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Angels are Allowed to Feel Broken Too
This poem expresses the anguish of witnessing a loved one's self-destructive path while remaining steadfast in their devotion.
Their heart aches seeing you like this. They would clip off their wings if they could to be with you, but you would rather lay in the dirt, and you take the love they for you as breaths on a window, fleeting and ethereal, but they have to stand firm in case you recognize the need to reach out for them to help you on your feet. They ghost their sleep, They sit there patiently wishing they…
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#Abandonment#Blank verse#Brokenness#Burdened Souls#Emotional Exhaustion#Emotional Intensity#Emotional Liberation#Emotional Resilience#Emotional Turmoil#Erwinism#Everyone#Faith#Fragile Relationships#FYP#Healing Hearts#Heartache#Highlight#Holding On#Hope and Faith#Inner Struggles#Learning#Life#Lost Love#Love#Love and Devotion#Loving Against the Odds Torn Relationships#Lullabies of Love#Metaphorical Love#Pietry#Poem
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vague-posting about this here cuz i don't feel comfortable yapping about my su takes on twitter, but after everything that's happened the most interesting thing about the su fandom to me is that so many are 100% there for applying the "everyone can change and deserves a second chance" message to everyone, even the diamonds. except for one ☝️ she doesn't count. cuz she's dead.
#personal#very extremely delete later#ok cutting the vague post this is about a “whose the worst cartoon mom” twt post with pink diamond in the running#and a bunch of people pointing at her. the woman who died in childbirth and never got to meet her child. and she's literally next to#mother gothel. the baby kidnapper who kidnapped a baby#i'm always gonna be a pink diamond nuancepilled defender. she was a shitty entitled teen who grew up with a silver spoon in her mouth#then got self-radicalized and rebelled for both selfish AND selfless reasons#“this show is great because everyone makes mistakes and learns from them. except the pink one. she's bad and dead forever.”#anyways this is a crit towards the fandom not the show#“she had steven so she could selfishly escape her mistakes and put all her burdens on her child” or she wanted a child#“she abandoned her family” or she died during childbirth#“she started a war that got thousands of gems killed and mutilated” and if she hadn't nobody on earth would exist#the fact that some fans are more willing to jump to white diamond’s defense when talking about her reformation and redemption#white diamond—the architect and supreme ruler of a 10000+ year old fascist empire—has 10000% done worse more unforgivable things than pink#guys even blue diamond has shattered gems before. like not just kill them but permanently split their souls into pieces.#ruby called her a “SHATTERER.” she was INFAMOUS for murdering people. pink never shattered anyone#for fans of a show that explicitly says nobody's truly a villain you guys sure do want a villain really badly#anyways “we need more compelx female characters y'all couldn't even handle rose quartz” etc. etc. etc.
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the ferryman
#my art#fnaf#fnaf fanart#fnaf charlie#charlie emily#fnaf puppet#five nights at freddy's#she’s the grim reaper she’s the ferryman#she guides the souls. do you see the vision. do you see it#littlest grim reaper ever trying to hold all she can#save them you can’t#huge burden for someone so small.#DO U UNDERSTAND. DO YOU GET IT. I FEEL CRAZY#also. ‘j will carry all your names and i will carry all your shame’ btw. if you even care. /ref
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random thing but. I think part of the cultural migration that vampires have made from unsympathetic to sympathetic has to do with modern awareness of the many, many ways one can harm others without even trying
like. this is just me rambling cause my brain is in the Vortex but. it’s the guilt, right? it’s the guilt. so so so many people feel guilty for just existing, because by just existing we are complicit in harm. existing as a human being in a modern industrialized culture harms the earth. existing as a majority demographic group harms those in minority demographic groups. every single thing some of us touch is built on bones
phones and cheaply made goods (ie most goods) are products of slave labor and resource exploitation. food is grown in ways that harm the environment. food that used to be animals? almost all of it is from animals that suffered. we are all prolonging our lives via the consumption of animals, the difference is that most of us aren’t killing them ourselves. vegans aren’t exempt; farms are all too often staffed by abused workers, some of whom are literally enslaved. countless -isms are ingrained into our brains and we perpetuate them often without realizing.
and on a more personal level, we have all become hypervigilant towards toxicity and manipulation and all of the ways that we can hurt the people we love completely accidentally. yah, a lot of people direct this blame at others, but who hasn’t quietly freaked out about it like. what if everyone I know would be better off if they had never met me. what if I am parasitizing them by existing. feeding on them emotionally. what if there’s no other way to exist. what if I can’t stop. what if that’s just what I’m made of
and that’s vampirism! vampirism is, to some degree, about parasitizing the world around you and being unable to exist any other way. some vampires can mitigate it— feeding off of animals or willing donors— but they’re still feeding on the life force of others. harm can be lessened but never undone.
