#Besties I am mentally ill
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
The way I’d let this man inject me with experimental serums into my bloodstream and even into my bones while giving me backshots is crazy!!
It’s a mental illness
#mortal kombat#mk1#mortal kombat 1#mortal kombat1#mortal kombat 11#mk11#mk11 shang tsung#shang tsung mk11#mortal kombat shang tsung#shang tsung mortal kombat#shang tsung#mk1 shang tsung#shang tsung mk1#no I am mentally ill tho#my neurons are not typical#it’s 2am I am tired#I won’t remember this in the morning#to my bestie don’t look I know you know I told you not to#poor girlie
95 notes
·
View notes
Text
Ten/Donna is my comfort pairing because they're so snarky and depressed and neurodivergent and mentally ill but they still get to have The Soft together without erasing any of that
#tendonna#ten/donna#doctor/donna#doctor x donna#ten x donna#I am also the mentally ill so I love that for them#also I want to be married to someone who is my bestie#also they are hilarious so that helps too
28 notes
·
View notes
Text
Nobody: Me (npd haver) when I see a post specifically about NPD: OMGGG ME FR!!!!!
#like#bestie#YOU FUCKING WONDER WHY YOU RELATE TO THAT???#anywaysss#if you see this post PLEASEEE SEND ME ASKS ABOUT MYSELF#Im bored and want to talk about myself#garlic breath#npd#narcissistic personality disorder#actually narcissistic#cluster b#actually cluster b#actually npd#npd safe#this just in i am a total fucking dumbass#i want to @ two of my friends on this post so bad but i wont#publicly#their dms still exist >:3#also i mighttt start posting about my mental health stuff more instead of the sideblog#(other than one specific mental illness you do not get to know about <3)#youre only dreaming
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
Going to pull a Kim Dokja here and tell everyone that they should definitely go read The World After The Fall (novel version) all the way to the end because it is SO AMAZING and very very similarly mind-fucky about universes and reality and imagination and legitimate scientific theories you can go research about but the majority of the story itself feels mostly like a silly and bizarre action plot, when really it hits you with so many deep and philosophical quandaries and feels that you really don’t realise til the end and then you bawl your eyes out, kinda like what happens with ORV. I don’t want to spoil it by giving specifics, but like… it’s truly SO WEIRD that you will undoubtedly question how an author actually decided to go with those options, but obviously they had every reason to choose those metaphors and bizarre choices, yet you’re still left a bit like “What the actual fuck?” even after knowing how weird it is.
DEFINITELY BE CAREFUL if you experience delusions as part of your mental health though! They hit so many of my own at the end, I was so so glad that ORV had already given me actual psychosis beforehand so I knew how to take it in stride and not let it make me spiral. On the plus side, if you DO have the same type of mental illness as me, the story is even MORE relatable than ORV (or maybe like, relatable for different reasons to it, since ORV is still really cool too!) This only really applies to the latter third of the book though.
Anyways, READ THE WORLD AFTER THE FALL! Sing-Shong are geniuses with their stories and you don’t always realise til the end when they hit you with all the extra realisations! It truly is so impressive and also a little aggravating because GUYS BE NICE TO ME! But they’re already nice since they shared it with us, it just feels mean because then we get pulled into all their stories’ meta bullshit as a result.
