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nexternalknowsthingz · 2 months ago

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UH SO BRODY GRANT SAW MY ART AND LIKED IT ON INSTAGRAM??? SOMEONE SEDATE ME RIGHT NOW???

#the outsiders #the outsiders movie poster #Brody grant #ponyboy curtis #someone sedate me #holy shit #I’m tweaking out #like what?!#CRYING AND PISSING AT THE SAME TIME #<sorry I’m just so excited and happy?#😭

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gingergari · 4 months ago

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baby’s first fakemon 🎉

Brairn

Type: Grass/Rock

Height: 8’0” 2.4 m Weight 247.0 lbs 112.0 kg

Ability: Wayfinder, Sturdy (Hidden)

Wayfinder is the Brairn evolution family’s signature ability. This Pokémon’s moves will always hit, but it will always move last.

Pokédex Entry 1: Brairn prefer to remain stationary if possible. Hikers can reliably use them as cairns.

Pokédex Entry 2: It is believed that Brairn originated from the emotions and spirit of hikers on trails.

Origins: Brairn appear to be based on mossy cairns.

Etymology: Bryophyta, the taxonomic division of moss + Cairn

Brairn evolve into ??? at level 31.

#gari draws #nintendo #pokemon #fakemon #brairn #this fakemon was born from my frustration at pokedoku that there’s literally three grass/rock pokemon and none of them are moss rocks #like dude do you know how many times they play that category i already got dex for the three (3) pokemon give it a rest 😭#thought a little bit about theming and remembered how people make psas about rock stacking bc the tourist ones can get people lost #if they think they’re cairns and so we got this guy #the number one thing preventing me from posting them months ago was the fact that i didn’t have an ability #and then i had real like stuff once i actually figured one out which was funny bc this was 90% done too #graphic design is not my passion #the aligning shit pissed me off so bad #i think i lowballed the weight but it came to me in a dream (random number in my head)#their cry sounds like you’re shaking pebbles probably #i already designed the evo the same time as this but i just dont have dex entries #also i need to draw them officially they were designed in apple notes ✨#then after that i want to design a ground/fairy fakemon #i was really into fairies as a kid but unfortunately that just manifested in reading fictional book series and writing group fiction #on message boards about it #so i need to look up mythology for inspiration

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bluehairmisfit · 4 months ago

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Not to make “tag vent sunday” a thing but Idk how I can go from having a great string of days where I feel happy and confident to just. Randomly fucking dropping. And feeling like the actual worst.

#okay so here’s the thing #QB and I have been doing lil activities online lately #which helps him with his stuff he has going on and helps me to not feel fucking lonely all the time #bc i had another hangout friend but I Very Much Screwed That Up Tee-Bee-Aych #so I’ve been late to most hangouts. i constantly have little issues pop up where I’m so sure I’ll piss him off #friday night like an hour into the hangout I went ‘idk how to say this but like i recgonize I’m being quiet and if you want me to talk more #please lemme know’ and he told me that he was having some worries attached to that so we talked things out and it was fine #ITS ALWAYS FINE #AND SOMETIMES THAT IS WHAT PUTS ME ON EDGE OR MAKES ME START FUCKING CRYING (off call) WHICH IS EMBARRASSING TO ADMIT BUT LIKE #LOOK I LOVE THAT HE’S PATIENT AND UNDERSTANDING. ONLY OTHER PERSON I KNOW WHO HAS THAT LEVEL OF CHILL IS MY ACTUAL PARTNER #BUT I’M SO FUCKING SURE THAT I WILL SCREW IT UP TERRIBLY. LIKE DISASTROUSLY.#SO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO? BECAUSE PART OF MY BRAIN IS TELLING ME TO JUST GHOST EVERYONE AND RUN AWAY #SO THAT I CAN AT LEAST CONTROL THE OUTCOME BUT LIKE #I REALLY WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH QB AND WB AND BB AND I’M STRUGGLING SO HARD WITH THIS #like lowkey the thought of screwing up in the same way I always have is literally painful and my chest is killing me I just—#god I fucking hate this shit #can I get the stardew heart ranking system please?? so I know exactly where I stand all the time???#I don’t necessarily trust people to tell me what I’m doing wrong until it’s too late

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steampoweredskeleton · 3 months ago

