#Canon Divergence
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gothamite-rambler · 19 hours ago
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Talia and Harley were having tea together. Harley was visiting to inform her of an important date and see if she could get her as a client for her new street therapy.
Talia: Harley, while I admire your wanting to bring me in as a client, I simply do not trust you as a therapist. I hope you understand.
Harley: I actually appreciate ya honesty. That did sting a bit, but it’s not why I came here.
Talia: Then what is it… Nightwing I'm? I can’t stand him! He’s undeserving of happiness, and that-
Harley (interrupting): Talia, he’s my friend, and that’s not why I’m here. I wanted to talk about ya son.
Talia (perking up): Oh, my precious star? What would you like to ask me?
Harley: When did ya have him? Let’s start there.
Talia: In the middle of December, nine hours of pushing, and it was worth it, especially when I got my sanity back.
Harley: Right. And what month is it now?
Talia: June.
Harley (crossing her legs): And what did ya miss on December 19th?
Talia: Um… not Christmas. I was busy launching this startup around that time. If I birthed Damian in winter and it’s now summer, that means…
Talia paused, realization dawning on her.
Talia: I gave birth to Damian on December 19th… I forgot his birthday, didn’t I?
Harley (holding her teacup): Yeah. He said he’s used to it. It bothered me, some of the birthdays Damian has had with ya…
Harley hesitated, then continued.
Harley: Ninjas attackin' him for his last three birthdays isn’t exactly the best gift.
Talia (defensive): It was for a good reason. My father and I wanted to see how good Damian was at fighting in surprise attacks, and-
Harley (flatly): He was workin' with Batman. That should’ve been enough evidence.
Talia: My father demanded those training sessions, and it’s not like Damian ever failed. I even sent him a gift card afterward.
Harley: That’s a nice, uh, consolation prize. Damian did say he was able to fight them off, but was trauma really the best gift to give him? Especially after, ya know, puttin' a hit on his life that one time.
Talia (stammering): I- I… You actually have a point… Oh my God, you’re right!
Harley took a sip from her teacup, smiling knowingly.
Harley: I surprise myself when I’m right. Glad ya see it, too. Damian isn’t mad at ya anymore, but seein' him dejected because you don’t send him good gifts... That makes me feel bad for him. Batman and the family are a great support system, don’t get me wrong, but if you’ve really changed, you can’t keep forgettin' important dates like this.
Talia (defensive): I’m aware! I have a busy schedule, but starting now, I’ll add birthdays to it. I’m a few months behind, but a birthday gift is a birthday gift, no matter when. Quick, what do boys like? Fisher-Price still a thing, right?
Harley (flatly): Talia, he just turned twelve.
Talia (shocked, raising her voice): I thought he was nine! Okay, I can work with that. I’ll call Bruce, no, no, he’ll be upset I forgot his birthday and think I don’t care. But I do care!
She stood up, her thoughts racing, tugging at strands of hair.
Harley: Yeah, none of us doubt that, except maybe Nightwing. Since you’ve been making progress in your own way, I’ve seen it.
Talia (slight panic in her voice): Exactly. Progress, good progress for me! He’s my habibi. I spent nine hours pushing him out of my body. My mind just gets foggy sometimes.
Harley: Talia…
Talia: If I’d remembered, trust me, I’d throw him a party, with no ninjas or dangerous tests. I’m a busy woman. I’m a businesswoman before I’m a fighter. Which more than you can say for those raising him. Not that I hate them… except Nightwing. And this isn’t me excusing my actions. Don’t say it is!
Harley (repeating): Talia.
Talia: Do you think he’d want to go to the pizza place with the giant rat mascot? No, that’s not for beginning pre-teens.
Harley (raising her voice slightly): Talia!
Talia (frustrated, shouting): What?!
Harley handed her her phone, open to the Amazon app.
Harley: What ya see is his wish list. That’s the stuff he wants as gifts. Ya gotta buy everything, just one or two items. You can even get the gifts wrapped.
Talia: Amazon? Yes, this is perfect! Oh, bless you, Harley!
She eagerly began scrolling, adding every book on his wishlist to her cart.
Talia: Wow, he has a lot of books here. I’ll buy them all! And the Lego set and the dolls too.
Harley shrugged, sipping her tea as Talia kept adding items.
Two weeks later, Damian received numerous packages from Amazon, each filled with the books he had saved in his wishlist. Every book was beautifully gift-wrapped with a note saying Happy Birthday, all signed from Talia. Damian blinked, unsure of how to react.
Damian: She actually got these for me?
He looked around, debating whether Bruce had also bought him all these gifts. One item confirmed it was Talia, the Titanic Lego ship he wanted.
Damian: I told her about this last month. I haven’t even added this to my wish list yet. Hmm… she really did get me all these gifts and threw in some extra items. Wow.
He smiled softly, holding his Lego ship happily.
Damian (preparing himself for the phone call): If she got the notification that the packages were delivered, she should be calling any second now.
His phone rang two seconds later, right on cue. He answered reluctantly.
Damian: Don’t speak yet. I just wanted to say thank you for the gifts. While it’s not great that you forgot my birthday, I’m glad this wasn’t ninjas. Now, you can react.
Talia (sweetly): I am terribly sorry for my memory slipping. Work has been hell here, but I’ve added your birthday to my schedule. Next year, you’re getting a normal party. I want to make you happy after everything I put you through.
Damian: I can see you mean that. You’re still on trial, though.
Talia chuckled softly.
Talia: I don’t blame you. It’s smart to keep your guard up. You are my precious gift, twelve years old, which I most certainly remembered.
Damian (rolling his eyes): I’m going to choose to believe that. Thank you, Mother. I… love you.
Talia: I love you too! Happy late birthday.
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bardic-tales · 2 hours ago
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Ashes of the Nexus: An Original / FF 7 Crossover Fic
Summary: In a world reborn from the ashes of forgotten stars, Bianca unleashes her full celestial wrath to protect her children from the blade of a man she loves.
Pairing: Bianca (f!OC) / Sephiroth
Other Characters: Lucien (m!OC child), Aurora (f!OC child)
Possible Trigger Warnings: Abuse (parental), body horror, blood, child endangerment, emotional trauma, graphic violence, grief, injury detail, internalized trauma, medical experimentation (implied), mind manipulation, parental betrayal, transformation sequence, and war trauma.
Author's Note: Friday's will always be Fic Fridays. I write these up during Sunday. Every Friday, you can find either an xReader or OC x Canon.
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Ethereal Nexus
Eons after the main events of FF VII.
The stars above the Ethereal Nexus didn’t twinkle. They pulsed like open wounds in the sky. Beneath the bleeding heavens and the bones of a city lost to time, Aurora screamed: not in a voice, but a keen, high-frequency cry that cracked glass and made the galaxies overhead stutter. Her white hair turned to flame as her humanoid form gave out. The small child swallowed by phoenix fire and pain. Lucien followed, collapsing in a tangle of black feathers and talons, eyes wide with betrayal as Sephiroth stood before them: tall, cold, and unflinching.
The sword in his hand still dripped their blood. They were four. Four.
Bianca saw red. No. Not metaphor, not madness, but a literal flooding of her vision as every fiber of her being buckled beneath the maternal surge.
Her twins staggered toward her on bleeding claws, unable to speak in their pain but crying her name in their minds. Only one desperate thought: Mama. Please.
Smoke curled from their wings. Their protofeathers burnt at the edges. Her fingers twitched. The white ribbon in her hair trembled. Something inside her snapped.
Bones split. Flesh groaned. The change was never elegant. It was never poetic, despite her celestial blood. Her knees hit the fractured stone as her back convulsed in impossible angles. Wings tore from her shoulder blades. Not the kind that a human would expect: not the soft-feathered wings of old scripture but seething plumes lined with barbs and shuddering shadows. Her scream wasn’t human. It wasn’t dragon. It was the dying cry of a galaxy being born. Sephiroth didn’t move. Not because he was startled but because he expected this.
The children collapsed beneath her. Bianca, now colossal and monstrous was a titan wrapped in feathered majesty. She pulled them beneath her wings. Her beak dipped to gently nuzzle Aurora, then Lucien, one after the other, smearing golden ichor from their wounds across her own face. Her wings tightened like a fortress of grief.
Mine, her aura screamed. These are MINE.
Her gaze locked with Sephiroth’s. He was not her husband. Not lover. Not the man who placed a white ribbon beside her sleeping form long ago. He looked like Asmodeus now. Aloof, powerful, and cruel. The same stare her father had given her when he split her open to see what bled: light or darkness. But Sephiroth was not her father. And that made what came next personal.
She lunged.
Her body collided with his like a meteor into a mountain. The blast cratered the ground beneath them, swallowing the bones of buildings. Her talons raked across his pauldrons, wrenching metal from his shoulder and drawing blood. His S-cells hissing in the air as her corrupted aura flared. Celestial light bled from her core, but twisted now, as it was infused with shadow and pulsed with demonic wrath. Her fury was not divine. It was maternal.
Sephiroth grunted as he was sent skidding across the plaza, boots sliding across the onyx stone beneath. He was already rising before he stopped sliding. Masamune sang in his hand. A single flick of his wrist loosed a wave of kinetic force, slicing the air.
Bianca met it with a ripple of warped time, bending the force mid-air until it dissolved into dust and echoes. Their thread burned bright wrapped around their wrists, reacting to every heartbeat, every wound, and every scream.
He came at her next, faster than light. Bianca blinked through fractured reality to meet him mid-motion, as their collision sending a shockwave through the Nexus. Masamune bit into her shoulder, tearing through tendons, bones, and muscle.
She retaliated with a plume of corrupt flame from her throat, licking at his side, searing through his coat and branding into his ribs with infernal, purple flame. With each clash, her aura subjugated the cells within her. Darkness curdled like spoiled milk but obeyed. And within him? His Jenova cells twitched and hesitated.
Sephiroth felt it like a rope around his ribs, tightening. The demonic part of Bianca didn’t just fight him. It sang to the infection in his blood, whispering treason and reckoning. His muscles slowed. His instincts hesitated. He looked at her, really looked at the monster in the sky and the woman beneath its flesh. He saw her eyes: her millions of eyes doting along her head, her neck, and her plummage. Still Bianca’s. Still hers. And in that moment, the thread between them tugged.
But he struck again.
A flash of silver and void. Gravity warped beneath their feet. Bianca twisted time around them like a net, dragging him through frozen seconds, only to hurl him into the crumbling remains of a cathedral. Dust rained from broken stained glass skies. He rose again, slower. His hand gripped Masamune tight, but his breath hitched. The cells inside him buckled. Not in submission. In confusion.
The twins whimpered behind her. Bianca’s blood dripped like molten gold from her wound. She roared. The sound cracked nebulae above, and surged forward. Her claws swept upward, not to kill. Never to kill but to force him back. Sephiroth met her blow with his own. Masamune dragged across her chest, but the moment it touched her light and golden blood, flowing down her writhing feather-like tendrils in rivulets, the corruption stuttered. Jenova’s control shattered.
For a blink in eternity, they stood there: blade and talons poised in mutual destruction. And then the thread pulsed. The bond, ancient and sacred, older than even Jenova and the realms, wound tighter: not breaking him, not redeeming him, but rerouting him. He would still burn worlds. Still ride the husk of planets to the next. But not at the expense of their children.
Bianca exhaled white smoke that curled around her serrated beak. Her wings rose slowly in an arc above her body, as she let out an otherworldly bellow. Her indigo eyes wreathed with golden specks never left his.
“If you touch them again,” her thoughts rumbled through the confines of his mind and the cells within his body, “I will unmake you.”
Sephiroth stepped back. Not in fear but in reverence. Not of her power but of her choice. Of her.
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lost-in-fiction-like-ur-mom · 6 months ago
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Nightmare
KANG DAE-HO X READER
Summary- Dae-ho wakes up from a nightmare, with you being the only one by his side to calm him down.
Warnings- Mentions of PTSD, Nightmare, ECT.
A/N- Thank you, @tomgregtruther101 @errruvande @momoko-world @thethreeeyed-raven for encouraging me to write this!
Word Count- 1,223
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A low mumble awoke you from your slumber. Typically you were a heavy sleeper, but when it came to Dae-ho it was different. You could have slept through a firework show. Though, the second your beloved got up to use the bathroom- you're up with him.
It bothered the sweet man at first, he hated waking you up. After some reassurance that you didn't mind, he warmed up to the idea. This night, however, was not like many.
It was not uncommon for Dae-Ho to wake up frazzled. He would get something warm to drink from the kitchen, and lay back down. (Praying he didn't wake you). On the much more common occurrence, you would awake with him. In turn, you'd be the one making him something warm to drink, possibly something sweet to snack on. Then the two of you would cuddle until he was fast asleep.
It was honestly comforting for you as well, being able to be his anchor was flattering. He trusted you like no other.
Dae-ho was not Frazzled though, and he didn't wake up to get a beverage.
He was thrashing, hard. His legs slightly kicking, arms jumping up every few seconds. With an impossibly scrunched face, he mumbled again.
"Dae?" You whispered out. The only response you received was a hit to the side, a stray flaring hand had got you.
The mumbling quickly turned louder, now sounding like a cry or groan. It worried you beyond recognition.
"Dae-ho." You pressed a gentle hand to his shoulder. His body jerked away from it. Very uncharacteristic.
A disfigured 'no' left his lips, a struggled sob escaped. He had managed to kick the comforter off of himself, and the bed.
You were now sat on your knees, looming over him. "Dae-ho!" You firmly grabbed both of his shoulders, shaking him.
A loud gasp erupted from both of you as his eyes shot open, you had no time to make a comment. His legs pushed and kicked, separating himself from you. At that singular moment, in his fear struck mind, he didn't seem to recognize you.
He had already found himself against the headboard of the bed, his hands pressing tight against his ears. You had barely blinked in all his movement.
With gaping eyes, a pounding chest, and heavy breathing he looked at you. Almost as if you were the one who hurt him.
"It just me, Dae-ho, its just me..." You spoke as soft and low as you could. You didn't approach any closer, but put your hands up to appear less intimidating.
His eyes just darted across the room in response, body curling further. His lip quivered, face and body drenched in sweat.
"You're okay, you're safe. Dae, you're safe. It's just me... It was just a nightmare, everything is okay..."
He swallowed thick, slowly nodding his head. His gaze now stuck on yours. His scared and nerve wrecked appearance crushed you. It was opposite of the man he appears to show to everyone, only you knew of his nightmares.
"I'm going to come closer, I promise I'm here, I'm real, you're at home. Safe in bed..." You shuffled over on your knees, hands starting at his forearm.
He slightly flinched at your touch, but made no attempt to move away. Your hand caressed across his arm, going to his own hand. You tenderly unravel his tight grip on his head, tangling your fingers in his.
A large sigh left him, his head falling back in frustration. He was now back to reality, though still beat and weary. Water glossed over his eyes. He bit his lip hard, trying to fight away any tears. He thought it would make him seem less of a man to cry in front of you. You couldn't disagree more.
"I'm so sor-" His voice cracked as he tried to speak, a couple tears has managed to escape. You didn't let him finish, his face was pressed deeply into your chest within seconds. He truly didn't know what he was apologizing for, for waking you? For having a nightmare? For his frequent PTSD attacks?
You had quickly taken his frame into your arms. He would have admitted that your knees pressing into his thighs was uncomfortable, but he didn't care right now. You were with him, holding him, and loving him. That's all he cared about.
"Don't you dare apologize, you've done nothing wrong." You cradled his head tight, pressing kisses to the top of his crown.
You managed to twist the two of you around, your back now against the headboard with him in your lap. He was quiet for awhile, you simply rocked him back and forth for a little bit.
His arms found themselves wrapped around your waist. He held onto you for dear life... Almost as if you'd fade away if he let go. You heard his breathing shake every few breaths, but he was calming down.
Continuing to rock, you reached your hands up to his hair. It was half up, half down. The hair tie pulled out of his hair easily enough. You were able to considerably comb through his hair with your fingers. A simple action you knew he loved.
While one hand worked at his soft black hair, another rubbed circles on his back. "Feeling better?"
He sniffled, leaning up to look at you. He couldn't meet your eyes, almost embarrassed. His meek, "Thank you." was accompanied by a nod.
You brushed through his hair, even with him sat up. "Want to talk about it?" You never wanted to pressure him into anything he wasn't comfortable with.
"Just the typical... but you were there, you were who I was shooting... It was like you were the enemy... I just- I can't describe it.. It made no sense-." His voice shook again, so you interrupted him.
"Exactly, baby. It was a nightmare that will never happen... Because I know you would never hurt me, that you would do anything to protect me?" Your tone implied a question.
He nodded furiously, now making direct eye contact. There wasn't a phrase he agreed more with. He looked at you like a loyal puppy.
"See? It was your sweet little mind playing mean tricks on you..." You rested a flat palm to his cheek. Taking in how handsome he looked in the moonlight.
He puffed, now more light hearted, and fell back onto your chest.
"I promise I will keep you safe from all the nightmares and mind games." He was frustrated at your words.
"But that's supposed to be my job..." He said, face conveniently still upon your breast.
You smiled warmly, "Yes, it is. And you fulfill it perfectly. I couldn't be happier. But, you must let me take care of you as well..."
He didn't respond, his internal monologue had a million points to argue back. But he didn't. He embasked in the moment, squeezing you tight again.
You took the silent request, resuming your back rubbing and head scratching.
From experience, you knew he would not fall asleep any time soon. That you'd probably fall asleep before him, no matter how hard you tried to stay up. All you could do for now was whisper how much you love him, play with his hair, and hum silly melodies.
And he was content with that.
A/N- Okay, so erm. I feel like it was rushed (it was), but I also feel that way about all my works. So... Please let me know how I can improve. Also this is my first time writing something like this, so I hope it wasn't terrible. XOXOXOX LOVE YALL
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kelin-is-writing · 7 months ago
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HELLO???? PRO-HERO TOUYA???? I’M FOLDING SO BAD—?????
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grayandthyme · 2 months ago
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nights in white satin ;
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jackson!joel miller x f!reader
synopsis: what if that cold winter day happened a little bit differently? what if he survived? what if you got your happy ending. and, what if you showed him what that happiness really felt like? warnings/tags: 18+ smut, mentions of violence, death, and gore. mentions events of s2e2/second game, mild angst, confession, mentions of survivor's guilt, extreme guilt, anxiety, maybe some ptsd, yearning, unprotected p in v, mentions of overstimulation, oral sex (f receiving), mature language, grumpy x sunshine, no use of y/n. maybe a fix it fic....
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"Mornin'," he rumbles, voice thick with sleep, rough like gravel under boot. The coffee cup skates across the cool granite, leaving a streak of warmth behind, and the smell—rich, dark, almost divine—hits you like a prayer answered by the gods above. Liquid fuckin sleep.
"Good morning to you too, Miller," you murmur around a yawn, curling two fingers through the handle and pulling the mug close. Heat seeps into your skin, chasing away the chill clinging to your bones.
Your gaze lifts to him—Joel—watching as he drags a hand down his face, wiping away whatever dreams still clung to him. His fingers thump against the counter with a soft, aimless tap, and you catch yourself staring at the rough, calloused pads of them, worn, weathered and real.
"Tired?" His voice is softer this time, threading through the sleepy silence between you.
You nod, sipping carefully at the coffee. Blessed and sorely needed.
"Is Ellie up, or did you let her sleep in?" you ask, stifling another yawn as you tip your head in a lazy nod toward the next patrol filing into the mess hall.
"I let her sleep," he mutters, gaze flicking down to the coffee steaming in his hand. You don’t have to press him—you already know. They’re still tangled up in whatever silent war they started. Fighting, ignoring each other, walking on eggshells… some messy, stubborn version of a father-daughter standoff that's got both of them fraying at the edges.
"Aren’t you a good daddy, eh?" you tease, hiding a smirk behind the rim of your mug. Your eyes cut sideways, waiting—almost daring him—to react.
Right on cue, he lets out a low, gruff hnf, a sound half embarrassment, half warning.
"I wouldn't press you about it anyway, Miller," you say with a soft grin, slipping down from the barstool. The soles of your boots scuff lightly against the floor, the sound too loud in the sleepy hush of the mess hall.
"I'm with Jesse this morning—we’ve got the market patrol," you add, turning as you shrug into your jacket, tugging it into place with a few sharp tugs. Still, your gaze can’t help but drift back to him.
Joel stands there, broad-shouldered and a little crumpled around the edges, like sleep hadn't quite finished with him yet. Your eyes catch on the strands of silver threading through the dark, messy curls at his temples.
Pretty, you think, a little surprised at yourself. Stupidly pretty.
He doesn’t notice the way you’re looking—or maybe he does and just pretends not to. He’s good at that.
"I'm with Dina," Joel says, giving a small nod. His eyes flick sideways, quick, like a habit he can't quite shake. Watching you. Pretending not to. It's subtle, the way he does it—barely there—but you catch it anyway.
"If you’re back in time, we can hit the bar for happy hour~," you tease, voice lilting into a singsong as you nudge a playful jab toward his shoulder, stopping just shy of actually making contact. "Maybe even get you to talk about your little daddy-daughter debacle."
You flash him a grin, wide and shameless, knowing full well how much he hates when you call it that. The word debacle alone is enough to get that tight, uncomfortable pinch around his mouth—the one he tries and fails to hide every time.
He huffs out a breath, more air than sound, and levels you with a look—one that’s supposed to be warning, but doesn’t have much bite behind it. His mouth pulls into a tight line, and for a second, you think he’s going to let it go.
But, of course, Joel Miller never lets anything go easy.
"You’re askin’ for trouble, y'know that?" he mutters, low and gravelly, eyes narrowing just a touch. Not angry. Just… exasperated. The kind of exasperated that sounds a whole lot like fond when it’s him.
You just laugh, light and careless, throwing a wink over your shoulder as you head for the door.
"Been askin' for trouble since the day you met me, old man," you call back, earning a rough, half-hearted hnf that follows you all the way out into the morning chill.
. . .
Patrol was boring. The kind of boring that makes you wish for something stupid to happen, just to feel your blood move a little faster. The roads were dead quiet, muffled under thick, heavy snow. Jesse didn't talk much—just rambled now and then about town repairs, busted generators, and roofs that needed patching. Stuff that drifted past your ears without sticking.
Building wasn’t really your thing, anyway. You stuck to what you were good at—helping out in the greenhouses, lending a hand at the infirmary—anything that didn’t require a hammer and nails. Unfortunately, you were still subjected to freeze your ass off on patrol.
The wind bit at your face until your eyebrows went numb, your eyelashes stiff and clumped with frost. You were about five minutes away from becoming a human popsicle when you finally reached for your walkie.
"Jackson, come in, over," you called, voice crackling through the static.
There was a beat of silence before a faint voice answered, a little too quick, a little too tense. "Jackson copy. Twin Forks, how’s it looking out there?"
You glanced over at Jesse, who just gave a small shrug, his breath clouding in the frozen air. Raising the walkie back to your mouth, you huffed out a sigh.
"Freezin' half to death. Roads are mainly clear. We're headin' back, over" you said, teeth chattering a little around the words.
Static hissed through the speaker again. Longer this time.
Your eyebrows pulled together, unease creeping slow and sharp down your spine. That wasn’t like Jackson. They were usually fast—too fast sometimes, like they were just waiting for any excuse to chatter your ear off.
Before you could say anything, the walkie cracked back to life:
"Twin Forks, copy—have you heard from Dina or Joel? Over."
Your stomach dropped clean through you. Like stepping into thin ice.
You tightened your grip on the walkie, heart already kicking up in your chest.
"No," you said, sharper than you meant to. "Aren’t they supposed to be back already?"
The static answered for them.
And for the first time all morning, the cold wasn’t the thing making your hands shake.
Your eyes flicked up to Jesse. His face was stone—jaw tight, mouth a grim, thin line. You knew he had something with Dina. Whatever messy, tangled thing it was between them, it ran deep enough to light that cold fury in his eyes now.
"I'm following their route," you said, voice firm, leaving no room for argument. "You can come with me… or you can go home."
Your teeth caught your bottom lip, biting down hard enough that the sting cut through the churning anxiety in your gut. It felt like your stomach was trying to turn itself inside out, the nerves scraping raw against your ribs.
For a second, Jesse didn’t say anything. Just stared at you, snow catching in his hair, breath huffing out in slow, frosted clouds.
Then he nodded once. Sharp. Decisive.
"Let's go."
You didn’t wait. You just adjusted your pack and started moving, boots crunching hard through the deep snow, following the trail Joel and Dina were supposed to take.
Every step forward made the pit in your stomach twist tighter. Something was wrong. You could feel it, thrumming under your skin like a warning.
You tapped your heel against your horse’s side—once, twice—and the animal surged forward into the snow, kicking up white powder in its wake. Fingers tightening so hard around the reins that the leather bit deep into your palms, leaving angry, stinging red imprints.
"Joel? Dina? Come in. Over," you barked into the walkie, voice clipped and sharp from the cold and the panic creeping higher in your throat.
