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It's fucking funny when you start to notice the "tells" of certain alters, such as speech patterns, posture, voice pitch, accent, hand gestures, ect.
Like "wait a minute... why am I fucking man spreading like a fucking clown.... oh.... oh it's him."
#idk if this makes sense lol#ours#actuallydid#actually did#actuallyosdd#actuallypdid#actually cdd#actuallycdd#actuallydissociative#actually pdid#actually osdd#actually dissociative#did things#did stuff#cdd things#cdd stuff
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Don't have time to go through the tag, so this has probably already been said, but I am so in love with Fang talking to Tan about his concerns with Phum and their dad and the way Tan reacts. (Seriously, what a beautiful scene!) It would be so easy to write it in a way where Tan is dismissive of Fang while trying to cheer him up, but he's not!!
He does his usual thing, but he listens first and listens well, and then he reassures Fang, by telling him true things: he's already done the best he can; his brother loves him and has someone else he can depend on to strengthen his support network; Tan isn't going anywhere (and Fang will always be adorable and loveable to him)
It's not surprising considering what we've seen of Tan already—how attuned he is to Fang and his needs—but it's just cool to see a high energy, goofy character who can be emotionally mature while staying in that high energy zone, I guess. I really love the way their relationship is written!
#we are the series#we are series#tanfang#idk if this makes sense lol#it’s probably been said and said better but I wanted to say it anyway 🙈#lazzarella watches tv#I’m just very sesnsitive to characters being dismissive of other characters’feelings for no real reason at all *shifty eyes*#wats*
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Thinking about how the beginning of the movie has Leo putting his mask on while the end has Mikey’s mask falling off.
I think this was done to show how Leo wanted to leave the sewers the least and how Mikey was the most eager to leave
#also I’m not saying that Leo didn’t want to be with humans it’s just that he wanted to do what Splinter wanted the most#idk if this makes sense lol#mightve already been said too#mutant mayhem#tmnt#mutant mayhem spoilers
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I was just rereading The Ballad of The Witches Road lyrics
"spirit as our guide"
That's billy. There are 5 points to a pentagram. We have fire (Alice), water (Jen), earth (Agatha? I think Rio is a misdirect) and air (Lilia)
Billy is spirit.
He's been the one who starts each trial, the one who mentions the moon cycles.
He's the guide, he's spirit
And he's literally the spirit of Billy Maximoff, possessing William Kaplan.
Agatha is a misdirect, Rio is a misdirect.
#idk if this makes sense lol#i just love how much meanin is in this song#agatha all along#i feel like someones probably already made this point lol
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For the ask game: Longing? (Any SC character of your choice.)
Send me a word plus 'Headcanon' and I'll give a headcanon based on that word.
for viola because i am heavily biased
so obv we know that viola does not have her memories, nor does she remember anyone from her prior life. so you would think that she wouldnt really have anyone in particular that she longs for. instead though, she experiences what she might refer to as "phantom longing"
every so often she will experience something that, in ways she couldnt explain, feel familiar. it happens most often when shes around siegfried. if he is training her and she is able to execute something new he taught her or if she was able to make it through a training course without a hitch or anything likr that, moments where he praises her or expresses his pride in her begin to trigger these sorts of feelings. she first feels warmth, then feels empty as she begins to long for something intangible. she has no idea what shes longing for, only that she wishes whatever it is was near
#laikaflash#idk if this makes sense LOL#soulcalibur#soul calibur#viola#headcanon: viola#thank you for the ask!!
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I think it's really interesting that I accepted that I was queer when I was like 16-17 but it never really became an Issue or Something I Had To Grapple With while I was in the church for the most part. For whatever reason it was incredibly compartmentalized. Me being queer didn't even come with me when I was in the church building or doing church things or spending time with church people like... 98% of the time. It was like there was a part of me that recognized and accepted that I was queer, but there was another part where that wasn't even a consideration or possibility so those thoughts never even came up and that part went to church and did church activities. At some point those parts did cross and I did have to figure out how to work through them and make peace with them. But even then it really wasn't A Thing because the reason they crossed in the first place was because it was safe(ish) for them to not be compartmentalized anymore. That's not to say that my church was queer affirming (lmao def not) or that I didn't hear anti queer sermons (def did), but like. Sometimes people will be like "you just left the church because you're gay" and that's just So not the case because it was just So not an issue to whoever the person that attended church was lol
#like don't get me wrong. i have plenty of religious trauma#but so little of it comes from me being gay in the church#and I'm also not saying that non affirming churches/sermons aren't traumatic/harmful bc they definitely are#it's just that my case of compartmentalizing so hard meant i didn't get hit with a lot of the trauma “first-hand”#even though technically. i did#idk if this makes sense lol#ex cult#ex christian
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sometimes i get really sad that the thing ive been fixated on for years now is RQ… i feel like im working with scraps all the time. I wish my favorite thing was something with an overwhelming amount of canon content:((
#i love these books and i always will#but i wish there was actually more to them and i didn’t have to just make assumptions or just make shit up#and also#i feel like it’s so much harder for me to get into anything new even when i do enjoy it#nothing lasts as long as RQ does and i wish it did i want to love something new in the same way i love RQ#idk if this makes sense lol#vent?? ig??