maybe I’m just being mentally ill about it, but I can’t be the only person who relates to vampires out of fear of being a parasite. burdening others with my existence. i don’t think I’m alone. so we’re being more sympathetic to vampires in the modern day, because we have to be, right? if you look at the monster and you see your own traits in it, then what does it mean about you if the monster has to be destroyed? so modern vampires can feel guilt, even if the older source-material vamps didn’t, because the wider culture has started to align itself with monster more than with victim. the monsters feel guilty and they try to mitigate their harm and they try not to hurt the people around them. because that’s all any of us can do, yeah?
#Dracula#vampires#vampire#something something Renfield’s talk about not wanting to be burdened with the souls of anything#just. yeah.
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I know I'm kinda late but Happy Birthday month !!!🎉🎉🎉🎉
I was wondering if you wanted to talk about the parallels between A-Qing and Wei Wuxian in the Yi city arc ?
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Thank you! As long as it’s November, it’s never too late 💝
I kind of compared them in this wwx bday meta, but I didn’t get too deep into the parallel. While I said that A-Qing represents Wei Wuxian’s adaptability and unwillingness to passively accept evil simply because it’s cloaked in civility, I would like to highlight here another shared trait: their tenacity towards doing the right thing.
A-Qing is in a position of powerlessness in the trio due to her lack of cultivation skills and cultivation world knowledge, similar to how Wei Wuxian is made powerless—despite being a part of the cultivation world—by his lack of status and faithful allies. Yet despite this, both characters thrive in their environments and use their situationally-acquired skills to protect those around them. A-Qing did not have to stay with Xiao Xingchen, especially after Xue Yang came along, but her own sense of morality made her stick around to ensure Xiao Xingchen’s safety, something she was only able to do by feigning blindness. Even when she fails, she, Xiao Xingchen, and Song Lan die, and Xiao Xingchen’s spirit disperses, she uses the last moments of her life to doggedly seek help. After dying, she uses the entirety of her afterlife to scare ignorant strangers away from Yi City (mind you, she didn’t even die there. She made her spirit go back) and try to find ways to stop Xue Yang. Even at the risk of destroying her soul, she goes against Xue Yang to the very end, no regrets in any of her actions.
In the same way that A-Qing used her “blindness” as a shield, Wei Wuxian weaponized the cultivation world’s fears of him first to protect the sovereignty of the newly rebuilt Jiang then to protect the Wen remnants liberated from the Qiongqi Path labor camp. When he was still schemed against and the Wen siblings told him of their plan to turn themselves in, he still never thought to abandon them or let the punishment fall on anyone else’s shoulders, just as A-Qing refused to abandon Xiao Xingchen. After his resurrection, Wei Wuxian still goes out of his way to rescue and protect the junior cultivators, entering back into the lion’s den of the cultivation world for no benefit of his own just to continue to help others, in the exact same way that A-Qing went back to Yi City to guard against passersby wandering in to their deaths. And just like with A-Qing, at no point in time does he regret having rescued the Wen in his first life or having endangered himself in his second life to protect the juniors (or later their bloodthirsty parents).
Even though they faced negative consequences for following their morality to the bitter end (and even beyond), even if the people they wanted to protect were still murdered before their eyes, their reputations tarnished and legacies buried, at no point do either A-Qing or Wei Wuxian stray from their course nor regret their actions. This is their shared tenacity. There’s a reason, after all, that Wei Wuxian experiences the Yi City arc as her.
#mdzs asks#anon#human metas mxtx#a-qing as the sole (conscious) survivor#who must witness the horrors every day while combatting it#until finally at least xxc’s soul fragments are freed from xue yang#and song lan’s consciousness is brought back#wwx as the sole survivor of the burial mounds massacre#who must witness the horror of their lives reduced down to ‘wen-dogs who deserved to die’#to watch all he loved and protected be desecrated by The Good Guys™️#until finally wen ning regains his consciousness#until finally a-yuan regains his memories#until finally a-qing and wwx are no bearing this burden alone#and their selfless actions finally bear the fruit that had been waiting to bud all along
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We don’t write to burden anyone’s soul with our thoughts, we write because it’s the only way to unburden ours .