Static answered. Again. No Joel. No reply.
"Fuck," you hissed under your breath, jamming the radio back onto your pack with a rough snap.
The trail ahead was still. Too still. Snow stretched in every direction, pristine and coated except for a broken trail of hoof prints leading up toward the mountain.
You didn’t need to think. You urged your horse faster, heart hammering in your chest, every muscle wound tight.
It was only a few yards up the slope when you saw it—Dina and Joel’s horse, standing riderless in the snow.
But no Dina. No Joel.
Your eyes snapped to the cabin tucked just ahead. It looked solid—half-renovated, sturdy enough to stand against the winter. Someone had been here, maybe still was.
"Jesse—front door," you ordered, voice low but firm. "Make sure no one goes in or out."
Your gaze cut to him, sharp and urgent. He nodded, pulling his gun free from his belt as he circled wide, boots crunching over the frozen ground.
"I’ll take the side door," you added, already slipping from your horse, landing hard in the snow. "Look around."
You hesitated, just for a second—just long enough to catch his eye—and the words slipped out, rougher, quieter:
"And… be safe."
The look you gave him said the rest. You were already wired tight with anxiety, your nerves scraped raw. One wrong move, and this whole thing could turn sideways fast.
Jesse gave you a tight nod, disappearing toward the front, and you turned toward the side of the cabin, heart hammering loud enough you swore it echoed in your ears.
Hand on your weapon, you moved in.
he bile clawed up your throat, threatening to spill out. Your whole body felt like it had caught fire—nerves sparking, brain short-circuiting, tears stinging hot at the corners of your eyes.
You rounded the corner of the basement, sweeping it methodically, breathing shallow, every inch of you tight with dread. Clear. Clear. Clear.
Until the stairs came into view.
You climbed them slow, careful, each step deliberate, barely daring to breathe. The wood creaked under your boots, but only slightly—only enough to make your heart jump into your throat.
Then— "Ha—ha—HA—"
The ragged gasping hit you like a blow to the chest. Violent. Desperate. A woman’s voice, cracked and breaking from the strain of it.
You froze, finger curling tight around your trigger, inching closer to the source.
Through the narrow sliver of the cracked door, you saw it.
Blood. Everywhere.
The metallic scent hit you hard, thick and suffocating.
And then— The mess of salt and pepper curls. Familiar. Burned into your mind from only this morning, when you were smiling over your coffee and teasing him about happy hour. When you wished you had told him that since the day you met him, he had meant everything to you.
Joel.
Blood soaked the floorboards beneath him, pooling like something alive, something hungry. Gushing. And he wasn’t moving.
Your body moved before your brain had time to catch up. You slammed your shoulder into the door with a force you didn’t even know you had, sending it crashing backward with a groan of splintering wood.
The room was a blur—chaos and blood and panic. The familiar weight of a body on the ground, unmoving. Your eyes barely caught it before you were reacting, fingers tightening around your weapon. The shot was instinct, clean and precise, straight to the face. The sound of the gunshot rang in your ears as one of the women dropped like a ragdoll, her body crumpling.
But then— The wind was knocked out of you.
The second she hit the floor, another figure lunged, grabbing you by the shoulders, slamming you back against the wall with bone-crushing force.
You gasped for air, panic flooding in as your body screamed to move, to do anything but be pinned here. There was a man on you, wild eyes flashing with terror and fury. You fought back, muscles burning, your hand darting to the nearest thing—anything to give you an edge. It landed on a glass bottle, slick and cold in your grasp.
Without thinking, you swung it, the bottle crashing against his skull with a sickening crack. He staggered back, momentarily dazed, giving you just enough space to slip away, your chest heaving as you fought against the rage, the fear, the overwhelming anxiety that turned your blood to fire.
Your eyes blurred—tears, or maybe just the smoke of too much anger, too much chaos. Every breath felt like a fist in your ribs.
You barely recognized yourself in that moment.
The fury inside you was pure, uncontrollable—fueled by terror, by the sight of him, by the fact that he was here, and he shouldn’t be.
And it was all too much.
You spun around, gun already raised, your finger pulling the trigger without a single hesitation. The man who had been on you moments ago crumpled to the floor with a sickening thud, his body twitching once, twice, thrice, before stilling.
Your eyes snapped to the remaining two. One was kneeling over Joel, her braided hair swinging wildly with each frantic movement, fingers locked tight around a golf club. The other was above Dina’s body, her face stained with tears as she hovered over the fallen woman. You couldn’t tell if Dina was still breathing. The sight of it made everything inside you twist in fury.
The world around you narrowed—there was no room for hesitation, no time to think.
Angry. So fucking angry. Calculated. Bloodthirsty.
You took a step forward, the weight of the rage feeding you, making everything feel sharp and clear. With one fluid motion, you threw your empty gun to the floor. The clatter echoed in the room, loud and final.
The braided woman took a sharp breath, and before you could even blink, she swung the club at you, a brutal arc aimed right for your face. You felt the crack against the bridge of your nose, the force enough to send you stumbling back, but you didn’t flinch. You welcomed it—felt it fuel the fury already pumping through your veins.
You wanted to feel this.
You didn't give her a second to recover. You lunged, body crashing into hers with everything you had. It was all strength—no technique—just pure violence. She hit the ground hard beneath you, gasping for breath, but you didn’t stop.
Your hand found her side, fingers brushing over the knife strapped to her waist. In one brutal move, you ripped it from her and lifted it high.
The first slash was messy, a deep gash across her throat. She choked, but you didn’t stop. Not until the blade bit down again and again, each thrust deeper, each second an eternity of rage, until her body stopped moving entirely.
You pulled the knife from her throat, your breath coming in ragged gasps, chest heaving as the adrenaline coursed through you, a sick buzz that made everything feel… distant. Empty.
The silence in the room was suffocating now.
You hadn’t even realized it, but Jesse had already moved in, subdued the woman who had been hovering over Dina, and now he was holding the girl in his arms, checking her pulse. Through the ringing in your ears, his voice cut through—low, steady, but with a note of relief.
"She's alive."
The knife slipped from your fingers, clattering to the floor with a sickening finality. But you didn’t even look at it. Your body was already in motion, adrenaline still coursing through you, pulling you toward the only thing that mattered now.
You stumbled over to Joel, heart hammering in your chest, each beat pounding like a war drum. You leaned over him, your breath shaky as you hovered above his bloodied form.
"Hey, hey, hey…" The words came out soft, almost like a prayer, your fingers hovering above his battered skin. Every inch of you wanted to touch him, to make sure he was still breathing—still there—but you were terrified. Terrified that if you did, if you moved too quickly, you might break him with a single touch.
His face was bruised and battered, blood streaked down his jaw and neck. His breathing was shallow, ragged—but it was still there. He was still here.
Your hand trembled, fingers hovering just above him, a fragile hesitation before you finally let them settle on his chest, feeling the weak rise and fall beneath your palm.
"Joel," you whispered, voice cracking, soft but desperate. "Joel, stay with me. Cmon, don’t do this.”
. . .
It had been two weeks since the incident, but time felt warped—like it had both stopped and dragged on at once. You hadn’t left this chair. Maybe just to go to the bathroom, but even then, you barely registered it, too numb, too drained.
The room had become your world. The pale walls, the soft beeping of the machines keeping a rhythm to your broken thoughts. Every other sound faded into the background, until it was just you and the memories that haunted you.
At some point, Tommy had barged in and threatened to force-feed you if you didn’t eat something, anything, before dragging you out of the infirmary for a few minutes of air. You barely remembered it—just that he was there, urging you to move, to care, but you hadn’t felt it.
And then Maria had made you change. She wasn’t gentle about it, but you were too far gone to fight back. She made you strip the bloodstained clothes off your body—clothes that clung to you like a second skin of guilt—and put on something fresh. Something clean. Something that didn't smell like the blood of the man you nearly lost.
Joel was in stable condition now, his heart still beating, his lungs still taking in air. He still hadn't woken up.
His face was burned into your consciousness. Every time you closed your eyes, you saw it. The bruising. The blood. The scar on his temple you always teased him about, now covered with black and blue. The deep, unsettling weight of it all settled in your chest, each time harder to breathe through.
You couldn’t escape it.
His face. The desperate, silent plea you could never erase.
Ellie had visited numerous times. She never asked what you were thinking, never pressed you to speak, but she didn’t have to. She knew you well enough to see the anger, and sadness swirling beneath your skin, the tension in your every move.
She knew this wasn’t just exhaustion or grief—it was guilt. Deep, suffocating guilt. Whether it was survivor's guilt or something more, Ellie saw it, knew it. And she also knew, without a doubt, that you cared for him. The way your eyes lingered on his sleeping form. The way your hands would twitch, wanting to touch him, but afraid to.
But you didn’t act on it. You couldn't.
It was too much. The weight of your own feelings, the weight of what had happened, the fear that maybe you didn’t deserve to feel this way. Not after everything. Not after the bloodshed. Not after the fact that you were still here, breathing, while he was lying unconscious, fighting for every breath.
Would it be better to die? The thought had plagued you more than once. To die with him, to end it all and erase the possibility of this endless ache that gnawed at your insides. To take away even the chance of missing him, the chance of waking up and still feeling this pain in your chest.
What if he died and you never got the chance to say you loved him. How each and every longing stare meant something more than 'I'm afraid to let you in.' Please don't leave without letting me love you.
You wondered if it would be simpler, if the universe would just let you follow him into the dark. Maybe it would stop this gnawing emptiness. Maybe it would stop the endless loop of what-ifs, of imagining him waking up and letting your hands roam against his skin—lips and tongue trailing against every scar, every inch pain he's ever received. kissing it better.
It wasn’t supposed to feel like this. It wasn’t supposed to feel this heavy.
But, you couldn’t escape it. The raw, bitter truth that you couldn’t let go. You couldn’t leave him. And somehow, even if it felt like a punishment, you had to keep going. Had to keep breathing for him, even when every part of you wanted to shut down and fade into nothing.
. . .
You could barely function the morning it happened. Your body felt like it was made of lead, eyes swollen from exhaustion, hands shaking as they pressed against your temple in an effort to stay upright in the hospital chair you hadn't left in days.
The rustling of sheets cut through the exhaustion. Your eyes shot open, heart hammering against your chest, panic. For a split second, the room seemed to warp—was it another dream? Another cruel twist of your mind playing tricks on you?
You blinked, trying to focus through the haze of fatigue, and then you saw it. A pair of soft, tired mocha eyes meeting yours—slow and heavy, yet unmistakably aware. It wasn’t a hallucination. He was here.
“Joel…” The name slipped from your lips, barely a whisper, trembling and unsteady, as if you weren’t sure if it was real either.
He blinked once, his gaze flickering around the room like he was still piecing things together, his breath shallow but deliberate. The faintest glimmer of recognition passed through his expression, a slight furrow in his brow as if the fog in his head hadn’t completely lifted yet.
But the sight of him—alive, awake, breathing—was enough to make the world stop spinning for a moment.
You held your breath, every muscle in your body frozen. You couldn’t tear your eyes away. You didn’t want to blink, didn’t want to miss a single second.
Before you could finish your thoughts, before you could form some grand gesture, before your body could even drop to its knees in relief or allow yourself the catharsis of crying… the door to the room opened.
The flood of people—Tommy, Ellie, Maria, and a few others—poured in. Their voices were muffled, distant, like static in your ears as the room seemed to close in on you. You felt their eyes, their relief, their joy. But all you could feel was the suffocating weight of guilt pressing down on your chest. It crawled beneath your skin, an infection that wrapped itself around your throat, choking the air from your lungs.
He’s alive. You wanted to scream it, to be happy, to feel like you had the right to feel something other than shame. But it was like the joy couldn’t reach you.
Instead, it only deepened the ache. The guilt. You had almost lost him. You had almost killed him. What if you didn't make it in time? You should have gotten there sooner. Look at him. Do you see those bruises? Do you see his face? This is your fault. Your fault.
You didn’t want to face anyone. Not yet. Not now.
You turned, before anyone could speak, before they could reach you. The world seemed too loud, too bright. The room felt like it was spinning out of control, like every inch of space was filled with a thousand questions you didn’t want to answer. You left.
You couldn’t breathe in that room, surrounded by their relief, their comfort. You couldn’t breathe with him alive, with everything still hanging in the balance. You couldn’t face them. Not now.
It had been four days since he woke up. Four days since the flood of guilt and relief had crashed over you, and you hadn’t spoken to anyone since. You hadn’t answered your door when they knocked.
The world felt suffocating, and you didn’t feel like you deserved to face it. You didn’t want to face the world. You shouldn’t. The anxiety gnawed at you, relentless. It kept you up at night, pacing in the small space of your mind, suffocating you with every breath. And tonight, it was no different.
You found yourself standing outside his door in the infirmary, fingers trembling as you reached out. The wood was cool beneath your touch, but your hand felt as if it might tremble right through it. You had to do this. You had to.
A soft breath escaped you as you gathered whatever courage you could, your hand hovering just inches from knocking. Your heart thumped loudly in your chest, a steady, painful rhythm that echoed in your ears.
Knock Knock Knock
What if he’s angry? What if he doesn’t want to see me? What if it’s too late for us?
The thoughts swirled, but you pushed them down, your knuckles gently tapping against the door. The sound seemed to reverberate through your body, like an announcement that you were about to face everything you had been running from.
"Come in."
The voice was rough, deep, and it hit you like a wave—like honey to your brain, smooth and warm, yet leaving you trembling in its wake. The same voice you had sinned thinking about. "Thatsa' good girl." … "It's like you were made for me." … "Take me so good." Late at night when your thoughts spiraled, when guilt and longing tangled into something too complicated to sort through.
The same voice that had sent chills down your spine and made your heart race even when you tried to ignore it. The same voice that had teased you about liking sugar in your morning coffee, a soft joke that always lingered just a little too long.
Your breath caught in your throat. That voice. You could still remember every word, every inflection, like the memory of him had been etched into you long before this.
You let out a shaky breath, pushing the door open slowly. You didn't dare let your footsteps be loud, like maybe if you made yourself small enough, you could avoid the flood of emotions threatening to pour over the edge.
You shut the door softly behind you, the sound of it clicking shut making everything feel too real. Too right.
Your gaze flickered to him.
Joel was sitting up in the bed, propped up by pillows, his figure still worn but somehow more solid than you'd seen him in days. His expression was tired, but his eyes—they locked onto yours with a quiet intensity that made your heart skip. His hair, though still messy, had the same dark, unruly curls you remembered. But the bruises were fading now, the bloodstains mostly gone, leaving just the raw remnants of the pain he'd been through.
He didn’t speak at first, but his gaze said everything.
You’re here.
You opened your mouth, but the words wouldn't come. They got stuck somewhere in your throat, tangled in the fear, the guilt, the ache.
"Hey, Miller…" Your voice came out soft, creaky, and far too small. Awkward. You felt like a stranger in your own body, unsure of how to act, unsure of how to bridge the chasm of silence that had stretched between the two of you for so long.
Joel's gaze softened slightly, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. He was tired—physically, mentally, emotionally. His face still held the remnants of pain, the tiredness that seemed to etch deeper into his features every day. He had a rough, unshaven jawline, the dark stubble more pronounced now, and his eyes looked like they hadn’t slept in weeks either. You weren’t the only one haunted by everything that had happened.
You felt a flush of heat rise up your neck, self-conscious of how you must look—dark circles under your eyes, skin pale and flushed from lack of sleep, your clothes barely hanging on your frame from the stress and nightmares that had claimed your nights.
It felt like everything about you was falling apart. You didn’t want to show him this side of you. The broken, tired version of yourself that you were trying so hard to bury beneath the weight of it all.
Joel's voice was rough when he finally spoke. "You look like hell."
The words were blunt, honest—but there was no cruelty behind them. Just a quiet, tired acknowledgment.
Your chest tightened. You don’t even know the half of it.
"I—" You swallowed thickly, but the words stuck. The shame, the anxiety, the feeling of being so lost in your own head, it all bubbled up, suffocating. "I didn't—"
The guilt was there again, squeezing at your lungs, choking the air out of you. You hadn’t been there for him. Not in the way you needed to. And now, everything between you felt like it was slipping through your fingers.
You swallow. Deep. Visibly. The lump in your throat is thick, hard to push down, but you try. You have to say something.
"You're one to talk." Your words are meant to be a jest, a poor attempt to deflect, to mask the fragile state you’re in. But the moment the words leave your lips, you know it’s hollow. You feel it in the way your voice cracks, in the way your shoulders tremble with the weight of everything unsaid.
The tears start to fall, slowly at first, as if your body couldn't hold them back any longer. You feel them trickle down your cheeks, hot and stinging, leaving tracks where they slip beneath your eyes. It’s like the dam inside of you has broken.
"C'mere, Darlin'." His voice is low, a soft sigh that seems to carry all the weight of everything unspoken between you.
Before you can even respond, his fingers are wrapping around your wrist, gentle but firm enough that you can’t pull away, not even if you wanted to. The touch isn’t demanding; it’s an invitation. A silent plea for connection, for comfort, for whatever fractured piece of yourself you were too afraid to offer.
His pull is soft, like he’s letting you decide whether or not to lean in. And you do. Slowly, you lean over the bed, drawn toward him like a magnet, feeling the warmth of his body. It’s the closest thing to safety you’ve known in days.
The moment you’re within reach, his arms are around you, pulling you in, and you can’t stop the sob that escapes you. His hands are in your hair, fingers splaying against the back of your head, holding you to him like he’s afraid you might break into pieces if he lets go.
It’s a hug. No words, no explanations. Just him and you, and the space between you that was never meant to be there.
Your arms sink into his body, like you were carved for each other, like you were always meant to find this moment. His chest rises and falls beneath your cheek, and you can feel the steady beat of his heart. It’s solid. It's real. It’s the reassurance you didn’t know you needed.
For the first time in what feels like forever, you let yourself breathe. You let yourself break. His presence steadies you.
"I thought I lost you." You hiccup, the words coming out ragged, broken. The tears just keep falling, unstoppable now. The weight of everything hits you harder than you expected, each sob shaking you to your core.
"I thought I didn't make it on time—" You inhale sharply, the breath hitching painfully in your chest as your heart races. The air feels too thin, too cold. "I thought, I thought—" The words don’t come out in a way that makes sense, but it doesn’t matter. You don’t need to explain.
Joel doesn’t speak at first, but his arms tighten around you just enough to ground you. To remind you that you’re still here. That he’s still here. But when you whisper the words that have been haunting you, your voice soft, shaking, the weight of it lingers in the space between you:
"What if you died?"
It’s like you’ve just said the one thing you’ve been avoiding for days. The truth. The thought that has been crushing you silently, quietly, as you tried to keep it together. The silence that follows is thick. Heavy. Joel's breath stills for a moment, and you can feel the subtle shift in his chest, like he’s absorbing what you’ve just said. He doesn’t pull away, though. He doesn’t let you go.
After a long pause, his voice comes, deep and steady, like he's trying to find the right words to anchor you. "I’m here, Darlin'. I’m here. And I’m not goin’ anywhere."
You tremble against him, a few more tears slipping free. His words feel like a lifeline. Like the space you’ve been treading on has finally found solid ground.
It felt like hours passed, the tears still coming in waves, but slowly they began to quiet. You didn’t even know how long you’d been there, in his arms, the two of you sorting through the guilt, the fear, the helplessness.
The silence between you now wasn’t suffocating—it was calm, soothing.
Somehow, though, you found yourself on the infirmary bed, tucked next to him. His presence was warm, steady, and his chest rose and fell with a deep, even breath that kept you grounded.
You had never thought you’d end up like this—lying next to him, with the scent of sterile bandages in the air, the soft hum of the room around you, and the quiet weight of his hand in yours. But here you were.
The pad of your finger traced along a deep purple scar against his forearm the one you couldn’t help but notice when you first sat down beside him. It was a stark reminder of how close you came to losing him.
Your touch was gentle, almost reverent, like you were afraid that if you pressed too hard, the moment might shatter. His skin was rough under your fingertips, but it was warm, real, and alive. Each scar, each mark on him felt like a story, a part of him that you couldn’t change. It made you ache. It made you feel sick.
Joel’s voice broke the silence, quiet but with a hint of warmth that made your chest tighten. "You don’t gotta do that, y'know." He said, his voice softer than usual, but there was an understanding in it.
"I know," you whispered, your voice a little strained, but calm, for the first time in what felt like forever. "I just… need to know you're okay."
"I'm here. Can't get rid of me." His voice is steady, but the weight of it carries something more—something unspoken. Joel’s eyes drift over your face, tracing each line, each imperfection. He doesn’t say anything about how you look, though the words are there, heavy in the air. You look like hell—tired, broken—but to him, you’re still the most beautiful damn thing he’s ever seen.
The intensity of his gaze makes your chest tighten. For a second, it feels like everything stops. The world outside the infirmary fades away. His eyes are searching you—like he’s trying to figure something out, but you can’t quite tell what. Maybe it’s the same thing you’ve been trying to figure out, too.
Your breath hitches slightly, but you hold his gaze, even though you can feel your heart pounding in your chest. It's like time slows down. An eternity of silence stretches between you, and in that silence, everything seems to hang.
You don’t want to ruin this. Not this moment. Not whatever this is.
The thought of naming it—of putting a label on it—feels overwhelming. Is it friendship? Coexistence? Just two people trying to make it through this hell together? Or is it something more? You can’t tell, but you’re afraid that if you try to define it, if you try to make sense of it, you might destroy what little of it you have left.
“You’ve got a way of making everything feel… complicated,” you finally whisper. You wish you could say more, but you don’t know how.
He chuckles softly, and you can hear the tiredness in his voice. “Yeah, I’ve got that effect on people.” His hand shifts, his fingers lightly brushing the side of your face, almost tentative, but the warmth of it fills the space between you. "I don’t have all the answers. But you’ve got me, Darlin'. That’s more than I can offer right now."
Your eyes close for a brief moment, the weight of his words sinking in. There’s a kind of comfort in them, in the uncertainty. In the fact that neither of you has it all figured out.
Fuck it.
Like a string that snaps, your brain rewires the moment you make eye contact again. It’s sudden, electric—You don’t think about it. You don’t think about the consequences, the mess, or the fact that this might break whatever fragile balance you’ve managed to keep. You just act.
Your hands slip up, fingers trembling ever so slightly, but the moment they make contact with his dark curls, something inside you stills. He doesn’t move. Doesn’t pull away. His eyes are steady on yours, but there’s something raw in them now. Something that tells you he’s as desperate for this connection as you are.
Inches away, you breathe in his scent, that familiar mix of dust and earth, the roughness of the world outside, but underneath it—there’s him.
A presence that’s always been there, always just out of reach. But now, now it’s close enough to touch.
Your lips part, but it's only an invitation. You don't say anything. Don’t have to. Everything that needs to be said is written in the way your bodies lean toward each other, drawn together like magnets.
His breath hitches, and before you can even think about it, he’s closing the distance between you. His lips find yours with a desperation that takes your breath away, and the world outside falls away entirely.
It's nothing like you imagined. It’s messy, raw, and full of that intensity that neither of you can contain.
His free hand slips effortlessly against your thigh, lifting your leg and guiding it over his waist. It’s instinctual, animalistic, the movement seamless. His fingers tangle in your hair, pulling you closer, if that’s even possible. He kisses you like a man starved, teeth scraping lightly at your bottom lip, as if claiming you in a way words never could.
For a moment, there’s nothing but the rush of heat, the feeling of him—his strength, his need, his warmth, the way his body presses against yours.
Then, as if sensing the balance of control slipping away, you pull back just enough to whisper, your voice rough, "This was—"
He inhales, as if the pull away from you visibly made him chill.
"This was a mistake. I'm sorry." You mumble, slipping back from his hands cascaded gently into your hair. His eyes dull, as if they really calculate what's really happening here.
"I don't want to mess anything up — make it weird…" You hesitate before taking another step back. Feet brushing against the ground of the hospital, boots making a small scraping noise as they lift from the floor. "I'm glad you're awake. I'm glad you're alive." You practically spew, "But this— Us? This can't happen."
Joel doesn't move. Not right away. His hands remain suspended in the air where you'd just been, as if the weight of your absence took a moment to register. Slowly, they fall to his lap, fingers curling inward like he's holding something fragile that just shattered in his palms.
His brows pull together, the light in his eyes dimming but not extinguished. He nods once—slow, like he's swallowing something bitter—but doesn’t speak right away. The silence between you is thick, suffocating. The kind that says everything without a single word.
Then, his voice breaks through, rough and low. “You ain’t messin’ anything up.” He pauses, eyes scanning your face like he’s trying to commit every detail to memory in case you don’t come back. “But I get it. Hell, I probably shouldn’t’ve—”
He stops himself, jaw clenching. You can see the hurt there, just beneath the surface. Not anger. Just a quiet ache he doesn’t know what to do with.