#like when we rec ORV to friends and have to apologise in advance because we love the story but also good luck surviving it bestie!#like I’m SO sorry but I hope you have fun with it!#congrats on your new mental illness!#<- a sincere threat of becoming true if I am any example#READ TWATF IT’S SO BRAIN-MELTY AND WEIRD#twatf#orv#the world after the fall#meta bullshit#is an understatement#Sing-Shong I love you but please stop making me question reality unless you give me your protagonists to hug as collateral#I didn’t like Jaehwan at first but now I will defend him so hard#he is baby you just don’t realise quite how much yet#also that man needs HUGS#also clothing#do I need to elaborate? no! he’s just so fashionable tbh
53 notes
·
View notes
Text
omg guys yesterday i said i was gonna answer asks and disappeared sorry TWT
#pls forgive me... i am stupid.#lol i went down a rabbit hole of trying to find old kh fics on ff.net#the whole fic finding adventure the other day upset me#like... how many of my old faves are missing now? how many will i never remember the titles of? :(#fucked me up real good#the good news is though. that i found a lot of them! so yay!#i also swiftly downloaded them just in case#haha#also i reread some and...#a lot of them are Bad! and it makes me cry bc when i was in middle school this shit was fucking high shelf literature okay?#like... it's so fucking funny. i was like 12 and the writings of the like 17yos in high school were godly to me TWT#now i'm like. oh.. bestie this sucks! but it's still fun to read haha#anyway. i'll answer asks eventually ig?#i haven't really felt myself the last couple days? so that's weird.#just haven't felt like i'm real so???#mental illness georg over here lkgnklgjdlkg#no one read all this :( no one's gonna see my joke sigh#diaerie
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
Might just be brain poisoned bc I'm directing Addams Family the musical rn but. Wwdits animatic of One Normal Night with Guillermo bringing his family to formally meet the vamps
#i knew these brainrots would overlap eventually#not saying I'd actually make this but I'm also not saying i wouldn't make it#like maybe if I get to it#LIKE. nandor begging the others to behave while guillermo brings his fam there#THE GUIDE AS FESTER W THE WRAITHS AS THE ANCESTORS#(shes in her besties w guillermo era and is pulling strings for him to get w nandor)#guys cmon I'm a genius (i am mentally ill)#ramblies#wwdits#nandermo
47 notes
·
View notes
Text
Howdy hey!!! My name is Kitt or Ko <3
This is my blog to make friends, be myself, and find others who've lived similar lives to me! This is my only source of social interaction sooo bare with me
I'm 20, live in the United Shits, I usually use he/him pronouns, but I am genderfluid! I'm a nb transmasc living in one of the most rural areas of the continental US! I have no friends, this place is 30 or more years behind with respecting women/afab folk & lgbt acceptance <3
I only like transmen&mascs, sorry cissy men, women, and worms. (Hmu worms, I still love you💔)
Dnis unless debating: Trans exclusionary feminists towards ftms, nb, mtfs, intersex folk in feminism (have always been apart of feminism), endo/non trauma (not real sry pick a struggle), npd abuse or insert any other mental health condition abuse believers, conservatives, zionists
Dnis perrrriod: Radqueers, zoos/pedos/etc, under 18!
What's wrong with me? Wellll then, I have DID, BPD&Bipolar 1, ASD, and, drum roll, more🙃(dx with all listed). I don't bite, I pinky promise, genetics and life have really sucked! Obv looking for friends with these same disorders, especially systems with any of these conditions. If you're accepting of people who have these conditions and don't have them, I also wouldn't mind talking! Single, looking for another system with cluster B personality disorders (someone who can be our muse 2!!!💜)
My Beloved Interests; Embroidery! It's my fav past time, keeps me sannne. I love many other types of creativity, story writing, traditional art (sketching&watercolors mostly), physical crafts, and singing/music/song writing! I'm a very outdoorsy person, love foraging, hiking, plant identification and practical uses, swimming, watching animals, I love love bugs. I also love gardening, love my plants sm <3. Cooking from scratch 2! I've never had a social life lmao
Shows/Movies - Gravity Falls, •South Park•, Heather's the Movie&Musical, Them (2019), Hazbin but I don't like or support Vivian/Vivzi
Books - Stone Butch Blues, I know Why the Caged Bird Sings, Parable of the Sower, George Orwell Books <3
Manga&Anime - The Promised Neverland, Danganronpa, Mekakucity Actors
Social Justice stuff - Free Palestine! Feminism, Trans-rights, LGBTQ+ rights, black lives matter, disabled folks rights&quality of life, pro-choice, elderly folk rights&qaulity of life, resistance against past and modern day colonialism and imperialism, addressing modern day civil rights injustices (racism, sexism, queerphobia is well alive). Separation of Church and state my beloved <3, fighting against cults and organized religion. Acknowledging, we are in the second civil rights era. Politically queer and punk.