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#writing therapy#burden#souls#keep writing#soulinkpoetry#poetry#thoughts#feelings#she writes#poets on tumblr#poets corner#writers and poets
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Im truly born to listen and obsess over music and nothing else
#boygenius#boygenius is my reason to go on man#boygenius the record#boygenius ep#boygenius the rest#lucy dacus#home video lucy dacus#no burden lucy dacus#historian lucy dacus#lucy dacus the woman that u are#julien baker#julien baker the women that you are#jesus baker fr#julien can own my soul#she knows my deepest darkest thoughts#turn out the lights julien baker#little oblivions julien baker#phoebe bridgers#stranger in the alps#stranger in the alps phoebe bridgers#punisher phoebe bridgers#phoebe covers#love the fruity little indie girlies#mitski#ethel cain#beabadoobee#taylor swift
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The God™️ is literally a child with trust issues and guilt give him a break :(
#soul's art stuff#ninjago#lego ninjago#fsm ninjago#ninjago fsm#first spinjitzu master#the first spinjitzu master#my sad miserable little meow meow#he's gotta feel a fuck ton of guilt I swear#he probably blames himself for everything from not being able to stop the war to Garmadon getting bitten#and his entire family being the destiny's favorite (in a very negative way)#that is a literal child graaaahhh#no child should have this burden not even a literal god
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(so many of my favourites actually don't fit in the poll options ffs 😭)
#some of my other favourites that are too long for the poll:#canopy 19 is perfectly placed for the reasonably frightening fall from the aftertaste#in all your time alone can you hack your mind being riddled with the wrong memories#does burden come to meet you if i've questions of the feature that rolls on your dream reel#the next time that i caught my own reflection it was on its way to meet you thinking of excuses to postpone#(okay that's enough now otherwise i'll just end up quoting the entire album in the tags 😅)#happy birthday humbug 💜💜💜#forever grateful for the strange moody bittersweet magic of this record ✨#truly one of my top three albums of all time 💖#(and probably the one that whispers most closely to my soul)#humbug#arctic monkeys#alex turner#polls#lulu posts
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based on this concept they got soul bond and sans can feel when smth wrong with papyrus
good thing that sans didn't see the actual injury.. grillby knew that would greatly upset sans, so that's why he pushed him away. it also could have trigger some really bad memories for Sans..so grillby did good job x2 (more thoughts in tags)
#grillby in dress because why not#my art my rules#undertale#underlust#utmv#underlust sans#underlust papyrus#underlust grillby#lust sans#comics#sans actually knows what kind of responsobility he has - papy was told to sit in the library and do some puzzles#but he's a kid so he ran away it's not really sans' fault there#because of the lust injection grillby has higher tolerance for snow and water(the Heat is stronger)#so sans didn't want to kill him by pushing a living fire into icy water#he just really doesn't like being pushed(it reminds him of something he doesn't remeber but still has very bad feelings about)#lust sans in this interpretaion gives me strong fiona gallagher vibes....#papy here is 5 and sans like 19#and grillby's like 20 or 21#so sans is pretty emotional(alone raising a child since you were 15 does it to person) all this stress of working on multiple jobs and#and having no one to share this burden with#in this comics they just collegs with grillby#they eventually will become friends(and khm husbands in future) but now lust's trust issues are pretty bad#but Grillby doesn't rush him#They build their connection at a slow pace#the bar they work in belongs to someone (possibly a relative of Grillby) who will give it to Grillby in the future#and he will make a strip club there or smth#Papy does his best to be brave and strong bro#so sans doesn’t have to worry too much..(papy knows about sans’ weak soul.. papy’s pretty mature for his age)
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Nothing like a story where the happy ending is death aaghh
#just thinking don't mind me.#when a character is so haunted throughout life that even a peaceful happy ever after is just not... it.#and the truly the kindest thing is eternal rest. at last.#never will they have to be burdened or push through endless sorrow again.#FUCK YEAH LET'S GO. i love stories that claw my heart and soul out.#it's like having a bruise. it hurts when you touch it but you can't help but do it again.
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Thriller novel where someone very far away in a remote part of the country hires me as a specialty traveling pet sitter and offers me a huge bonus to be there for their pet 24/7 and when I show up, the pet is...
a tamagotchi
#is it haunted by the soul of their dead child?#were they burdened with this curse in a faustian agreement?#tune in to find out!
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I keep thinking of Totality being a metaphor for itafushi, like how the white divine dog died the same day Yuuji did and the black divine dog having its white counterpart's power passed on to it after death. It makes me wonder if that's how JJK will end? By Megumi somehow absorbing Yuuji's power after death and using it to defeat Sukuna, thus making him be defeated by the power of love, a concept he thought was worthless before.