“You don’t owe me nothin’. Not after what you did for me. For Dina.” His voice cracks slightly, but he clears it, steadying himself. “If this—whatever this is—ain’t somethin’ you want, I won’t push it.”
You turn to go. You don’t want to, but standing in this room any longer feels like peeling skin off a wound that’s still fresh. Like clawing your skin open, nails rough, sharp. You grip the door handle like it’s the only thing tethering you to reality. The cold metallic of the handle searing into your hot sweaty palms.
But before you pull it open, you hear him again—softer this time, almost like he's talking to himself.
“I was glad it was you. When I woke up… I was glad it was you sittin’ there.”
Your chest tightens, fingers trembling around the handle. The sound of your boots echo as you leave, but his words follow you long after the door clicks shut.
. . .
It was two days later. Two days of hiding from the town. Hiding from the man whose ghost now walked on flesh and bone legs, breathing and real, and everywhere, even your head. Since Joel had been released from the infirmary, you hadn’t so much as walked past the diner. Not the greenhouse. Not even the training range.
He was free now. Free to walk Jackson’s frosted streets. Carrying the weight of that night, that kiss, that almost. Whatever almost was.
Flyers for the winter social had started popping up, taped to doors with half-used duct tape, and coffee stained paper.
Pulling one off your door with more force than necessary, crumpling it before it could flutter too long. The word celebrate stared at you like an accusation.
Celebrate what? Survival? Guilt?
You hadn’t even gone into town yet. Too afraid of seeing him again. Of his eyes. Of that voice, gravelly and soft, saying your name like it meant something.
But, I guess it did mean something. 'If this—whatever this is—ain’t somethin’ you want, I won’t push it.'
'I won't push it.'
Fuck, Joel—You don't have to push anything. If you asked me to lay down on the ground and die, I'd surely succumb.
Your jacket felt too heavy as you shrugged it on. Maybe you’d walk. Maybe not toward town, but just out. Just far enough to quiet the thoughts screaming through your skull. Just long enough to convince yourself he hadn’t meant anything by it.
But then—three soft knocks on the door.
You froze, hand on the knob. Breath held. Like if you didn’t move, whoever it was would give up and go.
But they didn’t.
“Darlin’…?” The voice was muffled, but unmistakable. A drawl like smoke and honey, carrying your nickname like it was a prayer and a curse all at once.
Joel.
You don’t open the door. Can’t. Your fingers ghost over the handle like it might bite, like turning it would unravel something you’ve spent days trying to sew back together.
“Yeah?” you call, voice thinner than you’d like, strained from disuse and guilt and whatever mess you and Joel had brewed up in the dark of that infirmary room.
A pause. You can almost hear him shift his weight on the porch. One boot against the old wood, creaking just slightly. He’s nervous. Or maybe annoyed. It’s always hard to tell with him.
“I ain’t here to fight,” he finally says. His tone is gentler than expected. Tired. “Just… wanted to talk.”
You lean your forehead against the wood. Cold. Solid. Safe. “About what?” you ask, not unkindly, but not welcoming either. Somewhere in the middle. A purgatory of almost.
Another pause.
“’Bout that night,” he says, like it hurts to even admit it out loud. “About… what you said..”
You squeeze your eyes shut, breath catching somewhere between your lungs and your chest.
You don’t want to open the door. But God, you want to hear what he has to say.
"I am uh— very sick. very ill." You lie, a fake cough following the announcement. "Cough, Cough, Haack."
There’s a pause. Long enough to make you think—maybe—he bought it.
“That so?” Joel says, flat. Almost amused.
You can practically hear the eyebrow he’s raising.
“’Cause I saw you at the stables this morning, arguing with Tommy ‘bout the feed schedule. Didn’t look real near deathbed to me.”
"That—was a hallucination," you say quickly. "Fever dreams. Very common with… plague. And, you're still recovering." Your face burns. Shit.
A muffled chuckle—soft, rough, and goddamn sweet.
“I’ll wait,” he says simply, like he's got all the time in the world. “Out here. Cold’s good for the immune system, and recovery.”
You bite your lip. Damn him. Damn that gravel-sweet voice and that infuriating patience. Damn that sexy ass fucking voice.
Because you know—you know—you’re going to open the door. Maybe not now. Maybe not in the next ten seconds. But eventually.
Your fingers wrap around the handle, pressing it down and pulling toward you. The wooden door creaks open, revealing the screen door. A thin barrier between you.
He looks… good. Brown jacket, blue jeans, a belt, and new boots, the remnants of blood no longer. His eyes were still dark, and tired, but there was an air of relief to them, like he had relaxed long enough to feel somewhat a semblance of peace.
The cold air rushes in, bites at your skin like karma. He’s watching you with that unreadable expression, the one that’s somewhere between stern and soft. Somewhere between don’t push me and please, push me just a little.
“Hey,” he says, simple. Low.
You swallow hard. Your throat’s suddenly dry, like the lie about being sick took too much out of you. Fuck, maybe you were ill.
“Hey,” you echo. Quieter.
He shifts, thumbs hooking against his belt. It’s a casual stance, but you can see the tension sitting behind it. You know him well enough to read the signs. He’s rehearsed something. That jaw twitch? That's anxiety settling into his gut. That tiny nod to himself? That’s a man about to dive headfirst into something he’s not sure he knows how to swim through.
“I ain’t here to mess things up,” he starts, voice steady, “or push somethin’ you don’t want. But I been thinkin’, and…” He pauses, scratching the back of his neck. “You’re not the only one who’s scared, y’know.”
That hits harder than you expect.
“I wake up every day grateful I get to be scared,” he adds, quieter. “Grateful you pulled me outta there. Grateful I get to even have this conversation.”
Your fingers twitch around the edge of the doorframe. The weight of it all, the what-ifs, the blood, the almost—they come rushing back.
He steps a little closer, boots scraping softly against the porch wood.
“So I figured… if you're done bein’ on your deathbed," his mouth tugs in a half-smile, “maybe you’d let me take you to that winter social at tipsys…”
You stand there. Mouth hung agape open like some fucking fool. I'm sorry? He said what? What the fuck did he just say to you?
"You.. uh.." You stutter, fingers curling against the door frame, "You… don't hate me?"
Joel’s brow furrows—just slightly. Not in frustration, but in that Joel Miller kind of way. The one where he's thinking? The one where he's registering how to fix this. The kind where concern looks like confusion and softness hides behind the grit.
“Hate you?” he repeats, like the words physically repulse him. “Darlin’, I don’t think I could hate you if I tried.”
He steps a little closer again, enough that the warmth of his breath ghosts across the screen.
“You saved my life. You nearly lost your damn mind doin’ it. I saw it. Hell, I felt it.”
His hand lifts, hovers at the screen like he wants to touch you through it but won’t risk the boundary unless you give the signal.
“I hated that you ran. I hated that I woke up and you weren’t there. But hate you?” He shakes his head, the weight of it settling like snowfall. “I could never.”
The silence that follows is sharp and thick, clinging to the air between you.
“You still think I don’t want you?” he asks, voice rough. Not angry. Just naked. “'Cause I’ve been tryin’ not to want you every damn day since I met you. And I’m losin’ that fight.”
Your pulse is thunder in your ears.
Oh fuck…
Your gaze drops��floor, boots, anywhere but his eyes. Then slowly lifts again, like your body’s trying to catch up to your heart.
Your brain? Gone. Empty. Nothing but static between your ears.
Your hand moves on its own, fingers brushing the cold metal of the screen door latch. One soft twist.
Click.
The lock gives.
You glance up, startled by your own movement, eyes locking with his like you just said something out loud without speaking.
Because you did.
That sound—that soft, quiet click—wasn't just a noise. It was a confession.
You wanted him. Still do.
You stand there, rooted to the spot, waiting for him to make the first move. Your teeth sink into your bottom lip, a nervous habit you can’t shake. Your pulse hammers in your ears, and for a moment, you wonder if it’s just you feeling this, or if he’s as sick with it as you are.
The seconds stretch on, too long. Too quiet.
Then, without warning, he steps forward, closing the distance between you. His hand reaches up, brushing the edge of the screen door, before he grips the frame with the same steady, sure hands that had been so tender earlier.
His gaze doesn’t leave yours. “You sure about this?” he asks, low and rough, voice dragging across your skin like a touch.
It’s a question, but you both know it’s not. It’s him waiting for you, giving you space to breathe, even as every inch of him is drawn to you.
You can feel the heat radiating off him, and it pulls at you like gravity, drawing you closer despite every rational thought telling you to back away. He’s patient, but there’s that edge beneath his calm—something hungry, something wild, that’s been buried too long.
“I wouldn’t be standing here if I wasn’t,” you say, your voice quiet but steady, betraying the storm crashing in your chest.
He gives a half-smile, a flicker of something dangerous. “Good,” he mutters, then leans in, just close enough that you can feel the heat of his breath against your lips, but not close enough to touch.
The tension is suffocating. The world outside doesn’t exist. Not anymore.
And then he speaks again, voice almost a whisper, lips brushing against your ear.
“Because you ain't runnin' away this time.”
With one quick motion he's in the house, hands slipping against the hooks of your jeans. His boot knocks against the wooden door, closing it. A sway of air as it slams.
His mouth is already against yours, hand moving up to splay against the middle of your back—leading you, leading you straight back against your kitchen countertop only a few feet away. Mouth falling from your lips, he moves into the nape of your neck, a quick and deep inhale—"Fuck, darlin,'"
"You don't know," A small nibble against the tender skin, "… what you do to me."
The air is thick, heavy with anticipation. His body presses against yours, firm. You gasp, it's the warmth of his breath skimming across your neck, his lips brushing against the delicate curve of your shoulder. Facial hair leaving a tickling sensation in wake.
His fingers tighten around you, pulling you even closer, and it’s as if your bodies have a language of their own—unspoken, raw.
“You don’t know what you’ve done to me either, Joel,” you breathe, your own hands trembling as they find their way to his chest. His shirt soft against your fingertips, pulls at you like it’s just one more obstacle you need to get past. Nails scraping at the buttons of the flannel. You feel like a caged animal.
“I think I got an idea.” His chuckle is low, dark.
His hand slips between your legs, hand splayed across the material of your jeans with a subtle press. "Can practically feel it."
His lips find yours again, hungry this time, teeth grazing against your bottom lip. His free hand presses against the small of your back and the other your thigh, hesitating to lift you.
His voice drops, barely a whisper against your lips. “You sure you want this, darlin’?” It’s the same question from earlier, but now, it’s not doubt—it’s something softer, something more urgent. A plead. A fucking prayer. Like if you said no, he'd get on his knees and beg.
His eyes lock with yours, his thumb brushing the side of your jaw as he waits for you to answer.
It only takes seconds for you to dive into another kiss, urgency flooding your body like fire. Your fingers tremble as they work at the buttons of his flannel, fumbling slightly with each one.
His lips are on yours again, a hungry, desperate rhythm that matches the frantic pace of your heart. His hands move to your waist, gripping you tight. The flannel falls open, the fabric grazing your hand, and fingertips finding refuge against tanned scarred skin. It's a sin to hide a body this fucking pretty under clothing.
Joel pulls back just enough to look at you, his breath ragged, eyes dark with something raw, something dangerous. He doesn’t speak, doesn’t need to. The hunger in his gaze says it all. Without a word, he shifts you, his hand firm against the curve of your back, pulling you up just enough to sit you on the edge of the counter. The movement is quick, efficient, and the cool granite meets your skin, but it’s nothing compared to the warmth of his body, pressed against you.
Your breath hitches as his hands slide under your shirt, rough against your skin, pulling you even closer. His lips hover just above your ear, his voice gravelly, rough. “You kiss like you patrol.”
He's purposeful with each movement. Every drag of his finger causing a fire in it's path. Hands gently coming to the hem of your jeans, and then with a small pop, the button is undone. A slow, and soft shimmying down until all he can stare at is his glistening prize.
"Greedy… Unhinged..." He continues, lowering down to his knees— his hands slipping down your thighs, to your ankles, and then hooking your legs above his shoulders, "Clumsily, maybe…"
Within seconds his mouth is against you. It's hot, wet, animalistic as if the man is starved. Clumsy. Messy. Tongue grazing over every sensitive fold— and your very swollen clit. He flattens his tongue against you,—then as quick as he can extinguish the pleasure, he nibbles against you. Profanities dripping from your mouth, his name followers like a prayer of forgiveness.
"Needy fuckin girl, y'taste so good."
The response to his words. Your free hand shoots out to the top of his head, fingers interlacing with salt and pepper curls. Wanting can't even describe your state of mind right now. It's more like yearning, fucking craving.
Forearm burning from strength it takes to hold yourself up on the countertop, needing to see him on his knees for yourself.
You curl your fingers, a soft tug of his hair earns that deep guttural growl from his throat.
"mmh, easy, girl," His breath fans across your pussy, sending shivers shooting up your spine.
You try to look away—try to break this sight, but you're pretty sure if you blinked hard enough you'd wake up from this dream. He dips lower, his mouth pulling you closer to the edge, grounding you to him like you were the only thing that ever mattered.
His lips release from your cunt with a pop, tongue curling against the spit line that follows. His eyes settle against your own— dark, and frantic.
The release of the sensation causes you to shiver, the overstimulation already coiling in your core. Twitching, a small huff to every breath you release.
"That all it takes to get you shakin' like a leaf?" He chuckles—soft.
The tension in the air thickens as you lean down, close enough to make your heart race, yet he doesn’t rush it. His hand still holds your thighs spread apart, the warmth of his touch grounding you.
"I want you." The words flow easily. Easily because your brain is pathetically melted inside of your skull.
He practically purrs, another deep growl from his throat, "Yeah?"
"Then take it… 'ts all yours," He tilts his head with his words, eyes dancing over every single feature you have. He stares at you like his brain maps out every mole, and scar. You needily grab at the remnants of his unbuttoned flannel, pulling it up towards you. He smiles, smiles. Excitedly standing back up, and leaning into your touch.
You don't hesitate. You pull him back in, mouths clashing, breaths hot and broken. His hands roam your thighs, your hips, possessive like he’s memorizing you, branding you. You feel the scratch of his callouses against your skin, grounding you, making you dizzy all at once.
One hand tilts your chin up, the other slides up your back, holding you steady while his mouth traces a trail from your lips to your jaw, then lower, pressing kisses down your throat, your collarbone.
You tilt your head back to give him more space, a soft, desperate noise escaping your throat. His name slips from your lips without thinking—"Joel."
That sound alone seems to snap something inside him. Saying his name like that. Like you need him. Like you fucking crave him. It practically got him drunk on sin.
He lifts his head, eyes dark and molten. His hands grip your waist firmly, thumbs stroking slow circles against your sides. “Gonna take care of you, darlin’. Gonna give you everything you been needin’… just like you deserve.”
The jingle of his belt catches your attention, as if your brain can process anymore. His fingers softly unthreading the leather from the metal, and with a clank—it's slipping to the floor.
“Still with me, sweetheart?” he murmurs, voice rough, thumb brushing tender over your hipbone.
You nod, too breathless to speak.
That's all he needs. The pads of his fingers undoing the button of his jeans, a soft slide down and the sight nearly makes you keel over. You've met god. How could someone hide such a perfect cock? The size of him itself steals the air from your lungs.
"Please," You breathe, "Please Joel."
"You look so damn pretty like this," he says, half in awe, half in something darker, heavier.
"Layin' below me, fucked out on your kitchen counter."
Without a delay he inches in, the tip of his cock pressing against your needy, and swollen entrance. The angle is perfect, a slow and greedy intrusion that causes your nails to scrape at the granite of the countertop.
"Fuck—" He exhales, a restrained whine from his throat, "You were made f'r me…"
Joel inhales as he plunges himself fully. Without a second thought, he pulls back out, before sliding back in. It's like a game for him, eyes downward on the motion. Watching the back and forth of his cock as he dives in and out of you.
His pace quickens, the musical rhythmic of the thrusting becoming faster, and faster. He's hitting spots you didn't even know you had. Spots that nobody has ever reached. You can barely hear, ears ringing, vision blurred by inklings of tears.
You don't realize your howling his name until he speaks.
"Gotta… Quiet down there, darlin'…”He chuckles, deep and gravelly as he holds back a strained noise. Hips snapping back and forth, the wet squelches of your pussy like music to his ears, "… don't want the neighbors thinkin' you got coyotes."
Every thrust is a further hit to your core, releasing a sound that vaguely resembles a wheeze rather than a moan. Each muscle in your thighs threatening to give out, as you open your legs wider and wider for his ravaging.
Joel likes to drag it out, pulling his cock all the way out, leaving only the tip—grinding there for a moment until his own body twitches, and then slamming back in as hard as possible. Hands vice gripped around your thighs, bringing you to and from him like a pocket pussy.
“Sweet girl, oh fuck.. fuck..”
Sloppy around him, already drenching the area between you two - wet squishing noises as he drags back the mixture of pre and slick, just to bury it back inside of you.
"Gonna paint your fuckin' insides at this rate…" He exhales, shakily. He's fucking into you like a wild animal. At the end of the day, that's what he is. Bloodthirsty, a killer, known for his haunting and inhuman actions.
“Fuck, please.. right there, oh fuck, Joel—" You cry out, hips clumsily and weakly fumbling against your meeting point, trying to bury him deeper inside of yourself.
Bottom lip taken between his teeth, glossy eyed staring down at the sight of his cock sliding in and out. "Can feel you squeezn', know how close you are…"
Back and forth— milking cries from your sweet lips. Continually riding the way you clamp down on him desperately, leaning into your orgasm.
"J-Joel— Oh my g.." The words can't even release from your throat, before your head tilts back and a series of gargled profanities and pet-names drool out.
"Good fuckin' girl, just like that… take it just like that…" his words are pure fucking filth.
It's not long after you that his hips start to snap messily, losing his train of thought at every deep bury into your overstimulated pussy. Head tipping down—he clamps his eyes shut, riding the high of your squirming.
He cums. It paints your insides with boiling heat, both of you stringing out whines and grunts. The snapping motion continues, as he ruts the cum deeper and deeper inside of you. He's purposefully dragging out his own relief. Doesn't want it to end. Fuck, he never wants it to end.
"Fuckin' hell…" Joel murmurs softly, slipping out with a slow release. The tension eases in your gut, and you feel every muscle in your body screaming at you. You let out a noise between a sigh and a whimper, the feeling sends a shiver up and down your body. Goosebumps in the wake of his hot breath.
“Yeah.. you ain't gettin' away from me again…"
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Bedrotting with Suguru.
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♡♡♡ Project Bunny ♡♡♡
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Chapter I: Live - PixelBunny.exe
“Y-you all are so mean… I’m shy, y’know. I’m not just here to be your toy…” You purred, same curated high-pitched tone matched with a sickly sweet giggle. “But thank you, Daddies.”
♡■♡■♡ Pairing: LADS MLIs x afab camgirl!reader
♡■♡■♡ Plot Summary:
By day, you're just a broke barista with a caffeine addiction, with a useless degree and a student loan nightmare, and a customer service smile stitched over your burnout. By night, you're Pixel Bunny—a bratty, cosplay-clad camgirl with a shy voice, a pastel aesthetic, and a growing fanbase that keeps your lights on and your legs open.
Except… your five most generous patrons are a little too devoted. Each a stranger with a username and a hard-on for control, slowly bleeding into your real life.
♡■♡■♡ Tags: 18+, multichapters, second pov, eventual poly, eventual orgy, dark romance, reverse harem, shameless smut, porn with plot, explicit, gradual shift into darker themes, voyeurism, praise kink, porn, ooc, canon divergence au, sex toys, clothing fetish, cosplay, breeding kink, ddlg (daddy dom/little girl), pet names, live masturbation, power play, strip tease, sex work, camgirl au, streaming culture, orgasm denial, parasocial relationship, obsessive parasocial behavior, dirty talk, stalking tendencies, reader is not mc, reader has a day job, reader is addressed as "Bunny" or "PixelBunny" on stream, masked identities
♡■♡■♡ Word Count: 7.2K
A/N: Finally dug up an old idea and use it for another LADS fanfic. I was debating whether I use an oc or just follow my usual "x reader", guess what I did? Please take this "you" persona impersonally.
A/N2: holy shit, I thought I saved it up as a draft 😂 I wasn't done editing it lmfao
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Your screen flickered to life with the soft, ambient glow of neon pinks and cool lilacs. Lo-fi beats hummed low through your headset, a curated loop of calming bass and synthetic purrs you’ve fine-tuned to make every viewer feel like they were lounging right in bed with you.
The room behind you was an aesthetic fever dream: plushies, pastel LEDs, posters of vintage anime girls with glassy eyes and lollipops too large for their mouths.
You're perched on the center of your bed, legs curled just right, clad in a baby-pink cropped cardigan that technically covers your nipples—but just barely, plaid skirt strategically rumpled that showed off your panties you’d pretend were modest if they weren’t riding a dangerous line between “cute” and “cam site terms of service violation.”
The bunny-eared headset—your signature look—bobbed slightly as you adjusted, lips glossed to a cherry sheen and parted with practiced nervousness.
A delectable morsel wrapped in pastel and lust. That’s you, PixelBunny. A camgirl rising on the other side of the internet.
Just shy. Just bratty enough.
Innocent. Dumb. Deceiving.
Click. You're live.
The chat was already rioting. A thousand hearts bloomed in the corner of your screen. Familiar names lit up the chat like a twisted bouquet of usernames you knew better than your actual friends.
Syl.Draconia 💎 has joined the stream 🐇
R.tist!c tipped 1000 credits: angel, that lipstick shade is killing me
X-Devoted upgraded to SUGAR DADDY - ULTRA VIP 💎
Mr. WhiteCoat tipped 500 credits: Don’t overwork yourself.
C.Pilot: you're late. I've been waiting Bunny. ;)
3009 more viewers have joined 🐇
You smiled sweetly. Blushed. Looked away. A beat too long, just to make them ache for it. And then, your voice—high, breathy, a porcelain teacup too full of heat—spilled into the mic.
“H-hi, everyone. Welcome back to my... super cozy Friday stream. I—I missed you all so much... I was sooo lonely today…”
A flurry of small donations exploded with the flood of emotes. Bunnies. Eggplants. Hearts. Claws. One name after another. Each one hit your account like a loaded promise. A private ping dinged—five times, exactly. Direct messages, encrypted, VIP access only.
You ignored them. For now.
The camera zoomed slightly—auto-focus tracing your thighs as they shifted. Your skin was glossed, powdered, glowing under artificial moonlight. You stretched your arms overhead, the croptop sliding just enough to show the soft curve of underboobs, a calculated ‘oopsie’ perfected by months of practice.
C.Pilot: you know you missed yesterday right?
X-Devoted: Uve been a veeery naughty bunny…
Mr. WhiteCoat: I’m monitoring your dopamine spikes in real time. They’re inconsistent.
R.tist!c: is that the cardigan i sent you? unbutton it slowly
Syl.Draconia: Shes hiding something tonight. Increased blink rate. Deviated gaze.
“Y-you all are so mean… I’m shy, y’know. I’m not just here to be your toy…” You purred, same curated high-pitched tone matched with a sickly sweet giggle. “But thank you, Daddies.”
You giggled, again, hiding your face in your hands. A perfect little bunny. Tempting fate like it was a game. Innocence so carefully curated it could only be filthy. Just a girl in your safe little pastel den, alone in your apartment, with predatory men watching you burn.
You shifted, thighs parting slightly, your voice rising just a note.
“I m-might’ve been a little mean… I didn’t respond to some DMs. I went live without private previews tonight... I guess I was just feeling bold.”
X-Devoted: U will learn sweetheart
Syl.Draconia: Already running your own script. Dangerous.
Mr. WhiteCoat: This requires corrective conditioning.
C.Pilot: youre gonna make me break my keyboard Bun.
R.tist!c: keep talking, your shame is muse enough
The camera light pulsed. You leaned forward, intentionally framing your cleavage with your forearms as you pouted at the lens.
“You’re all so strict with me lately,” you murmured, voice full of mock-pout and something that wasn’t so mock. “But I know how much you missed me…”
You reached for a small heart-shaped plastic on the nightstand.
“A-and I think I’m ready to be your good bunny again.”
Then—click.
You pressed the first tip-button. The sex toy that was already inserted before the stream purred to life inside you, humming quiet and wicked.
“A-ah—mm! T-that’s... oopsie.” Well, at least the moan that slipped from your glossy lips was real.
X-Devoted: Dont play shy. U wore that choker for me.
Syl.Draconia: Zoom. 140%. Enhance the thighs.
R.tist!c: such soft curves, let me paint you like this
Mr. WhiteCoat: Keep still. I’m running diagnostics.
C.Pilot : bet she soaked the sheets already.
mr.unknown: oh yes, moan for us more 😩
zeronut: show pussy plz… 💦
"Oh... Oh Daddy..." You murmured into the mic, your eyes glazed over as the vibrations from the toy X-Devoted had chosen for you resonated through your body. You could feel the heat rising to your cheeks, a blush that surely painted your face in a way that made the camera love you more. The chat was a whirlwind of lewd comments and generous tips. Each one of your patrons had a piece of you, and you knew it. You reveled in it.
