and biting at your skin. Your hands claw their way up his back again, hips moving into his more passionatly. You can feel the heat in your lower stomach spreading. Chan is no different than you. His hips move more irregular, his moans getting louder and more out of control. He grips your hips tighter and grinds down with more purpose, just wanting to make you both feel good. The heat inside your lower stomach is boderline painful. What finally pushes you over the edge, is hearing his deep moans right into your ear. The heavy inhales and shaky exhales are music for you. You come with white blotches in the corner of your vision. The heat in your stomach explodes and you breathily moan his name.

Hearing his name falling from your lips. Your head thrown back in ecstasy has him stumbling over the edge as well. He throws his head back, brockenly moaning your name.

You both are trying to catch you breath, coming down from you highs. Chan is leaning back up again and you follow him. You both look at each other and start laughing. Realising the situation you both are in, being incredibly lucky that you were alone at this time of day in JYP's own company gym. "I think that was one of the most intense work-outs I have done in a while", Chan says while looking at you and smiling cutely, dimples full on display. "If this is your definition of a work-out I might join you more often", you reply with a wink.

He helps you stand up and you both make your way towards the showers. This had to be the fastest shower each of you had ever taken as you both are to exited to go back to his dorm, continuing were you left of.

Phew, that was a lot. After this I am really craving some Matcha Latte with Taro Boba. My bestie makes the best I ever had🤤🥺

[celinex03]

𝐆𝐘𝐌 𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐘

(a/n: I'm barking like a damn dog rn, I had to share these pics of Angelina cuz they just inspired me for gym!abby headcanons)

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 (𝐒𝐅𝐖):

• gym!abby prefers to go to the gym at 3:00am because it's empty and she can use all the machines and pose in front of the mirrors without feeling awkward

• gym!abby takes pictures to document her progress and also does a daily gym vlogs on Instagram

• usually she would force you to join her, even if it meant waking you up but sometimes she let's you sleep because she can't bring herself to wake you up

• sometimes you can't sleep so you're already awake when she wakes up. you use the time she takes for her daily shower to prepare her pre workout shake, supplements and gym bag (for which abby is absolutely grateful)

• gym!abby loves meal prepping, mainly because you do most of the work and she can hug you from behind and kiss your neck and shoulder. of course meal prepping helps her with her diet.

• when you go with her to the gym, she fully focuses on you, which means she will push you to your limit

• she will have you do repetitions on the leg press until your legs give up

• gym!abby will use kisses as a reward system

• she loves doing hip thrust with you on her lap and she doesn't care that people are staring

• she will do crunches and kiss you every time she comes back up

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 (𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖):

• sometimes you join gym!abby in her morning shower and it gets hot and nasty really fast.

• basically it means you are her pre workout out/warm up

• when gym!abby goes to the gym without you she'll make sure you know what you're missing

• she'll send you pictures and videos of her flexing her muscles and doing hip thrusts

• but most of all she'll send you post shower pics in front of a steamed mirror that leaves enough for your imagination to imagine

• when you are going with her though, she'll make sure to praise the hell out of you

• but during the training sessions she will be mean and ruthless, which ofc turns you on

• gym!abby will tell you to keep going, degrading you in order to motivate you

• gym!abby will spank your butt whenever you stand up, walk past her or do exercises where she gets the opportunity to do so (such as rdl's or hip lunges)

• whenever you sit on her lap when she does hip thrusts, she'll whisper in you ear that she can feel how wet you're getting and what she's going to do to you when you guys get home

• "you're getting my thigh wet, baby"

• "you like this, huh?"