Imma post about symptom stuff, memes, social justice related stuff (usually from historical evidence), embriodery related stuff, and yeah just whatever I'm up toooo (this blog is ran by a Kokichi Ouma fictive)
I can't comment&dm rn (can respond to dms/asks)
#introduction#intro post#did system#did osdd#actually did#endos dni#polyfragmented did#polyfrag system#cluster b#looking for friends#asd#ftm#ftm t4t#did community#osddid#anyone wanna be friendsss?#I'd wanna know the you you have to hide to seem normal#i am ride or die with my besties!#mentally ill baddies pssp pssp pssp#mentally ill baddies with no friends pssp pssp pssp#npd safe#queer community#queer#transmasc#alter intro
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
firstprince is me and i’m firstprince. like strip away the power, money, fame, and influence- i have truly never related more to both halves of a ship as much as i do alex & henry ❤️🤍💙
#i am also a biracial bisexual disaster w divorced parents and a supportive mother#who is adhd still besties w their ex and wants to help ppl with their life#i’m also a mentally ill person who cocoons even from their closest loved ones and feels the weight of their family on their back#and is also really into classics queer history fidgeting and horses#like i love them SO MUCH#rwrb#red white and royal blue#acd#alex claremont diaz#firstprince#henry fox mountchristen windsor#prince henry#rwrb book#rwrb movie#rwrb film#alex henry#prince henry rwrb
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me
#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason#the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2#i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head#and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet#and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay#he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all#i have no idea what he has that i don't#but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about#not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me#not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act#im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough#for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away#from my sociopathic parents#and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough#but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d#exams#and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then#never cry#i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really#trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing#oh god this is now a ventpost#mes
52 notes
·
View notes
Text
man i love the people im surrounded with. how did this happen. youre all so lovely😭
#istg tumblr is the BEST place to find people#all my current online friends who im close asf with are people i found on here#my girl my besties hell even some of my mutuals i dont talk to bruh#almost all of em were found on here#who knew life would turn like this bro. who knew#its grateful hours rn stfu idc#like yall. i cannot put into words how much you mean to me#im finally getting out of a mental rut thats lasted me a few months (school related) (school just ended)#and the fact YALL STAYED BY ME???#its small nd yall r gonna be like dub miguel. friends do that#but i aint never had that#like the past three years around this same time i have lost people important to me and lost core support systems over and over and over#and it feels nice that im better enough/healed enough#and surrounded by people who truly care for me#that thats not the case anymore. its so liberating and god does it make me want to cry tears of gratefulness that this is my life now#i am loved in so many ways that i cannot even recount right now.#sorry maternity classes gang (group chat) im gonna lovedump later on you tonight probably#man. mann.#this is my life#like#/pos#thats so lovely man.#wanna namedrop yall so bad bc people deserve to know you all and deserve to know how beautiful and loving you are#but ik i shouldnt for privacy😭#ily all tho#even if we aint talk much ur presence is always appreciated by me#sorry sorry ill shut up now😭#indigo speaks#yapping
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
if I have a decent to good job now and things are getting better why is my brain telling me to start panicking at 9pm at night. feel like I'm about to be hunted for sport
#trick question it's because I'm mentally ill besties#I think my brain is always assuming or preparing for the worst so when it happens I'm not blindsided#I am my own biggest hater
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Me, every time I see a character I relate to in a piece of media: I'm going to make them my whole personality for the next 3 weeks.