You leaned back into the plush pillows, your hands sneaked under the cardigan, fingers dancing over your chest, tracing the edges of the pasties you knew R.tist!c had picked out from the last set of gifts he'd sent. His taste was always so... exquisite. You could feel your heart racing, the decorative adhesive tickling against your skin with each breath.
"Thank you for the tips, Daddy..." You breathed into the mic, a soft smile playing on your lips as you scanned the chat for X-Devoted's name. His tip had triggered the toy, and the pleasure was already pooling in your stomach, threatening to spill over. "You're all so generous tonight."
The screen was a blur of usernames and donation amounts. You bit your bottom lip, letting the anticipation build as you slowly unbuttoned the cardigan. The cool air hit your bare skin, and you shivered dramatically for the camera, knowing it would drive them wild. The room was a symphony of virtual praise, each note hitting a different chord of your arousal.
X-Devoted: Good girl. Thats what I like to see
C.Pilot: let’s see how much you’ve been taking care of yourself Bunny.
R.tist!c: more little bun, show us everything
With a devilish smirk, you leaned forward, giving them the show they were dying to see. The cardigan fell away, revealing the purple, starfish-shaped pasties that covered your areola—nipples already peaked out and were begging for attention beneath the adhesive silicone.
The cold lens of the camera was the only thing touching them as you whispered, "Look at what you do to me, Daddy." You gave your torso a gentle shake, watching your breasts jiggle before the eyes of your devoted audience.
The chat exploded with emojis and messages. The numbers on the side of your screen spun upwards like a slot machine hitting a jackpot. You felt a thrill of power, a heady rush of adrenaline, knowing that these men were all watching you, all wanting you, all willing to give you anything to satisfy their desires. You were the puppeteer, and they were your marionettes, dancing to the tune of your siren's song.
"Would you like to taste my tits, Daddy?" You whispered into the void, watching the screen as your words sent a shockwave through the chat. The vibrator in your panties buzzed in time with your racing heart every time someone tipped, a symphony of need and greed. You cupped your breasts, your thumbs flicking over the covered areola, teasing the silicone away from your sensitive skin.
X-Devoted: Yes baby. Take off the starfish. Let us all admire ur pretty nipples
Mr.WhiteCoat: Use the adhesive fabric next time if the silicone irritates your nipples.
R.tist!c: i wish those pasties were my mouth
R.tist!c: soon you will be mine
C.Pilot: make it quick, I can feel my cock pulsing already.
Syl.Draconia: Watch yourself Bunny. Watch how beautiful you are.
You bit back a giggle, feeling a thrill of excitement at their commands. You knew they were all watching, all waiting with bated breath for the moment you'd give in. Your fingers danced along the edge of the silicone, the tension building as you paused, just for a second, to let them beg for more.
Syl.Draconia tipped 1000 credits: Take it off let the breeze kiss those pretty nipples of yours.
Your heart skipped a beat as you read the message from Syl.Draconia. His requests always sent a shiver down your spine, a mix of fear and excitement. But you had a show to run. You had to keep them all on the edge of their seats. So, with a flick of your wrist, the pasties came off, revealing your bare breasts to the camera. The coolness of the room kissed your skin, making your nipples peak even further. You leaned closer to the camera, letting them get a good look at the prize.
But amidst the flurry of tips and messages, one stood out. C.Pilot’s text was simple, but the implication was clear. "you know I wanna fuck those tits Bunny." The chat went wild, a mix of excitement and anticipation. This wasn't the first time he'd made such a bold statement.
You looked into the camera, eyes wide with feigned shock, "Oh my... Daddy's being extra naughty tonight." You giggled, playing coy. But inside, you felt a thrill of danger. It was all part of the game, but you knew it was one you couldn't ignore for much longer.
The tips continued to flood in as you played with the strings of your skirt, tugging it down just enough to reveal the sheer lace of your panties. The camera zoomed in, capturing the wetness that had already begun to soak through. You could feel the fabric sticking to your skin as you teased them, the anticipation building. Each user's kink reflected in their words, a silent bidding war for your attention.
X-Devoted: Spread ur legs for us baby. Show us ur sweet little cunt
Mr.WhiteCoat: I can see your heart rate increasing. Keep going.
R.tist!c: imagine its my tongue licking you clean
C.Pilot: you know I’d shower those tits with my cum.
Syl.Draconia: Take off the skirt. Give us a show.
You swallowed hard, feeling the weight of their eyes—or rather, the screens—on you. It was all a game, a dance of power and desire played out in pixels. But you were good at this dance, weren't you? You'd been doing it for some months. You leaned back, letting your legs fall open just enough to hint at the lacy treasure beneath. The toy in your panties buzzed louder, the intensity of the vibrations making you gasp.
"M-maybe later, Daddy. I-I’m getting shy now…" you whispered, batting your eyelashes at the camera in practiced timidity. The chat erupted again, the sound of keys smacking screens echoing in your mind. The thrill of control was intoxicating. You were the queen of this digital realm, and they were all just pawns in your game.
The vibrations grew more intense, and you couldn’t help but squirm. You reached down and slipped your hand into your skirt, your fingers sliding over the drenched fabric of your panties. The toy buzzed against your clit, and you let out a soft moan, the sound echoing through the quiet apartment. The room grew hot, the air thick with lust.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Your pulse is racing faster now. Tell us how it feels.
X-Devoted: Ure mine tonight bunny
R.tist!c: i can almost taste you through the screen
C.Pilot: give us a better look.
Syl.Draconia: Yes show us how much you want it.
Your cheeks flushed a deep shade of pink, and your breathing grew heavier as you read the messages, feeling their eyes on you—or rather, the screens that served as their windows into your private world. The vibrations grew stronger, and you could feel yourself getting closer to the edge. But you weren’t ready to give in just yet. You had to keep them wanting more.
"But not yet, Daddy," you murmured into the microphone, your voice a sultry whisper. "I want to save the best for later." You pulled your hand away from your panties, leaving them wet and exposed. The camera zoomed in, and you watched the chat light up with excitement. You had them hooked, and you were the master angler reeling them in, inch by inch.
With a practiced brattiness, you stood from the bed.
"Oh... so cold!~" You gasp, hugging yourself in a manner dramatic enough to tease your audience.
You turned to face the camera fully, your eyes scanning the chat for any signs of the five high-rollers you knew were out there. You strutted over to the clothing rack, the soft thud of your feet echoing through the quiet room. The outfit was a surprise, something you'd picked out just for them. A devilish smirk played on your lips as you pulled out the hanger, the fabric gliding over your fingertips like silk.
"Alright, everyone," you announced, the sound of you unraveling the garment garnering a slew of eager messages. "It's time for the main event!" The anticipation in your voice was palpable as you held the outfit against your body, obscuring your nakedness with the screen of fabric. "Tonight, I've got something extra special for you. Who's ready for a surprise?"
The chat exploded with excitement, a barrage of suggestive emojis and filthy messages.
C.Pilot: can't wait Bunny.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Your secrets are the best part of the show.
R.tist!c: show us little muse
You took a deep breath, the anticipation building in your chest as you held up the lingerie set. "I've got something that's gonna knock your socks off, Daddies!" You giggled, feeling the excitement of your digital audience pulse through the air. The pastel colors shimmered under the soft light, a perfect blend of innocence and desire.
You turned around, giving them a glimpse of your bare back, the tension building as you slowly untied the strings of your skirt. The skirt softly rustled as it slid down your thighs like silk, leaving only your sheer panties that barely covered your dripping cunt and the vibrator thrumming inside you.
"Oopsie daisy!" You exclaimed, feigning clumsiness, making sure the camera captured every inch of your exposed skin. "Looks like I need to get changed!"
The chatter in the chat grew louder as you began to peel off your panties, the fabric sticking to your wetness before finally sliding away. The toy remained in place, a silent sentinel of your pleasure.
You stepped into the new set, a pair of lace g-strings that barely covered your curves, and a matching sheer bralette that left nothing to the imagination. Each movement sent waves of pleasure through your body, the vibrations syncing with your heartbeat.
"How does this look?" You asked, spinning around for them, giving a full view of the new ensemble. The chat went wild, a cacophony of lewd comments and tips. You could feel the power surging through you, a heady rush that only grew as you watched the numbers climb.
X-Devoted: Perfect. Just like I knew it would be
Mr.WhiteCoat: Your obedience is... commendable, PixelBunny.
R.tist!c: a masterpiece worthy of my canvas
C.Pilot: fuck baby. you're driving me wild.
You leaned closer to the camera, your breath hot against the lens. "Does Daddy like it?" You whispered, your eyes sparkling with mischief. The chat was a blur of eager responses, each one more eager than the last.
Syl.Draconia: Youre a vision, my sweet bunny. I could rip that in one flick of my fingers.
You winked at the camera, the toy inside you buzzing in response to the thrill of their words. "Good, because I got something extra special for you all." Your breasts bounced slightly as you turned, giving them the show they craved. "Who wants to see what I've got planned?"
The tips—smaller amounts this time—poured in faster than you could read, the screen lighting up like a Christmas tree. Your heart raced as you felt the eyes of your devoted fans, the vibrations inside you reaching a crescendo. "Alright, Daddies. Let's get this party started!"
You slid the toy out of you with a wet pop, ensuring the camera caught everything, the chat exploding in a symphony of virtual pleasure. The toy was replaced with something new, something they hadn't seen before. It was a custom-made dildo, the girthy shaft covered in bumpy, tiny lights that matched the color scheme of your room.
"This little guy is gonna light up the night," you said with a wink, turning it on. The lights flickered in time with your racing pulse, a silent promise of what was to come.
Strutting closer to your desktop, you straddled the fuschia pink-white gaming chair, posing your back against the lens. You took a moment to appreciate the view on the screen—the way the lights played off your curves, highlighting the view of your asscheeks in the air, your drenched cunt peeking through the scant g-string. Turning you into a living work of art.
Then, with a sultry smile, you placed the tip of the dildo against your entrance, the coolness sending a shiver down your spine.
"Ready for the main event, Daddies?" You teased, tapping the toy playfully against your asscheeks. The chat was a sea of anticipation, a mix of eagerness and greed. You spread your legs wider, giving them a perfect view of your glistening pussy, the fabric of your g-string the only barrier between you and their hungry eyes.
You leaned further into the chair, the cold leather against your skin a stark contrast to the heat building within you. The lights from the dildo reflected off the chrome of your gaming chair, casting a kaleidoscope of colors across the room. The plastic frames bit into your knees as you settled into the position, a slight discomfort that only served to heighten the thrill of the moment.
The chat was a blur of excitement, a cacophony of usernames and tips flying by as they watched you, rapt and eager for your next move.
X-Devoted: Slowly baby. Make it last
Mr.WhiteCoat: I’m taking notes of how many pumps you’re going to do tonight.
R.tist!c: oh i wanna sketch this
C.Pilot: fuck bunny. you're so wet, I could almost feel it.
Syl.Draconia: Use the lube I sent.
With a seductive smile, you took the lube, never breaking eye contact with the camera’s lens as you lathered it around the girthy artificial phallus. The squelching echoed to the mic as your hands pumped in a tantalizing rhythm, giving your audience the fantasy of you touching their cocks instead.
You began to rub the tip against your swollen clit, the lights flickering in time with your movements. The sensation was electric, sending a jolt through your body that made your eyes roll back in your head.
"Mm, Daddy likes it slow?" You murmured, your voice a breathless purr. "Alright, let's see if I can be a good girl." You slid the toy down, teasing the folds of your pussy. The chat was a flurry of commands and compliments, each one feeding the fire of your desire.
With a deliberate slowness that was as much for show as it was for their benefit, you brushed the string of your panties aside and pushed the dildo inside your cunt. The lights flickered in time with the strokes, creating a mesmerizing pattern across your skin. You moaned, the sound carrying through the quiet apartment, a symphony of pleasure that seemed to echo back at you from the screens of your devoted fans.
"Oh, yes... just like that," you whispered into the microphone, the vibrations from the dildo making your voice shake slightly. "Daddy's got me feeling so good."
Your eyes remained locked on the camera, watching as the tips continued to roll in. Each one a little victory, each one a validation of your power. You began to move the toy in and out, the lights casting a rainbow of shadows across your vaginal walls. "Tell me, Daddies," you gasped, "How does it look when I'm being such a good girl for you?"
Mr.WhiteCoat: Your pussy looks so tight around that new toy, PixelBunny. You’re taking it well.
C.Pilot: oh fuck. that's so hot. like you're begging for the real thing.
R.tist!c: like a painting baby, a masterpiece
Syl.Draconia: Tell me you wish it was my cock Bunny.
X-Devoted: Ure mine Bunny. Remember that
Their reactions varied, a symphony of desire played out in digital text. Some praised your obedience, others painted vivid pictures of what they’d do to you, while another whispered dark promises of possession. Yet, none of them knew the truth behind your shy demeanor, the cynical smirk that tugged at your lips as you read their words.
With each stroke, the lights of the dildo grew more intense, painting your face with a rainbow of pleasure. Your body began to respond, your hips moving in a gentle rhythm that grew more urgent with each passing moment. You knew the act well, the dance of a siren luring sailors to their doom. You were their obsession, their escape from the mundane.
The sound of your wetness filled the room, mingling with your soft moans. It was a symphony of lust, each note a declaration of your power. You watched the chat, eyes flickering from one message to the next. Their words were a drug, a sweet poison that made you feel alive.
You began to rock your hips, the toy sliding in and out with increasing speed. "Is Daddy proud of me?" You whimpered, your voice a siren's call. The chat exploded, each tip a declaration of their adoration. You felt their desire, a palpable force that seemed to tighten around you, squeezing out every last drop of your inhibition.
"Oh, Daddy," you moaned, the pleasure building, the lights from the dildo casting a glow across your face. "You make me feel so... dirty." The words were like honey, sweet and thick with meaning. You watched the chat, the screen a blur of tips and messages, each one more desperate than the last.
The toy slammed into you now, the plastic thud echoing through the room. Your hands were a blur, moving in a rhythm that was almost violent. The sensation was overwhelming, the lights pulsing with your heartbeat. You could feel yourself getting closer, the orgasm a tidal wave just beyond the horizon.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Yes, PixelBunny, take it another inch deeper.
C.Pilot: so good baby. take it all for me.
R.tist!c: like youre riding my cock baby
Syl.Draconia: Mines bigger than that silly toy Bunny.
X-Devoted: Make sure u wont hurt urself
Their commands fueled you, pushing you closer to the edge. You took the toy out and licked it clean, the taste of yourself making your eyes roll back.
"Daddy, I need more," you whimpered, dropping the dildo to the floor. Slowly, you turned around to face the camera and present yourself on the chair. Your hand snaked into your g-string, your fingers finding your clit. "Is Daddy going to make me cum?"
Mr.WhiteCoat: Play with yourself more, BunnyPixel. Show us how much you want it.
C.Pilot: spread those legs wider, let me see everything.
R.tist!c: i want to see that pretty pussy swollen with desire for me
Syl.Draconia: You know you want it bunny. Take it all.
X-Devoted: Ure so greedy, arent you, Bunny? But Daddy loves that about you
Their words were a siren's song that you couldn't ignore. You spread your legs wider, the fabric of your g-string stretching tightly over your swollen clit. You watched the chat as your fingers began to dance across your folds, the wetness of your pussy glistening in the soft glow of the lights.
"Look at how wet I am for you, Daddies," you breathed into the microphone, the sound of your voice sending a shiver through your body. Your thumb circled your clit, the sensation making your toes curl. "Do you like watching me play?"
The chat erupted in a symphony of affirmations, their digital applause filling your ears. You felt a strange sense of belonging, a thrill that came from being the object of their desire. It was a power trip, one that you were all too eager to indulge in.
With a wicked grin, you picked up the dildo again, the lights pulsing to the beat of the music that played in the background. "Alright, Daddies," you said, your voice a mix of sweetness and seductive challenge. "Who wants to see how fast I can make this little toy disappear?"
The chat went wild as you positioned the dildo at your entrance, the coldness a stark contrast to the heat that had built up within you. You pushed it in, the lights dancing on your skin as you took it all in one go, the tip brushing against your cervix. You gasped, the sensation intense and overwhelming. The chat exploded in a flurry of tips and messages, each one more eager than the last to claim a piece of you.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Bravo, PixelBunny. You’re so good at taking what you’re given.
C.Pilot: fuck yes. just like that. you're mine baby.
R.tist!c: a true masterpiece in motion
Syl.Draconia tipped 1000 credits: If its my cock filling you up, youd scream louder than that.
X-Devoted: So obedient. So perfect
You watched the tips climb, feeling a thrill at their desperation. "Is Daddy proud?" You asked, your voice a needy whine as you began to pump the dildo in and out of yourself. The lights reflected off the sweat that had begun to form on your skin, casting a glow around your body.
The chat was a blur of usernames and dollar signs, a testament to your power over these men. You felt a twinge of guilt, a tiny voice that whispered they didn't know the real you, that you were playing a role. But the rush of power was too great, the thrill of their desire too potent to resist.
You began to moan, the sound echoing through your headphones. The camera captured every inch of you, every bead of sweat, every gasp of pleasure. It was a dance of seduction, a performance honed over countless nights in front of the lens.
The chat was a furor of commands, each one more demanding than the last. But you were in control. You knew just how to play them, how to keep them on the edge of their seats. With each stroke, you felt their eyes on you, their thoughts wrapped around your body like a second skin.
"Oh, Daddy," you whimpered, the dildo moving faster now, the lights blurring together into a rainbow of ecstasy. "I'm so close." The chat exploded in a frenzy of tips once more, each one a declaration of war for your pleasure.
You felt yourself getting closer, your breath coming in ragged gasps. Your hand moved faster, the dildo a blur as it plunged into your pussy. Your other hand gripped the arm of the chair, knuckles white with the effort of holding back. Its creak was a silent protest against the relentless pace of the dildo, creating a lewd harmony along with the squelching of your pussy around the glowing, bumpy, glass phallus.
"I'm... I'm gonna cum," you whispered, your voice shaking with need. The chat was a sea of fire emojis, a digital inferno of desire. You could almost feel their eyes on you, their hands moving in time with yours, imagining it was their cocks that filled you so completely.
The lights grew brighter, pulsing in time with your heartbeat. It was as if the room was alive, a living entity that feasted on your pleasure. Your walls tightened around the dildo, a silent plea for more, for harder, for deeper. The glass felt like fire in your hand, a tool of your own making that you wielded with expert precision.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Yes, baby, keep going. You’re on the 496th pump and counting.
C.Pilot: that’s it slut. give it to me.
R.tist!c tipped 1500 credits: youd be more beautiful painted with my cum
Syl.Draconia tipped 300 credits: Youre so pretty when youre full of me.
X-Devoted tipped 500 credits: Ure perfect… my little whore
You threw your head back, your mouth open in a silent scream. The chat was a blur of lewd comments and demands, a symphony of desire that seemed to crescendo with every stroke. You felt their eyes on you, their hunger a palpable force that pushed you closer to the edge. The room was spinning, the lights a kaleidoscope of pleasure that painted the walls of your reality.
Your orgasm hit like a tidal wave, crashing over you with the force of a thousand suns. You screamed into the microphone, the sound echoing through the room. The camera captured every twitch of your body, every spasm of pleasure that racked your frame. The chat exploded in a cacophony of tips and messages, each one a declaration of victory.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Beautiful, PixelBunny. Drink water to hydrate.
C.Pilot: I’d breed that little cunt like the bunny you are.
R.tist!c: fuck youre an artwork
Syl.Draconia: Good girl.
X-Devoted tipped 750 credits: Look how swollen your clit is
As the wave of pleasure receded, you slumped in the chair, panting heavily. Your body was a wreck, a plaything used and discarded. But there was no regret, only satisfaction. You had done your job, played your role to perfection. The tips kept rolling in, a testament to your power, to your ability to manipulate and control.
Mr.WhiteCoat: That was exquisite, PixelBunny. You pumped twenty-three times more tonight than the last stream.
C.Pilot tipped 2000 credits: you're so fucking perfect, you’re gonna make me cum on my keyboard.
R.tist!c: i want to capture that moment forever
Syl.Draconia: You never disappoint pet.
X-Devoted: Such a good little bunny letting us watch
You took a moment to catch your breath, the sweat cooling on your skin as you surveyed the chat. The room was bathed in the glow of the pastel lights, a soft symphony of colors that seemed to pulse with the aftermath of your climax. The usernames swirled like a kaleidoscope, each one a reminder of the men who had claimed a piece of you.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Take off the g-string. Let us see you completely bare.
C.Pilot: you’re so responsive baby. I bet you’d scream if I was the one fucking you.
R.tist!c: i wish i could paint the way you look right now because your pussy is an art form
Syl.Draconia: Youre so open, so inviting. It makes me want to take you right here, right now.
X-Devoted: Good girl. Show me whats mine
With trembling hands, you slowly pulled the g-string to the side, fingers gliding to spread your swollen labia—exposing your clit to the cool air. The chat erupted in a symphony of desire, a crescendo of tips that sang your praises. You felt a thrill, a dark pleasure in knowing you had them all at your mercy.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Perfect. Just like that.
C.Pilot: so wet, so needy. who’s going to fill you up next?
R.tist!c: thats the look of a well-fucked muse
Syl.Draconia: Your pussy is begging for it.
X-Devoted: Remember, ure mine
You began to toy with yourself again, the dildo forgotten on the floor. Your hand moved with a newfound confidence, a silent challenge to the men watching you. You knew they were all thinking of themselves, of how they'd make you scream if they had the chance. But you were the one in control here, the one pulling the strings of their desires.
Mr.WhiteCoat: I want to see those breasts bounce, PixelBunny.
C.Pilot: play with those perfect tits.
R.tist!c: the way your titties jiggle is like watching a masterpiece come to life
Syl.Draconia: Show us your tits slut.
X-Devoted: Only for me my greedy little bunny
You leaned forward, your tits spilling out of the lingerie. Your nipples were hard peaks, begging for attention. You pinched them lightly, watching the chat for their reactions. The messages grew more frantic, a silent battle for your focus.
Mr.WhiteCoat tipped 300 credits: You’re shaking, PixelBunny. Just relax.
C.Pilot: pinch them harder, make them beg for mercy.
R.tist!c: oh baby thats the picture id sell for a fortune
Syl.Draconia: I want to feel those nipples between my teeth.
X-Devoted: Ure such a good slut for me
The room was a whirlwind of lewdness, a tornado of desire that you were at the center of. You felt a strange mix of fear and excitement, knowing that any of these men could be watching you from the shadows of your real life, and could be closer than you ever imagined.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Make yourself come again, PixelBunny. Show us how many times you can come tonight.
C.Pilot: I want to see you squirt for me baby.
R.tist!c: youre like a living, breathing fantasy
Syl.Draconia: Imagine its my tongue on you licking you clean while you squirt.
X-Devoted: Ure going to come for me arent you?
With a shiver, you focused on the task at hand. You began to rub your clit in slow circles, the sensation sending shockwaves through your overstimulated body. Your nipples tightened further as you pinched and twisted them, the pain adding a delicious edge to the pleasure.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Faster, Bunny. Make it count.
C.Pilot: so pretty when you're desperate.
R.tist!c: i want your juices mixed with paint
Syl.Draconia: So close bunny. Give us what we want.
X-Devoted: Be careful not to fall on the floor
The second orgasm built slowly, a crescendo of pleasure that you couldn't ignore. Each touch of your fingers was a declaration of war, a battle for dominance that you were determined to win. The chat was a blur of praises and commands, but you were in control. This was your show, your performance, your moment of power.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Yes, baby. Just like that.
C.Pilot: I can almost taste you Bunny.
R.tist!c: your body is a masterpiece
Syl.Draconia: Soon youll be screaming for me.
X-Devoted: Ure mine to use little slut
With a final, desperate push, you came, your body arching off the chair as your juices arced in the air—subsequently soiling your chair and the floor. The camera captured every twitch, every shiver of pleasure. The chat exploded in a flurry of tips, each one a declaration of victory. You panted, your chest heaving as you watched the numbers climb, the power of your own sexuality laid bare before you.
Mr.WhiteCoat: Beautiful, baby. Simply breathtaking.
C.Pilot: that was so fucking hot. you're incredible
R.tist!c: the way you come is like watching the universe unfold
Syl.Draconia tipped 1500 credits: Thats my slut. Ill give you a taste of my cock soon.
X-Devoted: Good girl
As the waves of pleasure receded, you couldn't help but feel a sense of unease. These men didn't just want to watch you; they wanted to own you. The thought sent a thrill down your spine, a mix of fear and excitement that you couldn't quite place.
You knew you had to keep them at bay, keep your real life separate from this digital playground. But as the tips continued to flow and the chat demanded more, you couldn't help but wonder if the line had already been crossed.
