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body-to-flame · 4 months ago

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BUT YOU NEED A VACATION, A BREAK FROM MY LOVE CAUSE IM ALWAYS WASTED AND I NEED TOO MUCH. WITH MY SPLINTERING SYNTAX HYSTERICAL GRAMMAR PARENTHETICAL SADNESS. IT DOESNT REALLY MATTER. IM NOT A RUNAWAY BRIDE, WASNT BORN FOR DECEIVING. I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH IM NOT GOOD AT LEAVING.

#CARALHO POORRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#flower face #yes flower face again im obsessed #it's someone else's flowers on the table #liot music #jesus jesus oh my god shes fucking insane #Spotify #DID YOU SHOW UP JUST TO HURT ME?#JUST TO WASTE MY TIME?#OR JUST TO LOOK AT ME?#DID YOU THINK THAT I WOULD BEG YOU?#DID YOU WANNA MAKE ME CRY?

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Bonus 8: How met your mother (CSSR design by @qourmet!)

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #cangse sanren #wei changze #jiang fengmian #It was important to me that WCZ had the hereditary mole. I will die on this hill.#I have been *waiting* for the day to finally arrive when I could finally make this comic. It's been marinating for months.#My mission is to redraw all of qour's character designs one day. They are just *that* good.#CSSR has the vibes of a wandering menace who shows up in towns like a stray cat arriving at a new doorstep for treats. 10/10.#While YZY strongly leads us to believe that JFM was in love with CSSR and that's his whole motivation behind taking wwx in-#-I do think this is (once again) rumour being presented as reality. It's the juicer story to tell after all.#It is still possible that he did love her! But I think that story undercuts the relationship he also had with WCZ.#Yall ever think about how JC and WWX parallel their fathers? How Wei Changze also left the Jiang Leader's side? I do.#Unlike JC though It is far more hilarious and plausible to imagine JFM begging to be CSSR and WCZ's third. You know he would.#My wild headcanon is that JFM and YZY are in a mlm and wlw arranged marriage situation. Deeply unhappy as partners. Better as friends.#they care for each other and I'll admit that there is a beautiful tragedy in them having romantic feelings for each other the whole time.#But I am also here for the gaffs. Let them be unfulfilled homosexuals together.#Meanwhile cssr and wcz are having incredible hetrosexual sex in a bisexual way that WILL leave him pregnant by the end of it.

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xitsensunmoon · 1 month ago

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Have you ever thought about how forgetting something can be a blessing?

You, as a human, maybe wouldn't agree on that. But every time they observed you, listened to you talk about something that was tugging at your mind for weeks... And then — poof. You didn't care anymore. Something that they couldn't afford, most of the time because they remembered how bad it actually was.

Humans call it "moving on". The brain just forgets the details, washes away the negative memories. It leaves a trace, a sinking, heavy feeling in your stomach when you thought about that situation when it was mentioned. But mostly, you didn't hold the needed information anymore to care.

Often times that not, they felt jealous of such ability. Memories are their most prized possession! If anything, their only possession. But they had seen things they wanted to forget. They knew things they didn't want to know. Oh, if only they were able to click that 'delete' button in their head.

Why did no one tell them you didn't choose which things to forget?

It was quite normal for children to be a bit forgetful. It's not something that phased them.

But you're not a child. You've been an adult for so long. Why do you look at them with such... Unfamiliarity? After so many years of knowing each other. Decades! You're supposed to have tons of memories with them! Did you not cherish those memories? Did you delete them on purpose? What did they do wrong for you to even think of doing that?

How could you forget their names?

Should they ask to delete yours?

#xit shh #i think about this so often. how they would be jealous of humans for so many things. and how you would be jealous of them for some #they don't know what it's like to forget something. maybe they had something get deleted but it's not the same #also I'll assume they're not allowed control over their files #so even if they really really wanted to delete something they would need to beg someone to do it for them #imagine thinking your human lover is just very good at keeping their headspace organised and tidy #admire you for getting rid of memories you deem unnecessary #just for you to slowly start forgetting *them*#because that's how they would think it works! did you never care about them in the first place?#that's why you did it? you betrayed them?#should they also try to 'move on'?#anyway

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dendroaspis-viridis · 6 months ago

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I'm begging you, BioWare... Learn from the mistakes of Baldur's Gates past...

