#DID THINGS

[69constellationsinatrenchcoat]

[fully stealing this off @okiimii with permission bc I'm curious about my demographics response]

Reblog for reach if you wish :)

[cosmicwindmillcomplex]

[chemicalcarousel]

It's fucking funny when you start to notice the "tells" of certain alters, such as speech patterns, posture, voice pitch, accent, hand gestures, ect.

Like "wait a minute... why am I fucking man spreading like a fucking clown.... oh.... oh it's him."

[iwillbreakyourfuckingskull]

when the dissociative identity disorder dissociates your identity

[relatable-system-things]

If you need help with discovering who you are or you have a new alter you’re trying to figure out we made a short quiz you can use to categorize some basic things like gender, hair color and personality traits :) We found it helpful and we hope you do too!

FYI this will not ask for your email. You can complete it completely anonymously. To see a summary of responses you can submit then on the next page re-review your responses in full!

[ghxst-system]

Watching a headmate change in such a heartbreaking way

Getting personal here , Jasper has gone from being the centre of a lot of positive romantic feelings and platonic / queerplatonic joy to ... Just pain and grief

There's no cause other than our trauma and discovering certain aspects of our childhood

And watching the shift from a long list of likes to "Idk anymore" and the sudden emptiness and darkness of moon's subsystem...

Not everything about DID is happy. It's not just "haha i have a friend in my head". There is pain and grief in this disorder some people can never truly grasp

-Bones (he/it/moth) + Bunny (xi/xem)

[thechaossystemgonemad]

having an alter co-con wanting to smoke weed when we don't smoke weed is just. pls don't tell me it's just us

[schrodingerscollective]

- Alex

[sharkbrainfart]

Worst part about meeting new people, especially if they're the ones who came up to you, is telling stuff about yourself. "What's your name?" "What's your age?"

And then I'll have to figure out, which info do I give out. Do i make shit up??? Do I say stuff about myself?? OR DO I TELL STUFF ABOUT OUR HOST INSTEAD??? Dear god!

[the-star-system-pals]

Being a system means sometimes hearing someone shout "Give me TEETH!" in an aggressive voice and you just have to sit there wondering what the FUCK IS GOING ON

[69constellationsinatrenchcoat]

My brain at six years old when something traumatic happened

[cosmicwindmillcomplex]

Have finally found my aesthetic

[orionabovethehorizon]

Hannibal currently in co-con watching me fuck up while making boxed spaghetti for dinner:

[demonized-infodumps]

(Tag this as both autism and DID) I love how no matter what, I'm either infantilized or satanized. /very negative Either I'm some innocent bean because the autism apparently makes me have a "childlike enthusiasm" (which is just a gross ass phrase imo), or I'm some demonic entity who needs to be locked up because the DID makes me "dangerous and out of control and scary." Oh, and sometimes when they overlap, like for executive functioning and remembering things, I'm exclusively made out to be some sort of species of lazy inconsiderate demon. Like I'm fucking sorry I have an unchangible difference in my brain, and a trauma disorder caused by years of bullshit caused by the very people who think I'm lazy, childish, and dangerous for those two disorders.

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[relatable-system-things]

[chemicalcarousel]

that kind of "seamless switching" where you don't immediately notice the switch is a really weird experience because you'll just go about whatever you were doing and then realise oh i'm fronting now damn how did that happen