#this is totally about JD from Heathers (the musical)#yes i am mentally ill and experience an uncontrollable sense of rage against the world on a daily basis#i can't fix him but gods know i can beat his ass out#*pinning JD against the floor like a mad man with my hand around his throat* THIS IS NOT HEALING. THIS IS NOT HOW YOU FIND PEACE. THIS IS#NOT A HEALTHY COPING MECHANISM.#saw the musical last night gonna see the movie today#heathers jd#heathers#jason dean#whispers from atlantis#bestie's trinkets box#heathers the musical
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
Conventionally unattractive old man in conventionally attractive lingerie save me...save me conventionally unattractive old man in conventionally attractive lingerie...CONVENTIONALLY UNATTRACTIVE OLD MAN IN-
#I'm open to conventionally unattractive old man blorbo in conventionally attractive lingerie suggestions...thoughts and opinions#fics... fanart...#bestie help the old man in question CANNOT bear the weight of my mental illness on his own#I am also open to being put down like a dog#ramblin’ again#blorbo#sexualizing that old man#that old man#poor little meow meow#what else is there to say#cw suggestive#cw: suggestive#gotta put that in there for post-post clarity me's mental health
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
my mum being saying she's thinking about getting back with my step dad and openly flirting with him while he blatantly rejects her is so embarrassing ngl like girlie he broke up with u...on xmas eve and u constantly complained about him and fought ur entire marriage even if u want to get back with him (why idk) he clearly doesn't wanna get back with you...
#dumbbbdiary#she's always like why didn't i marry a rich guy#girl you never have even tried to get with one as if you could have bestie#like she is so pretty but#very mentally ill#and clearly that's not what she wants because she's now chasing my step dad again soooo#btw this is only annoying bcs i am the damn same so yeah
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
gnawing at the bars of my cage I NEED TO WRITE THE 5+ IDEAS BOUNCING AROUND IN MY HEAD
#i have at least 2 ryukita fics in my brain. but im so fucking burnt out#not to mention the mental illness innit. me when my anxiety is SEVERE and i always get badly depressed in the winter#which. fun fact. i was offered ATIVAN for it!! benzos besties!!#im goin thru it :pensive emoji: its getting... better. very severe ups and downs though#also i have to write another shuake secret santa fic and i am STRUGGLING#i want to write jojo or ryukita but im stuck with the other sillies. i dont write them unless i have to#i enjoy shuake but only in my very specific way and writing them is HARD!!!!! weh#jake talks#if you read this far can you tell i'm starting to miss twitter just a bit. yeah i deleted it back in nov bc it makes me a LOT WORSE#depression wise at least. and i just. waste a LOT OF TIME ON IT HAHA#tumblr is enrichment though. i will allow it to stay
1 note
·
View note
Text
#ANDREW!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ANYWAYS. fucking hate the medical system. hate being mentally ill. hate being disabled. hate this life.#but at LEAST my parasocial bway besties are making good music#[everything is falling apart] [five minutes later] omg musical theatre#deleting so many tags because i have so much to say but i can't because of the [redacted] of it all#going to try and go for a walk and listen to music and try not to go insane#i love simultaneously oversharing and being a man of mystery. i am everything and nothing and so so special.#evening plans: walk. music. dinner. try and do a little creative work. sleep.#i have planned social things for the weekend so i am NOT isolating myself#i am doing all of the things i have been told to do to get better AND YET!!!!!!!!!!#it will be okay. at least i'm at my parents' house for the weekend so i can belt about it#anyways if my paranoia is Correct and my irls are reading this Hello. I Will Explain All Of This Eventually But You Probably Know What's Up#in many ways i am just like alistair fletcher but in many ways i am not. i contain multitudes.#ooh i should try and finish the current episode of my skambr annotations tonight. at this rate i will finish s1 by the end of the summer.#the thing about sandy neuman is she's sooooo flawed but in a way that is just like me (conflict avoidance and over/undersharing)#she would fuck with yellowjackets sooooooooo much. she's a soccer player she's a lesbian she has fucked up girlbestfriendships.#ANYWAYS. if you're still reading this hiiiiiii. going to feel the sun on my vampiric skin now.#Spotify
2 notes
·
View notes