#Besties I am mentally ill
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tiredfox64 · 6 months ago
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The way I’d let this man inject me with experimental serums into my bloodstream and even into my bones while giving me backshots is crazy!!
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It’s a mental illness
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lookmomitsmytmblr · 3 months ago
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Ten/Donna is my comfort pairing because they're so snarky and depressed and neurodivergent and mentally ill but they still get to have The Soft together without erasing any of that
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thecatspasta · 1 year ago
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Nobody: Me (npd haver) when I see a post specifically about NPD: OMGGG ME FR!!!!!
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erytherion · 1 year ago
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Going to pull a Kim Dokja here and tell everyone that they should definitely go read The World After The Fall (novel version) all the way to the end because it is SO AMAZING and very very similarly mind-fucky about universes and reality and imagination and legitimate scientific theories you can go research about but the majority of the story itself feels mostly like a silly and bizarre action plot, when really it hits you with so many deep and philosophical quandaries and feels that you really don’t realise til the end and then you bawl your eyes out, kinda like what happens with ORV. I don’t want to spoil it by giving specifics, but like… it’s truly SO WEIRD that you will undoubtedly question how an author actually decided to go with those options, but obviously they had every reason to choose those metaphors and bizarre choices, yet you’re still left a bit like “What the actual fuck?” even after knowing how weird it is.
DEFINITELY BE CAREFUL if you experience delusions as part of your mental health though! They hit so many of my own at the end, I was so so glad that ORV had already given me actual psychosis beforehand so I knew how to take it in stride and not let it make me spiral. On the plus side, if you DO have the same type of mental illness as me, the story is even MORE relatable than ORV (or maybe like, relatable for different reasons to it, since ORV is still really cool too!) This only really applies to the latter third of the book though.
Anyways, READ THE WORLD AFTER THE FALL! Sing-Shong are geniuses with their stories and you don’t always realise til the end when they hit you with all the extra realisations! It truly is so impressive and also a little aggravating because GUYS BE NICE TO ME! But they’re already nice since they shared it with us, it just feels mean because then we get pulled into all their stories’ meta bullshit as a result.
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stabbyfoxandrew · 5 months ago
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omg guys yesterday i said i was gonna answer asks and disappeared sorry TWT
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cottoncandysprite · 1 year ago
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Might just be brain poisoned bc I'm directing Addams Family the musical rn but. Wwdits animatic of One Normal Night with Guillermo bringing his family to formally meet the vamps
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i-have-rabies-dw · 21 days ago
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Howdy hey!!! My name is Kitt or Ko <3
This is my blog to make friends, be myself, and find others who've lived similar lives to me! This is my only source of social interaction sooo bare with me
I'm 20, live in the United Shits, I usually use he/him pronouns, but I am genderfluid! I'm a nb transmasc living in one of the most rural areas of the continental US! I have no friends, this place is 30 or more years behind with respecting women/afab folk & lgbt acceptance <3
I only like transmen&mascs, sorry cissy men, women, and worms. (Hmu worms, I still love you💔)
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Dnis unless debating: Trans exclusionary feminists towards ftms, nb, mtfs, intersex folk in feminism (have always been apart of feminism), endo/non trauma (not real sry pick a struggle), npd abuse or insert any other mental health condition abuse believers, conservatives, zionists
Dnis perrrriod: Radqueers, zoos/pedos/etc, under 18!
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What's wrong with me? Wellll then, I have DID, BPD&Bipolar 1, ASD, and, drum roll, more🙃(dx with all listed). I don't bite, I pinky promise, genetics and life have really sucked! Obv looking for friends with these same disorders, especially systems with any of these conditions. If you're accepting of people who have these conditions and don't have them, I also wouldn't mind talking! Single, looking for another system with cluster B personality disorders (someone who can be our muse 2!!!💜)
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My Beloved Interests; Embroidery! It's my fav past time, keeps me sannne. I love many other types of creativity, story writing, traditional art (sketching&watercolors mostly), physical crafts, and singing/music/song writing! I'm a very outdoorsy person, love foraging, hiking, plant identification and practical uses, swimming, watching animals, I love love bugs. I also love gardening, love my plants sm <3. Cooking from scratch 2! I've never had a social life lmao
Shows/Movies - Gravity Falls, •South Park•, Heather's the Movie&Musical, Them (2019), Hazbin but I don't like or support Vivian/Vivzi
Books - Stone Butch Blues, I know Why the Caged Bird Sings, Parable of the Sower, George Orwell Books <3
Manga&Anime - The Promised Neverland, Danganronpa, Mekakucity Actors
Social Justice stuff - Free Palestine! Feminism, Trans-rights, LGBTQ+ rights, black lives matter, disabled folks rights&quality of life, pro-choice, elderly folk rights&qaulity of life, resistance against past and modern day colonialism and imperialism, addressing modern day civil rights injustices (racism, sexism, queerphobia is well alive). Separation of Church and state my beloved <3, fighting against cults and organized religion. Acknowledging, we are in the second civil rights era. Politically queer and punk.