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You need to start diversifying what bodies you see on social media, not to compare yourself and feel better because they have 'flaws' that you don't have, but to realize the beauty in other bodies and you will realize that nobody really cares about the 'flaws' you think you have
#idk if this makes sense lol#but on pinterest ive been saving pictures of thicker girls and girls with acne and stuff#and theyre so pretty#and ive started being okay with acne i have#i mean i dont like it but im fond of my skin texture#its so pretty and human
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Soo Dan said in the interview with the rude australian reporter that he was dealing with internalized homophobia before coming out. Im straight so i wouldnt know so like how can someone with that issue be in a same sex relationship? How would that work👀 Genuine question
so like internalised homophobia is different for everyone but like you kinda feel like you’re inherently wrong in some way so like you fall in love with someone of the same sex cos that’s who you’re attracted too but there’s some part of your brain that’s like oh i love someone of the same sex that’s wrong or disgusting but like you can’t help your attraction just cos you internally think it isn’t right doesn’t automatically mean your brain just like stops the attraction
and like if you love someone enough you can work through the internal homophobia but that’s doesn’t mean there’s not gonna be some part of your brain that feels uneasy or even disgust by it. you can’t like just turn off feelings
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rereading thru dungeon meshi before I read the final, I'm loving Falin soo much again
like,, with her getting eaten and us basically not seeing her for so long, I was worried you wouldn't see her and she'd be like a women in the refrigerator trope, but I feel like Ryoko was able to avoid that by giving us back to her (even for a short time)
On top of that, the characters love to talk about her constantly and that love for her makes the reader wish they could get to see Falin too.
#tl;dr I wish Falin was real and I want to be her friend#I wish we got to see falin more before sissel took her away#but at least she got to turn into the coolest dragon ever#rambles#idk if this makes sense lol#dungeon meshi#rereading dungeon
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Cae doesn't actually start transforming into Beast Mode unless under a lot of duress or intense emotion, but every so often, he gets Urges he has to suppress, so what if I just made them happen around his period lmao.
#annie: omg i turn into such a monster that time of the month 😫#cae: haha 😊 same 😊#oc: caedric#making him suffer with period problems and beast blood problems at the same time#that post abt being confused why youre having pms and then your period hits and you go 'oh. duh.'#idk if this makes sense lol
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crying about zuko having a scar that represents hate and covers half of his face, but by the end of the series getting another scar representing his love that lies over his heart, both given to him by his family but one by choice to protect someone
#referring to the lightning from azula#LIKE HE TOOK BACK HIS AUTONOMY FROM HIS FAMILY TWICE ITS SO GOOD#idk if this makes sense lol#i think so so much about zukos scar#avatar the last airbender#zuko#prince zuko#atla#meta
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How does Wanda feel about Pietro being with Monet?
hmmmm wanda has historically been less bothered by pietro's relationships than vice versa and i think this continues here. she does not feel particularly threatened, if that makes sense? wanda "he knows where home is" maximoff lmfao. in my own personal world, she is definitely jealous every time and also a bit petty about it (silent treatment) but not outwardly, she internalizes most of it. and also, again, he knows where home is.
on a more specific note to monet, i have thought about them actually (monet is my favorite x-men character, believe it or not lol) and i don't think they would get along lmfaoo. not because of pietro or anything but because they're so different... wanda would at first think monet shallow and overly arrogant/haughty and monet would likely have hangups for the dreaded m day conversation since she was/is close friends with multiple people who've been heavily affected by it. but then again, pietro had a direct hand in bad things happening to those people, as well (xfi), and she's cool with him now so i believe once they get to know each other they can become civil. doubt they'll ever be friends unless they stumble into some adventure together that forges their bond in fire bcuz their personalities only bounce off each other well when it comes to somewhat-mean banter lol
#i don't really have more thoughts...#in my personal world their respective relationships are only serious when i want them to be and then it's outside of a sclrtslvr context#entirely#idk if this makes sense lol#answered
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all the art of the eggs looking like their parents has influenced my headcanons for the qsmp lol
basically i saw all of it and went “huh. what if thats a survival mechanism”
so:
baby dragons are kind of like shapeshifting chameleons. they take a similar form to whoever’s raising them as an instinctive defense mechanism in order to blend in. usually it’s their parent dragon so they dont change much, but since the eggs are being raised by people instead of dragons, they look more humanoid.
like for example, if a dragon was raised by bears it would look like a bear-dragon hybrid
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thinking about the spinjitzu burst and Cole's eyes glowing during it. What if each of the ninja have like, almost a trump card. So Cole's burst, Jay being able to recharge the Hydrobounty, Nya merging with the sea. All things that are really hard to do/come back from but are like, the highest display of their element that they can achieve.
And all happened when they were surrounded by/channeling their element. The only like, blip in this hc is that Lloyd's eyes are always green so it's hard to tell if/when he's using his powers to that extent. I odn't thik it Has happened yet tbh.
Kai on the other hand is a special case bc his eyes only glowed when he got his powers back in the Ice chapter while fighting the ice dragon. He was Very much Not in his element.
idk. I'd like to think that there was a reason for this yk. A reason Spinjitzu became hard to do (starting with s8) and why their powers seemed to be able to unlock things like the burst and merging with the sea you know?
Tying this all into Dragons Rising, what if lloyd's Big power moment is when he's borrowing all that energy from the dragons. His spinjitzu tornado looks a Lot like a Cole's burst (just re colored ofc). So what if 'being surrounded by his element' literally means being surrounded by the power of creation. Which is the like, over arching power the dragons have.
#idk if this makes sense lol#but i thought them unlocking this kinda power in the later seasons of ninjago was super cool#it's only of the only things i wishe dhtey'd done differently and actually like Talked about it#just a little lore on what it was or what it meant when their eyes glow#ninjago#d rambles
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having body dysmorphia is so weird because all your friends will insist you’re hot but what you see in the mirror is so starkly different to what they see that you worry that you don’t actually have body dysmorphia and you are actually ugly and your friends are lying to try to make you feel better.. bc no one actually tells their friends if they’re ugly
#idk if this makes sense lol#tbf i don’t feel like this towards other people#like i would never put these standards on other people#but for myself?#absolutely
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