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Save my Cousin with Very Severe ME from Forced Psychiatric Hospitalisation 💜

Only your signature needed! Click here for the petition

My cousin Line, known online as @nebulow (her instagram is more active), is suffering from very severe Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME), a multisystemic neuroimmune disease, which is incredibly misunderstood in our country Denmark, where psychiatrists have decided that my cousin is not suffering from a somatic illness, but is instead psychotic and that all her symptoms of very severe ME are delusions. They don't listen to her, when she tells them she's not interested in their psychiatric treatment and they are now threatening with forceful psychiatric treatment, which might worsen her ME if not cost her life.

The petition has more information on my cousin's case and about ME in general if you wanna read more.

Please sign this petition made on behalf of my cousin! You don't have to make your name public, all you have to do is confirm your signature through an email. Reblogs are appreciated to 💜

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man... so much cool clothes on taobao,,, but we're trying to cut back on buying new clothing for climate and ethical reasons unless we need it (also importing goods into the EU from a non EU country is fucking expensive).... but we love alt fashion so much and there are so many cool fashion artists around the world man </3

our dream is having a giant walk-in closet full of the different clothes different alters like and also a big diy space where we can make our own fashion items or repair them. we live in a two room flat...... we could just make our bedroom into a walk-in closet/diy room and sleep in our living room kdfjghdkgjhdg we are honestly already sleeping in our living room bc our bed is broken and idk i think it's fine................ a girl can dream <33333

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DID is a lot of fun when you switch to alters who have their shit together and can just.... function, but like uhhh i know this aint gonna last forever

also "can just function" is lightly used because we are still functioning on a much lower level than the average person lol but like at least we are doing our daily workouts and eating food and even doing some chores without having a complete mental breakdown. still dealing with nightmares every night and feeling like we are being hunted for sport, but like... we are generally more chill about it idk. i also dunno who i am exactly and im nervous if we have split or whatever, but our system seems to do pretty ok rn, so uhhh maybe it's cool <33 levi is def dealing with some major anger "outbursts" rn, but so far he's only told one person to kill himself afaik, but like... bro needs a way to deal with his anger bc he's like.... enraged always. rn we usually try to remove ourselves from the situation and take a breather and maybe do something that can distract levi. or he can maybe get to write an angry rant to let off some steam, but sometimes he just makes himself more mad by thinking about it. like i think he's a really good alter bc i appreciate having someone who's so protective over both us and other people who's very active in the system, but ngl his ass needs some way of not being so mad at relatively small things idk

i love using tumblr as a diary <333

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Save my Cousin with Very Severe ME from Forced Psychiatric Hospitalisation 💜

Only your signature needed! Click here for the petition

My cousin Line, known online as @nebulow (her instagram is more active), is suffering from very severe Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME), a multisystemic neuroimmune disease, which is incredibly misunderstood in our country Denmark, where psychiatrists have decided that my cousin is not suffering from a somatic illness, but is instead psychotic and that all her symptoms of very severe ME are delusions. They don't listen to her, when she tells them she's not interested in their psychiatric treatment and they are now threatening with forceful psychiatric treatment, which might worsen her ME if not cost her life.

The petition has more information on my cousin's case and about ME in general if you wanna read more.

Please sign this petition made on behalf of my cousin! You don't have to make your name public, all you have to do is confirm your signature through an email. Reblogs are appreciated to 💜

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masking can be for survival, and there are others can’t mask. we hope one day more ND folk will need to mask.. wishful thinking but we hope..

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Something people seem to forget about disabilities is that our energy levels are typically much lower than the average person. Just because we were able to do something one day doesn't mean we're going to be able to do it again the next day

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I am the only fucking alter using the switch tracker app and idk how to make other parts remember to track themselves

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i forget who made the post but "if you would transition in a heartbeat in a more accepting society then you are in fact trans" really helps me when i need it

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i thought we were past this but apparently not ? anyway reminder that "imagine if people treated [chronic illness/physical disability] like they treated [mental illness]" is always a stupid fucking thing to say because i fucking promise you they do. they do. you are unaware and you are ableist listen to other disabled people challenge FAILED

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Honestly if we didn’t share the planet with funny little animals I would have fucking lost it years ago

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The most terrifying part of having memory issues is when you can feel something from 5 seconds ago be thrown out the window and there's an empty hole where it once was. You remember that you forgot something.

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everyone is too removed from disability !!! Disabled kids get kept in segregated classes or schools, so the abled kids grow up without being in contact with disability unless there is a disabled person in their immediate family or similar. Inaccessible infrastructure / architecture means disabled people frequently stay at home instead of out and about in their neighborhoods, etc. And then, after you finish school you are often unable to find employment, and in countries where this exists, you are generally most likely to end up in a segregated "sheltered workshop" for disabled people, once again out of the sight and mind of abled people.

Unless you as an abled person start a job where you care for, teach or accompany disabled people, you can go your whole life without ever interacting with us beyond staring at us from across the grocery store aisle.

It's no wonder barely no one cares about disability rights beyond those affected, their entire lifes are built around not having to think about us ever.

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Anita Bryant just died and I haven't seen one crab rave gif on my dash yet... Come on people

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One of the rough things about having DID is you might not know if you're actually the right alter when an arrangement you made or responsibility you took on a while ago finally comes up. Like, I can right now as Alter A say "wow I wanna go to this concert with this person in 4 months!!" but then the day comes and I can't be sure I am there to experience it as Alter A. Maybe Alter B is there, and they are very anxious about big crowds. Maybe Alter C is there and they don't like our friend. I can take on responsibilities as Alter A that I know I as an alter can handle, but it might not be me who's there to deal with it whenever I need to. It makes it very hard to work or have relationships with other people. I want to do so many things, but I don't want to disappoint people and ruin something, because I honestly can't rely on my own capabilities

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just woke up from a dream in which “having a two year old alter” was such a common identity facet among the general public that you could buy like mugs and gift bags etc related to this at any walmart or target