#you could go the direction of megumi's soul somehow absorbing yuuji's so their souls become one#unlike mahito where two souls are like sewn hastily together you can tell they dont belong#but megumi and yuuji's are in perfect harmony#or you could go another route of megumi taking on the burden of yuuji's ideals of saving people#like he honors his memory after death#my brain goes brrrr with this actually#itafushi#jjk manga spoilers#kinda?#jjk predictions
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My spirit has no slumber
my soul’s sounding
my body awakens
ancient ancestors speak
callings
visions
of knowing
we are one
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burdens burning
bring
your peaceful
practice
remembering
reconnecting
reclaiming
Release
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When the crew asked Dot to do job ads for them and she replied with "sounds like a pain" I was fascinated.
Most of Dot's characterization these past few episodes was doing things for others without being asked, and then downplaying her work when they complimented her on it. So when she hesitated to do the little job ads for the crew, my first instinct was "She Would Not Freaking Say That", but then I mulled it over and... I actually really like that choice.
Dot is a very nuanced character, full of subtleties. She's not exactly averse to new experiences, but she is very selective with what she's willing to go along with. She likes doing favors for others but only on her own terms. She has an interest in learning about pokemon training, but only recently had the motivation to become a trainer herself. In fact, she only seems to do things when she feels especially motivated. She's hard on herself, alarmingly so at times (namely when Spinel messes with the Volt Tacklers and she falls for it), and from what I can see she thinks very lowly of herself, which, along with Murdock's general attitude toward her (simultaneously overprotective and hands-off in a desperate attempt to see her come out of her shell) is why I headcanon her to have clinical depression.
So maybe she was having a bad brain day, or managing expectations. Or maybe she just hates doing graphic design for ads lmao
#Of Course I have thoughts about Dot's characterization in HZ035 even though she appeared for all of 40 seconds why do you ask#also love how 70% of the time her motivation is “I'm going to do this for Liko's sake” but that might just be my shipper brain seeing thing#pokémon#pokemon#pokemon horizons#anyway I feel her. I love animating but working on ads is soul-sucking#tl;dr: “graphic design is my burden” ---Dot PokemonHorizons
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I'm gonna have to wait out a few weeks to be able to complain about jjk's ending bc rn half the ppl are bashing everyone who expected more as ppl who just wanted gojo back
#jjk 271#like no I can read I understood that gojo was gone for good from 236 bUT we can still talk about#how a grown ass man and his grown ass friends deciding how they were at 16 was their perfect forms.#before they made all the important life changing decisions. is a regression right#like can we talk about how the narrative just glosses over geto's whole entire life after hs WHERE HE WAS A GENOCIDAL MANIAC#and pretends like no one would even side eye him about that???#that's fucking regression#you're scaling his character back bc you don't want to address the root reasonwhy he went that route#and it's perfectly fine when an author doesn't want to get too political in their work it's their right I get it#but it does make me upset where the whole entire story up until here the author has been beating us over the head with leftist messaging-#- only to throw it away and settle for a 'oh I didn't mean ACTUAL revolution or changes that would rock the boat for REAL'#bc let's face it. the conditions that made people like geto and sukuna happen are still fucking there they just skipped this generation#these kids are still going to be sent out when a special grade curse shows up and some of them are still gonna die tragically early#to put yuuji as the leader of gojo's dream is isolating and a burden on JUST YUUJI (WHY WERE THE OTHER STUDENTS NOT THERE)#to make yuuji the sole messenger of gojo's will is frankly WEIRD gojo wanted these kids to look out for one another#he had nothing to say to anyone else???#yuuji's been accidentally burdened with the weight of gojo's dream now ON HIS OWN#HE IS A KID#literally nothing's changed at the end#also see how I didn't talk about gojo on his own here bc the problems are so glaring that they shine through even side characters#WHY IS NANAMI A KID IN THE AIRPORT IS THAT THE VERSION OF HIMSELF HE WAS CONTENT WITH???#or did they all have to be aged down to match haibara even though making the choice to show the ones that lived as grown would've made it-#-more impactful#A twenty seven yr old nanami sitting next to the fifteen yr old haibara would've been soul crushing right?#also why have nanami be the only one that talks like he remembers his adulthood BUT NOT GETO#WHY TAKE AWAY SUCH A HUGE PART OF GETO#YOU COULD'VE HAD THAT BE A CONVERSATION AND HAVE PEOPLE FORGIVE HIM#the more I think about the ending the more things I find to nitpick further back too#gege I love you but please I hope you negotiate a more flexible time in your next contract I hope they don't burn you out again#bc jjk is going to be an ending which I will frankly ignore and just go with 'sukuna won and it was terrible' in my head instead
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