• "bet you want me to fuck you so hard you see stars...and I'll gladly do that, baby"

• "I am going to fuck you senseless, baby...just like that and even rougher", she'll whisper while continuing to thrust her hips against yours

• sometimes gym!abby will train with her strap on and when you notice the bulge she'll use the excuse that she needs extra weight

• but you both know very well that she only brought it so she can fuck you in the shower, the changing room and in the car ride back home

• while meal prepping she will definitely finger you in a sneaky way and even though you'll tell her to stop because you need to focus, she'll end up eating you out on the kitchen counter

(pics: @a_a_nackonechna_ on Instagram)

[ch4bby]

I read two fics some time ago with Tim dancing along with Cass, and omg, it changed me- Because... JUST THINK ABOUT IT-

Tim being a rich kid, with really strict parents but who are flexible enough so that they don't have prejudices regarding very conventional gender roles. And thanks to this, Tim is put in classical ballet classes long enough to be able to wear pointe shoes.

Tim likes it to a certain extent, as the exercises, physical conditioning and muscle elongation help him to be able to follow the bat and bird duo around Gotham. Over time he stops attending classes either due to his parents' influence to focus on some other activity, or because he preferred that time to coordinate patrol routes and get more photos.

By the time he starts being Robin, he no longer attends ballet classes. The training left a small mark on the way he moves as Robin, but nothing too noticeable. He finds it easy to jump really high and is able to land silently and smoothly. He doesn't get dizzy easily thanks to the pirouettes and fouettes his teacher made him practice daily.

Also, training with Dick is easier than when he trains with Bruce, since with Dick there are really similar exercises thanks to the older boy's training in the circus as an acrobat. The elasticity is not comparable between the two, but Tim has enough so that some of Dick's exercises are not so impossible for him.

Cut out when Cass arrives and Tim notices that she likes ballet, and even more surprisingly, she dances ballet! It is thanks to this that Tim manages to find a common point between the two to be able to start a friendship, with Cass being really excited to know that Tim also knew ballet!

They both connect thanks to ballet, Tim, taking advantage of the fact that they were both quite similar in height and complexion (even in face, which still leaves him wondering sometimes if they weren't secret twins?) shares with her his leotards and shoes, at least the training ones. Because although Cass can stand on pointe with amazing ease, Tim prefers to help her go over the basic training to get on pointe. Because literally, those things break feet, and he doesn't want to see his adopted sister go through that (We're talking about Cass, though.)

By the time they've been through about two months of helping Cass go over the basics, and remembering moves she remembered seeing from when she lived in the basement of that Ballet school, she can get up on pointe, and Tim hands her some cute yellow pointe shoes that he got years ago, when Robin colors still drove him crazy. So when Cass wears them, they're flexible and soft, not hard and uncomfortable like the ballet slippers one recently bought.

And Tim, he has his cream pointe shoes to wear, also used and flexible, comfortable like an old toy you haven't used in a while and despite everything, you still know how to play with it.

They both select certain days to practice and dance different pieces of music, Tim occasionally teaching her the classical pieces she doesn't know, or showing her how to dance as a couple. Although for this he takes off his pointe shoes and goes back to his leather slippers.

They keep up this routine even when Damian arrives, and so far the only one who knows what they're doing is Alfred, basically because he's the one who usually does their laundry and tidies up the room they use to dance. Making sure the floor isn't too slippery and the furniture is pushed up against the walls to make room. Every now and then, they both invite him to watch a specific dance they've practiced, like a snippet from Swan Lake, The Nutcracker, or The Rite of Spring.

As more time passes, Cass takes more liberties in the dance and fuses ballet with something more contemporary, while Tim sticks to classical ballet. They keep dancing, but now each one gives a personal touch to each pirouette, pas couru, and movement. They make a temporary bar with pvp pipes, which despite everything, works wonders for them.

Maybe Bruce is the first one to find them, after a particularly tiring day in which he just wants to be alone for a few moments and decides to go to the rooms less used, he hears a classical melody from one of the rooms that supposedly, should be empty. And when he goes to see where the music was coming from and why, he finds his two children playing a fragment of Carmen (Gipsy friends duet) and is more than surprised by the ability not only of Cass, but of Tim! Bruce had no idea that Tim could dance ballet, did he learn it now from Cass? Or is it something he already knew?