#please accept this low effort meme while i work on Emmrich-inspired creative pursuits #hoping and praying and sobbing and crying #BioWare i'm on my hands and knees begging you to GIVE THE SWEET NECROMANCER A SOFT TUMMY #emmrich volkarin #dragon age emmrich #okay now im gonna start complaining in the tags so this is your warning #i just don't think im strong enough to withstand ANOTHER RPG with companions that Should Not Fucking Have Abs #like sure i could MAYBE suspend my disbelief that the vain wizard would use some illusion magic to give himself abs (still cringe)#or MAYBE he got really into crunches while he was depressed for a year (HIGHLY doubtful)#BUT THE EMACIATED VAMPIRE!?#like come on bestie #did cazador have some really rigorous workout routines that were conveniently never brought up???#im going insane sorry #i just have a lot of opinions on diverse body types in video games #and dont want them to do my man dirty like that #[insert joke about how getting down and dirty with him is my job]#okay sorry i think i got it all out of my system #if anyone actually read this far please know i love you with my entire serpentine heart

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago

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Another bonus to learning a fiber art is being able to speak to others in a Lovecraftian language that nobody else understands...

...and also being able to read things like THIS:

#art #crochet #fiber art #described images #image description in alt #used a crochet pattern for this because it's just INSANE #see i can recognize some of these stitch markings but i haven't done them all yet #i actually kind of prefer the diagram pattern because it actually shows you the shape and the way stitches compliment the piece #with a 'normal' pattern (e.g. 1 dc in fifth ch from hook ch 2 4 dc) i understand it sure but. it isn't the same.#i was reading somebodys recommendations for tapestry yarn and understood all the abbreviations and what they mean #plus i feel like diagrams can be a great way to teach you not only how stitches look but how they contribute to the larger piece #one of my crochet proficiency goals is to be able to look at a piece and know instantly what made it #*cue me at the store analyzing a crochet piece so i can replicate it for 5× the cost*#if you're selling a crocheted piece for like $20 then it's my imperative to replicate it and not buy it 🫡#i think that has the same moral implication as like... 'proplifting'#did crochet as the example because thats what i do as a fiber art. if theres a similar thing for knit/weave/ect then DROP IT BELOW I BEG YO #i want to learn all the lovecraftian languages of the fiber artists <3 #i feel like describing the image in exactly what stitch marking indicates what would have been too much so hopefully the explanation as to..#...what the diagram DOES and how it visually indicates a pattern was helpful <3

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rottengurlz · 2 months ago

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“Sometimes I dream about you. I memorize every detail of your face like a prayer. Those moments seem so real that I grieve whenever I wake up and your spot next to me is cold. Why did you beg me to kill you? I would’ve stopped. Even in death I cannot escape you. I’m not sure I want to even if I was begging for it.”

w/ @kashisun !! (happy birthday 😭)

#simblr #sims 4 edit #ts4 #the sims community #mysims #lethal devotion #marine yes I did make this for ur birthday pls don’t kill me 😭😭#putting marine and I’s oc’s in the most devastating scenarios possible at all times #i imagined this as nie finally being found out by everyone else that shes an assassin that was paid to murder nadia #nadia would be stuck because how can she explain why this murderer is able to walk free and openly be allowed in her bed #but also how can she betray the one person she truly loves??#nadia's people would demand nie be put to death and instead of begging for her life nie would beg for it to end #'i have known nothing but misery and death until i found you. i trust no one else to cleanse and free me from my own damnation'#'i know i dont deserve it but paint me heaven with my own blood'#'i cant think of anything more godly than dying by your hand"#nadia would have to stand over her holding the sword to her throat barely being able to breathe staring down at nie sobbing at her feet #but nie would never look so peaceful feeling the blade press against her skin #nadia would be screaming inside PLEADING for nie to tell her stop that's all it would take and she would stop in a heartbeat #she'd figure it out later because at least then she'd have the love of her life ALIVE AND BREATHING #but the words never came instead there would be smothering silence while nie's body lay lifeless on the ground #but Nadia knows why nie never stopped her no matter how much it hurts this was an act of love because it’s what nie wanted #NIE YOU BETTER HAUNT HER ASS #knowing nadia she would spend her entire life learning necromancy just to bring nie back to life #probably think about killing her again too for putting her through that 😭

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naffeclipse · 10 months ago

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Imagine if Eclipse's mom survived and once they reunite he tries to introduce us to her

I'm crying, the orca man would be so pleased to introduce you to his mother! He knows she's going to love you, too! She's very sweet, intense, and all teeth but she grins this wide thing that reminds you exactly of Eclipse before she pets your hair and tells you how perfect you'll be! You are already so cute, like a little fish!