If they had already claimed a part of you that you couldn't take back.
— ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ —
You overslept.
The kind of oversleep that left mascara smudged in the corner of your eyes and thigh-high sock marks ghosting along your skin. Your alarm had gone off four times—each one silenced by a sleepy, swollen hand that still smells faintly of coconut oil and shame.
You’re not sore exactly. You're ruined.
Tender. Overfilled. Buzzing like your favorite toy never turned off. Your vibrator still under the pillow—taunting you like the whore you were last night. Your apartment smelled like artificial strawberries, lube, and desperation.
And your phone? Oh, bunny.
47 unread messages.
Syl.Draconia: Your audio peaked at 2:14:37. I liked that sound.
Mr. WhiteCoat: You should ice your thighs today. Hydration report pending.
X-Devoted: Still think about how u moaned my name last. Be good today
C.Pilot: saved the vod. watching it again before my morning meeting.
R.tist!c: i want to paint you mid-climax ill need the raw footage
You deleted none of them.
Your thighs stuck together as you rolled onto your side, squinting at the soft morning light bleeding through cheap blinds.
7:48 AM. Your café shift started at 7:00.
You groaned, dragging yourself out of bed. Your bunny headset laid discarded on the floor like a casualty, tangled with the cord of the bullet toy that made you scream so loud you had to bite the pillow. The heart-shaped toy from last night was still blinking faintly on the nightstand—taunting you. Judging you.
You’re still wearing the cropped cardigan. Nothing underneath. Just a smear of dried gloss on the collar and a suspicious hickey where your neck met the webcam’s frame.
— ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ —
You yanked on your barista apron with the grace of a drunken octopus, hair still smelling like body spray and cum-adjacent perfume, cheeks flushed with residual shame. The “CUP O' SUNSHINE!” logo stared at you like a passive-aggressive middle finger. A wrinkled pair of jeans hugged your thighs fine—inside out. No time to fix it. No bra.
Your thighs sticked slightly as you walked, the aftermath of being toyed open for hours, edged to oblivion and backed by faceless men who knew the sound of your moans better than your coworkers knew your name.
Your phone buzzed in your pocket with unread messages. The same five names.
X-Devoted: Did u eat yet baby?
Mr. WhiteCoat: You should’ve hydrated more. You lost a lot of fluids.
C.Pilot: when’s your break? I’ll call you.
R.tist!c: sketching the way your thighs shook
Syl.Draconia: You looked perfect on your knees.
You groaned and shoved it in your boring, beige, canvas tote bag.
Outside, the bus screeched past your stop without a single care for your state of existential hangover. You missed it by six goddamn seconds.
"Fuck you, rush hour,” you panted, trying to speed-walk without waddling. Your thighs screamed. Your lower back protested. You're ninety percent sure there was still some faux hickey ink blooming under your collarbone in the shape of a painted thumbprint.
Then the subway ride was hell. You shifted on the plastic seat with a soft hiss, cursing your post-stream sensitivity. The train lurched and your sore cunt clenched involuntarily. You could only bite your lip and pray no one noticed your discomfort.
When you clocked in, the coffee shop was already packed. You're over an hour late and reeking of vanilla lotion and unsanctioned orgasms.
Your workplace was aggressively normal. Neutral-toned hell. A cozy café chain squashed between a vape shop and a dentist’s office. The fluorescent lights buzzed like judging aunts. The espresso machine wheezed like a dying horse.
“Nice of you to join us,” your manager—Lysander—muttered, tossing you a stained dish towel and a name tag that read PIXEL. You didn’t bother to correct him. You were too busy hiding the fact that you forgot underwear.
You forced a smile. The same one you used on camera. “Sorry! Long night.”
As you staggered toward the counter, last night kept crashing back in wet waves.
After the ‘normal stream’—you on all fours, bouncing on a glass dildo while holding a printed-out chatlog to your chest like a script from hell.
“I-I’m gonna come again if you keep saying that, please—please don’t make me—!”
And them—ULTRA VIP chat exploding, all five usernames watching you fall apart like a perfectly wound toy snapping loose.
Syl.Draconia: Youre not allowed to finish until I say so.
X-Devoted: Slower. Hold eye contact. Now beg
Mr. WhiteCoat: Apply pressure to your clit. Precisely three fingers. That’s right.
C.Pilot: fuck, you’re gonna make me blow in my headset.
R.tist!c: cry for me, let me paint it from memory
You had collapsed into a moaning mess while the private chat was filled with tips, voice notes and possessive claims. You came so hard you nearly dislocated your mic stand.
And now here you were—Pixel Bunny’s shadow, stripped of pastel lights, lace, and fake moans. Fresh graduate, still buried in student debts, living alone, half-fucked out, and working the register for caffeine-deprived Karens and stoners.
Taking someone’s half-skim oat milk latte with a fake smile and shaky hands, your body still twitching with phantom overstimulation, your panties still sitting in a tipped-over laundry basket, and your cunt still slick from ghosts of last night’s sins.
You slapped a paper cup onto the counter like a half-dead soldier. Your bones ached. Your legs felt like overcooked noodles. You were seconds away from collapsing into the espresso grounds when you heard it:
“Medium latte. One pump vanilla.”
You didn’t look up at first. You were too busy auto-piloting through your camgirl trauma, but something about the voice made you pause.
It’s… calm and smooth. Measured.
You glanced up and your breath caught mid-exhale.
He was tall. Easily six feet. Fair-skinned and silver-haired, the kind of anime-protagonist-just-transferred-to-your-school handsome that would normally make you roll your eyes. His white sweater looked soft, expensive, the kind of thing someone would wear just to make you think about how good it would feel brushing against your thighs. His pants were dark, tailored. Hands tucked casually into the pockets.
And his eyes. Blue. Not icy—glacial.
Like he sees straight through you, and hasn’t decided if you’re prey… or his.
You swallowed. “N-name for the order?”
His head tilted slightly as he studied you for a second, gaze lingering for a beat on the upside-down nametag stuck above your chest.
“…Xavier.”
Your hand trembled around the Sharpie. You barely managed to scrawl the name on the cup, your brain already conjuring the worst possibilities.
X-Devoted. No. No. It’s just a common name. It’s fine. You’re fine, you’re just sleep-deprived and overstimulated.
You slid the cup toward the espresso machine and forced your voice steady. “It’ll be right up. Um. X-Xavier.”
His lips twitched. Not a smile. Just a flicker—barely there.
“Thank you,” he said, quietly.
Xavier turned to wait at the other end of the counter, hands still in his pockets. Posture straight. Like he was listening.
You sneaked one more glance as you started the order. He was staring at the pastries now. Or the board. Or maybe the reflection in the glass. You couldn’t tell.
But the prickle on the back of your neck said: be careful.
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places-across-time · 3 months ago
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“COME GET YO MAN”
AU where Sophia is the Lady of the Lake 💛
When Merlin killed her in the lake, she regained immortality but only pertaining to her role as Lady of the Lake, destiny now intertwined for the rest of time with the prince she tried to kill
She’s a real nuisance every time Merlin shows up to the Lake of Avalon to send off another dead loved one :/ However, when it’s just the two of them for so long…
By the time Merlin sends Arthur off, Sophia sincerely promises to take care of the king until his return
This is my first fill for the @merlinbingo!
Tile T4: Sophia
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gothamite-rambler · 8 months ago
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Duke Thomas: What’s your biggest fear?
Jason Todd: That I’ll never be good enough for anyone.
Tim Drake: Everyone hates me and talks about me behind my back.
Dick Grayson: Vampires.
Jason Todd: ...
Tim Drake: ...
Dick Grayson: I got turned into one once and nearly killed peoples. It's a bloodlust, you never know when you'll be fully quenched and every non-vampire is a succulent vessel... But I'm not a vampire anymore and that is in my past.
Dick eats his apple after that.
*silence*
Duke Thomas: Holy crap stick, Batman.
Tim: Can I change my option to Dick Grayson?
Jason: Same.
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thesunwillshineonusagain757 · 5 months ago
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I have an AU that I though up and it makes me squeal every time I think about it. What if Clark found Conner, but instead of being a teenager, he was a newborn?
Naturally, Clark would panic — he's never dealt with anything like this before. Him having been a child at one point being his extent of experience with children. His first instinct is to call his parents, but this isn’t just a Clark Kent problem —it’s a Superman problem.
So, in a moment of desperation, he turns to the only person he thinks might be able to see the bigger picture: in comes Batman.
It results in Bruce comes back to the Batcave after a long night of fighting the Riddler. He’s tired, maybe even a little annoyed, and what does he find? Superman sitting on the floor of the cave, cradling a crying infant, pleading softly, “Please don’t cry, because if you do, I will too.”
Bruce doesn’t know what to do at first — he’s completely out of his element crying Kryptonian and all — but he can’t exactly say no when a baby is involved, especially a half-Kryptonian one.
Safe to say, Dick is immediately obsessed with the baby and spends all his free time playing with him. Meanwhile, Bruce and Clark’s relationship takes a surprising turn. Because if there’s two things Bruce Wayne is known for, it’s his baby fever and his obsession with Kryptonians.
If you want to read it… I started writting it enjoy!
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thinking about playing with geto’s hair to help him unwind after a stressful week
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the air hangs heavy, oppressive with summer's clinging humidity—a fitting backdrop to the surge in curses running rampant through japan. your days blur into an unrelenting cycle: exorcise, write reports, collapse in your dorm. you call it a blessing, a chance to strengthen your technique—but deep down you know that each mission brings you closer to the brink.
the fatigue is nothing short of infectious, spreading through jujutsu high like a virus. but this week, geto's weariness went beyond mere exhaustion—it teetered on the edge of total defeat. you and gojo had noticed it immediately, an unspoken observation of his too-polite words, dull eyes, and the barely-there smile he wore like armor.
although gojo is usually aloof when it comes to these types of social cues, his six eyes truly lives up to its name when it comes to geto. gojo notices his unfinished meals and lack of appetite, resorting to (in very gojo-esque manner) attempt to hand-feed him and offer up his most sacred sweets.
you'd teased gojo for his attentiveness, but he'd fire back that you were no better, always rushing to geto's side the moment he'd returned from a mission, dragging him along to a number of alleviating activities. you'd even made the mistake of inviting him to a smoke sesh with shoko, a decision you were still getting shit for since any invite to geto automatically extends to gojo—the embodiment of shoko's nightmare blunt rotation.
but today geto had been particularly elusive, so you find yourself messaging gojo privately to discuss your concern. unsurprisingly, gojo is a little too eager to engage...
S. Gojo | Today at 9:37 PM nd u saw how quickly he excused himself after giving his report ?? he didn't even scold me after yaga pointed out that my handwriting was completely illegible :0
You | Today at 9:39 PM sooo you knew that it was illegible? mbn to never worry about the consequences of your actions & ofc i noticed!! he seemed restless during that whole meeting
S. Gojo | Today at 9:40 PM just say ur jealous lol nd I noticed that too it was pretty distracting u think hes still on edge from the mission?
You | Today at 9:43 PM in his defense it doesnt take much to distract you i dont even think his mission was particularly difficult though didn’t he exorcise a bunch of grade 3 curses
S. Gojo | Today at 9:43 PM yeeah but remember he still has to absorb them hes trying to increase his collection i could yak rn just thinking ab it
You | Today at 9:45 PM truee idk how he does it honestly it must be rlly wearing him down tho i rarely see him now :(
S. Gojo | Today at 9:46 PM yeahhh he keeps hiding out in his room classic avoidant tendencies
You | Today at 9:48 PM astute observation dr. gojo that would imply he needs some space huh
S. Gojo | Today at 9:48 PM rightttt but
You | Today at 9:50 PM but? (i like where this is going)
S. Gojo | Today at 9:50 PM luckily space isn't in our vocabulary (i knew u would) lets go bother him :3
You | Today at 9:51 PM im alr omw to u :3
stuffing your phone back into your sweats, you begin making your way to your co-conspirator. it's pitch black outside save for the dim light of the flickering lantern hung at the dorm’s main post, but gojo’s room is only a couple doors down. you push open the slightly ajar door and are met with a tart, saccharine scent wafting from gojo’s not-so-secret stash of hard candy.
squinting forward you spot the culprit red-handed, splayed out across his bed, and likely one candy away from a sugar rush. your exasperated exhale breaks him from his sugar trance and he rolls over to prop himself up on his side, crinkling about eight discarded candy wrappers in the process.
"so nice of you to join me tonight~”
you wrinkle your nose at his lopsided grin, “gross satoru, a grown-ass man eating in his bed.”
gojo sneers peering over his glasses which are slowly slipping down the slope of his nose to retort, “and you are a grown-ass woman who still sleeps with stuffed animals so I don’t wanna hear it.”
he sticks out his bright red tongue before tossing the empty wrappers onto the floor to clear up some space. you consider pointing out the digimon plushie that's visible from underneath his bed but decide to let it slide, seating yourself next to him. you are instead much more interested in gawking at the ginormous bag of candy sitting before you.
"there's actually no way you plan on eating this entire bag yourself, right?" you eye his glossy, red-stained lips "your dentist must hate to see you coming."
“and I would happily take on that challenge but—" he pauses to lift a piece of candy wrapped in shiny gold paper, "I actually picked up this bag earlier because I noticed it has these hard candies with honey filling.”
"how considerate and out of character of you," you tease.
he pouts puffing his cheeks out defiantly, "yeah so this stays between us because I can't have you running around ruining my feared, distinguished, and carefully constructed reputation—"
"of being an arrogant asshole?" you finish.
"no silly, I was gonna go with alpha male."
he smugly turns over to lay flat on his stomach, picking out the honey-filled candies and kicking his feet that hung off the edge of the bed. ah yes, the tell-tale sign of an alpha male giggling and kicking his feet while rummaging through sweets.
"right."
you lean back onto your hands making contact with something hard beneath the blanket. upon further inspection, you uncover gojo's beloved nintendo ds littered with sailor moon stickers. you lift it onto your lap tracing a finger over the peeling edge of a bright-eyed feline luna.
gojo glances over at the movement, "I'm just about done, bring that too."
you sit upright pocketing a couple pieces of candy for yourself along with the ds while he shoves as much candy as physically possible into his grey flannel joggers. stretching your legs out you rise to your feet pulling him up by his arm along with you. you’re pleasantly surprised to be met with the soft, warm brush of his skin rather than the cold pressure that is the icy barrier of his infinity.
although you should be accustomed to gojo deactivating his infinity around you, you couldn't help but lightly shudder as the comforting warmth courses through your body. because despite your argumentative banter, you reveled in the fact that the gojo satoru was surrounded by trusted friends who made him feel comfortable enough to let go of the technique temporarily. he hums softly kicking on his slippers and rising off the bed.
now towering over you, he shifts his weight, fully intending to take a long stride toward the door—until your hand presses firmly against his chest, stopping him in his tracks.
“listen—y'know I love you 'toru but before we go in there I'm gonna need you to promise to dial it down about five notches—" you take a breath and press your palms together in a pleading gesture, "so we don’t overwhelm him."
you’re met with a scoff and quirked snowy-white brow, “tch I'm not stupid I know how to read a room."
you release a shaky "okay" clearly unconvinced.
he rolls his eyes swatting at your hands and looping his arm around yours to pull you forward, “now let’s go visit our sweet sugubear~” you playfully bump shoulders giddy because you’re all too aware of geto’s ability to render you both docile.
lifting a hand to tug down your beige baby tee where it had bunched up from gojo’s arm, you allow yourself to be led to geto's room.
upon arrival, you are greeted with silence and the distant droning buzz of cicadas. the soft glow from gojo's ocean-blue eyes illuminates the door, and you can’t help but admire their determined sparkle.
“suguruuuu are ya in there? we know you are so let us in loser.” he accompanies his request with a sharp, forceful knock.
you snort at this tactless approach, slipping your arm out from his to swat at the back of his head. you take a gentler approach, knocking lightly, your plea sincere.
“hey um suguru, we know it’s late but we were hoping to unwind together since we haven’t really had a chance to hang out recently and we know how tiring the past few weeks have been for you and um...well all of us and well we y'know—” you pause from your rambling momentarily, banking on gojo swooping in.
“we miss you 'ru” he finishes loudly.
you both cock your heads sideways towards the door to listen for movement and jolt back when you hear the shuffling of feet move across the floor.
you lean in towards gojo, your voice a whisper, “he’s alive.”
geto's muffled voice responds, “yes yes I'm alive, sorry to disappoint,” his voice sounds strained yet still cracks into a low chuckle. he pulls the door open revealing himself to be dressed in a baggy black sweatsuit wrapped in a thick grey blanket that's pulled around his shoulders and draped over his arms. his eyes are clouded by dark bags and his hair is strung messily around his head, his lips fixed into a friendly, albeit forced smile.
gojo, slightly amused by the disheveled geto in front of him, opens his mouth to say god knows what, but geto promptly warns, “don’t make me regret opening this door satoru.”
"so scary sugu, don't be so mean," he dramatically shivers and you can hear the pout lacing his voice. you giggle into your palm at geto's stern look and gojo tugs sheepishly at his unruly milky-white hair. he approaches the darker-haired man placing a firm hand on geto’s shoulder before continuing inside. you follow suit and hear geto's lock click back into place behind you.
gojo immediately makes himself comfortable kicking off his slippers at the foot of the bed and falling face first onto geto's pillows with a sigh. he pulls out the candy from his pocket and drops a handful beside him. you remove your slippers and neatly arrange them while geto sulks over to the bed. he sits upright next to the candy and you drop yourself beside him pulling your knees into your chest. you all bask in comfortable silence before geto is the first to break.
"already infesting my bed with your sugar addiction huh, satoru?"
"no sufogu, bwought dese fa you" his words come out jumbled from the press of his mouth to the pillows.
geto lifts a single candy to his lap and carefully unwraps it. you lean into his side and point, "these candies are filled with honey 'ru, thought they could soothe your throat some."
geto gingerly lifts the candy to his lips proceeding to gently coax out the flavor, savoring the sweet taste. he tilts his head back, eyes crinkling into a thin line and shoulders easing.
“s'good, thank you."
while he revels in the soothing effect the candy is having on his throat you shift your attention towards his hair situation.
"did we wake you? it looks like you just had the nap of a lifetime." you reach up to twist a strand of hair that somehow defies the laws of physics sticking out horizontally.
"no, not at all," his eyes soften casting downward, "sleep's been more like a privilege lately."
gojo's dumbass barrels right past any underlying message there, nuzzling his face deeper into the pillow, "s'cwazy cuz you haf the soffest bed."
as expected, geto with the patience of a saint, is unbothered by his lack of awareness, reaching out to affectionately ruffle gojo's hair, which earns him a soft, satisfied sigh.
you roll your eyes at how pliant and disgustingly submissive gojo had magically become in a matter of seconds. in turn, you thread your fingers deeper into the stringy black clump that was currently geto's hair.
"ugh there's no way you let your precious hair get this tangled, it physically pains me to look at," you clutch your chest dramatically.
geto reaches up to touch the hair in question, his fingertips lightly brushing against yours. he swallows uneasily, "it's gotten pretty bad huh."
you shoot him a sympathetic look carefully removing the hand in his hair to avoid yanking his scalp. you would never admit it aloud but there isn't much you wouldn't do for him; he's reliable, a comforting presence, and his character is unshakable. no matter how unpleasant or dismissive you and gojo could get at your worst, geto was there. so you didn't hesitate to make him an earnest offer.
"let me untangle it. I just so happen to be extremely skilled at detangling, probably from my years of experience—“ you gesture to your own hair twisting a loose curl around your finger, “—and don’t worry I make adjustments for the tender-headed, just ask utahime."
"wait who said I'm tender-headed?"
you snort and simply gesture to the ground, "just sit down here, okay?"
you try your best to mask your excitement since you love geto’s hair: it’s jet-black, long, and soft to the touch. it always smells fresh, with a hint of vanilla from his shampoo. it’s honestly attractive refreshing to see such well-groomed hair on a man.
geto silently complies, crouching next to your feet to fold up and place down his blanket before retrieving his brush from a nearby drawer. anticipating the whine of an excluded gojo, you reach into your pocket and toss his ds onto his back.
"here satoru, so you don't get bored in the next minute"
he eagerly turns over and powers on the handheld device. he is so easy to placate, if he wasn’t a gojo you would frankly be concerned for his safety.
geto settles between your legs, back against the bed, and expresses his interest, "whatcha playing there 'toru? pokémon?"
you start to nimbly section off his hair using the brush and begin working on the ends.
gojo shuffles closer to the two of you and tilts the screen so geto can get a look.
"nintendogs?" geto asks sounding exasperated and you catch a quick glimpse of a black-and-white spotted puppy pawing at the screen.
you suppress a giggle because gojo truly never disappoints and continue working your way up your section unraveling a particularly large tangle.
"try not to sound so disappointed 'ru its so fun~ its got tons of adorable doggies to play with and its harder than it looks! honestly its a lot of work."
now that absurdity earns him a laugh as you smooth down the top of your section mumbling under your breath, "yeah work."
"well I don't know about all that—but I'm glad you've discovered this month’s hyper-fixation" geto responds with a yawn.
"thank you...i think," gojo replies before quickly being distracted by the incessant yapping of his digital pets.
you take your time working through geto's hair, carefully pulling apart tangles and smoothing out ends, admiring the glossy shine reflected in the low light of his dorm. once thoroughly detangled, you brush through his thick locks while running your fingers through his bangs that don’t quite reach back far enough.
you hear a low hum when your fingers lightly scrape along his scalp so you continue your ministrations to hopefully allow him some semblance of peace. the yapping coming from gojo's direction becomes white noise as you get lost in thought admiring the silky-smooth feel of geto's hair against your fingers.
the satisfying swish of the hairbrush running from root to end sounds strangely cathartic. you note how his hair has grown considerably since the last time you had seen it completely down. it cascades down a little past his shoulders curling up slightly at the bottoms when released from the confines of the brush.
you gather all his hair back intending to indicate that you had finished until you notice a breathy rumbling being released steadily from his mouth. you peer over his head to see his eyes gently resting shut, with a tranquil expression softening his features as his lips part slightly with each slow breath.
somehow he has managed to look perfectly serene, yet impossibly striking. it was a relieving sight to see after this past week made you believe that his face had become permanently fixed into a frown.
"hey—“
you swiftly press a finger to a startled gojo's lips gesturing to the sleeping geto that had slumped into your lap. gojo quickly powers off his game and cranes his neck to get a good look at geto's face.
he stifles a laugh and wraps an arm around your shoulder, "mission accomplished huh?"
you nod contently as a warm gust of his strawberry-scented breath fans your face.
gojo seats himself next to you and begins running his fingers through geto's newly tamed hair. geto releases a long sigh and you can't help but think its awfully cute.
"bet I can do a better hairstyle than you can" gojo challenges, because of course he does. you still take him up on it though; partly because you're competitive, and partly because you want to keep soothing geto through his much-needed slumber.
you smirk at gojo before parting geto's hair down the middle. taking the left side you begin splitting it into four parts to work on a fishtail. you had always wondered how one would look on him if he ever let down his taut bun.
glancing towards gojo whose eyebrows are furrowed in deep concentration, you notice his glasses had been completely removed as he’s struggling to complete a french braid. the braid is somehow tight, loose, chunky, and thin all at once—effectively securing your victory. his pale fingers weave clumsily through one another to continue down.
gojo scowls looking dissatisfied with his work thus far and begins undoing his current progress. near geto's temple the braid had twisted awkwardly and as gojo pulled the strands apart he was met with resistance accidentally yanking geto's head back suddenly.
the motion jolts you all backward and shakes geto awake releasing a pained wince from the rough pull.
"what the fuck guys”
"gojo you had one job" you moan. gojo's white eyelashes flutter apologetically and he rubs soft circles into the spot he had just pulled.
"didn't mean to sugu"
you roll your eyes at his allergy to explicitly apologizing and shove him away from geto's head. dejected, he slowly inches himself to the edge of the bed until he slides down next to geto. he pops a hard candy between his lips that seemingly appeared out of thin air and leans his head onto geto's shoulder.
you swear you can make out a hushed murmur sounding close to a sorry. geto hums and you go back to playing with his hair. you decide to make an effort to style his hair in a way that he can achieve on his own. you lift gojo's head gently to retrieve the hair that had been trapped underneath so he can snuggle in closer, and you begin working on a half-up, half-down style.
once satisfied you make the executive decision to loop the half-up ponytail into a bun and pull out his bangs to frame his face.
geto’s voice calls wearily out, "having fun back there?" his eyes are half-lidded from dozing off, and at this point he’s completely malleable to your touch.
"I'm actually taking this opportunity very seriously sugu."
you retrieve your phone and open the front-facing camera, handing it to him. he positions it in front of his face to view the finished look.
the corner of his eyes crinkle, but you can still make out the deep violet of his irises scanning over your handiwork.
"I actually like this a lot, it looks great," he praises.
gojo cracks an eye open so he can weigh in.