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#delete later #wildly embarrassing meeting today where managers brought up concerns about my work and i had to explain that i cant get my #shit together bc my ocd is being a bitch and i can't think properly. and nearly cried multiple times so thats. embarrassing. and now #i am actually crying bc i cant do shit right atm anf its so frustrating ao so frustrating #fuck im tired of it all. they were so nice aboit it evej though i know ive pissed them off and made them frustrated.#i feel shitty bc it feels like ibe just given an excuse as to why they cant be angry at me when they absolutely should be #but im also terrified of them being angry at me so maybe i dud just use it as an excuse and am terrible and shitty #all while knowing FULL WELL that im feeling like this BC im in an ocd episode and moral scrupulosity is a part of my ocd #its this intense BC my ocd is not great atm. its so frustrating abd exhausting and makes me want to scream. and i know that ive #slipped backwards in terms of my skills. i fycking hate it. i hate it.#i just feel useless atm. and it's miserable. and im making things harder for other ppl and that makes me worse than useless #but at the same time i know why i feel like this and why i cant operate how i usually do but that just makes me more angry

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hydrasaura · 1 year ago

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when i said that mha ripped off naruto (which i said only to piss off mha stans anyway) I didn't mean to sound like i was praising naruto. it was actually more like a sigh of disappointment, a reaction to seeing that all the problems that naruto had as a show transpired trough mha too and i was tired because watching naruto was enough for me but then i realized that my problem actually is that i can no longer stand watching shonen anime and i chose not to tire myself by cringing at the repetitive tropes and cliches anymore

#demon slayer falls under the same category sadly #actually it was more a combination of these 2 that made me realize that i had enough of this genre #me judging other shonen having as reference only naruto #but look! i watched both mha and demon slayer and my personal point was proven that i would get bored by them #(with the exception of some rare moments that were really good in mha but the bad and cringe moments made me forget abt them)#like i remember crying bcs this dude who trained deku died but then i remembered that a few episodes earlier he ''punished''#one of his female students by tying her up a ledge and tickling her with a feather :|#LIKE WHY DID YOU NEED TO PUT THAT IN THE STORY? HORIKOSHI OR WHATEVER THE MANGAKA'S NAME IS #WHY YOU FELT THE NEED TO ADD THAT IN???#and then you tried to make me feel sorry for the guy too?#that was such a jiraya death moment like they were playing it a sad but all i could think abt was ''rip bozo''#not saying that other anime don't have cringe moments. even moments that i had to skip because of how gruesome they were #but they sorta make sense in the big picture of the story? but other characters experience it too not just a category of people? idk #also it's funny how pissed mha stans get for having their show insulted like #when i tell ppl that my fave anime/manga are evangelion; black lagoon #and berserk they look at me like i deserve to be put in an electric chair #like they are right but at the same time i find it funny and i rly don't care #but these guys always go bananas if you insult their fav show as if you broke the geneva convention #i'd say that it's because the majority of the fans are children but i know for a fact that they are not 😭

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puttheglareinminecraft · 4 months ago

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Alan wake 2 dlc review:

Put that shit on spotify. Or bandcamp. Or give me SOMETHING to work with here

#alan wake 2 #lake house dlc #i dont think this counts as a spoiler #on one hand it did take a few months after release to put out the score for alan wake 2 #for the longest time i was looking for it and could only find the songs made for in between chapters #so it might just take some time #BUT ON THE OTHER HAND #they still havent released everhthing frlm the control dlc which im pissed about cause there were some bangers in there #and if this dlc gets treated the same im gonna cry #remedy give me all of your music files #also if im wrong and anyone knows where the music im referring to is #give it to me or im replacing your insulation with soggy bread

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twipsai · 5 months ago

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lack of communication and repression of feelings strikes again

#WHAT IS THIS LIKE THE FIFTH TIME WITH THE SAME PERSON???? OH MY GOD TWIP YOU IDIOTTTTTT #I WILL NOT CRY THIS EARLY IN THE MORNING I REFUSE TO IM PISSED AS FUCK