Whatever the case, what surprises him the most is the amazing coordination of the two, they seem to be the reflection of each other. And with regret Bruce admits inwardly that if it weren't for the distinction of the clothes and the hairstyle, he would swear that he was seeing double.

[dmitriene]

teaching simon riley to give himself a rest, that he doesn't needs to wake up in the early crack of dawn at home, fill his stomach with just a cup of warm tea before setting off to do some sports exercises, too focused on not losing his form, accustomed to the daily army schedule, even through he's already home, with you.

you have to remind him that he's home, distracting him in the middle of a workout outside, calling him over inside for breakfast, watching simon's eyebrows furrow and his tawny gaze become confused, feeling his whole body burning after push ups, red skin sweaty, and you, in nothing but a nightie, went to look for him because you woke up in your shared bed alone.

it's wrong, you shouldn't miss him around the house when he's already back, simon's lips pressed tight together, a rumbled, hushed apology slipping past them, full of embarrassment at himself, but you don't offer him anything aside from understanding smile and a tug to his tense, veiny forearm, you know him too well, which is why there's not a single, chastising word uttered.

simon ends up being dragged back to the bed after a good, hefty breakfast and a quick shower you accompany him in, helping him to wash his body under the warm sprays, careful with the fresh bruises and cuts he got after recent mission, before leading his slowly slugging body back to the messed, cottony sheets, luring him in with gentle touches.

he get's it, how better it is to stay cuddled with you for longer, instead of waking too early, his solid, muscular body curled tight against yours, bundled, limbs stretching out to sweep and melt in the sun warmed sheets, in the sweep of your fingers over his spine, every divot catching beneath, your voice a lullaby, soothing him back to sleep.

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[baigepueckers]

Nika Mühl X Reader

Part 1

Road to Recovery Part 2

Mornings ever since Nika’s injury were a mix of accomplishment and aggravation. Helping her out of bed had become part of your routine, carefully guiding her legs over the edge and supporting her as she carefully tried to stand. Some days she managed it with a shaky smile. Other days her jaw would clench as pain rippled through her leg, and you could see the frustration cloud her eyes.

One morning (after an especially restless night where she had struggled to find a comfortable position) you helped her ease herself up. Her face was drawn, her shoulders tense with hardly contained frustration.

“I hate needing this much help” she muttered the words slipping out before she could stop herself. She looked away, her jaw tight. “I hate relying on you for everything. I should be the one taking care of us.”

You moved closer gently brushing a stray strand of hair from her face, your hand lingering as you offered a soft smile. “You don’t have to prove anything to me, honey. You’re doing everything you can and I’m here because I want to be, because I love you.”

She took a deep breath, nodding, and allowed herself to lean into your embrace. “I know… it’s just… I feel like I’ve lost so much of myself. I’m supposed to be strong and right now, I feel anything but.”

You cupped her face your thumbs brushing away the beginning of frustrated tears. “Strength isn’t about doing everything on your own. It’s about pushing through, even when you feel like giving up. And no matter what you’re still my Nika, nothing can take that from you.”

Her lips curved in a small almost shy smile as she looked down. “How do you always know what to say?”

“Because I know you baby” you whispered, pressing a tender kiss to her forehead. “And because I believe in you, even when you don’t.”

Each day was a new challenge and physical therapy became both her outlet and her battleground. At the start she struggled with the simplest exercises, her body protesting with each stretch and movement. You sat by her side for every session, watching her grit her teeth through the pain while you whispered words of encouragement as she forced her body to respond.

“You’re doing amazing” you’d tell her after each grueling set, your voice filled with admiration and pride.

Some days she’d respond with a grateful smile, and a soft “I love you”.But other days the frustration was too overwhelming. She’d stare down at her leg, her brow furrowing as she whispered “I don’t feel amazing. I feel… broken.”