"I don't hate it."
at that you flick the nape of his neck harshly and geto chuckles at the subsequent wince feeling rightfully avenged for earlier.
“so seriously how do I look?”
“pretty—“ “—handsome” you and gojo both blurt out at once.
an awkward silence follows, and you can't help but giggle at your brazen, synchronized boldness.
searching for a way to ease the tension, your eyes fall back onto the camera in geto's hand and you motion towards it to refocus everyone's attention, "well we've clearly established that you look great so don't let the photo go to waste."
you catch his lips curling slightly before he complies, extending his arm to get a better shot. gojo leans back onto geto's shoulder and lazily holds up a peace sign, his cheeks tinged strawberry-red to match his lips. you scoot forward resting your chin on geto's other shoulder, tilting your head slightly and flashing a playful grin.
“perfect, my new lock screen,” you say, giving geto’s bun one final twist.
geto chuckles, low and warm, and gives your knee a gentle pat. “well, in that case, I’m honored.” he shifts his weight, stretching his legs out, visibly more at ease than when you’d first arrived. beside him, gojo, not missing a beat, looks up, hands folded across his chest.
“but of course, I'm more honored, I'm literally the honored one”
geto looks over the image zooming in slightly, "keep talking and you'll be the one cropped out satoru."
this ignites their usual bickering and you scoff. you watch as geto’s shoulders softly shake with laughter and you swear he seems lighter, the tension of the last few weeks loosening. maybe, just maybe, things could return to normal soon.
at least, for this moment, you all felt a little more like yourselves.
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Dumbass meddling instincts
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lost-in-fiction-like-ur-mom · 5 months ago
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Hello! I would like to make a request about Dae-Ho, a character I love. I would like the story to show how Dae-Ho and the reader develop a special connection during the games, despite being on opposite sides. She is part of Thanos' team, but they still interact frequently. On one of those nights, they kiss and promise to get to know each other better once it's all over. However, that promise is not fulfilled because she dies in the carousel game.
I hope this story fits the bill. Happy holidays! <3
Anything Is Possible?
KANG DAE-HO X READER
Summary- You are number 230's, rapper Choi Su-bong, sister. Just because you are on 'Thanos Team', does that mean you can Dae-Ho cant get together? Will you survive long enough?
Warnings- Squid Games, Angst, mentions of blood, murder, and death
A/N- I combined this ask with another anon request, "badass reader and daeho! maybe she is related to 100 and that's why the romance is kind of forbidden but she doesn't agree with his actions and thinks daeho is very cute. I would love a first kiss between the two, which she initiated and he was all embarrassed but really excited" I hope y'all don't mind, they were very similar!
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"What is your problem!" You found yourself yelling at your brother. While this was not uncommon, the situation surely was. Thanos the rapper, or just known as Choi Su-bong to you, had pushed several people down on purpose. This killed them in the Red light, Green light game.
"You killed them!" You continued, though he did not seem to care.
"Look, as far as 'The Thanos' is concerned, each body means more cash for MOI!" He spoke, uncaring.
"Oh, and if it was me, would you let me get shot!" You crossed your arms, eyeing him up and down.
He looked around, checking for any guards. He then slipped out his cross form under his shirt. You knew he had some kind of drug in there.
"Look, if it will shut you up, you can have one. But keep your mouth closed!" He ushered his cross in your direction. You rolled your eyes.
"I'd like to at least be aware of my surrounding in a death defying game!" "Shhh, Shhhh!" His face scrunched up as he looked at you, offended. He thought someone might have been drawn to your choice words.
You scoffed and walked off, sitting on the edge of a bed to catch a train of thought.
With a puff, you pressed your head into your hands. Could you really go on like this? Risking your life? Then it hit you, your life was over either way. Loan sharks were bound to kill you the second you left... Might as well go out with a bang?
The gruesome thought lingered until you felt the bed sink next to you.
"Thanos, I don't want to-" You looked up to not see your brother. Instead a man with a '388' on his jacket.
"Well I'm not sure who 'Thanos' is, but are you doing okay?" He looked genuinely concerned.
You started at him for a second, "Like fifty people just died..."
He faltered, "W-well yeah... Obviously you aren't okay... I just, I saw you arguing with that guy... The one with purple hair." You sigh again at his response. Well, this might be the last conversation you ever have. Why not be an open book!
"That's my brother. He thinks since he got one hit song, he can boss anyone around." You again rolled your eyes at the thought of him.
"Oh... I see. I-I have three older sisters, I know how it can get." He said, trying to offer you some sort of condolence.
You gave a side smile at him, appreciative of his efforts. "Thanks... What got you into these games?" You figured there's no reason for 'proper exchanges.' What was the point anymore?
He seemed ashamed at the question. "Sorry, if it makes you feel any better- I'm about 30 million won in debt. Some online crypto coin my brother swindled me into. Lost big time." You explained.
He shook his head, "No, no, its fine. See, I was a marine. Couldn't find a job after I got out. Guess I just got carried away with the wrong people... Got into some bad loans."
You gave a sympathetic face. "That sucks..." He just nodded sheepishly.
A silence fell between you two, but it wasn't awkward or annoying. It just...was.
"Well, uh, which are you going to vote?" He asked like it had been on the tip of his tongue all day.
As the Guards had told us earlier, we would get a chance to vote before the next game. Stay or Go.
"My brother seems pretty adamant on staying... And I honestly don't think it would be smart to piss him off anymore. He's got me in his little clique already." You didn't really know which one you would have chosen if the vote was anonymous.
He nodded in understanding. "I mean, I don't have a groupie or anything. But, you could stick with me if you wanted."
Your heart fluttered. Looking up at him, you seemed to just notice how handsome he was... Then reality hit.
"I deeply appreciate that... But I think you might have better odds without me. Choi- uh Thanos, would probably do something to you... I don't really want to risk it, I'm sorry." You knew that you really did want to be on his team, but you also knew how your brother was.
He had a slight look of defeat on his face, "I get it. I feel confident about the next game. I mean, if they're all children games, how hard can it be? I'll vote the same as you."
You agreed, "Then, maybe I can talk to Thanos? See if he wants another member?" You smiled at him.
He opened his mouth to speak, happily, but the two of you were interrupted when the pink guards came back in. Letting everyone know it was time to vote.
"See ya on the other side." You said, standing up to rejoin Thanos. Plus his newly acquired group of 3.
"Yes ma'am!" He responded, giving a small salute. You just laughed as you glanced at him a last time.
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"Are you crazy!" Thanos whisper-yelled at you, turning the two of you away from the group. "Are you tryna embarrass me in front of my boys!" He scolded you like a child. His arms and shoulders going up.
"It's not that big of a deal, he was a marine, he could be good for us." Thanos just "tsked' in response.
"No. We are already perfecto. No more room." He said as-a-matter-of-fact. His arms making an 'X.'
You turned and looked at the two men staring at you. "Thanos, there are four of us in total. What if the next game is five players!"
"Huh, and what if its four! Then I'd be pushing YOU out, Cause of ya mouth." He made faces at you, then laughed loudly. "I'm just joking sistah! I'd only do that if you really pissed me off.... We are sticking to four." His expression turned serious.
"Fine."
At a mere coincidence, you turned around and saw '388' staring at you. You mouthed a 'sorry' and shook your head. Signalling Thanos said 'no.'
He nodded, then smiled at you anyways. At that, you watched him walk over and sit with a group of 'X's.
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The lights soon went out. You laid back in your bed, trying to get some kind of sleep. It was useless, especially when you heard a 'psst' right next to you.
You turned your head, playing cool, even though it did startle you a bit. "Shh, It's just me." The voice rang familiar, and when you squinted your eyes in the dark your made out number 388's face. He was on his knees, crouched down next to your bed.
"What are you doing!" You whispered at him, sitting up quickly. Thanos and his two members were just a bed away.
"Shhhh, I have something to tell you." He said, his hands were waving slightly, a nervous tick.
You eyed him, moving closer. "What?"
"One of the guys has played these before. He said he won the games...That he knows which one is next."
Your hands rise to rub sleep from your eyes, "Really? You think he's telling the truth?"
With a frantic nod he continues, "It was the guy who knew about the Red light, Green light. Number 456."
You looked down, "Why are you telling me this..." You questioned, unaware of any kind of unconditional kindness.
"I want you to survive, why else?" You locked eyes with him. They were honest and pure.
"Well, what's the next game?" You didn't know how to respond to such generosity. For all he knew you would stab him in the back. Not that you could bring yourself to, not after he snuck over to tell you.
"He said its Dalgona. Ya know, the game where you scratch out the candy shape?" You knew the game, having played it in your youth.
"Make sure you pick the Triangle. It's the easiest one." You nodded.
At that, a shuffle made both of you turn your head. Thanos moved in his sleep, rolling over. His eyes were closed, but he was now facing you.
"You better go, in case he wakes up." You warned, not wanting any drama.
His head shook in agreeance, he raised to walk off.
"Wait!" You whispered, he looked back. "What's your name?"
"Dae-Ho. Dae-ho Kang."
"Thank you, Dae-ho..." The corners of your face rose, almost grinning at yourself saying his name.
He gave a small wave of his hand, another salute. You suppressed a giggle, and laid back down. Sleep came easier this time...
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"Welcome to your second game, this game will be played in teams. Please divide into teams of five in the next ten minutes."
You looked around, Dalgona was not a team game. Had Dae-Ho lied to you? No, why else would he sneak over in the middle of the night. It didn't make sense. Maybe 456 was lying?
"Should have listened to me, now we have to find another person." You remarked to your brother, smugly.
"Trust trust, my skeptic sister. Thanos has got this under control!" He spoke about himself, immediately levitating to the closest attractive women. You, once again, found yourself rolling your eyes.
"Señorita, excuse me?" You wanted to physically face palm at his attempt at a pickup line.
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Quickly enough, time selection was up. Everyone was orderly sat in their groups. Conveniently, Dae-Ho and his group sat behind you.
"Dae-Ho." You called, moving to be in his range of sight.
"Ahh, hey!" He said, excitedly. His demeanor changing from skittish when he saw you.
"So, what happened to Dalgona?" You asked, not blaming him- just curious.
He gave an unsure face, equally as confused. "He said the games must not be the same. I'm sorry."
"What for?" You beamed, knowing it was not his fault.
He laughed, "I guess I don't know.."
You just shook your head humorously. "Which game are you going to do?"
"Uhmm, Gong-Gi... My sister's played it a lot, so I'm used to it."
"They've got me doing spinning top. I was never any good at Gong-Gi." You made a glance to Thanos, he was high out of his mind. You caught him slipping Nam-Gyu a pill. He didn't notice you talking to Dae-Ho.
"I wish you the best of luck!" He gave a quick bow of the head.
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The game went smoothly enough. Though, it took much longer than Red light, Green light. Watching all of the teams go one at a time was excruciating.
A handful of words exchanged with Dae-Ho while waiting was calming, it grounded you. He had nothing to gain by helping you, he simply did. It was flattering.
You and Dae-Ho had figured out that his team was going last. It was nerve-wracking to think about him not making it. No one had ever effected you like this before...
Eventually your team went, suffering frequent verbal degration from Thanos and Nam-Gyu. Thankfully your team made it with 8 seconds to spare. Too close for your comfort.
The worst part came when you had to wait. You felt like you could hear a large clock ticking right by your ear.
Would Dae-Ho's team make it? You didn't doubt his Gong-Gi skills, but he was dependent on the skills of his team mates as well. It was terrifying to think they were shot with not enough time to complete the games.
You couldn't bare Thanos bantering, he complained about every survivor. It just made you more paranoid about Dae-Ho's possible death.
Trying to settle your mind, you stepped away from your group, preferring to sit by yourself on the edge on the steps. You picked at your nails, praying he would make it.
Minutes and minutes went by. No one had come out in a while. Was the game finished? Did they die?
Just as you were about to return to your brother hopeless, one last group appeared.
A gasp left you as you watched Dae-Ho's team emerge. You stood up, cheering with a handful of other players. Your hands were clasped gleefully In front of you.
Dae-Ho's gaze was fixed on you, he chuckled. His first raised in victory.
You gave him a salute back.
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You managed to slip away from Thanos. He was too busy hitting on Se-Mi. You were grateful for her, it took some of the pressure and attention off of you. You had to remember to thank her later.
"Dae-Ho!" You called out, he turned around and stepped away from his group.
"You were amazing! You went 'Wooshhh' and got the top first try!" He was practically bouncing on his heels. He mimicked the process of spinning a top with his hands and body.
"Thank you, Thank you." You pretended like you were bowing to an applauding audience.
"How did Gong-Gi go?" You asked, antsy. He rubbed the back on his neck.
He grinned deep, "Would you believe me if I said I got it first try too?"
Your face lit up, "Really!"
"I swear it!" He placed a hand across his chest.
You gave a quick clap to him, "I knew you could do it!"
You felt like a schoolgirl again. Talking to Dae-Ho made you feel like a blushing bride. He was such a ray of light and hope for you.
"What do you think the next game is?" He questioned, taking a seat on a step by the large doors.
You thought for a second, "I don't know, Maybe some kind of mind game. Since the last two have been really physical."
He nodded, "Yeah, maybe, maybe. Thats smart thinking."
You joined him on the step facing him. While you were about to change the conversation, you overheard a few people talk about what they were voting next. It reminded you of the real life-or-death situation you were in.
"So, d'ya think you're going to change your vote?" You became more solemn.
"...Yeah, I just... The others have convinced me. I mean, truly, I shouldn't have voted 'stay' in the first place..." He looked down, almost as if he had disappointed you.
"Honestly, Dae-Ho... I want to leave too... But, but, what if I press 'leave', and we still have to continue the games. Then Thanos would be pissed, and deep down I need him. He's still my brother." You hated the fact, but you were scared of what Thanos would do.
Dae-Ho thought for a moment. He mumbled something you didn't quite catch. "What?" He stood up.
"I can protect you. Honest. With my life." Your breath hitched, you stood up as well.
You shook your head, a lump forming in your throat. "Oh Dae-Ho... That's just the thing. I can't have you risking your life. Not for me."
He gently lifted your hands into his. "You are worth risking my life for."
"Dae-Ho, you don't even know my name." Your voice quivered.
He nodded quick, "Then lets change that. What's your name." You bit your bottom lip before telling him.
"Now, I can defend you from Thanos. He won't do anything to do." He ended with your name, it sounded angelic coming from his mouth.
"I'm sorry... I just... can't." You let go of his hands, fully set on walking away. But, he stopped you. He grasped your shoulder.
"Please don't go. I'll stop talking about it, I swear." He pleaded. He truly just wanted to be with you, he was content with you.
And you were with him.
You closed your eyes, shook your head. You fought off any kind of objection. "Okay."
The two of you talked and talked, time ran past. You no longer seemed to worry about the games, just that you knew you wanted to stay with Dae-Ho.
Until, the large doors opened and the pink guards once again announced a vote.
You said a quick 'goodbye' to Dae-ho, hoping the games wouldn't continue. Even if you never saw him again, at least he would be alive.
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Much to your dismay, the games would continue another round. The vote wasn't even close this time. It was almost relieving, knowing that your vote was not the determining factor.
Once again, the lights went out to signify the night. You noticed teams were huddling together for protection, taking shifts and keeping watch. It was getting more serious as each hour went by. You could not find rest, feeling extremely uneasy.
While you tried to find some sort of reassurance in Thanos, he was fast asleep. You decided to take your chance and go see Dae-Ho. Just as he had done for you.
You knew the general area where his group was, but couldn't make out specific people in the dark. Not from your distance.
You racked up the nerve to quietly shuffle over. Your socks helping to muffle any noise.
"Shh, someone is coming." You heard a man whisper, it was 456. You could see the large numbers next to the 'O' on his jacket.
"I-is Dae-Ho with you..." You ask, shakily.
"And what do you want with him?" A man next to 456 spoke, defensively.
"I- Hes my friend, I need to talk to him." You tried, fiddling with your fingers.
"Yeah, Sure he is. You're probably trying to get in and take one of us out, huh!" The man 390 rose, acting like he was ready to fight.
You stepped back, "No, really, I swear I'm not!"
You heard your name, a confused Dae-Ho crawled out from under a bed. "Dae-Ho, please tell them in not trying to kill any of you."
"What?" He was still weary from sleep, rubbing his eyes. Once he saw the position you and 390 were in, He quickly stepped between the two of you.
"No, No, she wouldn't do that. Really, whatever shes saying she's telling the truth." Dae-Ho came to your rescue.
"Can we talk Dae-Ho?" You stepped closer to him, both of your hands gently resting on his arm. He nodded rapidly, stepping away from his group.
The two of you found a cluster of abandoned beds, and sat on the floor between them
"Are you okay? Did someone hurt you?" He looked you over for any visible infliction's.
"No, no I'm fine..." You pulled your knees to your chest. "I just wanted to see you." You felt silly once it left your lips.
His face flushed beet red, you could even tell in the dark. His hair falling in his face made you reach a hand out and brush it back. "O-oh"
"You never told me what you think the next game is, Dae-Ho." You needed a distraction.
He shook his head, like he was getting some thoughts out. "I have no idea... I just hope its an easy one. Gi-Hun, uh 456, said that they've already played Tug-of-war, Marbles, and some kind of glass stepping game. So, uh, I would assume none of those would repeat."
"I'm glad I missed Tug-of-war... That would mean the number of survivors would be half..." You thought.
He changed the subject, beginning with your name. "What's wrong? I know you said you wanted to see me, but, I guess I don't understand why."
"Dae-Ho, I don't really know why either. I just, wanted to be with you. I feel safe with you. I feel like I'm alone anytime you walk away..." You blinked away a stray tear.
Dae-Ho was lost in thought, he had thought his feelings weren't reciprocated. Maybe they were after all?
He didn't have time to speak, because you have lounged yourself forward in a burst of confidence. You wrapped your arms around his neck, and pushed him to the floor. He was laid on his back with you on top of him, as you pressed a hard kiss to his lips.
His eyes widened, his body went rigid. When you pulled away to look at him, he stammered. "I-I, Uhm."
At his reaction you pulled away quickly, "I'm so sorry, I thought-"
"Can you please do that again." He was now giddy, a fat smile on his face. Excitement radiated out of him. "A-are you sure.. You seemed so..."
"No, no, you just caught me off guard, please, please kiss me again." He scrambled to a sit, hoping you would come closer again.
With a refound joy, you moved closer. This time you went slow, making sure to bask in the moment. You once again wrapped your arms around Dea-Ho's neck, pulling him in for a kiss.
"You're perfect.." He mumbled against your lips. Though, he felt something wet on his face. He pulled away, his eyes soft, "Whats wrong?"
You sniffled, "Promise me. Promise me, that after everything is over, that we will find each other." You asked, pressing your cheek against his.
"I swear it, I swear we will meet after the games." He leaned in for another kiss.
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"Welcome to your third game. The game you will be playing is Mingle."
Okay, this one seemed safe. You had a large group, this can work. You tried to be positive, you had someone to look forward to after the game.
"Heyyy, we'll be mingling together. Doesn't that sound like so much fun?" Thanos went on, trying to hype everyone up. The only one who was just as high as him was Nam-Gyu. It worried you that he wasn't fully aware of his surroundings, but at least he wasn't on your tail about everything.
"Please step onto the center platform. When the game starts, the platform will begin to rotate, and you will hear a number. You must form groups of that size, go into the rooms, and close the door within 30 seconds."
You nodded, understanding the rules. Everyone gathered to the platform. You noticed groups staying together, huddling close.
While following Thanos, you passed Dae-Ho's group, you caught his eye and gave him a small salute. It seemed the two of you now had an inside joke.
"Let the game, begin."
At the jump and pull of the platform, you almost lost your balance. You reached a hand out and held onto your brother. He looked over at you, for a split second he actually seemed like your brother. He was there for you.
That's until a muffled snort came from Nam-Gyu. Thanos pushed your hand off, laughing at you.
You sighed and thought of a smart remark, but the platform stopped spinning and a 'Ten' rang out.
Thanos laughed loudly, "We needa four!!" He screamed, shaking his face all about.
"Were four!" A man yelled back, and Thanos took off running. Your eyes widened and you ran after him. "Run, Hurry!" You yelled at Se-Mi, who had stopped to grab Min-Su.
Luckily everyone had made it to the room, just as the door shut the timer went off. The door locked shut. You peaked out of the doors small slit. You didn't see Dae-Ho. A good sign.
Multiple gunshots rang out, each making your body jolt.
"Ha Ha! My family! We did it!" Thanos bantered, clapping some of the men on their backs.
When the doors finally opened again, you looked around. You looked and looked for Dae-Ho. Finally sighing in relief when you saw him. He ran over to you.
"You're okay, thank God!" He hugged you, you held him tight.
You swallowed hard, "It's not over yet. I'll find you after the next round!" You said, quickly finding Thanos again.
"Yeahhhh! Easyyy!" Him and Nam-Gyu joked back and forth. They started dancing to the music as the platform started rotating again.
'Four'
Thanos stopped and looked at his group for a minute. "Gyeong-su, you're with me!" He grabbed his hand, pulling him.
"Damn!" Nam-Gyu said, gripping your arm and pulling you. While you were happy to be chosen, you were worried for Min-su and Se-Mi.
"Lets goooo!" Thanos yelled once we were all in the room.
"Thanos what was that! Gyeong-su over me!" You pointed your finger at him.
"I swear I thought I was pulling you! Besides, you gotta stop running your mouth. You made it, you're fine!"
You couldn't believe what he was saying. Sure, he talked a lot about leaving you. But it was always just talk? Right?
The door opened once again, you were thankful to be away from Thanos. Your new objective was to find Dae-Ho now.
This time, the second you saw him- you ran to him. You no longer cared about what Thanos thought, nor what he'd do.
"I'm so happy to see you." Dae-Ho mumbled into your hair, which his face had been shoved into right after you ran into his arms.
"I have to stay with you, Thanos tried to leave me. I can't make it with him." Dae-Ho didn't hesitate, and pulled you over to his group.
Though, Thanos didn't like that. "Yo, brotha. What're you doing with my sister!" He tried to shove Dae-Ho, but he was bigger and stronger.
The platform started to spin.
"Leave her alone, you obviously cant take care of your sister." He ushered you behind him.
"I don't know what you're talking about bro! I save her, shes only alive because of me and Nam-Gyu!" He argued, leaving out the crucial part of information where he wasn't the one who grabbed you.
"It doesn't matter anymore. I will keep her safe now, you can mind your own business and get along with Nam-Gyu."
They continued to yell and argue over the carousel's music, it was difficult to hear them. Until,
'Three'
Thanos gripped one of your arms, Dae-Ho held another.
"Thanos, let go!" You yelled, trying to pull from his grasp.
It was chaotic, screaming was heard around you. "Dae-Ho, this way!" Two men yelled out, Dae-Ho twisted his head but didn't move.
Your stomach dropped. You couldn't be the reason Dae-Ho would die. You were all running out of time.
"Dae-Ho, go. Please! I'll go with Thanos and Nam-Gyu!"
"I'm not leaving you!" He was adamant about protecting you. Damned everyone else.
"If you don't go, we will all die. Time is running out!" Dae-Ho battled internally, you let go of his hand.
"Go! It's okay, I'll see you in a minute!"
He didn't want to leave, he couldn't. But you made him. When he slowly walked backwards, you let out a relived sigh. You then turned to run with Thanos. Nam-Gyu was already in a room, his yelling ushering you two forward.
It was going to be okay, The three of you in a room. Everything was fine. There was time.
Until, Nam-Gyu moved out of the way... Gyeong-su was behind him... There was already two in the room. Thanos ran in, not thinking twice.
Your running came to a stop right outside of the door. Where Thanos himself had closed it on you.
A "NO!" Was heard from across the room. It was Dae-Ho. He tried to come to you, but he was too far.
Player 456 and player 001 were pulling him into a room. Forcing the door shut. You could see Dae-Ho looking out of the door slit, his hands peaking out as well.
You didn't turn to see what Thanos might have been doing. You didn't care. Not anymore.
You just wanted your last moment to be looking at the most handsome man you'd ever met. His soft eyes were filled with tears as he watched you.
You weren't upset, not scared, not nervous. Not anymore.
It would all be over soon.
You gave him one last salute before a loud bang rang out.
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synopsis: After a small joy trip goes wrong, you're captured by a group planning to invade Jackson. Hours of torture follow—until Tommy finds you. Fueled by rage and something deeper he hasn’t said out loud, Tommy cuts through anyone in his way to bring you back. But getting home doesn’t mean things go back to normal. Not after what was done. Not after what he did. Now you’re both left with the weight of living, unspoken feelings, and the question of what comes next. warnings: Extreme mentions of violence, torture, blood, death, and gore. Reader gets mildly tortured, mention of sexual assault (doesn't happen), Tommy's a lil psycho ngl, Seattle!tommy vibes, 18+, Smut, oral sex (f receiving), unprotected p in v, spitting, hair pulling, praise kink, body worshipping (f receiving). SoftDom!Tommy, Reader follows his orders.. (who wouldn't w him??)