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dbphantom · 9 months ago

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Tom penis face

#It has been [checks watch] about 5 years since I've posted about eddsworld on this blog #You know what rustles my jimmies #I got my kitten shopping sweatshirt in middle school... And it still fits 🥲#It is my biggest comfort hoodie ever tho I wear it all the time I'm surprised there aren't more holes in it tbh #I'm going to cry the day the design starts peeling #It took like 5 months to ship I remember bc my mom was PISSED bc it was my Christmas gift that year lmao #I got it in the summer and u bet ur ass I wore it every day despite sweating like a mfer #Gender dysphoria + autism = I am wearing the same sweatshirt for 7 months straight and u can't stop me #Cruddy rambles

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pastelpousay · 8 months ago

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I’m so sick of everyone (kinda rant/vent to be deleted)

BRO ISTG THIS WEEK EVERYTIME SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS SOMETHING GOOD HAPPENS THEN IT GOED RIGHT BACK TO BAD. LIKE LITERALLY EARLIER I THOUGHT I FUCKED UP N SHIT AND THEN AFTER I GET AN AMAZING SUPRISE!! 💗 AFTER THAT THERE COMES THE ANON AND THEN I GET SOME SUPER SWEET MESSAGES FROM PPL BUT LIKE

I DOTM EVEN WANNA SAY WHAT THIS IS ABOUT LIKE I WAS JUST TRYING TO BE NICE AND THINK OF MY FRIEND LIKE AND BE KIND ONLY TO BE CALLED SELFISH LIKE WHAT. IDEK THIS PERSON IRL IDK WHY I GIVE A DAMN THEY DONT WVEN CARE ABOUT ME THEY ONLY WANNA TALK TO ME ABOUT THEIR SHIT LIKE DUDE I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUU, FUCK YOU. HOW ARE YOU GONNA TREAT ME LIKE SOME TOXIC FRIEND MEANWHILE ITS NOT EVEN THAT DEEP. IM NOT GONNA FIGHT OVER PIXELS I WAS LITERALLY JUST GOING TO HIDE IT IVE ALREADY BEEN LYING ALL THIS TIME WHAT DOES IT MATTER ��😭

“You should probably try and let go again” FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF IM NOT DOING WHAT YOU SAY IM NOT A FUCKIN SUCK UP I DONT KNOW I FEEL LIKE THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME BUT LIKE WHAT LIKE WHY DO PEOPLE HATE ME, WHY ARE YOU MAD I LIKE A CHARACTER WHATS?? WRONG WITH MY ART?? SOMETHINGS WRONG WITH ME BECAUSE I LIKE THE SAME CHARACTER AS YOU!! UR SUCH A PICKY BITCH I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I BOTHERED WITH YOU I WAS PUTTING OFF EVEN INTERACTING WITH YOU CIZ I ALREADY KNEW IT WASNT GONNA GO GOOD THATS WHY I DIDNT WANT TO I SHOULDVE LEFT YOU ALONE BUT IM TO NICE APPARENTLY WHY AM I THE BAD GUY HERE WHY AM I THE BETRAYER (I get it from my man 💙)

I don’t get it I don’t get it it wasn’t even that deep why do I have to do something every time something might go south. ME it’s always me having to do something and never anyone else

Tomorrow I will stop interacting with that mf tomorrow I’m going to block you. DUD IM NOT A STEPPING STONE IM A REAL PERSON WITH FEELINGS I EVEN IF I AM ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCREEN. STOP TREATING ME LIKE IM A SUCK UP IM NOT A SUCK UP AND ESPECIALLY NOT FOR YOU. IF I DODNT SEE THE NEED TO APOLOGIZE I WONT IM SICK OF SAYING SORRY, IM SICK OF PEOPLE WANTING THAT, I REFUSE TO APOLOGIZE FOR SOMETHING I CANNOT CHANGE FUCK OFFFFFFF.

