cosmicwindmillcomplex

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who up experiencing divine madness

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congratulations on your little achievements that most people wouldn’t even consider achievements. you’re still making progress even if it’s little by little.

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It’s getting harder and harder to distinguish between alters lately. I don’t know what my face looks like, but it isn’t this. Do I need a name? I don’t know if I had one, maybe I did. I think it was lost at some point. Or maybe not. Maybe it’s just out of reach. It’s so hard to tell who we are, but we’re trying. And I hate this.

-Unknown.

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You don’t have to use sign offs if you don’t want to! Whether it’s because your system is too blurry to use them, because you prefer to keep that information private or something else entirely—you absolutely don’t have to.

You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to just because other systems are doing it.

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i gotta remember this

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a grilled cheese cut diagonal and a forehead kiss would fix me

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Please stop apologizing for having a heart that feels everything so deeply. It's a gift, wear it proudly.

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if they put me in a big pot of soup i would be fine.

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weird alters i love you

nonhuman alters i love you

"just a guy" alters i love you

scary alters i love you

soft alters i love you

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sometimes DID is "haha people in brain"

but most of the time its:

"fuck wait when did it become [time] why am i on my phone didnt i need to make dinner? oh no who am i whats going on"

*constant vague flashbacks as people float in and out of front*

"oh god when did i get here where am i?"

*deep dissociation*

*being unable to care for myself due to dissociation*

"i do this all the time why cant *i* do this why can i not remember?"

*forgetting important or even just every day things*

*can never think clearly*

*too many voices and thoughts that arent mine*

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— stillness.

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Rocks and moss, Skottvången Sweden.

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"This policing of illnesses online often verges on bullying, and can have serious ramifications for both posers and people with real-life conditions. It creates a 'boy who cried wolf' culture around health on social media, which subjects actual sufferers to skepticism and condemnation. . . . Feldman calls actual sufferers 'the real casualties of deception — because they are there legitimately seeking help. When the skepticism ends up undermining their efforts to get it, that's just deeply unfortunate.'"

Harriet Shepherd (2021) on the witch-hunting of people who fake disorders/illnesses. [Source]

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started at the bottom and somehow still managed to get lower