#i think eclipse has to prep her a lot #to meet you #because she would not be fond of humans due to what they did to her pod and what they tried to do to her and her baby #so yeahhh eclipse has to beg her to not kill you on sight #but once she sees you and how happy you make eclipse #she's decides your harmless (for a human)#apex polarity

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deadlydelicious · 2 years ago

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Everytime The Witcher appropriates the welsh language but the has the GALL to mispronounce it, the power of my rage grows

do you know how seldom Welsh gets a fucking look in?! and the you have the gall to pronounce it like its fucking English

#the witcher #welsh #like i want to be excited because YAY WELSH #but then they do that #HE SAID SHAERRAWEDD 'Cher-Wed' i'm going to scream #its not even proper Welsh but if you're going to base your conlang that hard of an existing language i beg of you learn the rules #say it Shere-a-with #i'm going to start showing witcher colang to my nain to cause her psychic damage #i joke but tbh i think she would like that someone is taking the language she had stripped from her as a kid and is reviving it in a new wa #Anya at least says the first part right #to the point i suspect she studied and did her best but the directors fought her on the dd

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littlespoonevan · 7 months ago

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rewatching s1 this time around has actually left me sooooo fascinated by buck and abby's relationship??????? bc what we know of it in its aftermath is actually completely visible on screen during the season???

in episode 6 when abby is talking to carla about a potential valentines day date with buck she outright says she's fine with him being a boytoy and it just being something casual so she can feel good in herself again and is almost complaining that buck is taking it so seriously by trying to go slow. and the thing is, i don't think her stance on that ever changes???????

she absolutely cares about him and appreciates him for everything he does for her (both in helping support her with her mom and what he does in helping her find her way back to herself) but i don't think she ever really wanted or needed him to be more than that????

on the flipside, you have buck who's experiencing feelings he's never felt before and is so totally overwhelmed by this woman who's making him realise real connection is possible and it feels a million times better than the way he's vied for people's attention before. and there's something a little heartbreaking in the way he questions if he's ready for it to be something real. because bobby encourages him to step into the relationship fully and in the end he does do that

but abby doesn't really want him to???

so you have buck, fully committed and ready to be the partner he thinks abby needs, and abby, who is so completely unable to be that partner in return because she wants to navigate the next stage of her life alone

and aksdjfh it's just!!!! so!!!!! interesting!!!!!!!!! and i am once again BEGGING someone to make a gifset/video/edit/anything for them with reckless driving by lizzy mcalpine

#also #the way it *primes* buck to be ready to as the partner EDDIE needs from day one i have to go #911 rewatch #but anyway back to the lyrics!!!!#abby is: 'I didn't mean to kiss you // I mean I did but I didn't think it'd go this far // I didn't mean to kiss you // Now you can't focus #on the road when I'm in your car'#and 'I don't love you like that // I'm a careful driver #And I tell you all the time to keep your eyes on the road #But you love me like that // You're a reckless driver // And one day it'll kill us if I don't let go'#while *buck* is: 'But then it's over in a second // Crashed the car into the tree // I don't know how it happened // Guess I'd die to keep #your eyes on me'#and 'Cause I love you like that // I'm a reckless driver #And you tell me all the time to keep my eyes on the road #Do you love me like that?// If I keep on driving // Would you hold me when we crash or would you let me go?#AND THEN THE BRIDGE #Don't wanna scrape you off the pavement #I can't be your savior // I don't wanna be here when you lose control #Don't wanna watch it as it happens // See the crowd's reaction // I don't wanna be here when you kill us both'#i'm honestly begging someone to discuss this with me askdjfhs

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xxplastic-cubexx · 5 months ago

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sequel to this ramble cause the way james talks bout the reduced cherik scenes throughout the xmen films in this video is making me want to kill people. 'we'll always have paris darling' what if we all blew up.