You’d reach for her hand intertwining your fingers, grounding her. “You’re not broken, Nik. You’re healing..and that’s not something everyone can do, It takes strength and patience.”

On the particularly hard days after therapy, you’d sit with her on the couch, her head resting against your shoulder as she let herself break down. Her tears were quiet, her frustration on fire as she clung to you, seeking comfort in your presence. You held her close rubbing soothing circles along her back, whispering gentle reassurances until the tension melted away.

“Thank you for putting up with me” she’d murmur, her voice thick with emotion. “I don’t know what I’d do without my girl.”

“You’ll always have me baby” you’d reply softly, pressing a kiss to her forehead. “I’m with you.”

Slowly the small victories began to pile up. She could make it to the kitchen on her own, her steps tentative but determined. You started noticing a shift in her demeanor a renewed confidence, a flicker of pride in her eyes as she navigated daily tasks with more ease. One evening she surprised you by cooking dinner, a simple meal, but the sight of her moving around the kitchen brought a huge smile to your face.

“Look at you, chef!” you teased, leaning against the counter as you watched her stir a pot on the stove.

She chuckled a playful glint in her eye. “Don’t get too excited, dijete. I only managed to make pasta, but hey it’s progress.”

“It’s more than progress.” you replied wrapping your arms around her from behind, resting your chin on her shoulder. “It’s a reminder of just how unstoppable you are.”

She turned in your arms, her hands finding their way to your waist as she pulled you closer. Her eyes softened, a hint of vulnerability slipping through. “I feel like I’m finally getting a piece of myself back…nd I owe so much of that to you.”

You kissed her softly your fingers tracing gentle patterns along her spine. “I didn’t do anything. This is all you, sweet girl.”

Later that evening as you sat together in bed, she leaned into you, resting her head on your shoulder. Her fingers absentmindedly traced circles along your arm a familiar warmth in her touch. Slowly she turned her face toward yours, her eyes meeting yours with an intensity that left your heart racing.

Without a word she leaned in, capturing your lips in a kiss that was both tender and filled with a quiet hunger. Her hand slipped around your neck pulling you closer, her lips moving against yours with a need that was undeniable. You felt her hand drift lower, fingers tracing along your waist as she deepened the kiss.

You pulled back slightly, breathless, a soft smile playing at your lips. “Nika… are you sure?”

Her hands continued to roam, her touch growing bolder as her fingers trailed along your sides. She leaned in, her lips brushing against your lips “I need you so bad, moje dijete.”

You hesitated, a pang of worry flashing across your face. “Baby, I don’t want to hurt you…”

She shook her head, her hand gently cupping your face. “You won’t. I can handle this…I need to feel like myself again. I need you.”

Her words melted away your hesitation, and you leaned in, capturing her lips in a kiss that was both careful and intimate. Every touch was slow, each movement filled with tenderness as you navigated the delicate balance between passion and caution. Being mindful of her body’s limits while allowing yourselves to reconnect in a way that felt healing for both of you.

As the night went on you stayed close, whispering sweet words and promises of the future, your hands never straying far from hers.

The days that followed were filled with renewed determination. Nika threw herself into physical therapy with an intensity that even surprised you. Her focus was fierce, and the fire in her eyes grew stronger each day. You were by her side through every milestone, celebrating each small victory, reminding her of just how far she had come.

[studentbyday]

habits i should try to avoid burnout 🍵

to varying degrees, every semester i burn out. this one may become the worst i've had in recent years if i'm not careful bc of the way i'm trying to pack my schedule. anxiety has been unexpectedly high this week and it's only week 1! 😖

🐢 self-care:

get 8-10 hours of sleep daily

daily exercise - enough to get me physically tired enough to sleep

meditate AND journal daily

give myself at least one day a week to chill (probably will be a "reset" day bc i can't just vegetable and expect my brain to not self-destruct. for now, let's try saturdays.)

