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Fireworks Galaxy, NGC6946, photographed 17th June 2022 with a Takahashi TOA 150mm (5.9") from Utah, USA

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Your secret is safe with me (i dissociated mid sentence and didn’t hear a thing you said)

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Eating soup in public is so embarrassing when you have shaky hands. I am cursed as a soup loving girlie while also having a broken brain and tremors.

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Astronomy Photographer of the Year

l all via Royal Museums Greenwich l 2024

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a comic about trauma

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Nobody tells you how hard it is to rewire your brain so you can allow amazing things to happen to you after so much trauma or hurt. Blessings exist, good people exist, a softer life exists. Let it happen.

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Your own pace is okay. Healing isn’t a race.

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I desperately wish I could spill my guts and tell everything (don't know what) to my therapist and I keep wishing that someone would believe me, believe me that Things happened, but obviously I didn't experience Those Things, so I'm kind of currently just torn between knowing that that Wanting To Be Believed is likely a specific alter and it probably means Those Things Did Happen, but ! Y'know. I stay silly.

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a comic about clothing

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sys culture is

“oh hey! you must be new i’m—“

“i’ve been here for years”

“WHAT.”

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Do people forget muscle memory exists

"Why do you and all your alters write basically the same way?"

Perchance because our hand has been writing that way since we learned how to write. Just a thought though

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Everyone keeps telling me I “just need to stay in the present and let go of the past” but no one fucking says how. It’s not my choice to be like this, none of this is easy. I wish I could let it go but it all haunts me. I try to stay present but before I know it I’m back again. I’m so angry.

-Jasper

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The text reads:

“damn right I’m angry.

I’ve spent my life recovering from things

that I should have been protected from.

I was too young to become a ghost full of grief,

children are supposed to be happy and free.

don’t tell me I wouldn’t be who I am today,

without all the struggles that I faced.

I already know that. I could have been a kid

instead of being forced to grow up.

the people who were supposed to protect me,

failed me. no amount of healing will change that.

damn right I’m angry,

I’ll never get my childhood back.”

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what’s the cheat code for stable mental health

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