#xmen #xmen first class #xmen dofp #xmen apocalypse #xmen dark phoenix #cherik #snap chats #im gonna be sick ive rewatched this like five times #IM STILL PISSED AWF AND THEN HEARING HIS COMMENTARY ABOUT IT OUUUUGGHHHH #OOOH WHAT IF I THREW ROCKS #LIKE WHAT THE HELL WAS CUT. aside from that gorgeous 'where are you doing' scene in first class ofc BUT WHAT ELSE #im forced to believe there was a make-up and/or hate sex scene in dofp because wdym they were worried about censorship #LIKE WHAT. WHAT DID THEY CUT. CAUSE CENSORSHIP OVERSEAS IS ONLY FOR EXPLICITLY QUEER THINGS INNIT #maybe paris can be our always i hate it here NO I LOVE HOW THE PARIS BIT IS EVEN /THEIR/ COPE #LIKE PLEAAAAASSE im throwing up. maybe if i draw cherik ill feel better #on the real its genuinely so sad. like even outside of shipping this is still art being reduced #and what we have is still good but the thought that it coudlve been BETTER ...#again their connection is already good from what we have in the final but just ... the lost emphasis of it all if that makes sense #ESPECIALLY outside of first class and dofp- like their relationship really is so sparse in DP and apocalypse its so sad #i think what makes it esp sad is how upset james is about the cut material like its so nice that hes so invested in their relationship too #and its just gotta be so. Excuse Me What when youre told 'hey so your characters cant having a deeper relationship or we're fucked'#'even though the relationship between these two is one of the most fascinating aspects of this generation of xmen films'#is it so hard to want to see like .. even just an intimate 'friendship'. like would it be so bad to see them be so heartfelt #or even just bein a bit silly. or hell ill take them fighting again ANYTHING I BEG YOU the humanity between them is so important #LIKE PLEASE im gonna cope and seethe forever i fear #and when he said 'i thought 'its probably the last time we get to do this to each other'' :((((((((((((((((((((( shoot me #at least we'll always have paris ....

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casualavocados · 7 months ago

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We agreed that I'm in charge of the bars. But you come here all the time to watch me. How am I supposed to lead my people? Use your head, okay? Suit yourself.

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 04

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chaing tien #jiang dian #userjjessi #uservid #userspring #userrain #userspicy #*cajedit #*gif #what if they'd actually leaned into the gang stuff and crime and survival of it all #and chen yi and ai di growing up in this environment #what if they spent time on the actual plot do you know how good this show would be if they did that?#and spent time on the changes they went through during their four years apart while ai di was in prison??#where can i subscribe to the chen yi and ai di getting shit done ON screen half of the show #chen yi feelings realization ON screen while fixing his mistakes in the gang and thinking about how ai di took the heat for him #give it to me. please. and thanks.#IM BEGGING AGTUALLY. IM TEARING OUT MY HAIR FROM HOW GOOD IT COULD HAVE BEEN #because they are such real characters!!! because their storyline is INTERESTING! compelling and well written and near devoid of tropes!!#because their actors literally embody these roles so well theyre so believable and its easy to understand the depths without seeing it!!#BUT I WANT TO SEE IT.#I. WANTED. TO. SEE IT.

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tommygotwrittenoff · 6 months ago

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i just think if roles were reversed and buck was the one saying those gay ass lines to eddie, eddie wouldve proposed like four seasons ago

#like if buck had a kid and he said to eddie “theres no one in this world i trust with my kid more than you” eddie wouldve given him head #if buck had written him into his will and said “because eddie (cuz im sorry but buck loves eddies name too much to not use it)#you act like youre expendable but youre wrong“ eddie wouldve been like on his knees begging for buck to move in already #or if eddie did something reckless and after told buck he had to do it and buck just looked at him fondly and said “i know you did”#eddie wouldve dragged his ass to the nearest jewelry store to get them matching rings #or if someone off handedly mentioned how long he was dead/underground/uhhh bleeding out from his gunshot wound #and buck corrected them and said “um no actually it was 3 minutes and 17 before we got to the hospital” eddie wouldve done unspeakable #things to him in the bathroom of that underground poker club #or if eddie came out to buck and buck gave him a similar supportive little talk and said “this doesnt change a thing between us”#eddie wouldve been like “uh no actually it does get in the fucking car rn” and driven them to the courthouse so they could get married #basically #eddie says the gayest shit to buck all the time but buck just hears it as Normal Bro Things because hes never had a normal friend before so #he had nothing to really compare it to #but if buck were to say this kinda gay shit to eddie #eddie would immediately be like oh youre in love with me because eddie is a romantic and knows declarations of love when he hears them #however #buck communicates his feelings with flirting but eddie is fucking stupid and has no game and no rizz and doesnt realize hes flirting #eddie communicates his feelings with grand declarations of love but buck is fucking stupid and doesnt realize people actually care about hi #they need to flip communication styles and then theyll realize #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #get him out of there #let eddie free so he can finally have game #omg no or if eddie had done something that kinda pissed buck off and buck just looked at him after eddie apologized and said “ofc i forgive #you“ well there wouldve been something freaky going on in the firehouse closets that halloween #me thinks

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ccbatman · 7 months ago

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what if i said hal's mom called him "hally" specifically as a play on halley's comet, huh. what if i said she did that because she knew no matter how far he went, he'd always come back to her, hm. what then.