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The sky hung heavy, darker than usual—like the storm had been waiting, bidding for its time. Most of the town was in a rush, hammering and hauling, shouting over the wind that hadn't yet arrived but already threatened everything. Tommy was elbow-deep in the fields, swinging a hammer into wooden posts with practiced effort, lining the ground for crops for post-storm.
You had slipped away from the noise, announcing your scouting shift, “Just gonna check the generator by the creek,” you said. “Be right back.”
God forbid you just wanted to walk around for a lil'. Nothing has ever happened on your patrols. Not a single thing.
You’d smiled as you said it, pressing a hand to his chest—his white t-shirt soft with wear, pulled tight over his worn-down strength.
“Don’t wait too long for me, cowboy.”
He’d rolled his eyes, but the corner of his mouth betrayed him. That look—equal parts tired and fond.
The kind of look that said I know you’re full of shit but I’m gonna let you go anyway.
There was always something unsaid between you. Something warm and infuriating and inevitable.
Eyes lingering too long, fingers brushing like accidents, shared smirks in the middle of chaos.
That dance at the bar—your hands in his, laughter spilling into the space where words usually failed.
You were supposed to come right back. That’s what you told yourself. That’s what he expected.
But the rain came fast, heavy. You had to pull off the trail, guiding your horse toward a half-collapsed garage just off the road. The door creaked open under your weight, metal screeching like a warning. Shelter, at least. But when you pressed your hand down on the walkie, all it gave you was static.
Useless. Just like the signal out here.
Just like promises made in passing touches and stupid jokes.
Just like saying I’ll be right back.
“Stupid fuckin’ thing,” you muttered, voice low and bitter as you twisted the dial on the walkie.
Click. Static. Click again. Nothing. Not even a whisper from Jackson.
You fiddled with the receiver like it might suddenly change its mind. Like Tommy’s voice might cut through the fuzz and tell you to hurry back. But it didn’t. Just more silence.
With a sigh, you gave up, yanking a cracked plastic beer crate from the corner of the garage and flopping down onto it.
It groaned beneath your weight.
Just you and your horse now. She snorted gently from the shadows where she was tied, content and half-asleep, like she trusted the walls to hold. It wasn’t all bad, right? The quiet? The kind that only exists after the world ends. You could pretend it was just a road trip. Just a night alone in someone else’s mess.
Fingers drumming across your thighs in an offbeat rhythm—boredom or nerves, hard to say. Eventually, you stood with a grunt, your knees clicking like the old garage door had, slow, rusted, and reluctant.
You wandered. For funsies. Why the hell not?
The place smelled like rust and oil, maybe a little mildew. Tools lay abandoned on dusty benches, a couple of long-dead flies stuck to the surfaces like they’d been swatted mid-thought. Sticky. You trailed your fingers along the edge of a workbench, smearing clean streaks through the grime.
A magazine rack caught your eye—crooked and clinging to the wall like it had survived something it shouldn't have. You raised a brow when you spotted the stack of Playboy issues, their covers yellowed but still grinning like the world hadn’t fallen apart.
A soft laugh escaped you, the first real sound in what felt like hours. You let out a low whistle, nodding at the magazines like they were an inside joke you weren’t sure you should be laughing at.
"Classy," you muttered, then turned toward the photos taped to the wall beside them—family snapshots, curling at the edges.
A man and a woman. A kid in a Halloween costume. A golden retriever with a tennis ball in its mouth.
You smiled, faintly. This place wasn’t just a garage—it had been someone’s sanctuary. A father, probably. Someone who fixed things with his hands.
Okay, maybe exploring wasn't that bad.
Standing there for a while, just breathing, listening to the storm rattle faintly against the roof.
A low rumble in the distance made your horse stir, but she settled when she heard your voice.
“Yeah, I know,”
“Be mad at me all you want,” you said quietly, eyes still on the faded snapshots. “Wasn’t supposed to take this long.”
The words lingered in the stillness like dust in the air—settling into your chest heavier than you'd like to admit.
You clicked your tongue against your teeth, already imagining the guilt in your horse’s eyes. You’d owe her a carrot. Maybe two. Call it bonding. Or maybe a peace offering for dragging her into yet another mess that smelled like wet drywall and regret.
With a tired breath, you crossed the concrete floor, boots scuffing against the ground. You crouched at the edge of the garage, fingers curling beneath the threshold of the door. It was stuck, of course. Everything in this world resisted being moved. You gave it a tug—metal scraping, shrieking.
“Shit,” you muttered, cringing at the noise.
Subtlety was out the window.
From the crack in the garage door, the rain still poured—worse now than it had been when you ducked in. Sheets of water smacked the gravel and turned the air sticky and thick. A good old-fashioned Wyoming storm, like the kind you’d watch from midwestern porches when the world still made sense.
You glanced sideways toward your horse, her ears twitching beneath the wind. “Up for a little waterpark action?” you asked, lips twitching into something like a smile. She gave you a slow blink, unimpressed. As if she could even respond.
You didn’t have a choice, really.
Stay here, and you risk a lot more than getting wet.
Death. You were talking about death.
Out there, at least, you’re moving. And moving meant you had a shot—at getting back, at being useful, at not letting anyone down.
You pressed your palm flat against the metal and shoved the door the rest of the way up. It rattled into place with a reluctant clunk. The rain greeted you like a slap. Humid.
Beyond the garage, the storm swallowed everything—the trees, the trail, the space between you and the people waiting back in Jackson. But you stepped forward anyway, arm shielding your face, shoulders squared.
Your eyes flicked to the walkie as it crackled to life, static humming low like a warning.
Then came the click—brief, sharp—followed by the voice on the other end, strained and no-nonsense.
“Radio Two, copy. Make your way back to Jackson. Main trail’s gonna flood any hour now, and Tommy’s pissed. Over.”
You let out a breath through your nose, a soft nod to no one. Yeah. You figured he’d be pissed. Probably pacing the front gate with that jaw clenched, arms crossed, eyes scanning sorta look. y’know, the one.
You pressed the button. “Copy. Making it back now. Holed up in the tan house—garage, ‘bout a mile or so out from the generator. Should be headin’ back any minute. Over.”
Slipping the radio inside your jacket, the static dulled, but not the unease humming beneath your ribs.
You turned toward your horse, patting her flank gently as you moved to mount up.
That’s when you heard it.
A crisp snap—the unmistakable sound of breaking branches. Not wind. Not rain. Something closer. Slower.
You froze mid-step, hand halfway to the saddle horn. Heart catching. Breath tightening. The kind of silence that followed wasn’t natural—it was listening.
Your hand instinctively brushed the grip of your pistol at your side. You didn’t draw. Not yet. You turned your head slowly, eyes scanning the tree line just past the edge of the open garage.
There—movement. A shape, or the idea of one. Just far enough to make your skin crawl. Not close. But not far enough either.
The rain pounded on, relentless. Somewhere behind it, the storm kept whispering secrets to the trees.
You stepped back, slow and quiet. The kind of quiet you didn’t breathe through. Your horse shifted beside you, sensing it too.
“Okay,” you murmured, barely a breath. “Time to go.”
Your horse reacted before you did—ears pinning back, a sharp snort ripping from her throat as her hooves scraped backward, skittering against the slick garage floor. That sound alone would've been enough to raise the hairs on your neck.
Crash.
The shattering of glass behind you came too fast to register. The world turned sideways, violently, as something—a bottle—cracked against the side of your skull. A burst of light exploded behind your eyes. Pain bloomed sharp and instant.
The concrete met you before you knew you were falling—your shoulder taking the brunt, your head bouncing once, twice.
Dazed.
Move.
Your instincts screamed louder than your head injury. You twisted onto your back, body slick with rain and blood—now panic, hand scrabbling across the ground—fingers numb, and desperate for your weapon.
A breathless grunt tore from your chest as you half-crawled, half-flung yourself into the open storm. The cold rain hit you like needles, soaking instantly through your jacket, but you didn’t have time to feel it.
Your horse screamed. That awful, gut-wrenching kind of scream that told you everything you needed to know.
A gunshot rang out. Crack. She dropped mid-kick, legs folding beneath her as she collapsed hard onto the wet gravel.
“No—!” you choked, but the word was lost in the thunder, in the horror.
Another shape surged from the garage behind you. You spun, but not fast enough.
The man was on you—his weight slamming into your torso like a freight train, sending you skidding across the mud. His hands clawed for your gun, your grip barely holding as the two of you wrestled for control.
Rain poured, turning your grip into a losing battle. Your desert eagle slipped between your palms, the cold metal slick with water and blood.
“Get off me, fuckin’ get—” You kneed him, hard, catching somewhere soft. He grunted, but didn’t let go.
You caught a glimpse—two women moving behind a rusted pickup in the lot. One was reloading. The other, already raising a rifle. Seven total. Maybe more. You’d lost count in the blur.
This wasn’t a robbery. This was an ambush.
The man atop you growled through his teeth, pressing his forearm against your throat as he tried to pin you. The barrel of your own gun now half out of your grip, half in his.
Your hand slipped—he nearly had it.
So you bit him.
You sank your teeth into his arm with everything you had, jaw clamping through soaked fabric and skin. He screamed, and you took the second he gave you.
Twisting your hips and threw him off-balance—enough to jam your knee upward and roll. Mud caked your palms, your fingers finally curling fully around your weapon.
You fired.
Point-blank. Right into his gut.
He didn’t scream this time—just choked. A wet, sputtering sound that would haunt you later if you made it out.
But you didn’t wait. You scrambled to your feet, backpedaling as more shouts rang out. You ducked behind a burnt-out car shell, breath ragged, blood dripping down your temple.
They were circling now. Organized. Too clean to be amateurs.
You checked your clip.
Half-full. Not enough.
Your horse was gone.
Escape, gone.
This wasn’t a fight. This was survival. They weren't shooting directly at you.
That means they wanted you alive. And, that's even more dangerous than dying.
You gritted your teeth, steeling yourself.
"Come on then," you muttered to the storm.
You barely had time to reload. Your fingers moved by muscle memory, slamming the mag home and cocking the slide just as another figure emerged from your right—low to the ground, fast, deliberate.
You turned, too slow.
He tackled you mid-pivot, dragging you into the gravel with a force that knocked the breath clean out of your lungs. You hit the ground hard, your spine lighting up with pain as rocks scraped skin and dug into your ribs.
Your gun skitteded from your hand, bouncing-tumbling somewhere out of reach into the dark of rain.
“Shit—” you gasped, but his knee was already pinning your chest, weight pressing down like a goddamn boulder.
You punched him—once, twice, knuckles splitting against the sharp edge of his cheekbone. Blood smeared, but he only flinched with a grimace, teeth knotted together tightly.
He grabbed your wrist mid-swing, twisted.
Snap.
White-hot pain screamed up your arm. You cried out, elbow buckling. He used the opening to slam his fist into your face.
Everything blinked white.
Then pain. Nausea. Another hit.
You tried to roll, but he caught you again—hands like vices, one in your hair, yanking your head back so your neck arched unnaturally.
“Shoulda stayed in that garage,” he rasped. His breath was sour and too close.
A deep purse of your lips, spitting blood into his eye. It bought you half a second—enough to scramble, wild and uneven, onto your knees.
He kicked you in the ribs. Then again.
You collapsed onto your side, arms wrapped around your middle as the air wheezed out of your lungs. Something cracked inside. Definitely cracked.
Still—you reached for your knife. One more chance.
But he saw it. His boot came down on your hand.
A sickening crunch.
You screamed.
Your fingers didn’t move after that. The knife stayed in the dirt, untouched, as he grabbed you by your jacket collar and hauled you up. You thrashed, but it was all desperation now—unfocused, sloppy, weak.
He punched you again. And again.
Until your knees gave out.
Until the rain became a blur behind your lashes.
Until you couldn’t tell what was thunder and what was your heartbeat.
The last thing you saw before the darkness claimed you was one of the women walking toward you, her rifle slung across her back and zip ties in her hand.
“Still alive?” she asked.
“Barely,” the man muttered, wiping his mouth.
“Good. They’re gonna want to talk to her.”
Your head lulled to the side as they pulled your arms behind your back. You couldn’t stop the cry that left your mouth—raw, broken. You tasted blood. Dirt.
Somewhere far off, the rain kept falling.
And Jackson felt very, very far away.
Though someone else’s mind was running fucking circles.
“I’m gettin’ on that damn horse, and I’m checkin’ that house.” Tommy’s voice rang out through the barn—sharp, low, barely controlled. His hands moved fast, looping the reins tight, jaw clenched so hard the muscle ticked under his stubble.
Rain was leaking through the old roof in steady drips, pattering off saddles and crates.
It didn’t faze him.
Nothing did right since the silence hanging on the radio.
Joel leaned against the stall door, arms crossed like the world was one big inconvenience. His brows were furrowed, deep lines carved between his eyes as he shook his head with that same goddamn annoyed look he always wore when he knew something was about to go sideways.
“You won’t be able to see five fuckin’ feet in front of you, Tommy.”
Tommy ignored him, yanking the saddle tight. “Then I’ll feel it out.”
“You’ll feel yourself off a damn cliff,” Joel muttered, pushing off the doors trim and stepping closer. His voice dropped, but it was no less sharp. “Storm’s not lettin’ up, trail’s already washed out. I told you she’d come back. She’s not stupid.”
Tommy’s jaw clenched tighter. “She’s not late unless somethin’ happened, Joel.”
“Or she got stuck somewhere and waited it out like we trained her to do,” Joel shot back, voice rising slightly, arms now gesturing with that same old exasperated flair. “Jesus, Tommy, it’s been two hours. You’re actin’ like we already dug the grave.”
Tommy whipped around, eyes sharp, voice low but laced with steel. “She ain’t just some fuckin’ scout, Joel.”
Joel paused. Just for a breath.
And that was all Tommy needed.
“She’s smart, yeah, but she’s kind, too. You know that,” he said, pointing a gloved finger toward him.
“She'd stop to help a family of strays if they looked at her sideways. If someone laid a trap, she’d be the one who tried talkin’ her way through it before pullin’ the trigger.”
Joel’s eyes narrowed, chewing on the inside of his cheek. “What, you think she got jumped?”
“I know somethin’ ain’t right.” Tommy’s voice cracked there—just barely, like something was fraying at the edge of his usually steady tone. “And if she’s hurt out there somewhere while we’re standin’ around arguin’, I won’t be able to live with that.”
Joel looked at him for a long second, silent now. Studying. Judging.
Then, “You in love with her or somethin’?”
Tommy didn’t answer.
Didn’t have to.
Joel huffed. “Jesus, Tommy," Hand raising up to clasp a pinch on the bridge of his nose.
“You’re gonna get yourself killed.”
Tommy finally looked up, eyes hard, rain already starting to streak down his face as he pulled the barn doors open. “Then I guess I’ll die on the road she shoulda come back on.”
Joel didn’t stop him. “God damn, idiot."
The road there was half a river by now—nothing but slick mud and pooling floodwater, and Tommy’s horse fought every inch of it. He gripped the reins high, the leather soaked and sliding between his gloves, his thighs aching from the pressure it took just to stay on.
Rain didn’t fall—it hammered. Each drop sharp as glass, pelting his skin like it had a vendetta.
Branches whipped his face. Water bled down the inside of his collar. His boots were long past soaked, sloshing heavy with every rise and fall in the saddle.
Didn’t matter. Nothing mattered but what he might find up ahead. He knew the route—every damn tree root and deer trail. But tonight, it felt unfamiliar. Wrong. The kind of silence that made your gut twist before your mind could catch up.
Then he saw it.
The house.
There she was.
Not You.
Your horse.
Laid out in the dirt like a forgotten carcass. Blood mixing with the rain, thick red ribbons vanishing into the brown runoff. Prints everywhere—boots, dragging marks, something heavy gouging through the dirt. Blood. So much blood.
And your pack. Just lying there by the edge of the garage, torn open. Tommy stood slowly. Chest heaving, lungs burning.
“Fuck,” he breathed. It came out like a growl.
His hand went to his holster. Fingers curled around the grip of his rifle like it was the only thing tethering him to the earth. Then he started walking. The slow, agonizing piecing together of the scene.
Boots sinking ankle-deep in water, body soaked to the bone—but none of it touched him anymore. That dull ache in his ribs, the sting of open skin on his face, the whip of wind and thunder—they were just noise now.
Because he knew what this was.
This wasn’t someone gone off-course.
This was a snatch.
A deliberate, grimey thing.
A warning, maybe. A message. To who? He didn’t care.
You hadn’t gone down easy. That much was clear.
He imagined you, scrambling through this same mud, blood on her mouth, teeth gritted and wild-eyed. He practically picture your fingers fighting for a weapon, boots kicking through puddles, the sound of your voice in a scream.
He could hear it. And something inside him snapped. The last bit of patience. Of diplomacy.
Gone.
You came to with the taste of rust in your mouth and something cold pressed to your cheek.
Concrete.
Your eyes fluttered open, one already swelling shut from the hit previous. The room was dim, yellowed light flickering above like it couldn’t decide if it wanted to stay on or give up.
Everything fucking hurt—your ribs, your shoulders, your wrists strung tight behind your back with rough cord.
Knees raw from dragging.
Jaw tight from where they'd backhanded you hard enough to make your ears ring.
Voices echoed. Low. Male. Calm in that cold, practiced way that made your stomach twist.
“She’s awake,” one of them said.
Boots scraped across the floor. The sound had weight to it—intended, deliberate.
You blinked again, trying to focus, only for a hand to twist in your hair and yank your head back.
“There she is,” another voice cooed. A woman, this time. Syrupy-sweet in the worst way. “Was startin’ to think we cracked your skull too hard.”
You spat at her feet. Or tried to.
It landed short. Too dry.
She laughed anyway, crouching beside you. Fingers trailing along your cheek like a warning.
“We’re gonna play a game, sweetheart. Real simple.”
You didn’t respond.
Not at first.
The man beside her stepped forward—tall, broad, a scar carved deep into his forehead. The same one who’d pulled your gun from your grip. You remembered the weight of him. The fury.
He crouched too, grabbing your jaw tight between calloused fingers.
“Tell us how many people Jackson’s holdin’.”
You didn’t blink. Just stared. Your breath shallow.
“Fuck off.”
A pause.
Then the fist came. Swift. Precise.
You saw stars.
Your body twisted sideways, head spinning. Ears ringing again.
He didn’t even grunt. Just straightened and looked back to the woman.
“She’ll talk.”
“Eventually,” the woman said, turning now, pacing. “We’ve got time.”
Your vision blurred. The pain bloomed like fire through your jaw, but your heart? Still steady. Still stubborn.
Because you knew what this was.
They wanted Jackson. Something in Jackson, at least. Weapons? Food? Fuck, an army?
“They won’t come for you, you know,” the woman called, her voice lighter now, taunting. “People like you? Disposable. Another cog in the little machine. Bet they’ll write you off by morning.”
Your mouth twitched—half a smirk, half a snarl.
“You don’t know shit about them.”
You don't know him.
She stopped.
“Oh? That a crack in the wall I hear?”
You just stared.
But your silence—stubborn as it was—would cost you.
The man grabbed you again. This time pulling you up to your knees. The cords at your wrists pulled harder, slicing skin.
“You wanna do it the easy way, or you want me to start takin’ pieces?”
You looked up at him, rainwater still drying in your hair, blood in the corner of your mouth, teeth bared—
“Start with my fuckin' di—"
He snarled.
And this time, the hit sent you fully into the dark.
Time became slippery.
It bled between moments—blinks and screams, boots and leather, the sound of dripping water somewhere above, and the sharp, sharp sting of electricity licking across your ribs.
You weren’t sure how long it had been.
Hours. Maybe more.
You’d slumped forward now, barely able to hold yourself upright. Blood had dried tacky against your cheek, cut along your temple still leaking slow and steady. Your wrists were numb, rope biting deeper with every twitch.
You couldn't feel your fingers. Couldn't feel your entire fucking body.
But you still hadn’t said a word.
“Un-fuckin-believable,” one of the men muttered, pacing now, wiping sweat from his brow with the edge of his sleeve. “She’s gotta be military trained or some shit. No way she’s just a scout.”
“She’s fuckin' stupid, that’s what she is,” the woman hissed. “They’re all like this. Built on fantasy and fucking self-righteous bullshit. She’ll crack. Just needs the right lever.”
Your head lulled to the side. You breathed—shallow, wet.
The scarred man knelt again. He’d been the worst of them. The ringleader. Always the one who came back in with something new in his hands.
A blade. A cigarette. The end of a belt.
This time? Nothing. Just his hands.
“I’ve broken tougher,” he said quietly. “You’re just delaying the inevitable.”
You met his eyes through the haze. One barely open, the other nearly swollen shut.
Your voice scraped low, dry, near-gone.
“Then you’re gettin’ fuckin’ slow.”
He chuckled. Actually chuckled. And then stood.
"One more round,” he said. “Then we take a finger. One at a time. She’ll tell us how many rifles Jackson’s stockpiling. Where the weak points in their walls are. How many patrols per shift.”
He looked back down at you. Smiled a little.
“And if she doesn’t? Well. We’ve still got use for warm bodies.”
Your face twists, an actual pang of horror driving straight into your bones.
It wasn't like the fear previous, no—this was nauseating.
The others started shuffling again—tools clanking, boots scuffing against concrete.
But even with your head pounding, your limbs shaking, your body giving out—you didn’t fold.
Because Tommy’s voice still lived behind your ribs.
"You get back to me, y’hear? You always get back."
"You always this sweet? Cookies before patrol? Aren't I fuckin' lucky."
"You.. You look real pretty t'night, Darlin'."
And he would come. He had to.
Because you weren’t dying in this fucking basement. And they were going to regret not killing you the second they had the chance.
The forest had gone quiet. Too quiet.
Even with the storm passing overhead—just distant rumbles now—something about the air had shifted. Gone still. Heavy. Like it knew what was coming.
Tommy had dismounted three clicks back. Left the horse tied near a broken fence line. Didn’t want to risk it panicking from the noise he planned to make.
His rifle was slung across his chest now, hands steady despite the mud smeared up to his knees, soaked shirt clinging to his skin. His face was stone—jaw tight, eyes flat, dark.
They took you.
And that was all it took.
Through the treeline, half-crouched behind a rotted shed, he finally saw movement. Flashlights. Voices.
A woman—one of the ones who dragged you off—stepped out to smoke. Just past the edge of the busted house. Relaxed.
Stupid.
Tommy adjusted his grip. Wind blew. And then, without hesitation, he pulled the trigger.
The crack of the rifle shattered the stillness.
Her skull snapped back, burst like a rotted melon. A full exit wound painting the wall behind her. No scream. Just the wet, dull slap of her body hitting the dirt.
That was the first.
Tommy didn’t breathe as he moved, rifle already slung behind him, hand reaching for the sawed-off on his thigh. He moved like water—low, trained, silent. Every muscle coiled, honed from years of training across FEDRA lines, Firefly camps, and shit most men couldn’t dream of surviving.
He approached the corpse without even glancing at it. Just stepped over her boot and reached down, yanking the walkie off her hip. He clicked it once—static—and then again, waiting for a voice.
“You good out there?”
Tommy pressed the button.
“She can't come to the phone right now.” he exhaled, voice low, graveled.
A pause.
Static.
Tommy smiled, as if his own joke caught him off guard. Tossing the walkie to the side.
Let them know. Let them fear. Let them start running.
Because he wasn’t here to negotiate. He wasn’t here to threaten or barter or wave a white flag. He was going to paint the goddamn dirt with their insides. One by one. Until he had you back. And until the last of them bled for what they did.
You weren’t sure if you’d passed out or just shut down for a while.
Your head hung low, hair plastered to your face, soaked in a mix of sweat, rain, and blood. Every nerve felt frayed, twitching from hours of abuse.
Your left eye was fully swollen shut now.
Breathing was shallow—like your ribs didn’t want to move anymore.
You couldn’t feel your fingers, couldn’t tell how much blood you’d lost.
Still hadn’t talked. Didn’t plan to. Didn’t have much left to say anyway.
“C’mon,” one of the men barked from the back of the room—scarred one, mean and lazy with his fists. “She’s fuckin’ useless at this point. We should’ve done this quicker.”
“You’re impatient,” the woman replied coldly, leaning against the table across from you, arms crossed. “Everyone breaks. You just have to find the right crack.”
You chuckled. Or tried to. Came out wet. Hollow.
“You… talk too much.” She sneered, standing up straighter, and just as she stepped forward to hit you again— The shot rang out.
Crack.
Silence.
Then a splatter.
Something wet hit the wall—behind you, to your left. Outside of the house. You blinked, barely able to lift your head. The woman turned sharply, eyes wide.
“What the fuck was that?”
The scarred man swore under his breath, reached for his gun, and shoved the nearest other lackey toward the door.
“You, check it.”