Thank you everyone who has ever looked out for me thank you to my friends and mutuals, thank you to everyone who was literally ever nice to me. I HATE EVERYONE BUT YOU 💗/j

Yall I promise I’m not this mean 😭 not unless you give me a reason to (once again from my man 💙)

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that-one-loz-nerd · 8 months ago

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Not being good at art is the most frustrating thing in the world

#im such an imaginative person #i have ideas for characters and creatures and landscapes and animations #but no matter how vividly i visualise them my hands cannot replicate it #and the fact that it would take years of practice to draw something i can picture right now pisses me off so much #all of these amazing ideas only exist in my head and not being able to have a proper visual of them makes me so angry #i know art takes a lot of time and effort and practice #but its so so so so frustrating in a way that i cant totally put into words #im willing to put the effort in #but it really frustrates me that i could practice for weeks and see only a tiny bit of progress #i think this is why i struggle to learn new skills #my brain knows the theory but it doesn't know how to put that in to practice #i know how to do it but at the same time i cant #god i hate this #i wish id gotten into art when i was young like my parents and sister #their so incredibly talented and i know it took a lot of work for all of them to be that talented #im a good writer but its so frustrating that i cant have a visual representation of my characters and creatures and world #in a way that satisfies me #anyway thats my rant about art sorry #edit: nearly started crying trying to draw a simple face shape so thats fun

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awek-s · 9 months ago

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the ceo was in today and he was pissed that i didn’t acknowledge him while he was wandering around the store but as a rule I straight up don’t approach unapproachable people who look like they’d rather be left alone to shop & I was literally working on sales stuff and he went to my manager and complained and I think he was gonna rip me a new one too but my manager took the heat for me but it put him in such a bad mood that he snapped at me about other shit instead and atp I’m like is this job actually worth all of this in the end

#and while typing this I just saw a dead pigeon in the street and now I really wanna cry so badly tbh #I really thought getting out of the house would like make my mental health better but it’s straight up just worsening it day by day bc wdym #the ceo is pissed I didn’t acknowledge him. I don’t even know you bro #and I say hi to everyone who walks in if he’s one of those people who ignores me im sure as hell not going out of my way to harass him #absolutely mental behaviour #and then I talked to my manager abt school bc he asked and I said about all the schoolwork plus the training courses for work and he was #asking me if I’m sure I can keep doing work for them and school at the same time #so now it got me thinking like ??? do I just have anxiety or are you like having second thoughts about me bc like that’s fine too but just.#say it yknow #anyway idk I’m just tired #I want to work in my field. I don’t want to do this.#mrow.org

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pepprs · 2 years ago

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discovered miah_pie on t*ktok (<- i don’t have one btw i just stumbled upon her bc someone i follow on ig talked abt her) and her videos make me want to cry so bad. 24 year old dependent moment

#purrs #i went to a clothing store today to try to get new work shoes and pants bc the one pair i have of each literally have holes in them and are #falling the fuck apart on my body and it was a HORRIBLE experience largely bc i think everybody in town was out shopping for back to school #so it was super crowded and there were lots of screaming kids and it was extremely stressful + my dad got into a mini car accident while i w #was in the store (he was / is completely fine thankfully but the car is not which is so awesome 😍😍😍😍😍) and i was just so stressed and #overstimulated but also like… nothing fits me bc im so short lol. but anyway it was so horrible i was on the verge of starting to cry in the #store and then i came home empty handed and my mom got super pissed at me for… needing to go to the store / being the reason we were out lol #and then finding miah pie and her videos are all about making trips to the store SO much fun and buying little treats and saying yessir and #OHHHHHH MYYYYY and just finding the joy in smth that can be so stressful and unpleasant… it makes me want to cry happy and sad tears at the #same time like i want that soooo bad and i can’t do it fully yet but i want it. need it. fuck my stupid baka life #anyways im gonna start saying the stuff she says just to make myself feel better even when im not at a store. yessir! OHHHHHH MYYYYYY.#acquired. don’t mind if i diddly dooooo!#also btw i am not a dependent except for the ways i am a dependent. hope that helps 🫶🏻#the problem is really that i don’t have a car or a license and also that my mom throws a fit every time i need / want to get driving #practice bc it’s never a good time so. lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 me doing drivers ed this summer was a fucking joke i forget literally everything i #learned and have only been behind the wheel 3 times and none of them have actually counted bc im just developing basic motor skills #(literally). fmlllll im never getting out of here who am i kidding 🤪#delete later

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lav3nder-bees · 1 year ago

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Trying to make a stupid edit of my bg3 ocs why is tech so hard

#im literally an old man when it comes to these things #ive been listening to the SHITTIEST pop track trying to find one fucking verse #sorry not to vent in the tags but i HATE the song ‘no roots’ its the same two fucking verses on repeat over a shitty backing track #sorry if anyone likes that song but ive listened to it 3 times and its pissing me off sm #wait to clarify this is specifically the capcut version of the song? not the actual one #i dont know whats going on and im ready to start crying