more quality time with the people i love throughout the week

fresh air + sunlight when the weather isn't too inhospitable

no phone mornings (i quickly fell out of the habit but it did wonders for my mental health 😭)

🐰 time management:

set reasonable goals. don't kid yourself into thinking you can complete everything on a to-do list you doubt you can finish even half of - if you doubt, you're probably right.

take plenty of breaks throughout the day

don't procrastinate bc procrastination's consequences will definitely lead to burnout. on the days you just don't feel it, give yourself a reason to study that speaks to you. what is demotivating you? give yourself the encouragement you need to not give up.

vary the order in which you do things so your days feel like they have more variety (e.g. vary the order in which you work on different subjects every day)

study based on energy level (i.e. try to study high-energy subjects when you have high energy and low-energy subjects when you have low energy. stop for the day when you're just not there anymore, don't try to push it.) this doesn't have to be contradictory to the point above cuz i still have lots of choices for what to do and my energy sometimes fluctuates like crazy throughout a single day.

[issuesntissues]

141 if they were dogs

and you can headcanon whatever breed, but this is just how their behavior would be to me :>

Price

the tail never wags

he is stoic, your standard guard dog

he basically lives for his duty, and then mopes on the floor

he doesn’t give any bite warnings, if you’re messing with him he’ll bite—

if he’s sleeping, leave him alone 😬

definitely not a family dog, but a good dog for loners or people who don’t have a lot in life

he loves raw steaks. if he is not fed raw steaks he will be grumpy

Gaz

Stoic like Price, but a calm approach and a head pat will earn you a small tail wag

a good guard dog for a small family!

he’s always on his feet but when he’s asleep, he’s out like a rock—

has an incredible nose, perfect for sleuthing

knows how to be gentle with small people and animals

definitely sleeps in the kids rooms

loves a variety of raw foods. must pay him the cheese tax

Soap

may god help you

he is hyper, he is built for outdoor activities

absolutely massive appetite, will eat whatever you give him and more (lock down your trash cans, and prepare to push him off counters)

if there’s something he’s not used to, he’ll chase it down immediately—

* always alert and vocal, if anything steps foot within his area of awareness, you’ll hear about it

although he wouldn’t be great in a family household, he gets along well with older kids (or anyone with high energy tbh)

he’s a working dog at the end of the day, and needs high activity daily exercise 🫶

Ghost

unapproachable— keep your hands and fingers to themselves

pure guard dog, and everyone can see it with how many scars he has

he has adequate hearing and smell, but impeccable eyesight

once he’s on the trail of something he won’t ever let it go—

eats nothing but raw meat of any kind (he needs protein 😳)

definitely not for any average dog owner, he’s handled by scary individuals

!! BONUS !!

König

a big dog, but he’s skittish—

was meant to be a guard dog, but got kicked out of service for being a big silly

has poor spacial awareness but an amazing nose

drools when he sleeps

if you have food, he’ll invade your space and take it (like a cow. look up a cow stealing food—)

definitely isn’t afraid to bite intruders (will mow them down and maul them if he wants to—)

💯 safe with kids of all ages (just make sure you have enough food, eats enough to fill 3 teenage boys. could eat a small human—)

Riptide

the most domesticated and least aggressive in the entire list tbh

love swimming, if he’s near any puddle or pool he’s diving right in—

excels at fetch, especially with frisbees

is the gentlest with kids, you can leave them alone with him—

has intimidating barks but they’re never aggressive, he’s mostly quiet—

loves the beach, gets all sandy and smelly ✨

has a good balance between guard dog, and family dog 💚

Keegan

you know outside cats? well he’s like that, only a dog—

comes back for food or if he’s injured/really dirty

he always stays near your home / around your neighborhood at night (he got a lil of that guard dog in him)

very quiet, never barks or whines, but if he’s fighting he’ll sound like a monster—

hunts rats for fun (doesn’t eat them though)

he would not be happy if someone took him off the street, he’s happy with his life style