The man went outside, pressing his body to the wall.
Another beat passed.
Then a scream from outside.
It was short.
Cut off.
Wet.
Panic started to grow now—real panic. You could feel it vibrating through the floor, in the footsteps pounding across the rotted wood. Someone was yelling for reinforcements. Another bolted from the room entirely. A door slammed.
You didn’t move.
Didn’t need to.
Tommy.
You felt him.
And so did they.
The scarred man was still in the room, pacing now, gun up, hand shaking. He looked at you, eyes narrowed—like this was your fault.
“You bring someone with you?” he spat.
You smiled, just a little. Blood pooled at the corner of your mouth.
“I told you,” you rasped, voice shredded, “you should’ve killed me sooner.”
Flickering.
And then the lights cut out.
Everything went black.
You heard it first.
The splintering of wood.
The crunch of a boot.
And then the wet, heavy choke of someone gargling on their own blood from right outside.
You didn’t know where he was.
But you knew who it was.
And someone was about to die.
The first body crashed through the open doorway like a sack of meat.
Throat slit wide. Eyes glassed over. The blood so caked, leaking into the floor it looked black.
Tommy stepped through right after—rifle hanging from one hand, his combat knife dripping from the other. His shirt was plastered to him, soaked in blood that wasn’t his. His face was unreadable. Cold. But his eyes—
His eyes were locked on you.
And then he moved.
The woman spun to fire—too slow.
Tommy’s rifle barked once, and the round ripped straight through her neck. It tore it open like wet paper, spine severed, blood spraying in a hot arc against the wall. She collapsed with a sickening snap, twitching, mouth gasping—but she was already dead.
Fuck, you've never seen him like this.
This was different than clickers, or strays. This was—murder.
The scarred man screamed, firing off a panicked shot—missed wide. Tommy dropped the rifle and charged.
It wasn’t clean.
Tommy slammed into him like a freight train, knocking the gun from his hands, and they went to the floor with a crunch of ribs and a snapped chair leg. He didn’t hesitate. One hand gripped the man's throat—squeezed—while the other brought the knife down.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
The blade sliced into throat—fast, like muscle memory. Blood sprayed up across Tommy’s arm, hot and thick, pooling under them. The man tried to scream, but all that came out was foam and choking.
Then he shoved the knife up—straight under the jaw, the man spasmed—and stilled.
The final one—a younger guy—had dropped his weapon.
He was begging.
“No—no, please, I didn’t touch her—I didn’t—I was just following—”
Tommy shot him in the kneecap.
The scream that came out was feral.
He stepped forward, calmly, practically dragging the kid by the collar as he shrieked and sobbed, blood gushing down his leg.
“I don’t give a shit.”
He didn’t even use the knife. Just his boot.
Stomping.
The guy’s skull split, bounced once, then slumped limp. The floor was soaked now. The stink of death, copper, rot and terror.
Tommy finally dropped the blade.
Breathing hard.
And then—he turned.
He was at your side in three long strides, falling to his knees so fast it nearly hurt your ribs. His hands hovered, not even touching you yet—afraid to break something even more.
“Sweetheart,” he breathed. “Christ… look at me. Look at me, baby.”
Your eyes fluttered open. Purple, puffy. You barely smiled. Barely made a sound.
“You came,” you whispered, voice just a rattle of air.
Tommy’s jaw clenched so hard it looked like he might snap a tooth. His eyes were full of blood and murder and grief. And then, so gently it broke your heart, he untied your wrists. And held you like you were something sacred. Even covered in blood. Even broken. He held you like you were still his.
His arms were shaking. Not from fear. Not from adrenaline. From restraint.
Because Tommy Miller had just painted a room in blood—and still, none of it had been enough.
Your hands were barely untied when you collapsed forward into him, and he caught you like instinct. Like he needed to. His arms wrapped around your middle, mindful of the cuts, the swelling, the way your body flinched at even the softest pressure. His voice was a whisper now. Hoarse. Words stuck in his throat like barbed wire.
“Shit, darlin’. Look at what they did to you…”
You didn’t answer right away. Your face was half-buried in the blood-soaked collar of his shirt, the tang of iron stinging your throat. It smelled mostly of blood. But his scent was still there—earthy, sweat, gunpowder, and something warm. Something safe. You gripped at his shirt with fingers that barely worked, nails caked in dried blood.
“Tommy…”
“I’m here,” he murmured, cupping the back of your head, pulling you in tighter. “I’m here, baby. Ain’t goin’ nowhere.”
You were shivering. Shock. He knew it. Felt it in your bones rattling against his chest.
He shifted, adjusting his grip, one arm sweeping under your legs. You cried out—just a little—and that single sound shattered something in him. He looked down at you, eyes glassy, jaw locked.
“I’m sorry I didn’t get here sooner.”
“You got here,” you rasped, trying to focus on him through the blur. “That’s… that’s what matters.”
Tommy nodded, lips pressed to your temple, forehead, anywhere that wasn’t broken. He stood, slow and deliberate, cradling you to his chest. Your blood smeared across his arms, down his knuckles, mixing with the gore on his boots as he stepped over the bodies.
He didn’t look at them.
Didn’t need to.
They weren’t people anymore.
They were just reminders.
Outside, the rain had slowed to a drizzle. Mist rose off the dirt, the air heavy with the aftermath of violence. He carried you through it—shoulders squared, rifle slung back over him, blood dripping down one temple from a cut he hadn’t noticed.
His voice came low again as he moved through the trees.
“We’ll get you patched up. Warm. I’ll get you food, alright?”
He was just babbling at this point. Probably to keep you awake.
You didn’t respond, and that silence was a blade in his gut.
“Talk to me,” he said, quieter now. “Just… say anythin’, honey.”
You stirred against his chest, cheek brushing his collarbone.
“mmhmhm.. Food, yeah.” you mumbled, though it came out mostly as a hum.
Tommy exhaled. It wasn’t relief. It wasn’t joy. It was grief, maybe. Or guilt.
But still—he held you tighter.
Through the trees.
Through the mud.
Back to the horse waiting down the path. Back to Jackson. And whatever would come next—for you both.
The forest whispered around you, leaves shivering under the rain’s weight. The storm had thinned to a quiet drizzle now, but the damage had been done—your skin was cold, damp, clinging to Tommy’s chest like it was the only place left on earth that felt safe.
He rode slow.
One arm locked around your waist to keep you steady, the other guiding the horse with a firm grip on the reins. His jaw was clenched so tight, it ached. Every breath that came from him was shallow, controlled. Like if he let it go too deep, he might snap in two.
You stirred a little, back of your head rolling against his collarbone. The bruises on your ribs lit up from the motion.
“Don’t—don’t move too much,” he murmured, voice low and raw. “You’re okay. I got you.”
You exhaled a shaky breath.
“You know I’m in love with you… right?” Tommy didn’t move. Didn’t speak. Your head was still resting against him, but your fingers—weak, trembling—tightened slightly around his coat.
“I didn’t mean to say it like that,” you whispered. “Not like this. I just… I want you to know.” His chest rose slow, then fell. The hand at your side flexed once. Twice.
There was a long pause. Just the sound of the rain tapping leaves, the creak of leather, the faint huff of the horse beneath you. Then, in a quiet, fractured voice:
And then, after a long beat:
“Yeah.”
His voice was quiet. Tense.
“Yeah, I know.”
It wasn’t a confession. It wasn’t relief. It was the kind of answer that carried weight behind it—grief, fury, guilt. Love.
You didn’t say anything else.
You couldn’t.
The words had cost too much.
Only after being checked by multiple doctors, and Maria… And, Joel… Did you finally get time to yourself.
Or so you thought.
“Jesus, look at you,” Tommy muttered, crouched in front of you, his hands working a damp cloth over the dried blood on your temple. “You get into a bar fight with a goddamn lawnmower?”
You huffed, throat raw, the corner of your mouth twitching despite the ache. “That supposed to be funny?”
Tommy shot you a look—half a smirk, half a grimace. “Didn’t say it was good.”
The rag moved gently over your skin, but there was nothing calm in his movements. Not really. His jaw was locked tight, his shoulders coiled like he still hadn’t come down from the killing.
And you’d seen it. All of it.
The aftermath, the blood, the bodies—the way he’d taken out seventeen people like it was nothing. Like he was built for it. Not just angry. Trained. Efficient. A switch had flipped and turned him into something else entirely.
You hadn’t said a word about it yet. You weren’t sure you could.
“You always this mouthy when you’re patching someone up?” you asked, quieter now. Your voice cracked a little.
Tommy didn’t look up. “Only when I’m patchin’ up someone too fuckin’ stubborn to stay safe.”
You blinked, the weight of his words like a slap. He finally looked at you, eyes hard, burning low.
Tommy stood abruptly, tossing the rag into the bowl with a splash. He paced two steps away, running a hand down his face like he could scrub the blood off his memories.
“You look at me different now?” he asked, voice dry. “After all that?”
You paused.
“…Little bit.”
His back stiffened. He glanced over his shoulder.
“I mean,” you said, softer, “you did paint the walls with someone’s brain.”
Tommy snorted, the sound bitter. “Yeah, well. They fuckin' earned it.”
He turned back, walked toward you again—but slower now. Tension rolled off him in waves, soaked into the floorboards of the house. He stood in front of you, silent for a beat, then lowered himself back down to one knee.
“But you’re not scared of me?” he asked. Quiet. Direct.
You looked at him. Really looked.
The blood on his shirt hadn’t dried. His knuckles were raw. There was a smear of something dark on his jaw—someone else’s, not his.
And still, even now, with your body broken and your head ringing, he was here. Holding you up. Keeping you whole.
“…No,” you answered honestly. And, even if you secretly were—your answer would always be no.
Tommy’s eyes flicked over your face, searching.
Like he was trying to find the lie in you and failing.
His voice dropped.
“You told me somethin’ on that horse.”
You blinked slowly. “…Yeah.”
“Still true?”
The air in the room changed. Thickened.
You nodded, slow. “Yeah.”
His jaw ticked.
He reached up and touched your cheek—just two fingers, light and fleeting.
“I know,” he said, voice sanded down to something close to regret. “I just can’t afford to say it back right now.”
A beat. Your heart stuttered.
“Why?”
He exhaled hard. “’Cause if I do, and I lose you again…” he trailed off, jaw pulsing for a moment, the tendon in his neck sparking alive.
“I ain’t sure what I’ll become next.”
And god help anyone who found out.
Tommy’s fingers lingered against your cheek, but he wasn’t really touching you anymore.
He was looking at you. Like he didn’t know whether to kiss you or run headfirst into a wall. Anger pulsating off of his muscles, like a thick stench.
Eyes dark, jaw tight. His thumb dragged gently over a smear of dried blood near your lip, and his touch slowed like he was memorizing the curve of your face.
Your eyes looming up his face, you made contact with those easy dark browns.
“You look at me like that again,” he said low, almost like a warning, “… and I ain’t gonna be able to stop myself.”
Your breath hitched. “Then don’t.”
That silence—the heavy kind, the kind that means something—settled for just a second.
Then everything snapped.
He surged forward, grabbing your face in both hands like he couldn’t bear another second of space between you. His mouth crashed into yours—all teeth and heat, desperate and rough around the edges. Not gentle. Not anymore.
It was hungry—like he’d been holding this in for years and something inside him had finally shattered. His lips crushed against yours, and you met him with equal fire, fingers tangling in his damp curls, dragging him closer, closer.
He groaned into your mouth, deep and gravel-thick, like the sound was ripped straight out of his chest. His hands slid down to your waist, yanking you forward off of the countertop, hauling you into his lap like he couldn’t get enough of your skin against his.
The kiss turned messier—your nose bumping his, your bruises sparking heat when his stubble grazed over your jaw.
None of it mattered.
You didn’t care. You wanted more. You wanted all of it. Pretty sure the split in your lip had come undone again, slowly gushing crimson.
His breath was ragged when he pulled back just an inch, lips red, messily and slick, forehead pressed to yours.
“Jesus,” You muttered, voice wrecked.
Your thumb brushed along his jaw, feeling the tension still buzzing beneath.
"Don't start preachin' now."
God can't save you.
His laugh was low, dark, his mouth already moving back to yours. And when he kissed you again, it wasn’t hunger anymore.
The rain outside hammered steady against the windows, but inside Tommy’s small, dimly lit room, everything else fell away. The sharp taste of his lips on yours was electric—like fire against bruised skin, dangerous and alive.
His hands didn’t hesitate, tracing every line and curve, memorizing every inch of you with an urgency that made your breath catch. Fingers tangled in your hair, pulling you closer until there was no space left between you.
You felt him—his body tense and trembling beneath your hands, raw and unrelenting. Fingers sliding beneath his shirt, tracing the hard planes of his chest—the steady thump of his heart racing in time with yours.
Every touch was desperate, like both of you were trying to make up for lost time, for the nights you didn’t know if you’d survive.
You arched against him, hands clutching at his shoulders as the tension twisted tighter and tighter inside you.
“Fuck,” he groaned against your skin, voice rough and low. Tommy’s hands slid down, tracing the curves of your hips, pulling you flush against him.
The heat between you was fierce, bruising, alive—And in that small room, with rain pounding the windows and blood still drying on skin, you found a moment of something pure—something worth fighting for.
Tommy’s lips trailed lower, tracing a slow, burning path down your skin. His breath was warm, ragged, his hands gripping your hips like he’d never let go.
“Do you know what I would do for you?” he hummed, voice thick with something dark and fierce.
His mouth pressed kisses against your thighs, worshipping every inch like you were the only thing that kept him from losing his goddamn mind.
You shivered, the sound vibrating low in his throat. “Tell me.”
His fingers clenched tighter, pads of fingers digging just enough to remind you he was real, alive—dangerous in every way.
“More than what I did today,” he exhales, voice ragged, edged with something fierce. “More than tearing apart every son of a bitch who laid a hand on you.”
Your eyes met his—wide, soft, heavy with something unspoken in the dim, flickering light. Heart hammering so loud it drowned out everything else. The way he said it—like your pain was the spark to his wildfire, the fuel to his recklessness.
Tommy’s gaze locked onto yours, and slow, deliberate, his hand gripped the hem of your shorts, peeling the fabric down with careful hunger—mindful of your bruises, yet ravenous.
“You’re all I’ve got left to fight for,” he exhaled against your skin, breath hot and uneven, ghosting over your bruised flesh. “I’d burn the whole goddamn world to ash before I let you go.”
His touch was fierce, demanding—but beneath that storm was something fragile, a desperate tenderness clinging beneath the surface. His lips trailed along the sheer fabric of your underwear, planting scattered, teasing kisses like soft gunfire.
“Say it again,” you whispered, voice hoarse but tender.
A low growl rumbled from him, thick with raw hunger and reverence. “I’m insane for you,” Tommy confessed, voice breaking on the words. “You’re the only thing keeping me from falling apart—and I’m fuckin’ lost without you.”
Your fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him closer, craving to drown in the wild heat that radiated from him.
His lips pressed back against the thin cloth, one rough middle finger slipping beneath the edge to pull it aside. Then, without warning, his tongue flicked along your folds—careful, reverent—stirring a raw, guttural moan from deep inside you. His tongue swirled slow around your clit, tender and unrelenting.
“Shit—” you gasped, thighs instinctively trying to close. His free hand caught your leg, palm wide, pressing it firmly back down.
His tongue danced, tracing small strokes up and down, lifting his chin to trap your clit between lips and teeth. A breathy, rough laugh slipped out as he slurped, lips and scruff slick with your essence—crudely beautiful, just like him.
Tommy’s mouth never left you, worshipping every shiver that his tongue milked from deep inside. His hands moved with the same reckless devotion—one sliding up your ribs, beckoning for any inch of your breast, while the other curled around your hip, forearm and elbow pushing against your thigh, anchoring you like he’d never remove his mouth from your cunt.
The heat pooling low in your stomach bloomed fierce, aching, and wild.
Your breath hitched as he deepened his ministrations, slow licks encircling, pressing harder, teasing, nibbling—pulling from you guttural sounds you hadn’t meant to give.
He looked up at you then, eyes dark and stormy, swallowing the sight of you with something feral, almost desperate. There was a visible deep lick up, tilting his head into the taste.
“Goddamn,” he muttered between strokes, voice low and ragged. “You’re fucking perfect.”
Your hands tangled in his hair again, pulling him closer as your body arched instinctively, desperate for more. As if stating, don't stop now, cowboy.
"Tastes like fuckin' heaven." It came out between vulgar slurping, and pebbling of his tongue.
Tommy’s lips parted from your heat with a pop, leaving a trail up your thigh, kisses wet, marking you with his hunger. His fingers slipped around your skin, tracing the raw edges of your pain and pleasure, making you forget the world—forget everything but him.
“Tell me,” he whispered hoarsely, his breath hot against your skin, “… Tell me what you want.”
You shivered, voice trembling, breath ragged. “You.”
"Shit, Doll," He leaned up on his knees, arm lifting behind to position his splayed hand across his back—fingers grasping the fabric of his shirt, and pulling it off.
If you died tonight, so fucking be it. The sight in front of you was enough to make you drool like a fucking dog. Tanned skin, scars peppered in random places, a dark inked sigil on his bicep, something you've definitely never seen before.
"… 'Makin be blush."
His voice came out sarcastic, almost unwavering in cockiness. His hands lowered, the clinking of his belt as he undid it—one hand pulling the leather slack until it fully slid out from his belt loops. "Roll on your stomach."
It came out more as a soft demand. Maybe, asking nicely if you squinted hard enough. He knew your condition wasn't tip top, his hands softly guiding around your waist to flip you on your stomach.
Leaning forward he lowered a hand to splay across your stomach, beckoning you to arch your back. His hand slid up from your stomach, rounding your ass, head tilting as if he was just inspecting you.
It felt a bit open, and airy. Never being on display for someone like this. "Gorgeous fuckin' girl." It rolled off his tongue like he was saying it to himself. Like you weren't even in the room.
"Cmon," He mumbled, it exhaled softly, slipping his free hand between your thighs, "Spread 'em wide." You obeyed without another beat, flexing your hips up to position against him—knees spreading open as they press into the plush of the mattress. As you move, he praises, "I know you're exhausted," A pause, "Yeah—That's a good girl."
"Tommy…" Your voice wavered, letting your face push into the plush of his comforter, a deep breath filling with his woodsy scent. It came out as a plea, and warning. His hands gently slide forward on the curvature of your back, fingers spreading heat across your spine. "I can't believe they touched you."
His fingers gently push your hair over your shoulder, back-bare—"I could do it a thousan' times over again,"
Kill them. He means slaughtering them.
Tommy leans forward, hand moving down to pull himself from his boxers, "You're lucky I don't lock you in this fuckin' room…" Breath coming out soft as his hand strokes up and down his cock, raising his hips to split you open. Sliding in with ease—a guttural clearing of his throat, and a whine so deep from your throat it causes him to let out a hoarse breath.
Hips sloppily grinding together at even the contact of penetration. "So fuckin' wet for me." His voice comes out grainy—bottom lip falling victim to the top row of his teeth. Hands coming down against your waist, holding you in place like some fucked-out pocketpussy. The shock rhythm of his hips starts slow, dragging his cock all the way out, and then slowly grinding back in.
"Fuck, sweet'girl," He rasps, deep hunger from his throat, "Take me so good…" One hand leaving your hips, sinking down to the back of your neck, a soft hold—hips jackhammering faster, and faster, until the echoing of skin-slapping fills the room.
At this point, you're spent. Head looming concussion from the event earlier, and his words eating at your braincells like fucking slop.
Babbles of his name, and whines slipping from your lips—muffled by the fabric shoved into your face.
"Look what they did to my poor fuckin' girl." He snarls, a deep exhale as he leans forward—his chest pressed against your shoulder-blades, rutting into from a deeper angle.
Tommy's tongue slides against a bruise on your shoulder, falling into an open-mouthed kiss along the lines of your traps.
"—if anyone ever puts their hands on you again," It sounds like a promise, relished in holy ink. That even a man who could bathe in the blood of others sins, could be so angelic to you. "Shit—Tommy," It's accidental, the twist in your gut coming all too fast.
"I know," He exhales, "I know, babygirl—" His hips stutter for a second, slipping out. You practically whine at the loss of connection, head tilting to the side to watch from your ass-up position. He's soft with the positioning, hands encircling your waist to flip you back over onto your back.
The breath comes out of his mouth in a deep, husky exhale. Eyes practically drinking in the sight of you on your back, legs tilted open for him, breasts on display.
"God—I'm one lucky fuckin' man," Leaning down, his lips trail around your chest, peppering soft nibbles and heated-healing kisses against your collarbones.
His face finally comes into your view, mouth inches from yours—so far in your space you could practically taste his breath.
You open your mouth, wanting to say somethng—anything—but you were so fucking tired. Just wanting to be used, below him as he takes out any ounce of anger he still has in his body.
"Wider." He nods to your mouth, leaning forward with a tilt of his head. You comply, lips parting wide, your tongue lulling out ever so slightly. It's slow, as he gathers the spit in his mouth, then moves his lips together, letting it dribble on to your tongue.
"My dirty fuckin' girl," It comes out as a husky laugh, before he glides his tongue against yours, taking in the spit, diving into a heated kiss—tongue and teeth.
His hand slid between your sweat-slicked bodies, grabbing on to his cock, guiding it to line up with your entrance.
Soft slide, as he buries himself hilt fucking deep inside you, tip of his cock pressing against the pink-and-reddened of your cervix.
"There she is," It comes out as a laugh. Like he was talking to it.
Panting entirely now, hips slapping and pistoning against your pelvis—huffs of groans, and pleas of your name as you flutter against him. "You're killin' me," Babbles from his mouth as he absentmindedly talks, plunging in all the way, and dragging back out. "Absolutely fuckin' killin' me."
The familiar coil in your gut comes back, that fresh blooming heat, pleas of his name, "Tommy—I'm gonna—" He swallows your voice whole, lips finding yours in another messy sloppy clash. Hand raising between you both, a palmful of your breast—thumb, and forefinger rolling the pebbling of your nipple in his grasp. Tommy's teeth sliding against your bottom lip, reopening the split from earlier—tongue swiping any inkling of blood.
"Cmon," He advised, "Let go, you're okay," Lips slowly making their way across your jawline, peppering down to your neck, "Milk me fuckin' dry." Boost of encouragement as his hand lifts from your breast, trailing against the back of your neck to take a fistful of hair.
The feeling washes over you, hot, and speckled—skin lit aflame as your stomach churns, insides tightening and fluttering against him. It elicits a cry from your throat, ripped of his name like a prayer, and pleasure. He smiles against the line of your jaw, delicate as he rides it out, making sure to hit the same spot over—and over—and over.
The feeling overwhelmed him, eyebrows knitting together as he leans forward on his palms—head tilted down to watch as he ruts into you. Watching the connection—messy, and slick as the mixture of precum and fluid coat his cock.
He's practically in a trance. It's not too long later that the image of you writhing underneath him sends a livewire to his brain. Hips stuttering as they sloppily slam into you, his fingers knotting themselves into the blanket fabric beside your head.
"Shit, Doll," He hums, eyes shutting tightly as he buries deep inside of you one final time—muscles tense, biceps spasming as he holds himself over you.
The hot wash of him spilling inside of you triggers a brainfucked giggle to slip, his eyes only slitting open to watch.
When the dust settles, he pulls out with a tight groan—collapsing beside you like a weary shadow. His hand rises slowly, tracing a slow, tired arc across his face before threading through his tangled hair.
The sweat cooled on your skin, as you both lay tangled beneath the plush sheets. The room was heavy with silence, the only sound the soft thrum of rain against the windowpane. Tommy’s breath was uneven, chest rising and falling close to yours, but his eyes were fixed somewhere just beyond the ceiling, lost in thought.
Leaning over, you traced a lazy line along his collarbone with a trembling finger, careful not to break the fragile quiet. “You’re not gonna talk about it, are you?”
He didn’t answer right away. His hand found yours above the blankets, fingers curling around your wrist with a surprising gentleness. “What’s there to say?” His voice was rough, distant. “Not proud of what I am. Not proud of what I did.”
You squeezed his hand. “Doesn’t mean I’m scared of you.”
“No,” he whispered, voice cracking like it was tearing something inside him loose, “It means I’m scared for you.”
Your eyes locked. For a long moment, neither of you spoke. Then, slow and heavy, he rolled to his side to face you, his hand still holding yours as if it anchored him to something real.
Tommy’s eyes lit aflame with something fragile—something you hadn’t seen before. “You’re the only thing I want to keep safe. Even when I can’t keep myself safe.”
You didn’t speak.
You just listened to the rain.
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authors note: i love seattle tommy.. like ughhyess hubby give me all your dark and angst.. lemme get that also?? that fight scene… okay baddie!! you fought like hell!!
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madbalalaika · 1 year ago
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Commission for my dearest friend @teilzeiteinhorn 💖 A scene from a MDZS fanfic love, in fire and blood by cicer
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