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iii-days-grace · 1 year ago

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you watch idiot teens try and recreate kink dynamics in five or six different communities, fandoms, and/or subcultures before you reach some point in your twenties hopefully and are like

fuck it, im going to hang out with the other cool adults who aren't terrified of the words top, bottom, and/or dominant. rofl. lmao even. get over yourselves and stop pissing your pants over the thought that other people might fuck and get excited about it. im moving to fetlife

#can't catch me now suckers!#original post #i quit kinkstagram because there were so many annoying teenagers into 'age regression'#more in a minute but like #do not piss your diapers about the fact that #hashtag age regression means something different #to most other people on that site. who are adults.#i wasnt even on for cgl lmao it was just irritating to see these little jerks crying in the kink tags all the time #anyway #the point i want to make with this example is that they're clearly traumatized and find doing more kiddish stuff comforting #you know like the adults?#if you don't get that part you're getting distracted by the diapers too but it's so fucking funny #they seem to have like a whole parallel caregiver/little community with their own terms for the exact same stuff #but very studiously nonsexual #i don't seek this out because im not personally interested in their probably also-horny business (they are teens)#but again they are screaming at you for 'crosstagging' with anything remotely cutesy #i just left rather than trying to waste my time or seriously upset anyone

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welcometoteyvat · 10 months ago

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ok very interesting quest in hsr

#theyre getting better at this writing shit #hsr spoilers #tho i think dh and jy was still kinda random lol i guess it made sense since it was a dream(?)...#i haven't seen enough people crying abt misha but to me. its sadge we can't see him on the train anymore :( but he got #his wish.... he talks abt always wanting to go on the express and traveling and he did it.... he made it!! so im happy for him :')#aven pisses me off lowkey ipc hater group. whatever tho #i like where they went w robin so now i'll just wait for sunday #also the boss design is so nice and cool and very reminscent of ena but fuck the gameplay oh my god i hated fighting sundays mecha body #so much .... i swear if robin's gonna need those materials i'll just be like . 🧍‍♀️#much to think about though. at the same time i actually have no idea what happened and need to read a plot summary #hsr #they also need to stop putting elements that i don't have built like genuinely besides gui.naifen and hime.ko i have 0 fire chars #and id rather not use ms train navigator bc she doesn't seem good against bosses #robin and sunday are intriguing and so is boothill.... neutral on fire.fly but i guess she's alright at least she improved from getting #murdered for shock value in 2.0 #ramblings!#oh one more thing sunday apologist i dont think what he did was necessarily right i just want to chew on him like a toy #hoyo loves their characters falling out of giant robots #chicken wing boy pls be playable i'll pull he's so funky a bit in over his head but we love a biblical coded guy w savior complex #oops edit: also wtf is the state of the family rn we kinda just fought sunday fought sunday again for real this time and then he fell #and penacony went back to reality??? or what? maybe i'm not comprehending or maybe there's another part to this???????

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fuwaprince · 1 year ago

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#waiting ever so patiently for ppl to fall asleep so that I can microwave some mashed potatoes...#in the past two days I have not had enough food #yeah that's all the time and yes the calorie deficit is kicking my ass #but fuck I am so hungry rn and have been since early this morning #once ppl are in bed I'm going to warm up potatoes and peas #pls godoka let there be a little more for me #in my own place I'll be able to use the bathroom and eat food whenever I want #I won't even have to expect shame #I won't worry about earning my food by working my ass off for someone else #I'll just get to eat when I want and in peace not in the dark and as quiet as a mouse #I'll light myself a candle because why not and help myself to homemade soups #i really want to cook for some reason but using the kitchen pisses ppl off bc they can hear the sounds of my existence #i hate that if i don't do enough to them that they think i just lose the right to eat bc they perceive me as a waste of resources #i stood up all night and wandered around crying over the same old same old... came home at like 5am #i let myself sleep in and ik they think i haven't contributed enough to earn any food today #“what good is a man if he only eats and sleeps?”#that's all they see #trying not to smoke and trying to cope in other ways like writing about it #at least school is tomorrow and I'll get to see my dear profs again #i cried reading their happy thanksgiving messages over email last night

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