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Imma post about symptom stuff, memes, social justice related stuff (usually from historical evidence), embriodery related stuff, and yeah just whatever I'm up toooo (this blog is ran by a Kokichi Ouma fictive)
I can't comment&dm rn (can respond to dms/asks)
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ivoryand-gold · 1 year ago
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firstprince is me and i’m firstprince. like strip away the power, money, fame, and influence- i have truly never related more to both halves of a ship as much as i do alex & henry ❤️🤍💙
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girlivealwaysbean · 2 years ago
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spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me
#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason#the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2#i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head#and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet#and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay#he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all#i have no idea what he has that i don't#but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about#not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me#not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act#im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough#for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away#from my sociopathic parents#and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough#but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d#exams#and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then#never cry#i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really#trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing#oh god this is now a ventpost#mes
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indigopoptart · 8 months ago
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man i love the people im surrounded with. how did this happen. youre all so lovely😭
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hyoyawns · 19 days ago
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if I have a decent to good job now and things are getting better why is my brain telling me to start panicking at 9pm at night. feel like I'm about to be hunted for sport
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atlantis-just-drowned · 1 year ago
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Me, every time I see a character I relate to in a piece of media: I'm going to make them my whole personality for the next 3 weeks.
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dearest-meat-mutt · 4 months ago
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Conventionally unattractive old man in conventionally attractive lingerie save me...save me conventionally unattractive old man in conventionally attractive lingerie...CONVENTIONALLY UNATTRACTIVE OLD MAN IN-
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jlrai · 6 months ago
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my mum being saying she's thinking about getting back with my step dad and openly flirting with him while he blatantly rejects her is so embarrassing ngl like girlie he broke up with u...on xmas eve and u constantly complained about him and fought ur entire marriage even if u want to get back with him (why idk) he clearly doesn't wanna get back with you...
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aliensaresupergay · 1 year ago
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gnawing at the bars of my cage I NEED TO WRITE THE 5+ IDEAS BOUNCING AROUND IN MY HEAD
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yououghtaknow · 2 years ago
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#ANDREW!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ANYWAYS. fucking hate the medical system. hate being mentally ill. hate being disabled. hate this life.#but at LEAST my parasocial bway besties are making good music#[everything is falling apart] [five minutes later] omg musical theatre#deleting so many tags because i have so much to say but i can't because of the [redacted] of it all#going to try and go for a walk and listen to music and try not to go insane#i love simultaneously oversharing and being a man of mystery. i am everything and nothing and so so special.#evening plans: walk. music. dinner. try and do a little creative work. sleep.#i have planned social things for the weekend so i am NOT isolating myself#i am doing all of the things i have been told to do to get better AND YET!!!!!!!!!!#it will be okay. at least i'm at my parents' house for the weekend so i can belt about it#anyways if my paranoia is Correct and my irls are reading this Hello. I Will Explain All Of This Eventually But You Probably Know What's Up#in many ways i am just like alistair fletcher but in many ways i am not. i contain multitudes.#ooh i should try and finish the current episode of my skambr annotations tonight. at this rate i will finish s1 by the end of the summer.#the thing about sandy neuman is she's sooooo flawed but in a way that is just like me (conflict avoidance and over/undersharing)#she would fuck with yellowjackets sooooooooo much. she's a soccer player she's a lesbian she has fucked up girlbestfriendships.#ANYWAYS. if you're still reading this hiiiiiii. going to feel the sun on my vampiric skin now.#Spotify
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