#and then he wasnt with her when she died FUCK #jessica jordan #they could never make me hate you #hal jordan #green lantern #empyrean posting #i do think it's extremely fucked up how they diminished and rotted her character post spectre. i actually hate it so much #i dont really mind the rewriting of martin as a /not/ absentee and abusive father (even though it cheapens the complex relationship hal had #with him what with the being his mirror image and wearing his jacket and becoming a pilot in spite of how martin treated him. constantly #seeking validation and love from a man who not only would never but then could never give it to him) but then going on to act as if jessica #wasnt his most important parent just by virtue of her being his only one for most of his life and going on to say she was actually kind of #bad because she wouldnt support him when she looked after three sons by herself and also begged the air force to take him back when he was #about to be dismissed is sooooo. god. it irks me so much. she was always there for him and she may not have been perfect but she did her #damn best and now they go around acting like martin was the only REAL figure in hal's life growing up because they understood each other on #some special cosmic level?? go to hell.#talking to myself sorry

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kindaasrikal · 2 months ago

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Did Lloyd take on a cleaning windows job after Nya died because he always wanted to watch his reflection to see how far he’s fallen and how much he wishes the green was that of the gi he now loathes to wear, whilst also accommodating his natural ninja paranoia of always being aware of his surroundings using the window to watch the reflection behind him, and also to continue contributing to the city in some way beneficially because its the one thing that gives him purpose and also makes him feel useful,

Or because he really likes watching the satisfying way the soap is cleaned off with those window wiper stick things.

#lego ninjago #ninjago #lloyd ninjago #lloyd garmadon #do you guys think he recorded the satisfaction and posted it #i think he would #i mean he also could’ve taken the job to watch the stains clean off the window #wishing that was him #as all the taints and stains that littered hus body and mind were swiftly removed #as though it never existed #ninjago nya #ninjago lloyd #lloyd montgomery garmadon #dude he was so depressed washing those windows though like 😭#i wokder how his company felt hiring the green ninja to wash windows #did he have to beg #was he overqualified because of the whole green ninja thing #or under qualified for #you know #dropping out of school at ten and never returning #maybe thats why he took on a window cleaning job #because theres not many other options for him #where was this skill of me looking too into things when j was still in school #for english class #wouldve loved it then

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dykedvonte · 2 months ago

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Reading MW takes on Twitter is like reading a summary of the Bible from someone who only watched like a Family Guy family special about it

#did we play the same game? did we see the same themes yes themes as in plural #like my god get off ur fucking high horses or stop trying to make a unique theory just to be unique #like if it clearly doesn’t fit the plot it causes unnecessary arguments #people are weird and weirdly obsessed with making like the issues in the game solely interpersonal when it is clearly very institutional #with everything we learn about PE and how hard they make it to seek justice or safety #and ur treating it like the average person is a horrible troll monster #when the game really tries to show you how humans people become bad or can be enabled to do their worse through many different ways #but go ahead make it seem like all the men are like willingly Jimmy’s goon squad of predator enablers pls pls pls just look from another #view point I’m begging yall sometimes it’s good to leave those echo chambers #like taking parts of conversations out of context to make characters look better or worse is literally a tactic Jimmy uses ur using Jimmy #tactics to prove ur point dummy head #side tag tangent I am also very annoyed with how many people really do think Curly could’ve just had changes made to the ship during the #travel like a big point is that they barely had resources to just survive regularly #other than random scrap and wires for serious repairs they def didn’t just have locks laying about nor are the doors outside of medical and #the cockpit are suited to install locks like the whole point of the illusion of choice #is that at the end the options presented were never gonna be viable whether it was because of the time needed to execute them the standards #they were under or their lack of resources all mainly caused by PE no matter how much Curly #wanted to do something there’s very little he could’ve #even the ideas posed we have would have only happened after the assault and done little to actually stop the crash when you think about it #and it’s sad and sounds weird but that’s the case #mouthwashing

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arbor-tristis · 1 year ago

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Everyone is always hating on Hawk but getting hung up on a situationship that was NEVER meant to be that deep for literally the rest of his life and getting progressively more down bad with time.....is so real of him

#fellow travelers #“no i was not so desperate to have sex with the man that i agreed to bottom for once who do you think i am”#“no my dear i am not hiding my decade old situationship from the fbi”#“no i did not drunk dial my ex from 20 years ago while i was missing for a few months to beg him to come and see me ”#“no i did NOT offer to give him my whole ass house over a candlelit dinner”#“that would be insane im super casual you know”#hawkins fuller #timhawk #hawk and tim #hawk fuller #tim laughlin

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